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Ha ha Nessa, it’s a Bollywood forum – we love sappy! 😀 lol. Glad married life is everything you wanted, though. 🙂

And LOOOL yeah, do work on the babies 😉 But that sounds kinda… 😳 uhm uhm aaanyways, lol! You know what I mean! 🙄

Well, you know something actually, I have had a crappy 2011 thus far. I entered the New Year with tears (long story) and all the life around me seemed to spiral down – you know how it is, when everything seems to be going wrong? The whole ‘your jobs a joke, you’re broke, your love life’s DOA’ kinda thing… literally not one thing made me… content. Or restful, I think is a better word. Friends seemed to be becoming fewer and father between – I logged onto my Facebook once towards the end of the year and saw who was online, and I realised – I didn’t even care about the people on there! I don’t even care about their activities that kept coming up on my newsfeed and I certainly didn’t care about their photos that kept coming up. And I had a ‘realisation moment’ – when did I become like this? (Of course, these are people I can’t delete because I do need to maintain contact with them – for work reasons if not anything else and yes, we do socialise on a superficial level, but still!) An old love of mine seems to be married, I was missing Khushi like hell and the workload kept piling on. LITERALLY, my job’s a joke, I’m broke and my love life’s DOA.. lol!

Then I logged onto the forum and I saw your posts and I was telling Unique how coming on here has actually made my YEAR… haha. We’re only 6 days into the year, but I can honestly say this has been the best thing to have happened so far! So yes, the forum’s got me going all kinds of fuzzy again! 😀

So yes, that’s how I am lol. Sorry, you probably didn’t expect such a long ass ramble and that too on a public forum but I have always been frank and ‘shared’ on this forum so I thought, why break traditions! I’m OK, really. Throughout all this, I have learnt what inner strength is again. Incidentally, Nessa, I was reminded of your quote – Courage does not always roar. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, “I will try again tomorrow”. I really like that. And I knew, if the beginning of the year could actually not have gotten any worse, it can only look better from now on… *touchwood* lol.

Life has been very busy, but I still try and make time for the silly stuff. I have not even had a chance to sit down and write, something I’ve been meaning to do for a while now. Sometime soon, sometime soon…

In other news – I’m really, really REALLY awaiting No One Killed Jessica. Like, REALLY.

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Hahahaha… oh dear, what did you do dear girl?! 🙄

Check the song out, it’s by Nelly. I wish I could do gangsta speak now! lol

I’m contemplating getting myself a gym membership this year, a first – my friends laughed. in my face! – for Boo!

How was your Christmas and New Year? Any rezs?

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🙂 🙂

I think you’ve just chosen the forum’s theme song lol. Listening to it now, managed to shake myself out of the Ride Wit Me craze!

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Nessa! You’re online!! Wow, for the first time in AGES, I see another Forum member online at the same time as me… hey, must be the money!

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Nessa! Such nice lyrics, I feel like it is CALLING out to the forum, LOL.. Imma Google that right away 😀

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@vchenoah wrote:

WII Fit is a tool of the devil!

All the more reason to enjoy it 😉

I REALLY want to drive down Los Angeles in an open-top car and have Nelly’s Ride Wit(h) Me on full blast. That would be THE life! Man, I should have been born a guy! :O

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Psht I’m cool like that. 8)

Also, I was gonna say something random, then I forgot what.

I miiiiiiissssssssss this place!

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… that just reminds me of Scrubs – “I can’t do this all on my own, no I know I’m no Superman”.. 🙂

In fact, that is actually my mood right now…

Out the door
Just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 am

The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin hard
She runnin late tonight again

Well I know what I’ve been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
I’m no superman

And you’ve got your love online
U think you’re doin fine
But you’re just plugged into the wall

And that deck of tarot cards
Won’t get u very far
There ain’t no hand to break your fall

Well I know what I’ve been told
U gotta know just when to fold,
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
I’m no superman

You’ve crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all?

I need u here with me
Cause love is all we need,
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall

Well I know what I’ve been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can’t do this all on my own

No I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
That I’m no
Superman
I’m no superman
I’m no superman

(Some day well be together)
I’m no superman
(Some day)
(Someday well be together)
(Someday)
I’m no superman

🙁

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SHANTARAM SHANTARAM SHANTARAM!

Though, I am in the process of reading it now so please don’t post any spoilers! 🙁

His writing, his philosophy… his experiences/imagination.. just wow.

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Nobody can tell ya;
There’s only one song worth singin’.
They may try and sell ya,
’cause it hangs them up
to see somone like you.

But you’ve gotta make your own kind of music
sing your own special song,
make your own kind of music even if nobody
else sing along.

So if you cannot take my hand,
and if you must be goin’,
I will understand.

You’re gonna be knowing
the loneliest kind of lonely.
It may be rough goin’,
just to do your thing’s
the hardest thing to do.

But you’ve gotta make your own kind of music
sing your own special song,
make your own kind of music even if nobody
else sings along.

So if you cannot take my hand,
and if you must be goin’,
I will understand.

