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NOW: Definitely my families choice ….

erhhhmmmm: what is it you would look for in the love of yr choice?? wait I mean, What traits/personality would attract you to love someone???

ps: am not sure if the question is right or understandable to anyone ..but will leave it

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not sure..

dhall curry and pickle with roti?? ( am hungry )

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war….oh wait…letters 🙂

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hope lifes treating the person(s) above me well 🙂

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friend?

love marriage or arranged marriage?

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am not even sure where to begin Boo.. thanks for the thought provoking thoughts u have here..as usual yr ability to snatch wats deep within is flawless..have always told u…

Pls write more…I love reading yr thoughts…especially at times when mine seem to tumble over each other at war to reach the outskirts of my paper/computer…wateva ..lol

I MISS U. Hope ur keeping well..take care and remain as intruiging as always..

love

mee

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Happppppyyy bday Kushi, my dearest Angel..

I know ur happy, loved and blessed wereva u are;)

take care of yrself and know ur always in my heart..

hugs and silent prayers to u sweetness..

tc..

~alie~

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Gosh … I feel sooo in love…

I LOVE U,

Ur the reason I BELIEVE in love

ur the answer from up above

I give my hand, my soul with all my heart

cant wait to live my life with u…cant wait to start 🙂

u and I will never be apart…

goood times and through bad..

u will always remain my true love..deep in my heart…

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Hello Mukesh,

I cant seem to upload/download 🙂 photos and I cant seem to create a folder??

Havent had a chance to check the newest version of the forum yet …sooo will let u know what I think when I do..

Just need to upload a pic on my profile for now…

tc

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Not sure how I feel…am just exhausted ..confused …tumbling downhill really fast…

SIGH

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Hey, I was going to reply to your “~now~” post yesterday but I ran out of time and could only make one post. I'm glad to see that you are better now, but if you still need to talk or let it out, then I'm here for you. Don't hesitate to pm me.

Hi Rani,

Thanks for yr thoughts dear..means a lot to me..can I ask that u make a small lil dua for me:) thanks

will keep yr offer to talk in mind for future…take care of yourself ok and inshallah I hope all is well with u 🙂

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To my desi sister

You know what this means to me… I know it means the same to you.

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time

DP79

Firstly welcome to the forum my angel:)

and secondly ..am sorry my reply is this late…u know hw busy things got;)

I love u and miss u soooo much..sigh!!

My head is too full of thoughts right now ***just got back from my interview*** so cant remember the lyrics of the song I wanted to post to u..

but was listening to Jordin yest and thought ..**Gosh this is sooo u and soooo meeee..soo especially for ye my friend my sister:

**Take one step at a time theres no need to rush,

its like learning to fly or falling in love,its gonna happen and its supposed to happen

that we find the resons why ..ONE STEP AT A TIME…****

YOU WANNA SHOW THE WORLD, BUT NO ONE KNOWS YR NAME YET,

U WONDER WHEN AND WHERE AND HOW UR GONNA MAKE IT,

U KNOW U CAN IF U GET THE CHANCE…

IN YR FACE AS THE DOOR KEEPS SLAMMIN ( SIGHS )

NOW WE R FEELING MORE MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND SUM MORE FUSTRATED..

AND WE GET ALL KINDS OF IMPATIENCE ..WAITING…

YET THROUGH IT ALL WE STILL LIVE AND WE STILL LEARN******

off coz I just improvised on the words a little to suit my current mood..am sooo..just not sure what I feel..

I LOVE U..talk soon k…

mwaah

alie..aka scarface:)

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Relieved, grateful and blessed..

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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate LOVE love”.

You describe it 150% acurate.. I cant help but smile reading this…

wateva else, I have to say that its a soul-hurt that heals and will make u stronger…hoever hard that is to believe. Its the way of life, its the way in which love and experiencing it works, the way the universe works.

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I FEEL absolutely Broken. FINALLY letting it out shows me the extent of this experience..my feelings..

I feel like i am an outsider observing everything and everyone around me…my own thoughts are like echoes of someone elses conversation.

*Sigh* I wish life could stop for a whole second so I can breathe again, so I can FEEL my uncried tears on my face once more… I feel numb… like… theres just nothing left…

am still trying to understand the way this universe works…a second of pure blissfull happiness and an infinitey of sorrow…

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Hi di, thank you; and no I dont mind you using this id 🙂 ; I am surprised that you actually came on here though; Aww, thanks for the kiss and hugs, and yr love and care make me a better person. Love you! Sorry I couldnt talk to you…I lost my voice 🙁 Im better now though, still have a cough. But I have to try and study for my finals 🙁 which are in a couple of days 🙁 sighs…

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy babeeeeee….

I finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllyyyyyyyyyyy got my nic sorted out here..Scarface it is **huge ass smile on me face****

yup me surprised too..anyway…just wanted to see if my nic comes off right ..hence the reply..btw HAPPPPPPYYYYYblesssed 2009 man..

Shykes am on a high….full of this darn adrenaline…

hope all is good yr end..send me mail k

lub lub lub uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

diiiiiiiiiiiiiii

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Boo, I LOVE AN MISS U. Hope dis makes u smile, *me singing* u are NOT ALONE, I am ther wud u, though we'r Far A part, ur always in my HEART. *hug* ACES: Above song 4 u to dear. Hope u feel fulfilled from within… ~ALIE~

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HAPPSEE BDAY JAANA. I LOVE U. HOPE MY BEIN HERE BRINGS OUT YR RADIANT SMILE N MAKE U FEEL A TEENY BIT BETTER LUWEY. Wasnt planin on postin here, hehe cuz me cnt remembér ze password,So had to use da madhu username, hope u dnt mind?doesnt matter though, as long as main hoon na lemme giveye A beeg HUG n a sloppy kiss. Wish i cud by yr side spoilin u n tryn to make yr day xtra special, all i CAN DO is gve u my most precious gift.. MY LOVE. Will speak ta ye in ze nxt hour my lil gorgeous sister. HUG HUG HUG, Diíìiiî. *Sighs in reminiscence*

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Some moments of life are like a ball of yarn that is all tangled up [like multiple unused telephone wires] … bearing different shades of colors, having all degrees of texture, laying on the continuum of extremely thin and disgustingly thick, being there just to annoy you if you attempt to 'fix' it, even though sometimes you already began the process with a wrong definition of 'fix'.

I agree

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theres this song in my heart, am searching for the lyrics! It's a language I am not familiar with, perhaps you can help? It's called by many names, the most favorite being~LOVE.. Heard of it? Plz help:)

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