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Again, please pray for her…

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uhm maine kiya tha… but you didn't reply.. I guess they didn't reach you. I just PMd you what happened. Please pray for her.. JazakaAllah 🙂

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Hello my lovelies,

I'll be back here… gimme a few days!

*mwah*

X

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Dearest Ness,

…… …….

And I hope today has been amazingly suberbly fantastically tremendously (can't think of any more words)….. GREAT!!!!!

Wishing you many, many more!!!! I hope you got my text, InshaAllah! Remember to eat cake for me too

I know life can get super yucky tough sometimes…. *Look below*s:

I'd kindly remove your butt from any hole you find yourself wedged into, so don't ever hesitate to ask!!!!!

In all seriousness though, I'm here .

Lots of love…. <3

Your Bella Luna … Mwah!

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Exactly. This reminds me of when I was studying the Slavery period in my Gender, Race and Empire class while I was at university. Jesus (PBUH) in all literature I studied for this class was depicted as white. Even in accounts from Black narratives they accepted God as white. I learnt this was due to the assumed notion of whiteness and light being a form of purity, hence its connotations with God. The black slaves were made to feel inferior and religion was used as a tool to opress them further, as a white God was giving orders to a white master. It was horrific. I don't get this either… Why would God have a colour? We are all equal for Him, no matter what we look like!

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Today Ninja showed me something that was really upsetting. It's about a disasterous event that tore apart a Yemeni family in America. A gas explosion tore their mother apart from them, and these children are really very young. The siblings were injured and one suffered major burns. People from around the world have been donating money in their aid, and a woman has created a website to share their story and to help collect money. This Eid they were presented with some of this money.

If you want to check the website out:

http://alghaithigirls.blogspot.com/

Like Ninja said, it really does make you remember how bad others have it.

Pass the link on if you can please

Thanks.

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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!

I LOVE THE LANDON ONES THE MOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angnaaaaa phooool khilengeeee it reminds me of the time I sung you that song .

Isn't Jamie oh so beautiful? *sigh* She looks so simple and phir bhi so stunning!

I LOVE YOU!

and yeah, you better run!!!!! *comes after Rani with something sharp*

YEAH! THAT'S ME TELLING YOU OFF! AND YOU SULKING LIKE A BIG BABY! LMAO

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

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I iz feelin that hug Shrekky. I iz feelin it. *Huggyz* I love you. And I miss you. X

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Nessa! Thank you . I haven't spoken to you since I came out my shell that day! I crawled back in . I guess I got comfy there! How are you? Drop me a line sometime. I miss you.

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Thank you for this, it's amazing. You guys are amazing.

Rani: I love you oh so much. I'm so touched. JazakaAllah for the smiles! I absolutely LOVE the Kareena and Rani pics. They are sooooo cuuuuteeee! This is a really sweet idea jaana, and such a nice surprise to come home and see . It means a lot to me… *hug* It must have taken you so long to do, I really appreciate this and everything you do for me! I love your creativity, it always makes me smile. Taybapalooza – I love it! I loved the phone convo too. Especially what happened at the beginning of it! “Aapke pyaar main hum savar ne lage…” “CHUP KAR SAALI! *shy giggles*” Lmao!

The quote of the day is beautiful… so us, na? . And the poem <3

This is for you:

Got your Unglii hamesha .

Ninja: Walaykum Assalaam my jaan! Waiyyakum habeebi and JazakaAllah to you too! For everything. Your message was simple but it touched me so much . I love you, Bob! I'll bring you some of my cake okay? We can eat some together <3 Thank you for your sweet words.. and ya know I feel the same about you beautiful! And of course I'm one of the kindest people you know, my mirror tells me the same thing! … x

Madhuuuuu: You don't know how good it feels to see you back here!! It brings back SO many memories. Especially ones with lots of 'Old Forum Smiley Emoticons' in your posts and the guys forever commenting on how many you'd used. Good days…!!

I loved the webpage. I thought it was beautiful. Thank you for your wishes! It's not my birthday yet though! It's next Friday InshaAllah. Beautiful Rani here is doing the countdown to my birthday. A pre party if you will! lol.

