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Have you ever felt like you wanted to just…give up and not try anymore? For whatever reason, but for me, it's merely because when I look at the people I do my best for and respect so much, I find them to be very unappreciative and not only that, they show no care whatsoever! So, it's crushing me…and I feel unwanted all the time! No one seems to understand either…

…I don't want to give up, it's just not me. *sigh*

*tears*

Never… never give up, I mean. Ninja – you are a wonderful person, you truly are.. you have an awesome way of being random and I love reading your posts, O Wise One…! .. I know it's too easy for me to say this, but please don't let anyone crush you. If they don't appreciate you, it is their choice na? (OK maybe they are not doing it consciously, so it is not really much of a choice..) You are a human being in your own right ji.. nobody – not even your nearest and dearest – can take that feeling away from you. Well that is my perception, I know. It is up to you if you agree with me or not.. but please take care of yourself Ninja. Believe me, I know I don't know very much about you, but I do know you have the strength to see through the bad times. You do.

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(Wooohooo! I LOVE it when BWL works for me… )

Nobody's. I don't really have an attachment to my wallet/purse (assuming that is what is needed, for pictures to go in there… I dunno! Just a thought.. guessing..). In fact, it is more of a darned-thing-I-need than a something-that-is-a-part-of-me-and-my-identity. I don't even store special stuff in my purse. Nor do I have an ueber-cool keyring for my keys.. again, they are just silly stuff I need.. lol. I'm not implying that having such 'treasures', or whatever you want to call them, is a negative thing.. not at all.. I'm just saying, I have none.

Which brings me to the next question…

What is your most special possession (i.e. a THING that can be held, not an abstract answer, please! )? Or, if you can't decide, ONE of your most special possessions?

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Some pictures of the sunrise I took this morning…

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I don't wanna hafta read through 3 pages of drug references to get to Boo ma's excellent awards! *snort*

Now… was this *snort* a sarcastic comment on my “excellent” awards (that are not really excellent)… or on the 3 pages of drug references missy? It better be the latter…

Hey am just teasing you btw… nothing personal intended Nessa JI! Lmao!

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Love is the purest feeling. It can never fail, love is immortal. Love doesn't change, people change. Love doesn't move on, people move on. Love doesn't lose faith, people lose faith. Love doesn't give up, people give up..

Ms. Tayba…I really needed these words, right now. I really, really did.I thank you from the bottom of my heart for these words. May I save them?I have a 'theory' (don't really know what to call it… lol).. but before you read on, I am sorry if I unintentionally hurt the feelings of those who read this. I don't mean to, at all. If you love someone so much, so so so so so much, that you see them almost as your 'God'.. I am not saying there is a replacement for God, but that you SEE them as God-like – in the sense that you love them, respect them, look up to them, live for each moment you spend with them, etc.. then when you lose them.. (whatever 'lose' may mean to you, go with it), you lose faith in the 'religion' itself. Once you see no 'God', you start to think, “How there be this 'religion'? 'He' is no longer here, I have lost faith in 'Him'…” and just as the 'God-like' person in your life leaves you, you feel as though a part of your identity, your soul, your 'faith' has also gone away…And that is a very, very risky thing to do. Putting your everything into one person… one person who can enhance and add so much life to your 'faith', but also one who can take that 'faith' away from you. You see no life beyond them, no meaning, no purpose, no direction… and all for what? What are these thoughts dictated by? Other thoughts in our mind that this one person was our everything? Baseless notions that this person is the only one who can give us the joy we are looking for?But then again… if you can't dive into love the way your instincts tell you to, what else can you do in life? Argh this is confusing! Even the sorrow that replaces the parting footsteps of a love, is precious. Because it is also a feeling towards the loved one. It is also a thought on the loved one. It is saying, “Look.. leave me if you will, my 'God', my Prince, my Life… but there will always be a spirit of you, your love, your memories lingering around me wherever I go. It may be a sad, nostalgic scent, but it is still there. The feelings have not gone. The love has not gone, for the love and life is mine and mine only to dedicate to whom I will. And if you were ever to run to me with not even a hint of an apologetic tone, know that I will take you into my heart straight away. For this is Love too. Loving you for who you are. Not changing even a little hair of you.”

OK I must have confused the lot of you in the process… my apologies!

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Heard this at about 3am my time & made me smile! Thought of u!

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I listened to the song the moment I read this… Celebrated our friendship.

