[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Erhmmm wer do I start??

Lol..oh gosh, I feel erhmmm really …silly

But have to get this off my chest before I explode with inappropriate feelings of happiness

Am trying to make sense of myself…soo here goes:

I am sooooooooooooo smitten it isnt even funny

I met this guy on the bus:)

A few weeks ago, on a rather cold Friday morning

I woke up really late, rushed out of my home still dressing

And to make matters worse, I actually didn’t brush my hair, no makeup

No earrings..even forgot my watch

And the most important thing..I didn’t pray..sooo u can imagine how late I was

And how irritated I felt coz I always feel lost whenever I leave home without praying

Anyways, got in the last bus to town, just in the nick of time:)

Sat..sighed and tried to tidy myself up…

Between stops, the bus got reallly full…am not sure where *at that time* but I looked up and through the masses of heads I saw

The most gorgeous eyes staring into mine…

My heart skipped a beat..I looked away..well tried looking anywhere but in front of me

Finally in town, got off and found that the gorgeous black eyes belonged to an even more gorgeous face

Siiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Its been over two weeks, almost 3 weeks..3 full weeks since I saw this guy…

The weird thing is that the day after we had this bollywood **eyes meeting *** thing..I saw him at the mall..

Can u believe this?? This is one of the largest malls in Sa and out of the blue, whilst sitting at Milky Lane, I spot him and his friends

They happen to sit right opposite the restaurant I was at…???

I will be honest, I have been behaving like a 14 year old on a major roller coaster Krush …

I cant help looking in his direction whenever he is around….to an extent that I was warned by my frend not to be soo

Obvious..stalker like lol

I must have been over the top drooling coz my frends are always telling me/ordering me to pay more attention to the guys

Who seem interested…lol

I cant believe this…..I have this smile that’s been plastered to my face…I cant help it…

He makes my heart beat faster..like seriously…

Anyway, since last Friday I am boldly trying to see if he actually even notices plain boring ol me

And sooo when he got onto his bus, took a seat..I tried to see if he was looking out and I sorta squinted coz erhmm

I cant see and havent had the chance to get my glasses seeing as my previous one mysteriously disappeared..

Sooo yeah whilst squinting he caught me looking at him and I blushed if that’s even possible in my tanned skin:)

Lol

Oh gosh, I thought of him allll weekend..My frend and I have been taking notes soo this is what we gathered

1. He is younger, he has got to be younger coz he looks it

2. I love his style of dressing:) he wears these sporty type of clothing..very kewl on him

3. he looks fragile..like those frail ppl….he is tall 🙂 but I am guessing the clothing makes him look broader//muscular or wateva but am sure he is waaay too thin…hmm not my type…

4. I love his hair…he has black straight wavy looking hair that falls on his face…soooo adorably cute

5. I love his eyes..but then u guys must have already noted that part

6. He is tooo pale, he is like Milk white..baby soft lookng skin..soooo cute:) I wanna simply give him little kisses..lol

7. he drinks…dat part I got when I was staring at him across from my restaraurant..not a good thing …but then I aint husband hunting..

Just taking notes lmao

8. I HOPE he doesn’t smoke… but he sat at the smoking section…

9. there was just one girl present..she was speaking to him a lot…but he seemed aloof..

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

turns around an isnt surprised to see person above me behind me…

hug her tightly, then grabs her arm and runs off into the rain

singing:)

Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

This alone is love
No small thing
This alone is love
That my love brings

And all of us
Who are travelling by trap-doors
Our souls are a myriad of wars
And I'm losing everyone

It will make my last breath pass out at dawn
It will make my body dissolve out in the blue
Oh baby, what can we do.

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

yeah u FORGOT to says sums to meeeeeee:(

am disaapointed

do u knw up until wat time I sat doing dat card and u CANT read it????

Booooooooooooooooooo …TOLD U dat it will be messed up:)

lmao…actually I didnt say much on my lil piece of paper ….just that I love u and hope u had an awesum bday…

nnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz am kidding bout being pissed offf…I actually expected my words to be a lil hazy its like every other thing in my life….

just glad u liked the card……….it looks beautiful off coz

anyways, Tayba will forward my lil gift to u when she actually gets it..our postal systems are a n8mare..

