[Khushi]

Guys, you've GOT to watch!! And Hey all Britishers, did you catch this one on ITV? Brilliant!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA2B5X0LhMY&feature=related

[Khushi]

Aadmi aadmi ko kya de ga

Aadmi aadmi ko kya de ga
jo bhi dega wohi khuda de ga

mera qatil hi mere munsif hai
kya mere haq mein kya fasla de ga

zindagi ko kareeb se dekha
is ka chehra tumhain rula de ga

hum se poocho na dosti ka sila
dushmano ka dil hila de ga

[Khushi]

FAB!!!! Raniii, this is brilliant. And it's soo true… Everytime Rani comes on, you are sure to cross my mind!

I think Nessa as Sush is perfect! Oreoji as Saif is PERFECT (Oreoji, see how MUCH all the girls love you )

Great going girlie… love it!

x

[Khushi]

I just realised the effect of “Mahi Ve” from Kal Ho Na Ho has on me. I was doing some work that needs submission very soon and had my itunes playing random songs, there is only one light on my table and the rest of the room is dim except the daylight from the window which is slowly fading. My laptop in the left of my desk, a pile of papers next to it, a blue booklet in front of the laptop, my paper pad next to it nearing the right and a cup of tea opposite me next to a very full pen holder. And I am writing away, focused with my eye brows tensed. Work needs finishing. And the player, is very very low in volume… playing away songs….Rangeela, Hum Tum…. Dil Se…… Craig David (lol!)….. And then this song plays. Maahi Ve, Thats the way, Mahi Ve…..

And my hand stops writing, my eyes slowly move up towards the speakers. Eventhough the volume is very low, a hum or a murmur. I could hear everything. The song is still playing (a second time around now) And I just realised how my memory has visualised allllll the mad people (I adore!) in this forum in my head dancing away to this song. I can see it. Every single member. Right from *Queen* who bullied me when I first came (still have no idea who she is! But I remember her ragging the hell out of me! lol) to Kavita – the newest member that I've known. All of you. I could see. Oreoji looks pretty cute jigging a bit of bollywood you know Rani, Tabz, Ninja….. Scarzy, Nosyira…… Boo, Nessa, Me…..Senorji, Baqz, Marine…… Rani running around, smiling away and giggling with Ninja…. Senorji rocking the song, looking younger and handsome as always, somehow with a red shirt and black bow-tie! LOL…. Baqz being chased by Marine all around……. Nosyira smiling away and clapping gracefully and Scarzy hitting the dancefloor with all the girlies…… Boo spinning me around until I go completely dizzy…. And me chasing Oreoji pulling Tabz, Rani, Boo, Scrazy, Nessa, Kavita and Marine with me….. Haha… I am actually chuckling…..

How I actually see this…. in my head. No, I'm not hallucinating people…. Lol. I just, feel overwhelmed. Somehow…

I am going to miss you all so much. If this song ever plays in the coming festivities…. you all, all of you – will be in my memory throughout this entire song….

Mahi Ve

[Khushi]

Guddu guddu guddu – Guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuddddddddddddddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

[Khushi]

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It's you…it always has been you…

And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a woman of too many faces
The mask I wear is one
Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

Ai Hai Nessaji, blame me? Kyun? I'm so confuzzeleleleleled. Yeh dedication is to who? I haven't had much sleep – so pleaseeeeeeeeee excuse my stupidity if I'm missing the obvious here….. *scratches head and yawns*

[Khushi]

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Beautiful song Khushi!!

A favorite:

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are

Thank you Nessaji! Fragile is another masterpiece. Love it! Tabzy, aren't the lyrics just amazing Nice to be back for a while

[Khushi]

Love this song by Sting, but Eva Cassidy takes it to another level. Must listen…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3YVil3Ajjs&feature=related

“Fields Of Gold”

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in the fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
We'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in the fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We'll walk in the fields of gold
We'll walk in the fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in the fields of gold
When we walked in the fields of gold
When we walked in the fields of gold

Hey S…. I love you. *mushy moment*

[Khushi]

Verse 1

There was a season when my steps were unwavering
Within me was this ocean

That would repair and cure me of all my pains
But at the passing of time

I am no longer certain of my hearts integrity

The days of my youth

Now an abstract memory

Chorus

Is my essence just a delusion?

How long do I submit to such a night

Where dreams are shattered

And mine forsake me

My silent cries reveal stains of my memory

Verse 2

Everything is fragmented it's falling apart

Yet perfectly connected, attached, aligned in my heart

A collage of hopes I had commissioned from within

Were denied me and clotted out

They cannot understand my lifes journey

SO I alone must complete it

Middle 8

Disconnected from my thoughts

Disconnected from my dreams

This life

This road in silent suffering I must travel

– Translation by Denyse Anyogu.

