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Yummy.

Rice crispies?

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Mario.

THIS new bwl, or the old one?

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Person above me likes GG, I never knew that.

@Bolly_Lover wrote:

Person above me likes “Supernatural” I haven’t seen that show, but Jared Padalecki used to be on “Gilmore Girls,” one of my all time fav shows :).

Dude, you NEED to see SPN! It’s my all time favorite show EVER. I’m so beyond obsessed and emotionally invested in the show! I’ve seen GG (but I wanna go back and see every single episode Jared was in lol), and when I first saw SPN, I was like hey! He’s from GG! lol In fandom, there are ‘Dean girls’ and ‘Sam girls.’ When the boys were asked about the fans, Jared said, “Sam girls, Supernatural. Dean girls, Gilmore Girls.” LOL Meaning, he makes himself feel better by thinking the Dean girls are his fans from GG. hehe =D

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Neesi, based on the posts, we’re supposed to be on #94… you thinkin’ what I’m thinkin’? =D

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Nessa, I miss our phone convos already. ='(

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@**scarface** wrote:

@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

Scarry, it’s almost 4:30 AM for me, I don’t see you online anymore, so I’m gonna have to get going. Good night/morning whatever it is for you! Take care. =)

hope u rested well my dear

sent u a short pm
will reply to yr posts on monday…been a hectic day here for me

I think I did(rested well, that is), but can’t remember for sure. :/ And I’ve read your pm and already replied to it. *hugs* And no worries! Take your time in replying. =)

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Scarry, I am glad to make you LOL! =P

But yes, that is how everyone should describe supernatural. It’s the epic love story of Sam and Dean! =D <3

You should convince Kavita to pop in for a hello! It’d be nice to see her before the time comes to disappear again! I honestly cannot believe we had 3 Supernatural lovers on the forum and I only find out NOW? *smh* And oopsie! Sorry, I shall not give any season 6 spoilers! It’s been on a hiatus for more than a month now, will be returning in… 6 days! Then going on another hellatus in March! So not fun! ='( But whenever you start watching season 6, you’ll love it – it’s good so far(in my opinion at least, some people are not too happy. lol!

Actually, I changed the siggy to something I had made on photoshop of Sammy with quotes he said, but then got really excited SPN was returning in 8 days, so I changed it again! lol =D

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Scarry (in reply to all your posts to me in this thread) – You and Kavita are fans?!? OMG! YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE WITH THIS NEWS! Does this mean we can talk about Supernatural and our love for the show nonstop? Cuz that would just make my day! Once I get started, I will NOT shut up! LOL I have actually written ESSAYS on my love for this show, and the relationship between the boys, and my epic love for Sammy, AND how upsetting some shows were and how mad I was at some characters and how annoying some people from the fandom are! LOL I’ve actually written a fanfiction as well! A coda to the episode “Dark side of the moon.” And I can’t write at all! But when it came to this show, the words just spilled out! Unfortunately, I’ve only written one, it got some nice responses, but I was too intimidated by all the other fantastic writers to write another one! I want to, though – for myself. Sometimes an episode leaves so much with me that I want to take it out and put it in words, through a coda. 😀 hehe

AND OMG! Me and my sister do the same! My sister is the Dean to my Sammy, and I am the Sammy to her Dean. 😀 Mostly because we’re both so much like them. My sister is SO MUCH like Dean, it’s crazy! Minus a few characteristics, of course. And the same thing with me – I am so much like Sam (minus a few characteristics), it’s a little scary! We have some characteristics swapped, though – Sam and his obsession for college and making it big for himself? That’s all my sister – the girl is crazy about school. And I’m more like Dean on that one – would rather go roadtripping forever than go to school! hehe 😀 I even got her a necklace, and engraved it with this: “Too precious for this world.” From the episode, Tall Tales. Sam had said that quote and we both fell in love with it and said it to each other millions of times. We often quote from the show. But this one was our favorite, and so on her birthday, I got her the necklace with the engraving and when she read it, she cried. <3 It was my amulet to her. =) And she never took it off – and it ended up breaking because it was a delicate girly necklace and nothing like Dean's manly amulet! LOL And she cried over it breaking, she was devastated and I was like, don't worry, we'll go to the shop and get it fixed! hehe We have such a strong relationship, and seeing SPN makes us smile. But, alhamdulillah, we don't have that 'broken' relationship that Sam and Dean are going through because we aren't in a show lol. But we DID have a Ruby(lmao that's mean of me, but w/e)! My sister warned me about Ruby, just like Dean warned Sam, but Sam and I didn't listen and got screwed over. Good thing is, Dean and my sister were there for Sam and me when things went bad. =)

