Look at it jaan… it's gone… I thought I replied to your PM but I must have done so in my head LOL… so am off to reply, person above me…
Rani…
I didn't mean to hurt you jaan… but what I was trying to show you was, the feeling needs to come from within you. No one else can find your peace for you… and unless you yourself walk through that path, the little 'I Wish' stones will forever remain stuck in your shoes. If you wish for so many things – rightly, fairly, justifiedly.. or not.. who am I to judge.. – then you need to go through it yourself, to realise…
Am I making sense?
I don't know what you will realise. Maybe you are a perfect person already. Maybe there are some things you want to change. There is nothing wrong with either… what is more important, is that the voice is from within you. If you can't be happy with yourself, if you can't be at peace with who you are – then what is the point of it all? Is it justice to yourself? Is it justice to your God? Is it justice to your family, friends, loved ones?
I want you to be happy, jaan… if it means 'changing' then so be it… it not, then so be it too… but the energy has to come from within you.
I don't know.. these are just my thoughts… I love you. You don't have to agree.
Kya gone baby, gone… person above me?
Rani – if you think you need to be better, then why don't you?
90. When you see a Facebook group called “My mum chased me round with a VELAN!!!” and you grin to yourself, thinking, “Oh boy… Khushi's brats (*touchwood*) will be future Admins of this group!”
SF: Perfect…. perfect song… thank you for posting it… describes me right now…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQ5Q_jUTgU0
The beat is intoxicating.
Senor…………. *beaming*
Just listening to this song makes me feel so nostalgic… especially as it's summer… reminds me of innocent days of seeing his smile and falling in love all over again every other minute……. sigh.
Yeh ladka hai allah kaisa hai deewana
Kitna mushkil hai tauba isko samjhaana
Ke dheere dheere dil beqaraar hota hai
Hote hote hote, pyaar hota hai
Ho, yeh ladka hai allah kaisa hai deewana
Kitna mushkil hai tauba isko samjhaana
Ke dheere dheere dil beqaraar hota hai
Hote hote hote, pyaar hota hai
Ho, yeh ladka hai allah kaisa hai deewana
Humne to itna dekha, humne to itna sikha
Dil ka sauda hota hai sauda zindagi ka
Ho, humne to itna dekha, humne to itna sikha
Dil ka sauda hota hai sauda zindagi ka
Milte hi kaise koi hota hai deewana
Kitna mushkil hai tauba isko samjhaana
Ke dheere dheere dil beqaraar hota hai
Hote hote hote, pyaar hota hai
Ho, yeh ladka hai allah kaisa hai deewana
Ho sakta hai dekho na, samjho mitti ko sona
Pal bhar ka hasna ho jaaye jeevan bhar ka rona
Haan, ho sakta hai dekho na, samjho mitti ko sona
Pal bhar ka hasna ho jaaye jeevan bhar ka rona
Dekho jaldi mein kabhi dil ko na lagaana
Kitna mushkil hai tauba isko samjhaana
Ke dheere dheere dil beqaraar hota hai
Hote hote hote, pyaar hota hai
Oh, yeh ladka hai allah kaisa hai deewana
(Bholi ho tum kya jaano, abhi mujhko pehchaano
Sapna tumhaara main hoon, maano ya na maano) – 2
Dekho nadaani se mujhe na thukraana
Nahin to gaati heer hogi yeh taraana
Ke dheere dheere dil beqaraar hota hai
Hote hote hote, pyaar hota hai
Lately, I have been feeling weaker than ever. Weak… in every way I was considered “strong” in. I feel that the fact that everything around me is falling apart, has made me get caught in between it all… which was the one thing I tried to avoid.
I feel so weak as a friend… I feel so weak as a daughter… I feel so weak as a person… and most importantly, I feel even weaker as a Muslim… And of course… that is my main problem right now…
I need to renew my Imaan…
I have just noticed… how Preity in my display picture is in a sweet sunrise-ish and sunset-ish shade of orange…. that is one pretty special display picture.
I remember when I put that DP up, on the old old (first) green forum… my logic behind it was that I loved the message the picture seemed to give… “Smile, life isn't all that bad, baby..” Now.. almost… what? Two and a half? Three? years later… my life seems to be reflected in that picture, even though I did not know any of this would be in my Life, my Destiny back then, when I innocently chose the display picture… of moving on, wanting someone I can't have, having his good wishes with me (he is the one keeping that smile on Preity's face… and on my face, too…), accepting that he will no longer be in Preity's or my life and smiling anyway… and all these feelings shrouded in a sweet sunrise and sunset…. it's so beautiful. It's so perfect. Special.
I just felt like sharing that with (as Nessa wonderfully put it) The Forum….
Waaaaaaaaaahahahhaah!
I read your previous post as
“Hmmmm… shuffle… A.” “I… there could be a connection.”
Ooops!
My iPod (now Rusting in Peace) and Walkman sure seem to be too psychic to be true, you have a point Ma'am…
Me neither!
What's the A doing in your previous post?
……. *still trying to find a connection between Senor saab's statement and Life in all its random beauty and madness*………..
(But there does need to be an apostrope in 'it's'… )
I-don't-know-what-ORCA-is-must-Google…
No… you're right, person above me, it's not all that bad.. at least if I become like you, I might not need to rush to a dictionary every time I see one of your posts!
Ho hum?
Shuffle has got to be the greatest invention on Earth… I can think of so many occasions when Shuffle played the perfect song for me at that time….
Sigh….!
Ms. Tubelight…. Nitzah loved her… her confusion, that is… lol… sigh!
Raja Ki Aayegi Baaraat Rangili Hogi Raat
Magan Main Nachoongi Ho Magan Main Nachoongi