[MaMa PeGaSuS]

oye, be careful hun..silly silly rain ..lol

me issssssssssssssssssssssssssssss meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

lol..am good thanks…

good to hear ur feeling betterer and betterer ..my magic dust werking I see …

hows the angel and mom and life and and and ..talk to me 🙂

erhmmm trying to catch up an a few things

besides its been ages since we were online at the same time nah

I am listening to :

oh mere sona re sona re sonaaaaa

lol..cant find the darn lyrics…do u remember this song??

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

lol…**grabs ness and hugs her warmly**yaaaayy

wait wait me have a dosti song for u

hang on a min

here..off coz its for a guy but u know mah hearts in it r8..

how u bee today mah sweety??

ho mujhe jhoom jhoom ke gaane do gaane do gaane do
ho is dil ki baat batane do batane do batane do
mujhe toh intazaar tha isse din ka
mujhe toh intazaar tha isse din ka
ho aaj mere yaar di hai shaadi
main khushi vich naachda phira
ho aaj mere yaar di hai shaadi
main khushi vich naachda phira
ho rab ne kiya jodi hai mila di
main khushi vich naachda phira

ho dil chahta hai tere sab dard lelu
apni umar bhi tujhe mai yaar dedu
sanson ka kiya hai sansen hai aani jaani
kurbaan dosti pe sau zindagani
ho is dil ne yeh dil se dua di
main khushi vich naachda phira
ho rab ne kiya jodi hai mila di
main khushi vich naachda phira

ishq deewano ko kis mod pe laya hai

ho mar ke bhi chutega na yeh daaman sanam ka
rishta hamara joh hai janmo janam ka
meri khataon ko sanam maaf karna
gar ho sake toh mera insaaf karna
teri duniya joh rab ne sajadi
main khushi vich naachda phira
ho rab ne kiya jodi hai mila di
main khushi vich naachda phira

ho mujhe jhoom jhoom ke gaane do gaane do gaane do
is dil ki baat batane do batane do batane do
mujhe toh intazaar tha isse din ka
mujhe toh intazaar tha isse din ka
ho aaj mere yaar di hai shaadi
main khushi vich naachda phira
ho aaj mere yaar di hai shaadi
main khushi vich naachda phira
ho rab ne kiya jodi hai mila di
main khushi vich naachda phira

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

hey hun

ur still online??

wave at me if u are k

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Oh my Gosh!! My friend Soms had just sent me an email informing me of the birth of her baby girl.

She names her FIONA, and the email was accompanied by

2 cute fotos of a month old fi ( my nic for her as @ this mo) omw..I almost fainted I cant believe this..

madam sends me an invite for her weddin in nov last year

off coz she is in Delhi ( i think ) lol, we have been friends since I was in High school hahaha and she is like 38 now I think …

off coz I was busy getting ready to move here and all my $$ was invested soo me cudnt go 🙁

now almost a year she shocks me with this amazing news …

gosh i wish I cud share baby fi's pics with u guys..she is sooo damn cute

lemme describe…

in the 1st pic..she has her mouth in the ohhh..lol an a cute sly smile..

2nd pic..she luks like she doesnt want to be captured on camera, a lil frown on her face, but still theres a slight smile

he eyes are gorgeous, blackest black, like lil coals and her nose is soo adorable I wanna run my fingers along it

her lips are soft and even this i wanna touch, to see her reaction

her hair is ..myy she has a lot of hair for a month old kid

and her cheeks ohmygod…i wanna kiss her, then just place my face on her an sort brush her face with mine..have u ever done that on a kids skin,,,my word, their skin is super soft and feels like silk

aaawwww am just soooo kush i cud cry but the rivers are dry today hahaha

love ..babies

I

want

a

baby

🙂

well

lots

of babie….like fi

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Alie ji – it looks so much like Durban, because it IS… I thought that was where you would like to be the most…

Cry all you want ji… but promise me you will smile again, and mean it when you do! Bas!

okay I am luking at this pic again..more like obssessively staring at it..Boooooo WERE DID U GET THIS FROM??

