[MaMa PeGaSuS]

 Woooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo 

yeah..its the time to disco...

dayem woman, am just S T U N N E D..bestest news eva love!!!

CONGRATULATIONS MY BABY..

 me is soooooo HAPPPPPPYYY, soooooo HAPPPPPPYYYYYY

**TEARS OF COMPLETE MENTAL JOY LMAO 

ME SOOOOO PROUD OF Uuuuuuuuuu

OH GOSH!!! am  sooo damn Happy I cud screaaaammmm again

for u : common lets do da twist mah hunnie

Mah way!!!

 heres me singing .............

Yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

( luking all puppy eyed whilst singing lmao ) 

**MUSIC…***...wait for it...now lets start naaaching !!!.....

Yeh dil...2

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[MaMa PeGaSuS]

lmao ..both ..I will laff an wont stop even u dump a box of popcorn on me

next:still at the movies,

will u cry at an emotional scene or pretend it doesnt affect u

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

interesting>> no..unbelievably disastrous

I actually slept last night, its been a while since I slept for longer than 2 hours

I WOKE up this morning watching the sunrise from my bed, feeling absolutely great and wouldnt leave the house until I found this song

..turned up the volume and danced ..danced sum more and sang along as well..the I had to run off coz I was already late but it was a damn beautiful morning indeed

came in to work ..feeeling great..coz I have made a few very important decisions yest ..

I logged in….found an email that really surprised me..didnt know how to respnd but eventually did..

only to receive one that truly confused the hell outa me and as much as I tried not to get upset..

my temperamental side took over..since then its been downhilll…

I dnt know..really..wer are u Senor, I want to talk with u…well more to u..lol

i need to talk to someone who will hopefully not give me bullsh.t in return…

if i am not already, after today, I think I will die of heartache..or heartbreak a damn heart attack of sorts

I need to speak to someone or else I will go craze in this **cocoon** of mine

As for Willem..are u bludy nuts..dnt encourage him..he is already a handful

craze kid that he is..

and besides u dnt want to feel responsible for someone having their hands chopped off coz they attempted to touch me

right!!! not my darling Willems coz he is super great at the mo…he isnt even saying anything to annoy me..

i need a bottle of vodka and another stroh rum or something as hazardous

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

we r going treasure hunting?? wer?? yipppeeeee

dats a boon, especially with all em kids around..funtastic…

place of comfort:

alone in bed or in the arms of a friend

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I AM GOING TO KILLLLLLL SUZETTTE AND THIS FLIPPANT WOMAN WHO CALLS HERSELF BABY OR WATVA DA HECK …

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I CANNOT BELIEVE I WORK IN SUCH A HAZARDOUS FLIPPANT HOMICIDAL ENVIRONMENT

AM FEEEELLLLLLLINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG*^&*)%$^)^*^(&()&*(()(&)()&&o(

RIGHT NOW

MURDERESSSSSS IF THERES SUCH A DAMN WORD

ARGH

HATE THIS….

I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HOW THE DAMN LARGEST SHIPPING LINE IN THE FLIPPANT UNIVERSE EMPLOYS SUCH

*&$(&^$&(^*(*(&(&*(&*( MORONS TO WORK BESIDE MEE…REEEEEALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYY

BESIDES ALL OF THIS CRAP I HAVE A DUMB BLONDE WOMAN AS A CLIENT WHO SIMPLY DRIVES ME

BONKERS….IF I DIDNT LIKE HER AS MUCH AS I DO, I WILL SHOOT HER ..RIGHT NOW…

****INHALES***

EXHALES

OK

feel a lil better..jus a lil….

am simply wondering if all this is worth it in the end…..at the end of each day

i hate having to go waaaaaaaaaaaaay out to get sumthing done for a client and then my own ppl mess up my account

just drives me crazeeeeeee with irritation and they have the audacity to TELL me I am wrong.lmao yeah damn right!!!

after spending two damn hours getting this hazadous box under control ..bein extra careful..at the end of the day..I am WRONG..

HHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPPHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and i dnt need such feelings right now

our finance ppl are seriously clueless, how can the mng of finance NOT seee or find or even add for that matter

calls me in ..spends an hour annoying me with bullsh.t and at the end it takes me 5 bludy minutes to see what had happened and correct

their stupid mistake

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…I shudnt be sitting here in another dept whilst my company wastes soo much

time employing baboons to run the damn finance dept….

OKAY..SUZETTE just called to inform me that its her worse day too and and and…

anger subsiding now…

dammit hate not beign upset for longer periods …

hate it when i cant shoot ppl who irritate the helll outa me..suzette included

hate shipping her shipments..all those damn relcoms

drives me nuts

hate it when things gooo wrong after working my bludy a$$ off ..

hate it that i do love the challenges UPS brings but still

at this moment..i dnt need this added pressure

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

love this forum coz i can actually scream without having to frighten off Willem

who btw is by my side telling me if I start crying he WILL comfort me then

carry me off to the balcony and attempt to have his way with me lmao

now he blushes when he sees this

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

mara: follow yr heart..will b by yr side…

ness:I KNW ..wish I cud be there to hold u now love…

and make yr sadness disappear

Nazu: u creepa..told u not to agree to marry a malay…kidding..am sure that made u smile..love u …cant wait to see u..we have a wedding to plan dammit..and pls SMILE nah..always here with mah arms wide open

Yumz: ur a special lil angel ..and a blessed soul..ur in my duas..hope u feel better

kavs: mmwahhhhhh..sorry bout the cake

Senor: wer r u ?? miss u anna 🙂

I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again…
Until then…
Goodbye

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

memories

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

running

picnics at the lake or a visit to the zoo

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

my ring

same q

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

**holds person above me tightly***

chokingly tight hahaha

dnt give up hun, ur not allowed to..in order to do so, u need my permission and I absolutely refuse to permit u to give up u hear

crying IS allowed though..my arms are here…always

nw smile my lil sweetness…

will talk more laters

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

as mentioned…..words are just that…. words…at the end of the day….it leaves a lot unsaid…

take care ….go welll…and all of dat jazzz!!!

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head<b

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Quote:

well, u know what they say…things come in the most unexpected way. certainly did not anticipate this but i guess i just have to embrace it. feelings great of course! opposite attract u might say. me the bad, ugly one, unique the good, gorgeous one.

u said it…

remind me..if I ever have the displeasure of meeting u..pls remind me to thrash u …

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

love love love this song…

listening to it an feeling da mood..my mood!!

I do it on a whim, its rhyme without reason whatever comes to mind I'll pull it from thin air.
I've learned to improvise to fill my time I don't want to
live this life, no I don't want to live this life without reason.
Never want to live without it, never want to live,
I don't want to live without reason.
I do it on a whim, with no motivation following this line and I don't know why,
but I've learned to capture time it's my redirection I don't want to live
this life, no I don't want to live this life without reason
Never want to live without it, never want to live,
I don't want to live without reason.
You want to work to spend to show.
You want to talk to smile to feel.
You want to run to thirst to drink.
You want to love to know it's real.
Never want to live without, never want to live, I don't want to live without reason

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

its a cute song ..reminds me of God, my love for god, my mom and dad, my sister Thia

my friend vennesa, Nazu,Vash, my nieces, DS… my quest..meee..

How do I breathe, yeah?
How do I breathe, yeah?

It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over – it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
GOD:

How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?

FOR MOM:

Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.

JUST ABOUT EVERYONE

I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.

How do I breathe?

How do I breathe?

Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
How do I breathe?

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

neva had this…sounds yum though…

next: belgian choc ice cream

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

how goes wat person above??

lol

all is good thanks, hope things are going well yr end

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion –
Is nothing new
Flashback – warm nights –
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after –

Sometimes you picture me –
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said –
Then you say – go slow –
I fall behind –
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look – and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you – I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows – you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time –

If you're lost…

You said go slow –
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds –

If you're lost…
…Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

hi back person bove moi

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