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Teri Yaad Aa Rahi Hai – Love Story

http://www.hindilyrix.com/songs/get_song_Teri%20Yaad%20Aa%20Rahi%20Hai.html

Tere Bina – Guru

http://www.bollywoodblitz.com/lyrics/showlyric.php?lyricid=245

Tujhe Yaad Na Meri Aaye – Kuch Kuch Hota Hai

http://www.musicindiaonline.com/lr/17/4711/

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Mad man… stop with the capitals already! lol..

It depends on what you call love, I guess. For me, it is synonymous with life. And since every human being has in him/her this thing called 'life', so do they also have this thing called 'love'.

On the question game thread, I saw a question, which I wanted to answer… (BWL was nicht working for me, then..)

When you see nature/are in nature, what do you think of?

I think of love.

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I like this: 'Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never…never forget it.'

I don't agree that few ever achieve it… it is in every human being, is Love.

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I'm so sorry I created such a hassle…

I'll be fine, don't worry about me.

Don't be silly.

End of discussion.

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Tayba – hahah! Of course it was for you girl… I should have added a 'Happy Birthday Tayba' to it… I love you too.

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My strength, my madness and my love…

Same Q..

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Many, many happy returns of the day, Nessa jiii!

I was just listening to Ladka Yeh Kehta Hai…

Anyway, I hope you have a wonderful day!

Keep smiling and being the cool lady you are!

With love from,

Boo……………………………………………………..x

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hey youuu guyssss……. its Naziii…. hw long has it beeenn….. avnt been er, since '05 if im nt rong… ders many of u new members, may not even no me …… Im at Taybaz ryt nw ( unique-princess)…. her brithday ryt….. n shes sittin ere next to me tryina correct ma english…..I wnt let her bt she says boo will correct it anyway? lol….. hey BOO… hw ya been….? u membaaa our song? u best do, im nt gna name it…… n a big helloo0 to all u other guys too… wnt go namin u all individuali … n dw i avnt forgoten abt ya guys, gt tayba er updatin me ……… i no one person in particula whod be more dan pleased to see me bak onda forum, seriooo0 oreoo… helo0…..….. n also, shreeeeny… helo sweetness…… n everybodi els.

Tayba ses hello0 n thnks for da msgs shell post bk soon, neways guys ill msg bak later, its our tym togetha abhi, wer gna go av cake, u com get ur piece 2….. buh by.

Hey youuu guyssss……. its Naziii…. how long has it beeenn….. haven't been here, since '05 if i'm not wrong… thdere's many of you new members, may not even know me …… I'm at Tayba'z ryt nw ( unique-princess)…. her brithday birthday ryt right….. and she's sitting here next to me tryina trying to correct ma my english…..I won't let her but she says boo will correct it anyway? lol….. hey BOO… how have ya been….? u membaaa remember ('member) our song? u best do, i'm not gonna name it…… and a big helloo0 to all u other guys too… won't go naming you all individuali individually … and dw i haven't forgotten abt ya guys, got tayba here (?) updating me ……… i know one person in particular who'd be more dan than pleased to see me back onda on the forum, seriooo0 oreoo… helloo0…..….. and also, shreeeeny… hello sweetness…… n everybodi everybody else.

Tayba ses helloo0 n thnks for da msgs she'll post bk soon, neways anyways guys i'll msg back later, it

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I know Tabzy. Loves pulse is running through me, and I'm feeling every moment.

*in mock anger* WHEREEE IS THE DARNED APOSTROPHE??Madcap!Senor – I would reply to this in the other thread, but I'm worried BWL will go funny on me again… Lmao… you're violent too? Lagta hai ke you're a bit of everything… you remind me so much of someone I know lol… people like you are so rare, and when found, are worth holding on to. Rani – My dearest twin… I am waiting for you. Only you, and your God (for I know saying He is important to you is an understatement..), can ever pass judgements on you. Everyone else – there is no way you should let anything they say get to you. Ever. You are stronger than that Rani, I know you are. I was thinking about that the other day (I will tell you more when time permits…). Believe me you are. (Of course, just as I said, it is up to you to take my words as you wish to ji… ) Please don't crumble now Rani. Trust me, I know the feeling of wanting to crumble.. to give in to every force that is reigning me (not in the same way as you, but the feelings, I can relate to..).. but… don't. It is not worth it. Hope is there as long as you live.. feel it, Rani. Feel it.And last but not least… TAAAAAAYBAAAAAAA JI! Again, I would post this in the correct thread, but I am worried BWL won't let mee… ahhh. Here goes:-My dearest Tayba, MANY MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY!!! I hope you have a wonderful birthday filled with joy and laughter, and I hope this coming year (and the years after that…) see you smiling and mad the way you are! Birthdays are no specific occasions to say this, but thank you, Tayba. Thank you for all you have given me. A voice when I needed a voice. Words when I needed words. A smile, though unseen, when I was longing for one.

