[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I have an ice box wer my heat used to be

an icebox wer mah heart used to be

am sooo cold so cold so cold so cold

an ice box wer my heart used to b

I feel cold cold cold cold

empty empty empty empty

lifeless lifeless lifeless lifess

whilst mah heart beats beats beats beats….

is dat even possible??

gotta be coz its the way I feel!!

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i hear voices…big fat, irritating voices

thankfully Doc Scarry is in the house to assist:

option1: theres discounts at the Dentist – he will apparently use skills to cleanse one's ears from such traumatic

interferences from pregnant lady bugs…75% discount on this one…**first come first served ** basis

option2: Festive season specials upon enrolment before the end of November at the asylum aka mental institute…is in progress

however classes on **how to banish voices that speak to the user of the ear *** will only begin in Jan 2008!!

in the time being Doc Scarry SUGGESTS: the violated Ear user simply Grin & BARE it!!!

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Our Xmas party is on the 8^th of December and they had themed the night – Moroccan.. Wooooooohooooooooooooo yeah.. I woke up this morning with an amazing design in my head..now to actually try and make that gown…My friends and I decided to go with some style and actually dress like Moroccans, and I am going through the net looking at designs that may appeal to me and am astounded by the beautiful gowns here… Omw..take a look guys…gimme yr suggestions http://takchita.skyrock.com/6.html http://www.skyscrapercity.com/showthread.php?t=377036

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Hmmm… coffee for breakfast and redbull for lunch…. could I be overdoing it just a tad? lol. AAAAH DIE STUPID WORK DIE.

me say yup u are

take it easy there superwoman

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Feels like the weight of the world,
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.
Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?

Freefall, freefall, all through life.

If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
She's nothing to me.

Feels like the weight of the world,
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.
And oh,

I know you don't believe in me.!!!!
Safe in the dark,

how can you see?????????

Freefall, freefall, all through life.

If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.

If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I was

If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be

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Scary villian? Aww lawwwddd… I aint voting for that!

U better

Dats the only award I shall accept J

it amazes me that u guys cant come up with appropriate noms for the ghoul

am soooo tempted to add mine!!! hahahaha

but wont !!!

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I wish more people were like you Serio ji. I will reserve my sleep-inducing posts especially for you…seeing that you tolerate them so well.

dnt dnt dnt dnt…. I need to sleep tooo…soo start posting already dammit!!!

lmao wer was I when the kids wer at play?? Oh yeah..prob asleep Roflmao

wer u @ anna ?? me miss u 🙂

am gonnna bug u like a mosquito…until u respond…lmao

I reallly dooo miss u …

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

ur really a pain in the a$$..but me is starting to like u..

hehehe..craze guy..thanks for being here and making me smile or and lol

bludy craze uuuuu…

for u: coz u make things feel a lil complicated:

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it isChill out whatcha yelling' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've becomeSomebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell meWhy you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Oh my Gosh!!! I can’t even begin to explain how I feel I am soo kush I tell u ..I feel like I am walking on sunshineWait!! Is that not a song?? Oh my I wanna sing and dance and I am smiling soo Much my cheeks feel sore from strainJ Am having a weirdly masala mix of a day lmaoLoving every second…. Trevor: Oh Gosh Its soo great to see these two people whom I love dearly. I haven’t even spoken to Trev yet coz he is still in that meeting but rushing over and being engulfed in his fatherly embrace. I cannot explain how kush that made me, he is my mentor, friend, adopted dad, the man I admire with great love and have soo much respect for.. I am rambling like a lil kid now…I had to , simply had to express my happiness at seeing him after soo many monthsJ Chantal: Oh my, being held by her, she held me and wouldn’t let go hahahaAnd then she calls me her baby, her angel lmao.The guys didn’t let that one go lmao V.nessa: who is standing by my side..no words can express my gratitude Alice: For being you, dammit, our friendship is one of amazement. I love u lil sister, my strength during this timeThia: I love love love love uuuuuuuuu….I doooo..my babyL I am sooo sorry….I …no words..Love u my baby..**hug**

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[MaMa PeGaSuS]

whose a$$ is getting a pwer kick again???

am just sooo damn lazeee now

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

fact: am a gold member AGAIN

fact: am lmao @ yeminliciousss who has suddenly turned vicious

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Sorry Yemz, will be careful when I do use the word sorry

I will refrain from using sorry whenever I feel sorry or think of sorrow

or if i want to say sorry will simply not say sorry

I personally am sorry for bringing up sorry all the time especially if I had said sorry to u

Soory bout that lil one

love u **winks**

roflmao

mmwaaahhh

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Yup we r all a bunch of barbaric hooligans in this place, voilence will def solve the prob…

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late reply…sorry scarry!

