[Unique_Princess]

I’m sleeping at seriously babyish times these days just to wake up not feeling zombified in the mornings. Seriously, it’s 9.30pm and I’m already in bed! I have my MAC on my lap and I thought I’d just pop in here before going to sleep. I don’t even need to worry about what to wear to work tomorrow cos there’s no point wearing nice clothes around 4 year olds. Sigh lol.

These kids are leaving me speechless. Two bengali kids have been running around the playground singing “Sheila ki jawaani’ …. I was SO shocked LOL…. 😯

– rant over.

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@Bolly_Lover wrote:

Where did these four years go? I guess time flies when you’re having fun, but eventually reality sets in.. Nevertheless, gotta make the best of every situation, remain optimistic for the future and hope for the best. Not concerned.. just a bit sad.

– totally random post; need to write something I’m having trouble verbalizing.

And things have a way of working out.. they will.

I know that feeling very well, hun. Isn’t it crazy how time flies sooo fast and you don’t even realize it until that era of your life is over? Wow. But we must remember that when one chapter of our lives is over, another one begins… bringing in new characters and new situations, and fresh hope and excitement for the future. Good luck with everything. <3 Miss you! x

[Unique_Princess]

@**scarface** wrote:

@Unique_Princess wrote:

To both of my mothers.

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now I’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother I’m lost without you[

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away?
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I’m lost without you

Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura ‘aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
‘afwaki ummi
Samihini…

only saw this after posting …

these words just brings more pain and emptiness in me…

is this a song??

Sorry to hear that. It’s a nasheed by Sami Yusuf… he usually sings Islamic songs.

[Unique_Princess]

@**scarface** wrote:

@Unique_Princess wrote:

To both of my mothers.

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now I’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother I’m lost without you[

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away?
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I’m lost without you

Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura ‘aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
‘afwaki ummi
Samihini…

only saw this after posting …

these words just brings more pain and emptiness in me…

is this a song??

Sorry to hear that. It’s a nasheed by Sami Yusuf… he usually sings Islamic songs.

[Unique_Princess]

To both of my mothers.

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now I’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother I’m lost without you[

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away?
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I’m lost without you

Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura ‘aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
‘afwaki ummi
Samihini…

[Unique_Princess]

I’ve got the Sunday night feeling….

Don’t wanna go to work tomorrow. Ugh. I can’t wait till half term break already! 😥

[Unique_Princess]

@boo wrote:

…. as I said: dork.

Mwah!

I bet even Ninja would have tried to take photos of it… ooooh the POSSIBILITIES with a zoom lens…. *wistful happy sigh*

lol I haven’t had the chance to send the lens to her yet. InshaAllah soon. =]

[Unique_Princess]

LMAO I WAS MORE THAN SHRIEKING!!!! I got my MAC, picked it up and used it as a shield….. to protect myself from a ladybug. LMAO.

[Unique_Princess]

maybe you just had to be there….. LMBO.

[Unique_Princess]

Thanks 🙂

Boo: Yeah I did, I think I got it at work so I had to quickly read it and then put my phone away cos if a kid saw my phone they’d bury it in the sand box. LOL.

Hubby is cracking me up today ohmyword LMAO he’s said some funny things today. This being just a minute ago:

Me: there’s a fly in this room HELP!

Hubby: What is it?
Me: A ladybug.

Hubby: I don’t want to do this to it because it’s a lady…. *gets a tissue picks it up and bins it*

LOLOLOLOL.

[Unique_Princess]

I feel sick 🙁

[Unique_Princess]

Hubby. Cos I know you love this one too….x

Tere bin main yun kaise jiya

kaise jiya tere bin

tere bin main yun kaise jiya

kaise jiya tere bin?

lekar yaad teri raaten meri kati

mujhse baaten teri karti hai chaandani

tanha hai tujh bin raaten meri

din mere din ke jaise nahi

tanha badan tanha hai ruh nam meri aankhen rahe

aaja mere ab ruhbaru

jeena nahi bin tere

tere bin main yun kaise jiya?

kaise jiya tere bin?

tere bin main yun kaise jiya?

kaise jiya tere bin?

