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iphone looks good
but prefer nokia instead

filtered coffee or instant

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oops wth?? I didnt see the last few posts, sorry

on Boo’s Q – to an extent it is good entertainment, in the sense that the story lines are more realistic, however there are movies that makes me want to screammmmmmm coz of the unecessary se.xual content and humor
I think many movies get their points across without having to use this type of *western*modern* advertising
ok am out of thoughts for now on this

same question

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ok am going to answer both q’s

1. ringsss… love em

2. my mum

same q

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rani, its going to take me a while to reply properly to u coz I dont want to rush through replying to …
I love sp and want to talk and talk about it with u..soooo gimme some time:)
ommgggggg..dats something I mentioned to my sis once, not in the same words though, that sp is like a love story ..but between these bro’s
hmmm kavii, she passes her love, she is busy at the mo..will continue passing yr regards to her though:)
lol, dear, Kavs and I have been talking non stop about sp for ages, here??? she is always teasing me because I have actually found a dean **look alike** sooo we have always been discussing my love for him
and him, well both hims:) hehehe am not making sense
was chatting to my sis yest, she was watching supernatural off coz..and she said, she is watching season 6,and I am like ***waaattt??? u need to send that to me, and she replied saying, uhmmm but u have watched the first 6 episodes..weird how I cant even remember this..

this is the one where sammy returns ..soulless right?? gosh I remember dean playing family man, I have to rewatch, I watched it under stress..
u shud post that pic with sammy and the quotes in the pics thread… at least it will be here:)

ok will write more soon

mwah

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watched night and day/day and night?? cant remember wat its called now, with Tom cruise, loved it
theres this scene, where he pretends to kidnap June and he says
**no one moves, or i will kill myself then her, mannnn I was rolling over laughing myself crazy… AM NOT A FAN OF TC but this movie rocked, oh and I loved him in tropic thunder as well.. also watched Tron but didnt really get the story coz the 3D effects buggered up my hearing…
watched Tees mar khan…really wat a waste

and due date, LOVE LOVE LOVE RDJ, i adore him..even with all the wrinkles

wanted to watch guzaarish and Dhobi ghat ( boo saw features of it and yes I knw I will enjoy it, I actually whispered that to my sis, ***not the typical bolly movie, am sure this is going to be superb** unfortunately I was flying back to… here, so didnt get a chance yet, will ask my sis to send me the dvd when she gets it… want to watch srk’s – raa one or is it ra one?? and off coz am waiting really impatiently for the dvd of No one killed Jessica, cant wait, its coming tomorrow, so am sure to watch it tom night..
wanted to watch
the hangover and eat pray love —- read the book and loved it
also want to watch a few movies I had missed ..red, resident evil ( my sis said it rocked) and I cant remember any of the other names now..
my mum usually keeps me updated with the latest movies, both hollywood, and bollywood … now I watch whatevers here in my face… if am in the mood

but dooooo send through more recommendations guys

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Rani, for u:)
lets naach with Dean…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XTsxF47wx5M

Risin’ up, back on the street
Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I’m back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive

So many times, it happens too fast
You change your passion for glory
Don’t lose your grip on the dreams of the past
You must fight just to keep them alive

Chorus:
It’s the eye of the tiger, it’s the cream of the fight
Risin’ up to the challenge of our rival
And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night
And he’s watchin’ us all in the eye of the tiger

Face to face, out in the heat
Hangin’ tough, stayin’ hungry
They stack the odds ’til we take to the street
For we kill with the skill to survive

chorus

Risin’ up, straight to the top
Have the guts, got the glory
Went the distance, now I’m not gonna stop
Just a man and his will to survive

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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

@**scarface** wrote:

@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Scarry, it’s almost 4:30 AM for me, I don’t see you online anymore, so I’m gonna have to get going. Good night/morning whatever it is for you! Take care. =)

hope u rested well my dear

sent u a short pm
will reply to yr posts on monday…been a hectic day here for me

I think I did(rested well, that is), but can’t remember for sure. :/ And I’ve read your pm and already replied to it. *hugs* And no worries! Take your time in replying. =)

hey hun
read yr pm, trying to respond, its just difficult for me to write but will send u a reply..promise
want to thank u ..with all my heart and soul
huggg

