Ohhhh a slumber party sounds like HEAVEN right now!!
BTW guys… BWL is really going crazy for me… it's letting me post one thing up on the forum… and then when I want to post in another thread, it won't let me until there's a huge time delay…
And I really miss my home.
Hehe Tayba you were right – I am floating around here… it's frustrating… not being able to post… hopefully this one will work!
PS: Do you know guys… I read “Inshallah” so many times on here, that I've started saying it out loud too…? Like…
Me: bla bla bla… Inshallah….
Friend: Inshallah? What is up with you?
Me: Oh nothing… it's just I read it so often, it's gotten into my head… just like “Hai Rab” and “Jesus Christ”…
Friend: You freak….
I wanted to say “Inshallah” instead of hopefully above!
Too many emoticons here… so nice to be posting again!!
I'm sorry, It's just that, I get very irritated when people base their opinions on the majority when they haven't even seen half…
Could not agree more…
but just one thought… and I'll admit now I haven't read fully what everyone's written… but exactly how serious were Ali and AyedaH being about this whole “men are bad” thing? Maybe they meant it in jest…?
But whatever is going on here… (gosh I am too tired to readdd… sorryyy!) I agree with Rani… I also dislike it when people rule out the majority because they have had problems with a microscopic percentage of the said person's overall population…
Twin thing, I guess…
I love it when she gets feisty like that.
it would be awesome to just knock on a friend's door on the other side of the ocean and surprise them with a bunch of wild flowers; a coffee-stained, dog-eared favorite book with stick-notes on your favorite pages; a generous chunk of cheesecake; and a thermos filled with hot-chocolate made from ground toblerone with a pinch of cayenne…smother them with a bear-hug and a sloppy kiss and waft away back home. Sigh!
Do I spot another romantic at heart?
I LOVE what you've said here… it's just the sort of thing I would do too, if I COULD actually fly across the oceans, etc.
I love the fact that you've said its WILD flowers.. wild flowers sound so much cooler than normal boquet-ish ones… sigh! But wait.. why would you want to go straight home afterwards? It's more fun if you crash over at their place… (and no I didn't mean that in the 'rude' sense haha… seriously… )
….. I feel love…hope… faith… joy… beauty… wonder…curiousity… happiness… sadness… elevation, bitter sweetness… freedom… compassion….
…. all locked up inside of me, waiting for the day I can share it with someone I whom I am able to call mine.
Welcome to my side of the world…
Love NEVER fails!!!!!!!
(Floats in silently… echoes Nessa's voice… “Love never…. never fails.” …. *remembers time when she asked that question herself… and Khushi gave her the answer she had had in mind – “Simple question, simple answer… love never fails. People do.” Then floats out…)
Rani – beautiful idea re: Khushi!!
I'd rather not be a writer though, if that's OK? I just… doubt I will have the time for it… just letting you know so people can… not vote for me. And take me off the list… lol. Thank you.
I swear yaars… I can hear Tayba's squealish-laughter sometimes… it sounds beautiful, and to me… that's Tayba. The sound of her laughter.
lmao, sigh join the club!
…………….. *joining the club*
🙂
There are some crazy people in your life, who make you smile so much, so much…. and the only explanation you have for it is that…. well, I can't think of an explanation.
Gawd, I have not laughed so much in a long time as I have done over the past twelve hours… laughing by myself, for seemingly no reason.
Sigh!
lmao send you what check? have I provided you some kind of service here? I think the forum is getting telepathic with each other …. roflmao.
… we know and love each other too much and too well, yaar!
On my part, Mama Pegasus's spellings completely gave the game away!
Oreo vs Senor…
Oh my….
I LOVE this madhouse.
A whole lot.
Last time we had something like this, it was a while ago in the green forum… Oreo vs Dei Hunk, I think?
Guyys…. *runs over to where the popcorn is… brings chocolate with her… just for Yemeni (or so she thinks)*
LMAO… Tayba… you sure create a lot of work for your parents!
