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Seeing you online has lit up my little soul… talk to me yaar.

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For my beautiful,

I thought love was only true in fairytales
Meant for someone else but not for me
Love was out to get me,that's the way it seemed
Dissappointment haunted all my dreams

Then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer.
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind.
I'm in love
(ooooooaaaahhh)
I'm a believer, I couldn't leave her
if I tried

I thought love was more or less a given thing
The more I gave the less I got, Oh Yeah
What's the use of trying
All you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine I got rain

Then I saw her face,
Now i'm a believer.
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind.
I'm in love
(ooooooaaaaahhhh)
I'm a believer, I couldn't leave her
if I tried

What's the use in tyring
All you get is pain
When I wanted Sunshine I got rain!

Then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer!
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
(ooooooaaaahhh)
I'm a believer, I couldn't leave her
if I tried

Then I saw her face,
Now I'm a believer.
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind.
I'm a believer, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhaah….

Im a Believer(2x)

Chanda meri chanda, tujhse kaise main yeh samjhaaon, mujhe lagti hai tu kitni pyaari re… mujhe lagti hai tu kitni pyaari re… khushiyan jitni hai sab dhoond dhoond ke laaon, tere doli ke sang kar do saari re…

(I am listening to it right now. Over and over again… and singing along.. )

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LOL!

Ninja… that post made it look like Rani had taken you over! Hehe!

Well USUALLY people… () awards are done at the END of the year… now, is October going on November really the end of the year? Huh? Huuuh?

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LOL!! ROFL!! Tayba jaan… you crack me up! (In the nicest of ways! )

I thought you were actually trying to sound like me on purpose.

Lmao… aww Tayba that is such a sweet thing you do! Stare at her and think of Boo (oh this rhymes).. lmao… awww! How exactly does she remind you of me? Does she go round saying she lives in Mystery Land too? Lmao…

Oh I thought about that too… why on Earth melted chocolate is in Mount Doom… and then I realised, it's a bit of a Harry Potter-ish twist. Treat the 'evil' with 'love' and the 'evil' is gone. Like, you know, in the book, it is about love and how that helps Harry, etc… just like that only the good things can get rid of the ghum. Er. That made sense in my head – I swear! Lol!

Chocolate liquid fight!! Ohmydays that would be AWESOME.. See you got me all excited just talking about it. I guess I should wait until Senor Saab comes in here and helps us get more excited about chocolate (thinking of what Nessa said to him… “Talk dirty to me. Read the menu.” ROFL!).. LOL hehe!

Well I just realised – in that case, a chocolate liquid fight might not work… lmao bahahahaha we'd all be squirting at ourselves in an attempt to eat (drink? ) the chocolate… My, what a sight THAT would be!

How can you have any chocolate LEFT Tayba? Lol oh gosh… that sounded rude didn't it. I'm making you out to be a greedy pig with the chocolates. Sorryshorry I didn't mean it like that! I have a chocolate chip cookie next to the laptop right now. 🙂 I am in heaven. BWL and chocolate and IM-ing a friend who always lifts my spirits… yay!

And oh Tayba ji – lol! That sentence made me laugh… I had a cartoon image of Tayba all angry, with steam coming out of her ears and a very, very frowny, red face going, “Million odd years MY FOOT!” Hehe!

Where could we throw it? I'm telling ya girl, Mount Gloom it must go into. But we might need something else for Mount Gloom… and not a pool of melted chocolate. Oooops. Or we could throw it into outer space? But then I feel mean doing that… poor aliens gonna be all ghummed up and they won't respond to our calls!

OH MY DAYS TAYBA GET UP AND DANCE TO JADOO WITH ME!!! Come onnnnnnn!!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=YIqp_U2YU3U

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I think I've worked out why on earth I am always bursting with joy and hyper when I'm around you Tayba… you make me feel that way. Such a beautiful gift you have given me, girl… the least I can give you back is my love. (That sounds like I only give you my love because you give it to me or blah blah something silly and politicsy like that.. but you know what I mean! I LOVE YOU A LOT!)