Take care also, really great hearing from you .

[Unique_Princess]

*Hug*

I'm… iono. Okay I guess… or trying to be. It takes time I'm told. Okay days and not so Okay days…

I don't know where everyone has gone. Don't all answer my post at once will you! lol….

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I want to be by myself, sometimes I do.
I dont want to be left behind, but sometimes I'm left by you.
I press my tongue to the top of my mouth,
Cause my jaw, was tired from the thinking.
And I stretched my toes to the end of the couch,
cause my back, it was aching from sleeping.

So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so alone?
And when will it snow, its been raining for hours,
And why do I feel so alone?

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Cute lyrics Nessa =)

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Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside.

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Aur agar pehle mai hi dhoor jaao toh? I need a break… I want my cave.

I love you too. Thumma Ameen to your duas .

[Unique_Princess]

I wonder if this is what it feels like to be on the verge of a break down. I actually do feel like nervously laughing.

[Unique_Princess]

Stone by Stone

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it’s deep inside of me
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide
You can’t reach in
I can’t reach out
You wonder what it’s all about
The wall I built that you can’t see
Results from insecurity
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse

So stone by stone
I built a wall
That’s now so thick it will not fall
Please understand that its not you
Continue trying to break through
I want to show myself
And love from you will really help
So bit by bit
Chip at my wall
Til stone by stone, it starts to fall
I know the process will be slow
It’s never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long in grounded
Upon ones heart from years of pain

I’m so afraid
To let you in
I know I might get hurt again
I try so hard to break the wall
But I seem to get no where at all

For stone upon each stone I've attacked
And left between them not a crack
The only way
To make it fall is in imperfections in the wall
I did the best I could to build
A perfect wall but there are still
A few small flaws which are the key
To breaking through the wall to me
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack
To knock a stone off of the stack
For just as stone by stone was laid
With every hurt and every pain
So stone by stone the wall will break
As love replaces every ache

Please be the one who cares enough
To find the flaws no matter what.

[Unique_Princess]

This is a very beautiful Naat, but the urdu is very intricate and difficult for me… I only understand a few lines in the third verse. I'll try and see if I can get someone else I know to translate it for you Insha'Allah .

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One of my all time favourite Bollywood movies is Tum Bin. I remember when I was 15, or maybe even 16, this movie had come out. I remember my mother and I rushing into the cinema angry that we'd missed the first few minutes. I remember crying the whole way through it, I remember feeling breath taken at the beauty of the setting, the dialogues, the lyrics of the oh so beautiful songs in this movie. The love portrayed in this film is beautiful. I haven't seen this film in the longest time… and now I have an urge to watch it again. The songs are close to my heart. Very close, in fact. They take me back to a time where I was so happy. They remind me of someone who I can never forget. Everytime I come across these songs I feel like that 15 year old girl who used to sit with tears in her eyes as she realised how much these songs fit her life. They touch my heart everytime.

I came across a scene from the film on Youtube and well… wow. It's crazy that the scene I came across is exactly how I feel right now about that someone I used to know.

*Piya sits in the snow crying, missing her fiancee, Amar, who died in a car crash*

She looks up and sees Amar.

Amar wipes her tears and says:

“What happened? You were enjoying the snow right? You always used to like the snow, Piya… So then what happened today? Tears fell from these eyes?”

*wipes her tears again*

He continues:

“Piya, by my going, this world didn't stop. The wind didn't stop blowing, these breaths didn't stop…”

*He looks at the sky*

“This snow didn't stop falling…”

*He looks back at her and smiles*

“Then how did your life stop?”

*He puts his hands on her face as she looks on shocked*

“Look, Piya, the time we would have spent together was neither in your control, nor in mine. It is just a fantasy now. And how can we cry over a fantasy? The thing to remember is the time we did spend together… and when you remember that time, you'll only smile. I can't come back, Piya… and life is standing in front of you with open arms. I know you won't be able to forget me… but remember me in such a way that I am able to help you live…”

These last few lines are beyond beautiful… they touch me so much. Right now they're what I needed to hear in so many ways.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zVDs9e5Jwc&feature=related

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I'm so tired. I feel numb.

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