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Salaam peeps!
I liked this thread when we had it in the old forum, so I decided to make it here as well!
krish_20_girl:Hey Forum, if anyone has a problem:
You shud come here to talk about it:
If you're feeling depressed,its okay to talk it out
N you'll feel better.We can address some questions as suicide divorce depression and thing like those
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nitzah:*ugh*that sounded weird….i take it back….be miserable and share it to the world !! say it alll on an open / public forum !! its free to post and you all have the freedom of speech !! so please…go ahead !
Lmao..Nitzkar saying Please..
lmao…okies seeing as u r errr complaining that we galz only let out bad feelings….“”Damn, and here I was, getting ready to share all my feelings about my LOVE problems
my depression and suicidal thoughts….
“”Oh well, lemme share some of my good feelings with everyone….
Firstly, have a feeling, a GOOD one
, that I will get married this year and I am going to make sumone totallymiserable for the rest of his life
….dnt worrie, will get him to become a forum member sooo HE can share all his feelings of despair with u guys 2ndly – I've another good feeling that I am going to win the lotto sooooon….;-)…..yeah….
but on a seeeeeeerious seeeeeerious note,
I actually do have tonza great feelings where 2007 is concerned, not just for myself, but for everyone
Am sure it is going to be a fab year…
ps: This doesnt stop anyone from sharing all their BAD feelings with us… ….
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I have no feelings at the moment
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Yemenilicious:I have no feelings at the moment Yumini, lmao
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez explain watye mean by, U have no feelings??
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ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?
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Yemenilicious:ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?
hehehehe, off coz I do hun 😉
everything ok on yr side sweety??
didye get my recipe???
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hehe
Everything is alright hunz, how about there?
yeah i got it. thanksss soo much yaar, I love u!
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hmmmm lekker then…
Here?? Beautiful day, beautiful mood, everything going accordingy
to schedule 😉 well almost hehehehe
getting all butterflies feeling in my tummy ….
okies, soooooo telll me didye make the soji????
am waiting soooo impatiently…???
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Yemenilicious:ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?u are one messed up gal!! i think its abt time u check-in to the asylum. ive got a room with a view. take it before somebody else grab it!
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serioComic: Yemenilicious:ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?
u are one messed up gal!! i think its abt time u check-in to the asylum. ive got a room with a view. take it before somebody else grab it!
bahaha, how am i a messed up gal? uhhh im not in the mood at all =|
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not that either
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serioComic: Yemenilicious:ehhh, nvm i take that back..my feelings are all jumbled up, I can't really let em out. do u know what I mean?
u are one messed up gal!! i think its abt time u check-in to the asylum. ive got a room with a view. take it before somebody else grab it!
Last Ive seen, Kush is interested, but I dnt see u giving her an open invitation to yr assylum….
seee Ive done my bit offf good for today 😉
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lol! Ninja, ur crajee!
My feelings…let's see…What do you do when the people that can make you laugh, are the ones that make you cry? lol. messed up people we have in this crajee world.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
lol! Ninja, ur crajee!
My feelings…let's see…What do you do when the people that can make you laugh, are the ones that make you cry? lol. messed up people we have in this crajee world.
I'll tell u what i do, I laugh and cry at the same time
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It's crajee, but I laugh and cry at the same time too! Especially since I can forgive so easily, it's a quality I'm kind of begining to hate.
I didn't ask what was wrong, but I did tell…nothing. *shrugs* -
When you need to laugh, laugh! When you need to cry, cry! Let it out or you will become an emotional cripple!
Others have their opinion, but who cares!
Today I feel like screaming my head off, instead, I'll hit the heavybag. Different route, same destinaton!
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boo:
sigh…
I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…
the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.
Ditto
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yes yes..thats better. no need to be mean haylie baylie bobblehead ji!
A Smile is charity so shmilllllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeee
I have officially gone insaneeeeeeee!
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Right now, 😉
with a mixture of emotions flowing through me
never …honestly never realised I am sooooo well loved by soooo
many reallly nice people
Im all nostalgic and extremely emotional but somehow
strong enuf for theres no tears
**************************siiiiigggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh***********************,
I LOVE this place,
I LOVE my Durban,
I LOVE my friends,
I LOVE my family
I LOVE life…..
aaaand mostly,
I LLUUURRRVVVVEEEE god
Everything is just beautiful, the way I want it to be
at this moment in time, if I had to die…
I'd die a realllly blissfullly, ecstatically happy Person
( oye, Vash, Me miss u hun )
Sometimes we truly do forget that breathing itself is a gift…a precious, priceless gift
With all the traumas, problems, worries etc that u have, just take a second of
your time…and be thankful for just being here, for everything u have, for who you are ….
back to me and my feelingz:
I am grateful and happppppppy ( with a major headache, wont go away )
and I want to share my hapiness with everyone sooooo watever it is u are going thru
know that I , Scarry, aka, Aliea, Aka Al, Mka Lyn 😉
share with u my luv + lotza hugz to keep help ease the pain, hurt or to add more warmth ..
U all are in my prayer soooooo yeah ,
take it easy, know that Life is tooo short …soooo make the most of it in any/every way u can
thats my thoughts and feelings for the day
if it sounds a bit offbeat…. blame it on everyone who loves me soooooooooo
damn much, I feel soooo soooooooo undeserving
Jeeeesh
love u guyz and galz a lot
Mwah
sCaRrY 😉
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boo:
sigh…
I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…
the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.
*sigh* It's weird, but I wanna do the same thing, cuz I feel the same way… 
lol. I'll race you there. what say? Hayaaaaatiiiii! You make me laugh like an idiot!
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boo:
sigh…
I feel like running to a yellow field somewhere, early in the morning, and crying… just sobbing away…
the tears may not be coming out, but i HATE it when it feels as though someoneis literally pulling at my heart…. LITERALLY… sigh.
