[RaNi iS ThE BeS]

it's extremely annoying!

I'll tell you about my mum on msn inshaAllah, okay? <3

lol, nope, no younger sister for me, i always wanted one though! You prolly are confusing me with Ninja. She has a younger sister, two actually. no problem hunn, i know i barely remember some of the info ppl give me haha. My sister is 3 yrs older than me.

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huh, it decides to post just fine now! after it deleted alllll my other posts. grrrr forum is getting annoying and it prolly won't even post this up, so i just might be speaking to myself or it'll post this and nothing else or it'll decide to fix itself AFTER i've given up dsfkgndfklgjbdrskjlbgferkj

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Kavi, I'll reply in detail when the forum decides to fix up its act, but for now: I don't have a little sister, only an older sister. And two bros. And my mom is actually in the emergency room right now with my older sis. how are you? <3

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grrr! NOW it decides to work! After it deleted my paragraph long reply to Nessa! Let's try this one more time: Nessa, yes, he does! but you're no less yourself woman! I miss YOU! I can't wait to speak to youuuu! <3 and lmao as long as you think i'm special at all, hai na!? LOL I love you tooo! Oh so much! Seriously. <3 99

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Stupid forum! Won't let me post anything uppp!!!! GRRRR

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Rani – twin moment huh… both of us looked to senor saab's words for comfort… lol.

lol, I didn't look, I happened to stumble upon his brilliant words when I was being faltoo and re-reading old posts on the forum. But he helped both of us, so twin moment still

He's a retard though.

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Neesi I have no idea what you're disagreeing with me on but it's SO GOOD to SEE YOU! Damn, I've missed you woman! And it sure doesn't help that I lost my phone, actually my sister lost my phone lmao, and I lost my new phone too lmao! It's somewhere in the house, just don't know where and I still needu pay the stupid bill. I'm so depressed, i want my old phone back.

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What's with that face reaction to my words, boo?

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I'm glad you found your answers. InshaAllah i'll find my answers as well.

Your opinion is interesting.

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Hello! Welcome to the forum! I hope you enjoy it here!

You are from the Philippines? If so, do you live there right now?

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eugh stupid copy and paste thing took away all the emoticons! grrrrrrrrrrrr

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Okay, so this isn't something funny a forummer said, but it's hekka cool and i don't feel like typing it out again so imma just copy and paste it and hope you guys remember the Avatar Thread and all that.

Sam says:
I knew you would be online
Candle of Hope. says:
GUESS WHAT?!?!?1
LMAO
Sam says:
What?
Candle of Hope. says:
only for now, my bro comes soon and he's gonna take his laptop away lmao
Sam says:
Sheesh
Candle of Hope. says:
Have you heard of the movie cheeni kum?
Sam says:
I have heard of the movie but don't think I watched it
Candle of Hope. says:
LMAO
YOU SHOULD WATCH IT
AND you know how I did the whole avatar ting on the forum?
Sam says:
Yes
Candle of Hope. says:
and picked Amitabh for yo?
Sam says:
Lol
Candle of Hope. says:
and KANK?
Sam says:
Sheesh I somehow knew this was going there
Candle of Hope. says:
how his name was Sam in the movie?
sexy sam/
Sam says:
Yes
Candle of Hope. says:
remember?
Sam says:
Yes Sexy Sam
How can I forget
Candle of Hope. says:
well i was also thinking of Cheeni Kum
and so was boo
lmao
AND GUESS WHAT
AMITABH'S NAME IS BUDDHA IN CHEENI KUM!
LMAO LMAO LMAO
Sam says:
Lmao!
Candle of Hope. says:
ISNT THAT SO STRANGLES AWESOME!?!?!?!/
Sam says:
Sheesh the irony of it all
Candle of Hope. says:
strangely*
lmao
thats soooo piiiiimp
Sam says:
Someone's been reading the forum and writing it into movies
Candle of Hope. says:
cuz i gave you the name Buddha!
Sam says:
I know
Candle of Hope. says:
NO NO
I SWEAR I DIDNT KNOW!
MLAO
LMAO
Sam says:
You are a bum. You got me stuck on the whole Buddha thing
Candle of Hope. says:
I just saw the movie like yday and found out his name then! lmao
Sam says:
Everyone started calling me Buddha after that
Candle of Hope. says:
LMAO
on the forum you mean?
lmao its cuz u ARE a buddha!
Sam says:
Oi Hush!
Candle of Hope. says:
of course they say his name differently in the movie, but still its the same name
Sam says:
Respect your elders
Candle of Hope. says:
lmao AND AND AND
he's really a buddha in the movie!
LMAO
cuz he falls in love with a girl 30 yrs younger than him!
LMAO
so he's referred to as a buddha tooooo
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah omg
Sam says:
Sheesh
Candle of Hope. says:
i have such crazy connections with people!
Sam says:
No kidding

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lolly, you're welcome buddy.

