I would appreciate if someone translate this beautiful song sang by Rafi film bindiya.
mai.n apane aap se ghabaraa gayaa huu.N
mujhe ai zi.ndagii diivaanaa kar de
kahaa.N se ye fareb-e-aarazuu mujhako kahaa.N laayaa
jise mai.n puujataa thaa aaj tak nikalaa vo ik saayaa
Kataa dil kii hai mai.n sharamaa gayaa huu.N
mai.n apane aap se threedots
ba.De hii shauq se ik Kvaab me.n khoyaa huaa thaa mai.n
ajab mastii bharii ik nii.nd me.n soyaa huaa thaa mai.n
khulii jab aa.Nkh to thar.raa gayaa huu.N
mai.n apane aap se threedots
mai.n apane aap se ghabaraa gayaa huu.N
I have become worried about myself
mujhe ai zi.ndagii diivaanaa kar de
Oh life make me a crazy lover
kahaa.N se ye fareb-e-aarazuu mujhako kahaa.N laayaa
From where this false hope has brought me
jise mai.n puujataa thaa aaj tak nikalaa vo ik saayaa
Who I prayed for was all along a shadow
Kataa dil kii hai mai.n sharamaa gayaa huu.N
I am embarrassed of the mistake made by the heart
mai.n apane aap se
Of myself
ba.De hii shauq se ik Kvaab me.n khoyaa huaa thaa mai.n
I was willingly lost in a dream
ajab mastii bharii ik nii.nd me.n soyaa huaa thaa mai.n
I was asleep in a strange intoxication
khulii jab aa.Nkh to thar.raa gayaa huu.N
When the eyes opened, I searched yearningly
mai.n apane aap se..
Of myself
thank you madhuji.