I have ALL the seasons too! We should watch some episodes together! I actually got into the show because of my siblings – both my brothers saw the show first and loved it. My twin brother even had illegal copies of the first 2 seasons! Then they got my sister into the show, and then all 3 of them got ME into the show – and I ended up being the most obsessed! =D My sister bought me the first 4 seasons, and I got the 5th season as a bday present from my friend.

I love both the boys too, but was actually delighted when they both got married! It was kind of funny of Jared ended up marrying Ruby!/Gen LOL I was jokingly heartbroken, saying I was positive one of them would come propose to me – but of course just in my dreams. But honestly, the boys are so adorable off camera as well. I have seen EVERY SINGLE interview they have on youtube, EVERY single convention – every single VIDEO of them on youtube! I’ve seen almost every single picture of them on the internet. One of my friends actually went on a mission to show me a picture I hadn’t seen ! LOL I’ve joined Livejournal for them and read fanfiction! Although I don’t have anything on my livejournal, I just stalk posts about them. =D I’m so crazy obsessed! My mom has seen a few episodes with us too, but the whole demon/monsters stuff is too graphic for her. She WAS interested in their relationship, though – and their relationship with their father. (I LOVE PAPA WINCHESTER! I see where the boys get their sexiness from. ; ))

And Dean is completely lovable. In fact, I think more people like him more than Sam. I was the only one who liked him the most, then came along 3 of my friends who liked him more than Dean. Nobody is quite obsessed as I am, though. there are tons of people in fandom who love Sam, but I meant people I know in real life (It’s always better talking about the show with people I know rather than random fans – although that’s quite fun too and I’ve done too many times!

I think most people like Dean BECAUSE he the bad boy type. Of course, there is so much more to him than that. I adore him, how can I not, he’s so much like my sister! I love his love for family, for his father, and for his brother. The guy does anything in his power to help his family. Someone in fandom wrote “Why I love Dean Winchester” (or something like that), and it’s quite true – I love him for the same reasons. He’s a very strong character, with self-esteem issues that run deep, and he covers them with a hard exterior. And his looks don’t hurt, either! He’s a stunning man, with piercing green eyes and beautiful smile. But I think it’s impossible to love one brother without loving the other, because they’re essentially one. You can’t get one without the other. But, I have to admit, I have a soft spot for Sam – for many reasons, some I can explain, and some I can’t. I have had my fair share of yelling at Dean – there were many times where he was being a complete douchebag – and at one point, even my little brother didn’t like him. “I don’t like Dean anymore. He’s mean! He left Sam, you’re not supposed to leave your family.” Lol And a lot of times, he was quite unfair to Sam and doesn’t understand him, no matter how much Sam tries to explain. But that’s what makes them both human and easy to relate to, they both have huge flaws, but they’re both also perfectly flawed. =D <3

See? I told you I don’t shut up, this is already so long! I’m sorry! I’ll shut up now!

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Mothers can drive us all nuts sometimes, but it is nothing compared to their beauty and compassion. =) Lol Kavita is a sweatheart! Tell her I said hi back and that I’m great and I wanna know how she is and I’m waiting for her to come back so I can get my fix of speaking nonstop about SPN with fellow discovered fans! =D And I have read your pm, it made complete sense to me, and I have already left you a reply. =)

@vchenoah wrote:

@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:

@vchenoah wrote:

*warm smile*

?Como se dice ‘ily whore’ en espanol? Quiero… learn malas… palabras!