*REVIVES THREAD*

lol..no probs..

actually I finally did it

Walked into the salon on Monday

had it chopped off ( not cropped though ) and colored..luks vixenish …no I lie..Luks sex.ish hahaha

feels funny though

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flirty: hahaha

i was doing a lil dance with the new hottie in the kitchen, I kept telling myself to smile but after **accidently**bumping him for the 4th time..lmao i was laughing like a damn 12 year old

Loved: Coz of my fwend V….I never knew ..just how loved I am …

happy: coz I am in love

Scared: coz I am erhmm alone ..yet not

On a high: lmao my meds hahaha

Broke: my bludy medical bills..arrrghhhhhhh… I need a 2nd job now:)

disappointed: coz I wasnt home to celebrate my eldest sisters bday and coz my fam wont be here …

Euphoric: no apparent reason..lol…

gifted: for having my beautiful souled friends

Nervous: coz …my pending op

Happpppy: coz I will be seeing my ex mng Trev in a short while and my darling Chanty..I missed them soo much

Beautiful : coz I am lmao

Stronger: coz of God – I love God…more than life itself…more than anyone or anything ever..

Xtremely kush: coz I am busy arranging my lil**team building ** with frends..ie our weekend of adventure..am at the moment surrounded by pamphlets containing info on mountaineering, bungee jumping, sky diving ( shivers hahaha ) white water river rafting ( my fav ) and hiking…

sad: coz the road was soo darn dusty and rocky to this place

grateful: for having this life..wudnt want it any other way…well maybe the love love bits of it..

I cud change that..and become stronger and not let myself love …hmmmm **thinks** nah..even that makes me unique hahahaha…LOVE ..eish!! cant help but be meeeee

…………………..

xxxxxxxx ~~~~ Alie~~~~xxxxxxxx

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

gud to see yr bubbly self again

an to hear that yr situation is healing

loveye

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kavs..**kisses kavs with mah glossed up, sexi lips ***hope ur feeling better munchkin?? **hugs**

Aww… the sound of munchkin makes me feel better

**smiles***

Oooo – someone's looking reall hawwt with that glossed up sexxified lips ..

who?? **luks around** lol u such a pagli lil one *hug**

be careful with that smack though..i don wanna be the one responsible for some of that sexy gloss wiping off…too soon!

u lil witch ..aarghh I give up on ye …am gonna me givin yeh lotza glossy sloppy kisses from no onwards

me luw you dii n miss u..

lol…am in yr face all the time, screaming, shouting and giving u such a hard time with being yr didi and u

STILL miss me n love me?? okay then lol….I wish u could visit here so I can spoil ye rotten…my angeljie

utake care of yrself hun..

I am ..u do the same ..take good care of uuuuuu

get rest..and dont sterss yr self out too much

aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh pls pls pls STOP saying that..u sound like my mummy now ..and everyone else here

am not fragile…lmao …an NOT stressed..hehehe

*hugs and kisses*

mmmuuuuwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

u feel dat my jaannnnnnn.. I love u tooo much much much…love in my dil for u

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Stupid retarded ass war! I don't understand why they think its gonna solve anything! The stupid ass bombings are getting closer to where my family lives. They just bombed a city that's like literally 15 mins away from where my grandparents live and my uncle lives in the city that was bombed! Stupid ass beezees!!!! My dad's friend's son just died in the bombings. Stupid ass bitches dropping bombs on innocent people! Get outta my country! 9/11 was a complete inside job, beezees! Stop blaming s h i t on people that didn't do it!!!! Damned murderers!!!

If terrorism is a from of warfare, and war terrorizes; then what exactly is a war on terror?

I really miss Hayati's signature right now. We are being terrorized in our own countries, and yet, we are called the terrorists!

Stupid ignorant retards who thinks war is a solution need to go and get their brains checked!!!!!!

ranz dats all I can do for now for u( holding u in my arms ) making dua for everyone else in the process

makes me wanaa cry…thinking of this…

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Ranz ! I never knew relationships on BWL could mean something as such. But I am glad that you let out your feeling.

will probably try to solve this mystery.

Its hard to imagine someone on BWL doing that but..hey… I guess its with you and your relationship with them that makes these feelings emerge.~

Hun u have a lot to learn,a lot lot lot lot to learn

love u lil one:)

**hugs kavee** ur such an innocent soul~i truly wish Life was as simple as that…more so that ppl were just that TRUE

to each other

~di~

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…This is gonna be really hard to say…but it's been bugging me for so long, I have to let it out now.

There is someone on this forum that I cannot trust sometimes. I feel like the person is telling me a bunch of lies. Making up stuff and all. I don't know why the person would do that, I cannot find one good reason to explain it. It's hard to believe that the person would do that…everytime I tell myself that I'm on crack, the person goes and says something that just makes me all confused and frustrated all over again…

I hope to Allah that I am wrong…it's just bugging me so much…I wish there was a way I can know once and for all if I'm right or wrong…

And it sucks big time cuz I'm so close to that person…and I can't even bring myself to tell them what I think.

Insha'Allah, I'm wrong…

I FEEL YE !!!

U aint on crack and its good that u have this intuitiveness and ur voicing yr doubts

I do agree on a personal level with what you say!! as I have been thru wat u describe

sooo no hun u aint going pagal

and dats all I shall say for now…

TRUST YR INSTINCTS regardless of how nice a person may seem

Love is love – we still love ppl regardless of who they … just practice caution hunnie

**hug**

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