Boo, this song reminds me of you and your fool…. . It reminds me of what we were talking about earlier. So, for you:
Every little piece love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask
anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you
back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful…
=] Iloveyou.
I never see Rani, Tayaba and Ninja on MSN anymore
I know the timing is all messed up.
Hey Boo, do you mind sharing your msn id, maybe i'll have some luck with you?
Oh hunny! I knoww I haven't seen you on MSN in forever too!!! I don't come on too much, maybe every other day. But when I do come on, I never see you there! I think it's the time difference! Ninja is away for the summer so that's why she hasn't been on MSN! Hopefully talk to you soon sweetie! mwaaah! x
LMBOOOOO
How quick the su: | OH BTW EVERYONEZ LAUGHING AT MY TWO STONES WITH ONE BIRD JOKE |
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How quick the su: | THAT SERIO WAIT TILL I BEAT HIM |
Boo: | I KNOW!!! |
How quick the su: | LMBO |
Boo: | HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! |
Boo: | I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THAT!! |
How quick the su: | i already kicked his ass long ago too |
How quick the su: | he's still recovering! why do ya think he took such a long leave from the forum this year? |
How quick the su: | he was getting his butt mended in hospital |
Boo: | HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAH |
How quick the su: | LMBOOOOOOOO |
How quick the su: | *falls over* |
Boo: | |
Boo: | <3 |
Boo: | jaan |
Boo: | oh i watned to tell you |
Boo: | but SOMEONE *ahem.. glares at Tayba* |
was distracting me being
|
………… that's how we met though jaan. In our own little clueless worlds…
u mean u met in yr clueless AND mental world??
ok imma go kill two stones with one bird now..
LOL jerk.
BOO WHAT HAVE YOU STARTED?!?! LMBO!!!!!!
Main yahaan hoooon bacha…
LOL that made me feel like a baby…. Jur baby innitz.
Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here
That I don't understand
Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
Contempt loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That strangle the heart
They say that promises
Sweeten the blow
But I don't need them
No, I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable
I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable
O, I need
The darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need this
I need
A lullaby
A kiss goodnight
Angel sweet
Love of my life
O, I need this
Do you remember the way
That you touched me before
All the trembling sweetness
I loved and adored?
Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
No, I don't need them
O, I need
The darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need this
I need
A lullaby
A kiss goodnight
The angel sweet
Love of my life
I need this
Is it dark enough?
Can you see me?
Do you want me?
Can you reach me?
Or I'm leaving…
You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now you'll catch my death
O, I mean it
Forgive me for talking about such a thing on the forum. I hate to do this.
I think I may delete my post.
Hun I'm worried about you, I didn't see what you wrote before, but I hope everything is okay on your end. <3 *hugs*
I am what I am today because of Khushi and that idiotic bugger I fell in love with three years ago lol… SIGH!
You know, I STILL remember her saying to me (before she left… well obviously… lol)… this was when she told me she was going to be leaving soon and her timing was absolutely rubbish that saali lmao… sigh… I was going through ridiculous amounts of hell with that fool of a boy… and she stayed on for a little while extra than she had planned, my angel Khushi, and she told me (paraphrased), “[Boo], I cannot leave until I know I have firmly planted your roots in the soil of love, I don't want to leave you when you're feeling so fragile”… or something like that. I could look it up, but then again – you taught me the meaning of lazy.. lmbo. lol. She was basically saying she couldn't leave me until the roots of my mind were firmly planted in sanity and logical thinking, so that they (the roots, me… I REALLY HOPE I'M MAKING SENSE HERE!! KHUSHI SAID SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL AND POETIC AND I AM TOTALLY MUCKING IT UP!! ARGH!! :() would be able to grow beautifully and strongly… and only a soulmate can do that to you. She touched me at a level – hell, the ONLY level – that mattered the most – my heart, my soul, my thoughts… and as usual, my mad angel was right – had it not been for her being there for me throughout all this, I would have been so… lost. Without her firmly planting the roots of my thoughts in love, sanity, whatever the hell it was I needed back then, I would not be the strong person I am now.
Of course, I am not saying I owe ALL of what I am to just her and that idiotic fool, I know it's all within me, too… that I wouldn't be the person I am if I didn't have the fighting strength and will to be so… but looking back on it now, I've just realised – Khushi taught me a lot. As I was saying before – pass the parcel on… and my beautiful soulmate did just that.
Sigh. I hope I made sense. If not, blah. I know Khushi understands and that's enough.
I know exactly what you mean, for my heart, soul and thoughts have been touched at this level too… =)
I love you, my mad girl!
Lmbo
Boo, I miss you….
A ghost from the past, Kavi…
How are you?
Killing two stones with one bird???!
Hahahahahahahahhahaahaha!!!! Hahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha!!!! lmao! Awwwww my adorable Tayba…
LMAOLMAOLMAOLMAOLMAO
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH LMBOOOOOOOOOO
I'm laughing SOOOO hard right now that I can't even breathe properly LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
DID I REALLY SAY THAT?!?!?!!?!?!??!!?!?!??! LOOOLLLLLLLLLL!!!!
OMG. I REALLY DO LIVE IN MY OWN LITTLE CLUELESS WORLD
This in its self shows what a beautiful person you are.
