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“When the believer enters his grave, salat is on his right hand, zakat on his left, virtue faces him, with sabr taking him under its shelter. When the two angels encharged with questioning enter upon him, sabr says to salat, zakat and virtue, ‘Take care of your companion, and if you fail to assist him I will take care of him myself.”[Ibid, hadith # 8]

May Allah grant you and your family patience. Ameen thumma Ameen.

And I'm sure your grandfather is in a better place, Jaan. This dunya… is temporary for all of us. I make dua that Allah guides us all to stay true and firm. Ameen.

I'll Be Here

I cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take your pain away;
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.

I'll listen when you need to talk,
I'll wipe away your tears;
I'll share your worries when they come,
I'll help you face your fears.

I'm here and I will stand by you,
On each hill you have to climb;
So take my hand, let's face the world…
And live just one day at a time.

You're not alone, for I'm still here,
I'll go that extra mile;
And when your grief is easier,
I'll help you learn to smile! (even though you're already good at it )

*warm hug*

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Rani- I love you, habeebati.

..finally done with high school .

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Boo- A thank you really isn't enough to show you just how much I appreciated your words but it's all I can do right now…

Thank you soooooo much hun, thank you for being so amazing.

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Past 4 AM… not even half done. oh….my….Allah…

*dies*

boo- that is beyond beautiful <3

Tayba- I love you too, chips

everyone else- hello.

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I had a dream that I met Nessa!!!!!!!! <3

Bleeeaacchhhhhhh! Sounds to be more of a nightmare! rotflmbobo

What up Ninjitsu!! *big hug*

it was a weird dream, but it ended just right lol.

I was at my uncle's house I think and there were problems going on between us and my uncle's family. They couldn't see that I was at their house, But I saw and heard everything. And it was weird cos it felt like it was a different house, different family, but at the same time the people in it felt like my family. Then at the end of the dream everyone was in the living room talking and there was another chick that I didn't recognize. She just appeared at that part of the dream. she was wearing a hijab too. I was sitting on the floor listening, you guys couldn't see me. So as they were discussing, the chick says “The Nessa thinks that ya'll are stupid, these issues don't make sense.” And I was debating with myself, “should I hug her or should I not, I don't think she can see me!”

nothing much is up hun, how are you?

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I miss the old days of the forum.

come backkkkkkk peopleeeeeeeee!!!!!!

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I had a dream that I met Nessa!!!!!!!! <3

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Every time I see my life is running in front of me, I'm afraid
Every time my flower melts inside of me, I'm afraid

even in my words, even in my songs
my pains show, my tears show
even when I'm happy, I'm afraid
that the happiness will die, I'm afraid
from this painful life, I'm afraid
that the sweet smile will become gardens of sorrow, I'm afraid
From the cruelty of time, I'm afraid
That it will belittle my worth, I'm afraid
That my pure dreams will vanish.

I'm always feeling lonely, just like a ship lost in the sea
My heart is constantly seeking to belong
I laugh while my heart is filled with agony equivalent to the world's
just like a beautiful song dripping with sorrow.

Even in my suffering, even in my hardship…
My closest friends… I don't even know who's my enemy. I'm afraid
That my beloved will sell me for another, I'm afraid
That after he has my heart in his hand, he will leave it shattered. I'm afraid

That my days will be useless. I'm afraid
That he'll betray my dreams. I'm afraid
That the end of my love, will leave thorns and pain in my path.

Every time I count the hours of my happiness
and count my hardship and all my pains
I end up losing once again.

Every time I long for people I love
I realize that my heart misses them deeply
And ends up raining drops of sorrow.

Even the people who are mine
Even the people who are of me
If only they feel me
If only they feel my pain
Even when I scream it out, they don't hear me.

I'm afraid
Of the next moment
I'm afraid
Of the length of my nights
I'm afraid
For all the people I love, more than I'm afraid for myself.

I'm afraid
Of being confused and helpless
I'm afraid
From my own self.
I'm afraid
And fear has become my world with many of its people living around me.

