Hahaha, Awwww shweetoo!
I have seen his films From Dhai Akshar Prem Ke to Tera Jaadoo Chalgaya to KANK. The only film I liked him a teeeeeeeeeenyyyy bit was Tera Jaadoo Chalgaya, BUT…. I think people are over rating him. (Khushi chuckles away at the changing red colour on rani's face and pretends to throw up in a bucket) LMHO
I aint takin nothing back, he smells…! And looks ridiculous with his silly hairband thing…
OH-MY-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Plz plzplzplzplzpzlz PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE don't tell me you like abhishek!?!?!? *throws up!* (hahaha ) LOl, sorry – don't see an actor in him yet…!
Your happyness is doing just fine… I missed being here! I will watch the film when I can manage some time shweetoo. Esp knowing tht its ur fav, I want to watch it in peace
Apparently Jhoom Barabar Jhoom is a flop…!?!! ! Anyone seen it??
RaNi iS ThE BeS:Diiii! Myhappinesshappyness! I see you online! yoooo hooooo! *runs around the forum trying to find dii* HI!!!
Sooo sorry shweetoo, I had to leave pretty fast! Happyness? Wah, kya spelling shelling hai! Heheh! Mmmmwah! How are you sweety?
x
boo:So.. you want a story huh?
Damn.
Damn damn damn.
A crazy stupid idiotic lovable friend of mine is being such a pain in the heart. So, on the 25th of June, I'm going to kick her useless little a$$ out of my country. Only… nooooo… I am not even going to be there to kick her sorry butt out of my physical world – I will be bl.oody preoccupied with something else. Her last freaking moments in this country – and I won't even be there to pi.ss her off once more.
Fu.ck. She can't do this to me. This is unfair.
Time – Situations – Life… the things that brought us together… they are now playing games with me. They are laughing up their in their cosy little places, watching my thoughts writhe in hidden pain and look around helplessly for something… anything. Fu.cking sadists. Leaving me to pick up the shattered pieces of memories from the hot scorching ground of Farewell.. I bet they have a cunning smile on my face when they're watching me helplessly try to glue the pieces back to the way things were… the way things are never going to be again. I feel like saying a HUGE “up yours” to them… telling them to bugger off and let me be… I am much stronger than their invisible forces.
I. HATE. FU.CKING. FAREWELLS.
Sh!t.
Wooooooooooooooooooooohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! *Runs gets a fan out of nowhere and fans Boo frantically!* Calmmmm Downnnn Woman!!!!!
“What would love be, had hate never existed. What would tears be, had pain never existed. What would existance be, had your beating heart never existed.”
Um…..…. I didn't write that. Nor did someone famous. But, yes – someone my favourite…? *sigh* LOL
(Uh oh…. I see two faces grinning at this one ….)
And now….
… give this a shot guys… I love every note.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Z2ljWwIaHs
Reminds me of 'Time' – how we live through, within, past Time. Enjoy.
RaNi iS ThE BeS:KHUSHI- Well, I don't know if I want to “pretend” that I trust someone when I don't, that'll just make me feel like a hypocrite…like I want them to be honst with me, but I'm not being honest with them…no, I don't think I want to do that, I'll just continue doing things as I'm doing them right now. It doesn't hurt that I can't trust…it's just something I have to solve myself and I'm sure it'll work out, Inshallah. But to tell you the truth, right now, the only people I can blindly trust is my immediate family. And when I say I trust, the first and only name that pops into my head is my sister. I love her so much, she's my everything. Other than her, I don't completely trust any of my other friends…and by trust, it's not just I tell them something and they keep it to themselves, it's everything… and dii…we are all human, we all err, so those who think you don't err, are erring themselves. So forgive them for being human. I love you, dii.
When I say pretend, I mean to not give away trust completely because I know when you give away trust completely and it is broken, very few people can trust ever again, I stand as an example myself. When I say pretend, I mean 'test' – how else can you know that you can trust someone? When you are put through trying times and they do not leave your side and keep to your safety. I may sound cynical, but I dont think this is hypocrisy. People you think you kind of trust is parallel to you questioning whether they are reliable or not. In that sense, you still are sitting on the fence contemplating. If you feel thats hypocrisy than I guess it is. But I rather that than give my complete trust only for it to be broken and then to shatter me completely. It hurts me, a lot- knowing that I cannot trust, but I have to interact with 'these people' day in day out in my life. I cannot just turn around and say- I dont trust you so I wont have anything to do with you, that in my situation cannot be done, but ofcourse your situation completely differs mine. I'll put my trust out there- but not entirely because I dont think everyone can understand its delicate structure. I probably am sounding very negative here, but as I have grown and known- and rani you are at a very early stage in life, but I have begun to question whether I should let my trust be put out there only to be broken. It's like Im digging my own grave…
I love you too Shweetoo.
x
Boo – like the song, but my french is not fab… lol, I love the tune though
My mood…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4kBr5WWiBM
Hate the video, love the song – esp the original by the Smiths
Don't. If you feel doubt, then let there be doubt. If the person is genuin then the doubt will erase on its own na? But, for that to happen, you have to stick around them, you have to “pretend” you trust them, but make sure you don't give yourself (your trust) to them entirely. Afterall, only a few names will pop into your head when you say trust….