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Raniiiii…
sureness!!! Khushi…. I know… DDLJ and all that jazz…
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*does the victory dance* I win!
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Something my friend said on msn touched me.. felt like sharing it here..
me: feel like flying somewhere warm and bright and forgetting everything
my friend: there's this place in rome that we'll go to when we both are able to, its got these caves that you go thru and at the other end is this place (really quiet place!) with waterfalls and a rock pool, we could chill out and watch for fish and stuff! ermmm but right now it sounds like a romantic hide out.., well you better take me there before your husband!
lol, remember, we always put each other first lol, we sound crazy, I know. but that's just the way we've always been.
Its funny how friends can say the most simple things sometimes and give you hope and strength.. Sigh.. I wish I was at that waterfall place with my homie now..
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Unique_princess:Something my friend said on msn touched me.. felt like sharing it here..
me: feel like flying somewhere warm and bright and forgetting everything
my friend: there's this place in rome that we'll go to when we both are able to, its got these caves that you go thru and at the other end is this place (really quiet place!) with waterfalls and a rock pool, we could chill out and watch for fish and stuff! ermmm but right now it sounds like a romantic hide out.., well you better take me there before your husband!
lol, remember, we always put each other first lol, we sound crazy, I know. but that's just the way we've always been.
Its funny how friends can say the most simple things sometimes and give you hope and strength.. Sigh.. I wish I was at that waterfall place with my homie now..
awww! I know… it's ALWAYS the simple things isn't it?
Something my friend said to me:
“remember tho that u rock and that despite all ur hardships life will favour u because u deserve it
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GO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Acha acha! I'm going!
I read your pm.
Will reply to it once i get this stupid stuff done! Please make dua for me peeps!
*peace*
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Acha acha! I'm going!
I read your pm.
Will reply to it once i get this stupid stuff done! Please make dua for me peeps!
*peace*
Rani, you're always in my duas hunz.
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Hayati, mine toooooo! It's too cold today.
I'm freeezing!*sigh* I feel insane. Nothing is going right and my feelings are all jumbled up.
I feel so selfish(fish fish) sometimes.
I try not to let people get to me, but it doesn't work.
The people that I thought would always be by my side, are not. They're just a bunch of beezees saying things they never meant.
Or maybe I'm just expecting too much from them? I don't know.I try to keep quiet about everything that's going, but it all just comes out cuz I can't hold it inside for some stupid annoying reason.
And all this is really funny because everything is going good, Alhumdulillah, it's just me with the weird feelings. grrr
whatever, I'm going back to Spanish.
*peace*
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Ranz hon,
Doesn’t sound very good, hey if u need to talk …
Am here okies..just holler 😉
Hope u feel better sooooooon swcheety
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Scar Face ji, Thank you.
and I'm here for you as well. ninja, go get some rest!
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
ninja, go get some rest!
ha..i shud. I'm planning on doing homework tonight Insha'Allah. =/
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err. please don't remind me about homework. I have tonz to do.
But u know me, I neeeeeed to procrastinate. lol. That's like my middle name. haha.
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hahaha. good, now all u gotta do is go write it on ur birth certificate or something.
we all procrastinate. =] maybe not as much as u Rani, but im sure we all do. psychological studies proved that too
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I try not to let people get to me, but it doesn't work.
The people that I thought would always be by my side, are not. They're just a bunch of beezees saying things they never meant.
Or maybe I'm just expecting too much from them? I don't know.I try to keep quiet about everything that's going, but it all just comes out cuz I can't hold it inside for some stupid annoying reason.
How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?
There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove
and were truly meant when being said.No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…
Well, to me anyway… if you're looking for something different from your life, then that is your choice… *shrugs*… won't stop me from loving you! (Nor telling you what matters to me…
)Expecting too much? I have given up trying to expect ANYTHING from ANY relationship… and instead, just… giving. It hurts. A lot. But, one sweet, sweet day, I may reach this… sort of, well, nirvana (for want of a better word) that I am aiming for – where I can give, give, give all the Love that I have inside me, and expect nothing in return.
One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely.
One sweet day, I'll be able to say “B o l l o c k s!” to the statement, “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to Love and be Loved in return.” Right now, I pretty much worship that statement, but, you know… maybe one day…
Time will tell… along with my strength…
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boo:
No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…
So true, Boo.. 🙂
Expecting too much? I have given up trying to expect ANYTHING from ANY relationship… and instead, just… giving. It hurts. A lot.
Again very true…hurts lots.
But, one sweet, sweet day, I may reach this… sort of, well, nirvana (for want of a better word) that I am aiming for – where I can give, give, give all the Love that I have inside me, and expect nothing in return.
Although I would like to feel that way someday too, I don't think I ever can..
One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely. I dont know, the love we give is our love, no one can take that away from us.. even if the other person doesnt feel the same way, we still felt certain feelings which were ours, our own.. I may be rambling at this point.. lol.
One sweet day, I'll be able to say “B o l l o c k s!” to the statement, “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to Love and be Loved in return.” Right now, I pretty much worship that statement, but, you know… maybe one day… Hope I can do the same too…
Time will tell… along with my strength… wish u all the best huni x
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boo:How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?
There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove
and were truly meant when being said.No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…
Sometimes…memories hurt… boo:Well, to me anyway… if you're looking for something different from your life, then that is your choice… *shrugs*… won't stop me from loving you! (Nor telling you what matters to me…)I'm glad. If I can't stop loving you and telling you what matters to me, why should I expect any different from you?
boo:Expecting too much? I have given up trying to expect ANYTHING from ANY relationship… and instead, just… giving. It hurts. A lot. But, one sweet, sweet day, I may reach this… sort of, well, nirvana (for want of a better word) that I am aiming for – where I can give, give, give all the Love that I have inside me, and expect nothing in return.One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely.
