My mother had a mini stroke.
I'm thinking of my sister. She's sleeping next to me in her bed right now, the duffer. The other day I sang three songs to her. I sang Tere Bin by Atif Aslam (he has the BEST voice in the world. It touches my soul. There's something about it that… does something to me deep inside. Kuch kuch hota hai bwl, tum nahi samjhoge) to her because for some strange reason, she loves the way i sing that song. Of course I didn't mind, it's my fave song of Atif's and its special to me. I sang ho agar kabhi koi ghum toh bilkul na tum ghabraana from ta ra rum pum because I wanted to dedicate the lyrics to her. And I sang Tu jahaan for her too, because i wanted to dedicate the lyrics to her. They all fit her, so I decided to do a little something for her. She was lying down next to me, her head on my lap, and so when she heard Tu jahaan, the dodo started crying. I didn't realize it because I couldn't see her face until I heard her and I was like “OMG you idiot stop crying! Why are you crying for? You're just as bad as mom (cuz i sang Meri Maa to my mom once and she started crying her eyes out lolly)! don't cry.” And I'm all wiping her tears away and she snuggles in closer on my lap and i just kept smoothing her hair out while she listened to the rest of the song. And then she goes on about how sweet that was and I just at her.
I love that bum mucho.
Oh, now he comes
*CRACKS UPPP*
LMAO
LMAO aaaaaaaaaaah memories! I LOVE THIS THREAD OH SO MUCH!
Lol well hey, your memory of broken pieces will all come together when you watch it again! And you shall you shall! Its really beautiful … so watch it!
Yeah, I wish I could watch it again too but I dont have any dvd/video and its not showing on TV.
Oh how I wish if we could have real movie days!! Like just sit on a comfortable sofa, watch movies!! Talking about how pretty Rani and Kate look, or how silly Saif is, or how schweet Shahrukh is … and then we can even start busting some dance moves
I watched Hum Tum a long time ago .. cant remember much though. I also watched Aja Nachle; its nice but I thought Maduri would come back with a better movie. As for Dostana, it looks funny and I like the song 'Desi Girl' hehe so Im going to buy it. Thanks for telling me about the other movies! Hopefully I will get to see some.
Enjoy Titanic. And when you're done, come back right here and give me some feedback!
OMG I know it would be sooooooooooo nice to actually sit together and hang out and watch movies! LOL B ut you really dont want to watch a movie with me. I talk through out the movie, i go awwwwwwww at where i like it, and grrr at where i dont and this is stupid when i get annoyed lmao and i like rewinding a lot too lmao my twin bro gets sooo mad at me lmao he's like “u are the worst person to watch movies with!” lmao
Aaja nachle isnt the best story, but i love the imraan and anokhi bits, i've got lots of connections with the movie.
lol the desi girl song is awesome. One of my friend calls me her desi girl, she's like “this song is sooo you” and she named me her desi girl and is always singing it to me lmao
I saw Titanic. It was good. I love how he looked like a kid My most favorite part of the movie was when he was in the water while she was lying on the door and how she's like “I love you jack” and he's like “don't do that! Don't you do that! don't you say ur goodbyes now Rose” and how he's all giving her a pep talk while he's in teh freezing water and his hair is icing over and how he says to her that she's gonna live, that she's not gonna give, that she's not gonna let go. I loved that part. I loved that part where after her mom tells her not to see him again, when he saw her he told her something like “this fire in you… they'll burn it out” i dont remember the exact words, but my oh my did i love it when he said it… *siigh*that was my second most favorite part in the movie. and i loved how when she jumped off the boat to get back to him how they run to each other and he's like “YOuRE SO STUPID WHY DID YOU DO THAT?” ahhaa that was sooooooooooooo cuuute! And i love when she was like jack im sorry im so sorry im so sorry im sorry when she came back to save him lolly and i loved how they would say to each other “I trust you” and when she said to him “I jump, you jump. right?” when she came back. And i liked how she DID live her life. she traveled, she did horse back riding, she lived it up. It reminded me of that qupote from the Tum Bin movie, how he says to her “Lekin yaad kuch yun karna, ke tumhare jeene ke kaam aa sakoo” – “But remember me in such a way that I help you in living” and thats what she did. thats how she remembered him. he helped her live. And I loved how she never spoke of him to anyone. That was beautiful.
But what I DIDNT get was why
I feel so miserable. I miss him so much. I'm so stupid. I went and started thinking everything through from when we met and I read our latest conversation to each other and now i'm miserable and i miss him so much and crying doesn't help right now and this sux and life is so stupid and i want to know why. damn it i want to know why.
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Dont you hate it when people compare you to others?
Like what the heck! Everyone has their OWN experiences and their OWN life, no one can be exactly the same.