So much ghum man… what do I do with it all? I feel like packing it away into a little box (though, I doubt a little box will be huge enough for the amount of ghum I have to cram in there!) and throwing it off into the sea and then dancing on the beach. (I might even take a leaf out of Senor Saab's book… ROFLMAO! Sigh!)

Then it will be like a Lord of the Rings thing, won't it… the evil evil box of ghum… created by the Lordess Boo… oh but wait, I don't want to be Sauron. I guess it will be LOTR with a twist then…. some poor soul millions of years later will find that box of ghum… and will make it his – or her () – life mission to destroy that box of ghum.

Then there will be a fight – happiness vs all the evil spirits of ghum (I don't believe in spirits, but let's just go with the flow. )… the evil spirits are rising… there is so much ghum in the world, and it is up to the few khushi-ised people left on Mystery Earth to fight them and bring khushi into Mystery Earth for ever after.

The battle is long and hard.. sacrifices are made (no blood is shed, mind you. Well DUH!! Spirits don't have blood to be shed… or do they? ), tears are shed, sweat is poured out of skins… and finally, the final battle comes. The poor soul carrying my ghum is very, very near Mount Gloom.. and there are pseudo-battles everywhere… spirits evaporating off the face of Mystery Earth one by one.. and the box is thrown into the huge roaring pool of melted chocolate in Mount Gloom. The ghum gets dissected into a million and one piece by the force of the chocolate.. and ghum is forever gone.

So yeah… guys. If my theory does work out, you have nothing to worry about! Only a million-odd years to go before the ghum is gone.. let's hope the sun stays alive and our species continues to thrive and survive until then.

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Ohmyword… you are seventeen today? You really and truly are so much wiser beyond your years!

Ninja,

Know that this stranger is thinking of you on your special day, and wishing you nothing but the purest and best. Someone, somewhere in this world, cares for your well-being and is sending you her love and thoughts.

Many, many happy returns of the day, Ninja.

Looking at the stars and thinking of you,

Boo…………x

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Tujhse Naaraz Nahin Zindagi, Hairaan Hoon Main
Tere Masoom Sawaalon Se Pareshan Hoon Main.

Jeene Ke Liye Sochaa Hi Nahin Dard Sambhaalne Honge
Muskuraaye Toh Muskuraane Ke Karz Utaarne Honge
Muskuraaye Joh Kabhi, Toh Lagta Hai Jaise Hothon Pe Karz Rakha Hai
Tujhse Naaraz Nahin Zindagi, Hairaan Hoon Main
Tere Masoom Sawaalon Se Pareshan Hoon Main

Aaj Agar Bhar Aai Hain Boondein, Baras Jayengi
Kal Kya Pata Kis Ke Liye Aankhen Taras Jaayengi…..?
Jaane Kahaa Goom Hua, Kahaa Khoya
Ek Aansoo Chhupa Ke Rakha Tha
Tujhse Naaraz Nahin Zindagi, Hairaan Hoon Main
Tere Masoom Sawaalon Se Pareshan Hoon Main.

Zindagi, Tere Gham Ne Humay Rishte Naye Samjhaaye
Dhoop Mein Milay, Joh Bhi Milay, Pyar Ke Tanday Saaye …
Tujhse Naaraz Nahin Zindagi, Hairaan Hoon Main
Tere Masoom Sawaalon Se Pareshan Hoon Main……

*Sighs* This song is Soooo beautiful… I want to share the english translation with you guys…

I am not upset with you Life…. I am astounded.

I am distressed by your innocent questions.

In order to live, I did not think I’d have to handle sorrows

To smile, I did not think I’d have to pay the debt of smiling.

If ever I smile it feels as if there is a debt upon my lips.

I am not upset with you Life…. I am astounded.

I am distressed by your innocent questions

Today if my eyes fill with drops of tears, then they will fall.

Who knows whom these eyes will long for tomorrow…?

Who knows where I lost,

The one tear I had kept hidden.

I am not upset with you Life…. I am astounded.

I am distressed by your innocent questions

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L… M… A… O…

I am laughing my head off here…

I am listening to THIS SONG –> http://youtube.com/watch?v=LNApZpfF1b8

… and I just randomly thought of Senor Saab.. and then I thought of what he likes to get up to at weekends (hint: lakes and moonlight and …)… and I just had a mental image of him dancing to this song… next to a lake in the moonlight… and he's not alone.