soo u will probabaly only receive it on yr 19th bday

as for yemz…I sent her a teddy coz she seemed a lil 🙁 seeing my minkey 🙂

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata

tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila

is pyaar mein hon kaise kaise imntihaan

ye pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan

ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar

dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar

dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata

tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila

kaisa hai safar wafa ki manjil ka

na hai koi hal dilon ki mushkil ka

dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranjishein

saansein saansein tooti bandishein

kahi to har lamha honton pe fariyaad hai

kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai

ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar

dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar

dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

koi na sune sisakati aanhon ko

koi na dhare tadapati baahon ko

aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein

tooti footi sab farmaaishein

kahin shak hain kahin nafrat ki deewaar hai

kahin jeet mein bhi shamil palpal haar hain

ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar

dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar

dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

ho o o pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata

tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila

ho o o o ho o o o

na poocho dard bandon se

hansi kaisi khushi kaisi

musibat sar pe rehati hain

kabhi kaisi kabhi kaisi

ho o o o... rabba, rabba ho o o ho

rabba ho o o, ho o ho rabba

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

For u guys an galz of the forum:

Ness:

my home is yr home…all u have to do is Sign on the dotted line..then u can officially call me MaMa:)
I miss u Miss Schmexiii Woman

Mara

: Sigh!! I wanna hug u right this second, had a memory resurface about a pal of mine, who is now leading a happily married life and u came to mind, coz u remind me soo much of her:) love u lil one…

Kavs

: wat ???? Wat da ?? Wat guys ?? Wer?? Roflmao..those idiots:) no young missy I am seriously tooo busy to even breathe properly but I will share a lil something, I have seen a guy whom I am more than attracted to ..I met him on the bus last Friday…will update u guys sooon.. I just need to get this msg out to u all before my 10 minutes of **metime** is up:) I miss u my pagal sis…..**massive choking hug to u hunnie!!

Yemz

: ur human hun…u feel..as much as we humans have immense strength so to do we have weaknesses…..I simply want u to knw that the people who truly do love and care for u sincerely ARE HERE…have been here and WILL GO ON BEING HERE…WELLL THERE..by yr side…supporting u and lovin u…

U feel unappreciated by the ones whom u have given yr whole to….but sweety…..ok sorry…I promised myself I wont go into details…I just want u to knw that I may not be around u..but in spirit ur in my thoughts, ur in my duas, ur in my heart…and ur loved dearly…..***HUG***

Ranz

: yeah I call that flirting, but then again as old as I may be, I am a bit rusty when it comes to the opposite s..e..x.. Afterall I don’t go around making small talk with every Tom, D..ick or Harry… to knw the difference !!! glad the conv made u laugh though..theyr all mentals..Men ie…and no dat comment aint open for debate coz I still love em….

I read yr words tooo….and u knw wat… only u can allow this person to get to u and make u feel more miserable my dear… as far as I am concerned, they are certainly a few s..cre…ws loose in their damn head to treat u with such bludy disrespect..I would shoot em for u if I had the conscious to live with it..I hate it when one person treats another with such disrespect…..hun, but they exist and the truth is these words, may be just that WORDS but they hurt a lot, they spread like a damn virus right into yr soul and hurts u ….U will heal..ur in my prayer…all I can offfer is my love and support….and as lil as that may be, I do hope it gives u immense strength knowing that someone who has never seen u or spoken much to u care dis much about u….U ARE LOVED …u ARE special…AND siggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh… I have missed u guys as much as I CLAIM TO MYSELF THAT I HARDLY EVER:(

Amzeeee

: ***maaaasssiiivvveeeee HUG*** ek het jy baie vermiss my sweethart….good to see yr posts here:) I read yr response and cud magine yr face in curiosity when ur typing ***who ***what **were*** lmao ***another hug*** I missssssed u angel:)…Its no secret..My love is for the one and only Cosmic….

***splashes water on Amzee to wake her up**** wer wat how??? Have no idea how it happened….but just soo u guys dnt start annoying Mr Ghoul..no the feelings are not reciprocarated and theres NOTHING…just Alie loving foolishly again:)

Btw I was actually talking about Loving and being in love with Life in that post and being loved by erhmmmm the people in my life:) am extremely grateful to be ME, and to have my life..its unique, crazee an beautiful ……Yes Life is getting better Amzeeee….hope all is kush on yr end??? Hows mom, dad, yr sis??? Yr trip to India…?? Werz my present?? I wanted the Taj remember:) lol…

Boo

: ****Hits Boo real hard on the head*** dats coz ur always forgetting how beautiful u are my angel:) INSIDE & OUT…..I miss ye…( in My English accent, trying to imitate Tayba, lol ) no wait dat was my Shaggy accent!!… German??? Oye yaar..dnt get me star

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

waaaaaaaassssssssssssup

ppl above moi:)

group hugs all round the house

hope almal is lekker….

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Dear Tayba Jaan

My post was supposed to make u and not

Sigh!!!!

