Lying alone in the darkness with the memory in my head.
There's a big hole where my heart is
And a lonely feeling rollin' round my bed.
And I'm afraid to sleep
'Cause if I do I dream of you.
I'm afraid to sleep
'Cause if I do I dream of you
And dreams are always deep
On the pillow where I weep,
On the pillow where I weep.
I'm afraid to sleep.
Yeh kaisi hai raahein.. yeh kaisa safar hai.. ke manzil ki mujho khabar hi nahin hai…
Doondu kaha main sakoon apne dil ka, udhar bhi nahin hai, idhar bhi nahin hai..
Phir kissi dard ne mujhe kiya bekeraar hai…
Numb.
This time last year, I was paining over him. One year later, and I am still paining over him. I'm so so so scared I'll go back to those old days of crying every day for a good eight or nine months, not even one day without tear drops adorning my torn, painful self.
I was watching something on DVD, where the guy just says to his wife at the end of the conversation, “I love you”… and that made me realise how much I missed hearing those words from a guy. I missed their warmth, their comfort… I missed them so much.
…. I won't say anything, I'll just hug you and hope you feel the warmth of my love.
Shereena….. Damn, I miss you so much girl. Your gift is on its way… soon. InshaAllah.
When I think, I'd be lost without you.
Makes me wonder what I did before you.
When it mattered, you were there for me,
You were my rock, gurl, you were my energy.
Time flies but I'll never forget, the way it was the day we met.
Don't be surprised, you know it's true.
I'm gonna be there for you.
I love you so much. I never feel far away from you, even when we don't talk for days… your value is more than I can say.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let em out
but im not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you still upsets me, every day
every now and again I pretend im okay
but thats not what gets me
what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing what coulda been
and not seeing that loving you
is what I was trying to do
its hard to deal with the pain of losing you
everywhere I go im doing it
its hard to force that smile when i see our old friends
and I’m alone still haunted
Getting up, getting dressed never want this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give way all the words that I say in my heart… that I left unspoken
cuz what hurts the most
is being so close
and havin so much to say
and watchin u walk away
and never knowing what coulda been
not seeing that loving you
is what I was trying to do…
For the one that Inspires me….
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul.
I'll be the light that shines for you.
When you forget how beautiful you are
I'll be there to remind you.
When you can't find your way,
I'll find my way to you.
When troubles come around,
I will come to you.
I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
And when you're there with no one there to hold.
I'll be the arms that reach for you.
And when you feel your faith is running low.
I'll be there to believe in you.
When all you find are lies.
I'll be the truth you need.
When you need someone to run to .
You can run to me.
I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be the sun.
When your heart's filled with rain.
I'll be the one.
To chase the rain away.
I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I love you so much. I'll be.
No thanks between friends, right?
Well, I could ask her if she'd be open to the idea of a menage a trois…
E-mail… will come soon. When I'm in a rambly mood with less inclination to procrastination and the workload lessens… you concentrate on getting yourself better first!
I'm trying to save myself up for curly fries (I SWEAR guys they are HEAVEN ON EARTH…)… cos I want to be at my hungriest when I eat them so I can fully enjoy them… but I'm not sure if I should go for cheesy curly fries or normal ones… I love cheese, but it gets too heavy with cheese. I haven't had normal curly fries in ages. But then again, I LOVE cheesy curly fries. Oh… decisions, decisions… life is so complicated.
… love that movie …
Give up the 'you first' war already and email me! I am having some serious lack of coco shrekkyness cravings!!!!! (LMAO does that sound a little perverted? ROFL!)
I have not tasted cheesy curly fries… but now I want to. Lmbo. Go buy me some Shrekkerz!!!!!!