What can I say about you that hasn’t been said already? Damnnn it people got there before me! No seriously though, you are a wonderful human being… and a true friend. You truly are beautiful. I love you, Tayba…

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Eid Mubarak to you all! Have a wonderful time..

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Hello Boo! You would be very disappointed. Attribute my nonchalance to an overwhelming interest for self-preservation and nothing else. A few lives around here squarely rest on my sanity. I lose it, they lose. Keeps my head above water and my spirit above sorrow.

Howdy Senor Saab!

I bet you love it though, truly being a part of people's lives.. it comes with its ups and downs, I guess. (Oh by the way, this is not said in a negative tone at all.. I am not feeling very expressive right now… in fact, I am feeling hungry.. lol) But the only thing other than having love (whatever one's interpretation of that is..), which can give me that kind of kick is being involved in people's lives. If not to experience that, why else are we here?

Oh I am not just saying this because you mentioned it by the way, and I am trying to find something nice to say to you.. I really do think it's a beautiful life, if it is shared with others.

(Sorry, for being a little… blunt? I don't know.. lol. I'm not feeling very expressive… my feet, for some strange reason, are feeling very tired… and this, for some stranger reason, is making my mind not work… I am feeling “mentally menstruated” as a friend of mine once suggested to me..)

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Fact: They're at it again.

Hahaha… I was thinking the same thing… it's like in Kuch Kuch Hota Hai…. “Rahul aur Anjali phir se…” (uhhh don't know the Hindi here, but the Eng subs tell me it's “are fighting again”… ).

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Good for you. If it happens for me, then so be it. If it doesn't, I'm not going to lose any sleep over it. You got any more cents back there?

I need to learn from you.. lol.

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(OK just a disclaimer.. this is NOT aimed at ANYONE in particular, wherever.. in my 'real' life and on the forum.. just general observations and general feelings.. … and sarcasm.)

WHAT IS WITH ALL THE DARNED HUGS WHEREVER I GO??!!

Seriously, one more hug and I shall have to run out of the room to go and puke.

Stop hugging. Stop touching me and “awww hey you”-ing me, and (in the e-world) stop *hugs*-ing me and *gives her a huge massive hug and doesn't let go*-ing me.

How much of the hugs that we give out in the www, do we actually give out in “real” life? But then again, we are more 'personal' in our talks here than in “real” life. So I guess it kind of balances out. But still.. what gets to me is all these unnecessary hugs. Why do people feel the need to add a *huggggssssss* to the end of every single post? I don't very much see the point, really. In fact, it sort of dilutes the intensity of the hugs, if you're dishing them out every other second. And then, of course, it becomes a habit (an annoying one, in my opinion).. and people start doing it without consciously thinking. Well, to be honest, I have no proof of that, but I realised that was what I was doing at times. And then other people see other people giving hugs out here, there and everywhere.. and they feel inclined (perhaps not consciously, but subconsciously, I guess..) to dole them out, too. Then, of course, it becomes a vicious circle, and there are no genuine feelings coming out of it. The words we use are so effective, heartfelt and just what the other person needs to hear.. why ruin it with those ridiculous, run-of-the-mill *huuugssss*? This is the point where I feel strongly, personally, because (heh..) as you probably know anyway, I hate doing things without being able to think it through myself, and decide for myself whether I should be doing it or not. And this *hugggggsss*-ing business seems to be going beyond the point of indivual decisions for individual cases, to monotonous habit. For me, anyway. There are some who need the hugs as often as they can get them (at some times), sure (yes, myself included).. but that doesn't mean we have to religiously type out those “*hugss*”es out and the codes for those emotion-less emoticons after each little message to the person. It makes me want to puke.

Alright ramble over. It's not very well structured or argued, really, but I am too tired to bother with that right now. I just typed out whatever mess of thoughts there were in my head.

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