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I saw this and immediately thought of only you…

And you'll find him… the one that'll be brave enough to climb all the way to the top.

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lolly… *siiigh*

Oh definitely…

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And i love the way you knew this was for you…

Faasla hai, doori hai, hai judaaii ka aalam, intezaar mein nazre hai aur tum wahaan the, tum wahaan the jilmilaate jagmagaate khushiyon mein jhoom kar… aur yahaan jal rahe hai hum… aur yahaan jal rahe hai hum…

*siigh*

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Always glad to be of assistance to you Lolly! lmao Stay away from my cheeks!

lolly nooooooooooo! I like jur cheeeeks!

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Q: can u change a man?

I think it depends on how strong the will is to change that man. Sometimes people succeed, sometimes they fail. I think the best victory is learning to love that man without having to change him.

Next Question: Where would you rather be right now?

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I'm fucking pissed off at this stupid ass world. I'm turning fucking 19 and I'm still being treated like a crappy 9 year old. What the fucking hell does age matter when you have no fucking freedom to do what you want to do – what the hell it's just a stupid shitty number. We die when it's written for us to die, and age has nothing to do with that. So why the hell does it matter so much that we get older when all that happens when you get older is all the stupid ass problems get fucking worse by the minute? I have never been this unexcited to turn a year older. And why oh why oh why has this world forgotten fairness? Where the hell did people learn to treat people sooooo damned unfairly? This fucking world really isn't fair. And I don't give a shiit how right they are because they're being so fucking wrong by being so damned unfair. This is supposed to be my time to have fun, to be stupid, cuz I can't do it later on for whatever reason. I'm not a fucking kid, I don't need to be treated like one. Damned idiotic shiit man, now I feel like a stupid kid. But they don't even let me be a kid, and nor do they let me grow up.

Why does everything have to go wrong all at once?

I miss you so much… this world seems so ugly and cruel without you… Ley chal wahaan jo mulk tera hai, jaahil zamaana dushman mera hai… Where have you gone when I need you so much? Nothing feels right without you. Please make it right again… please give me back that twinkle of hope in my eyes that is slowly burning out. I can't afford to let that twinkle of hope burn out from my eyes… just give me one reason… one sign… to let it burn a moment longer… En aankhon ka teri ishaara miley, jeena ka kuch toh sahaara miley…

Aye bekhabar… I need you…

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So am I.

I'm sorry…

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I'm exhausted.

The blahness type of exhaustion is the most tiring. Rest your heart a while with me? <3 I love you, feel better soon Dia… x

thank you. ily2 🙂

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1. I've been invited to a wedding.

2. it's in Turkey

Why should something so beautiful and exciting cause feelings of dread?

I'm absolutely miserable!

aww jaana… I wish there was something I could do to make you feel less miserable… Insha'Allah when you go, you'll have such an awesome time you'll feel silly for dreading it… ameen. ilysm.

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Oh I feel this so much…

Khamosh Raat, Sehmi Hawaa
A Silent Night, A scared Wind;

Tanha Tanha Dil Apna
My Lonely heart

Aur Door Kahin, Roshan Hua Ek Chehra Ek Chehra, Ek Chehra
And Then, Somewhere Far Away, A face lit up, A Face, A Face, A Face

Ye Sach Hai Ya Sapna
Is This Truth, Or A Dream?

Jhuki Jhuki Palkein Jab Uthi
When Downcast Eyelids Rose,

Nainon Mein Diye Madham Madham
In Those Eyes Were Dim Lamps

Adh Khule Hothon Se Hansee
On Slightly Parted Lips Was A Smile,

Jhaank Rahi Madham Madham
Just Barely Showing Through

Pal Pal Uthti Hasratein
The Longings That were Stirred Each Moment

Hone Lagi Madham Madham
Became Indistinct

Aur Door Kahin, Roshan Hua Ek Chehra Ek Chehra, Ek Chehra
And Then, Somewhere Far Away, A face lit up, A Face, A Face, A Face

Sooraj Tha be-Noor Sa
The Sun Was Lightless,

Uski Tinak Madham Madham
Its Brilliance Dimming

Chand Bhi Sa Bujha Bujha
The Moon Was Also Extinguished;

Taare Bhi The Madham Madham
The Stars Faded

Jugnu Dilasa Dene Lagey
The Fireflies Tried To comfort/console Them

Nanhi Si Jaan Madham Madham
Their Tiny Spirits Grew Dim

Shamaa Bhi Thak Haar Ke
The Candle, Defeated, Grew Weary

Hone Lagee Madham Madham
And Began To dim

Aur Door Kahin, Roshan Hua Ek Chehra Ek Chehra, Ek Chehra
And Then, Somewhere Far Away, A face lit up, A Face, A Face, A Face

Jeene Ka Tha Hum Mein Dam
I Had The Courage To Live,

Par Nahin Tha Koi Humdam
But I Had No Life Companion

Khushiyoon Ki Thi Justajoo
I desired Happiness,

Mil Rahe Thay Bas Ghum Hi Ghum
But recieved Only Grief Upon Grief

Shuru Mein Is Duniya Ke Bhi
Amidst The Clamor Of The World,

Khamoshi Thi Aur Ek Thay Hum
There Was Silence, And I Was Alone

Raahein Sabhi Thi Sooni Sooni
All The Roads Were Empty

Uth Rahe Thay Kadam Tham Tham
Footsteps were walking slowly, sl

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twin ji…

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thank you Rani – Yes.. thats my original name. It means mother's affection…..

oh wow! Your name is mamta! That word reminds me so much of my dii, khushi… awww I miss her soooo much… but anyhow, where are you from? I mean where do you live now?

and that song is really nice too.

