[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly. – Lanston Hughes..

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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as this hadith can be mentioned for those people who act righteous in public and not in private for their hearts are not sincere.

hmm ok, jus sums dat crossed my mind now, on opposites…

about people who are seen as unrighteous in public but in actual fact are virtious and faithful and righteous as their hearts are pure and sincere yet not SEEN as such by any other?

presumptions??…assumptions??…judging one without cause??…am not sure

just random thoughts pouring out my mind…dnt worry bout it

I also love the duas Yemz, it brings a calm to me when i READ IT…thanks..shukriya jaan

ps: DEATH has been in my heart mind, soul ..thoughts..dreams of late…as well

a lot of thinking…a lot of this being done during Ramadhan…have become very transparent and reflective and

am finally seeing what I had hidden …deep within…

must still learn to deal with the sudden anger and heartbreak and emotions seeping thru…

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When my commitments to what I am doing where I am end, I would love to enroll at the University of Chicago and earn a degree in Ancient Near Eastern Languages (Egyptian, Hebrew, Aramaic, Sumerian, Akkadian and Ugaritic).

May I ask….why the university of Chicago?? specifically?? its something I have been thinking about for the last year..well secrectly thinking about until NOW…NOT studying in chicago as such…

While I am yet waiting for freedom from my commitments, I would love to learn Arabic. Oh, I believe that the language of prayer is raw, naked and utterly truthful.

i believe so too..truly do..in fact I cudnt have phrased it better

One cannot hope to hide anything from God. Lol!

u think so huh, lol..u shud sneak in an listen to me pray..most of the time, its more conversations I have with God..and am laughing at my craziness, imagining God shaking his head at me and my pagalness..yet still loving me for being me..its difficult to pray for oneself ..sincerely pray for ones self…sighs…at the end of the day only God KNOWS wat truly resides in our hearts, minds and souls…am a useless…always seeking for others…never for me..yet God knows wat truly lingers in my soul..hence all the laughter..coz like u said **we cant hide anything..nothing..from God…heck its come to a point when i cant even lie to myself anymore…

I just want to pray to Him who understands the words of any soul in any language, in a language that is different from mine.

again u say what I feel….its the way I am..**sighs with relief** finally someone who UNDERSTANDS or may understand my faith..belief and so forth.. wud love to talk more with u ..discussing further on this…

I FEEL BETTER AFTER READING YR WORDS…

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I shoulda
Known I (known III’d)
Fall in love with your game
Guess I had it coming
Now I
Can’t escape what I’m feeling inside
So ain’t no use in running
But (oh no)
I don’t know if you feeling me the same
You gotta tell me something (gotta tell me something)
Cause I don’t wanna be in love with a MANWho’s way too busy fronting

I wanna go back to when
To when you were just a friend
No complications
Not my heart's racing
When I see you baby
But it aint the same cause now
I can’t resist your smile
You got me buggin
I’m caught off your lovin'
And I know it’s crazy but

(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
Like I doooo
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
Like I do

Baby
Sometimes
I try to act like it aint what it is
BOY I gotta face it
Cause I (Cause I value all of the time that we shared)
And I don’t wanna waste it (I wont even waste it babe)
You got a hold on me that I can't shake
So I wont even fight it (no I wont even fight it)
BOY you keep a smile on my face
And I be so excited

(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you (wish I didn’t love)
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you (looove you)
Like I doooo (like I doooo)
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you (I wish I didn’t love)
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you (I wish I didn’t love)
(I, I) I wish I didn’t love you (oh ooh ooooh)

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right, just can't let it go
I opened up, he let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
he ain't nothing like the man I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I can't help it
'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

introvert as well…

same q

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Would you rather get wet in the rain and run the risk of a cold or sit in the house and watch others play in the rain?

bolded off coz..

same q

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

neither on most days..wud prefer gettin drenched…

but a hooded parka it is…these days

same q

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

new resolution

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W.slmz person above me..ur up right lolabove me is up right

**hugz yemz** missssssssssssssssssed ye jaan

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

stupid forum going madd on me again

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Ahahhaa ..she said I have the accent and everyone has an accent

U ALL DOO…

except her hehe

TRUE

She said you talk like reallly american.

SHE DOES

There is a lil accent in her talk yeah

WAAAH..DER ISNT…ITS YR HEARING..GO CHECK UP WUD DA DOCS ALREADY

but its not that much

NOT MUCH OF WAT

..i mean to me, we sound almost alike

WE DNT I DNT SOUND LIKE A BABA

..uh… I think hahhaa

LMAO..LOVE U CRAZEEE ONE

She will soon object to this when she sees this post ahaha

U BETCHA O B J E C T I O N !!!!!

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Woooooaaaaaaah I thought I saw mah name here

…but its Alishia .people…

ahhhhhhhhhhleeeeesssheeeeeeeeaaaaaahhhh

Gosh!!! Wait!!! U guys are having a parrrrrteeeeeeyyyy FOR ME without even inviting meeeeeeeee??? Dat sux beeeg time L Anuther year older, definitely feel older,<img src="http://www.bollywoodlyrics.

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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what is wrong with our youth? *sighs*

Excessive caffeine intake

Excessive exposure to the internet

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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I hope to learn 1000 popular Arabic words by the end of the year. After that I am going to pester Ninja to teach me conversational Arabic. Lol! I want to learn how to pray in Arabic. It is such a beautiful language.

one of the sincerest things I have heard someone say in a while..gud luck with this…

may I ask WHY?? though?? besides the attraction to the lang?

dnt answer if ur not willing to…

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Why do people 'dress' to go to the gym????? Never understood this!

not sure, dnt really care…dnt pay much attention during the time am at the gym…..depends on the individuals interpretation of *dress**?? i guess

next: wats the difference between a house and a home??

yr opinion, ie if u have one on above

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both at any given time

same q

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divine..well depends on who makes it

burfee

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

far away

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

love yr pic feisty and trusting person above me..hope ur well..

and me awaits Gulam jamuns..love em:) ..esp..ones dipped in desc coconut…yum!!

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