I see you in her three . Why didn't you reply to my email jerkerz. I'm only checking like uh every hour <3
LMAO! I'mma go check now . I love you, brit!
btw, I think saif fits perfectly for Oreo! The minute Rani told me on the phone, I thought he fit!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!
OhmyAllah!
*BREATHES*
I……………. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
GOT………….. OMGOMG *loses breath*
MY LAPTOP BACK!!!!!!!! *SILENTLY SCREAMS* lmao!
*runs to tayba and hugs her!!!!!!*
OhMYALLAH! I got my life back!
I can breatheeeeeeee!
I CAN BREATHE!!!!!!!!
CRAZY PARENTS!
I missssssssed this place!! *hugs forum*
I just realised the effect of “Mahi Ve” from Kal Ho Na Ho has on me. I was doing some work that needs submission very soon and had my itunes playing random songs, there is only one light on my table and the rest of the room is dim except the daylight from the window which is slowly fading. My laptop in the left of my desk, a pile of papers next to it, a blue booklet in front of the laptop, my paper pad next to it nearing the right and a cup of tea opposite me next to a very full pen holder. And I am writing away, focused with my eye brows tensed. Work needs finishing. And the player, is very very low in volume… playing away songs….Rangeela, Hum Tum…. Dil Se…… Craig David (lol!)….. And then this song plays. Maahi Ve, Thats the way, Mahi Ve…..
And my hand stops writing, my eyes slowly move up towards the speakers. Eventhough the volume is very low, a hum or a murmur. I could hear everything. The song is still playing (a second time around now) And I just realised how my memory has visualised allllll the mad people (I adore!) in this forum in my head dancing away to this song. I can see it. Every single member. Right from *Queen* who bullied me when I first came (still have no idea who she is! But I remember her ragging the hell out of me! lol) to Kavita – the newest member that I've known. All of you. I could see. Oreoji looks pretty cute jigging a bit of bollywood you know Rani, Tabz, Ninja….. Scarzy, Nosyira…… Boo, Nessa, Me…..Senorji, Baqz, Marine…… Rani running around, smiling away and giggling with Ninja…. Senorji rocking the song, looking younger and handsome as always, somehow with a red shirt and black bow-tie! LOL…. Baqz being chased by Marine all around……. Nosyira smiling away and clapping gracefully and Scarzy hitting the dancefloor with all the girlies…… Boo spinning me around until I go completely dizzy…. And me chasing Oreoji pulling Tabz, Rani, Boo, Scrazy, Nessa, Kavita and Marine with me….. Haha… I am actually chuckling…..
How I actually see this…. in my head. No, I'm not hallucinating people…. Lol. I just, feel overwhelmed. Somehow…
I am going to miss you all so much. If this song ever plays in the coming festivities…. you all, all of you – will be in my memory throughout this entire song….
Mahi Ve
That was absolutely beautiful, Khushi!
I can really see now why Rani is in love with you. You're amazing. <3
(MashaAllah).
You and everyone on this forum are always in my thoughts as well… lol, I had another weird dream… and almost everyone was in it! I'mma go share it in the dreams thread before I get caught sneaking! lmbo <3
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jiRP19tbfa0
The song I dedicated to you – with lyrics. <3
Good job, Rani habeebati! I agree with the chick you chose for me. I see me in her too =P
I love you!
P.S. This is such a pimpified idea =)
Salaam!
My beautiful forum family, I need you to keep me in your duas, please…
I love & miss you all oh so much!
'3ayzah alamlem albee
I just want to gather my shattered heart
wahdun nafsi wamshee ba'eed
I just want to hug myself and walk away
'3ayzah atayyib garhee
I just want to heal this wound
aywah ahtayyib garhee akeed
Yes, I will heal this wound
'3ayzah hubbak yib'id 'annee
I want your love to stay far from me
'3ayzah garhak yukhrug minnee
I want your wound to heal and leave me
Lazem a'l'lem albee ana yi'saa
I need to teach my heart to become strong
wi lazem yinsaa wi lazem a'eesh
And It has to forget, I have to live…
Kunti ba'ishlak kulli sineeni
I used to live all my years for you
ulti zamani ha'eeshu ma'ak
I thought I'd spend my life with you
Kunti bahebak awi ya habeebi
I used to love you so much
lamma bitib'id bastannak
When you were away, I'd wait for you
Kunti bahessi ma'ak haga tanyah
I used to feel something else when I was with you
Kunti fi '3eni kulli dunya
You were everything in my eyes…
Lazem a'l'lem albee ana yi'saa
I need to teach my heart to become strong
wi lazem yi'saa wi lazem a'eesh
And It has to forget, I have to live…
Check the Rani thread
I heart you.
