[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Kavita, what's wrong hunn?

*siiigh* I hate that when I try to do something right, I end up doing it wrong.

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LMAO! VUT?!?

Heart sometimes too nice, eyes not very nice, ju need eyes to see so that ju don't fall for a stupid idiotic jerk of a loser Anshuman()!

Still jur oldy.

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LMAO @ BLAD!

And jur brain is not vorking vith old age? You still need somethiiiiiiiiing to seeeee viiith!

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wooops! I'm sorry! I tried fixing it, it's better than before! for those old members *cough* buddah *cough* get ur glasses! lmao!

Actually, tayba wears glasses… so does ninja! lmao! u two are olllllld! HAHA!

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u guys are weeiiird! These are brackets —> [ ]

looojer

fine go sleep jamie! I'll wait for my imraan to bring me payal! Gone are the days when I thought of these crajee connection moments as coincidences! I LOVE YOU!

Just now on MSN with Tayba (Tayba is the english one and im the urdu one. lmao!):

(L)(8) I've been dreaming of a True Love's kiss…. (8)(L)

(praying isha)

says:

'aane waali kal ki kahaani hai tujhse.. maine dekha tujhko mehsoos kar ke… meri saaso ki ravaani hai tujhse'

its so so beautiful….

Dil, hai yeh dil, mera dil… kab banjaayega tere kaabil? says:

🙂

teri tarha

(L)(8) I've been dreaming of a True Love's kiss…. (8)(L)

(praying isha)

says:

no teri tarha

Dil, hai yeh dil, mera dil… kab banjaayega tere kaabil? says:

lol

humari tarha?

lmao chekc forum

(L)(8) I've been dreaming of a True Love's kiss…. (8)(L)

(praying isha)

says:

jes!

Dil, hai yeh dil, mera dil… kab banjaayega tere kaabil? says:

porum

(L)(8) I've been dreaming of a True Love's kiss…. (8)(L)

(praying isha)

says:

check forum

LMAO

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*slaps myself upside da head* How could i forget chips and vinegar!!?!?

I coulda sworn we had more though!

you messed it up man! u were posed to put up those things, i forgot what u call em! These ( ) – what r they called again? paranthesis!LMAO! hahaaaaaaaaa! and u were posed to italicize em! ju ruiner! go get some sleep giselle!

hehe ILOVEYOU!

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Okay, so i'm trying to think of all the crajee and awesome nicknames Tayba and I have for each other:

Tayba:
Taybanzle (Remember the song I dedied to you and called you Taybanzle?!)
Chandni (You help guide me through some of my darkest nights)
Moonlight (Your light helps me wait through the night in hopes of a better tomorrow)
Jamie (AWTR – My pure and beauitful Jamie… so full of love and just waiting to share it with your Landon…)
Giselle (Enchanted – My beautiful princess!)
Only hope (*siiigh* – No words for this one.)

Me:
Randon
Noor
Sunshine
Geet (Jab We MEt)
Laila (From Aaja Nachle play – Imraan ki laila)
Dia
Ranicetamol (Rani is actually a substitute for my real name)
Imraan ki Imrani (Adopted from one of my school friends)

okay, since I have the most terrible memory, you're gonna have to help me! It comes to me when I want to call you by a certain nickname, but not when I wannu put it on the forum! grrr!)

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Nessa – lol! I thought I was gonna die! hahaaaaa!

So I was talking with Nessa on the phone and all of a sudden my brothers run in and start throwing these things at me that make these bomb explodingish sounds and I'm like screaming and trying to run away! lol!

marine is soooo silly! lmao! I still remember that day she first started chatting with us on the old lovely green forum and how oreo was messing with her and i'm all like “stop being rude!” lmao!

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Me and Nessa on the phone, it went something like this:

ME: Oh crap, I think I'm in trouble (mom was yelling)

Nessa: Ok bye!

ME: I don't have to go yet. UR TRYING TO GET RID OF ME!?

Nessa: *seriously* NO I'm trying to not get you in trouble so we can talk again!

Me: ….. (actually I don't remember what I said lmao )

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Nesssserrrz soooooo sweeeeeeeeeeet! I LOVE YOU!

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awwwwwwwwwwwwwww! hunn! If I found thousands like you, do you think I would be calling you only hope? You're the only one I found, hence, ONLY hope! And I loved it when you told me on the phone last night the aadha hissa part… It's so crajeely true tho! All our crajee connection moments! LMAO! I don't know what to call them!

I love you toooooooooooooooooooo hunn! MORE!

awwww…. this will make me smile ALL day!

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GREAT IDEA! Great dieas only come to mind in the middle of the night! But jaana, we might run out of forum space if we write down every mind connection or mind calling or psychic or bollywood moment that connects us moment! lmao! W/e, we'll give it a shot.

I don't remember if we ever wrote this on the forum, but the first time we discovered our little mind calling thing was amazing!

