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Fake? Why do you say that?

I fell in love with Edward, actually, his love is so selfless (one of my favorite words when it comes to love) and… flawless. He's so beautiful in his ethics and he's so POLITE! I LOVE polite guys, they're quite literally awesome.

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I was reading the third book to the Twilight saga last night (I'm in LOVE with it!!!) and of course I have a million favorite quotes from the books, but this one quote touched me in a way I am not able to explain.

Edward says to Bella right before he puts her to sleep by singing her the lullaby he made for her:

“Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love.”

The minute I read it, I swear to you, I burst into tears. It was awfully strange, because it wasn't just a few tears that pooled
into my eyes and then slowly but rapidly fell down my cheeks. The tears
didn't even have a chance to pool into my eyes, they just burst right
out and started falling like a waterfall. I didn't just cry, I burst… into tears. Tears and I became one. The tears became me and I became the tears. It scared me. Because I had cried like that just a few weeks ago.

I love this quote.

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P.S. It's good to see you on here Marine!

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P.p.s I LOVE this place!

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P.S. Welcome to the forum johselyn!

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Come back here and drop us a message… where are you, how are you, are you happy? Bas. That's all I want.

awwwww twin ji, I love you SO!

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LMAO PAGAL! You are truly adorable, you know that? I really could see you printing out something he wrote before anyone else! Meri pagli, come here

Yes, I remember the story.

We love you too, madder person.

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Johselyn… you're still sweet sixteen… ain't no better time to dream than now.

I remember when I used to be sweet sixteen and you used to say all these crazy sweet things to me back then.

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*hugs back*

I miss Khushi.

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dil ke zarokhe mein tuz ko bithhaakar
By having you sit in the balcony of my heart
yaadon ko teree main dulhan banaakar
By making your memories into a bride
rakhoongaa main dil ke paas mat ho meree jaan udaas
I will keep you close to my heart. My beloved, don't be upset.

kal tere jalawe paraaye bhee honge
Tomorrow your charms may be strangers to me
lekin zalak mere khwaabo mein hogee
But the glance (of your charms) will be in my dreams
fulon kee dolee mein hogee too rukhasat
You will leave in a palanquin of flowers
lekin mahak meare saason mein hogee
But the fragrance (of the flowers) will be in my breaths.

ab bhee teree surkha hothhon ke pyaale
Even now, the glass of your red lips
meree tasawwur mein saakee bane hain
have become the bar girl (I didn't know how else to translate Saakee lol) in my imagination
ab bhee teree julf ke mast saaye
Even now, the intoxicating shadows of your hair
birahaa kee dhoop mein saathee bane hain
have become my companion in the sunshine (heat) of separation

meree mohabbat ko thhukaraa de chaahe
If you want, you can spurn my love
mai koee tuz se naa shikawaa karungaa
I will never complain to you
aakhon mein rahatee hain tasaweer teree
Your picture (image) resides in my eyes
saaree umar teree poojaa karungaa
I will worship you all my life

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Aaah… Jab We Met… i love this song. Tera mera na ho kisi se vaasta… <3

LOL I couldn't help it, Abhi was making me weak in the knees.

Yeh raaste manzil se behtar lagne lage………. <3

Twin ji, listen to this song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfNuCoJaDuU&feature=related

It's BEYOND beautiful. I LOVE LOVE LOVE it beyond words.

I'll translate for you in case you don't know it:

How much do I love you, this I do not know
But I cannot live without you.

I have heard that people lift the sorrow of separation
I wonder how these people live their lives…
Even a day here seems like a year.
How much do I have waited, this I do not know
But I cannot live without you.
How much I love you…

If someone else looks at you, this heart burns (with jealousy)
I am able to control this heart again with very much difficulty
What efforts I make, how would you know.
How restless is this heart, this I do not know
How much do I love you, this I do not know
But I cannot live without you.
How much I love you…

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I am so miserable.

I have to say this.

