I'm going to be leaving tomorrow… I was freaking out earlier because the forum wasn't working for me… Alhamdulillah I get to say bye now!!!
You all will be in my heart and duas… And if I can, I promise I'll try to be around while I'm there as well… I can't bear not being around… I can't bear not checking the forum every morning.
Rani & Tayba – I love you two beyond explanation… Thank you for making me feel so special at this time – a time that holds very little love. Whatever I say will not be enough… Rani… Thank you for coming… Tayba… Thank you for being so far… yet so close to my heart. Alhamdulillah for both of you…
Nessa – Girl, I am still speechless. Just for the record… I respect you oh so much too. I love you for your honesty, I love you for being the way you are, I love you for being so caring, I love you… for being you. You'll be in my dil & duas… always.
Boo & Khushi – Thank you… You two will always hold a special place in my heart. You two being a part of this family… is a blessing that I thank Allah(swt) for. For you to take the time to think of me and put effort into something that means the world to me… I have no words to express my feelings right now … Thank youu
Sweetest Buddah ever – Oh man… where do I begin? Do I begin with how special you make us feel or how we have a blast dissing you? Or should I just begin with how amazing you are? So yeah… You're an amazing loserific buddah. And it's an honour for me to be part of this forum…. part of your life. Thank you…
Oreooooooooo – lol! You're a loser, you know that, right? A cool loser though! Thank you for all the times you cheered me up.. Thank you for the loserific mssg. The last sentence made me crack up so much! lmao.
Haylieeeeee – you better see this. I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! thank you so much for today!
Kavita – Thank you for caring enough to reply to my crappy moments. Thank you for trying to make me feel better. It means so much to me…
Okay peeeeeeepaaaal, I'm starting to sound like I'm leaving forever!! InshaAllah, I'm not!
I love you all oh so much…
Thank you…
*sigh*
The things… the places… the people that I used to find comfort in are now the cause of my discomfort. And I don't know how to change it…
It'll change… Be patient with yourself… It won't stay this way.
Believe me, I've gone through the same feelings. Believe in yourself…. and you'll realise that if you don't want it to stay that way… you'll subconsciously get over it… sooner or later. Don't worry about anyone else, don't worry about what they want/need from you. This period… is yours. Love yourself but at the same time… compete with it. Our nafs isn't as strong as we make it… we just need to realise that.
And I'm here… as long as Allah lets me.
I wish I could stop feeling.
If I had one wish… for this duniya… I would wish to love selflessly.
Ameen… Thumma Ameen.
Never wish to stop feeling… you're human. As long as your heart is alive… you'll always feel. Come on ji… you're at least allowed to feel?
I love you
I know you don't want a thank you, but I want to let you know that I appreciate what you did for me last night. It felt good letting some of it out. Thank you. May Allah (SWT) reward you well. Ameen – Thumma Ameen. I love you. You're never alone when I'm around, please remember that…
… You're never alone when I'm around either… I love you more.
I wish I could do more…
Tayba – The lyrics are so beautiful… *sigh*
Tayba – LMAO! & Awwwwwwww!
& I freaking found the genius powerpuff wallpaper!!
WOOOOOOOOOOT!
*Grabs plate and sits on comfy beani bagi chair to poke in comfort*
LMAO… LMAO… Rani… I miss this.
duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude you do not need a comfy chair! as soon as you start poking Buddha ji, you feel so much better. all the comfort in the world! LMAO
Hey! no fair! gimme a fork too! *evil look* muaaahahahahaha
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Okay… let's fry him all over again and give you a turn, shall we?
I'm mad at that idiotic buddha anyways…. so I got a reason.
What say, Rani? Tayba?
*evil look*… I am so ready for this!
I uh… miss this thread.
Person above me, thank you again. .
Me – Stupid… and stubborn
never tried it…
same question?
Nessa – lmbo!
I've been caught typing crazily on the forum and grinning and all that fun stuff, lmbo. They thought I was insane…and some of my family members thought I was 'in love.' lol
Next: What do you do when you try so hard, but it always seems like you're not trying at all? Where do you think the problem is? or rather… who IS the problem? You must have messed up badly along the way, isn't it?
hope
Boo – Thank you so much.
boo –
Taffaash el qadar ya shami3tee
khallani athoob bihasritee
shellee bi hal 3umr ya dinyitee?
Mahsood 3ala hathee wi qismitee
Qus milhu daab ma been ediyya wi raah…
shabaab wi ghaab mat hanna yoom irtaah…
ya shamsi dinya wil gumar…
Ana adfa3 shabeebi wil 3umr..
law yirja 3umri wa3tithir
wishuf ish sawwa fiya alqahr
qu milhu daab m been ediyya wi raah…
shabaab wi ghaab mat hanna yoom irtaah…
I ignored you?
No, it's not okay.
person above me… I need a favor please. If you can that is. Check your PMs please?