*smug grin on face*
*runs away before she can catch me and whack me one…*
I so did that on purpose. No joke yaar. Lmbo
To my DARLING Boo
I know it's not a song but I don't care lmbo. This is for you Watch the whole thing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trjEE1KPXNE&feature=related
Especially 8.20 onwards
I LOVE YOU! *laughs*
This is about Sam, in case you lot don't get it…
Little Girl Lost… Little Girl Found
It is a cliched phrase,
yes: “a little bit of kindness goes a long way”, but as with most (if not all)
cliched phrases, it is so goddamn true. I am still
trying to, and have been doing so for the past several years, work out if I am
being too innocent and naïve for… 'believing in people too quickly'. (It's in
inverted commas because I don't believe in people too quickly – I need
my reassurance – and yet, I do. But that's another topic in itself.) I
don't really know, still. I guess our definitions of “innocent” and “naive”
change with time and growth, and so there's never really just one answer for
it.
Whatever it may be – holding on to hope, naïveté, or simply just taking things
as they are – the feeling of believing in people is so amazing, so timeless. The
feeling of being touched by kindess, knowing that there are truly beautiful
people in this world who can move the entire universe to make you feel just as
beautiful, and all this just with the simplest of acts – I have no words for it.
Forgetting the actual act itself for a second, I feel priviliged, so damn
special just knowing I have experienced one of those beautiful,
precious moments in life. It really is amazing what a little bit of kindness can
do – it has the power to evoke, change and kill a whole spectrum of emotions and
thoughts… can you think of anything more powerful than that?
Over the past couple of days, and especially so since this morning, I have been
feeling so small and useless and tiny and insignificant-in-a-bad-way and
worthless and pointless and lifeless. The twisted, tortured kind of pain that
can be felt in your abdomen has been festering within me so much, I almost
couldn't bear to unveil the wounds. And for some reason, there was only person I
could think of who could lift me up again, and lift me up in a real and
beautiful manner. I don't know why I thought of him, but I did. I guess on
hindsight, it's because of his ability to say things as they are, and see the
beauty in almost anything and anyone. It's his wisdom, I guess. His wisdom is
all the reassurance I need to believe in him. The way he says the words and the
way I can just feel the truth resonating in them. Very, very few people
make me feel this way, and out of all the gloriously random bunch, he is up
there quite near the top.
So, searching through the mire, I decided to read some old PMs, dating back
to well over a year ago. I cannot explain how reading his words made me feel. I
wish I could, but I actually physically cannot even get myself to start typing
(!)… being in the right place at the right time is sometimes so crucial, and I
could not have been in a more perfect place at the perfect time; his kind words
brought tears to my eyes.
“The Bible says 'though mourning may
last the night, joy comes in the morning.' I believe you were made for better
moments than these, and that your character is being refined in the momentary
crucible of pain.”
“The Bible is right – I have always loved sunrises for
that very reason… they always manage to somehow make life look better after a
long night, don't they? Maybe because I allow them to make my life better, that
they do. Maybe the magic of sunrises is in me itself. Who knows? I love
them.”<br
Kya phir milenge? Sigh. I've lost virtually all hope in the phir milenge. I truly love her, and I have truly set her free. I don't even care if she doesn't come back for me now; I've done my best and I genuinely could not care less either way… however much I want and need her, this 'physical' pining and need seems so… tiny and superfluous in comparison to the promises of eternal love (javeda zindagi) we had declared to each other, in the witness of the small things – the sunrises, the sunsets, the dewdrops, the raindrops, the little little things that speak a thousand words that that crazy girl refuses to speak to me… and I have faith in our love that it will survive even without that idiot's 'physical' contact. Sigh. But I'm still so mad at her. Hmmmmmmmmph.
Your love is beautiful… <3
I told you this on MSN but when I come here and read it, it just makes my heart smile so much.
It reminds me of a letter I once wrote to Ninja.The highlighted parts remind me of her, and I can totally relate to them… <3
Jaani, this life has so many paths, long, winding roads that are entwined together… keep walking onwards hun, with that beautiful love and the flames of hope burning with such passion. Sooner or later, your paths will cross again. I know it. Love and fate will pull you two together on the same road once again. Till then seek solace and comfort in the sunsets, sunrises, raindrops and everything else that whispers 'Khushi' to you… *Hugs tight*
I love you.
seriously boogedy..that was..quite a boring convo. we definitely could do without it!
No we couldn't, shush you! Go trouble the newbies or something!
Let's see you come up with something better, then… As Hermione says to Ron in Harry Potter… “Just because you have the emotional range of a teaspoon…” Hahahahahahahahahaha I absolutely LOVE that quote
LOL I was watching Harry Potter today … Boo, did I ever tell you that Hermoine really reminds me of you? She's so clever and witty and stuff, just like you! And she's so cool at kicking boys' asses.
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OK… the only reason it seems like I'm having a freaking MONOLOGUE over here… is because SOMEONE is feeling too lazy to post this up on the forum, and has asked me to, and since I was going to write her a forum post with pretty much the same stuff, I thought I'd be lazy too and kill two birds with one stone… (or two posts with one… post? )…
MSN conversation between Tayba and myself…
Boo… is glad to know she
isn't the only girl ALREADY planning what songs to play at her wedding… lol.
Awww says:
just prayed?
How quick the sun can drop
away, and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass. says:
yes jaani!
how are you beautiful?
Boo… is glad to know she
isn't the only girl ALREADY planning what songs to play at her wedding… lol.
Awww says:
i've been thinking
i never got round to telling you this
but THANK YOU SO MUCH for believing in me
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