True love is 8 letters. So is bullshit.
You did more than you think hun =) Thanks again (f) lol I gave roshy ur message, and she said this “lol then she never comin to usa if she wanna steal my baby!” lool!
Lol yeah hun I know wat u meanted, I jus bein a pagal 😛 I hope ur okay shereeny, please email me if ur not k? thanks for sab u do for me. I heart ju bohoth pyscho buddhiness (f) hugz
mood:
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let
myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you
did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get
that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the
sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get
hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone
around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not
too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s
weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my
life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start
with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the
sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get
hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone
around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in
your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on
me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I
cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of
you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to
play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest
just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone
else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s
empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of
you
lol hunji ur gaane?! I go tell Faith Evans to back off taking credit 4 the song! lol ju pyscho thanx hun *hugz* I do feel better today, the sun will shine for you too Inshallah always. xxx
Rani.. u sure ur ok hun? I miss ya, hope everything is going well for you *hugz*
my mood:
Lagte toh ho tum ajnabi, par ajnabi tum lagte nahin
Jaane kaisa yeh ehsaas hai, jabse nazron ke tu paas hai… tu paas hai
Lagte toh ho tum ajnabi, par ajnabi tum lagte nahin
Jaane kaisa yeh ehsaas hai, jabse nazron ke tu paas hai… tu paas hai
Anjaan ho tum, anjaan hai hum, anjaan yeh raahein
Phir bhi lage kyu, doondh rahi thi kabse tumhe yeh nigaahen..
Anjaan ho tum, anjaan hai hum, anjaan yeh raahein
Phir bhi lage kyu, doondh rahi thi kabse tumhe yeh nigaahen..
Tum ho haqiqat, ya ho khayaal,
Dil ne mere kiya hai sawaal,
Jaane kaisa yeh ehsaas hai, jabse nazron ke tu paas hai.. tu paas hai
Lagte toh ho tum ajnabi, par ajnabi tum lagte nahin…
Tu hai kahaan se, kis aasmaan se,
Sang kyun chalne lagi hai..
Kyun taqdeerein, dhoondli lakeerein,
Rang badal ne lagi hai…
Dil ki lagi hai ya hai dillagi,
Kya ye tadap hai, ya hai deewangi
Jaane kaisa yeh ehsaas hai, jabse nazron ke tu paas hai.. tu paas hai
Lagte toh ho tum ajnabi, par ajnabi tum lagte nahin
Jaane kaisa yeh ehsaas hai, jabse nazron ke tu paas hai… tu paas hai
Lagte toh ho tum ajnabi, par ajnabi tum lagte nahin
Jaane kaisa yeh ehsaas hai, jabse nazron ke tu paas hai… tu paas hai
Thanx so much hunny, that means lots to me. Thanx for listening to me last night, you made me feel so much better. I hope I can always do the same for you too. I lub u hamesha (f) (f)
by the way did u get my text? lol roshy dissing ur shakes and canada ab!
for u:
It takes more than caring
To be a real friend;
The nature of
friendship;
Requires a blend
Of warmest compassion
And love deep and
true
To reach and to comfort
The way that you do.
Because I can
see
That your kind of friendship
Is priceless to me.
Lately I don’t wanna see the morning sun
Lately I, I’m not much good to anyone
Lately I don’t laugh the way I used to do, no
Lately I’ve been cryin’
Lately I’ve been missing you
Lately I don’t wanna hear my favourite song
Lately I, I’m finding it hard to carry on
Lately everything I see is painted blue, oh
Baby I’ve been dyin’
Baby I’ve been missing you, oh
Lately I don’t know why I ever let you go
But I want you back
I need you back
Without you it’s all wrong
Baby, make it right
Bring your love back to my life
Cuz nothing’s been the same since you’ve been gone
Lately I don’t feel like talking to my friends
Lately I, I feel like this pain will never end
I don’t want to go the places we went to, no, no, no
I don’t feel like smiling
Baby I’m just missing you , oh oh oh
Oh baby
I want you back
I need you back
Without you it’s all wrong
Baby, make it right
Bring your love back to my life
Cuz I’m just not the same since you’ve been gone, oh whoa
Lately I don’t wanna see the morning sun
Lately I, I’m not much good to anyone
Lately I don’t laugh the way I used to do, no, no no no
Lately I’ve been cryin’
Baby, I’ve been dyin’, oh yeah
Save me from this pain I’m going through
Lately I’ve been cryin’
Lately I’ve been missing, missing you ……..
yummy
chilli sauce
Open a letter I got from uni telling me what courses I got in2 for nex year.
were u popular in high school?