Surely your folks can ensure that u have some free time during the day and off coz keep yr brothers from bein unruly??

afterall this is yr finals and u definitely need the space and quiet right??

anyways…all else fails..come over here…

u can spend yr days at my flat…I dnt have a garden *yet* but theres a lovely summer breeze from the balcony..shud u wish to leave it open ( the door ie ) and I apparently have the most amazingly comfy chair….

am thinking..my study table is facing the window soo u have an even better view of the beautiful blue skies ….and puffy white clouds drifting by

lazily…..one cant fail but to draw inspiration from this sight!!!!

u have a selection of **calming** music u can listen to as a backdrop….

am just thinking…..this can actually work to yr advantage…am sure u will meet those deadlines and insha allah get those A symbols ur prone to acquiring…

~~~~~~~~~~

**shrugs**

wat a day!!!!

I feel Greeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Lol..okay I have to share this with u guys….

I was just Im'ed by sum dude in India r8…and dis is our conv:

GE012@maersk.com [10:58 AM]:

hi

Pillay, Alishia [10:59 AM]:

hi

Pillay, Alishia [10:59 AM]:

can I help u

George, Jimson [10:59 AM]:

sorryy…my apologies..send the mess to wrong person

Pillay, Alishia [10:59 AM]:

no prob

George, Jimson [10:59 AM]:

George, Jimson [11:00 AM]:

u from ?

Pillay, Alishia [11:01 AM]:

south africa

George, Jimson [11:01 AM]:

George, Jimson [11:01 AM]:

u got an indian name

Pillay, Alishia [11:01 AM]:

lol yup

George, Jimson [11:02 AM]:

realyy

Pillay, Alishia [11:02 AM]:

yeah I am indian

Pillay, Alishia [11:02 AM]:

wer r u from ??

George, Jimson [11:03 AM]:

i too from india

Pillay, Alishia [11:05 AM]:

ok

George, Jimson [11:06 AM]:

whre u in idia..sorry if am disturbing

Pillay,Alishia [11:11 AM]:

erhmmm am nt from India ..am a south african Indian

Pillay, Alishia [11:11 AM]:

my ancestors are from India

George, Jimson [11:11 AM]:

okei

George, Jimson [11:11 AM]:

ever been to india

Pillay,Alishia [11:11 AM]:

nope but want to …

Pillay, Alishia [11:11 AM]:

how r the offices there??

Pillay, Alishia [11:11 AM]:

u are from Maersk line right

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[MaMa PeGaSuS]

trust me:)

I FORGOT to post my randomness

wat was I gonna say??? Oh yeah

it my 1st birthday:) ammmm soooo kush

life cudnt get any better even if it tried

I am in love and happy and i am LOVED and happy and

I GUESS content…for a change…

this year started off in confusion but is slowly

getting better..

Am PROUD of meee tooo 🙂

coz I achieved one of the most difficult challenges I had set myself

I conquered..Oohhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah..thru all the drama that was my life

in 2007, I still beat the odds and am victorious 🙂

well dats basically it for now…choose my sharing:)

hugs n love to everyone

ur in my thoughts and duas

mmwwaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

~scarry~

ps: me missed dis plek

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

First and foremost:

Zeeah aka One2cu: heya jaan…a haaappppy an blessed 2008 to u as well my angel…u called me sis:) aaawwwww i really do hope this year brings to u the happiness u deserve my sweetness… I sent u my email soooo pop me a mail shud uwish to talk ok…If the subject didnt have my name on it..I wudve prob missed this:) ….

Kaveee: Yeah I found my mug, it was actually **borrowed** by my colleage A..who wanted to drink champagne ..but she didnt care to wash it..actually only discivered it on her desk today…yuk….lol

hope ur well too angel??? I miss u a lot but yr sms's keep me smiling and feeling loved..shukriya jaan:)

Amzeee: Is sooo good to see u hear my darling..Happy 2008 to you and the fam..and I do hope ur not going to disapear again:)

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

~Memoirs of a geisha~

touching story so far..its captivating

like sneaking in camo like a lil ant, watching the life of Chiyo unfold

sad….

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

PLS read this

highly reccomended by meee

its is one of those infinite mind altering **short stories**

I loved it..and will re-read soon

I love Paulo, he is fast becoming one of my favorite Authors…..

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Quote:

somebody.please.do.my.freaking.work.for.me.

I am so tired of essaying =( my head hurts, I'm sick of coffee, my toes are cold even with socks on, my head feels light and faint. My eyes hurt. I need sleep…. it's 5:19 am and I only got 292 words out of a 30000 word essay. It is due on Thurs and then I have a 3,500 word essay for Friday – and I don't get it and the teacher hasn't emailed me back to let me know if I have an extension yet. *sigh*

AHS JHFJE HFJE HFJDNFJ FJFJOSL;DKLS BH4 .

*tears*

