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u can call her rani 'baboons-poo-smells-better-than-yrs' or rani 'yr-poo-stinks-more-than-a-garbage-truck'

Ahhhh…. being kiddies again!! Loooooooovee it!! <3

OK Serio 'baboon's-poo-smells-better-than-yours' Comic… are you training me for Dark Side or something? You do realise I'll just use all my newly-acquired skills to save the others and push you off the cliff instead…?

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ha ha…. of course you can't resist me… who can

footie together huh… it's a date

but it's Deutschland drumming all the way baby…. I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAN… imagine how crazy it is for me, there's all the Nostalgia side of World Cup AND the actually WORLD CUP side of World Cup…. aaaah! Too much excitement!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!

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bahahahhahahaha….baahahh…bahaa…baa…ha

no wonder almost everyone left this forum..with convos like all this..

should i slap you awake then?

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Doesn't take much to make you giggle eh? hahaha

Last time I pulled my cheeks for you, my coworkers thoought I was nutters!

………….. Tell me about it! Rani is MAD… she's just stark raving bonkers!! hahahaha.. it is nice to see you here though Nessa… I think you're the only one orea is scared of.. a little bit… hehe.

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*mamatha singing to herself…

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so &%%#@ special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

hahahahahaha….. you're so rude.

but.. but… the woman was actually STARTING to talk and then you scare her off… not cool.

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HAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!

WHOSE??!!

Rani you did NOT just say that…

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Yes, of course! You can!

Hmmm THE lovely voice !! I want to hear it , but I don´t want to suffer

you don't want to suffer? then dont waste any more time..head to the asylum at once!!

………………. to suffer even MORE?!

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Okay, I just noticed your avatar! Im guessing Hrithik must be your favorite hm?!

Hahaha… seriously?!

I miss Sapno…

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Hahahhahaa ohhh Serio I have missed the way you and Nitz never used to come to the forum (or at least, post) during the weekend!

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I guess I should have said, 'Under no circumstances do we compliment him.'

Hahahhahahaha…. now you're going to make him think we actually want to compliment him but we don't because we don't want his head to get too big but at the same time we do want to compliment him, when actually we totally don't.

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Nessa ji! Hi! I don't know which e-mails you use or check regularly lol but I sent you an e-mail! And it's SO delayed… my sincere apologies!

Now that I've deactivated my Facebook account, MSN seems a lot more fun… hhahahahhahahah!

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Right back at ya pooface…

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Rani – funny you talk about darkness… I have just closed my curtains (because the view out of my window is SO DAMN SEDUCTIVE and I will never be able to concentrate with such gorgeous views, cos my heart will just fly away, lost in thoughts out of the window… sigh.), and I've lit a candle and put a small bedside lamp on, and I am loving the warm glow that my room has…

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Oreo… ha, you've met him…

I hate cats hahahahahaha… no offence to your cat or anything, but I despise cats… with a passion!! I am scared to DEATH of them and I hate the way they glare at me and I am absolutely convinced they all want to kill me with their horrible little claws…

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Ha… don't we all miss our school days!

Wait… you start university at sixteen?!

How did you get into Bollywood, then?

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I'm having so much difficulty concentrating of late… I can't work out why it is, and it is scaring me to death. It's like… I can see where I am going to head if I don't concentrate, but yet… I can't. Is it just this day and age, when we have a million and one distractions such as our phones, Facebook, MSN, T.V., music, movies, the forum, etc? (Though I really shouldn't put the forum in that category, the forum actually HELPS me to focus, for some odd reason!! People in real life are just trouble. lol. ) Or is it just me? Why don't I feel motivated to work hard any more? I used to be able to work for hours on end (ha.. no really!), I used to take pride in my work. Now… I just don't care.

Am I following the wrong career path? Why is it so hard to work hard? Hard work always makes for a more fruitful life, I have always believed that. Hard work – despite throwing you into the irritatingly noisy, grinding cogs of monotony – opens up a whole new world of creativity; it really does allow you to open your mind, and feel all that more refreshed for having worked hard. It opens you up to new lessons and new thoughts, and clears out the cobwebs of old confusions. I still remember the feeling of having achieved something through hard work. Despite being in a stuffy room indoors, it felt like my body was physically soaring through the open fields… I could literally smell the feeling of freedom, the fresh grass and the open winds around me.

I feel sad – more than anything else, I feel sad that I seem to have… well, lost my mojo. I feel sad that my intelligence (goddamnit I know I am one intelligent person)… (OK I don't have a clue why this is coming out in italics! But anyway…) seems to be rotting away and more horribly, I am not even doing anything about it. I KNOW that intelligence needs to be looked after and nurtured well, like a plant, for it to grow… and yet, I am seeing myself neglect it and I don't seem to be that worried about it.

Perhaps it's a feeling of complacency… but I don't have a clue! I mean – for me TO be complacent, there has to be SOMETHING for me to even feel PROUD of in the first place, right? And I have not – no I have *truly* not felt proud of myself since about oooh, three years ago? How much longer can I hold on to the success of something that took place three years ago?

Maybe it's just laziness. I have always been the first one to admit to my own faults, and this is no exception. My father always, always says to me, “Sometimes you just have to get on with it… there's no alternative to just biting the bullet.”… and I think I am still having so much of a problem realising that sometimes you actually HAVE to work hard to go places in life. Maybe it's because I have been using my intelligence thus far, and while it's somehow or the other just about getting me through, I'm beginning to realise that intelligence on its own is never enough – both for the dynamics of how the world works, and for your own personal growth… it HAS to be nurtured with hard work, it just has to. There's no alternative to it. I guess it's just sometimes, I wonder what the hell turned me into a lazy, lifeless, unimaginative slob… surely the men in my life could not have affect me that much? :/

And I know that I have a disadvantage, and that I have to work twice as hard as a 'normal' person would have to, maybe I'm just sick of working hard all the bloody time?

I don't know. I'm as much a mystery to my OWN self sometimes as I am to anyone else.

(If anyone actually came this far in read

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OMG!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT!!!!!!! :

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I LOVE LOOKING AT MY PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Um, that is all folks.

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Yeah beat… as in, you know… like um…. overthrow in a competition… hmmm. What's your mother tongue?

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……….. we don't have Hrithik or Shah Rukh Khan (OH that they would VISIT THE FORUM!!! SIGH!!!!! IMAGINE HOW AWESOME THAT WOULD BE!!!!), but we do have an Oreo for you…. no not the biscuit type…

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For Tayba… for so many reasons, one of which being you remind me of Taani… right down to the beginning letter and the same number of letters in your names! Both of you are so full of life, love, dreams, hopes… and it shows how shattered dreams can find solace in a Surinder Sahni… Tayba this is for you. This song truly, truly is. The movie truly is!

When I was going through bad times and I looked to my Mad Man for help, he told me to listen to this song… aur ab, same goes for you.

I love you,

Boo………………………………………….x

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Haule Haule Se Hawa Lagti Hai

(just as) a breeze wafts slowly (blue for calmness… get it? )

Haule Haule Se Dava Lagti Hai

(just as) medicines work
slowly ahahhahahahaa…! I make no sense sometimes.

Haule Haule Se Dua Lagti Hai

(just as) prayers are answered slowly (Green for Islam…
)

Haule Haule Chanda Badhta
Hai

(just as) the moon rises slowly

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