I know we're all people in general but … People dont even start on the 'same level (of experiences)' to begin with, then how the freak do you compare people like that?! Do you know what that other person is going through (that is making them behave like that)? Do you know what I am like and what that other person is like, for you to compare me with them?
And the thing about which we're being compared ……. its untrue (in my view) anyway!
It can get pretty annoying. No one is exactly the same, but like you told me earlier, we only see and anazlyze what we see, what we're given. Whoever compared you to someone else is only telling you what they know, how they see it, how they've analyzed it. You can't seriously get angry or upset with them for that, na? The best thing for you to do is to explain to them why you feel you shouldn't be compared to them, tell them that the things you're comparing between the two you is untrue. One of the biggest problems we humans have is that we don't communicate. or miscommunication.
You know what i've realized over the years? That sometimes people have stuff in common with the people they don't like or the people they have issues with. I realized that a long time ago with my sister. there was this one person that she had problems with, it wasn't that my sister disliked her or anything, but sometimes she has issues with some of the things the girl did. And i told my sister one day, “you know you don't like this about her, but you do it too…” Naturally she got upset and angry for what i said, because thats what ppl do when they get compared to ppl they dont want to be compared to. but it was the truth. the truth hurts. And after that, my sister realized i was right and so she strived to better herself in that respect, and now she's the epitome of good, of beauty, of sacrifice, of best. And after that incident, i've realized this wiith a lot of people; that they tend to be like the people they don't like or have issues with. It's like you know how we say things we don't like abt ppl, but most of the times we do that thing too? Like, for example, i hate it when people say things to you that they really want to say to you or that they believe is true, but they wrap it up in jokes. i hate that. But, i do that too sometimes. So i try not to do it, but it doesn't change the fact that sometimes i slip and i DO wrap it up in jokes.
I'm not saying that you are like the person you are being compared to. I don't know that person and I don't even know you enough, and I don't even know the basis for the comparision to make that judgement. I'm just saying that because I've realized it is true some times. I guess you can say i went on a tangent.
Anyway, my advice is to make your feelings known about the subject to the person it involves.
love you. chin up sweetheart.
I LOVE Beedi.
Beedi jalayle jigar se piya, jigarma badi aag hai…
/if that was ur talking abt
Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
{Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one}
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
There is some love that will not go away
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
*siiigh*
There are so many things I'm afraid of. One of them being that my heart will go on without you. Today was so awful. I don't know what to do… Will my heart go on without you? At times I feel it will. But then, days like today, I feel it won't. And everyday I fear it will.
there's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
like in your eyes,
i see the missing pieces
searchin' for
i think i've found my way home
“I think I dreamed you into life.”
Boooooooooooooooo! OMG I TOOK A PICTURE OF FERRERO ROCHER LIKE THIS LMAO i dont' know where its at though, imma have to look for it lolly and then ill show you yours brilliant! It is chocolate na? lolly
Aaaah Kavita! Looks like my sister wants to watch Titanic now! LOL plan failed!
imma go watch it in a bit lol
No my parents are not okay with me talking to people I don't know but I still do it lmao My dad put a passoword on the computer so I can't use it and when I want to use it, i have to ask my parents to turn it on for me and it's really annoying. lol but i get their point of view and its fine for now. That was a really rough time, back when i deleted everyone except Tayba, it was super awful. EVERYONE was on my back, my sister too. but i fought for Tayba with my sister and then my sister stopped saying anything to me. that was so awful of me now that i think back on it… I fought with my own sister, i hurt her so much… i'm such an awful sister, she's really too good for me. and now my dad is still strict about the computer, so i just try to hide it from my parents lmao
Your mom is hilarious! HAHA I can't believe they wouldn't believe you when you said Scarry was a girl! LMAO well actually, my parents wouldn't believe me either lmao well as long as everything is set now! hehe
yeah, just email me ur add or pm me or whatever and i'll re-add you inshaAllah speak to you soon 🙂
love you too jaana
Sighs!!!
@ Rani: Yup Kavee has always been like this, she just never shows this side of her much… an I totally agree, she a darling, an amazingly beautiful angel
i dnt believe ur an awful sister dear Rani, how could you be?? am sure u and yr sister still have dat pure love dat sisters have regardless of what had happened.. it was the past..let it be… enjoy whats now..look around and see the beauty that fills yr life NOW … Really… dnt let the weight of the world get to you my dear…
when u love someone…. no matter how much they hurt u, no matter what happens to make u drift apart…when u truly love someone, in the end only love matters… soooo whomever u may have hurt or whomever hurt u…if ( and I believe love cant be anything but true ) your love is strong u will be in each others lives again…
watever it is thats troubling your heart, let it go …try to… u cant control what anyone else thinks of you but u can be the master of yr own thoughts …
I dunno if I am making sense dear ..I really dont.. I just get this sad feeling with yr words….
