[MaMa PeGaSuS]

thnks person above me

I dnt celebrate xmas but definitely enjoy the atmosphere, the warmth love and

bonding it brings

this is my ist xmas away from my family

I am not sure how i FEEL ..

anyways how are u sweety??

hope ur feeling a lil better since the last time we spoke??

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

sigh!!

Next q:

wats eggnog??

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

we do

hope ur well anna.. amazing that I DNT miss u:)

hope u have an awesum xmass:)

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Hey guys! Some of you might know me and some might not. I believe it has been a very long time since I last posted here. Uhmm, perhaps more than a year or ALMOST.

Some people here might know I was born with no religion. Well, my dad is a Hindu and my mum is a Christian. When I was 10, I was told by them to find my own religion but I didn't bother as I always believed, whatever I am, God is within me. But, that was about to change when I broke up with my fiance. So, yeah. I went into a deep depression and I just didn't know what to do with my life. All days long I would spend my time shedding tears and thinking that I just wanted to die. Even my parents didn't know what they could do to help me. I even thought of committing suicide but someone changed my thought and my life…maybe for the rest of my life. I used to visit churches and temples near my house to pray so that I would be stronger in facing coming days but I never went to the mosques. Then, one day, I met this guy at one of the churches. Yes, he was a priest!

Anyway…when I asked him whether Christian is the right religion and if so, why still I didn't get the peace I wanted, the priest questioned me back with several questions which make me find myself and I want to believe God sends him to me to save me.

Here are the questions he asked me…

'You were born with the religion you are now following but why are you following it? Is it because it's the only religion you know of so much, as it's so close to home? Or did you do research (educate) into it? And even whilst learning about it, did you question it? Did you believe in the answers you got were satisfactory? Did they justify what was being said?'

He told me he won't give me the answers for he doesn't have one but he really wanted me to think of em and he wanted me to come to a conclusion of my own of what I find is the best for me. So then, I decided if I couldn't find the answers within the churches and the temples, I had to look somewhere else and I asked my friend if he could bring me to the masjid. I thought he would refuse for I thought non-Muslims are not allowed in masjid…but he brought me…and slowly, I learned and…I'm still learning. But yeah, I feel much calmer and stronger nowadays for I know what my belief is…what I'm holding on to.

walu hun

can relate to yr words and wat u have been thru…

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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This weird person messaged me on fb…and this is how it went ( I think it's a guy, so i'll say 'him'):

him:
Why do you whorship walse prophets like muhammed?

me:
walse? ha. we don't worship Muhammad. we worship his and my creator. get your facts straight. make sure you have the right information before you open your mouth and insult other religions. for no religion teaches hatred against others. 🙂

him:
Religion is war. Your pre history religion which is christianity, vanished my religion in Scandinavia with violence. And now you are coming again with Islam. Don't you think i should be angry at you?

me:
do you really care what I think? because it doesn't seem it ;). However, you're showing that anger anyway, regardless of what I think. So I say, keep your anger to yourself and go do some research to ease that anger. Because it won't benefit you much. knowing that Islam is the fastest growing religion. which definitely proves what YOU THINK wrong.

him:
ok, you say that im showing anger. You're right, christianity killed and tortured all of my fellowers. And when we have almost gotten rid of the plague, some f*cking islamic immigrants comes with a new plague.

me:
What have Muslims done to you? ha. if you look more into the teachings of Islam, you'll discover just how wrong your idea of the religion is. just because SOME confused followers, who apparently know nothing about their religion, go and act like fools doesn't mean that it's what the religion is about. Just be open-minded about it. we're tortured in our own lands each and every day… and we can't do a thing about it. Look at the people in Iraq…and Palestine…we're completely helpless. think about it, it really isn't the religion, it's the people. sadly.

(then he asked me to add him on messenger and I was like “hell no” and he says…:)

him:
oh, so you cant stand for you religion? hehe

me:
i certainly can. I'm actually more than ready to die standing for my religion, thank you very much. I'm just not ready to waste time trying to change what you think, when you're really not willing to change it 😉

him:
“i certainly can. I'm actually more than ready to die standing for my religion,” Thbat i believe, hehe.

me:
doesnt matter if you believe me or not ;). what matters is that I mean it when I say it.

him:
Oh, thats nice. Do you have may followers? I do.

me:
lol, are you kidding me?

him:
Yes i have many followers, i just wish that you could be one of the recruits or whatever

me:
ok, the only conclusion here is that you're confused. And I don't have the power to make things clear for you when you're not willing to think about what I say. so i wont waste anymore time. adios.

weridos

freaky

mental

looney ppppppllll

an u actually entertained his mail???