Samehtak, Samehtak,
I've forgiven you, I've forgiven you,
Samehtak Kitir,
I've forgiven you so many times,
Samehtak, Samehtak,
I've forgiven you, I've forgiven you,
Bi Albi El Kibir,
With my big heart
We Moush Ghasb 3anni,
And I wasn't forced
Wala Do3f Menni,
And it wasn't weakness,
We Laken Le2ani
But it is because
Baheb El Damir,
I love with all my heart
Samehtak 3ashan,
I've forgiven you because
Fi Albi Makan,
There was a place in my heart
Le Hobbak Zaman,
For your love long ago.
Zaman Elli Kan,
Long ago when
Albak Hobbou Yedafini,
Your heart's love gave me warmth,
Orbak Menni Yekafini,
Your closeness was enough for me,
Abl El Khatwa Ma Teb3ed Beina,
Before the footsteps distanced us,
Abl El Heira Ma Tigi Etzourna
Before confusion visited us
…………….. *sigh*
I feel this song today.
I love you.
*Smiling at the oh so very beautiful memories in this thread…..* .
Happy Birthday Khushi! I'm sorry I'm late… life is crazy right now. I hope you enjoyed your day, I hope you've enjoyed all your days since we last spoke … wow how time flies. I know you'll be happy wherever you are, and I know you can feel just how loved you are here.
Keep smiling and take care of yourself!
much love,
Tabz… (Your fellow Subway buddy ) xxx
I love you, Tayba… I know this song dedication border on lesbianism (and in that respect, I must let you know I'm already taken!! ), but… I love you. I'm listening to this song now, and I thought this will be a nice dedication to you.
And guess what? The first time I heard of this song, was on the forum when Nessa dedicated it to someone, and I loved the lyrics and looked up the song… so it already has a BWL-ish feeling for me, this song.
Mmmm ….. Mmmmm…. Yeah….Mmmmm….Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm…Yeah….Mmmm….. Yeah, Yeah
[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[Verse 2:]
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me….
[Bridge:]
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]
[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that's all you need baby
Thank you…. just… thank you. For being here. I've been thinking of you for the past few hours and its so amazing how you just came to me. I love you so much, and I love this song loads too! “You should let me love you, show you the way love's SUPPOSED to be”. *sigh* People complicate things way too much.
And damn Boooo ur taken?! Now what will I do?! And oye
I wish you could be here and have cheesy curly fries (with BBQ and mint sauce… don't you dare go “ewww” on me like everyone else does – I'll have you know it's a kickass combination!!) with me, Tayba. There's no one else in the world I want with me right now but you… sigh.
Don't break… main hoon, na?
*Lets the tears flow in Shrek's arms…*
Those simple and beautiful words mean so much to me right now. I really needed to hear them because I feel so alone. I love you so beyond words. And that sauce sounds perfect. Because I'll be sharing it with you.
I feel like I'm breaking.
THANK you! FINALLY someone who agrees with the total hotness that is Jude Law.
lol are u surprised that I agree?
sorry I missed u on gmail earlier hun, didn't realise I left it on.
I am so, so, SO Iris from The Holiday….
OMG! SO AM I!!!!! I was just telling this to Asma the other day! LOL aaaah another similarity Shrekkerz!!! <3333 lmbo.
And that Ba$tard from the newspaper… HE reminds me SO much of…. well, you know…
The way Iris would do everything, run around after him… just for a smile from him. Ahhh! Lmbo poor thing!!!
*sigh* I LOVE U BOO!
oh and by the by… Jude Law is well fit. Lmbo
*Yet another time I wish I were a guy* Booooo we could've traveled togetherrrrrr!!!!! You know what? We will find a way to do that too… *goes to search for two hunky guys* lmao!
Nessa:
Rani: It's something I've come to realize since then . Ily too!
Anything and everything. Happy or sad. I cry. lol.
The name of the book you are currently reading?
I have no words… I've fallen in love with it instantly and the lyrics are going up in my facebook notes…
I knew you'd love it. I'm so in love with it right now….
Here's hoping! InshaAllah ameen thumma ameen.
Ohh its very cold here too, we had some snow but not much. Snow does make everything look so much more beautiful! Enjoy!