[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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Dii ! You know when you called me I was playing a song from OM SHANTI OM ..and it was loud ..was playing it while I was cleaning… and fought to get a glimpse of shahrukh every now and then…

Anyway..I saw the blinking light and told you to call me back But, I guess something came up! Its fine.

As for the phone card thing..I dont know if they sell fake ones..I dont really buy them , my parents do..but I remember on 2 occasions… it just never worked and every time my parents connected the card took out like all of the money = when my parents actually did not get through with the person they were trying to call .. anyway i remember my dad taking it back and exchanging it for another one..i think that one worked!

Anyway – hugs for you too ! And..I dont DROOL over Shahruk Khan… I just ** like his acting ..THATS ALL I SWEAR! Everyone's ACCUSING ME OF STUFF!!!!!!!!!! Hmph!

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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I feel like people are avoiding me, because they are trying to forget me or erase me from their lives. They are my sand – the more I hold on to them, the more they seem to be running away. I am sick of this game. I wish they would just f.uc.k the he.ll off. Stop sending me mixed signals. I don't have the patience to dance along to your bullsh.it any more. Do you hear me loud and clear? Why does a relationship have to go your blo.ody way? Why not mine, for a change?

I just want to run into my friend's arms and cry in his arms and lie there forever under the stars on a rooftop somewhere in India. He makes me forget my crazy world, and for that very reason, he makes me feel so safe. He also makes me laugh so sincerely, no matter how rubbish I am feeling. And he, who has never once said I love you to me in all our year and a half of acquaintance… I can feel his love so much more than those idiots who've been telling me they love me so friggin' much.

When will people stop messing with me? This is not fair, and the morons blo.ody well know it. Urgh.

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HUG***

BOO….

i love u …

truly doo angel

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

allah allah......



(gumsum chaandani ho, naajani ho, ya koi hoor ho

dilnashi ho, dilkashi ho ya jannat ka noor ho

maasha allah, maasha allah, maasha allah.....) - 2



tum saba ho ya ghata ho kehkasha ho saayba ho

subah ki pehali kiran ki jaisi, bebaak alhad pawan ki jaise

khushbuyein tum lutaati ho masti mein chur chur

maasha allah, maasha allah, maasha allah.....



tum haya ho, tum rida ho, tum wafa ho, tum nasha ho

khaamosh nazarein sada jaisi tumhaari baatein duwaayon jaisi

har nafas mein tum samaayi ho phit bh ho itani door

maasha allah, maasha allah, maasha allah.....

gumsum chaandani ho, naajani ho, ya koi hoor ho

dilnashi ho, dilkashi ho ya jannat ka noor ho

maasha allah, maasha allah, maasha allah....

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

O haseena o neelampari

Kargai kaise jaadugari

Neend en aankhon se cheen li

haaye Dil mein bechainiya hai bhari



O haseena o neelampari

Kargai kaise jaadugari

Neend en aankhon se cheen li

haaye Dil mein bechainiya hai bhari



Mein bechara hoon awaraa

Bolo samjahon mein yeh abb kis kis ko



[Dil mein mere hai

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco ]4



ohh fasle gul thi

Gulposhiyon ka mausam tha

Hum per kabhi sargoshiyon ka mausam tha



aaahan fasle gul thi

Gulposhiyon ka mausam tha

Hum per kabhi sargoshiyon ka mausam tha



Kaisa junoon Khwaabon ki anjuman mein tha

Kya mein kahon kya mere baagpan mein tha

Ranish ka chala tha …Fhobwara

Phoota jo khwaab ka… goobbara

Abb phirta hoon mein

London pairis New york LA Sans fansico



Dil mein mere hai

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco



Dard-e-disco Come on now lets go 5



Lamha lamha armaano ki farmaaish thi

Lamha lamha jurrrat ki aaajmaish thi



ahaonaaoan

Lamha lamha armaano ki farmaaish thi

Lamha lamha jurrrat ki aaajmaish thi

Abr-e-karam ghir ghir ke mujhpe barsa tha

Abr-e-karam barsa to tab mein tarsha tha



Phir kyun na hua mazar mera

Woh mera sanam dilbar mera

Dil tod gaya mujhse chod gaya

Woh peechle mahine ki chaabis ko



[Dil mein mere hai

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco ]2



O haseena o neelampari

Kargai kaise jaadugari

Neend en aankhon se cheen li

haaye Dil mein bechainiya hai bhari



Mein bechara hoon awaraa

Bolo samjahon mein yeh abb kis kis ko



[Dil mein mere hai

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco ]4

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

dhalki dhalki phirthi hoon, thalki thalki si phirti hoon
jispe yeh mera koi jam hai jaise
nazarein milaati hoon khwaabon mein saama jaati hoon
dil mein bas jana mera kaam hai jaise
dil mein bas ja maine roka kab hai
lekin kya armaan hai mera yeh to samjhaane de
sajna se kahe aaye laaj sajani, choone de ang mohe aaj sajani
dhoom taana ta dhoom ta ta na na na – 2, dhoom taana dhir na dhir na

