I miss the feelings this forum used to bring me.
hahahaha Boo, Thanks! <3
Tayba, hop off her back! lmbo
SubhanaAllah.
I'm sure you learned patience from her, and patience is all it takes. You'll find the strength to get through the tough days, just like you've done before. I'm sure of that. Allah(SWT) is the Most Wise, He took her for reasons that we as humans cannot comprehend. Life is tough, but you know that.
Waiyyakum, I love you too.
For my beautiful grandma…
Aata hai yaad mujhko guzaraa hua zamaana
Memories of
days gone by come back to me
Voh baag ki bahaaren voh sab ka
chah-chahaana
That garden in spring, all that chitter
chatter
Aazaadiya kaha voh ab apne ghonsale ki
That freedom of my nest
Apni khushi se aana apni khushi se jaana
That coming and going as one pleased
Lagti hain chott dil par, aataa hai yaad jis dam
It hurts
my heart when I so recall
Shabnam ke aansuon par kaliyon kaa
muskuraana
The petals glowing with those tears of
dew
Voh pyaari pyaari surat, vo kaamiini si
muurat
That lovely face, that peaceful abode
Abaad jis
ke dam se tha mera aashiyaana
By which my whole world was free and alive…
I miss and need you so much. But I have your duas and they will see me through. Ameen. I love you more each day.
May Allah shower His infinite mercy on her and make her among the people of Ferdous, Ameen.
She would be very proud of you if she was still around, Tayba. When you need her strength, remember her wisdom and her words.
She is always in my duas.
Stay strong <3
The Journey…
I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need
When my hopes seem to dangle
Somewhere just beyond my reach
You say you've heard my prayers
And read my words there on the beach
I've been thinking of leaving the forum.
I hate the feeling of helplessness.
Wanting to do so much… but in reality you are so limited and unable to do a thing….
Salaam forum family.
About an hour ago, I received news that Tayba's dear grandmother passed away at iftar time (UK time zone). She told me to let you guys know. I'm sure that her grandmother is in better hands now, but she still needs your prayers/duas. I make dua that Allah(swt) grants her Jannat and that he showers her with so much mercy. InshaAllah. Ameen, Thumma Ameen.
Tayba needs all of us right now, regardless of our busy lives. Please try your best, she deserves our support, as she's always there for each and everyone of us.
Thank you.
Tayba…
I love you, stay strong jaan.
It's a beautiful quote….
This is my third headache this week. I need a lie down.
u need a break too…
sounds yummy. You're lucky I'm not fasting at the moment!
Absolutely! I may cry 'Mommy' and intermittently wet my pants once perhaps twice, but if it would make her feel better…it is worth the pain.
On a separate note, Hey Ninjitsu! Did I tell you how much I missed you? Well, just in case I didn't, I do now: I really missed you.
I'm sure tayba would love that right now, she needs to let everything out and if you're ready to do that, then thats really great.
thank you for missing me, I missed you too. How are you doing?
*Holds Ninja close and doesn't let go*
Why indeed….
I love you. Oh so much. It will feel like home again soon jaan, InshaAllah.
I love you too habeebati. I wish I were there in person to help you through ur hard times…
You feel like crying? Quick! Beat the crap out of me…you will feel better .
You would really allow tayba to do that to you?
May Allah grant your grandma fast shifaa and guard her for you and your family. Ameen, Thumma thumma thumma thumma thumma Ameen. I know how much she means to you…
i leave for a few months and I come back to a forum that I feel so strange in.
why? *deep sigh*
Good, good, i missed you too lover. how are you?
welcome home ninjitsu.
thank you. How have you been?