Maybe not for you… but certain people are waiting for the day they'll be able to get rid of me.
I've been thinking of you ever since we hung up…
Habeebati, you're amazing. I mean it. really. forealz. no joke. You are. You never cease to make me smile. You never cease to make me laugh even at times when I don't want to smile. And I love you for that. Even though you say that you 'do nothing,' but that means more than anything else in this world. Because you're there, because you do that, I know that if you could do more, you would. That is besides the point, however.
I wanted to say, that these certain people, would never want to get rid of you… I know that, so trust me on this one jaan, okay? I know this because, realistically, these are possibly the only people who will never trade you for anything else in this world. These are the only people who will never give you up, no matter what happens. IF you had something that is literally a part of you, would you even think of getting rid of it? No. Because you'll love it, it's part of you, regardless of it's flaws. Regardless of anything. It's the same with them, you're a part of them, you always will be, and they will never want to get rid of you. Even though you might feel like they will.
I once wrote a poem… I felt the same exact way… It's not that good, but I'll share it with you anyway. I hope it makes you feel a little better. InshaAllah!
Even though you act so cold
Even though you're against me
I know that behind that look on your face
You never meant to hurt me
Even though you don’t understand
Even though you don’t even try
I know that one day you’ll look back
And understand why I acted this way
Even though you say I don’t care
Even though you say I’m heartless
I know that the time will come and you’ll understand
That I cared but never knew how to show it to you
Even though I act so different sometimes
Even though I’m not strong enough to make you happy
I know that when I’m not around anymore
<stron
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!
This made me teary! What a beauitful and lovely song! Awww Habeebi, for me?!!?!? I love youuuu! *smooches Ninja alllll over* I'm right here, jaana! Gimme a call and your joy will be doubled and your saddness halved. I want the whollllleeee songgg! Sing it to meeeeeee! Imma call you and you better sing it to meeee! Your lobely voice will make it even loblier! *excited*
For youuuuuu:
bebasi, dard kaa aalam, tum mujhe de do apne ghum
Your helpless ness, times of pain, give me all of your sorrow
khaamoshiyaan bhi do, tanhaaiyaan bhi do
Give me your silence, give me your lonliness as well
bechaaniyaa bhi de do, de do naa
Give me all of your restlessness, give it to me naa
bhigi palkon se churaa lungii nami
I'll steal the moistness from your wet eyelashes
rehne dungii naa, khahin koi kami
I won't let there be any sort of lacking
bhigi palkon se churaa lungii nami
rehne dungii naa, khahin koi kami
tumko daaman naa bhigone dungii
I won't let you drench your lap
ab kabhi tumko naa rone dungii
I won't let you ever cry again
uljhane, ghum ki parchhaiyi
your problems, shadows of sorrow
de do mujhe apni tanhaaiyaan
Give me your lonliness
gumnamiyaan bhi do, naakaamiyaan bhi do
Give me your anonymity, give me your failure as well
viraaniyaan bhi de do, de do naa
Give me your desolation, give it to me naa
tere hothon pe sajaa dungii hansi
I'll adorn your lips with laughter
teri raahon mein bhichhaa dungii khushi
I'll spread happiness in your path
tere hothon pe sajaa dungii hansi
teri raahon mein bhichhaa dungii khushi
tum mujhe apnaa maanti ho agar
If you think of me as yours
yun khafaa hoke naa jhukaao nazar
Don't get upset like this and lower your gaze
mushkile, apni majburi
Your dificulties, your helplessness
ho… de do mujhe sari benuri
Give me all of your non-radiance
errr, I ordered some stuff online, and now I feel all worried. I seriously don't trust online shopping… Stupid crappy people on tv make it seem all bad and blah. I think the site I used is trustable… inshaAllah *hopes*
I can't sleep. Tayba, where areeeeeee yooooooooooooooou? *screams*
I am blessed with the most amazing friends…
All praise is due to Allah!