One sweet day, I'll be able to say “B o l l o c k s!” to the statement, “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to Love and be Loved in return.” Right now, I pretty much worship that statement, but, you know… maybe one day…
Time will tell… along with my strength…
Boo…
It's really very hard to love someone who doesn't love you in return. I'm not saying it's impossible. But it just hurts, no matter how much love you have inside of you. Someone I love very much is going through something like that…she says she loves him, but he doesn't care. It's not very easy…I see a bit of her dying each day…the only thing that holds her together is her faith in Allah. If she didn't have that…I don't know what would have happened to her.
I hope that the person you give all the love you have inside of you to…loves you back.
One time, I heard this quote that went something like, “You will never feel the true beauty of love unless it shines from both ends.” That's not the exact quote, but something like that. Yes, one person can love, truly love someone, but he/she won't feel the true beauty of love until it is felt from both sides….when it is both, given and received…other than that, love will just hurt you…
at least, that's how I see it. But like you, I also hope that one day I'll be able to love without expecting anything in return, if that's possible.
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How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?
There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.
No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…
This is something I really needed to read this morning, Thanks Missy, like I said, CAN ALWAYZ count on you to be there J
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One sweet day, I'll be able to Love freely.
****sigh*****…am not sure about LOVE anymore…
It's really very hard to love someone who doesn't love you in return. I'm not saying it's impossible. But it just hurts, no matter how much love you have inside of you. Someone I love very much is going through something like that…she says she loves him, but he doesn't care. It's not very easy…I see a bit of her dying each day…the only thing that holds her together is her faith in Allah. If she didn't have that…I don't know what would have happened to her.
Nothing would have happened to her coz she truly believes in this love she feels for her **guy**
I do hope that idiot realizes that having someone weho loves u sooo unconditionally
I hope that the person you give all the love you have inside of you to…loves you back.
One time, I heard this quote that went something like, “You will never feel the true beauty of love unless it shines from both ends.” That's not the exact quote, but something like that. Yes, one person can love, truly love someone, but he/she won't feel the true beauty of love until it is felt from both sides….when it is both, given and received…other than that, love will just hurt you…
That’s what I have begun feeling lately…too much giving, how about some receiving.
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Scar face:
How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?
There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.
No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…
This is something I really needed to read this morning, Thanks Missy, like I said, CAN ALWAYZ count on you to be there J
no probs dear…………….
Belief in Love can only come from within…
Whatever happens, Scar Face… as long as your mind, your heart, your conscience feels free… that is all that matters. the rest is secondary.
I know someone who is such a darn cynic when it comes to Love… doesn't believe it exists, thinks it is fake, blah blah… he is married and has kids and he is perfectly content (touchwood) with his Life…
read the quote in my signature ji… as long as YOU feel your soul is being kept alive, who cares whether you Love or not?! it doesn't matter!!
you don't HAVE to find/believe in Love because everyone else around you is telling you so… make your own kinda music, sing your own special song… even if nobody else sings along… Just…. be happy. Be content and free. Whatever that means to you, be that. The rest doesn't matter.
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boo: Scar face:
How can feelings that came from the heart ever be anything BUT heartfelt?
There's no reason for heartfelt feelings to be permanent, na ji? The only requirement is that they came out of Frove and were truly meant when being said.
No one is ever by your side – always. Life is like a path. People will join your path at times, and they will leave your path at times… the important thing is to cherish those memories, and know that the memories can never, ever be taken away from you… that's all that matters…
This is something I really needed to read this morning, Thanks Missy, like I said, CAN ALWAYZ count on you to be there J
no probs dear…………….
Belief in Love can only come from within…
ooohhhhhh no …its both internal an external sweety…cant explain in detail at the moment but its wat I believe…an overall feeling/experience..
Whatever happens, Scar Face… as long as your mind, your heart, your conscience feels free… that is all that matters. the rest is secondary.
I knw dat… a good fwend of mine keeps repeating this to me over an over an over …she is such a Swcheeeeethart
… doesn't believe it exists, thinks it is fake, blah blah… he is married and has kids and he is perfectly content (touchwood) with his Life…
Wow, must meet the dude, lessons to be learnt here…hahahahahaa…
read the quote in my signature ji… as long as YOU feel your soul is being kept alive, who cares whether you Love or not?! it doesn't matter!!
you don't HAVE to find/believe in Love because everyone else around you is telling you so… make your own kinda music, sing your own special song… even if nobody else sings along… sooo I keep saying errr singing
lol…..Yeah exactly wat I am doing…….making my own kinda music, singing my own song…dancing to these special tunes that only I can hear hahahahaha…Now I sound like a looney lmao …Just…. be happy. Be content and free. Whatever that means to you, be that. The rest doesn't matter.
I am …aaand say the same to u too
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Scarrry…Is it really possible? Loving a guy unconditionally when they don't give a damn about you? And they show it too? I don't know…I guess I'll have to take your word for it, because like I said before, I have never been in love…but, I'll let you know my thoughts on love when it happens to me.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:Scarrry…Is it really possible? Loving a guy unconditionally when they don't give a damn about you? And they show it too? I don't know…I guess I'll have to take your word for it, because like I said before, I have never been in love…but, I'll let you know my thoughts on love when it happens to me.
Heya Ranz
Yes sweety, it is possible to love someone unconditionally, unreservedly-completely..without them loving u back..
Im not sure about that person **NOT GIVING A DAMN*** coz in my case he did…
Now where a guy is forceful in showing u he doesnt give a damn about u….errrr a bit tough coz guys are really difficult
**creaturez** to understand ..lol
am note sure ..it cud mean many things, he cud actually be interested but wants to see how far U wud go…OR
he may not be interested at all..
in my **experience*** Men are truly Idiots…
they play around with women and their feelings, and think women are mere numbers to add to their collection
u knw like art collectors or sums..