[Unique_Princess]

@boo wrote:

Guys… I never got round to telling you, the engagement was amazing!!! Tayba looked BEAUTIFUL and the groom was looking so sweet.

Aww thank you. Lmbo he did look sweet mashaAllah, his shyness made me melt.

[Unique_Princess]

@Bolly_Lover wrote:

Wow, so this is such
a delayed reply to the thread, sorry for that!
Shereena and I are both
sitting here, and would like to wish Tabz a very, very, very, spectacularly, wonderfully, amazingly, beautiful wedded life!
Congratulations hun, wish we could have been there, to share and celebrate it
with you, but hope your day was as speshful as you are, and it was everything
you wanted it to be.
Now, for a song [as this is
bollywoodlyrics =)]
(8) Tere
maathe ki bindiya, chamakti rahe

Teri
haathon ki mehndi mehekthi rahe

Tere jode ki ronak salamat rahe

Teri
choodi hamesha khanakti rahe…

Mubarak ho tumko yeh shaadi tumhari

Mubarak
ho tumko yeh shaadi tumhari

Sada khush raho tum, dua hai hamari

Mubarak
ho tumko yeh shaadi tumhari

Sada khush raho tum, dua hai hamari (8)

Awwww! I’m so sorry this reply is like super late! That’s soo sweet of you two, thank you so much! I miss you guys like crrraaaazy! Wish you were there for all of this!! I love these songs you’ve dedicated <3 mwaaah love you guys! xxx

[Unique_Princess]

@boo wrote:

Tayba did it, guys. She and the hubby (!) looked wonderful together, and the wedding reception (I didn’t go to the actual Nikaah itself) was beautiful, a dream. I walked down part of the aisle with her and her friends and family… it was really, really beautiful. It was a walk to remember.
The mehndi was so much fun too… Tayba looked STUNNING… and she was wearing the same shades of green as on the old forum. Someone asked me how I know Tayba and I just said through Asma… and then she went and asked Asma how she knew Tayba and watching her try and explain in some sort of complicated way was SO funny… I just cracked up laughing and then so did she… ahhh. Poor girl never got a decent explanation! And later on, Asma was telling people that the first time she met me was at Tayba’s engagement… and all along I’d been telling people I know Tabz through Asma… it was hilarious, trust us.
Asma and I were sitting on the same table… just like a ‘BWL Table’
that Tayba and I (especially Tayba) always wanted. And we were
talking about how CRAZY and CHAOTIC it would be if we were all on the same table… and HEAVENS help ANYONE who asks us all how we know each other…!
I love you and I’m so proud of and happy for you, Tayba. You’re a gem. Who would have thought our innocent younger days would lead us to this, eh… I am still so touched, and I cannot believe I have JUST BEEN TO YOUR WEDDING!
I know I said it in the card and the letter and on Facebook and on text and I will do so in e-mail and in voice on the phone… but in our world, it ain’t official unless it’s BWL-official ;).. so here I am, I wish you and the hubby a BEAUTIFUL married life… and I wish and will always continue to wish nothing but love and joy for you both. I love you, darling.
xxxxxxxxxxx

Your presence at both events made my wedding day even more special. I love you! And thank you for everythingggg! As I play the video back I can’t help but smile at you walking down the aisle… and when I’m leaving my family and crying my eyes out, the way you hugged me! Laughing and crying at all the memories here and off the forum that no one in my ‘real’ life has a clue about! LMBO! aaaaaah! and GIRL YOU CAN DANCE! you had all the aunties at my mendhi going like “WOW tayba ur friend can dance!” LOL! Me and asma were just chilling out watching you goooo when Bole Choodiyan came on! 😆

And I love the way no one knows exactly how I met you 😀 my SIL asked me again the other day and I again took her back to knowing you through asma. LMAO!!!! 😛

It was like a BWL table! In my heart Ninja was sitting there too <3 When I put on her earrings with my wedding dress it just felt amazing. The perfect finish <3

It really was a walk to remember… my walk to remember. Finally. Alhumdulilah…

aaaaah can’t believe time has flown so fast. Alhumdulillah! I’m on a rant here so imma shut up LOL.

