Ninja… I agree with you.
Sometimes it is so hard not to let all of the world get you down, and to believe that one day your time will come… your moment of glory will surely come…
Faith is one life-long test and a comfort zone all at once. Isn't that funny?
……. amen to that!
Tayba…
I love you, stay strong jaan.
…I second that!
Third… I love you so much, jaana. Remember Noor's quote? He'll teach you how to fly, jaana. May Allah (SWT) grant you and your family sabr and may He grant your amma the highest stages in Jannah insha'Allah, ameen thumma ameen.
Fourth…
I love you. Take care of yourself, jaanana..
Awwww! I love you too! But…. *gulp*…. boobz, ji? π
After a crazy restless and tearful night, I somehow felt a sudden urge to watch Hum Tum and cry. Oh, how I loveeeeeeee Bollywood!!! I ended up giggling and chuckling and awww-ing and laughing and clapping-and-laughing… π
I kept thinking of you, Rani because… duh! Rani.. π But also because I know how much she loveeees the movie… and especially that drunken scene when Karan talks of Rhea's tears and how they hurt him.. I kept going “Awwww!” and thinking of you all the more because you posted that scene in the favourite scenes thread thing… and I kept thinking of you! Really wish you me and Tabz could've watched it together… it would have been SOOOO much fun!
Now I'm watching a little bit of KANK… and I'm reminded of Khushi. Sigh. I was thinking the other day about how whatever bad mood I'm in, when I think of Khushi all that bad mood-ness disappears and I'm filled with love. Crazy. If you're reading this you crazy girl… I love you and believe you me, you are never far from my thoughts!
For Tayba… I love you.
Main Hoon Na (Sonu Nigam, Shreya Ghosal)
Male:
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Inetzaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Intezaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Khamosh Kyon Ho Jo Bhi Kehna Hai Kaho
Why are you silent, speak your heart out
Dil Chahe Jitna Pyar Utna Maang Lo
Ask as much love as your heart yearns for
Ho, Tumko Milega Utna Pyar Main Hoon Na
You will be given that love (as) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Inetzaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Kabhi Jo Tum Socho Ke Tum Yeh Dekho
If you happen to wonder or find out
Are Kitna Mujhko Tumse Pyar Hai
How much I love you
To Chup Mat Rahna Yeh Mujhse Kehna
Then donβt be silent, tell me
Are Koi Kya Aisa Bhi Yaar Hai
Where will you such a lover (like me)
Dil Hi Nahi De Jaan Bhi De Jo Tumhe
Who gives not just his heart but also his life
Dil Hi Nahi De Jaan Bhi De Jo Tumhe
Who gives not just his heart but also his life
Ho, To Main Kahoonga Sarkar Main Hoon Na
Then I shall say I am here Highness!
Female:
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Inetzaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Intezaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Khamosh Kyon Ho Jo Bhi Kehna Hai Kaho
Why are you silent, speak your heart out
Dil Chahe Jitna Pyar Utna Maang Lo
Ask as much love as your heart yearns for
Ho, Tumko Milega Utna Pyar Main Hoon Na
You will be given that love (as) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Inetzaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Kehni Ki Ho Dil Mein Koi Baat Mujhse Kaho
If you need someone to tell your feelings, tell me
Koi Pal Ho Din Ho Ya Ho Raat Mujhse Kaho
Be it day or night, tell me
Koi Mushkil Koi Pareshaani Aaye
Whatever trouble or anxiety that may come
Tumhe Lage Kuch Theek Nahi Halaat Mujhse Kaho
If you feel something is wrong do tell me
Koi Ho Tamanna Ya Ho Koi Arzoo
Be it any wish or desire
Koi Ho Tamanna Ya Ho Koi Arzoo
Be it any wish or desire
Ho, Rehna Kabhi Na Bekaraar Main Hoon Na
Donβt ever be anxious (for) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Inetzaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Intezaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na
Look this way once, (for) I am here
Khamosh Kyon Ho Jo Bhi Kehna Hai Kaho
Why are you silent, speak your heart out
Dil Chahe Jitna Pyar Utna Maang Lo
Ask as much love as your heart yearns for
Ho, Tumko Milega Utna Pyar Main Hoon Na
You will be given that love (as) I am here
Kiska Hai Yeh Tumko Inetzaar Main Hoon Na
Who are you waiting for, I am here
Dekhlo Idhar To Ek Baar Main Hoon Na<br
Senor saab! Do I detect a hint of sarcasm in that thank you?
………. and another one!
I just found this on facebook (yepp… bumper sticker again!) and thought of you guys… it sounds really nice, doesn't it… very nice…
Grrr! I'm very annoyed! Someone I would have liked to talk to on facebook chat has JUST gone offline the moment I am online on it!! Grrr!
I'm thinking of Tayba….
Ramadan Mubarak to you guys!
I 'leave' the forum for a while, but I have never once left you guys… your madness always jumps out at me at the most random but beautiful of times!
I was looking at a view I once described to Nessa, telling her I wished she was here and we could have just sat down with a drink and talked… and I smiled and thought of her.
I saw Vivah the other day… and thought of Rani and Khushi, then of Ninja.
Tayba… well. She's Tayba. She's a donkey. She's always there.
I was in India and saw so many 'Sam's painted on the walls… most, if not all, of them in a Christian context.. and I thought of guess who!
Oreo. Oreo cookies!
I kept seeing so many references to 'twin' somewhere… oh YES! I remember now.. it was on facebook… whenever I look through the bumper stickers (oh boy, I love the bumper sticker application… hours and hours of fun! ), there always seems to be something or the other in reference to twinship… and who do I think of other than my twin… Hehe!
I also once saw a bumper sticker (don't know what the sticker itself was.. can't remember..), made by a Khushi Something… and I thought of Khushi.
I saw some shipping truck with one of the companies that I think Alishia works at or something… and I thought of her!
I think of you guys all the time dammit. You crazy bunch of people.
I have a million and one things to do and all I want to do is NOT do them… argh!
*frown*
I'm right here!
Welcome home indeed, Ninja and Senor saab!
How have you guys been?
Tayba once told me something which seems to be the freaking motto of my life! *weak chuckle* She said, “Why are we so far away from the ones closest to our hearts?”
Sigh… sigh!
Oh it's madness… it's madness.
For you, baby…
Chorus:
No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true
No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back
I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know I'll love forever
I know, no matter what
If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say
Chorus
And I will keep you safe and strong
And shelter from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born
No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need
No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you
I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know, I know
I know this love's forever
That's all that matters now
No matter what
….
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too so much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
*tears*
Where are all you guys!! I'm missing you all…
I'm thinking of Khushi…. That makes me smile.
And there's one that says “It's raining Let's dance”
OMG! Taybaaaa! Everytime I browse bumper stickers on facebook, there is always something or the other that reminds me of you… so many Notebook ones aahhh! I've just added a picture of Jamie and Landon from AWTR to my profile. π