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I miss my friend… bloody idiot went off on holiday… Life SUCKS!!

LOL *innocent look*

I love you!!! =D

I'M BACK NOW! =P

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Reeny… I'm signing on from a crazy computer in Istanbul, just to say:

I love you so much.

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Amaneey ju muppet, how can anyone forget you?! We had some GREAT times here back in the day!!! I miss you!

Boo: Imma reply to ur dedications in detail when I can stare the screen without getting blurry eyed 😀

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LMBO speak of the girl and she justtt texted me! THAT'S SOOO COOL!

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LMBO. Awww. I miss that bum.

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AMAAAANEEYYYY I SEEE YOUUUUUU!

I MISS YOU!!!!!

HOW ARE YOU?!

Feels good to see you back here

Now get that stinky Reeny to come back quick too!! I missss you guys so much <33333

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I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have
to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other
side,

I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to
fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts
with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just
waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes
life's so bitter sweet.

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Whatchu gonna do huh? Set your birds on us?

Don't under estimate the power of my birds… you'll be sorry .

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Lmbo, you nutter!

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To the one who understands my heart as if it were beating in her own chest. I love you more than I can say.

Love wandered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it
has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at
all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so
tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call.

And I'm truly inspired
Finding my soul
There in your eyes
And
you
Have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me
yourself
Undisguised…

I won't ever be too far away to feel you

And I won't hesitate at
all

Whenever you call

And I'll always remember

The part of you so
tender

I'll be the one to catch your fall

Whenever you call.

And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the
pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always
understand that I
Give you all I have inside…

I won't ever be too far away to feel you

And I won't hesitate at
all

Whenever you call

And I'll always remember

The part of you so
tender

I'll be the one to catch your fall

Whenever you call….

I miss you beyond words.

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Seems like I’m not here
It’s like I don’t mean nothing
Like glass
unclear
Almost like you can see straight through me
I got questions but no
answers
So tired of being confused and I
Don’t wanna stay right here and
I
Gotta find my wings and fly

I gotta find me another way
Cause I don’t wanna stay another day
Time for
a change in my mind
I’ve opened my eyes I’m changing my life
And now I’m
gonna live my life for me
Cause this aint how it’s supposed to be
No more
standing in the back of the line
Cos I’m invisible for the last time.

Why can’t you see me?
Do I really even matter?
You changed me
completely
And I remember how it used to be
I got question what’s the
lesson
I’m tired of being confused and I’m
I’m gonna take my chance and
fly
I’m taking back my life.

This can’t be it for me
This can’t be all I’m made for
And all my time
wasted in this life
It’s my time to shine
No more feeling
insufficient
I’m gonna make my own decisions
It don’t matter what you can
or cannot see
I’m doing this for me…

*sigh*

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• anywhere. everywhere. in yr mind. in yr soul. but u will always come back to yrself. so its just a temporary solution
• go seek her
• it has to be. if life is easy then we will take everything for granted.

I write FOOT LONG rambles and bloody ESSAYS (often not making sense to anyone else but myself… and I guess it is in that respect only that I differ from Madhu ji :D)…. and you manage to say everything I wanted to say in short simple words. Love it. 😀 A bullet point for a bullet point makes the world much simpler. 😀

Sharap Shrek, your footlong rambles and essays make my life! Especially when you get side tracked and go off on one!!! LOL!

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• Where do you run to escape from yourself…. *sigh*
• I miss my sister.
• Life is hard.

• anywhere. everywhere. in yr mind. in yr soul. but u will always come back to yrself. so its just a temporary solution
• go seek her
• it has to be. if life is easy then we will take everything for granted.

• I know. I wasn't looking for a permenant solution that day, just a place to runaway and hide. I'll be taking your cave over. Kthanks!
• I did. <3
• True that.
• Thank you

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• Where do you run to escape from yourself…. *sigh*
• I miss my sister.
• Life is hard.

Tayaba, I didnt get a proper chance to reply to this. First of all, I read Boo's advice and I think its so damn true. It just is. It is a very true thing that, it's YOU, it is YOU who can truely change things and make it better. Besides actually changing situations, have you realized how powerful perception is? Your view of something could be the thing that is eating you apart, viewing it in a different light, can drastically change things (even thought the actual situation may not change). But the thing is, often, it is only after situations actually change, then we see things differently. Because then, its easy to do that. No work to do that. The hardest things to do require so much work :

It is true that only YOU can change things (whether it be your perception or actual situations) to make them work for you/in your favor. Very often, this is extremely hard to realize. I find myself making SO many excuse about the simplest things, then one day I asked myself, if you had really wanted to do it – do you think it would have matter if it was rainy, sunny or snowy outside? Do you think it would have mattered if you felt sleepy or hesitant? Compare this situation with something you REALLY want to do. You'll see that, no matter what, whatever the conditions are, the circumstances, you'll find a way, some way, to get it done. Likewise, we have to try our best to realize that we should ease up on excuses, and make things work (accepting things is included in here).