Sure I am being negative especially since theres that rare MAN out there who are true in every way. …where love and feelings and woman
are concerned…no games, no conquests..etc…
In yr case, am assuming this has to do with yr fwend r8….well I suggest someone Accidently
knocks sum sense into the guy,if it doesnt work, then she truly must move on …LOVE neva stops
ie.she cant force herself to stop loving him, but she will get stronger in accepting that a relationship
with him may never transpire…Its DIFFICULT but not unachievable….
Well whatever happens I do hope that Allah plays his hand and that she does receive the love she pines for
aaand u know what for all the lost luvs…maybe just maybe all our Dua's will convince him
U neva been in luw?? Ok ..U must give me yr thoughts on it when u do love ok…
I knw I am no help at the moment as I am still trying to come to terms with a lot of things soooo maybe in the near future
I will start being more positive towards LOVE an MEN…
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Scar face:
Yes sweety, it is possible to love someone unconditionally, unreservedly-completely..without them loving u back..
they play around with women and their feelings, and think women are mere numbers to add to their collection
u knw like art collectors or sums..
Of course it is possible. ANYTHING is possible… why doubt?
I really don't get why you doubt, Rani… explain? 
Art collectors? Wahahahaha…. what say Rani? Us gals ARE, after all, works of art… as they say… God created women second because He likes to make a rough draft before creating the masterpiece!
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hahahahahahhahahahahaha
mizzy I cudnt have said that better yaar…
one for the road for me 😉
ranz doubts because she hasnt loved..remember….
oh well u galz really are works of art…
lmao….
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Scar face:Well whatever happens I do hope that Allah plays his hand and that she does receive the love she pines for
aaand u know what for all the lost luvs…maybe just maybe all our Dua's will convince him
I have no doubt in Allah when it comes to giving his believers happiness. I know she'll find what she's seeking. It's just hard to see her go through it…
lol. art collections? I don't believe all men are the same. I hate thinking anything about the whole population/race, etc. I just like to think about that one individual…
Actually, this love stuff gets me confused, I think it's better that I talk about it when I actually love a guy to that extent…
NINJAAAAA! awww!
I'm so glad I got to see you yesterday! It was a crazy day, na? lol. Actually, this whole week was crazy, especially cuz of Hayati. Didn't get to see her ALL week! and u too! What is wrong with u two?!!? lol. I only got to see u(ninja) on thursday. and monday? oh yeah! Monday too! gosh. I can't wait for…something? I don't know what…I can't wait till everything falls into place. lol.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
gosh. I can't wait for…something? I don't know what…I can't wait till everything falls into place. lol.
whatever that means…
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:NINJAAAAA! awww! I'm so glad I got to see you yesterday! It was a crazy day, na? lol. Actually, this whole week was crazy, especially cuz of Hayati.
Glad I got to see ju too hunz. =]
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Haylie(hayati): RaNi iS ThE BeS:
gosh. I can't wait for…something? I don't know what…I can't wait till everything falls into place. lol.
whatever that means…
It means that I can't wait to see you! Gosh. I've been wanting to see you ever since Monday. I hekka miss you.
Ninja ji,
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Wat the heck are u talking about????????Pls tell me this is a huge joke sweety ?
Damn, left my fone home today….hmmm ok will send u mail
hugz and luv
di
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Marine:
Back to the topic. Well i feal like crap its like 1:30am i have to wrok very early have illion things to do and my brother is in Jail so i can't sleep cause i feal guilty that his siting in jail waiting to see what will hapened and i'm home.
Boy i hate the law of America well most of hte law.
I friken am the Law and i can't do anything about except sit and wait to talk to the jugde tomorrow.
Well i just wanted to get this out you guys can egnore this.
ouchhh…
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Hey didi no its not a joke its a new that came out it was all over the paper and there are over 30 Armenians and god knows how many others in Immigrationg jail. I don't know i'm gonna meet someone well can't say who but its a way of braking my brother out. ALl thought that *** cost like an arm and a leg.
Hey hun
I knw
, was actually hoping it was a joke… better than u guys having to face this reality….u got my mail sooo just think before u do anything irrational, I knw u are emotional at the moment
I send u more luv, will speak to u later hon..
di
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hmmm my feelings? are…blah!! I feel sick! I need coffeee!!
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boo:
I have a terrible cold.
My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.
*hugs boo* There. Now I have your cold!
*runs to help boo make another sandcastle* There. Isn't it pretty?
*sits by boo and holds her hand as they watch the sunrise over boo's sandcastle* Main hoon na.
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Sweety… I was just thinking of you….
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I love you too ur lovelyness!
boo…come a lil closer, baby. baby, baby, baby wanna steal your heart away!
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boo:
I have a terrible cold.
My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.
Don't you even dare think that….
Dont build castles, Don't use sand- let your love be so that every heart within which you reside, is like a palace.
Main aur Rani hai na!
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~Khushi~: boo:
I have a terrible cold.
My sandcastle has been stomped upon… and I feel so, so lonely.
Don't you even dare think that….
Dont build castles, Don't use sand– let your love be so that every heart within which you reside, is like a palace.
Main aur Rani hai na!
castles and sand are all this helpless little girl has… for each heart in which i find a palace, for my love… that is all i have.
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Baqtiar:
Hey u two galz… dont make my imaginations go wild… and b clear in ur replies…. dosti tak theek hai… ye sab kya hai haaaaaaaaan…..
Kanta bahen….
serioComic:dude..they are both sick and disgusting!! stay faaaaar away from them.lol! take ur minds outta the gutter, misters.
~Khushi~:Boo, no – you're strong, you have love- and i know that you do, so don't deny.Boo, she's right.
Keep ur head high, boo-mburo. and remember your faith in love and that dii and I are hamesha tumhare saath. -
Baqtiar:
Hey u two galz… dont make my imaginations go wild… and b clear in ur replies…. dosti tak theek hai… ye sab kya hai haaaaaaaaan…..
Kanta bahen….
Men and we all know where your imagination had gone right? tsk tsk tsk
Casanova is back ladys watch out lol he will make your head spin, loose breat your heart will stop beating then you will fall into his beautifully planed trap
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That time of the month, my dear Scar Face?
