[Mukesh]

not really love stuff, but sums to think about

• Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

• What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

• NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)

[Mukesh]

Most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave footprints in your heart.

[Mukesh]

boo:

Scar face:

Gossamer: thanks for the poem sweetz,

ALONE AGAIN

What could possibly take away my passion? PAIN

Am I not meant to stay on this mission

Of unpuzzling puzzles of the heart

Finding what is in this art

We call life?

Were I to stumble upon love

Would I give up then, as I feel I have?

What makes me who I am

Or even who I’ve become?

Am I still alive?

You mock me with eyes insincere

A heart broken in pieces, I bear

Not what I planned but here they are

The sides of me, the pieces of my heart.

Is this life?

Am walking in clear shadows, I feel

My eyes clear, my head straight, my heart ill.

How do I find my way in thorns and bushes

In forests so thick and high above my reach.

Oh! What a life!

They laugh with me and pat me on the shoulder

On a life well led but they dare not shoulder

What my heart is carrying, so heavy.

Who wants to share life?

“I’ll walk with you”, some said

But here I am on my own again

Walking alone, finding my way

Trying not to be led astray.

aur yeh kya? something from the net? song lyrics?

or your own thoughts, wild and let loose, coming raw from the heart, rushing out from your mind onto the keys on the keyboard, like a strong gush of water running wildly down the hills, caring not where it was going, how, or why… but just flowing… using the ink from the blood running in your veins, powered by the machine known as the heart, from where the tears flow…?

we are all lonely souls Ali. always have been, always will be.

Cudnt have said it better than u Missy B….Gossamer is the poet between us…dis is all her words…no lyrics, not from the net, but from her thoughts ….taken from her feelings….

dis was something personal between us, but it was just sooooo sweet that I decided to show the world wat a fwend I have…

We'r ALL lonely souls??? are we???? Naaah …. I am infused with toooo many others for me to call myself lonely

it will be like insulting my dear an beloved….

[Mukesh]

boo:

Scar face:

love is running into his arms

Colliding with his heart

and

Exploding into his soul

wah. simply… wah! where did you find it? did you write it?

It is hey…WAH …how do u say wah!!! doesnt sound rite hehehehe…can picture u saying wah, I wud die lmao Missy Boo

nope I didnt write it, but its such a beautiful saying, I had to share it wud u guyz…

if I had love in my life, I wud want the experience to be exactly like above,

except it shud go like

running into each others arms

colliding our hearts

exploding into each others soul

am not a poet, sounds a bit off lol…

[Mukesh]

NO, i mean I am SERIOUSLY impressed with him

firstly he knws James patterson….

secondly he reads

now if I wasnt already “involved” hehehehehehe

just kidding….but am still impressed with the guy…

[Mukesh]

nitzah:

Jansen Directive by Robert Ludlum If you like the series “24” and the Bourne movies you'll enjoy this book…lotsa twists and turns from the start…not as suspensful as James Patterson novels..but a good read !

lmao …eeeemmmmprrrreeeeesssssiiiiveeee…

the dead can read ??lmao

[Mukesh]

Yemenilicious:

Charles Dickens is a great writer..i love his work!

charles Dickens?? jeesh, we'r talking about reading going down 2 decades here …lol

[Mukesh]

Oh great! We have a common book there! Anyway, it's by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni. ,

yep dats the name I was looking for 😉 …watye think of this novel Missy Hani??

I loved it, felt like i was in a magical world in the middle of usa hehehehe ..

I'm actually gonna watch this story soon. I'll see how it goes.. Maybe it would be better reading?

Yep, like I suggested, go read the book, much more captivating than the movie….

Has anybody read anything by paulo coelho? nope, will check it out…..THE ALCHEMIST??? hmmmm sounds interesting

I once read a novel by Amanda Quick, cant remember wat the title is….and it revolved around an alchemist …love…revenge….

interesting …

I really enjoyed reading The Zahir.

And still have not gotten around to reading another by him, The Alchemist.

[Mukesh]

Hey Shakzeee

I knw – I laffed myself silly reading it too.. yeah, toldye my afrikaans is a slapstick version of yr dutch hehehe

but sum words are similar…am glad it made u lafff, u needed it I guess r8 😉

Gossamer is not from SA…she is from africa though, soooo we'r from the same land, so to speak….hehehe bet shes gonna kill me for saying this….am not sure if she understands afrikaans very well soooo yeah, just thot i shud tellye…

oye huni buni…u go an enjoy xmas, dnt worrie bout sending me Pm's now…((((an dnt forget to pass on luv and hugz to all

esp. to that special person I mentioned okies…it wud make me feel soo much better spreading this love an hugz ))

I wudnt even be reading them for a while after today, sooooo maybe u shud send me mail on my pvt mail??? aaargh your choice…

nevertheless I will check mail later next week, especially for you okies mmmmmmmwwaaaaaah hehehehe

in afrikaans we say BYE …..totsiens…

my pronounciation of Doeiii sounds a bit off…hw do i say it?? an does it actually have 3 i's in it?? Jeeesh hehehe

Oh well Sweetz, am off now do get sum WELL DESERVED shopping done…..u take care

a love filled, joyous xmas to ye and yr family hon….

pass same on to Am'z from moi okies

Luuuuurvya

SCARRY

[Mukesh]

love wasnt put in yr heart to stay

love isnt love until u give it away

[Mukesh]

love is running into his arms

Colliding with his heart

and

Exploding into his soul

[Mukesh]

Gossamer: thanks for the poem sweetz,

ALONE AGAIN

What could possibly take away my passion? PAIN

Am I not meant to stay on this mission

Of unpuzzling puzzles of the heart

Finding what is in this art

We call life?

