We are not going to be remembered for what we have received but for what we have given in life. That day, I killed the ugliness in me that was full of life and watched God and compassionate souls who loved me in spite of myself quietly revive that which was almost dead. It's not about me. It will never again be about me. I live by one simple principle. Give more, keep less. Have I been faithful to this? No. I have failed on many occasions. Sometimes miserably. But, I will prevail. Not because I have what it takes to be who I want to be, but because God has so much more than what it takes to make me so much more than what I could ever possibly dream of being.
I need that. I need to kill the ugliness in me and I need Allah and compassionat souls who love me in spite of myself to help revive something in me that is almost dead.
I've always lived by that rule. Give more, keep less. I have also failed to remain completely true to that, but anyone who thinks anything is always about me doesn't even know me.
I am in love with that last line… But, I will prevail. Not because I have what it takes to be who I want to be, but because God has so much more than what it takes to make me so much more than what I could ever possibly dream of being.
I miss Senor and the beautiful way in which he speaks.
God has so much more than what it takes to make me so much more than what I could ever possibly dream of being… WOW …
He DOES have quite the vocab and gift of 'gab' doesn't he??? I miss his old hide myself. *siiiigh*
In reference to another post of yours: you MOST DEFINITELY can keep a secret!!!!! But that's not what makes you truly special to me or any of your friends! ily
n.~
The small scene where they're dumping buckets on the girls. Reminded me of Rani-isn't-quite-the-bestes! and her affinity for throwing water 🙂
Must be a guy thing…it was placed on my Ipod, “…to remember…” hahaha
For my Tinman, from your Dorothy:
It's a lovely night
A beautiful evening
Time is slippin' away
It's getting late
You should be leaving
But I've got something to say
Please, don't go
Let's get closer
A little bit closer
Turn the lights, down low
I need to let you know
I'm so in love with you
Getting closer is all I want to do
We've been friends
Close companions
There's nothing to conceal
So I'm letting go
My little secret
To tell you how I feel
So please, don't go
Let's get closer
A little bit closer
Turn the lights, down low
I need to let you know
I'm so in love with you
Getting closer is all I want to do
So please, don't go
Let's get closer
A little bit closer
Turn the lights, down low
I need to let you know
I'm so in love with you
Getting closer is all
Oh please, don't go
Let's get closer
A little bit closer
Turn the lights, down low
I need to let you know
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
Getting closer is all...
So please, don't go
Let's get closer
A little bit closer
Turn the lights, down low
I need to let you know
'Cause I'm so love with you
Getting closer is all I want to do
adorable…the buckets brought 99 to mind!
I'll be home soon.
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together
MMM it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now
It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.
Isn't she though? lmao Whenever we speak we end up laughing like lunatics at the most inane things! hahaha
As for the latter part of your comment, I can say with all honesty, that he isn't afraid of me in the least. But let's face it, we all know he's 'unhinged'!!
Hello there. No worries, I got it Missy. And thank you.
Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Oh my days! (Missy Boo moment there!)
And while we're dreaming, let's add a huge bonus cheque to that stalking! hahaha You're too much!
I love you! Good night beautiful!
Thank goodness that smile works on SOMEONE! hahaha
Gonna call it a night love. Take care and talk with you soon..
I love you. *smiling my smile*
Nope, I'm easily pleased most of the time! Your presence is enough!
Such a charmer you are! lol
Oh and ermm FYI, they still look at me oddly! lol Thanksverymuch! lol
No worries love! You just keep being you! That's enough for me and the rest of us!
Oh tartar sauce!!! lol
Mukesh ji, any way you might install a 'stealth' feature?
Love you lots little lady!
Doesn't take much to make you giggle eh? hahaha
Last time I pulled my cheeks for you, my coworkers thoought I was nutters!
I like it when you call me lady. Makes me feel all fancy shmancy. LOL I love you more!
Good for us? Have a blast? Hey hey hey! You come join us too please! *pouts*
Hey na gurl? Dont let ya face do dat ting. No pouts, ya hear! lol
Anyway, the forum doesn't quite fit the same. I feel Like Alice (in Wonderland) when she grew too large for the room.
And you ARE a lady, or rather you have 'lady-like' moments! hahahaha hahahaha
I miss you muches!
hahaha…I'm here because you summoned me gorgeous! So what's the noise about? Hmmm?
hahaha…posting at the same time no less!
Neesi in an offline msn message to me:
Neesi:
oye hoye…stop being so dramatic
i miss you stupid head!
lmao she called me stupid head! *giggles*
lmbo
ok…back to the grind…
Thanks my lublies, but I'm not far from you all. Not in my heart anyway.
Thanks for the PM Missy Boo. Sorry I missed you Submariner! And I've gotten every one of your communications 99! Every one of them! I love you right back little lady! And thank you so much for remembering me Kava Daba. It's an honour.
Looks as if you all are infusing some new life into the old green spot! Good for you! Have a blast!
Oh man 99!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I wasn't liking boys so much that day! *shrugs*
One day I'll say something so inspirational you'll faint! *rolls eyes*
I love you too baby love! Your laughing made my heart so happy!
Hey you!!!! Get back to class!!!!!! hahahaha
We do miss you! I'm listening to My Dil Goes Mmmmmmm right now! 🙂