I simply cant believe this my dear, it is one of the sincerest acts of kindness and will never be forgotten…My DURBAN

( attempting to hug the foto ) lmao sigh!!!

me cant and dont make promises I may not keep my luw …:)

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really do have my head stuck in the past… (therefore my butt must be sticking out into the future… BAHAHAHAHAHA… what an image! I wonder what that would mean… I am heading for a erm.. 5h!tty future?

Roflmao wooohoooo lol okaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy erhmmmmm wow

not an image I wanna see ……lmao

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Me feel:Fantastically fantabulously fantastical J I am thinking I should start my own dictionary!!!

It will be called

**the dictionary of futuristically futuristic words that are essential to the survival of the future man in the 100^th century **

By her highness Alishia

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Diii ! Noooo !!! Oh gosh. If you want to get drunk for the heck of it… I guess I can say.. Just dont make it much of a frequent practice because then you 'll become like an alcoholic. On any other notes, please be careful and please dont over do it .. please stay away from any automobiles and sharp objects and high windows.

I love you di and I miss you. I hope you are okay.

HEYA mah hunnie

got sum time on my hands now so decided to simply catch up with u all..here and everywhere else lol

***Hi, My name Is Alishia, And I am a recovering Alcoholic**Lmao oye Kavi, stop Fretting already, I wanted to but didnt cus when we reached the

cafe, I realised that I had my meds to take and that with erhmmm my lil something on the way I cant risk such and such, lol

jeez this sounds weird..

alcoholic…hmm sounds promising to me…lol but no chance my dear, am tooo engrossed in life to be intoxicated

to the brink of forgetfulness – it would be fruitless living if I cant savour and remember every moment nah.sooo chill already..I will have a drink in the future, but last night i simply got drunk on the best mug of cafe mocha eva…yummmmmmyyyy

lmao, wat daaah?? Jeez u think I am suicidal??? lol okay I sound suicidal hahaha but aint gonna give up this easily..wat da?? ur afraid 4 the automobiles or for me?? and knives?? lol sum more..ur thinking of the masacre huh..me with a bloodied knife walking around the corpse of my blungeoned colleagues hahahaha..

thanks for making me laff though..

u knw I am feeling great actually, am well thanks and I want you to pls take it easy on the studying, u hear…all work and no fun will make kavi a boring bumm…lol kidding

I miss u too stranger…keep me updated will ye!! love u

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Ali..I want to thank you also for helping..and calling me..and helping me through… althoughth eend result was… OKAY I refuse to go on any further!

lol,sorry hun, really ..theres no need to worry though – the point is ..u tried nah…and its the thot that counts..no need for thanks it was bludy fun

bossing u around hahaha except I almost ruined my supper..but it turned out great in the end …..now smile..theres always another time to bake that perfecto cake..the end result was that ..u love yr boyfrend sooo much u tried until the very end to bake him a fab cake…sooo shush already..

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Laaga Chunari Mein Daag … I was listening to all of the songs today. I love the 1st and last songs. I heard Rani is a prostitute in that movie. This turned me off when I was told it ,

hmm I seriously would like to know why it turned u off this movie?? ie knowing she played a prostitute ….so when u get the time I look forward to your response to this question…

dats it…mmmwaaahhhh

meeeeeeee

~di~

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Yup! I'm officially offended.

Finally!! my job is done!!!

Delete the post immediately.

Lmao! Both you women are bonkers…

yeah compared to one who dances around campfires near lakes in the nude with other men, am sure we are the bonkered ones in this place…

laughing at my my expense. It's fine. I'm glad I could be of some use finally Lol!

keep on dreaming..lmao

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I am so scared that, one day, I might have bipolar disorder.

A ridiculous thing to say now, I know.

Since when does** ones concern for oneself ** is seen as ridiculous in the eyes of the people who love and care for them hey?????

I am no hypochondriac (hah!) and I know suicide and physical harm to self are not options for me (as of now, anyway). I have a lot going for me right now (I say this at the risk of sounding important and 'big'… but I know you guys get what I mean!).. I have no intention of quitting all that I am working for.