[Khushi]

I adore this song!

[Khushi]

My Lovelies. I couldnt help but post something seeing Boo and Rani online. I HAD to sign in. I love you my Chanda's. Khushi's world has two chands

[Khushi]

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boo… dreams change over time, but reality stays the same… I love you.

really jaan? What if our dreams become reality? Doesn't that mean reality changes? The only constant in life is change .

True… I love change, good change…

dreams? reality? lol. do dreams really become reality?

I'm doubting life… *siiiigh*

Hold on my darlings.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E5mflYT1No

Love,
Khushi…………………………………x

[Khushi]

Khushi is very very sad to leave. I will miss this place so much. Writing random things, getting random responses – Singing according to my mood… *sigh*

You may not believe this, or find it funny ( ?) – but I feel like I'm leaving an empty home…. and have tears in my eyes. No one is online at the moment and I want to see all you right now….. all of you.

[Khushi]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcewaMBit0Q&feature=related

*hugs to all of you (even Oreo ji!)*

Yaaron Dosti, Badi Hi Haseen Hai…..

I will miss you all so much.

Khushi……………………………………..x

[Khushi]

Goodbye Forum. I will miss you.

*kisses the green walls*

Yours,

Khushi………………………………x

[Khushi]

ho ho o o o o ....

yahaan har kadam kadam pe dharti badle rang

yahaan ki boli mein rangoli saat rang

yahaan har kadam kadam pe dharti badle rang

yahaan ki boli mein rangoli saat rang

dhaani pagdi pehne mausam hain

neeli chaadar taane ambar hain

nadi sunehri hara samundar hain re sajila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila





ho ho o o o o ....

sindoori gaalon wala suraj jo kare thitholi

sharmeelen kheton ko dhank de chunar peeli peeli

ghoonghat mein rang panghat mein rang cham cham chamkila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila





ho ho o o o o ....

kabila gulaal se chehre hain yahaan mastaanon ki toli

rang haseen mein rang khushi mein rishten jaise holi

baaton mein rang yaadon mein rang rang rang rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila 

hey dholaaa

re mharo dhola re

Ishq ka rang yahaan par gehraa chadh ke kabhi na utre

sachhe pyar ka thehra sa rang chhalke par na bikhre

rang adaa mein rang haya mein hain rasila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila

des rangila rangila des mera rangila 

yahaan har kadam kadam pe dharti badle rang

yahaan ki boli mein rangoli <

[Khushi]

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i dont know…u can tell me when we run away together.

I've been waiting for you Oreoji! But you never turned up, so now I have to leave…. on my own, all lonely. LOL I bet you're all hyped up now – happyji? I am going, on my own. Another mental patient off your shoulders huh? I will miss you crazy comments! Keep rocking the world as you've always done. Good luck for everything you aspire to achieve.

[Khushi]

Eventhough I am leaving today, I will sign in for a few days to check my PM. However, I cannot promise a reply, although I will reply to last goodbyes… I need this to happen, or it will go in loops.

Love you all.

Khushi……………………x

[Khushi]

My dearest dearest dearest BWLF Family… As you all know, it’s my last day at the forum. I have had the time of my life talking to each and everyone of you. I will miss you all to no end, but I have got to do this, like they say ‘All good things come to an end’ and unfortunately for me, I have to leave all you wonderful people. Saying that each and every one of you here has been special to me, may seem like an over statement – but believe you me, it’s true. I have laughed, cried, joked, teased, debated and have ran around the forum hitting members with my ‘belan’ and chucking water at people at this forum!! How can I forget these times? I cannot. I never will. I do not know if I will be worthy of being a part of your memory, but I do cherish every time you have responded to and reacted to anything that I have said in the forum. I value the interactions all of you have shared with me. I have been closer to certain members than others, so please please please, do not feel offended if I have not mentioned anyone I should have in the above notes. These are the first few names that came in my head whilst I was writing. Ofcourse, I recognise all the regularly active members J<b styl

[Khushi]

Sweethearts,

I am planning to stayonline most of the day on Friday – I will try my best to be here as much as I can that day – as, *sigh* It's my last day on the forum….. thought, I'd just clear the confusion and questions….. I'm afraid, 29th it is…..

*sigh*

Although, I will check PM's as and when I can – I cannot promise a reply, otherwise this will go in loops and I will never be able to “leave” – but I don't want to stop anyone from writing to me if they wish to….

I hope you all (who may be upset with me) can forgive me…..

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