[Unique_Princess]

Banana toffee pudding? Isn’t that what Banoffee is? lmbo.

My head hurts! And my feet! The kids at the nursery and reception are keeping me overly active. GAH! I’m too old 😛

[Unique_Princess]

This is for all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women
All my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun

And all my sisters coming together
Say yes I will, yes I can

‘Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am, yes she is
Still when I’m a mess, I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes, I’m a Superwoman

When I’m breaking down and I can’t be found
As I start to get weak
‘Cause no one knows me underneath these clothes
But I can fly, we can fly, oh

‘Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am, yes she is
Even when I’m a mess, I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes, I’m a Superwoman, yes she is

Let me tell you, I am a Superwoman
Yes I am, yes she is
See, even when I’m a mess, I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes, I’m a Superwoman
Yes I am, said I’m a Superwoman, yes you are

Oh yeah, I’m tellin’ you
I’m super, so super
I’m super, so super
Yes I am, yes we are
Yes I am, yes you are

[Unique_Princess]

AMEEN!!! Thanks so much Ramzzzz!!! MWAH!!

GUYS! IT’S MY ENGAGEMENT DAY TODAY!!!! AND GUESS WHO IS HERE FOR IT?!?!?!?!

…..
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BOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG *DANCES* ASJHQSKJFDLFK;D;KFJ OKIE IL PASS IT TO HER! 😀

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!1
*MOMENT*
Ooooh I don’t really know what to write. :S
UP is beautiful inside and out.
OK I ACTUALLY don’t know what to say.
We’ve just finished listening to Aao Milo Chalo, and now we’re listening to Jaane Kyun Dil Jaanta Hai
UP is gonna go brush her teeth and she’s wearing my necklace and Ninja’s earrings. I need to go straighten my hair.
OH MY DAYS UP HAS JUST COME INTO THE BEDROOM FULL OF TOOTHPASTE.
Gotta love her.
Awwwwwwwww she just did my hair……
Asma (Nazi) is gonna be here soon!
It’s so nice to do this.

[Unique_Princess]

My Sweetheart.

I think I've walked too close to love
And now I'm falling in
There's so many things this weary soul can't take
Maybe you just caught me by surprise
The first time that I looked into your eyes

There's a life inside of me
That I can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where I've never been
I don't care if I lost everything that I have known
It don't matter where I lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
Feel like home

This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be
But i can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me
I know we both see these changes now
I know we both understand somehow

There's a life inside of me
That I can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where I've never been
I don't care if I lost everything that i have known
It don't matter where I lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
They feel like home
(hold on, you're home to me)

There's a life inside of me
That I can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where I've never been
I don't care if I lost everything that I have known
It don't matter where I lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
They feel like home.

[Unique_Princess]

Quote:

Tayba...



Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin

Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa

Yun To Main,Dikhlata Nahin

Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata,,Meri Maa



Bheed Mein Yun Na Chodo Mujhe

Ghar Laut Ke Bhi Aa Naa Paoon Maa

Bhej Na Itna Door Mujkko Tu

Yaad Bhi Tujhko Aa Naa Paoon Maa

Kya Itna Bura Hoon Main Maa

Kya Itna Bura Meri Maa



Jab Bhi Kabhi Papa Mujhe

Jo Zor Se Jhoola Jhulate Hain Maa

Meri Nazar Dhoondhe Tujhe

Sochu Yahi Tu Aa Ke Thaamegi Maa



Unse Main Yeh Kehta Nahin

Par Main Seham Jaata Hoon Maa

Chehre Pe Aana Deta Nahin

Dil Hi Dil Mein Ghabraata Hoon Maa

Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Hai Naa Maa

Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Meri Maa



Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin

Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa

Yun To Main,Dikhlata Nahin

Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata,,Meri Maa



... I'm listening to this in the almost-dark and talking to you on chat... you don't know what you mean to me.



I mean every single word of it to you.

I love you so much. Always <3

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