All this sadness isnt good for the soul…
Yes, the love my sister and I have has grown stronger than ever. She loves me despite everything I have put her through, she loves me despite how much I hurt her. Her love never fades, it only grows stronger. That's what sisters do. I love my sister. Yeah, you're making sense. Thank you.
YES I LOVE THE LIBRARY! hehe i'm in love with bollywood.
lol WE SHOULD WATCH TITANIC TOGETHER! What say? I could tell you when i'm planning ot watch it and then you could wath it the same day lolly and then we can talk about how awesome it was! LOL I don't remember if it was beautiful or not, i wasn't into love back then lmao I don't remember much from it, I remember the scene where they first met, i remember the *ahem ahem* scene and being super shocked cuz they showed her boobies on tv and I was like lmao and I remember the scene where the ship crashed and then i remember the scene when she's sitting on the plank or somethign and he's in the water… awwww lolly and i remember her being an old lady and talking to some peopel lmao
I finished the semester in college, i just took summer classes lol next week is the last week inshaAllah wooooot
WATCH JAB WE MET!!!!! ITS MY FAVORITE MOVIE EVER! And then watch HUM TUM also my fave movie and then watch Aaja Nachle, the anokhi and imraan bits are my fave – the story overall was eh lol
bachna ae haseeno was good, funny. dostana gets annoying if you watch it too much. i liked it the second time i watched it, after that it became a drag. saathiya was good – YOU ARE GONNA LOVE THE ENDING LMAO
watch taare zameen par its an amazing movie and watch u me aur hum also amazing and watch umm… yeah first watchall those lmao
Wow that's great mashaAllah! All the best for whatever you choose to do!
lol humph. keeping secrets, huh? you already told us your age on the forum, i just forgot! I could guess, but i won't.
lol no I didn't get into any trouble, my parents never saw it lmao
My sister saw it once! OMG i was so dumb i put it in between my books on my bookshelf and when she was looking for a book, she saw it! She looked at it and was like “what is this?” I don't remember my reaction but she put it away and I didn't say what it was. Remember how it had pictures of Rani on the front? I'm guessing she thought that I made it cuz I was so in love with Rani LMAO and ever since then, i would carry it around in my back pack so that it would always be with me so that nobody ever sees it! and now its sitting in my closet in a packet with a bunch of my school stuff lolly
haha of course i'm not mad at you, darling. Why would I be? We're twins remember? I like to be honest and blunt too, remember? We both need to say things, we like having them said, you told me that lol I will never be mad at you for being honest and blunt with me, I may not always agree with what you say or like what you say (LMAO) but never BECAUSE you're being honest and blunt and showing me your honest opinion. I try treating people how I want to be treated, if I want honesty, I give honesty.
LMAO you know It took me soooo long to remember what b/c stands for!!! I was alll thining my brains out at what it could stand for and then I made the connection and was like OH *cracks up* – LMAO! heheh b/c… i love how you were all like “twin thing… sort of” when you told me about it. lmao
aaaaaaaaah i misss khushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Kavita, yep it's from Veer Zaara! right before she leaves in the train scene! hehe I haven't seen the movie in a long time, i've forgotten most of what happened lmao wanna see it again sooooon.
LMAO OMG YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?!?!? I went to the library and put like 20 bollywood movies on hold for me! LMAO Veer zaara was one of them! LMAO LMAO LMAO Now I can watch the movies for free and I don't gotta go rent it at the stupid movie store lmao I swear you should have seen me on the computer, I went on the catalog and put SO MANY movies on hold! LMAO
I also put some english movies on hold, i've been wanting to see Titanic again for the longest time! the first time i saw it i was like 13 or something and i've forgotten everything and since its posed to be an epic love story i wanted to see it again. i'm gonna wait for school to finish and then watch it though lolly and then have a movie marathon thing with all the movies i put on hold and then imma put hekka more on hold!
OMG twin thing… I was thinking of that line the other day too. Sigh.
haha quit copying me twin LOL i lub ju my amazing-always-in-my-head-twin!
lol whooo hoooo thanks jaan-e-mann!
I wouldn't mind future overdoings.
Really? wow you're doing great then! Why do you want to change your major? Are you in college or Uni? What year are you in? how old are you again? LMAO
Kavita! What do you mean let you know when I'm done reading it so you can delete it?!?!? You're not deleting it! I LIKED IT! Don't delete it lmao. Next time I need it, I can just go back to my pms and read it there and remember how awesome you are! If you delete it imma sooooo smack youuuu! And you did not overdo it, i liked it, it made perfect sense to me and I'm going to reply soon! Please don't delete it lol And no one would get angry at you for writing essays all over the forum space, they'd have to get past me to get any anger to you. It wasn't too much at all jaana! It was just right! I love you so much you little psychologist! LOL Have you ever thought of being a therapist or something? You're into all that psychology, think about it.