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waaaaaaaaaaaaaaat???
wat time of the month ??? Oh u mean pay check time??/ Naaaaaah a few days left for that Rotlmao
U my dear
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whahaha!! Get me back? sure…. try…
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I had a dream about Khushi!!! whoo hooo! It was awesome! Narrating it to Khushi has made me completely hyper and happy!
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Rani:
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al… even tho our situations may be different, I know exactly .. EXACTLY .. how you feel right now… don't worry hun.. humanity is just f*d up these days.
excuse my language.
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It sucks when you're happy and someone else sn't…
Scarrry…I've felt that way before…so trust me when I say that the feeling will pa.ss. Not everyone is like that, there are so many people in this world that are such nice and sweet people that you're amazed to see them. It's really easy to believe in other people even though one person has misused your trust. Or maybe it's just me cuz I'm so gullible…but I'm sure you won't feel that way forever. Friends will come and show you that it's wrong to judge everyone just because of one person's stupidity. Don't close yourself off from relationships, because relationships are what help us when times get tough.
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serioComic:excellent. 1 down, few more to go.
lol, whatever. I take that back! I'M BETTER THAN EVER!!!
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serioComic:too late for that missy!!
ha not really.
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serioComic:the tongue weighs practically nothing, but so few people can hold it
true…for once I agree with you
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serioComic:there will be more instances where u will come to an agreement with me. this is not the last.
highly doubt it but okay.
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serioComic:
doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move
doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt u'll agree with me again one day
doubt truth to be a liar? lie? huh? okay perhaps I will agree with you ONE day..
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Unique_princess:
al… even tho our situations may be different, I know exactly .. EXACTLY .. how you feel right now… don't worry hun.. humanity is just f*d up these days.
excuse my language.
big hug to u I knw u do sweety….
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
It sucks when you're happy and someone else sn't…
Scarrry…I've felt that way before…so trust me when I say that the feeling will pa.ss. Not everyone is like that, there are so many people in this world that are such nice and sweet people that you're amazed to see them. It's really easy to believe in other people even though one person has misused your trust. Or maybe it's just me cuz I'm so gullible…but I'm sure you won't feel that way forever. Friends will come and show you that it's wrong to judge everyone just because of one person's stupidity. Don't close yourself off from relationships, because relationships are what help us when times get tough.
take care hunnz. tnx ranz…
I will ..
u take care too
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serioComic:
“Life!… It's a cybernetic psychedic explosion of garishly illuminated images, sounds, smells, and feelings! I am skewed, warped, distorted, twisted, altered in such a way as to defy description. I am discomboomulated to the maximum intensity of a technorave, industrial force. I'M ALIVE, DAMN YOU, AND MY HEAD IS TWEAKED TO THE Nth POWER! My mind is swirling and pulsing with wreckless, exuberant abandon! Pounding and surging in a vortex of sensory overload! Euphoric insanity!!”
“Sooooo….. how's life been treatin you?” “I LIKE IT!”
not good but thanks for asking anyways
Eish wat da heck u are going on about NOW Mr **foreva typing bullshit***
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anytime, scarrrry.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:anytime, scarrrry.
aaaaand one for u tooo BOO
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Scar face:
Now…..
How do I feel?? Seriously truly feel??
Cheated, used and absolutely freaking pissed off at someone I trusted, truly damn trusted
Whom I have found out to be a liar…an…..an…an…an
My choicest words which I will not Screeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaam out loud on a public forum…
How can one go on believing in another human this way..
Sweetheart wahts wrong? omg – WHO did WHAT to you?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg r u alright? im concerned now? awwww honey try to keep your head on
and dont get too upset bc if someone treated you in a nasty way – then always remember its not worth shedding your tears if the person did that to you
but omg…. tellm e..whats wrong?
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Scar face:
Now…..
How do I feel?? Seriously truly feel??
Cheated, used and absolutely freaking pissed off at someone I trusted, truly damn trusted
Whom I have found out to be a liar…an…..an…an…an
My choicest words which I will not Screeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaam out loud on a public forum…
How can one go on believing in another human this way..
Sweetheart wahts wrong? omg – WHO did WHAT to you?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg r u alright? im concerned now? awwww honey try to keep your head on
and dont get too upset bc if someone treated you in a nasty way – then always remember its not worth shedding your tears if the person did that to you
but omg…. tellm e..whats wrong?
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Hey Kavita…stop worrying about what is normal and what is abnormal.
If he likes you, then don't worry about him going out with his friends. Sometimes a guy wants to spend time with his friends rather than his girlfriend. That doesn't mean he doesn't like you, Kavita. and I think you should talk to him about whatever it is that is bothering you. The most important things in a relationship are trust and understanding. Trust and understand each other, then you won't have a problem.
Take care, hunnz.
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Hey hey hey, don't you ever call yourself abnormal, Kavita. If you're not normal, then I don't know what is. What you're feeling are emotions every human may feel at one point or another in their life.
and about not having friends, don't say that. The more you put yourself down, the more you will believe it, trust me, I've been there. Just make friends the way you made friends on this forum.
Talk to people, be yourself, don't put on a facade, be friendly. And I know you can do it. And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.
Always do what is right.
I'm not saying you should just go and break up with this guy, I don't want to be responsible for that. I'm just telling you to think it over, hunny. And talk to someone who knows a bit more about your situation than I do, and you can always pm me if you need me.
Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.
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kavita_0026:
Hey Rani..
