[Mukesh]

I am not sure

Theres a lot I don’t like about me but then I wont be me if this or that little bitz and pieces were not a part of me

It took me ages to realize my worth and if loving be it then sooo be it…

I am meeee, good bad ugly, even my nastiness & mood swings make me who I am..Alishia..

Soo How can I change it?? My emotional self, my sarcastic self, my **charming** self, my loving self …I don’t wanna..

If u asked this question a few years ago, I would have given u an endless list, but I am content with all m y blessings..the good, the bad, the ugly…

Any other person looking from the outside…whether they like or not…hmm ..is another thing…but wouldn’t change anything for the anyone….

Are u listening to music r8 now, if sooo what are u listening to??

[Mukesh]

🙂 I like **”the lower self is greedy, teach it to be content”**

my daily affirmation…I truly hope to god I aint greedy…

lovely..

heres one

dnt let yr self worth affect yr new worth. low self esteem feeds depression that can suck u backwards..

[Mukesh]

'Give up on the idea that more is better. As long as you think more is better, you’ll never be satisfied. Learning to be satisfied doesn’t mean you can’t, don’t, or shouldn’t ever want more than you have, only that your happiness isn’t contingent upon it. Develop a new appreciation for the blessings you already enjoy!' Richard Carlson

[Mukesh]

Yemenilicious:

letz gooo scarry….START PACKING ….JALDI

A thought:

it amazes me how people who aren't even related to you can care wayyy more than your own blood…in fact, your own fam. can be against you and support you not…and certain friends for example are ready to go through everything with you…no matter how harsh…

I KNOW …MAIN HOON NAH TOOO **WINKZ** LOVE U LIL ONE …

[Mukesh]

lol
and madam yr fone number is on pvt
hw am i to save it huh??

[Mukesh]

I HAVE HEARD THE MOST AMAZING SONG

ITS BY KURT DARREN : STANDING ON THE EDGE ( he happens to be a south African artist, amazing voice)

Have been trying to find the lyrics without any success..

Soo if anyone comes across this song/lyrics please share

This is my mood

Standing on the edge

Thinking of Kavi and Jalapeno

[Mukesh]

~~Am officially with fluL~~ I need some TLC

Noooo I want to eat my mums food..and sleep on my bed..

With my blanket, listening to LotusFM..EYES SHUT, dreaming of my glamorous future

In the arms of a stranger..okies dis I just made up hahaha

Hmmm Noysi I wish u were here now

Am thinking of Noori and u off coz

Damn dat song is beautiful

Gossamz was watching **bend it like Beckham**

And I heard it play this morning …before I left home

Woooooowwwwwww love that song…

[Mukesh]

SenorJalapeno:

If I had a dime for each time my feet were in one place and my heart was someplace else, I'd be thinking of a hostile-takeover bid for Arcelor-Mittal.

Rural India is not the place to be right now, what with Monsoon, not unless you are mad about storm-clouds that rain Felines, Canines and the whole freakin' animal kingdom. But, less than a stone's throw away (Erm a really small stone thrown by a very very strong person), is a place I believe God crafted with love. On top of this small hill are these huge boulders that overlook a valley where busy farmers bustle about raising pineapples among other things. I go there when I feel like my life is disintegrated. Clear blue skies, delicate wisps of journeying clouds, the faint aroma of ocean breeze bearing with it bits and pieces of muffled voices of the farmers below fussing over plant and soil…magically and mystically, all becomes well with the world.

Creation bears God's signature. Here…there…everywhere!

Dats it..I don’t care about the weather..If I cud stay here in this feeeze then I could live in bliss anywhere else

Sooo am going to start packing, u do the same coz I need a guide..

Will send u the details of time..place etc …

Ur up for dat???

Yumz ur coming along with off coz

If yr heart is elsewhere its time to leave Mr..

[Mukesh]

lol, its tastes better…

what are u eating??

am starving…hahaha

[Mukesh]

My personal opinion on what u had to say :

Well my dear when in love, the lover will declare his/her love in any form/methods imaginable to show/express their love to the other..