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Thank you… i have been in this forum for about 6 months or so…

I am from India.

oh well welcomezzzz! Do tell us more! Is mamatha your name? What does it mean?

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aisa ghar jiske darawaje band na ho insano par

ek takhti angur ke paani se likh kar dar par rakh do
iss ghar mein wo aaye jisko subhah latakh na jana ho

ek aisa ghar chahiye mujhako

pyase hothon se kehna kitana hai asan jafar
mushkil us dam aati hai jab ankhon se samjana ho
ek aisa ghar chahiye mujhako jisaki faza mastana ho

this is nice… but would you mind giving me the definition for jafar?

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fir wahee raat hai, fir wahee raat hain khwaab kee raat bhar khwaab mein dekhaa karenge tumhe maasoom see nind me, jab koee sapanaa chale hum ko bulaa lenaa tum palakon ke parade tale ye raat hain khwaab kee, khwaab kee raat hai kaanch ke khwaab hai, aakhon mein choobh jaayenge palakon mein lenaa inhe, aakhon mein ruk jaayenge ye raat hain khwaab kee, khwaab kee raat hai

wow, these lyrics are so nice, where are they from?

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Oh Lolly *giggle*! I love you, so very much! You to make my heart glad every…single…day!

Thank you for this. And thanks for today! Dancing with you was the high point of my day! lmao

Don't forget to kick!

awwwwwww! I love you so very much too! You just get sweeter and sweeter by the day! I can't help but want to pull jur cheeks! That means so very much to me, jaana, soooo much… thank you. and you are welllcomezzz! I love making you smile! And lolly I loved dancing with you tooooooooooooo! O re gori something something baat mori… maine pyaar tujhi se hai kiye, oh ho, maine something something… tune thaama aaj jo aanchal hai, mann mein ek hulchul hai main na bhuloongi yeh voh pal hai… ILYSM! lolly and *kicking*

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Oh Rani I love you.

Thank you so much for this. I love it. I would quote my favourite parts but then I'd be quoting the whole thing all over again. 😀 lol.

*hug*

I love you too, boooooooo! lolly u are very much welcome ji, the pleasure was all mine, anyhow. And lolly, remember how I used to always quote my fave bits? hehe ilysm hunn! Keep the chin up, aiight? *huugs baaack*

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I'm exhausted.

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I miss him, and he's out there having the time of his life, his arms around a gazillion women. How is this FAIR?!
I need a break which I'm never going to get.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you eventually learn to trust yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. – – – Sometimes you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve. – – – Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

If he's having the time of his life, let him. He doesn't even know what he's missing, what he's letting go of for a few days of fun. One day he'll realize how much you loved him and regret all of his mistakes. But that day you'll be waking up with the man that already knew what he held when you were in his arms. And jaana, you deserve someone who knows your worth. and jur priceless my shnookumz!!!

I love you oh so much, twin ji. Hang in there, jaana, you'll make it through. I'll be with you… jaise tera aasmaan…

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Just some quotes that made me think of the three of you. Was going to email you all individually, but decided to just put it here.

The only people that you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in theirs. – There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. But it's not giving up… it's realizing that you don't need certain people, the BS, and the drama they bring. – There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. So don't stress about people in your past, there's a reason they didn't make it to your future. – I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreicate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. – Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance; take it. If it changes your life; let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. – Sometimes you need to forget what you want & remember what you deserve. – How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours. – I guess sometimes you gott go through hell and back to realize you never had what you thought you did and that you deserve sooooo much better. – Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak, sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. – I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself… you hang in there girls, you guys are friggin special. – After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.

Yeh zindagi bohot lambi hai… aur humare paas waqt bohot kam hai. (This life is very long… and we have very little time.) – Karan Kapoor from Hum Tum

I love you all oh so hekka very much!!!

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lolly ILY HAYLIE!

I didn't remember every single word, thass why i used the blah! lmao

and yes awwwwwww i know! ILY! *pulls ur cheeks* hehe, I pulled jur cheeks at sunday school last sunday! lmao wooooooot!

and ur a bum u actually counted them! lmao! one of the many reasons why ily! i like how u called them super happy faces.

ilysm!

p.s. it's so awesome to see u on the forum!

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I think the person above me is super cuuuuuute! She's even cuuuuuter when she pulls her cheeks in her office for me! And then goes, “happy?” LMAO!

lmao do it again neesi! this time in public! lmao

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