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Hey Ness,

Will search for this one tom

thanks, am sure I will enjoy listening to this one 🙂

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hey boo

am still breathing, thats a good sign I guess:) how have u been?

***hope the sun shines in yr heart again soon***
thanks hun..i have no clue if it would..but you could not have phrased that better..

I am just sooo happyyyyyyyy to see that someone other than me, whom I know ….. LOVES his writing… his book, his experiences, touched my soul back then
am glad ur enjoying it..

will keep my eye out for Chetan Bhagat’s – five point someone… if 3 idiots based on it, its something I know I will want to read…and here u got me picturing u laughing ..wait.. howling with stares from all direction… **smiles**

@ bolly lover – a friend recommended “The God Delusion” by RIchard Dawkins.. will check out for this one when I get a chance as well..

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A MESSAGE I RECEIVED TODAY:

it’s okay to go ahead and take a risk.

There’s no guarantee that everything will turn out exactly
the way you want it to, but there IS a guarantee that it
cannot possibly do so if you are afraid to even take the
chance.

“Nothing ventured, nothing gained” is not just a nifty
old-time saying. It’s wisdom.

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I CANT HELP IT … rani, u truly make me lol…
Thanks
I love the way u describe supernaturnal, EXACTLY the way I would… hehe
As for Kavi, I did text her and told her u mentioned her ..think it was yest? But am not sure when or if she will return soon, am hoping she does though, coz I miss her sooo much
She has been a fan of Supernatural for as long I remember, =)
Its good to find another person who enjoys the show as much as we do
And yes she is still watching it
And oh … I haven’t yet started watching season 6, sooooo no spoilers plssssssssssss
I knw its showing there now.. haven’t been in the mood for tv lately so am waiting to watch it when
Am in a better frame of mind

Jeeezzz thanks hun… for making me laugh and smile soo much
Warm hug
Oh myyy so this is why u changed the siggy?? Lol sum more

Eish am slowwww

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oye, then will have to apologize in advance coz Kavi, my sis ( even my mom), and I … we are alll absolute die hard fans of Supernatural and I can never ever get enough of it…
will talk my ass off … mostly describing my **ideal** hottie dean… 🙂

gosh wer do i get started..
ur like my sis, she adorresssss sammy’s character to such an extent we dub eah other the female equivalent of each bro
me- dean

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off coz hehe
and her sammy – coz she has the characteristics

I have all the seasons, which btw have watched over and over and over …honestly though
I LOVE DEAN
was heartbroken when he married
i adorrre him
yep his characters loose…he is a player the bad boy but his family is his life and I can relate to that
I love his eyes and his really cheap jokes, which even though i knw is silly, I still hang onto and laugh over them when he speaks…
sammy, I adore him, darn he is gorgeous too but …. 🙂

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LOVE the pic rani, dean …hotter than ever:)

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hey… welcome

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can I steal the sunset pic for my profile pic? its gorgeous …

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I will definitely do that, and tell her it was requested by someone, and knowing my mom, she’ll give me a hug back for you. =) And she does know, same way you know how much she loves you. =)

Am glad u are here..honestly. . I don’t normally know how to express what am feeling ( this coming from meeeee, the one who can’t stop typing once I get started) so am all sunshiney in pretence, it’s like a breath of fresh air to be on the forum just talking even if it’s just words that I cannot say out loud.. and u here… just here talking back, means a lot…Am just not feeling too good today… thinking of mum a lot and reading yr words just make me ache, like this awful physical ache I can’t explain
My emptiness is more numbness so I don’t feel…
Can’t be true to how I feel at the moment hun, if I did that, i would lose control…and everyone around me expect me to be the **strength** sigh
Ranz… honestly, I can’t feel her **knowing** that’s what hurts, I wish I knew she knew… so many things left unsaid, unexpressed…

Your mum reminds me of mine, she will do exactly the same…another ** smile **

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@vchenoah wrote:

@boo wrote:

how, pray tell, is that ew? my feet were really, REALLY hurting!! 😛 *sigh* lol

i need to do my eyebrows again 🙂

feet are ‘ew’, not your comment. 😀

Good to see you Aman and Alie!

Alie, I owe you an apology. Am sending a pm of explanation.

Random: My throat hurts!

hey ness,
good to see u to hun
hope ur doing well??
ok will wait for the pm, and no need for an apology… it was a spur of the moment, crazy minute request from me

my random: I love being in love.. and being loved in return.. why do i then feel so empty even though am surrounded by this…U????