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Aankhon mein teri

Ajab si ajab si adayein hai

hoo Aankhon mein teri

Ajab si ajab si adayein hai



Dil ko banade jo patang saa se

Yeh teri woh haawaien hai ]2



Aai aise raat hai jo

Bhahut khushnaseeb hai

Chahe jise door se duniya

Woh mere kareeb hai

Kitna kuch kehna hai

Phir bhi hai dil mein

Saawal hai kahin

Sapno mein jo roj kaha hai

Woh phir se kahun ya nahi



Aankhon mein teri

Ajab si ajab si adayein hai

hoo Aankhon mein teri

Ajab si ajab si adayein hai



Dil ko banade jo patang saa se

Yeh teri woh haawaien hai



Tere saath saath esha

Koi noor aaya hai

Chand teri roshni ka

Halka sa ek saaya hai

Teri nazaron ne dil ka Kiya jo hasar

Asar yeh hua



Abb inmein hi doob ke ho jau paar

Yehi hai Dua



Aankhon mein teri

Ajab si ajab si adayein hai

hoo Aankhon mein teri

Ajab si ajab si adayein hai



Dil ko banade jo patang saa se

Yeh teri woh haawaien hai 

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Rabba mere ishq kisi ko

Aise na tadpaye... hoy

Dil ki baat rahe is dil mein,

Hothon tak na aaye,

Na aaye...



Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna... 2



Tujhe har khushi de di

Labon ki hansi de di

Zulfon ki ghata lehraayee

Paigaam wafa ke laayee

Tune acchhi preet nibhayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna



Wo chand mere ghar-aangan

Ab to aayeega

Tere soone is aanchal ko

Wo bhar jaayega

Teri kar di god bharaayee,

Teri kar di god bharaayee,

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna



O mahinyaa, O mahinyaa



Khata ho gayi mujhse

Kaha kuch nahin tumse

Ikrar jo tum kar paate

To door kabhi na jaate

Koi samjhe na peer parayee

Koi samjhe na peer parayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna



Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna



Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee

Kisi se ab kya kehna

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

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suraj r u ok Dear??

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nice

puri patha?

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neither

adventuring out in the wilderness or settling in and reading a novel by an open fire

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Strength

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p a m

is cute

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

the apocolypse ..dats the movie…I THINK

really grossed me out watching it

was literally bound and gagged and made to watch this movie

thought the hero was sooo hot ..bludy cute luking dude running around semi naked

lol

oh boy u wait and watch THIS SPACE

..erhmmmmm Cosmic hangs around trees sirjeeee..meaning he luks like a werewolf with personality issues

coz he thinks he is a monkey….hence hanging on treessss…

as for him luking like that dude in the pic..think pale…like **vampire luking** pale lol ..meaning colorless..get it..???

noooo???(((((( aarghhhh have a feeling u will want details here))))…………..

without the blood drip from the mouth..dats our Cosmic…

u mustve met his leader..Nitzkar ..now Nitkar the pooch luks like the wanderer above…AND YEAH U SHUD BE SCARED AND THANKFULLY HAD THE SENSE TO RUN FOR YR LIFE

Wahhaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ps: am sooo glad I logged in today hehehe

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

roflmaabo

R O F L M A A B O

**HITS DOW JONES ON THE HEAD*********for making me laff soo loudly here

LOL

LOL

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my gosh dude

u are …………………………………

errrhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

unique with bits of Cosmic and splashes of Senor Anna in u:)

I like u ….

thanks for making me lafff crazeeeee man..woman..man……………… not sure if ur male or female

roflmao

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SUMONE HAS STOLEN MY MUG

just sooooooooooo bludy not funnnnnnny

its one of my fav mugs dat I got on holi….hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmppphhhh

am soooooooooo gonna murder someone

dammit

YUK…nw am wondering who is using my mug …**shivers***yuk yuk yuk

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Sadness, heartaches, loss of oneself, its like I am lost within myself

Craze nah, but this is how I feel, theres soo many forces of **negativity** in my soul, in my thoughts and feelings, words but Thankfully not deeds…

I feel like I have been fighting with everything I possess, to break through this barrier, to win this fight

This fight ??? Wat exactly is it??? Hmmmm . All of this is simply craze, its like I am fighting demons within..

Yet …how does one actually fight oneself??