Well its not much that..with 'relationship' … I just…. its just…. Im not supposed to be doing any of this you know
ur not supposed to be doing any of what sweety?? dating?? or loving?? or just not wanting yr b/f to spend time with his friends coz right now u need him more?? I dont think one shud feel a certain way just because its wat everyone else deems right..u are u , an individual, with yr own feelings and thoughts etc…so if u feel a lil resentful towards him spending time with his friends its NOT A BAD THING…its just the way u feel, u can change this by actually trying to figure out WHY u feel this way…coz u obviously would like him to spend time with his friends but ……theres dat feeling………… I am not sure if I am making any sense here anyways..
and any time I can get to talk to him or whatever I put that time for him only bc I know its not really right to go ahead and do
all these stuff … taking into consideration my upbringing and my parents and everything …but I dont know why i feel so bad if he tells me he is going with his friends … i just feel sort of like really bad.. i mean..i know i have no other
in the world to be wtih and stuff…and i sort of realized..something..maybe if I HAD friends and if I HAD people to hang with..then maybe it would be like this
and I wouldnt feel liek this when he does it … but then agian i cant explain what i feel… i just know that alot of pple would think this this is abnormal
but maybe its abnormal bc i am abnormal or somethingwat ??????? I repeat WAT????
u definitely having one of em paranoia moments thinking this, Kavs,( am kidding hun ) I suggest u read this very carefully…………..
U HAVE FRIENDS ,U HAVE FRIENDS ,U HAVE FRIENDS
U have Mara, Ranz and ME off coz…….okies I am apparently not much of a people, coz u knw aliens are considered
species of sorts but I AM HERE, ALWAYS HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE….u know that……and u also know that if anything is worrying u – that u can talk to me…ANYTIME….ok…i knw things are going really bad now but it will get better, wait and see….
I knw we are seperated by this darn net….errrr an the ocean and zillion km lol but u have ME…..cannot stress enuf …..aaaand I promise u I will send u my reply as soon as I can get sum frikkin spare minutes…..am sending u lotza luv and hugz sweety
thanks alot honey
Okies me will just send u an email laterz, luw ye Kavz, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thanks for alll the mail and am sowrie I wasnt here sweety
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Hey hey hey, don't you ever call yourself abnormal, Kavita. If you're not normal, then I don't know what is. What you're feeling are emotions every human may feel at one point or another in their life.
Yup Kavs, pleeeeeeeeez dnt beat yrself up for being like any normal person by callin yrself abnormal …………Jeeez sweety….
and about not having friends, don't say that. The more you put yourself down, the more you will believe it, trust me, I've been there. Just make friends the way you made friends on this forum.
Talk to people, be yourself, don't put on a facade, be friendly. And I know you can do it. And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.
Hmmm I actually think that u cant really trust ANYONE …except the almighty in whichever name u call him by ….sooooo
hon trust in the one above ( even though u cant see touch feel ) and have faith ……..things will improve…
***no disrespect to my parents , the rest of my family, extended family as well as friends….***
aaand Kavs, dis not just yr folks, dnt give ANYONE a reason NOT to trust u…
TRUST/HONESTY in any relationship (whichever name u call it )
should be based with just that……and yes NO guy is worth the effort and yr love if theres dishonesty. lying etc involved
…at the end of the day, its up to the individual to decide whether my words hold any value…..as I dnt want to be
responsible for any regrets as such….
always do what is right.
I'm not saying you should just go and break up with this guy, I don't want to be responsible for that. I'm just telling you to think it over, hunny. And talk to someone who knows a bit more about your situation than I do, and you can always pm me if you need me.
Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.
Aaaaaaw ranz, I didnt see yr response, very sweeeet hon and as usual u make a lot of sense in what u say….
Big hugz to u my dear…
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Take care, Kavita. And keep your head up.
Da Bestest is correct on this. Listen to ker Kavz!
And always keep ya head up!
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
And…if you know it's not right to do what you're doing, then hunny…don't do it. Going behind your parents back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea. Think about what your parents will think if they find out, they might not trust you anymore. Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other person will. No guy, no friend, no cousin, no one, will sacrifice themselves for you the way your parents will. No one is worth more than your parents.
Always do what is right.
Just my take on this, Kavita… please note that I am not telling you what to do, and how to do it… as I said, it is just my take on this… you can feel free to agree, disagree or argue with me… I’m cool, and I hope you are, too…
What do you mean 'right'? Do you FEEL right, in your heart, in your conscience? If no, then as Rani said, I'd rethink the situation… but if you do feel it is right in your conscience, even if it is for only a short while, then f*** what everyone else tells you. It's not THEIR hearts you have inside you, it's YOURS… and you have to carry it in your body, and when it feels heavy with “what ifs”, it hurts like hell. I wouldn't go against my heart, if I were you. Trust me, it will win every battle at the end of the day.
“Going behind your parents' back and going out with a guy isn't a great idea.”… but do YOU feel it is a great idea? This isn't your parents' life Kavita, it is yours to give to whomever you like, as much or as little as you like. If you would rather live for your parents, then by all means go ahead. But if you'd rather live for this guy, then by all means go ahead too. All I'm saying is – it's YOUR life. YOU make the decisions – not me, not Rani, not your parents… just you.
Whether you care about what your parents (or indeed, anyone) says or not, and whether they will trust you in the future or not, and whether they approve of this idea or not… is entirely up to you. If you choose to care, then please do… but if you don't choose to care, then don't let ANYONE tell you otherwise.
“Don't ever give your parents a reason to not trust you. No guy is worth that. Your parents will do for you, what no other
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Marine:
Kavs Rani si right And calling yourself Abnormal get that out of your mind.
And you do have friends you have us even thought we are far. And also i agree with Rani about your parent no matter how many people come and go in and out of your life you willa lwyas have your parent and you will always need them so think about every little that you plan on taking
Love you guys
Hey Marine.. love …thanks..i guess i should take this 'abnormal' term out of my mind huh….
