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I FEEL like Repunzel ..I KNW if I let down my hair u would have the nerve to climb up to rescue me
..I miss u my hero
my jaan… my gorgeous Grey,blue greeneyed hero
I feel …
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khabi khushi
Khabi Ghum
Quote:Kavita, it's funny that you mention understanding yourself and who you really are. Because after all this time I've spent in this world, I still haven't found myself. I have a problem. I don't know myself or rather, I'm unsure of myself. I don't know who I am or rather, I'm unsure of who I am. People are always telling me what kind of person I am, who I am, what I am. Of course, I don't mind it, I actually like it because it's information; I find out things about myself that I never knew or never thought of. And that's what bothers me. The fact that I don't know who I am but all these people seem to be so sure of who I am. The fact that I use it as information to find myself bothers me. I like knowing what people think of me, I really do. It's just that I wish I knew myself, that I understood myself, that I find myself on my own. And it hurts because I use their negative opinions to shape who I think I am and throw away the positive opinions into the never ending pile of doubts. I have so many doubts. It kills me. When I'm trying to find myself… all I see are the negatives. When I try to think of something positive, like I was thinking about how strong I am, I immediately push it aside into the doubt folder and the moment passes by. The moment is gone, I don't think I'm strong anymore, I think I'm really weak. But I'm so happy that I could sit there and write about my own strength for a change. Even if the moment passed, at least there was that moment and at least I have it written down. And that's another problem, the moments don't last too long. Usually they last a few minutes. But the strength moment lasted for a while and I had enough time to write it out before it passed. And when I do think of positives, if someone tells me I'm not strong, I'll consider it, because my doubts are so strong that I won't be able to fight for my positives. I feel that some people unknowingly take advantage of the fact that I'm so unsure of myself. Or maybe it's not that they take advantage, maybe it's that they are able to get away with labeling me as such and such because I'm so unsure of myself. Whatever it is, I'm mad at myself for being so unsure of myself. It hurts so much to not be able to defend myself because of my countless flaws and doubts and unsurety (I don't even think this is a word lol) of myself.
Kavita…
I used to be as naive as you. I used to believe that nothing should be left unsaid. I don't leave anything unsaid to myself and I don't want anyone to leave anything unsaid to me, but I know that I must leave many things unsaid to others. You don't know me enough, Kavita. Once you see me close enough, you won't like what you see. I just turned on Chalo Jaane Do to listen to it like you told me to… but it's only making me sadder because I can do that with everyone. I forgive and forget so easily. I never hold a grudge. I never hold anything over anyone's head. I never stop speaking to anyone. I don't stay upset with people for too long. I don't punish people severely for the wrong that they may do. But I'm the exception. I don'Quote:
Ohh girls, I undersatnd how you are feeling, but the life is beautiful!! Look for the wonderfull thingh that the life has. 
Ok, lets go!This song is for you!!: KHABI KHABI GIRLS!
Kabhi kabhi GIRLS!! zindagi mein yunhi koi apna lagta hai
Sometimes in life, GIRLS, just like that someone seems like your own
Kabhi kabhi woh bichhad jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai
Sometimes GIRLS, when they are separated, it seems like a dream
Aise mein koi kaise apne aansuon ko behne se roke?
In such, how can anyone stop their tears from flowing
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can someone think everything’s going to be okayKabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi na khushi aur na mazaa
Sometimes it seems there is no happiness nor fun left in life
Kabhi kabhi to lage har din mushkil aur har pal ek sazaa
Sometimes it seems every day is difficult, every moment is a punishment
Aise mein koi kaise muskuraaye kaise hans de khush hoke?
In such, how can someone smile, or be happy and laugh
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can they think everything’s going to be okaySoch zara jaan-e-jaan tujhko humein kitna chahte hain
Think dear, how much we care for you
Rote hain hum bhi agar teri aankhon mein aansoo aate hain
If there are tears in your eyes, I/we cry too
Gaana to aata nahin hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hain
I/We don’t know how to sing, but yet I/we singQuote:I am MAD
I HATE certain people
hates too deeply negative jaana.. ur way too strong and pure for such a feeling.. wish I was there with u- physically-… just holding u…I wish I could say I feel hate even after wat happened ..but I dnt… we cant blame ppl and circumstances for the experiences they bring into our lives right…
I feel stronger after last week.. I feel like a part of my soul had been snatched away.. although my flat has excessive security I find myself waking up in the middle of the night scared and tip toeing into the lounge to see if the house is safe…
Do I hate the ppl who had caused me to feel sooo afraid of being in my own home?? No… Whatever their reasons were for choosing me as their target…only GOD KNOWS… I think u just need to vent a lil..scream, shout…speak to someone and get it outa yr system…
if all else fails u and i can go mad together..
just knw that I am there with u..in yr Dil, ur in my duas, my heart and r a part of my soul…no matter what the situation is that is causing u to feel this way… U will outshine it and emerge a stronger woman…I feel a lil annoyed that I cant communicate with u properly now…
take care of yrself hun….
replace the negative feeling of hate with LOVE.. coz love is the only.. the constant … the all of everything…
see everyone and every situation with love….difficult I know, but try to…
Love u
di
Quote:Scarry!!! [:D
Shakzzzzzeeeeeeeee….
I'ts been a while!
it has heyHow are YOU?!
u knw how I am
Ek is goed hey, baie goed just right now..am freezing my ass off … I'm really trying try to keep in touch with you out here.
Nah hun yr emails are sufficient
.. besides was reading yr email and u mentioned coming here…sooo I rushed over and couldnt log off without saying helloooowzzz.
..but pls its not necessary for u to specifically keep in touch with me hereI've missed you guys!!!
U knw ur missed to
You ake care of yourself
Always
and I'll talk 2u again soon!
u better…looking forward to it…
Hug
Shaksa warm love filled hug back to ye my love
be good… love
~A~
Hello Mandy and welcome to the forum
, hope yr stay here is a pleasant and memorable one..First I love yr baby's name ..aryan..cute ..how old is he?? gosh I feeeelll alll broody these days becoz of em babies all over the place..
My best friend gave birth to a lovely gorgeous boy last Wednes
and am dyyyying to hold him and off coz we have a lil 4 and 1/2 month baby boy in my family and another friend is due in OCT sooo its crazy crazy crazy ..beautiful crazy kids time…….am telling u this coz I can understand when u say u are settled staying with Aryan …
anywyz enjoy the forum and give a beeg hug to Aryan from moi…
~mwahz~
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