So Tayba is sitting in her room late at night and she really wants me to come online, so she actually goes and puts her fingers on her temples and says, “RANI COME ONLINE!” She was trying to mind call me and her brother goes and says something like we're weird or something (i forgot lol) but anyhow, PING! RANI IS ONLINE LMAO! It was so crajeee how I came online and she goes OMG I MIND CALLED YOU! And I was so surprised it worked and then passed it off as a coincidence. How naive i was…

you know what I hekka love? how much I love the movie Aaja Nachle. It was a crajee bolly moment to begine with: I thought Kunal was so sexiful, plus a lil more cuz he reminded me of someone. Then they go and name him Imraan in the movie! (I love the name Imraan) and to top that off, he's pathan! LMAO! (I'm pathan) And then he's tall and the girl is short… so anyhow, a while later Tayba started to call me Dia, meaning candle, but anyhow, another nickname (we have millions for each other tayba!) so I go and get the movie once again to watch it I had to fight with the guy at the movie store! someone took it and wouldn't bring it back and when they did, he gave it to someone else! I was so pissed! I was like “I ASKED FOR IT! AND U GAVE IT AWAY?!?!?” So as soon as he got it next time, he called me up and said “ur movie is here” lmao) so as we turn the movie on and start watching it i realize that madhuri's name is DIA! LMAO! AND THEN! The guy she ends up with in the end, his name is RAJA!

oh, man i love how we have this crajee moments and bollywood ties it all up for us, Tayba! [L]

I think i'm rambling so i'll go now! lmao!

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Thumma Ameen…

I was complaining to my mom yesterday about how I missed Ninja and wished I could talk to her and she goes “me too” every time and I'm like grrrrrr on the inside “you don't understand, if YOU miss her and want to talk to her, then imagine ME!” lol. I didn't say it to her, but I felt it so badly… This reminds me of something Rahim Khan said in the Kite Runner: “…it always hurts more to have and lose than to not have in the first place.”

I had another dream about her last night. I already told you about the one the night before, how Haylie and I were talking to her – I don't remember if it was face to face or on the phone. In the one last night, she called me… we were talking and talking…

May Allah (SWT) be with her and ease her of any pain, insha'Allah. Ameen – Thumma Ameen.

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Ninja… I can't believe I wasn't around when you were here…

I miss Ninja so much. I was talking to Haylie today about Ninja and I started to tear because she was so far away from me… I don't remember feeling this helpless. I was always able to reach her. We were always a phone call away from each other when we couldn't reach each other on MSN or if email was taking too long. The day before she left, I told her that it still wasn't hitting me that I wouldn't be able to see her for a whole summer and that it would hit me when I go to call her and realize she's not home… She's miles and miles away from me and I need a card to call her, I need to dial millions of numbers to reach her and I'm not even able to reach her cuz of the crappy connection and because her thing isn't connected…

I talked to her once after she got there. I didn't get a chance to tell you guys because I was barely online. But she was good alhamdulillah and giggling and laughing and going crajee with me like usual… Alhamdulillah.

*siiigh*

I was always able to get to her on the phone… We talked almost every day… When she would write a post in the let ur feelings out thread, I would call as soon as I could and talk to her about it, but now… *siiigh*

I miss her.

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Boo – I love you too, twin ji.

Nessa – First of all, you can cut it with the thank you, aiight? If I didn't do this much for you, then I wouldn't be worthy of being called a friend. I understand why the thank you, but there is no need for it with me, please? I love and appreciate you, that is why I responded, hunn.

And of course I'll continue making dua for you.

I love you, hunn. I'm always here for you, just don't forget to remember me when you need me.

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I miss all of you oh so much… and I need u all more than ever.

Rani – Sorry, I cant call too often… no phone, no internet… still settling. I really need u to do me the favor and send me ur schedule.. I checked my email because i was signing up for classes but didnt see an email from you.. when you have time, please send it to me. I'd love to take classes with you. JazakAllah…

I love you beyond words.

Salaam..

Walaykum Assalaam habeebi. Alhamdulillah, Nessa told me on the phone about this post (I love you Nessa!) so I asked my mom to turn on comp for me and I emailed you the schedule first thing, Insha'Allah we'll be able to take classes together! And I'l email you again too, btw, i emailed to our account, not urs, acha?

I love you, habeebi. My dua's are with you. read OUR email if you read this hunn!

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… just make sure your heart nods to your head's decisions.

I loved talking to you, boo, even though we couldn't even hear each other most of the time! lol! I'm all like “I love you” and I get silence… i'm all thinking, “No i love you back?” LMAO! I love you twiiiin jiii!

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I would try my best to make the best of today then. Enjoy my life right now. See the beauty that only today has to offer… but at the same time not forgetting that there is a tomorrow, so I would do anything and everything that would help me in overcoming any fear I have of moving forward. But it all depends on the situation and circumstance…

I love you, Nessa. Been going crazy trying to get to you these past few days since I didn't have access to the computer and I really wanted to talk to you. I've been thinking about you and praying for you. I hope you're happy and healthy. I love you.

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If one day you feel like crying, call me.
I don't promise you that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stay, but I can run with you.

If one day you don't want to listen to anybody, call me.
I promise to be very quiet.

But if one day you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me, perhaps I need you.

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Buttwipe, good buddah.

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It's perfectly fiiine! I'm giving it a lil rani twist.

And naaa, he'll prolyl come and give us a totally random story and blow out again. lolll he can't disagree with me…

MSN does sound good, but I don't see you. Where are youuuu??!!?

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