Hey guys! Some of you might know me and some might not. I believe it has been a very long time since I last posted here. Uhmm, perhaps more than a year or ALMOST.
Some people here might know I was born with no religion. Well, my dad is a Hindu and my mum is a Christian. When I was 10, I was told by them to find my own religion but I didn't bother as I always believed, whatever I am, God is within me. But, that was about to change when I broke up with my fiance. So, yeah. I went into a deep depression and I just didn't know what to do with my life. All days long I would spend my time shedding tears and thinking that I just wanted to die. Even my parents didn't know what they could do to help me. I even thought of committing suicide but someone changed my thought and my life…maybe for the rest of my life. I used to visit churches and temples near my house to pray so that I would be stronger in facing coming days but I never went to the mosques. Then, one day, I met this guy at one of the churches. Yes, he was a priest!
Anyway…when I asked him whether Christian is the right religion and if so, why still I didn't get the peace I wanted, the priest questioned me back with several questions which make me find myself and I want to believe God sends him to me to save me.
Here are the questions he asked me…
'You were born with the religion you are now following but why are you following it? Is it because it's the only religion you know
of so much, as it's so close to home? Or did you do research (educate)
into it? And even whilst learning about it, did you question it? Did
you believe in the answers you got were satisfactory? Did they justify
what was being said?'
He told me he won't give me the answers for he doesn't have one but he really wanted me to think of em and he wanted me to come to a conclusion of my own of what I find is the best for me. So then, I decided if I couldn't find the answers within the churches and the temples, I had to look somewhere else and I asked my friend if he could bring me to the masjid. I thought he would refuse for I thought non-Muslims are not allowed in masjid…but he brought me…and slowly, I learned and…I'm still learning. But yeah, I feel much calmer and stronger nowadays for I know what my belief is…what I'm holding on to.
I'm a day late! 
Wondering what has changed and what has not!