Hey Rani, thanks hun. Im okay now. How have you been?! How's Ninja?
As for the Shakespeare business that you brought up, what a good question.
I guess we have to see the glass as half full and see the wellness in all endings.
But sometimes that may be hard to do
Shakespeare, you know I love you! But exactly what happens if all things dont end well?
I'm glad you're feeling better jaana. I don't know how Ninja is, really. Sorry.
No, I think you're right. We do have to see the good in every ending. Because everything happens for a reason. So things end for a reason. We may not know the reasons for them right away, but eventually we will.
Patience is virtue.
Thanks Kavita.
Ditto to everything you said daarling.
This place… truly is my home. The people that I call my family here, truly are my family.
Ohana means family. And family means no one gets left behind.
I don't know… to me, home is something you can never let go of. Sure, this forum hasn't just given me joy, there were times when it hurt me to come here, and sometimes, when I think back on everything, pain is definitely a part of my memories. But that's what family does, innit? We fight, we hate each other, we may even want to run away from each other, and for a time, we do run away… but in the end, it's home, it's family. We can hate and love each other at the exact same time. But love… love overpowers hate every single time.
Khushi once said to me, “You mean half my virtual world to me.” And I just want to say that even if I don't come here as often as I used to… in the internet world, this is the only place I can call home and it means more to me than anything else in my virtual world.
My sister and I were watching Dragon Tales the other day (lol yes its a kiddy show, but i love it) and I don't know if you guys have heard of it, but it's about these two siblings, Max and Emmy who find a dragon scale in their attic (I think) and when they say a few magical words, they appear in a different dimension. A world full of dragons (lol) but friendly ones, caring ones, loving ones. Like Narnia i gess. So whatever, back to my point. My sister says, “I wish we had that.” A magical place we can go to and forget our worries for a while. Or SHARE our worries and get love and support in return. A refuge of sorts. And I realized… I did have that. I do have that.
I love this place. I love my family here.
You know how Shakespeare said, “Alls well that ends well.”?
Well, what if it doesn't end well? Then what?
Let your feelings out …
Do I even feel anything?
Maybe not
Or maybe Im just avoiding everything
And it feels as though Im not feeling anything
But in reality, I am [?]
Im not even sure.
When will I be able to be a better person?
To do all that I wish/need to do?
But does it even matter? Do we really have to 'do' all these stuff to survive?
I guess we do.
Because, not doing it makes you feel like things arent right and something needs to be done!
oh wow. I feel you. I don't know what to say. Will a hug do? *hugs tiiiight* Chin up, sweetheart.
whaaaasuppp Im new to this forum so you better recognizee, hhahaha I thought this was a very interesting post, so many facts, and not a lot of room for doubts, But sometimes you cant just believe everything you read, even if it has cool pictures, not to mension outstanding formating hahaha, at least thats what hapened to me, I recieved all the proofs scientific facts and pictures and the whole thing, but me being an aitheist (at that time) couldnt really believe…
What did it to me was the pesonal sign that Allah gave to me, I think Boo should just talk to Allah and ask for some type of sign too. Allah may just give one to her, I mean, he already gave one to her( this SUPER AWSOME THREAD!!!! with cool pictures and all!!!!!lol) but I think boo just like myself needs to get some type of personal reasurance. So just talk to the big guy pesonally Boo!!! cut the middle man you know?? hahahaha
Orrr you can just look at this freaking post!!!! ahaha jk! Im getting all bossy now
Just dont stess and have fun with it you know? talk to Allah hell answeer! GO TO THE LIGHT!!!!
FOR THOSE PEOPLE THAT DONT KNOW ME IM CRAZY LIKE THAT OK SO DONT MIND ME LOL!
I hope you embrace islam just like I did. Great Post! and Ill read you people soon!!!
The HobecK
Walaykum Assalaam!
Ameen to your dua!
I agree with Hobeck here. Faith is in the unseen. I know it's hard to believe what people say, even if it does have so many scientific facts and all that jazz, because sometimes we DO need to cut the middle man and just turn to our own hearts and sit alone and sincerely speak to God. Just speak to Him, ask Him for some kind of sign, some kind of direction, some kind of guide. Speak to Him for as long as necessary, and wait for the sign for as long as necessary.
For Nessa… I don't know how to thank you for that time. I can't find the words to describe how gentle and caring you were. I can't find the gestures to explain to you how much you lifted up my soul, how much you lightened the burden weighing down my shoulders, how much you eased my heart, and how my tears found comfort in your arms. I can't get over what you did for me that time. You made my heart happy.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I've found in you
I'll be forever thankful Neesi
You're the one who held me up, never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
Thank you… so much, Neesi.
LOL! It's okay, guys can be jerks, I know! LMAO
You've said plenty of inspirational things my love! I was waiting for something embarrassing to pop up! LMAO MY CHEEKS HURT SO MUCH AFTER THAT! LMAO
YOU made my heart so happy! I lubbeth thou my love.
Me and Nessa on the phone about a week or so ago:
Me: I think guys are so fascinating… *fascinated*
Nessa: The only thing I find fascinating about guys is that they can pee standing up!