All the lovers who have promised each other
One of them has to break the promise
Only because of the sorrow the person has seen

Come closer so I can experience the feeling
For my friends and my people
have also vanished from my life

even in my words, even in my songs
my pains show, my tears show
even when I'm happy…

I'm afraid……

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Once, I was drowning in my fears
And the twinkle in my eye disappeared
And I had no way to look on
My horizon seemed to have gone
And my whole life, seemed empty and bleak
Each day and night, the answers I seek

Chorus (1):
But when, the darkness seemed so strong
And I couldn’t go on
To the sky I raised my hands
Making right what was so wrong
I found the strength to carry on
Up to heaven where I belong

In life, there are lessons to be learned
With steadfastness, paradise is earned
And if, all hope seems to be gone
Just hold on till after the storm
And if you ask, what purpose have I
Why am I here, and why do I cry

Chorus (2):
And when, the darkness seems so strong
And you just can’t go on
Pray for your helping hand
You’ll see the sun will rise again
You’ll find the strength to carry on
Up to heaven where you belong

Cos life is but a journey for us all
We cry, we laugh, we run sometimes we fall
But through it all, always recall
God never gives, a burden too tall

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Boooooooo I love you toooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!

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*looks up from book and surveys room, giggles & kicks chair in front of her belonging to Ninjitsu*

LMBO! why u gonna kick my chair?!?!??!

*turns around and gives Nessa an evil look and then throws a paper ball at her causing her to throw one back at me and giggle* LMBO! Tayba, no discipline at all!!

Amzeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, I'm oh so glad tooooooo seeee youuuuuuuuu *says words out loud and extends them as well.* rofl

*sigh* you ppl are awesome.

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OhmyAllah!!!!!!! I'm so late!!

Nesssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! Happy forum birthday, hunn! It's always a pleasure having you around!! You bring so much light and happiness to this place, I can't even begin to tell you. Allow me to say, Masha'Allah!!

you're awesome, always remember that. and don't let anyone make you feel otherwise.

Alhamdulillah for you…

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My Feelings:

I'm tired of sadness. I'm tired of hurt. I really really am.

Whatever it is I did to others, it must be big. I feel as if people are punishing me for something huge I've done. And I'm dying to know what it is. I am. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy. Nor the time I had a real smile on and didn't have to fake one. I wan't to be happy again. But it seems, the people around me don't like seeing me happy. I wish things were better. It's like, every time I move up a step in my life, I always expect pain. I'm really not a pessimistic person. But it's always been that way, so I can't help but expect it. I just wish my family and I understood each other more. I wish my friends didn't hurt me so easily and simply not cared. I wish I could say “it's okay” and mean it for once. I wish they would understand. I wish I would stop and tell them that it's not okay so that they would realize just how much they hurt me. then again, they probably wouldn't care. I feel as if my feelings don't really matter. When I'm hurt, people always expect me to move on and get over it. And it stings. because I get tired of it. I know that Allah Ta'ala does everything for a good reason, and Alhamdulillah, I think I have become strong because of all this. It's just sometimes, I wish it would be better. just sometimes.

For the past 3 months or so, I have been acting that everything is okay with one of my friends. Even after she's hurt me and betrayed my trust. over and over. I was acting out well for a while. Until one of my friends rubbed it in my face and made me realized just how much it bothered me. I decided that I'm going to continue the act, but I'm starting to fail. every time I speak to my friend I remember what my other friend said and I start being cold and replying in one word sentences. And I hate myself for it. it's beating me… I was speaking to my friend on MSN earlier. I actually struggled to instant message her. After about 15 mins of debating I IMed her. Then i started replying in one word sentences. fine. yes. mhm. you? ha. you know? Then she said to me, “I want to know why you instant messaged me if you weren't going to say anything.” ouch. I felt so used. why? because I've done soooo much for her. And I felt used because now that she's good and happy, she doesn't care to speak to me again and is asking me why i speak to her. Did she even bother to speak to me? I feel like I'm putting too much effort while others put no effort at all. And it's pretty funny because I always end up being the wrong one. I know I'm wrong for trying to act that it's okay. but it's how I've been. all my life. thats what I've been used to. And people who lie to me and say that they care don't make it easier. because they're continously hurting me and acting like I have no feelings. I wish people would understand that I am human. It stings even more because I am always trying my best in order not to hurt others. even if it be just one word that I utter. And they do it so easily. I just wish that the people who really cared were here….