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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Hi Scarry. =) I know how that feels, hun. *hugs* When my mom went to Afghanistan one summer, I missed her so much. The first few weeks, I kept forgetting that she was gone. One night, I was using my laptop, and I heard the garage door close and quickly turned off my laptop because I was thinking, “oh crap, mom’s about to walk over here and get mad that I’m still up.” I was about to hop into bed when I remembered she wasn’t there. I did that a few times for the first few weeks, and phone calls didn’t help too much because she was still so far away and she always knew I was upset, she could hear it in my voice. @**scarface** wrote:

Don’t even know if you know how much I love u and miss u 🙁

She knows. Moms always know. =) I hope you feel better soon, Scarry. =) <3

Rani jaan, if u were here now, I would be hugging u with all my heart and soul.. your memory brought a rare smile to my face, thanks hun

honestly, and I know am going to sound pessimistic but no matter how much I pretend, I cant feel better.. I wish ..god how much I wish..but … I dnt knw anything anymore..am just vacant

u give your mum a love fulled hug and kiss dear and trust me even the screaming and scoldings are such blessings to have from our mums.. would give anything for this right now…

I hope she knows, I truly hope and pray she does

thanks sweety

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@vchenoah wrote:

It don’t matter to me
If you really feel that
You need some time to be free
Time to go out searching for yourself
Hoping to find
Time … to go to find

It don’t matter to me
If you take up with
Someone who’s better than me
‘Cause your happiness is all I want
For you to find
Peace … your peace of mind

A lot of people have an ego hang-up
‘Cause they want to be the only one
How many came before it really doesn’t matter
Just as long as you’re the last
Everybody’s moving on and try to find out
What’s been missing in the past

And it don’t matter to me
If your searching brings you back together with me
‘Cause there’ll always be
An empty room waiting for you
An open heart waiting for you
Time is on my side …

‘Cause it don’t matter to me …
It don’t matter to me ….

lyrics are interesting, what song is this and by whom dear ness??

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I walked the line so carefully
I took my time, I wondered
The here and now, what matters now
No looking back, that’s over

I don’t know what tomorrow brings
The sun may shine, the world come tumbling down
I don’t care what went on before
But I’m sure of the here and now

I stood alone, the only one
I didn’t know I was waiting
For liberty to feel like me
And now I’m here I’m not willing to change
I don’t know what tomorrow brings
The sun may shine, the world come tumbling down
I don’t care what went on before
But I’m sure of the here and now
The here and now
The here and now

If you choose we won’t move
I’m here with you
The air is calm
No more to do

I don’t know what tomorrow brings
The sun may shine, the world come tumbling down
I don’t care what went on before
But I’m sure of the here and now
The here and now
I don’t know what tomorrow brings
The sun may shine, the world come tumbling down
I don’t care what went on before
But I’m sure of the here and now
The here and now

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For some reason this song reminds me of u, don’t know why..
Don’t even know if you know how much I love u and miss u 🙁

They tried to catch a falling star.
Thinking that she had gone too far.
She did but kept it hidden well.
Until she cracked and then she fell.
If all the history is true.
She’s gonna end up just like you.
You made it to the other side.
But tell me who will be my guide.
They build you up so they can tear you down.
Trust the ocean you’ll never drown.
Who is next? Who’s gonna steal your crown?
You’ll see.

I have learnt my lesson well.
The truth is out there I can tell.
Don’t look back and don’t give in to their lies and goodbyes.
Northern Star.

Fulfil the longing in your heart.
Then we will never be apart.
And if they dare to question you.
Just tell them that our love is true.
They buy your dreams so they can sell your soul.
Is it any wonder we’ve lost control?
Feelings come, feelings go.

I have learnt my lesson well.
The truth is out there I can tell.
Don’t look back and don’t succumb to their lies and goodbyes.
Live your life without regret.
Don’t be someone who they forget.
When you’re lost reach out for me.
And you’ll see she’s not far.Northern Star.
Northern Star.

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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Oh Scarry, that doesn’t sound too good. I hope you’re okay. [}]

hey rani,
just really really really really missing my mum
🙁

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@Unique_Princess wrote:

@**scarface** wrote:

@Unique_Princess wrote:

To both of my mothers.

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Sorry to hear that. It’s a nasheed by Sami Yusuf… he usually sings Islamic songs.

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thanks UP.. googled him .. hoping to find this nasheed to download and listen to soon.

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I agree, been trying to delete as many of those posts as I could as well .. will ask Mukesh if theres a way to block those people who becomes nuinsance posters.

Oh and if theres any post that you guys feel are inappropriate … and you want deleted, let me know as well .. will be keeping an eye on the forum from time to time.. as requested by Mukesh..

Also if theres any issues regarding the formats or anything forum related, that u need assistance, or want to query/suggest, let me know, will help where I can or will ask Mukesh to resolve

thanks

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@Unique_Princess wrote:

To both of my mothers.

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now I’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother I’m lost without you[

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away?
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I’m lost without you

Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura ‘aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
‘afwaki ummi
Samihini…

only saw this after posting …

these words just brings more pain and emptiness in me…

is this a song??

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I miss u
love u 🙁

Meri Duniya Hai, Tujh Mein Kahin
Tere Bin Main Kya???, Kuch Bhi Nahin 🙁
Meri Jaan Mein, Teri Jaan Hai

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Boo, u will absolutely LOVE SHANTARAM .. when I read it ..back in 2008/2009?? cant remember now, I could not put that book down, loved his experiences, absolutely will recommend this book over and over and over again…..
enjoy and tell me what u think when u done…wait.. now I cant remember if u said u want to read it or u have read it…

been reading a lot of Harlan Coben books.. very entertaining, if you are interested in crime/suspense with a splash, ok make that overdoses of romance, in between..

am trying to get through, an autobiography of a yogi but its too dense for me right now..
havent really been out checking whats new, so any good recommendations welcome..

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