Kteer bena3sha wala bin tul
At times we love without reaching our beloved
Wi kteer bena3sha wala bin 2ool
And at times we love without admitting it
Wi mafeesh hikaya bitistammer
And no love story continues
zayyi mabadaet leeh a'la tul
As it began, never.
Fee i'sh2 biyistannana
There is a love that waits for us
Wi i'sh2 binistannah
And there is a love we wait for
Wi i'sh2 binassinaa el i'sh2il lee i'sh2nah
And there is a love that helps us forget the love we used to love before
El albil'lee biyigrahnaa
The heart that dares to hurt us
Fee hagah akeed garhaah
Is for sure a heart that's been hurt
wigrahna bit fakkarnaa
And the wounds remind us
Bil albil'lee garahnaah
Of the heart we once hurt
Kteer bena3sha wala bin tul
At times we love without reaching our beloved
Wi kteer bena3sha wala bin 2ool
And at times we love without admitting it
Wi mafeesh hikaya bitistammer
And no love story continues
zayyi mabadaet leeh a'la tul
As it began, never.
LMAOOO!
stupiiiiiiiiiid headaches!!
stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid buddha! where were you when we needed your witty self?!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Rani and Chipz, feel better! ily both!
And you're calling me the weirdo! I can't even tease you about it cuz you'll kick my butt once you see me! iss okay, Oreo will do that for me.
My fave parts:
lmao.
lmbo.
Acting like I don't give charity, kthanks. stupid police officer!
Princess – the lyrics made me teary. I love you!
Hat'mannalul kheir
I will wish him well
eih ya'ni yifutni wiyinsani
So what if he's leaving me and forgetting me
mahu yamat'hammil 'ashani
He endured so much because of me
mahu yama kaan albuh 'alayya
He used to worry for me
Hat'mannalul kheir
I will wish him well
mahu abli mayagrahni dawani
For before he hurt me, he healed me
kaan 'umri wi kaan huwwa zamani
He was my life, he was my time
kaan albi wi ruhi wi einayya
He was my heart, he was my soul, he was my eyes
Haf'tikir luh hagaat kiteer kanit mabinna
I will remember for him the many things that were between us
Haf'tikir ayyam hawana wil khatawil'lee fi tari'na
I will remember, the days of our love and the steps in our path
lamma kunna bini'simil farha fi eiyounna
When we were sharing happiness in our eyes
Haf'tikir luh hagaat kiteer… hat'mannalul kheir
I will remember for him many things, I will wish him well
Hat'mannalul kheir min albi
I will wish him well from the bottom of my heart
a'lashan yistahil
Because he deserves it
Dana hat'manna tilifi dinya tani
I will wish that time will go back
winit' abil
so we can meet again
eih ya'ni yifutni wiyinsani
So what if he's leaving me and forgetting me
mahu yamat'hammil 'ashani
He endured so much because of me
mahu yama kaan albuh 'alayya
He used to worry for me
Hat'mannalul kheir…
I will wish him well…
A few days ago, I had the weirdest dream about you! lmao!
You were living (or hiding, I think ) in my brother's room. lmao. And in my dream, there wasn't anyone around. Just me upstairs, and you were downstairs. I was on msn talking to Rani and my chipz and also blogging. Then, my dream shifts and I go downstairs and you were in bed trying to sleep. And I'm like “Oreo, get up, I want to tell you about my day! (In my head, I know that I've done something wrong that day!)” You're like “Ninja, I want to sleep, leave me alone!” And I keep wanting to tell you about my day and pulling the blanket and crap lol. And then the bell rings and I go upstairs to open the door and it was the police. I was just about to admit that I did something wrong and the police speaks before me and says “Hey, there is a guy who caused a fire and we're looking for him, have you seen him?” And I automatically know that it's you but I said that I haven't seen anybody. Then the police comes in the house and searches it. But they didn't know that there was a second floor so they looked upstairs only. The police goes in my room and I see that the msn convos with Tayba and Rani were still on so I run in front of the police officers and I hide them, lmao! Then the police sees my blog page and he's like “what is this?” I'm like “sir, it's a blog page” and then he says something about using another site because when you use it, it donates money to the poor as charity or something. lmao. This dream is so weird. Then the police says that he has to print something out and I'm like okay. And he uses recycled paper to print his stuff out. lol! then they leave. I go downstairs and you were fast asleep. I'm all like “This criminal is sleeping! what the hell!” And I slam the door and leave. lol. then I wake up