Were I to stumble upon love

Would I give up then, as I feel I have?

What makes me who I am

Or even who I’ve become?

Am I still alive?

You mock me with eyes insincere

A heart broken in pieces, I bear

Not what I planned but here they are

The sides of me, the pieces of my heart.

Is this life?

Am walking in clear shadows, I feel

My eyes clear, my head straight, my heart ill.

How do I find my way in thorns and bushes

In forests so thick and high above my reach.

Oh! What a life!

They laugh with me and pat me on the shoulder

On a life well led but they dare not shoulder

What my heart is carrying, so heavy.

Who wants to share life?

“I’ll walk with you”, some said

But here I am on my own again

Walking alone, finding my way

Trying not to be led astray.

[Mukesh]

love puts the FUN in together

the SAD in apart

the HOPE in tomorrow

the JOY in ones heart

[Mukesh]

nitzah:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakessss
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww

That I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

I have loved you all along
And I miss youuuuuuuu
Been far away for far too longggg
I keep dreaminnnnnnn

you'll be with meeeeee
andyou'dnevergo !!!
Stop breathingggggg

if I don't see you anymoreeeeeeee

On my knees,

I'll ask
Last chance

for one last dance
'Cause with you,

I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWW

That I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

I have loved you all along
I miss youuuuuuuuuuu
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaminnnnnnn

you'll be with meeeeee
and you'd never gooooo
Stop breathinggggggggg

if I don't see you anymore !

So far away (so far away)
far away for far too long
So far away (so far away)
far away for far too long

But you know, YOU KNOW, YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWW

I wanteddddddd
I wanted you to stayyy
'Cause I neededddddddddddd
I need to hear you say
That I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

I have loved you all along
And I forgive youuuuuuuu
For being away for far too long
So keep breathinggggggggg
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymoreeeee
Believe ittttttttt
Hold on to meeeeeee

and never let me gooooooo
Keep breathinggggggg
'Cause I'm not leavinggggg you anymoreeeeeee
Believe itttttttt
Hold on to meee and, never let me goooooooo
Keep breathingggggg
Hold on to meeee, never let me gooooooo
Keep breathingggggggg
Hold on to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, never let me goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

*sigh*…..what a song !!!!!!![:'(]

Like I said Yesterday, Wow !!!! , Some how hard for me to ignore

If this isnt one of yr sick, pathetic attempts to fool everyone here…..and note, I say If it isnt…..

I really do hope yr love comes back to u…

” personally if My guy

[Mukesh]

jaa rahe ho agar duur mujhse sanam - 2



If you are going to be away from me, love,



phir mere paas aana nahi



Then don't come near me



yeh bhi mumkin nahi main palat na saku



It is not possible, I won't be able to turn back



isliye itna wada karo o o o



Therefore, promise me this much,



mujhko aawaz dena nahi - 2



Don't call out to me



jaa rahe ho agar duur muhjse sanam



If you are going away from me, love,



phir mere paas aana nahi



Then don't come near me



yeh bhi mumkin nahi main palat na saku



This is not possible, I won't be able to turn back



isliye itna wada karo o o o



Therefore, promise me this much,



mujhko aawaz dena nahi - 2



That you won't call out to me.







(mil bhi jaayen agar ham tumhen raah mein



If I ever meet you in your path,



pher lena nazar par milana nahi) - 2



Turn away, don't meet my eyes



dekh lu bhi agar tum hamein bhool se



Even if you look at me by mistake,



apni aankhon mein tum ashk lana nahi



Don't bring tears into my eyes.



dil se humko to tum kar chuke ho juda



You are already distant from my heart,



aankh se bhi girana nahi - 2



Don't let me fall with your eyes.







(tumne maangi dua humko miley har khushi



You prayed that I shall receive every happiness,



tum hi meri khushi phir kyun miley na hamein) - 2



But you are my happiness, why then don't I get you?



tumne li hai kasam gham na karna kabhi



You made me promise that I shall not be sad,



tum sikhado zara muskurana hamein



Then please show me how to smile.



tumne keh toh diya yaad karna nahi



You asked me not to remember you,



khwaab mein tum bhi aana nahi - 4



Then please don't come into my dreams.







jaa rahe ho agar...



If you are leaving...