Aww guys i know you all are my friends that why i love you all so much i really do …even though i know we are far apart.. somthing i got from another thread was – we are all around the globe yet support each other and i think that is so amazing
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Booji – Hi…I must say…. a big..wow… wow wow wow..dont worry, Raniji wont be upset with you ..it is just your opinon on something like raniji had on the same thing …alright..ok im still wowing… you're right in a lot of ways..i mean it is my heart …ad you know what for a very long tim I have been fighting this heart..bc i didnt think it was moral to …fall into… you know what…. but… i gues now it seems like its winning and the only thing is just accept…but the thing is…loving someone makes it so much more easier for you toget hurt..and i swear i am considered a cold person ..well..was…well…… imean 'cold' in the sense that u know sometimes we hear feel see understand things but… you put this barrier around you so that nothing would hurt you bc you know if it hurts it will hurt real darn bad .. and im not meaning love only..just..other stuff.. Really i want to say thanks…bc .. thanks alottt!! i mean… u r right… a lot depends on myself… and… i have to figure stuff out..but i guess that where i get all confused..the figuring out part… but thanks alot… i mena..i tried to always do was was 'right' and 'moral' ( and u know this doesnt include 'loving' – well..for me! ) … .but it seems like i have…and now im actually seeing how… its not all of that immoral to..love… i mean.. to leave the heart and not fight it bc i fought it so much… u r so right…. my viewpoint …bc it is me… and the part where u said i have to carry this heart… omg..that is so true! thx alot *hugs* for u… n yea im cool too don worry abt it haha
nessaji thanks alot for the chin up
thanks alot u guys!! ok every1 of u said somthing like..'im not being responsilble for this but ….. ” just want to tell you guys that dont be feeling 'guilty ' or scared to tell me something of what ur advice is bc … i wont run off and do anything but ur advice is aiding me … from the point of cheering me up … supporting me…to the point of guiding me
okay guys…i feel weird talking about this..i mean what if this guy came here and saw all this!! .. i mean..i dont mean to make him sound 'mean' or anything bc he is Not he eally is not …..gosh…okay maybe i shud stop now about this … hehe..thank u all..i know I MADE ALOT OF POSTS..sooorrrrryyyyyyy its just..had soooo much to say
love you all … hugs kisses hugs kisses
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Scar face:Aaaaaaw ranz, I didnt see yr response, very sweeeet hon and as usual u make a lot of sense in what u say….
Big hugz to u my dear…
awww!
That comes as a compliment considering the fact that I can never express myself and people end up being all confused. lol! Nessa! Hi! Miss youuuu!
Did you get my e-mail? boo:And Rani, my beautiful twin ji… I really hope I didn’t offend you with this post. It is genuinely not my intention to… this is just what I felt… what I had to say to Kavita…I lub you!!
Hey, of course not. You gave her your point of view, and I gave her mine. I did my duty as a friend to try and help out, I can't do any more than that. I don't care whose advice she takes, as long as she is happy. kavita_0026:About going behind my parents back – well i've had a hard time with that and ended up corrupting my own body and self bc of it but no no I would not do that; my parents know who this guy is and he has come over to our home a few times… I know parents will give up anything for us When you were talking about your parents, I thought you meant that they didn't know about any of this. I'm sorry for the misunderstanding. kavita_0026:And Rani honey dont say 'break up ' with this guy bc … i cant accept he fact that im 'in' some..thing bc maybe not..i guess i just dont like to have this idea stereotypical name of 'boyfriend' or girlfriend or relationship or 'break up' im not use to it and it isnt routine for me so if i do 'break' it will be only onceI'm sorry, I didn't know.
And I'm sure the guy isn't a horrible person if you feel what you're feeling for him.
kavita_0026:dont worry, Raniji wont be upset with you ..it is just your opinon on something like raniji had on the same thingexactly.
I don't agree with some stuff boo said, but hey, who cares? That's her opinion. What I do works out for me, and as long as what Kavita does works out for her, I'm happy.
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U laffed, a whole lot???, well ***trying to pat myself on the back*** am glad to hear this
its not nice worrying sooo much all the time, and this comes from the preeencess of worrydome
Alien species, well yeah it was cosmic who mentioned this and kept callin me alien….hahahaha
(((am assumin he wanted to piss me off, highly unlikely off coz…)))
in a way he was r8, I am an alien of sorts, to this world, to the people i call friends an family
I feel alienated and would love to jet off on a kick a$$ spaceship r8 now hahaha
to where I belong????????????????
…earth sux r8 now
okaaaay will stop with all the space talk…..
aaaaaaaaaaaand hun my whole intention was
to bring back that smile on yr face soooo am happy it worked 😉
I knw yr guy aint a monster and pleeez do ignore lil ol Scarry…
I am just having an awful awful year so far soooooooo am being a bit negative towards the male species
especially them male species….
Feelings are feelings, like love is love
I think to an extent we can control our feelings but it depends on the depth of it and the situation off coz…
ok am just thinking about myself now, being a bit selfish, seeing as this is the **feelings** thread….
i feel seriously confused and irritated, really irritated, am breaking the fones and screaming at people, screaming at my poor
mom *****wiping away tears for being sooooo nasty********
all of this is making the guys I work with roll over with laughter which made me laugh after screaming at them
i feel blessed to have the strength to smile when all i wanna do is CRY ..I knw Mara hates us bollywood crying heroins hahahaha
but I feel this way now…..lol ..
laughing, crying, screaming, what else????????? wat next???????? Mom is going bak tonite
An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉
off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….
so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…
ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…
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Scar face:
An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉
off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….