Person abv me rox! lol she thinks she knows Johnny personally! ahahaha the other day was funnee when im like the only thing u know about him is he is veggie! n ur like “it shows he is a nice person!” lol lub u hun
lol hun Inshallah your haath and legs n memory will always be fine! but for the record, even if ur hands shake so much that you esape the leash, u still wont go anywhere cuz ur legs will juss buckle =P hehehe. No they will not give u a skooter, they’ll say you have to learn how to use ur stick first, then worry about handling the skooter! 😀 besides they wont understand u with all the extendedness! u dun fikar, i’ll do all the speaking when we bump into people on the road, cuz I speak normal you see, and you, Vell you are just a complete canadian pyscho! but I heart ju becuz my life wouldnt be the same without ur pyschotic self in it =D
ohh yeah lol im so glad u understood my examples I thought I was making no sense, I understood in my head what I wanted to say and then on paper all these metaphors started coming out lol. Hunny ofcourse ur not gonna know what a straight jacket is, when they r forcing u in2 one, ur gona care more about getting OUT of it, not thinkin about what it is! lol =P You dont have to say thanx u muppet. I braid hair 2moro Inshallah (f)
lol khushi the heat is tooo much! Im goin mad, doesnt even feel like London no more 😐 lol I want the rain!!! oh hehe yeah that day was nice, again too hot! lol.
When we first met, it seemed so right
Me and you
We had it all, we had it made
What we had was true
But the years have passed, and we didn’t last
The test of time
See you now and then, thought you were my friend
That was wrong this time
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking
You’ve lost your sense of stability
Now that you’re free
No memory of yesterday’s
What you say to me
So you’re so jaded but intoxicated
Is all you feel
And now I’ve learned that what we had
Was never real
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking down
She’s breaking down
The things you’ve done show you don’t care
So I won’t be there
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
(Breaking down)
Breaking, breaking, she’s breaking down
(Breaking down)
She’s broken down
She’s broken down
Shereeny ju fish! Main hoon na?! *big hug* (f) feel better soon xx
She’d do anything to sparkle in his eye
she would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
she’s been wishin’ on the stars that shine so bright
for answers to questions that will haunt her tonight
she must rinse this all away
she can’t hold him this way
she must rinse this all away
she can’t love him this way
How she’d be soothed, how she’d be saved if he could see
she needs to be held in his arms to be free
but everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
’til she knows that the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man
she must rinse this all away
she can’t hold anybody this way
she must rinse this all away
she can’t love him
and if she runs away she fears she won’t be followed
what could be worse than leaving something behind
and as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
it’s loneliness she finds…
if only he was mine
she’d do anything to sparkle in his eye
she would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
she’s been wishin’ on the stars that shine so bright
for answers to questions that will haunt her tonight
she must rinse him
she must rinse him
she can’t rinse him
she can’t rinse him
she can’t, she won’t, she must rinse him
she can’t, she won’t, she must rinse him
she must rinse this all away
she can’t hold him this way
she must rinse this all away
she can’t love him this way……..
Rani! thanx hun! I love that song too, its one of my favourites. I was young too when it was out, I liked it then too! aw lol I hope he does come soon, waiting gets boring! lol. Hope u find urs too! lub ya. n hope ur doing well, havnt spoken to u for a while! keep in touch x
Person above me rocks! lol hahaha shereeny, see u r a pagal! 😀
Lol u a pagal hunji. ahahaha that was quite a story for when u a buddhi na 😀 lol hopefully nothing will happen to ur knees, or ur memory! cuz if u forget me I kick ur a.ss! lol. what can I do?! ju refuse to walk with me so I have to keep u on leash! I know if ur not on leash u probably go do something pagal! ahahaha hun like they’d give u a skooter, imagine it ju ask them for a skooter n ur hand is on leash and im there wid ju n ur like “Hi caaaan IIII Haaaaaveeee a skoooooter pleeeaaseee?” n 10 mins later after uve finished speaking they’d b like “sorry ur too old and pagal to own a skooter and we see that ur hands r shaking, so there’s no guarantee you could control the skooter!” sorry ji ur stuck with me, ju cant go anywhere =D lol lub u 2 hun *hug*
Aman ju cant have johnny! lol hes mine =D actually hun forget about me n u fighting over him, shanz the playette has already made her way to India, rab jaane vut she is doing at this moment, for all we know john could b kidnapped from his own home lol. and u shereeny u cannot even kick my decko cuz ur legs wud buckle and that would give me the chance to push u in2 the pantry and take tayeena and shereeno away from ju! and then the strait coat that u brought for me, id make u wear it! ahahaha =D
Lol thanx hun! mmm mango smoothie, thats just the thing I need right now! its soo damn hot! drop me a line whenever ur free! missed ya! x
Hey rani! good luck for ur finals hun, il keep u in my duas.