Us, Your friends and everyone else … ; you tell us your problems, you vent your feelings, what can we really do? We talk. We comfort. We hug. We listen. We will never mind listening to you, for hours even. Because, that is all we can do (the majority of times). We can only walk with you through this. But ultimately, its is only the person, YOU, who can truely change things, who can truely change situations and perceptions to make things work and seem or be better.

I learned .. or I should say, in the process of learning, a key lesson in life so far : accepting things play a huge part in ridding yourself of much of suffering. If you dont accept that 'thing' that gnaws at you everyday, it is highly likely that you'll never be without the uncomfortable anxiety that you despise. I am not saying that accepting things is easy. Not in a million years. It may take a long time … many months …. more often – many years. And I am not saying that all the different things that differnt people have to accept will bring about the same level of comfort. Some things are MUCH MUCH harder to accept than others. Some things take so much more time, than others. We just have to try our best to accept our 'thing/s', let be be done well and let it leave us without that anxiety and sadness.

I know you are a girl of much faith. And surely, you must know that, there is nothing that the Lord cannot do. Let your faith and power boost you up. Let them be the vibes that get you through your days and your down feelings. Yeah, at times you will feel like crap, you'll feel terrible and you wont help but to make lists of things that worry you … let this be the moment, let this be the moment that you grab your true power and use it. People are capable of many things, but somet

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Bahahahahahahaha!!! love it!!! As if I'm following your light … I have my own stones to kill you now!! *whistles for the bird to come*

LOL YOU SAALI!

u guyssssss are JERKS

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LOL!

Lmbo stands for “laughing my butt off”

and starting to warm to you, it means I'm starting to like you

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Yes, my treeny ( he is a tree, but I like calling treeny) and me will be so so happy!! he is so tall, so strong !!! Don´t worry Oreo you will find you love…someday!! you can look for the zoo, some monkey could fall in love with you

Ohhh thanks, boo!! you will be my bridesmaid is the wedding!!

LMBOOOO!!!!!!! I'm starting to warm to this kid

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Tayba –
you don't run to escape from yourself. I've tried that – it ain't possible.
Momentary distractions make you THINK you're escaping yourself but when you lie
on your back (or are you a side person like me? lol.) to fall asleep, you
realise your demons have not gone anywhere… the darkness of the night may be clouded
by the sunshine of the day, but when the sun sets, you will find the darkness
has never in fact gone anywhere.

One
consolation is that this is YOUR (when I say you, I mean one in general, not
just talking about you Tabz… cos I was thinking this to myself yesterday as I
was walking down the street on the way to the library) life, and YOU have made
it this way, so YOU have only YOURSELF to blame if things go wrong.

Accept that this IS after all YOUR life
and YOU have made it the way it is and YOU are the one that needs to clear your
mind and start afresh and sort it out. Whinge and moan and complain all you
want – but not at the cost of getting yourself out of the mess you have created
for yourself.

As I
said, this is just a thought I had… not directed at anyone in particular but
just my observations – and myself. Haha. It’s directed at me the most.

I'm trying to make those changes now. I need to be able to live within my skin, cos I really don't have any other options!

I know jaan, I know all of this. I was whinging I know you know that I know all of this LMBO

I love the way you give me a good kick up the ar$e when I need it, and then realize you need one too and kick yourself also .

Oh and btw, I'm a side sleeper too (duh you said it yourself today, we're so alike! lmbo)

I love you!

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Loss. I feel the loss of so many things in my life. The past year and a half has robbed me of so much. I feel time slipping out of my hands like the grains of sand… everything is going way too fast… I miss my childhood so much. Coping with loss is so damn hard.

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I wish I could close my eyes and see you
I wish the sky had your face
And
the oceans had your eyes
And the sunset had your lips
And I had
you

I don't wanna lose your face
And I don't wanna wake one day
And
not remember what time erased
And I don't wanna turn around
Coz I'm not
scared
Of what love gave me and took away
And I don't wanna lose your
face.

Oh.my.Allah. These lyrics are making me want to cry for so, so many reasons. *Sigh*

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