In this case, All the writer is doing is stating that even though he had meant every word spoken in the name of his love for her, she however did not mean it as equally..Everyone is equal to the opinion and expression of feeling or thought for that matter.

Its obvious theres a broken heart here, and off coz to whom the broken heart belongs to..

When one speaks of love to another it should not be done in jest, I truly believe love isn’t a game or a temporary abode until the next **best** lover approaches and quenches the thirst, in saying this I can relate to what the writer had stated, meaning when they had been together it was real, true and meaningful yet whatever had occurred eventually meant that she wasn’t true to her feelings in the first place, more importantly she wasn’t true to him and the love they shared.

Yes, misunderstandings are commonplace in all walks of life, most especially in love, yet on the same token let me specify that although u may be bonded with another by love in all its glory, that doesn’t necessarily mean that one would be able to know what the other meant or like you said *FEEL** what she had meant if she had said something yet meant something else…besides this one may understand another to great extents yet not truly KNOW this person for their true self…

One may truly, madly, deeply love another to the point of extreme madness yet not truly know that person, theres a difference between understanding, loving and KNOWING !!

To truly know someone, both individuals need to ensure openness in the relationship …**sigh**..its all about being true/honest with each other and allowing the other person to enter their lives..by doing this u are slowing learning to KNOW who the other person truly is..

.. he should have understood her well enough to know exactly what she meant, instead of turning it round to use as a sort of… “look what you did to me” thing. And thirdly, there seems to be an underlying assumption that the girl is obliged to stay with the guy.

And to quote you…there seems to be an underlying assumption that the guy should be able to decipher what the woman had meant or perhaps what feelings roams in her heart.. ??

No one is obligated or should feel any form of obligation in any relationship, once this feeling surfaces, you know you are in trouble or the relationship is, in this case, its not more the *look what u did to me** it’s more the **look what my love for u, my feelings and dedication for you and our love had done to me..or the lack of feelings shown by her had done to the relationship itself??

~~Could be interpreted in many ways.~~

Love is confuscious, crazy as hell, limitless, free and beautiful…one can live many lifetimes trying to attempt the meaning of it and find some sort of common ground, the beauty of love is that its sooo free, its not something you can hold,

[Mukesh]

lol, am not sure actually, I wear a scarf on most days, love the wind but hate my hair blowing anywhere …it irritates me…

as for convertibles..well they luk sex.i, feels sex.i but not the type of car I wud prefer..

next: Wats with Men and their quest to have the fastest, raciest, sex.est car??

wats the thrill??

[Mukesh]

Oops, trust me not to specify huh..
I meant, several accounts which off coz means u can go by many nics for one email..

[Mukesh]

boo:

OREO JI??!! AND HUGS??!!

(fainting..)

***picks..okay tries to draaaaag booo to the nearest bath tub full of icy Jnb water ***

hahaha…u k chicky ??~~ even 5 eyes monsters are allowed hugz nah

have u watched Shrek ???

[Mukesh]

akele hum akele tum ?

[Mukesh]

write write write write write write write

did i say write….I feel soo claustophobic coz I havent written in ages

aaaaand nope my posts here doesnt count

do we have just 1 choice..coz above is my no.1 🙂

and yes that was the q. hw ye feeling..thinking bout Desi off coz and my errr Pm..which am busy replying to u..

Next q: have u said anything in the last 24 hours u wish to take back???

[Mukesh]

I wanna be in the middle of nowhere…well somewhere in Rural India…

Right now…wish I cud pack up and leave…

for sum reason my heart seems to be placed somewhere there

[Mukesh]

by shotgun u mean being driven??

wud prefer dat..

hmmm

how are u feeling??

[Mukesh]

would rather remain HOMELESS than share a home with u

as for help

yeeeeesssss I need help with mah nose

cant stand blood sooo u wanna assist a lil ???

[Mukesh]

serioComic:

Scar face:

serioComic:

boo:

hmmmm hw bout

lmao

[Mukesh]

wooooooooooohhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooooo

I win ..hands down..whos da WOman….meeeee of coz

Loserface

hahaha

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