It's so scary I am laughing my head off here!

(Senor ji… I am only teasing you. Tell me if this offends you and I'll stop/delete/whatever.)

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I am so scared that, one day, I might have bipolar disorder.

A ridiculous thing to say now, I know. I am no hypochondriac (hah!) and I know suicide and physical harm to self are not options for me (as of now, anyway). I have a lot going for me right now (I say this at the risk of sounding important and 'big'… but I know you guys get what I mean!).. I have no intention of quitting all that I am working for.

But… but but but.

There are days – no no, moments, rather – when I am so so so happy… I feel like Life is hugging me tight and jumping around with incredible joy that I will not do injustice to by expressing in words.

And then come moments when I feel like I have hit rock bottom. I have not really, of course. As I said, I have a lot going for me right now. But when one is in that state of mind, one does not think clearly. When you are feeling so sad, so lonely, because the one thing you live for – Love, in my case – is not there… there is little rational thought going on in your mind. There are moments when I feel like giving everything up (not dying or self-harming myself), but just giving up on everything that makes me me. Because I don't have the energy for it. Not of the physical sort, but the mental sort. It takes me all of my energy just to remain strong and smiling, where am I supposed to find the energy to actually succeed in life? There are moments when I let my sadness take me over completely, and weaken me. The side-effects of this, of course, show in the downward plunge in my performance. With people, with work, with everything. I see myself becoming the person I don't want to be. And I find myself falling into a downward spiral. I actually see myself, falling down with no control.. and the worst thing is, I can't do anything about it.

Nobody else can live my life for me, get over the difficult times for me. They can offer me comfort and warmth, but I am such a person who does not share my sorrows (nor some of my joys… including BWL, as an example of a joy in my life I do not share with the people in my life). I do not want anyone to find out. I want to battle this out myself. And yet, I am so scared, that I won't be able to.

When your heart takes over your brain, your everything depends on the mood of the heart. When the heart feels light and full of joy, you feel it too. And by the same token, when the heart feel heavy with sorrow, you feel it too.

I know I do not show all the symptoms for a bipolar disorder right now. Maybe I never will. But I am still very scared. I have seen what having a bipolar disorder (cannot remember which type) does to people, and I do not want to be like that. I have seen the pains that come with the depression in a bipolar, and I do not want that. I have a life, family (though none of my own), friends, a present and a future (and a past that I fondly keep sticking my head into..)… I have many things I am yet to do, many dreams I am yet to realise. Most importantly, I have real, real, real ANGELS in my life.. the people I love so much, so, so, so much. Words cannot describe how much their presence lights up my life, they really can't. Just take my word for it. I do not want to imagine a life without them. I do not want to even think about cutting them out of my life because I somehow felt the 'need' to, by having a bipolar disorder. I do not want to be on medication for a significant part (if not the rest) of my life, or battling it out with a psychiatrist. I do not want to fight a battle with myself for the rest of my life.

I am a positive person. Rude as this may sound (and my apologies for that in advance), I don't want to be one of those people that wastes away their life by being sad and depressed (to the point of it actually destroying their lives). (I also, just to show you the bigger picture here, do not want to be one of those people that are hanging on to drugs/cigarettes/alcohol and watching themselves helplessly as their lives crumble away as th

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She Has Enough To Worry With My CapLockProblem. Lmao! Hello Boo!

STOP WITH THE CAPS ALREADY!!

(*lmao*)

How are you today? I love jalapeños on my pizza! (Well this IS the thread where one can say random things…!)

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Can't put anything into my own words right now, so….

I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone..

…… cries.

My dear Tayba,

This is for you…

I wanna run to you, oo,
I wanna run to you, oo.
Won't you let me hold you in my arms
And keep you safe from harm?
I wanna run to you, oo. (I'll run to you, oo)
But if I come to you, oo,
Tell me will you smile,
Or be sad anyway?

(Don't you dare) Run away,
No, I need you there,
I need you there so I can wipe away your tears,
To dance away your fears.
No, if you only know how much…

Giving you the rest of the huge bar of chocolate ,

Boo………………………. *runs to Tayba*

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Yes, you hurt, but each day things get better and the pain farther behind! Don't let it overreach you!