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Right now I feel like a bird
Caged without a key
Everyone comes to stare at me
With so much joy and rivalry
They don't know how I feel inside
Through my smile I cry
They don't know what they're doin' to me
Keeping me from flyin'
That's why I say that
I know why the caged bird sings
Only joy comes from song
She's so rare and beautiful to them
Why not just set her free
So she can
Fly, fly, fly
Spreadin' her wings and her song
Let her
Fly, fly fly
For the whole world to see
She's like a caged bird
Fly, fly
Oh, just let her fly
Just let her fly
Just let her fly
Spread the wings
Spread the beauty

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Here is one of those songs that makes one go 'Yuck' and/or 'Yum' and/or 'Sigh!' Each time I listen to the song, its either Yuck, Yum or Sigh or all three. Deep sigh!

Bichhde abhi to ham bas kal parson

Jioongi main kaise, is haal mein barson

Maut na aayi teri yaad kyon aayi

Hay lambi judai

Chaar dinon ka pyaar ho rabba

Badi lambi judai, lambi judai

Honthon pe aaye meri jaan duhai

Hay lambi judai

Chaar dinon ka pyaar ho rabba

Badi lambi judai, lambi judai



Ek to sajan mere paas nahin re

Duje milan di koi aas nahin re -2

Uspe yeh sawan aaya -2

Aag lagaayi, hay lambi judai

Chaar dinon ka pyaar ho rabba

Badi lambi judai, lambi judai



Toote zamaane tere haath nigode, haath nigode

Dil se dilon ke tune sheeshe tode, sheeshe tode

Hijr ki oonchi, hijr ki oonchi deevaar banaayi

Hay lambi judai

Chaar dinon ka pyaar ho rabba

Badi lambi judai, lambi judai



Baag ujad gaye, baag ujad gaye khilne se pehle

Panchhi bichhad gaye milne se pehle -2

Koyal ki kook, koyal ki kook ne hook uthaayi

Hay lambi judai

Chaar dinon ka pyaar ho rabba

Badi lambi judai, lambi judai

Honthon pe aaye meri jaan, duhai

Hay lambi judai

Chaar dinon ka pyaar ho rabba

Badi lambi judai, lambi judai 

translation?????????????????????

how can one sigh without even knowing what they are sighing about????

thanks

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby you know I'm worth it
Dinner lit by candles
Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last a lifetime
Baby you know I'm worth it

Wanna please, wanna keep, wanna treat, your woman right
Now just don't, better show that she is worth your time
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth

'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
A real woman knows a real man always comes first
A real man just can't deny a woman's worth

Mmmmhmmmm…

Hold up
'Cause if you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby I know you're worth it
If you never play me promise not to blow off
I'll hold you down when *** gets rough
'Cause baby I know you're worth it

She walks the mile, makes you smile, all the while being true
Dont take for granted the passion she has for you
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth

'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
A real woman knows a real man always comes first
A real man just can't deny a woman's worth

No need to read between the lines, spelled out for you
Just hear this song cause you can't go wrong with your values
A woman, woman, woman, woman's worth

'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
A real woman knows a real man always comes first
A real man just can't deny a woman's worth

Mmmmhmmmm…

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Mmmhmm, bye, bye How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye I know now I was naïve
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we did
Because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye Is this the end are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known So how do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I am not moving forward

Neither am I stepping back

I am not side stepping

It truly is like I am standing at the edge of my life

Wat is going on with me????

Is this natural???

