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Yes… even I agree… VIVA DEUTSCHLAND!

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Yeh ishq haaye, baithe bithaaye, jannat dikhaaye haan!! Such a sweet song, such sweet memories… oh Khushi. Did you HAVE to leave? I miss your Kajol-esque banter the most right now. You will be proud of the nutcase your Boo is turning into, wish you could come in once in a while.

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… aur meri dedication kahan hai?!

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Why the rona shona Baqtiar saab, on such a happy thread?

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Tayba did it, guys. She and the hubby (!) looked wonderful together, and the wedding reception (I didn't go to the actual Nikaah itself) was beautiful, a dream. I walked down part of the aisle with her and her friends and family… it was really, really beautiful. It was a walk to remember.

The mehndi was so much fun too… Tayba looked STUNNING… and she was wearing the same shades of green as on the old forum. Someone asked me how I know Tayba and I just said through Asma… and then she went and asked Asma how she knew Tayba and watching her try and explain in some sort of complicated way was SO funny… I just cracked up laughing and then so did she… ahhh. Poor girl never got a decent explanation! And later on, Asma was telling people that the first time she met me was at Tayba's engagement… and all along I'd been telling people I know Tabz through Asma… it was hilarious, trust us.

Asma and I were sitting on the same table… just like a 'BWL Table'
that Tayba and I (especially Tayba) always wanted. And we were
talking about how CRAZY and CHAOTIC it would be if we were all on the same table… and HEAVENS help ANYONE who asks us all how we know each other…!

I love you and I'm so proud of and happy for you, Tayba. You're a gem. Who would have thought our innocent younger days would lead us to this, eh… I am still so touched, and I cannot believe I have JUST BEEN TO YOUR WEDDING!

I know I said it in the card and the letter and on Facebook and on text and I will do so in e-mail and in voice on the phone… but in our world, it ain't official unless it's BWL-official ;).. so here I am, I wish you and the hubby a BEAUTIFUL married life… and I wish and will always continue to wish nothing but love and joy for you both. I love you, darling.

xxxxxxxxxxx

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Guys… I never got round to telling you, the engagement was amazing!!! UP looked BEAUTIFUL and the groom was looking so sweet.

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Nosyira… that's the way we like it!

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*big ole cyber hug back*

I'm sorry that the tears you shed for this forum were also there when leaving, Nessa ji. That sucks.

Thank
you for your apologies and compliments. There was no need for the
former and every need for the latter. haha! 🙂 I'm actually touched
that something I wrote and thought is even worthy of such emotions…

Mr. Nessa is so very right. What else is this forum if not contact?

I appreciate you too, Nessa. Plenty much.

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Saturday evening, I was really upset over a very small thing and as
UP told me, those tears that wouldn’t stop flowing all evening were
probably looking for an excuse to escape, and they found one somehow or
the other…
I was sitting on my bed, laptop in front of me,
absent-mindedly clicking things on Facebook… I wasn’t even noticing
what I was doing… and I simply could not stop crying. Everything
simply got on top of me and frustrated me. It felt as though everything
was going (and, in all honesty, it STILL feels like everything’s gone
wrong… ) wrong and I could not stop crying. I had a MASSIVE (no I am
not even kidding you, it is a MASSIVE one… around a good 25-30 cm by
at least a 12 – 15 cm) chocolate bar next to me, and I simply sat there
eating that, in the dark, crying. All by myself. (I only ate just under
half of it, you might be glad to know, in the end…)
Then, out
of the blue, a cousin of a friend whom I had never met (she lived on
the other side of the world) sent me a random message for the first
time on Facebook chat – asking me how I was and sending me some love.
We added each other upon the recommendation of my friend and her
cousin, she said we were both a lot like each other in the sense that
both of us were obsessed with and breathed for love and appreciated
beauty and all that poetic ***. 🙂 I had her as a Facebook friend for
around 2, maybe even 3 years actually and I occasionally Facebook
stalked her and commented on certain of her pictures and poems because
they reflected my tastes so well… but I never saw it as anything
beyond that. You know, she was one of those Facebook friends you add on
because you ‘have’ to and then you can’t remove because you know both
of you will notice… in any case, I didn’t mind her knowing about my
life so I didn’t care either way, really.
Of late, we have been commenting on love and beauty on each
other’s statuses a lot more than we usually used to (we’d happily go
months not acknowledging each other’s presence)… and I suppose that
was why she messaged me that evening so innocently, sending me love as
only she can… and I was feeling so vulnerable and I needed someone
fresh and new to talk to (strange how one can find ‘fresh’ and ‘new’ in
an acquaintance that has been a silent spectator for the past couple or
so years…!) and tears were in steady flow, that I couldn’t help but
smile at her message… and we got talking. I shared my life, she
shared hers. I needed a voice to listen and she listened beautifully.
She understands me ‘at the core’ because we are both similar
personalities… you know how when you meet someone and you know they
would make the same decisions you would because both your priorities
lie in the same place? It was like that – a mutual understand, a
well-yes-of-course-you-would-do-that sort of acknowledgement and being
there… and since I was feeling so helpless, I poured nearly all my
troubles out to her (I’m sure it’s not really hard to guess that to
know more of my further troubles requires one to get to know me a
little bit more at first!! Sigh…!)… and she was such a darling
about it. She’s not in the field I am in, but her husband is and she
recommended that I add him on because he will probably have more to say
on the subject than she would… so I consented and he added me on
(both husband and wife were online at the same time… sweet, no?)…
All
I can say about this guy is he is an older, male version of me… minus
the whole spirituality thing which I never really got (I am far, far
too much a
believe-in-the-tangible-and-accept-and-understand-everything-it-has-to-offer-before-contemplating-the-untangible
person… as you may also well know!!)… he was so wonderful in
talking to me. He shared his life with me too, and I shared my miseries
and woes with him. I cannot describe how incredibly good it felt, to
speak to someone new who unders