No voy a ensenarte proque no necesitas aprenderlo! (Not teaching you b/c you don’t need to know/learn it)
TODAVIA LMBO (still lmbo)
I laughed so hard at that one that I choked. ‘ily whore’

Pero por que? Yo quiero aprenderlololo! Okay (wtf, yo no comprendo como se dice okay?) que es apejendo? Wait no! yo meant pendejo!

And LMAO! I said that the night I stayed up till 6 in the morning talking to you on the phone, right? So can I blame it on the time and how tired and zombie like I was and pretend I didn’t say that? =D

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Scarry, something to make you smile:

*giggles* Sammy in the back giving him the annoyed bitch face while Dean’s all nomnomnom! =D I love my boys! <3

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@**scarface** wrote:

LOVE the pic rani, dean …hotter than ever:)

*SQUEALS!* AAH! I’m gonna love you forever for this! Yes, Dean is totally the epitome of hotness! Do you watch the show? OMG TELL ME YOU WATCH IT! Can you believe that when I first saw this show, I didn’t even NOTICE Dean, I was too smitten by Sam’s character (and yes, I did notice how hot he was, but I fell in love with his character, with SAMMY)- and later on realized that Dean is super hot, and is also a great character! I have a huge soft spot for Sam. He’s been my favorite since day one. =D Not in looks, I mean his character. Although Jared is ALSO the epitome of hotness! *giggles* I am SUCH a fangirl when it comes to these boys and this show. If you know what’s good for you, Scarry – you won’t feed my obsession! LOL <3

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I’ll try. =)

Jeevan lage hai, suna sa kyun?
Why does life seem/feel so empty?
Yeh man lage hai, toota sa kyun?
Why does this heart seem/feel broken?
Har pal lage hai, jhoota sa kyun?
Why does every moment seem fake (Jhoota literally=liar)?
Sab kuch lage hai, rootha hai kyun?
Why does it seem/feel as if everything is upset?

Aja na ab kahin se, jee na sakoon…
Come, now, from somewhere… I can’t live (without you)
Jo kuch bhi hai hua, woh bhula dena tu
Everything that has happened, forget it (all)

Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
You are the peace of this heart
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju
You are my longing/desire
Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju

Ooohhooohhhoooo

Har pal lage hai, jhoota sa kyun?
Sab kuch lage hai, rootha hai kyun?

Aja na ab kahin se, jeena sakoon…
Jo kuch bhi hai hua, woh bhula dena tu

Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju
Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju

Ooohhooohhhoooo

Hai yaadon ki phayli, baahon mein tuu
You are spread out in my arms like memories
Hai rahoon pe jaati, nighaaon mein tuu
You walk upon the paths, you’re in my gaze (?)

Hai modo mein tu, jagaho mein tu
You are in the (twists and) turns, you are in places
Hai girkar-chadi, ghataaon mein tu
You are girgar-chadi(?), you are in the breeze
Hai aahon mein tu, hai baaton mein tu
You are in my sighs, you are in my words
Hai har waqt, haan, meri chaaho mein tuu
You are every moment, you are in my desires

Jo aandhi si hai, hawaaon mein tuu
That which is like a sand storm, you are in the wind
Jo mann mein chale, alaavo mein tuu
She who walks in the heart, you are in my alaavo (?)
Alaavo mein tuu…

Neendo se ab mein, door rahoon
Now, I stay far away from sleep
Khwaabo ki bhi na, raah takoon
I don’t even look at the paths of dreams

Aja na ab kahin se, jeena sakoon…
Jo kuch bhi hai hua, woh bhula dena tu

Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju
Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju

Ooohhooohhhoooo

Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju
Tuu hai — iss dil ka sukoon
Tuu hai — meri just-u-ju

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@vchenoah wrote:

*warm smile*

?Como se dice ‘ily whore’ en espanol? Quiero… learn malas… palabras!

[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

Neeeesi, you’re welcome! And that’s because you HAVE done something ‘good’. =D Glad you liked it! =) Lmao rmbr, ily whore? =D

Boo, thank you.

