confusciousness
am hungry..thinking of person above me
Babe – No PM from ya Try again? Mmmmmmmwah!
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
sigh!! k will send to u shortly
Firstly. am NOT suicidal..Jeeez..u guys sound like I am going to kill myself or sums
like dat!!!
2ndly didnt know there were any responses to my posting ..only saw em now…
dnt have time to reply or say much..just wanted to say ..thanks…for being here
this place is hopelessly lovable, and each one of u are as much loved tooo..
Kush n ranz n kavz – pls check yr pms
yemz u b awrite..scarry says sooo, and soo it shall be
tayba i love u …cant wait to see my pressies:) an u slapped me?? woah watchye bak deary..kidding!!
Boo n a kiss an another MAAAASIVE hug – pagli..stay strong hun
Ness wish u were here..love u ..
Scarry!!! im so happy to see you online, ji!
am NOT
ur imagining things again Yemz
yemz LOVE U ..Shukriya
sigh
its beautiful yemz..
lmao khair mubarak jaan. Remember once when I texted you 'Jumuah Mubarak Loserina' ROFL and you showed your dad!
*faints*
rofl, il be like unclerino, sorry about calling ur daughterina a loserina. I mean she's a fobberina.
wtheck am I on abt. lol.
**no crack usage on the forum** chicka's ..u galz are pagalish cute..tnx for making me smile
btw dare I ask why the subject is titled..ALIE
last I checked..I go by da nic…
hmmmm
I wanna say thank you,
Oh, I wanna say,
I wanna thank you for being in my life,
I wanna say thank you.
and I miss you,
and I wish you were here with me saying thank you,
and I love you for being in my life.
I don't know
I don't know,
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you in my life,
In my life,
I wanna say thank you,
I love you and I miss you,
I just wanna say thank you,
I love you and I miss you
I can't remember life before you
And I can't imagine life without you
And I wouldn't want a life after you
There's no you, I don't have,
Any reason to live at all
Since you've walked in my life
The warmth from your heart brought my love alive
And I know that I will never love this way again
I hope and I pray
That this feeling never goes away
i wanted to talk to you – pick up the phone
i don't want to be alone
said i need someone to hold on tight
get ready for this magical ride
helplessly i'm falling so deep
what am i supposed to do
love's too big a word, baby to hold inside
i tried and tried, but i just can't find the love
love is more than just another 4-letter word
can't fight the feeling, no matter what you do
love is more than just another 4-letter word
if you're not careful, it's gonna get you too
today were together – tomorrow we're apart
this how our daily life goes
it really doesn't matter, baby, what's going on
we're still in love – everyone knows
if i need a helping hand i can count on you
mornin' noon or evenin' time – it's always the same
you'll always be there – i can count on you
love is more than just another 4-letter word
can't fight the feeling no matter what you do
love is more than just another 4-letter word
if you're not careful, it's gonna get you too
love is more than just another 4-letter word
can't fight the feeling no matter what you do
love is more than just another 4-letter word
if you're not careful, it's gonna get you too
i wanted to talk to you – pick up the phone
i don't want to be alone
said i need someone to hold on tight
get ready for this magical ride
helplessly i'm falling so deep
what am i supposed to do
love's too big a word, baby to hold inside
i tried and tried, but i just can't find the love
love is more than just another 4-letter word
love is more than just another 4-letter word
love is more than just another 4-letter word
love is more than just another 4-letter word
Sometimes I stop
Take a look at myself
And realize just what I've done
It's not that I'm better than
It's just that I thought “I can.”
I played the odds and I won
So I have no right to complain
Or feel sorry for myself
When so many more have less
I look around
And I realize
I am so blessed
Yes I am blessed
I am so blessed
Yes I am blessed
It's hard to conceive
People look up to me??????????????
And somehow it makes them believe
That as long as you dream
No matter what life may bring
With God you can do anything
There may be times when the world
seems so cold
And times when I cannot rest
(I don't complain)
Cause I know inside that…
I am so blessed
(In the morning when I rise)
Yes I am blessed
I am so blessed
I am blessed, Yes I'm blessed
Of all of the places I've been
And people that I've met
A lifetime of memories I'll never forget
I look back with no regrets cuz…
I am so blessed
Yes I am blessed
I am so blessed
Yes I am blessed
Blessed..