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Tayba...



Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin

Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa

Yun To Main,Dikhlata Nahin

Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata,,Meri Maa



Bheed Mein Yun Na Chodo Mujhe

Ghar Laut Ke Bhi Aa Naa Paoon Maa

Bhej Na Itna Door Mujkko Tu

Yaad Bhi Tujhko Aa Naa Paoon Maa

Kya Itna Bura Hoon Main Maa

Kya Itna Bura Meri Maa



Jab Bhi Kabhi Papa Mujhe

Jo Zor Se Jhoola Jhulate Hain Maa

Meri Nazar Dhoondhe Tujhe

Sochu Yahi Tu Aa Ke Thaamegi Maa



Unse Main Yeh Kehta Nahin

Par Main Seham Jaata Hoon Maa

Chehre Pe Aana Deta Nahin

Dil Hi Dil Mein Ghabraata Hoon Maa

Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Hai Naa Maa

Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Meri Maa



Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin

Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa

Yun To Main,Dikhlata Nahin

Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata,,Meri Maa



... I'm listening to this in the almost-dark and talking to you on chat... you don't know what you mean to me.



I mean every single word of it to you.

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Haule haule………..

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I'm ill. Yuck.

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I’m getting married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It feels so… so… official now that you’ve said it on here, doesn’t it? I remember logging onto the forum and people peeking in and sharing little glimpses of their new world with the forum… and me being so amazed at Time and how Life Goes On… the warmth of knowing all these words that are read on the forum are typed by the hands of those who have feelings, lives, money, family, friends, health, interests, creativity… just… other… human beings in the world. It’s so wonderful. It fills me with incredible warmth and reading this news on here makes it all so… I am just so very happy for you my darling. I truly am and I’m happy *touchwood* that I’m still here on the forum… what, six-odd years ago? since I first saw a Unique_Princess on this very forum… to have seen you grow and blossom and make mistakes and sigh and learn and be happy and go through possibly every single human emotion possible…. to starting a new phase of life.
I am SO incredibly excited for you. I cannot even begin to comprehend the feelings that must have been going through your head (damn, I nearly typed thread there lol…) as you were writing those three words on this forum…
CONGRATULATIONS, my darling. I am beyond happy for you. Let the new raaste begin… it will KICK the old raaste’s butt! (Monica-style)
I love you, UP. I’m so glad I met you.

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For my husband, my LAST love! You're worth every heartbreak I suffered to find you!

Funny how things work, isn't it? 🙂

Nessa, I still think of your words when I need to hear them… “last love, lasting love!” 🙂 My heartiest congratulations and my heartfelt wishes it always remains that way. Wow.

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Hello ma'am! Oh how I miss those old days… I'm doing well… life is tiring but life wouldn't be life unless it was a pain so you know! All good.

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Am Rani jeeeeeeeeee! I'm so sorry I missed the “3th” September! Many many happy belated returns of the day! I hope you had a wonderful, Bollywood-filled day…

How are you? How have you been? Hope everything is well, do drop in once in a while!

Much love,

Boo…. *hug* xx

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You remind me of Khushi SO very much sometimes, Tayba… I love you. Not because you remind me of Khushi, but because you're YOU. *hug*

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I know! Me too! Bbbblahhhhhh!

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