Me: (after my deaf self finally understood what she was saying) *CRACKS up for about 5 minutes*
LMAO NESSA I LOVE YOU! YOU'RE HILARIOUS WOMAN! I swear I couldn't stop laughing when you said that! Even days after our conversation I STILL laugh about it randomly! LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO !!!!!!
ILY!
lol Seriously crazy!
Welcome to the forum.
Rani ji!!!
It's really good to talk 2u you again!! It's been a while, but I didn't forget you. How can I ever forget you and all the other nice people around here?! I've missed you all and it's good to be back.
I'm doing fine at the moment. I'm still very much in love with my hubby, but no little Shakalakas yet How have you been? We really should catch up on each others lives! Am Rani is doing fine too. I've seen her not very long ago. I'll ask her to join the forum again so you can catch up with her too.
A tight hug back and I'll talk 2u soon again!! *still dancing and not letting you go too*
Shaks
It's good to know you haven't forgotten us, Shakzee! It's gooooood to have you back!
In love with the hubby… awwwwwwww. You're so lucky! I sooo wanna get married! LOL awww lol I pray the little Shakalakas come when you're both ready for them! Stay happy like this inshaAllah!
I'm as complicating as ever! LOL I'm really mad at the moment because I won't be going away to Afghanistan with my mom and bro like I hoped I would be… But whatever lol
Yes, yes, we need catching up to do! Tell Amz ji to get her butt back here!!! I miss her! The bum is NEVER on msn! LOL
*Dancing away with Shakalaka boom boom* LMAO There was this new movie that came out, called shakalaka boom boom or soemthing and i TOTALLY thought of you and started cracking uppp! LMAO Don't watch the movie, though, it was stupid.
If this isn't love, I don't know what is….
If you ever leave, baby you would take away everything, the good and the bad…. how do I live without you? How do I breathe without you?
How do I… how do I… oh how do I live without you? I need you with me…
Sigh.
I know…
*siiigh*
Chubhti hai yeh dhadkan, dil ki ragon mein phir se dard hai…
This heartbeat stings, there is pain in the veins of my heart once agan…
I was at home when I wrote that so HA! But I'm in school right now! LMAO I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU NEESIIIIII!
I am soooooooooo hyper right nowwwwwww!
We missssssssssss youuuuuu tooooooooooooooo!
I thought I'd pop in and shout out a hello *shouts* H-E-L-L-O ?
How have you guys been?!
Anything exciting happend that i missed ?
I came back here..and the 1st thing Im thinking is… What on EARTH happened to the Forum!
Its all green highlighted and whatsnot, but its all good.
Hope you guys have been well.
P~Y~A~A~R
Kav
First of all, that is so cute how you formatted this!
Hello back to you sweeti!
I don't know about everyone else, but I'm gooooooooooood! Haven't always been good, but right now, at this exact moment, I am sooooo goood! Alhamdulillah!
You haven't missed anything lol! The forum is very dry these days. We need to come and water it regularly! I'm one to talk! LMAO
I love this place so much. So so so so so much. *hugs the green forum walls*
Nothing new is up with me… same old boring man! Except that I MIGHT (INSHAALLAH INSHAALLAH) be going away for the summer with my mom and my twin. InshaAllah first to England, then Pakistan, then Afghanistan (most of the time will be spent in Afghanistan), then maybe Dubai, and then back to beautiful California!
InshaAllah! Ameen, thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumm thumma ameen!
How are youuuuuuuu?
Welcome to the forum Mandy! Congratz on Rahul!
For you… the one who gave me so much… and left me hoping for even more. I saw you today. And I smiled that smile.
pyaar dekar tune di hai mujhko zindagi
tu mila hai to mile hai mujhko har khushi
tere nazar me jab se li hai panah is dil mein
tab se yun lagne lagaaa
sach hui sach hui mein sach hui
khwaab thi tere liye mein sach hui
koi khayal thi ya parchaai koi
shayaad sawaal thi mein dhundlaai koi
tune mujhe pechaana mujhe jana mujhe apna liya
mera matlab tune mujhe samjha diya
sach hui sach hui mein sach hui
khwaab thi tere liye mein sach hui
koi gila nahi abb to naseeeb se
jaana hai mene jo tujhko kareeb se
paya hai jo tujhko mene paa liya hai khushiyo ka jahan
teri nazaron mein khud ko paliya yahan
sach hui sach hui mein sach hui
khwaab thi tere liye mein sach hui
Thank you.
SHAKALAKA BABY!
Shaka laka baby shaka laka baby humse karlo pyaar!
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiit's soooooooooooooooo goooooooooooooooood toooooooooooooooooooooooo seeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuu heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN! How is life? How is work? How is your hubby? No news? No kids? noooooo I'm sad where are the tiny shakalaka babies?!?! lol omg how is everything?!?! HOW IS AM RANI JI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you guys sooooo much! You need to give me emails so we can keep in touch!!!
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs shakzee tiiiiiiiight and doesn't let go*
COME DANCE WITH MEEEEEEEE!