I cried so much that my heart literally hurt. I couldn't breathe properly. My eyes stung with the tears. I couldn't stop. the tears kept coming in painful sobs that shook me completely. I finally had to stop. I had spent too much time in the bathroom, 30 minutes crying, and I was afraid someone was going to wake up and knock on the door. It was hard to stop, the tears weren't enough, I had more locked inside me, but I forced myself to stop. Good thing too, cuz my sister woke up to use the bathroom and I had to go the opposite way so she wouldn't see my puffy and red eyes. Then I ran back to the room in the silence and covered the evidence in the darkness of the night.

I woke up to find that my eyes were still red and puffy. And they still sting.

It hurts.

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I think all the beliefs represent the same thing. We can believe in whichever God we chose, they're all the same.

We just need to accept everyone and their beliefs

Then we can finally live in peace

I agree: No matter which name you choose, there IS only ONE God.

Muslims do not use the word “God” because you can add to it and change it and make it something it isn't.

God – alone, it is masculine – God is neither male or female
Gods – This is plural. there is no such thing as godS, there is only ONE God.
Goddess – This is feminine – God is neither male or female.
Godparents (Godmother/Godfather) – What does that even mean? People make up the strangest things!
Godchildren (Goddaughter/Godson) – What does that even mean? People make up the strangest things!

And there are probably more additions that I don't know of or can't remember right now.

Muslims use “Allah” because it is so unique. It cannot be changed, it cannot be made plural, you cannot add to it, it is neither masculine nor feminine and nor can it be MADE feminine or masculine.

We can accept that everyone is not going to believe in our beliefs, but there is nothing wrong in giving people the proofs they asked for, that's all I'm doing Kavita.

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BOO! How did you know I was going to chase you with a belan?!? Am I that predictable? Whatever, action!

*shocked huge smile, stares at boo as the water drips down*

(I couldn't find a picture of Rani dripping wet in the short time I have right now, but I did find this and I thought it was soooo BEAUTIFULLY sexy and my Abhi is there tooo so I HAD to put it up! )

YOU LIL YOU KNOW WHAT! Tu ruk! Main tumko dekhti hoon! *Chases Boo with Khushi's belan, sees Abhi's picture again and gets in a *siiigh* mood* You know what boo? NAACH WITH ME!!!!!

Hehe Yep, they're dancing to Maahi ve Shahrukh right there, i'm imagining him as kajol/Khushi Hey! Bothj start with K! LOL

*watches Boo do the tumka* That's the waaaaaay, maahi ve!

(Yes, Kavita, I do find it funny! )

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Ugggggh I will kill this forum! I had to sign in like 5 times to post here.

Rani, when I click the 'More' button, nothing happens. :

I miss the old forum too.

Everything about it.

More forum users use to come back then.

We were all more into it

i know hunn, i know try the more button again, it must be there.

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I feel so unlike myself

Same here.

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Whenever I used to feel lonely and tortured, I used to come to the forum… way, way, WAAAAYYY back in those old days…

… and now I am feeling lonely and totured… so here I am.

Sigh.

Aaah Twin ji, our twin things really touch me. Same here, darling, same here.

I love you baby. We'll be okay one day.

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Hey Rani, its okay … I guess we have to make ourselves feel okay no matter what … like those words Shakespeare used … maybe we just have to accept our situation, see ourselves as well and try with that.

You're right. Everything does happen for a reason. And many times, we are blinded to the reason. But there's a reason, even if we dont know it.

How have you been these days my darling? And how come you dont know how Ninja is *stares* I know the two of you are close as butter and bread! I hope things are okay with her though.

~Hug~

Yes, WE have to make ourselves feel okay. Trusting ourselves, having faith in ourselves is key. It so is.

Blinded we are. But soon, we will see.

I've been miserable. Someday, somehow, I'll make it out alright.

I just didn't hear from Ninja, but she's good, alhamdulillah.

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Oh, if you click the “More” button next to the “Reply” button, it has a “Delete” option.

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I don't know Kavita, the forum is so annoying like this. I miss the old green one.

I miss Khushi. And boo.

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