I'm trying to think of a story… but oh my God… I actually cannot. My mind is compleeetely blank. Well, almost… I am just thinking of the time when I was sitting outside with my iPod on (I was feeling so low after an annoying MSN conversation with a guy who kept showing me excerpts of his mushy conversation with his girlfriend)… and as soon as it started raining (which was one surprise in itself..), the song 'Koi Ladki Hai' came on on my iPod (I swear the thing is psychic sometimes.. lol.) and suddely all my 'sorrows' of being single were washed away with the rain, and there I was standing in the street dancing like a mad girl (thank heavens it was dark outside).. and the neighbour thought I must have misplaced my key or something so I couldn't go inside, so she offered me shelter in her house until someone else came by and opened the door… all I could do was smile sheepishly and tell her I was out in the rain because I wanted to be (it was, by this time, pouring cats and dogs)… and she just gave me one look, smiled and went back inside… sigh!
I feel like such a boring person darn it.
Bahahahaha!!!!!
The “Please?” at the end was too hilarious!!
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
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I walked “out” of a 'friendship' about a couple of days ago (perhaps this explains my choice of signature?).. after a little bit of crying, distraction, dancing and finally laughing… I felt as though I was born again. Everything around me, which I never seemed to notice, was magnified a hundred times over and smiling at me. I felt so refreshed, so new… exploring the whole world around me with a different lens, a lens that didn't have a huge shade of the said person whose 'friendship' I have walked out of. It was like a gust of wind had taken out all the old cobwebs, and restored my spirit back to the way it was.
Regrets are a funny thing. I do regret not having done the things I wanted to do, in this 'friendship' of mine. I do feel sad about walking “out” of it. I do miss the company, the times. But at the same time… there is nothing else at this point in my life, which could have had me feeling this refreshed again. Because this friendship was everywhere around me – in my thoughts, in my heart, in my mind… even in the people I see around me – I think “losing” it has helped to see everything in a new light again.
I feel free. I feel my true self again.
Maybe one day, I can look back on this 'friendship', and smile.. and think about the good times and sigh nostalgically.. but right now, I just feel so free. It is taking getting used to, in all honesty. Such a big chunk in my life is missing, I find myself with all this free time.. more space in my mind for other thoughts…
It is all good. A little bittersweet, a little sad… but good.
It is times like these I just stare, amazed, at how strong human beings can be. We don't realise it often enough, but we are strong. Even in the weakest of moments, if we are able to hang in there, hang on to a tiny ray of hope we see so far away from us… that is strength.
Sigh… I am rambling pointlessly.
I love you guys. Here is a poem which reflects my mood:
Love After Love
The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,
and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you
all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
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OYE and what is wrong with your dil hun? You own a perfectly beautiful heart jaan. You leave me in awe! You're wonderful my angel. I love you.
Thank you dear.
Aiiiiiii… I tried not to laugh out loud.. and I promptly ended up SNORTING! Uncool ji. Uncool.
Rani & Ninja – play? What was it? How did it gooo? Did they like it? Did Rani burst out laughing? Hope it went well!
*happy sigh* Have been away from this madhouse of late… facing mad times that I’m only too glad to put behind me. And every time I come back here… it puts a smile on my face.
How do we all get along so well? *touchwood* *touches wood again, just in case* *and again…* (Heavens… I AM going crazy!)
ohhhhhhh LOL omg man I can so imagine that. She cracks up at anything! lol she's so cute
yaay u got it done! just dont let her laugh in the real one!!! lol the kids be like, 'why is she laughing at the dying woman, appa?' lmao!
LMAO.
OHMYALLAH! I was hekka pissed when you told me about it! I seriously hate it when people are racist…It pisses me off hekka much….grrr…That lady is HEKKA annoying! She gets on my LAST NERVES! I can't stand her…and she knows it too! lol. I can't believe she told you that she'll hang out with you in Great America for the Muslim Unity day thing…If she's hanging out with you…BYE! lol
… you have got to love this girl! She reminds me a lot of Khushi – both have a sort of fierce personality when it comes to defending the things they love. Like big sister, like little sister I guess… sigh!
(By “this girl” it was RANI I meant.. which I'm sure you all knew anyway…)
Elenia – You like good grammar and spelling? Brilliant! (I can hear the others groaning… )… Watch out for Senor and his obsession with capital letters. lol.
Elenia – sorry… didn't see your post before… BWL is GOING CRAZY on this darned machine… but thank you. And welcome!