I will probably regret even saying the things I say later on but this place is my sanctuary

My place of peace and trying to understand myself

Pls pls pls go away feeling these feelings of emptiness

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

My feelings:

Laugh when I truly feel like crying

Smile when I feel a frown emerge

Am Calm when the storms within unsettles further

Cheery, when my soul and body is in pain

Seem content when all I want to do is scream

Moving on even though I feel its worthless

Breathing when I truly don’t want to

Its amazing how one can truly not show any sign of the turmoil, the heartbreak, the pain and hurt and suffering one is experiencing within themselves and in their life, On the surface…Have noticed that ppl simply do not take the time to look into the soul of another, ie through the eye of another, one can see what can never be seen on the frontier – the truth!!!

The smiles, the laughter, the masti……….its like living a life of deception….

I feel sane in my insanity

Hate is too harsh a word to use, but I truly do not admire my falseness…

Strength to withstand the greatest loss, suffering and pain, yet for how long can one go on being strong???
When will the darkness vanish??? When willl I see the light???

I knw my answers are within but within is destroyed, completely empty …..

Theres a limit to the madness….

I feel pain, no amount of pills can take away this pain….yet numb from it all???

I need a heart, a brand new heart that will have the power to withstand anything life throws at it…

The power never to break…the power never to kneel at emotional confusion and love…

I wish for a new heart…coz this one isnt doing me right…

I feel helpless, betrayed, lost, empty, enstranged……cold…..sore…..

I am confused…..

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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I hear a man today refer to his grandmother, mother & sister as the holy trinity!

I thought that was such a beautiful way to honor the women in his life.

u seem to breed em well in the states

am packing my bags and heading off to yr place:)

its rare to find men like these hey

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Some say love, it is a river… that leaves your soul to bleed. I say love, it is a flower… and you it's only seed.

When the night has been too lonely & the road has been too long. And you feel that love is only for the lucky & the strong. Just remember in the winter. Far beneath the winter's snow. Lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.

I love these lines…. .

i actually like it too

very romantic…cute!!

werz this from????????????????

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Hi howd you be after that Bio exam of yours?

I dont know if by referring to Dooly.. above whether in actual fact you are referring to me, especially after what you wrote.

In any case You should really re-read what I wrote as if you do you will find that there is a lot of truth in my statement. Besides its the truth and what is it they say about truth……?

Granted you had it rough yesterday. Theres absolutely no reason why you or anyone else for that matter cannot take the time to dig into how to learn more efficiently that you are currently. There is a problem though. Where or what do you do to embark on that track. I guess read a lot of scientific research thats been going on quitely in the background. Then come head tom tails with it. Then apply it. If you do that then next time you read through your Bio book or rather after having read the Bio you should be able to discuss any Chapter from that book at random without referring to the book.

By the way thank you kindly for your compliment.

And drinking too much coffee doesn't help the brain box either.

A question: Who is Senor Jalapeno?

Its probably the most obvious answer in the world. Having said that we all have our ignorance about us do we not?

Do you think that is a fair statement. By all I mean every single one of us on this planet.

doowyllob

Hello Dow Jones

Who are u ??? U have me luking confuscious..like seriously

u shud re-read what u type and let me knw if it makes sense

its like u are thinking random thoughts..dat makes sense only to uuuuuuu…

and If I didnt knw better I wud say u are attempting to bicker with me???

dat must be the part of my brain that has a few loose screws…telling me this:)

Senor Is my Brother…a rather annoyingly professor type who dresses like shakespeare, acts like Donkey and ……………..

well will leave it here..

I want to knw about U…..

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

pagal

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I can think of younger days
When living for my life
Was everything a woman could want to do
I could never see tomorrow
But I was never told about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken woman?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again
I can still feel the breeze
That rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow
No one said a word about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken woman?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Darling, I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

🙁 🙁 if theres any1 who truly knws how to annoy me its uuuuuuuuuuuuu

dammmmmmmmmmittttttttttttttttt!!

Why does emotion gotta move so fast
Love is progress if you could make it last
Why is it that you just lose control
Every time you agree on takin it slow
So why does it got to be so damn tough
Cuz fools in lust could never get enough of love
Showin him the love that you be givin
Changing up your livin
For a lovin transision
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

of all the ppl in the world I get stuck with sumone freaky who has a thing for reading minds or wateva

u remind me of senor saab except more looonier …

sorry I simply cannot wrap my thoughts around yr words …will prob concentrat better when Ive eaten

anyways Jones

Welkom to ur home

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