HOW??? There is no lesson as such thought through the medium of education or through the valuable insight books brings to a soul…so where do I go and whom do I speak to???

Is there anyone who would ever truly understand me??

**********SHOUTS******

IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE?????????? WHO WILL UNDERSTAND, WHO WILL BLUDY LISTEN TO ME, HEAR ME, TAKE IN WAT I SAY, HOW I FEEL???? IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO WILL HOLD ME IN THEIR ARMS WITH LOVE AND SINCERITY…?????????????WHO WILL WIPE AWAY MY TEARS…???????????????
HOLD ME WHEN I AM TOOOO WEAK TO STAND????????????????

Nope there isnt, was not written in my fate, I am a sole soul..here to withstand all the flippant harshness, the hatred and the craziness that this life will throw at me…..

I simply destined to live a life that feels like that of a corpse whose soul had not found its peace…

Have found closure with that..have accepted this fate..this destiny of mine!!!!!!!!!!!

At this moment, I am typing and glancing out the window, watching the sunset, infested in loneliness once more….

Am I appreciative of this life gifted to me??? Initially I questioned my existance, then found peace within but now realise that it was simply my way of not really dealing with matters that haunts my soul…instead I hid it, from the world, from the people I love and from myself….in answer to my question, Yes I am amppreciative..but feel undeserving…purposeless..wat PURPOSE do I serve..wat is this parasite within me that seems to be tearing me apart from myself, it feels like I am bein eaten alive…

I want to scream right now, until theres no sound left – I want to cry until the oceans start floods, instead I frown at this thought and wonder why I cant just let it out in this way??? Except it never really brought much consolation to me….

The truth ….as much as I laugh, attempt to bring masti into the lives of the people I love an care for..as much as I smile and breathe…..I am and have been empty for a loooooonnnnggggg time

Everything in my life isnt simply wrong, or straying into darkness, the lifelessness and imminent doom had been etched into my soul for sooo long I cant really decipher when or how it all started…

Wat do I dooooooooooooooooooooo????????????????????????????????

I wanna run away far away from everything and everyone……but my legs or some far greater force wouldn’t allow me that priviledge ..to simply up and away….throw away all this damn falseness..this $$$$$$$$$$ this materialistic life……………

Watever is happening..it feels like I am being sucked into this deeeppp, claustophobic hole…

And somehow, I have given in an allowed myself to be victimised by this demon….

I cant seem to see beyond the masses of pain and heartache I feel…I cant seem to find my way in this darkness…

Many may say that my faith in God has waivered or withered somewhat..yet this is not the case.. My faith and belief ….my constant trust in God has never been more strong than it is at this moment, yet does it stop me from feeling this way???? No….it doesn’t….does it stop my heart from feeling feelingless, does it stop my soul from drowning??nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Wat is true?? Who is true?? What is real?? Who is real???

My instincts, my heart, my soul, my mind, theyre all at war with each other coz they have diversified from my body.. To each their own..driving me craze in the process… and ***lol*** the a

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

I dnt think so dear..ie my beig a rare gem an all of dat… nw shush

errrrr Nat king cole is next for Dow Jones dudewalaa

i dnt need a fone card.. i just got one coz I was out shopping and wanted to waste money on stuff like that..

wanted to see wat u guys were talking about actually

blah blah blah as in watever the brochure was saying inviting ppl to purchase the card

well the day I allow sum annoying franchise to waste my hard earned money on false marketing…ie products that dont work..will be the day

when errrrrrhmmmmmm u will see all 4 seasons on one day…

hugs back to u

how r u

wat are u doing???

still drooling over srk

will go kick sum butt this weekend – thanks for letting me knw …ie that they do sell fake cards

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Soni Banno Chan Si Chamke

Mathe Uthe Jhumkar Dame

Palka Uth Diya Ne Thum Thum Ke 

Main Vari Vari Java

Soni Banno Chan Si Chamke

Mathe Uthe Jhumkar Dame

Palka Uth Diya Ne Thum Thum Ke 

Main Vari Vari Java

Tu Vekh Tai Lai Aj Raj Ke

Apne Sariyan Nu

Cheti Apne Nahi Mil De

Ja Banno Pave Khushiyan Te Dil Dariyan Tu 

Pave Armaan Sab Dil De

Tu Vekh Tai Lai Aj Raj Ke

Apne Sariyan Nu

Cheti Apne Nahi Mil De

Ja Banno Pave Khushiyan Te Dil Dariyan Tu 

Pave Armaan Sab Dil De

Tum Ho Gham Ko Chupaye

Main Hoon Sar Ko Jhukaye

Tum Bhi Chup Ho

Main Bho Chup Hoon

Kaun Kise Samjhaye</span

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I… I'm with you

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