[Mukesh]

dard ki tufaan dil mein utthe hai, lamhe saadiyon ke tarah katti hai,

The hurricanes of pain have arisen, time has passed like eons

hum mitta na chahey jo kabhi, aapka nashkaha mitti hai,

What I do not ever wasn’t to destroy, your (nashkaha?) has destroyed

hamesha tanhaiyon ke majles mein humne aapka inteezar kiya, 

I have always waited for you in a crowd of lonliness

aapke khatir kambwaqt dil ne, dard mein simti hue ghera hue se bhi pyaar kiya

For you this foolish heart, has loved you in pain

yu armaano mein chayenge shafakh chahat ke, 

A rainbow of desire will come over my longing

socha na tha kabhi,

I never thought this

yu hamari chain ko itni taklif pochaenge lamhe aapki mohabbat ke, 

That my peace would be so disturbed in the moments of your love

socha na tha kabhi,

I never thought this

yu aapki kashish ka jaado chalega jismo jahan pe,

That the magic of your attraction will embed in my body and mind

ki aap hi aap nazar ayenge anjuman mein, sehra mein, zameen asman pe,

That you and only you will appear in front of my eyes in a crowd, in a desert, on the earth and in the sky

socha na the kabhi,

I never thought this

hamesha tanhaiyon ke majles mein humne aapka inteezar kiya, 

I have always waited for you in a crowd of lonliness

aapke khatir kambwaqt dil ne, dard mein simti hue ghera hue se bhi pyaar kiya

 For you this foolish heart, has loved you in pain

humne aapse ummed kiye bhi tho kya, thodi se shidhadh, thodi se bewafa,

What expectation did I have from you, some intensity, some unfaithfulness

yu hamari itni si guzarish kubul karne ke liye, aap humein itna tharsaenge,

To accept my small request, you would make me thirst for it

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[Mukesh]

tnx my dear 😉

[Mukesh]

Yeh Pehli mulaqat ki meethi si behkhudi
Yeh Pehli mulaqat ki meethi si behkhudi
ek pal mein ho gayi kya se kya yeh zindagi
Yeh Pehli mulaqat ki meethi si behkhudi
meri zindagi mein jiski kami thi
woh jiski tamanna is dil ne ki thi
meri zindagi mein jiski kami thi
woh jiski tamanna is dil ne ki thi
woh mil gayi mujhe to mil gayi har khushi
Yeh Pehli mulaqat ki meethi si behkhudi

behakne laga dil ek tujhse mil kar
na khud pe hain kabu na zor dil par
behakne laga dil ek tujhse mil kar
na khud pe hain kabu na zor dil par
kyo aazma rahi mujhko sanam dil ki lagi
Yeh Pehli mulaqat ki meethi si behkhudi
Yeh Pehli mulaqat ki meethi si behkhudi
ek pal mein ho gayi kya se kya yeh zindagi

[Mukesh]

hmm hmm laa la la la la la
dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hoo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
bekhudi mein badhe yu kadam
ho gaye hain deewane se hum
hooo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hoo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam

jab se ban gaye apne silsile sapne sawarne lage
ab to raat din chupke chupke tum
dil mein utarne lage
is kadar pyaar tumse mila hain
zindagi ab to lagti hain kum
hmmm dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hooo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam

bekarariyan kuch to kum karo
aaram kuch to mile
aao to zara meri baahon mein
mit jayenge fasle
aaj tumko gale se lagaya
aaj khushiyon mein badle hain ghum
hmmm dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hoo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
bekhudi mein badhe yu kadam
ho gaye hain deewane se hum
hmmm dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hooo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam

hmm hmm laa la la la la la
dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hoo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
bekhudi mein badhe yu kadam
ho gaye hain deewane se hum
hooo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hoo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam

jab se ban gaye apne silsile sapne sawarne lage
ab to raat din chupke chupke tum
dil mein utarne lage
is kadar pyaar tumse mila hain
zindagi ab to lagti hain kum
hmmm dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hooo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam

bekarariyan kuch to kum karo
aaram kuch to mile
aao to zara meri baahon mein
mit jayenge fasle
aaj tumko gale se lagaya
aaj khushiyon mein badle hain ghum
hmmm dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hoo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
bekhudi mein badhe yu kadam
ho gaye hain deewane se hum
hmmm dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam
hooo dil se dil tak baat pahuchi milte milte sanam

[Mukesh]

gossamer:

hey,

i was saying dude…. not dead.

do send the pics. wpuld love to c them.no xmas party, there is hardly any1 here.just went out 4 lunch… nothing else to do.

swopping pressies… yes. haven't send such sms for a while….

will be leaving soon for the station… am gonna be fine.. dont u worry. i'll call u from cpt.

u take care…..

I knw, am not daft…

okies hun, am leaving in a bit as well, soooo from Moi, hope u have a lekker time in Cpt,

take pics of the babes, bring back sum snow hehehehe, pass my lurve to the fam…

sending u lotza hugz an kisses my lil sister….behave yrself now k

will chat later mmmmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaah

gotta go do the exchanging of gifts now

later lovey

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