You gotta make your own kind of music
sing your own special song,
make your own kind of music even if nobody
else sings along.

… IRONICALLY!

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LOVE this song! Lovely song!

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HI Nessa jeeee! How are you! How’s married life treating you? Any babies yet? 😉 Hehe, I like it too, but I wish there was a direct link to take us back to the ‘Say Something’ page! But I like it. Except the flashing icons in the say something page.

And oh! I have MISSED this emoticon!! —>

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Runny nose, swollen glands, too much work to do…

Wait, that’s not very random as that’s highly prevalent around me right now!

Uhm…

banana toffee pudding.

There. 🙂

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For my dear, dear, dear, dear, DDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRREST 'silent spectator'…. I LOVE JU!!! I think about Khushi and I start crying inwardly then you arrive into my life and turn every frown upside down. Over the years, when I look back… what a sweet and true, so damn TRUE friend you have been my darling. I used to think of Khushi whenever I listened to this song but I saw the lyrics in a new light and thought of YOU. “Kaise mujhe tum mil gayi… kismat pe aaye na yakeen…” <3 And Asin is a little bit like you – totally CRACKERS and equally pure-hearted… <3

Yours always,

Boo.

Ho Oo.., Ho Oo.., Hooo.., Ho.. Ho..
Kaise Mujhe Tum Mil Gayi, Kismat Pe Aaye Naa Yakeen
Utar Aayi Jeet Mein, Jaise Chaand Utar Ta Hai
Kabhi Haule Haule Dheere Se
Gun Guni Dhoop Ki Tarah Se Tarango Mein Tum
Chhoo Ke Mujhe Guzari Ho Yuh
Dekhu Tumhe Ya Main Sunoo, Tum Ho Sukoon
Tum Ho Junoon…, Kyun Pehre Raat Aayi Tum
Kaise Mujhe Tum Mil Gayi, Kismat Pe Aaye Naa Yakeen

Main To Yeh Sochta Tha, Ke Aaj Kal Kuch Bataane Ko
Fursat Nahi Phir Bhi Tumhe Banaake Woh
Meri Nazar Main Chadh Gaya, Ruit Pe Duaa..Aur Ban Gaya

Badle Raaste Jharne Aur Nadi, Badli Deep Ki Tin Tin
Chhede Zindagi Dhun Koi Nahi, Badli Barkhaa Ki Rimjhim
Badlengi Rituein Ada.., Par Main Rahoongi Sada..
Usi Tarah Teri Baahon Mein Baahein Daal Ke Har Lamha Har Pal

Zindagi Sitaar Hogayi, Rimjhim Malhaa Hogayi
Mujhe Aata Nahi Kismat Pe Apni Yakeen Kaise Mujhko Mili Tu

PS: This quote ALWAYS reminds me of you! <3 <3

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For Khushi… S, if you are reading this, please please ask her to come back for a visit!! I was up til 2 in the morning yesterday reading over our PMs thread. No words can describe the amounts I need a friend like you in my life…

Tere khushboo mei basey qat mai jalata kaise
Pyar mei dubey hue qat mei jalata kaise
Tere haathon ke likhe qat mai jalata kaise

Jinko dunia ki nigahon se chhupaye rakha
Jinko ek umr kaleje se lagaye rakha
Deen jinko, jinhe imaan banaye rakha

Tere khushboo mei basey qat mai jalata kaise…

Jinka har lafz mujhe yaad pani ki tarah
Yaad the mujhko jo paigam-e-zubani ki tarah
Mujhko pyare the jo anmol nishani ki tarah

Tere khushboo mei basey qat mai jalata kaise…

Tune dunia ki nigahon se jo bachkar likhe
Saal-ha-saal mere naam barabar likhe
Kabhi din mei to kabhi raat ko uthkar likhe

Tere khushboo mei basey qat mai jalata kaise
Pyar mei dubey hue qat mei jalata kaise
Tere haathon ke likhe qat mai jalata kaise

Tere qat aaj mai ganga mei baha doon
Tere qat aaj mai ganga mei baha doon
Aag behte hue pani mei laga doon.

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Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I MISS THIS PLACE >:(

I am listening to (and watching) Roobaroo and it kinda reminded me of us

Hey Jessica, welcome! Why do you have pony games and pet games in your signature? :/

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Hello Abdoolji

How funny, I was JUST looking through this thread and found Khushi's request. I managed to locate the song on youtube. If anyone knows about youtube to mp3 conversation, they can get the file in an instant.

If Khushi were here, or even if she is reading this right now – I am sure she would appreciate the thought. Four years down the line and you still remembered, I am impressed.

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I'm extremely stressed and tired and sick of life. 🙁

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Ek din fursat mein, thaame haath hamari…. <3

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hahaha… every time Argentina PLAYED or England PLAYED, I would think of Oreo and Nitzah… Am Rani, Heeriye and Shakalaka.. wow Netherlands did well to come this far but then again, this year has been full of surprises. Good luck to you tomorrow and VIVA DEUTSCHLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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