[vchenoah]

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time – I will fall
into a place that fails us all – inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear – to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down – come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in – give it up
– and then
take a breath – make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

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I've never felt this broken.

This useless.

This helpless.

…insignicant emoticon!

But you know I'm here!

[vchenoah]

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[vchenoah]

I know right? It was a great convo person above me!

And stay away from my cheeks! lmao

Am so glad no one saw me in my office pulling my own cheeks for the crazy person on MSN!

[vchenoah]

Always glad to be of assistance to you Lolly! lmao Stay away from my cheeks!

was always my nana or older brother…now I'm overly cautious. i go within myself.

Next: is loving 'too much' a handicap or loving 'too little'?

[vchenoah]

Looking out on the morning rain
I used to feel uninspired
And when I knew I had to face another day
Lord, it made me feel so tired
Before the day I met you, life was so unkind
But your love was the key to my peace of mind

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

When my soul was in the lost-and-found
You came along to claim it
I didn't know just what was wrong with me
Till your kiss helped me name it
Now I'm no longer doubtful of what I'm living for
Cause if I make you happy I don't need no more

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

[vchenoah]

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Hire a gunman to shoot the two fuckers. Or I'd do it myself.

I love you.

Can I please do it?

Wait your turn Princess! Wow…bummer Boo.

But in the interest of full disclosure…well…I DO have a gun permit, soooooo…[;D]

(later: that sounds ominous…i was kidding! lol)

[vchenoah]

You two are retarded! I love y'all!! rotflmao

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Will I ever find someone who is strong enough to be the guy I need him to be?

*long drawn out groan*

Relationships are a b.itch.

Feeling you so much right now Boo!

And, in answer to your question: Yes! It will happen! Please recognize it when it does.

I got ur back!

S#SL.~

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If you were a dream
I wonder how many hours I’d sleep
How hard it would be to wake up and how easy to fall

If you were a dream
There would be nothing else I’d want to see
No reason ever to have opened my eyes at all

♥ If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

If you were the sun
I couldn’t bear to have a cloud between us
I’d search for a place where they say that the rain never falls

If you were the moon
Every night my eyes would be fixed on you
Never closed for one moment from dusk 'til the first light of dawn

♥ If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

[vchenoah]

You won't see this. This is the one thing I keep for myself only…but if you could…you would know “what goes on behind those eyes”

If you were a dream
I wonder how many hours I’d sleep
How hard it would be to wake up and how easy to fall

If you were a dream
There would be nothing else I’d want to see
No reason ever to have opened my eyes at all

♥ If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

If you were the sun
I couldn’t bear to have a cloud between us
I’d search for a place where they say that the rain never falls

If you were the moon
Every night my eyes would be fixed on you
Never closed for one moment from dusk 'til the first light of dawn

♥ If you were a song
Every word would be etched in my memory
Every note of the delicate melody would be there in my head
If you were a song
I would practice you night and day
Until perfectly I could play you by heart

[vchenoah]

Hey y'all! Been outta touch for a spell! How is everyone?

Ermmm…”Boobz”??? What have I just walked in on? lmao

[vchenoah]

Sorry Love! I gave my wishes on FB, but neglected to come here! I should know better than to skip out on home! My bad! *bad bad girl* lol

This explains our frienship: “The affections are like lightning: you cannot tell where they will strike till they have fallen.”

Jean Baptiste Lacordaire

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your world and getting to know one of the most humble, sincere and loving people placed on the planet!

Happy, happy berfdaaaayyy toooooo yooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Sowie!

All the best sweety. Love,

v.~

[vchenoah]

Thanks for posting cutie! You're a sweetheart with a beautiful soul. Don't ever change or allow someone to steal that from you, it's a God-given gift!

[vchenoah]

I didn't forget you gorgeous! And yes I said gorgeous…that's how my 3rd eye sees you! Thanks for the years (yup, years) of trying to pinpoint your exact place on the globe! lmao Thank you for the beautiful stories, song posts, red pen slashes, but most of all, thanks for noticing me and being my friend. This year has been a treat…S#SL!

v.~

[vchenoah]

Thank you so much for coming! You have been sorely missed. Thank you for bringing back well worn and welcome memories!

Love & respect always,

Your Gudiya Rani

[vchenoah]

Thanks Princess! Your words were fine and my butt (for now) is safe! lmbo

You know how much I love you and these past 2 years heve been very difficult for you. I just wanted to tell you that there is a scripture in the bible where God asks Moses, “What is that in your hand?” And another scripture that says your gift will make room for you. What that scripture is saying is that God is not trying to get information. He knows what’s in your hand already, but he wants you to know it. So, Princess, “What’s in your hand? What gifts do you have that you are sitting on?” Use them and they will take you to your destiny.

[vchenoah]

I don't where to begin with you! lol

You know, as down as you are on yourself, you're so full of love, faith, promise…sugar & spice (LMAO)! Whenever I speak with you, I see just how deep that well is and it makes me smile. And no matter what my problem, before our convo is over, you make me smile in spite of myself!!

I love you so much kid, you have no idea! And this 'small thing' that you've done is just a brick in the larger wall of the loving things that keeps me at your side.

Thank you 99.

I love you.

[vchenoah]

watch this space! lol

Sorry for not responding earlier, but I've had a project for the past couple weeks at work. Also I went away the weekend of my bday! woo hoo!

[vchenoah]

I'm better able to deal with my pain than cause another unneeded pain.

on land or in air?

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