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@boo wrote:

Does anyone know where Am Rani and Shakalaka Baby are? 🙁

uhmmmm
am… probably busy travelling the world
shaks, busy working
u shud pm them and ask them to pop by 🙂

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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Scarry, something to make you smile:

*giggles* Sammy in the back giving him the annoyed bitch face while Dean’s all nomnomnom! =D I love my boys! <3

rani

omggggggggg loook at my babyyyyyyyy:):):):):):):)

*****hugs ranzzzzz*******
that pic just…omwwwwww
rockssss
lol
rani…wish u were here to see me, laughing myself craze, loook at sammyyyy…lol
and my deannnnnn….
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sooooooooooooo hot
even looking like dat lol

loveeeee uuuuuuuu ranz

***huuuuuugggggg***

oh and thanks:):):):):):):):):)

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@boo wrote:

@**scarface** wrote:

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This one always comforts me Alie. I find the best way to keep someone with us at all times is to keep them in our very existence. The little things. The little actions or thoughts or words that are shared only between you and that person – no matter where they are. Keep their dignity shining in the way you live.
*hug*

am trying hun, not easy when even remembering makes it hard to breathe..I knw what ur saying, but its simply difficult..

have always kept her dignity in the way I have lived, dont think I will stop, even though I sometimes want to just throw caution to the wind and behave otherwise…
man this sux big time
wannaaaa scream

***warm hug back ***

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boo**smiles**…scratch that, Grins
this is like the 2nd time am responding to this post, for some reason, the forum isnt posting my posts…arrghhh

I read your reply around 4.am on sunday morn..thats because I just couldnt sleep
I mentioned to you in my first reply

its strange that u mention a quote in relation to stars, as thats what I had been doing, watching this star, it looked bigger, brighter, and seem to have a twinkle, I kept thinking, well hoping its ….
for me I just want to SEEE.. i need that, I need some way of knowing she is ok..
And at night you will look up at the stars. Where I live everything is so small that I cannot show you where my star is to be found. It is better, like that. My star will just be one of the stars, for you. And so you will love to watch all the stars in the heavens . . . they will all be your friends. And, besides, I am going to make you a present . . .”

breaks my heart…

Once again I felt myself frozen by the sense of something irreparable. And I knew that I could not bear the thought of never hearing that laughter any more.

Its a beautiful .. ok before i start dissecting the words to show u how much it means to me to read this..will stop
and did i say thank u?? coz am not sure why but this helps a lil…

I read the first sentence and instantly knew it was his words:) 🙂
the little things… are important.. I need to get a copy for myself and re-read this book, it brings more memories to me.. and yes I sure do appreciate it.. I remember writing a few of his words, quoting him and then saving it for future use:) ..then I thought, dammit if I dont stop now, will end up typing the entire /or almost, book off:)

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boo, stunning stunning stunning, love the pics:)

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Hurray for a child
That makes it through
If there’s any way
Because the answer lies in you
They’re laid to rest
Before they’ve known just what to do
Their souls are lost
Because they could never find

What’s this life for

I see your soul, it’s kind of gray
You see my heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane
Don’t say a last prayer