Yeahh we met! last tuesday! it was funn but it was SOOOOO hot in london (still is) and the heat was drivin us all mad lol. They had lunch at my house, my mum cooked biryani =D and then we went shopping! but we had to end the day early becuz of the heat, it was really really hot n so we were all exhausted, but Inshallah we’re gonna meet up again in a few days.
I got news!!!! I passed my exams Alhumdulilah! im khush about that! woo!
Aww hun that was very sweet of you, imma b a hippo too and say thanx! lol Seriously tho hun ju dun hafta say thanks for the photo n letter n stuff! that was to make u smile, its friendship! but lol what novel? I glad I met u too hun, but im not a pyscho! 😐 ju r! big time! u didnt even know what a straight coat is lol ur like “we dont wear them in the summer!” loll! ju need a straight coat though! Big time! dun worry I send u one k? we sort it out =D take care you pyschotic stealin my future kids, locking me in the “pantry”, extended speaking, leg buckling, haath shaking, muppet! ilu 2! and this 4 u:
I can’t give solutions to all of life’s problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.
I can’t change your past with all it’s heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can’t keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall (especially when ju a buddhi! =P)
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Although I accept them as mine, and I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can’t prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can’t give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can’t keep your heart from breaking and hurting, (tho I wish I cud hun)
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can’t tell you who you are (apart 4m my pyscho extended speaking muppet :p)
I can only love you and be your friend (for life!)
Hope your exam goes well hun, I know you can do it, I have faith in you. You WILL do it, I’ll keep you in my duas xxxx
Heyyy khushi how r u doing hun? been a long time since I saw u on here! hope life is going well 4 u!
Jo bhi kasmein khaayi thi humne
Waada kiya tha jo milke
Tune hi jeevan mein laaya tha mere savera
Kya tumhe yaad hai?
Kya tumhe yaad hai?
kya tumhe yaad hai?
Din voh bare haseen the
Raatein bhi khush naseeb thi
Tune hi jeevan mein laaya tha mere savera
Kya tumhe yaad hai?
kya tumhe yaad hai?
kya tumhe yaad hai?
Jaage jaage rehte the, khoye khoye rehte the
Karte the pyaar ki baatein
Kabhi tanhaai mein, kabhi purvaai mein
Hoti thi roz mulaaqaatein
Teri in baahon mein, teri panaahon mein
Maine har lamha guzaara
Tere is chehre ko, chaand sunehre ko
Maine to jigar mein utaara
Kitne tere kareeb tha
Main to tera naseeb tha
Honton pe rehta tha har waqt bas naam tera
Kya tumhe yaad hai?
Haan mujhe yaad hai
Haan mujhe yaad hai
Aa aa aa aa, aa aa aa aa aa aa
Aa aa aa aa aa, aa aa aa
Din ke ujaalon mein, khwaabon khayaalon mein
Maine tujhe pal pal dekha
Meri zindagaani tu, meri kahaani tu
Tu hai mere haathon ki rekha
Maine tujhe chaaha to, apna banaaya to
Tune mujhe dil mein basaaya
Pyaar ke rangon se, baheki umangon se
Tune mera sapna sajaaya
Tere labon ko choomke
Baahon mein teri jhoomke
Maine basaaya tha aankhon mein tere basera
Kya tumhe yaad hai?
Haan mujhe yaad hai
Haan mujhe yaad hai
Jo bhi kasmein khaayi thi humne
Waada kiya tha jo milke
Tune hi jeevan mein laaya tha mere savera
Kya tumhe yaad hai??
Haan mujhe yaad hai
Haan mujhe yaad hai
Haan mujhe yaad hai