FACT: My last day at work
FACT: Am scared
FACT: bludy headaches still goin strong
FACT: didnt wanna log in here for fear of getting all nostalgic and emotional
FACT: i will miss u guys
FACT: i wish, soo wish to be held right now
ps: Nesss I better be receiving a pic of the new hairdo..and me needs an urgent favor from u
but will send u mail later…love u
kaveeeeeee**hug*** u warmly
hw are u luw?? why u up soo late??
ranz **sulks** werz mah HUG???
**HUG RANZ***
fact: I can feel a pimple making room just above my lip..aaaaarrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh
I know what you meant mom!
mom:)
S'ok, you'll pick up the pace!
Sowrie must try and keep up , my new affirmation
I'm not smiling! I never smile! I only grimace…remember that!
nah nah nah ..u smile for sure jaan
I love u
oops sowrie blame anna above Ness
He got me trying to figure out the lyrics hehehe
Lmao I soooo miss those days..lotza masti
and laughter
am not sure hw I ended up here
Somewhere I have heard this before
In a dream my memory has stored
As a defense I'm neutered and spayed
What the hell am I trying to say?
It is now time to make it unclear
To write off lines that don't make sense
Monkey see, monkey do
I don't know why I'd – rather be dead than cool
I don't know why – every line ends in rhyme
I don't know why – less is more, love is blind
I don't know why
Stay
Stay away
Truth! – covered in security
I can't let you smother me
I'd like to but it couldn't work
Trading off and taking turns
I don't regret a thing
And I've got this friend, you see
Who makes me feel and I
Wanted more than I could steal
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to make you a deal
We've made a pact to learn from who
Ever we want without new rules
We'll share what's lost and what we grew
They'll go out of their way
To prove they still
Still smell her on you
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I shaved my head …
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard …
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there …
But I don't care
ur allowed to feel it though ( yup godessa gives u perm ) hehehe No perms thankyouverymuch!
jaan – I meant u have my permission 🙂
good to see u smile
love u
person above me is doing the macarena
do u know HOW TO do the macarena anna?? lol….
wat wat?? ur confusing da confused sista
hehehehe
I aint engaged, It was a spur of the moment fib coz this dude annoys me silly
ok me is outa here for a bit..be back to share a lil I wanted to post earlier on…
mmmwaaaahhhhsss
enjoy classes
loveya
ps: am hungry
oh boy an here I am bugging u..gooo get yr paper work in order for yr lectures
love u
no not funny at all kavs..I just spoke to my it dude to help me block ppl I dont wanna chat to
..gave me a bludy migraine
keep popping up I actually blocked him but my gmail does craze things at times
nope no idea who he is..keeps sending me fotos of him
he knows me coz I am Alishia on my gmail chat…
soo its obvious..but he is really buggging..creepy
hence the rudeness
am seriously busy and he go on an on an on
flippant drivin me nuts
whats jaldi?
quick
yea lolz! im like..hmm alfonso hmmmmm mayen..couldnt she come up with a better name anyway hehehehee ..neway alfonso probably gave it away to the guy that u were jokin…not that alfonso is a weird name or anything!!! no offence against anyone who' s name is alfonso
am soo busy with work it isnt even funny
I have to get all my vessels in order before I go on leave jaan
I truly didnt have time to come up with a better name hehehe
u truly think that was funny
I think its **annoy alie day** here
coz I just had a conv with sum dude who has bee bugging me since last year'
here goes:
3:51 PM bkdave108: hi how r u
|
7 minutes |
roflmao
my ma will die of shock
she wud prefer an indian bloke nah..
no am not engaged to any alfonso..it was the first name that popped into my head
we have this instant chat thing at work and he flippant annoys me …arrrgghhhh
in fact he is still in the office
around my corner
men are soo annoying…
btw if i were engaged..dammit
u will find me SCREAMMMMING it out to the world already..
hehehe
talk to me bout u ..u have 1/2 hour
jaldi
oh kavs….man
**sulks***
pls dnt spoilt th plot for me k
great to hear u enjoyed th movie though
now HOW ARE U
stranger
I just texted u and next minute ur HERE
hehehehe
kewl nah
my special magic powers 🙂
kavi
kavi
kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
stay
stay
stay
i wanna talk to u
I missssssssssssssssssssssssssed u jaaaannnnnnnn
I feel:…odd & small!
must be dat pygmy costume..crampin yr style nah…
Fact: Ur far from Odd, ok maybe a lil bit odd hehehe
an definitely not small my darling …Huge heart – amazingly massive soul
arms big and long enuf to wrap me up in warm hugs..wats small about that
ur allowed to feel it though ( yup godessa gives u perm ) hehehe
feel better soon..sorry bout yest..was in one of mah crazeee moods hehe
love u
feel better u hear…
and call me…
**waiting**
~alie~
THere is this guy at work who really annoys me no end…
Ok sumone please give me good reasons not be upset by this lil chat of ours: coz Am about to explode with irritation…
Do I really SOUND fustrated/unloving and cold???