Then don’t, even for LOVE, don’t especially for love, Love is love my dear, and although life is love and vice versa, do not lose that fire within, the one u had throughout your existence, the one that’s within your soul. Love will come around, when the time is right.

But… but but but.

There are days – no no, moments, rather – when I am so so so happy… I feel like Life is hugging me tight and jumping around with incredible joy that I will not do injustice to by expressing in words

.

**smiles***

And then come moments when I feel like I have hit rock bottom. I have not really, of course. As I said, I have a lot going for me right now. But when one is in that state of mind, one does not think clearly.

I agree, and its natural and human to go through such stages in ones life, live it, experience it and then let it go and freely as it arrived.

When you are feeling so sad, so lonely, because the one thing you live for – Love, in my case – is not there…

But it is Boo, it is, if LOVE is NOT there then why do u feel these feelings?? Coz off ?? For the sake of?? Why?? Love is there, but the person u love isnt, right?? Don’t confuse the two and don’t confuse yourself and don’t confuse your beautiful soul honey.

there is little rational thought going on in your mind. There are moments when I feel like giving everything up (not dying or self-harming myself), but just giving up on everything that makes me me.

Can identify with this, and as much as u say u don’t have the strength, that is what simply makes u go on when u yourself have no idea why u are going on when all u want to do is simply give up..That very STRENGTH u think u don’t have keeps u going!!!

Because I don't have the energy for it. Not of the physical sort, but the mental sort.

Go on a diet, a mental diet, kick out the negatives and look within that mental mind of yrs ( not mental mental … u know what I mean ) and kick out the excess..relax ..

Smell the roses, take a walk.. Watever, refresh em brain cells of yours..

It takes me all of my energy just to remain strong and smiling,

Why?? Why ?? Cry if u have to, frown, sulk, scream smile laugh..but do it coz it’s a natural process it comes freely..dont waste that precious energy

Doing what u don’t FEEL like doing, in this case smiling..

where am I supposed to find the energy to actually succeed in life?

Its within u..ur the one not letting it out by trying too hard …

There are moments when I let my sadness take me over completely, and weaken me.

Weakness is or shouldn’t be seen as a sign of negativity, and sadness shouldn’t be seen as a sign of weakness.

The side-effects of this, of course, show in the downward plunge in my performance. With people, with work, with everything. I see myself becoming the person I don't want to be.

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and I just randomly thought of Senor Saab.. and then I thought of what he likes to get up to at weekends (hint: lakes and moonlight and …)… and I just had a mental image of him dancing to this song… next to a lake in the moonlight… and he's not alone.

It's so scary I am laughing my head off here!

(Senor ji… I am only teasing you. Tell me if this offends you and I'll stop/delete/whatever.)

Laughing MY a$$ off now…oh my gosh!!! roflmao

boo….. and I am thought of as the perverted one in this place…eish lol

well except now u got me thinking of Senor and his erhmmm indulgences ..lol

so I guess I still hold that title

oye and wats with the apology, u have FULL permission to go ahead and say more

where Senor is concerned…lol..tease tease tease..he doesnt mind at all lmao

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it's Senor's job to freak us all out…

What the? Lmao! Woman, come by the lake over the weekend, and you will comprehend what 'freak' is all about. Yeah, yeah, we're gonna scare all the fish away

for sure..poor fish….yuk

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That being said…please be safe! If you wish to drunk dial me,

wow dat wudve been lekker fun nah..listening to me in a druken state lmao..

wasnt neccessary coz I chickened out..had to think of my health 🙁 cant mix the damn alcohol with my meds..

I will be available!

i know:( 🙁 🙂 🙁 🙁

Love you,

The Ness

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Stupid, STUPID, STOOOOOPID!