Oooohhhhh!
person above me has just turned 17 and I missed wishing her…soo sorry my dear
I feel awful about that…wish u were here now..need a &*%)*%) HUG..Or some thing
ok b4 I spoil all the threads with my mood will buzz off outa here
love u angel
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD
I wish i was bludy dead already
I dont WANT to be here sooo why the heck doesnt god take me
am seriously fed up of it allllllllllllllllll
am exhausted to the brink of madness and seriously cant and dont want to go on
one hour on the fone with a certain someone and this is how they make me feel
I truly cant go on… i wish I could just disappear or die..yeah I SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
want death but its not coming my way
my mood earlier today:
Have u eveer been sooo kush for no apparent reason??Well I feel that way, I am soo darn happy I am radiating light throughout the officeBeaming like the stars in the sky, would’ve wanted to compare my kushiness to the moon, sigh!! Chand aur chand..lmao
Am sooo crazilicious happy, I am hoping nothing/no one dampens this spirits..heck to hell with ppl ..Am not going to allow zeeee darkness to enter hahahahahaha
but I did let someone get to me…
I truly cant see any reason for my existance
dats how I bludy well feeel right now!!!
FLIP I HATE THIS FORUM
damn stupid post gone mental again
okay hope u all can make sense of my post…
So it’s for a lover, but leave out the initial message and think of it as a message from me to each of u..wish I could be, physically by your side, holding you and comforting you. But my heart is there and so is my spirit- lol – I sound like I am dead now. Which isn’t far off but lmao..forget it Love u guy n galzJ of this forum and those who sneak in to read my dedications:
Nessa: **holding onto my darling Ness**, with time u will swim away from those shark infested waters ..be patient, hang in there…I cant swim but heck have dived in with ye to keep u companyJ **singing** dats what friends are for. Have said this so many times, but will go on saying it..I love u, am here, any time ok, even if I answer the fone and my voice is all sleepy funny, lmao, still go on talking to meJwell that is until u hear my snoringJ lmao..hmm I wonder if I actually snore, lol!!<span style="FONT-SIZE:11pt;COLOR:black;FONT-FAMILY:'Courier New'
whereee is everyoneeeeee?! STOP HAVING LIVES!!!!!!!!!
roflmao for real..u shud see me now..am gonna fall off my chair roflmao..
was telling my fwend that one of these days I am goin to die laughing
Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
stop having lives???? u sound like the ..well u sound like some other person in this place
am here
am here
am here
am here
am here
am here
tum kush now???
u better be..
lmao
for now am here
love u ..
thanks for making me laff
u disgusting…
thanks..u enjoy yrs as well the ness pitt above me
See You in the club
watching me,
feeling me,
wanning me
i want a little openi
i will be your fantasy
put ur drink down
come to me
do u really want to
get with me
anybody want it
come to me
i can take it no more
(i just wanna
feel my body,
sanu kudiye
touch my body
dont be shy my honey
sanu kudiye
turn my body) - 2
feel ur eyes
undressing me
temptatations calling me
i can call this destiny
becaz it feels like it meant to be
one chance i make u see
no other girl is as good as me
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omg, okay me thought the rivers were dry, nope!! thanks Ness
me cried lol and laughed..I love that song, still cant find the lyrics…
thats me and my guy, in the fields..runnin around and me singing….**o mere sona re sona re sooonnnnnnnnnnnnnna***
such an a$$ trying to cnvince him of my love…lmao
wow wat a bollywood moment – wat a pic…
for u: lets naaaaaachhhh….balle balle style
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom jhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom
tu hi arzoo hai tu hi mera hai
jehan-o-jiya pe tu hi sanwaar hain
dil mein macha di tune dhoom – 2 dhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom jhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom
furkat mein aye mile na
sochu tujhko hi sochu
kaise main khudko roku
saathiya
yaadon pe bas chale na
ek lamha bhi dhale na
bin tere chain kahi na
saathiya saathiya
dil mein macha di tune dhoom – 2 dhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom jhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom
tere siva na koi
khayalon ke jahaan mein
zameen-o-asmaan mein saathiya
tu hi meri nazar mein
tu mere dil jigar mein
tu mere jism-o-jaan mein saathiya saathiya
dil mein macha di tune dhoom – 2 dhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom jhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom jhoom
zara jhoom jhoom zara jhoom
still **hugs ness**
nw nw let the POOR man be..him and the dry lake is a topic of deep
discussion ( marks this on diary ) lmao..oh god I dnt even want to continue
am laffing sooo much am gonna be sick hahaha lmao
okies brb …dnt go anywhere u hear…me need the looo
lol