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*sniff* I went off to read something I wrote about the boys and our show, and now I’m sitting here in tears at the stuff they’ve both been through… “The boys are a team. They complete each other, they make up for each other’s flaws, and give strength to each other. When Sam didn’t want to fight, Dean gave him the strength to keep going, and when Dean didn’t want to fight, Sam gave him reason to go down fighting. Where one ends, the other begins.” Oh Sammy and Dean. <3 I miss you. =( Only 8 more days… and Sammy will wake up with his soul again, and Dean can finally have his brother back. I can't wait! I needed it to be Jan 28 weeks ago!

Okay, okay – *shuts up* I cannot start talking about SPN here, it’s enough that I’ve annoyed everyone on my FB with the constant talk about it and endless love for them and the show – I cannot start here!

Nessa, tell me to get over it. LOL =D

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Nessa, I love you for reviving this thread and bringing such awesomeness to my attention!
@**scarface** wrote:

@kavita_0026 wrote:

Jensen Ackles from the CW 11 Supernatural

Roflmfo..gosh why on earth didnt I think of him ..lol..kavs u….. he is the epitome of HOTness..and would be a delectable catch ****siiiiighhhhhhhhssss…..*** man of mah dreams hehehehe

OMG! *BREATHE* KAVITA, YOU WATCH SUPERNATURAL? SHOW OF MY HEART? SCARRY, YOU KNOW JENSEN ACKLES? MAN AFTER MY OWN HEART? OMG I LOVE SUPERNATURAL BEYOND REASON! And JARED AND JENSEN, MEN AFTER MY OWN HEART. THEY HAVE CONQUERED MY HEART! OMG I LOVE LOVE LOVE SAM AND DEAN! <3 KAVITA! WHERE ARE YOU? Where is Kavita?!? Someone tell her to come back so I can ask her how long she's been watching SPN and if she's still watching! OMG OMG *BREATHES*

Okay… I am calm… AAAAH! LOL I AM NOT! OMG I AM SO GIDDY! MY SHOW, MY BOYS, in the forum! AAAH! Jared and Jensen were in San Francisco last weekend, literally only a 30 min. drive from my house – AND I WAS SO DEPRESSED that I couldn’t go and see them! OMG OMG OMG *runs off to change siggy!*

*BREATHES* Okay. I’m done… for now. =D

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Scarry, it’s almost 4:30 AM for me, I don’t see you online anymore, so I’m gonna have to get going. Good night/morning whatever it is for you! Take care. =)

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Scarry, steal away! And thank you. =)

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Don’t worry, I’m not good at expressing myself either. I’m just glad my presence is something for you. =) And do what you think is best, hun. If you have to be the strength for everyone else, then be it. Just remember that if you don’t take care of yourself, then you won’t be able to take care of someone else. And you can always speak to someone who doesn’t need you to be their strength. =)

Your mom sounds beautiful. =) And don’t hurt yourself over something you have no control over right now. You may feel like things were left unsaid and unexpressed, but mothers know these things. It’s the same way you know she’ll love you no matter how many times you mess up. The love is completely unconditional. You’ll realize it soon, inshaAllah. =)

@**scarface** wrote:

Am just not feeling too good today… thinking of mum a lot and reading yr words just make me ache, like this awful physical ache I can’t explain

Oh no, I’m so sorry, I don’t mean for my words to make you ache. We don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to. I’ll be happy to sit here in silence with you, whatever you need. *hugs*

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There’s somethin’ ’bout the way the street looks when it’s just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We’re drivin’ down the road, I wonder if you know
I’m tryin’ so hard not to get caught up now
But you’re just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin’ me want you

And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow ’til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

‘Cause I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I’m not usually this way
But you pull me in and I’m a little more brave
It’s the first kiss, it’s flawless, really somethin’
It’s fearless

‘Cause I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

‘Cause I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

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Oh, Scarry, I sincerely wish I was there to hold you. No need to thank me, I’m glad I could make you smile. =)

And that’s fine too. Sometimes we need to be empty of everything, so that when the time comes, we can make room for peaceful thoughts. Just don’t pretend when you don’t have to, because it’s better to be honest with yourself. I’m here for you if you need me. =)

I will definitely do that, and tell her it was requested by someone, and knowing my mom, she’ll give me a hug back for you. =) And she does know, same way you know how much she loves you. =)

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