Trust I think is linked to the kind of thinking you have, when I say “thinking” I mean the kind of person that you are and how accepting you are of other “kinds” of “thinkers”. I hope Im making sense…? And people usually tend to trust 'their kind of ' people. Also depends on what kind of trust it is…
Rani, I completely empathise with you… I too feel the same at times, and more so as life grows with me. Take it in a positive stride, as a learning curve and have faith that not all humans are the same, there will be a chosen few on whom you can blindly trust
My feelings….
Because of the kind of person I am, or am expected to be- certains times, like these, I feel that my right of being human is being taken away from me. To people around me, 'Ideal' is the word that comes in their head when it comes to me. I am human, I err. I learn, I fall, I learn, I defend- I live. That doesn't make me any less 'ideal' in that term does it? *sigh* the world differs… and I differ from it. Expectations, I hate. Hope, I believe in. People very wrongly mix these two up and it hurts to feel as Im less 'human' because of it. Im not, Im a God's child not God. If He can forgive me for my errors, If I repent for the wrong that I do, If I accept it – why does it devalue me as a person?
Life, you really cannot be defined…
boo:Why B?
The I-am-scared-Khushi-will-kill-me-if-I-swear bug?
(Luckily my immune system is able to locate such viruses – whatever IS the plural of 'virus'?? Viruses?? Virusii?? – and kill them before they inject themselves into my cells and replicate like mad, and then set off to take over my speech system… a biologically incorrect statement, I guess, but it will do… )
Firstly, Tabz… *balle balle's to the tune with Tabz* Bring it on jaana, ab toh foreverrrrrrrr Thank u hun!
Secondly *takes a water balloon and wacks Boo jaan with it* LOLLLLLLLLLL, hehehehe. Hello ji. How are you ji. *realises the balloon wasnt such a good idea with Boo's expression..* I…am…a….dead… duck. Eh eh he….*gulp*
Virus????? (Said in a very Anjali in k3g like manner – “Why-rus” (emphasis on the why)) Oye! Swear words ke amir, Language ke garib, kabhi na jaaye Ishwar ke kareeb! I loved Tabz for using the 'B' – humph *grumble mumbles to Boo*…. and then *RUNS AROUND LIKE A MAD MONKEY AT ALL THAT TOO_MUCH_INFO ON BIOLOGY*….. LA DI DA DI DA. That just brought back memories of science days I do not want to remember *terror on khushi's face*
Happy Belated Birthday Haylie!!!
Hope you had a smashing day that will drop sweet memories for you through out the year! Take care Hun!
x
Happy Birthday sweety. I wish for lots of khushi for you on your birthday. I am really sorry to wish you so late! See your PM
God Bless you
Hugs,
Khushi…………………………………………………x
Love this song, although it's sad… still love the ambience it gives.. check it out guys.
Believe in me by Lenny Kravitz
NO idea… but I hate them! They soooooooooo scarrry!!! Thank goodness its gone! How are u my deary ?
Lolololol, mera Shweetoo you're toooooooooooooooo cute! Mwah!
Erm, ok guys… Atm here I am sitting in front of my LT but the problem is… theres a HUGE DADDY LONGLEGS SITTING RIGHT NEAR THE WINDOW I AM SITTING NEXT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, and im TOO scared to MOVE! Bachaooooooooooooo!!! Omg omg omg, its crawling…
She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, “Mama never loved her much”
And, “Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection”
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be…
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends, well they've been trialed for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, “Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
It's like a journey I just don't have a map for”
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
She's sayin
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be…
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
Hold on, hold on …
Mama never loved her much
And, Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be…
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be…
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
yeaaaah …
Tumhein yaad karte karte jaayegi rain saari
Tum le gaye ho apne sang neend bhi hamari
Man kho gayuaa hai aise anjaan ik dagar mein
Kuch khojthaa hai paagal khoyii hui safar mein
Ithne bade mehal mein ghabraun main bechaari
Tum le gaye ho apne sang neend bhi hamari
Birhan ki is chitha se tum ne mujhe uthaaro
Jo tum na aa sako tho mujhe sapne mein bulaao
Mujhe aise math sathaao meri preeth hai tumhaari
Tum le gaye ho apne sang neend bhi hamaari
~Khushi~:Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!Bhatke Panchi
Bhatke Panchi Bhool Na Jana
Yeh Jag Tera Nahin Thikana
Na Na Na
Bhatke Panchi Bhool Na Jana
Yeh Jag Tera Nahin Thikana
Bhool Se Tu Yahan Pe Aaya
Tere Liye Yeh Des Paraya
Ek Din Waapas Padega Jana
Jana Jana Jana Jana
Ja… Na…
Bhool Se Tu Yahan Pe Aaya
Ek Din Waapas Padega Jana
Yeh Jag Tera Nahin Thikana
Na Na Na
Bhatke Ho Bhatke
Ho Bhatke Panchi
Bhatke Panchi Bhool Na Jana
Yeh Jag Tera Nahin ThikanaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!
*Chuckles*….ahhh memories, memories… How I love this song now….! Hehehe….. *sigh*