Person above me… well said.

But only if you let it, I think. I have been 'sober' from the tears for two weeks, and I gave in to temptation yesterday! Sigh! So is the pain really farther behind?

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Stupid, STUPID, STOOOOOPID!

Will NOT wish you well! I hope you get a hangover that makes the wings of a fly sound like a jet engine, INSIDE UR HEAD!!!!

Yeah… what did I tell you about strength ji?

Take care of yourself. Don't drive yourself back home….!!

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Alie ji – it looks so much like Durban, because it IS… I thought that was where you would like to be the most…

Cry all you want ji… but promise me you will smile again, and mean it when you do! Bas!

Ness – Wife #2…. sigh! That nickname in itself is nostalgic…….

I really do have my head stuck in the past… (therefore my butt must be sticking out into the future… BAHAHAHAHAHA… what an image! I wonder what that would mean… I am heading for a erm.. 5h!tty future? LMAO… OK OK I will stop now… it's Senor's job to freak us all out… I get the picture… )

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Tayba!!

You must watch this video… I read somewhere you love this song… this guy sings it so well, I had shivers down my spine! Truly, truly heavenly voice.. you will love it, Tayba.

Part 1…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rixYyTIKkPk

Part 2….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3walmBP7K8

Ahhhh. And he cries too! I was thinking (when I first watched this..), “Awwww! Bless him!” lol…..

It's so sad (in my point of view, I mean..) he didn't win this contest. He really deserved to. Aneek did so well with Satrangi Re, but Amanat is so….. sigh. I haven't watched all the singers sing.. just my 2 cents. Lol. And I'm so sad Poonam was out much earlier… she deserved to be there instead of Raja.

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Hmm, I'm not very happy woth all those pictures as signature… It's already so hard to concentrate at work (I just can't stop posting while I'm at work) and now everybody has this Shah Rukh pictures…… How am I suppose to work with SRK on screen, people??? ” src=”https://www.bollywoodlyrics.com/cs/emoticons/emotion-5.gif”&gt;” src=”https://www.bollywoodlyrics.com/cs/emoticons/emotion-5.gif”&gt;

Ahhhh, I was looking through the older posts in this thread… nostalgia…

Wheeeere has Miss 3TH September gone??? This is uncool. I miss her.. I was thinking about her yesterday night… stars and Am Rani ji…

Am Rani ji, if you are reading this.. I hope your birthday went well, full of love and laughter.

Please check my PMs!! I mean, my PM to you.. your PMs I mean!!

If aaany of you guys are in contact with Am Rani ji, can you let her know that she's in my thoughts and I hope she's well? And ASK HER TO GET HER BUTT DOWN HERE AND CHECK HER PMS!

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Heyyy fellow romantic-at-heart!

I miss you too…

I will write soon…

I love this song so much… the tune is so funky!

Gaata rahe mera dil, tuhi meri manzil
kahin beete na yeh raaten kahin beete na yeh din
Gaata rahe …

pyaar karne waale, are pyaar hi karenge
jalne waale chaahe jal jal marenge
pyaar karne waale, are pyaar hi karenge
jalne waale chaahe jal jal marenge
dil se jo dhadke hai woh, dil hardam yeh kahenge
kahin beete na ..

o mere hamrahi, meri baahon thame chalna
badle duniya saari tum na badalna
pyaar humne yeh sikhaladega, gardhish men sambhalna
kahin beete na …

dooriyan ab kaisi, are shaam jaa rahi hai
humko dalthe dalthe samaja rahi hai
aati jaati saans jaane, kab se gaa rahi hai,
kahin beete na …

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LMAO!

You guys are too much.. I have a hilarious cartoon image of Calvin and Suzy in my head right now… quarrelling…

*runs away*

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Senor Saab….!!

Well, – I mean – Uhhh –

*speechless*

Nessa ain't gonna join the dark side, I guess… it's much more fun being on the other side and watching huh?

(Rani loves it when I'm speechless lmao…)

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Imagine you and me on the beach… talking until we are too tired. Then sleeping.

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