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Rani:

ur definitely right, when one thing is taken away another is given in return. And the thing that was taken away, was taken for a reason, one that's probably beneficial to u, but difficult to see. Yeah, we definitely get something in return. I really do hope something good comes out of every taking away from me inshaAllah.

Sometimes, we're just unable to see our strengths and ache-ness though, just know that everyone else can and its definitely there. i dont think its possible to lose awesomeness once ur already awesome. i'm not sure what makes u think uve lost it, but i can tell ju that its still there. =) Naw Shereena, i'm just nice on the forum, the real ugly me is hidden somewhere and she comes out from time to time to destroy my life. i know some ppl who thought like that too, that they needed to fix themselves first before other things take place. but sometimes thats just the case. have faith in urself hun, everything else will just fall into place. InshaAllah…

lol yeah im kinda bad for that, i tend to over analyze everything. sry if i over did it with u :S glad it made u smile! u should always do that! =) Omg not at all, you analyzed pretty well. I was just surprised you caught all of that. It really did make me smile. lol I actually do smile a lot. And I giggle a lot too. Some people like to say I do it too much. But thats me, I can't stop smiling and laughing now, can I? I wouldn't want to. lol

Thank you for the song dedication ji! I dedied that song to you before too! lmao I remember you saying something like you didn't want to go outside cuz it was cold or something and I was like, “… I didn't tell you to go outside?” and you were like “you said khud hi aajayegi phir bahaar” and I was all “oh LOL bahAAr means spring but bAAhar means outside” LMAO LMAO LMAO

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We are not going to be remembered for what we have received but for what we have given in life. That day, I killed the ugliness in me that was full of life and watched God and compassionate souls who loved me in spite of myself quietly revive that which was almost dead. It's not about me. It will never again be about me. I live by one simple principle. Give more, keep less. Have I been faithful to this? No. I have failed on many occasions. Sometimes miserably. But, I will prevail. Not because I have what it takes to be who I want to be, but because God has so much more than what it takes to make me so much more than what I could ever possibly dream of being.

I need that. I need to kill the ugliness in me and I need Allah and compassionat souls who love me in spite of myself to help revive something in me that is almost dead.

I've always lived by that rule. Give more, keep less. I have also failed to remain completely true to that, but anyone who thinks anything is always about me doesn't even know me.

I am in love with that last line… But, I will prevail. Not because I have what it takes to be who I want to be, but because God has so much more than what it takes to make me so much more than what I could ever possibly dream of being.

I miss Senor and the beautiful way in which he speaks.

God has so much more than what it takes to make me so much more than what I could ever possibly dream of being… WOW …

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• I am sooooo good at keeping people's secrets. I can seriously guard their secrets with my life. Ask any of my friends, they'll tell you.
• But when it comes to keeping MY OWN secrets, I suck at it.

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Scar Face, I'm happy to see that you have such an optimistic opinion.

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thanks for that reply. that's a bit close to what I mean. if I can't be the person that he wnated me to be, then I guess, it would be better if give him a choice..a choice to let go, or just accept the way I am. if i can never be a perfect wife for him, then I guess, he'd better focused on my positive sides..and not on counting things that I can never be..although I'm trying to be..but I guess, I've done my best..

That really is a beautiful thought. And that's what matters in the end, isn't it? That you've done your best.

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Shereena, you can add pictures by clicking on the button that says “Insert Media” next to the smiley emoticon button when you are posting a message. The insert media button has a “from url” option and u can also insert from your own profile. the way to do that is to first click on your name by the sign out thing in the top right hand corner and click on the button that says upload media and that way you can upload onto the forum into your profile media section directly from your computer. And by going back to the message ur typing when u hit reply, you can insert media from ur profile media.

That sounded confusing even to me… Did you get it Shereena?

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Nosyira – Aww thank you hunn! Okay, InshaAllah I'll share more!

Kavi – lolly, yeah I really DO need to take more pics! InshaAllah I willlll! Thank you soooo much! You know, a photographer told me I was really good at it too, she said i had a good eye for it and wanted to go take pics with me. It made me super giddy! lmao Thank youuuuu, i'm glad you think so tooo!

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