Because you could never find

What’s this life for

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its 93 days…. 90…. 3 whole days and nightssss….. I am lying here in total darkness, listening to an insect *think its a cricket* watching ths space on the ceiling… Am thinking…which is rare for me these days coz i busy myself with everything i could possibly find so that my mind doesnt have to deal with u going away… Am thinking… I dnt really care much for marriage anymore, it used to be a hidden desire to settle down with a partner who understands me and loves me more…i dnt want kids anymore, even though its been my outspoken wish to have at least a soccer team of em’ running around and keeping me busy, i dnt care for my job much, even though its the only thng keeping me from going insane right now, i dont care for love, even though its in my dna ..a part of who i am…l o v e…. Its wat i have lived for…i dnt care for much right now, nothing in fact… I dnt care for life, my life at this time, whats the use of me bothering when u are not here with me? I wish i could have repeat heart breaks and all the awful experiences possible than to have to go through this… I cant write much, everytime i think of putting my feelings down into words, i end upstaring at a blank page/screen for hours…i cant pray…much apart from asking for the safety of my loved ones…whats the use, god ignored my most sincere, heartfelt prayer wer u are concerned… U just left… I dont undrrstand anythng anymore… I dnt know what to say or how to be or even feel..the minute i let my gaurd down, i can feel myself on the verge of an explosion..hw do i do this ??? I need you?? Just u. Everything is an illusion….. Am sooooo tired… I find myself reaching out for the phone to call u coz dats wat i do …then it hits me, u wont answer my calls anymore.. U left? Why? I cant do this anymore… The fight is over.. I feel defeated.. I love u… I love u more than i love me,or anythng/one else…i begged u not to gooo…..i dnt understand anythng anymore…. I need u now..am so confused and hurt…i love u…..i dont knw how i have gone through 93 days without u….its eating me up…ur my only thought when i allow myself to think…….. I love u 🙁

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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Don’t worry, I’m not good at expressing myself either. I’m just glad my presence is something for you. =) And do what you think is best, hun. If you have to be the strength for everyone else, then be it. Just remember that if you don’t take care of yourself, then you won’t be able to take care of someone else. And you can always speak to someone who doesn’t need you to be their strength. =)

Your mom sounds beautiful. =) And don’t hurt yourself over something you have no control over right now. You may feel like things were left unsaid and unexpressed, but mothers know these things. It’s the same way you know she’ll love you no matter how many times you mess up. The love is completely unconditional. You’ll realize it soon, inshaAllah. =)

@**scarface** wrote:

Am just not feeling too good today… thinking of mum a lot and reading yr words just make me ache, like this awful physical ache I can’t explain

Oh no, I’m so sorry, I don’t mean for my words to make you ache. We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to. I’ll be happy to sit here in silence with you, whatever you need. *hugs*

oh raniiiii
my mum is beautiful .. an amazing strong woman who can drive me nuts as well..
u do sound like Kavi who by the way .. Iam chatting to now and she left me with this message for u guys

****can you leave a msg telling everyone isaid hi and i hope they are gr-eaat*****

I wish my pm makes sense to you …warm huggggg my sweet beautiful rani

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@Unique_Princess wrote:

Scarry, check your PMs please when you get a chance. =)

heyy
replied to u my dear

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@boo wrote:

Can anyone think of movie names that we can have as the things under our usernames instead of ‘Loyal User’ ‘Regular User’ etc? I was reading through the suggestions forum and Mukesh suggested what about film names which I think is kinda neat. Like ‘Sabse Bada Khiladi’ for the equivalent of platinum member etc.

I like Don, Badshah, Loafer, Ajnabee…

good idea actually
will think of some and revert

oh and that whole keeping yr stash of chocs just in case u get a craving sounds like me
am always getting the funny look from my friends about that… having chocs in my cupboard at work, in my dresser in the room, in my bag, just in case…

sigh

@ Tayba, hope u feel better

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@vchenoah wrote:

@**scarface** wrote:

hey ness,
good to see u to hun
hope ur doing well??
ok will wait for the pm, and no need for an apology… it was a spur of the moment, crazy minute request from me

Good to see you too Alie.
It wasn’t a crazy request at all! It’s just that inside this building, I’m unable to get txts. They show up only in the car on my way home or if I go out to lunch. I didn’t get it until 6:15p, my time! By then, I felt I was extremely late! 🙂 I do truly apologize! And thanks for your understanding. I appreciate it.

that day..or night rather. I was very much awake … in fact I didnt sleep for at least two days, then I konked out like
I was in a comma …
yes I do understand, I just really needed to .. u know** let sum steam out for that time…
i cried though, for a little while ( for a change ) an it seemed to help somewat
thanks though for yr kindness and support hun
**warm hug**

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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Scarry, it’s almost 4:30 AM for me, I don’t see you online anymore, so I’m gonna have to get going. Good night/morning whatever it is for you! Take care. =)

hope u rested well my dear

sent u a short pm
will reply to yr posts on monday…been a hectic day here for me

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