Will NOT wish you well! I hope you get a hangover that makes the wings of a fly sound like a jet engine, INSIDE UR HEAD!!!!

roflmao…oye ji..I dunno wat to say..after alll the trauma i have with my ears u go and wish for the worse lol

Yeah… what did I tell you about strength ji?

madam Boo, let me clarify something to you, wanting to consume alcohol doesnt neccesarily mean I dont have inner/outer strength to handle my

everyday/night problems. STRENGTH..lol..wat did u tell me about strength boo?? dat u KNOW i have the strength to overcome whatever it is that contaminates my soul, RIGHT..and thats true.. I soooo want to let it all out right now this minute..but am just too busy…

Take care of yourself. Don't drive yourself back home….!!

i didnt drive myself home but thanks for the concern

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for ness: I knw and understand and respect Aarons words as well dear..this was a personal take of the subject..u shud know nah

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My nana fell asleep in death 17 years ago, my older brother almost 2 years ago. At times I think of them, how much I miss them and I cry. It used to happen daily, then monthly…now, not as much, but it still happens.

We have heartache. We stumble. We fall. We get back up again. It's called 'The Human Condition'.

true hun…time heals..words words words words..damn this flippant distance..me wanna me with u now…

love u …

Senor above me ….

hope ur well dude

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

whats the prupose of a hug??

it is known ( in my head ) that when people touch/embrace, it brings with it cheer and a feeling of comfort and temporarily takes away ones feeling of loneliness and sadness..just my view

when one cant FEEL it??

i havent really felt any hugs sent out to me or given to me..I am losing it again – am losing myself within myself again…closing in and going into that shell..its why I posted this question…to help me understand what I am going thru..

why does one hug another??

one cant FEEL anothers pain to the extent that this person is feeling his/her hurt, joy, pain etc..embracing is a form of showing that u are here regardless and u are giving and being there by simply holding another in yr arms..not sure if I make much sense here…Love cant really be defined into words and always saying it, doesnt necessarily mean the recipient feels your love or that the words have sunk in,,sooo holding another and pouring ( mentally and emotionally ) your love for the other by simply touching/embracing, is I guess an act of love??

why do U hug anuther?

me, coz I can 🙂 lol…its coz sometimes well most times I cant/couldnt say the** i love u ..am here**, soo hugging expressed my feeelings without words..everyone who has been hugged by me knows my love by the strength the hug has …sometimes words are just that…words

do u hug??

I never did …I certainly do now…

and if soo

why do u feel the need for it??

and if hugged, how do U feel when bein hugged??

thats my problem I guess, I lack feeling:( am growing cold …am not sure whats going on…

finally – when was the last time u were hugged??

this morning by my colleague Astrid

or and what /how did that hug make u feel? 🙂

it made me smile coz it was unexpected..she came from the back and simply held me…very warm and lovingly .. next:do u er

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have joked about this for a while but today I am going to stop talking and actually

take that plunge..

i want to FEEL that drinking alcohol will drown my sorrows and if it doesnt

am going to sue all the bludy alcohol people who makes that damn stuff

I told my friends that I would like to actually get myself drunk for a change coz I

dunno..am just feeling the need to do somes drastic like dat

sooo yeah

my randomness for the day…

ciao!!!!

sooo wish me well mah peeple ..ammm offf on a roller coaster ride …

mwah

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

k I just went out to the ladies to touch up my erhmmm makeup and I walked right into the glass doors

lol..I started laffing and the security dude luked at me in a sorta weird way coz I guess most women wud simply shy away in

not mee though.. i just laffed l..

he says: **ur having a bad day huh**

me: **nope, more like a bad life**

dat just wiped the smile outa my face…

anywys…think of me now walking into a glass door..dats gotta bring a smile to ye face..nah??

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S'ok to cry…it doesn't compromise your strength!

i know ma….I know…eish!! me feels like grabbbing u thru this flippant screen and squeeezin ye with my hug and love…

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Today is a good day!

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Thanks for askin!

yoh..wuts with da formality nah…me aint the president…yet…

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No need to miss me, I'm right here! lol

like I will stop…

hws mah angel?/ and wers the pics of her tatoos?? she promised:(

**sulks***

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

the 6th target – JP

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I'll leave this 'flirting' rubbish where I found it, IN THE BIN…or will I? Hmmmm…

bummer I tell u

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

neeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

***hugs**********

i think i am going to cry .just saw Boo's pic and its just ….u knw:)

hw r u love??

me missssssssssssssssssssssssssssss u

lol n now the darn tears!!

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