*(%)*&57_*(%&*%*)%^)&$%&($%($&^(^(_()
hw dare he..jus coz I dont entertain ppl's advances…does dat make me cold??
am I ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I HATE MEN….
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:46 AM]:
sooooo talk to me Miss Alishia …
Pillay, Alishia [11:46 AM]:
jeez dntye have work dude..thot releases were stressed at the mo!!
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:47 AM]:
it's a bit difficult if there's no wrok
Pillay, Alishia [11:47 AM]:
Really ?? OK THEN kom en hulp ons asseblief
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:47 AM]:
nee ek wil nie
Pillay, Alishia [11:48 AM]:
Jy seker?? fine
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:49 AM]:
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:50 AM]:
so what you doing for the weekend
Pillay, Alishia [11:51 AM]:
goin out with mah fiance..
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:51 AM]:
wtf…..you got a fiance, dam poor guy
Pillay, Alishia [11:52 AM]:
Hmmmphhh..wateva dude…
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:53 AM]:
you always look like you need a sum good loving an some one to make u smile more..
Did I not tell u that you are a natural beauty?
Pillay, Alishia [11:53 AM]:
EARL u bludy devil …..aaargggghhhhhh wat da??
PillayAlishia [11:54 AM]:
dont make me come on over there an slap u
Pillay, Alishia [11:54 AM]:
jus coz I dont entertain silly boys like yrself dat make me wat???
Pillay, Alishia [11:54 AM]:
cold and unloving?? Eish..must be the capetonian thing..
Van Wyk, Earl Cecil [11:56 AM]:
well you never seemed to like me, that's the impression you gave & i don't know what i did, so yes i thought you were cold & unloving
Pillay, Alishia [11:59 AM]:
cuz my dear, u were SMELLING meee FOR CRYING OUR LOUDLY..jeeez dat freaked me out dude..but I dnt have a problem with anyone.
Except u and yr bludy irritating flirting….did we not
Every time I think of you
My heart starts movin' like a freight train
And having you is tearing me apart
I don't really need the pain, no
Sometimes I feel like leavin' for good
But I'm a fool who wouldn't leave you
Even if I could
Every time you touch me, well you know
I feel the blood rushing through my veins
Boy you mean so much to me, that's the reason
Why you're driving me insane
Ooh, every night I'm losin' too much sleep
I can't give up, 'cause now I'm in too deep with you
[I can't live with you, I can't live without you
I still don't know just what I'm going to do about you
Heart to heart, I'd never run away
It's time to part, but I can't say good-bye
I love you so much(can't hold on)
Need you so much(can't let go)
But you're tearing me apart(can't hold on)
oh(can't let go)can't let go
(Can't hold on)can't let go
(Can't let go)oh no no
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Woke up this morning with this pain inside my heart
Never felt that they would go and now leave you in the dark
You told me that you needed me and I showed you I'd be there
But Now you've got me wrapped up in this crazy love affair
See lately Ive been thinking about the things you do to me
How we been through all this ups & downs and I was to blind to see
But now my visions better and I'm writing you this letter
By the time you get home Ill be gone and my life will be much better
It's hard enough those days these are games that we play
I gave you everything ( ALMOST )
Get through every season summer winter spring & fall
& one thing you can say is I was with you through it all
Ill miss your touch, ill miss your ways these games with love that we can't play
I ve gotta walk away I ve gotta leave so I can find my way to still believe
Cause I love you to much and there's no love with no trust
Theres one thing I want you to know now before I pack my bags and go
BOYyou got it all wrong got it all wrong got it all twisted baby
One thing I want you to know now before I pack my bags and go down
BOYyou got it all wrong got it all wrong got it all twisted baby
Lethal ingection, bitter sweet affection all in the wrng direction but we had our connection
Try not to be affected oh but I guess I was
Now I know what my momma meant when she told me bout love
Take your time don't rush in get to close & youll get burned
Now Ive got a heart ache – you live you learn
Thought that I was cheated but baby not this time
But baby not this time it s just your insceruties thats messing with your mind
Your driving me away & thers nothing left to say
Theres one thing I want you to know now before I pack my bags and go down
boy you got it all wrong got it all wrong got it all twisted baby got to go now
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
And as I go my way alone
I find it hard for me to carry on
I need your warmth, I need your tender touch
I need the love you know that I miss so much
My world is empty without you babe
My world is empty without you babe
From this whole world I try to hide my face
But from this loneliness there is no hiding place
Inside this cold and empty house I dwell
Here in the darkness, that I know so well