erhmmmmm NO.. well letseee now…maybe just maybe u shud consider throwing out the sweets and sticking to the diet ur supposed to be on, then u will achieve sum result…in the aftermath???

wat I mean is…sleep when ur suppose to, and instead of intoxicating yrself with coffee, indulge in sweet dreams, spend the days given to u actually concentrating on writing your essays instead of filtering thru territory that will distract u

instead spread that hammock in yr garden and relax…have sum tea and insha allah u will be inspired to complete the essay…

just my 2 cent worth!!!!!

ciao

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

????????????

MISCALL ME

PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

LOVE U

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

moeg van al vat ek het gedink

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

From the movie: Sivaji

I love this song.. its really beautiful, well the way in which it is rendered..

I have no clue wat the meaning is so if any of u knw, pls feel free to assist..

Am dedicating this one to the 3 of u coz I just read that thread where u were sorta discussing the difference between Tamil and Telegu…

Just for the record: Senor is incorrect..Tamil rocks big time… I simply will not hear otherwise..cant let my culture down ;(…even though I dnt really knw the language to my hearts desire!!

to be honest I actually cant wrap my mind around the telegu words but Tamil??…its much more easier to understand I guess…sooo Senor Anna, if ur willing teach me a lil of yr lang…. ok….am ready to learn

Like I was saying, I heard a telegu song, and listened to this telegu program, and its beautiful but confusing..am trying to learn the languages…u guys can listen to this station http://www.lotusfm.co.za

its a south african Indian radio station…my one and only listening pleasure..just thought I shud share this bit of myself with u 🙂

back to this movie – its apparently one of the best movies for 2007, didnt watch it coz I dnt even have a copy of the dvd, but everyone who did watch it…(yeah even my urdu/hindi/guju speaking friends have watched this one)..says its a really nice movie??? not sure…

so to my brother from another mother and to my two choti pyare sisters..

enjoy!!!!

love

~Alie~

Sahana Saral Thoovutho(male)
Sahara pookal Poothatho oooo

Sahana saral thoovutho(male)
Sahara pookal poothatho

Sahara pookal poothatho oooo(female)
Sahana saral thoovutho ooo

En vinveli thalaikimal thiranthatho ada da(male)
Antha vennila veetukul Nulaynthatho
Athu ennudun thenir kondatho

kanavo Nijamo,kathal Manthiramo(female)

oru aayiram aandukal semitha kaathal Ithu(male)
Noor aayiram aandukal thaaandiyum vaalum Ithu

sahara pookal poothatho(female)
sahana saral thoovutho

Dheem thana Dheem thana Dina na Dina na na na(ARR)
Dheem thana Dheem thana Dina na dina na na na
Dheem thana Dheem thana Dina na dina na na na
Dheem thana Dheem thana Dina na dina na na na

Thalai muthal kaal varai thavikindra thoorathai kaalkalil kadanthu
vidu(female)
un meesayin mudi endra melliya saaviyil kulangalai thiranthu vidu

Boomikum vaanukum virikindra thoorathi pookalil Nirapatuma(male)
pookalin saalaiyil poov onnai yenthiya vaanukul nadakatuma

oru aayiram aandukal semitha kaathal Ithu(male)
Noor aayiram aandukal thaaandiyum vaalum Ithu

oru aayiram aandukal semitha kaathal Ithu(female wid chorus)
Noor aayiram aandukal thaaandiyum vaalum Ithu Ithu Ithuuuuuuuuu

Sahana saral thoovutho
Sahra pookal poothatho

En vinveli thalaikimal thiranthatho ada da(male)
Antha vennila veetukul Nulaynthatho
Athu ennudan thenir kondatho

kanavo Nijamo,kathal Manthiramo(female)

oru aa

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Tnx alps

dis will benefit me as well

another req…..if u are in copy of more bhajan lyrics and translations

pls forward them to me..tnx in advance

u can send them to

alishiap@gmail.com

shukriya

~scarry~

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Quote:

Does anyone know where MACYS IS AND WHAT IT SELLS

erhmmm clothing?? cosmetics?? sounds familiar

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

Quote:

Dii..Im here for you if you ever need me *hugs* I love you and… I know sometimes life can feel miserable and be a total mess … Go measures to look for your inner strength, find it and consume it wisely … in your times of greatest need…like now… I know you have it in you ..You are a strong woman I tell you! Will keep you in my prayers .. Keep your chin up .. show the world that proud woman and absorb in their reaction … I love you!!

As for you being exhausted…sleep sleep sleep..rest rest rest…and take a nice warm shower..or do the bubble bath thing that you sometimes doooo .. and relaxxxxx…listen to yr inner voice ..let it speak to you ..and let it put you to sleep!! *hugsssssssssss*

shukriya

[MaMa PeGaSuS]

wats vadapav??is it dat dhall soaked and friend thing??

if it is then its yummmmmmmmmmmmmm

havent made that in ages

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