School is stressing as well. I have so much to do, very little time. The last thing I need right now is pain.

I try so hard. But when the wounds are constant, it's difficult to heal. I'm breaking down…

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akdib aleek, akdib aleek…
akdib aleek la'w ulti mahabbik lessa…
akdib aleek la'w ulti niseetak hamsa…

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Hey people!!

Where are you all?! I came here after a while and people are talking about Kiwis and what NZ stands for!?!?! Where are the regulars?! Come out of your holes you hear?!?! I misss juuuuu all!!!

lemme do a register, please check in when ur here. (man its 3:30 am and I am waiting for Rani to answer me on MSN, so if u think I am crazy – it's her fault!)

• Rani

• Ninja

• Boo

• Ness

• Scarry

• Senor

• Serio

• Kavita

• Khushi

• Marine

Kaha hooo?!

mucho love xxx

(you can talk about how much you've all missed me here, feel free lmao I am high at night .

*walks in class and sits down without saying hi to teacher tayba* NOW WHAT, JERK?!?!?!??! 😛

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ppl. come back.

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You came and my heart yearning ahead of you by my steps and our meeting,
Embraced my hands that missed you.
I wish you were close.
Your closeness for life, never wither away not even for one second,
and I will be for the duration of life
The duration of my life in front of you
I need you, I need you

What is strange is that I feel (due to my yearning to meet you) that we are
in the beginning of the road to love and I feel I need you.
However much you get me closer to you, I still miss you.
In front of you, I build my whole life on hopes
and fill my eyes with your beauty before you leave the place.

Insha'Allah…sooon ji Ameeeeeen!!!!!!!

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haha I like that one Purnima

his horse's name is Friday?

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You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart – and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

Taybaaaaaaaaaa *HIGH FIVE*

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This weird person messaged me on fb…and this is how it went ( I think it's a guy, so i'll say 'him'):

him:
Why do you whorship walse prophets like muhammed?

me:
walse? ha. we don't worship Muhammad. we worship his and my creator. get your facts straight. make sure you have the right information before you open your mouth and insult other religions. for no religion teaches hatred against others. 🙂

him:
Religion is war. Your pre history religion which is christianity, vanished my religion in Scandinavia with violence. And now you are coming again with Islam. Don't you think i should be angry at you?

me:
do you really care what I think? because it doesn't seem it ;). However, you're showing that anger anyway, regardless of what I think. So I say, keep your anger to yourself and go do some research to ease that anger. Because it won't benefit you much. knowing that Islam is the fastest growing religion. which definitely proves what YOU THINK wrong.

him:
ok, you say that im showing anger. You're right, christianity killed and tortured all of my fellowers. And when we have almost gotten rid of the plague, some f*cking islamic immigrants comes with a new plague.

me:
What have Muslims done to you? ha. if you look more into the teachings of Islam, you'll discover just how wrong your idea of the religion is. just because SOME confused followers, who apparently know nothing about their religion, go and act like fools doesn't mean that it's what the religion is about. Just be open-minded about it. we're tortured in our own lands each and every day… and we can't do a thing about it. Look at the people in Iraq…and Palestine…we're completely helpless. think about it, it really isn't the religion, it's the people. sadly.

(then he asked me to add him on messenger and I was like “hell no” and he says…:)

him:
oh, so you cant stand for you religion? hehe

me:
i certainly can. I'm actually more than ready to die standing for my religion, thank you very much. I'm just not ready to waste time trying to change what you think, when you're really not willing to change it 😉

him:
“i certainly can. I'm actually more than ready to die standing for my religion,” Thbat i believe, hehe.

me:
doesnt matter if you believe me or not ;). what matters is that I mean it when I say it.

him:
Oh, thats nice. Do you have may followers? I do.

me:
lol, are you kidding me?

him:
Yes i have many followers, i just wish that you could be one of the recruits or whatever

me:
ok, the only conclusion here is that you're confused. And I don't have the power to make things clear for you when you're not willing to think about what I say. so i wont waste anymore time. adios.

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