so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…
ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…
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Hey my loves, how are you all? Rani marine ..scarry (yeah m gonna start caslling you this since thats what every1 calls you!) booji
nice to see you all still replying…and just wanted to say thank you all so much n i know i didnt explain 100% what was happening so that sorta had
ya'll a lil confused … but thanks a million you have no idea how better it all made me feel …….so thanks alot guysu're all so sweet! … by the way did i tell you…. you know right now me and him are not talking…bc of this whole stupid thing..i am such a stupid girl oreo you are so right i need to stop being so possessive ! i feel kinda bad now coz i know i brought him off as like the 'mean' one buit when it really boils down to the end its me im the mean one huh…i mean…. how can i be so possessive of himas for oreoji!! omg..oreo actually being nice to me give me brotherly advice – i feel special now lol thanks for the advice oreo sniffs….. but where did u go for all this time
aliea sweetheart now you are confusing me you are in a time of need and never say sorry …or NEVER tell us to ignore you bc we will never do that …JUST tell us your feelings and what ever you wrote was so deep but not sure what is happening…there with you – what did this guy do to you? bc it seem like he has upset my sweet little scarry and that doesnt maake me feel good at all …about your mom…aww hugs* oh honey..make things right..and keep your head up and dont let anyone upset your heart ….and about htis friend you are losing…… sniffs… i feel sorry to hear about all these thing but tell us more and let your feeling out and the more you tell the more we will udnerstand the situation and be able to advise you or tell you right things … about the passing away…oh honey*hug* have my sympathy i am so sorry to hear about it –
tell us your heartlove ya'll
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Scar face:
i feel seriously confused and irritated, really irritated, am breaking the fones and screaming at people, screaming at my poor
mom *****wiping away tears for being sooooo nasty********
all of this is making the guys I work with roll over with laughter which made me laugh after screaming at them
i feel blessed to have the strength to smile when all i wanna do is CRY ..I knw Mara hates us bollywood crying heroins hahahaha
but I feel this way now…..lol ..
laughing, crying, screaming, what else????????? wat next???????? Mom is going bak tonite
An aunt of mine had passed away, I repeat …..wat next?????………..was good to see her after 2 whole months 😉
off coz I am writing/typing with a bleary eye, lotza emotion today, pent up anger….
so wat I say may not make much sense at all, PLEASE IGNORE…
ps: Am losing a friend I called sister, a friend i shared soooo much with, a bond I thought would neva wither…
Oh sweetheart, I don tever want to hear about you crying – ever! aww honey… try to make it up to your sweet mom before she goes back…oh honey you must miss her alot when she was gone and now she is here and bc you are having a hard time … you just let your anger out
Dont feel too bad, instead, just explain toherwhats going on and it will make her understand even more why you acted the way you did
dont keep your anger pent up sis… it doesnt do you any good….take it out here… if its so hazardous to take out in real life, take it out here type it out … pent up anger does not do you any good hon… get it out ..free your mind lift the weight off of it..type type type
dont worry although you have been feeling confused and irritated everyone around still loves you very very much
and..about this guy..how dre he hurt you? i dont know wht he did..but how dare he!
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Unique_princess:
he's schizooo I tell u…!!!
lol
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kavita_0026:
nessaji thanks alot for the chin up
love you all … hugs kisses hugs kisses
kaviAnytime Kav, and that's the truth!
I'm sure I speak for quite a few here when I say, we love you also!
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Nessa! Hi! Miss youuuu!
Did you get my e-mail? I miss u too Da Bestest and NOOOOOO I have seen no email!
U aren't getting my PMs, I'm not getting ur emails…houston, we have a problem! hahaha
Try again please!
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serioComic:
me thinks yr possesiveness nature is out. and to some extent jealous to the fact that he has other things besides u while u have him only at this moment in time. i say keep yerself busy w things when he is out w his friends…they say an idle mind is a devil's workshop!!
This is pretty good advise Kav. By keeping urself busy, u won't notice the time he spends with his friends. Find something that interests you (besides him
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Nessa: RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Nessa! Hi! Miss youuuu!
Did you get my e-mail? I miss u too Da Bestest and NOOOOOO I have seen no email!
U aren't getting my PMs, I'm not getting ur emails…houston, we have a problem! hahaha
Try again please!
OhmyAllah! We need to do somehting about this. I have to go to the Mosque in a few minutes, but I'm gonna send you an e-mail when I get back Inshallah, and if it doesn't work…I'm gonna sue somebody! lol.
(Americans. *rolls eyes* something goes wrong and we immediately threaten to sue! hehe)Kavita, listen to Oreo ji, he has great advice, Mashallah. It's cuz he's a guy, they have such practical advice. lol. and Nessa ji is right, we love you, and believe u too, keep ur head up and smile.
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serioComic:yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.
okay whatever u say DADDYji….
I also want a free cup of witz and tonza charmz, stirred NOT shaken plz, thank u 😉 kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )
whereas men tend to look at things logically….at least at certain times
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serioComic:yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.
wah!
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Scar face:
kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )
Should I take that as a compliment, or an insult, or neither?
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boo: Scar face:
kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )
Should I take that as a compliment, or an insult, or neither?
waddaya think?????
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Compliment, yaar… for sure…
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serioComic:yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.
oreo you actually care about me — sniffs –*bawling*[:'(]
hug*
thank you
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Scar face: serioComic:yup, listen to me and you will have less headache and minimal heartache. have laughter as your appetizer, sarcasm as your main course and humour as dessert. and to top it off, i'll throw in a free cup of wit and charm, shaken but not stirred.
okay whatever u say DADDYji….
I also want a free cup of witz and tonza charmz, stirred NOT shaken plz, thank u 😉 kavz, on a serious note, cosmics r8, we women tend to advise with our emotions on the sleeve ( mizz boo not included )
whereas men tend to look at things logically….at least at certain times
lol ali.. sniffs..well maybe i' got caught up with these emotional sleeve..so what do i do now to feel better..be cold????!!
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OH MY GOD!!!! I was sitting in the train this morning, and on the other side of the train, there was such a wonderfull, handsome, OMG, Saif Ali Khan look-a-like!!!!
I'm not such a big Saif fan, but this guy was… yummy!!! I just couldn't help myself, I've kept staring at him untill I had to get out… Aaaaaahhhh, sometimes delays are SOOOOOO nice (ok, that was random, but hey! This IS the totally random thread
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Ow… it's not, hahahahahahaha. Never mind, it had to do with feelings, so my post will fit in this thread as well
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Sweet dreams tonight yaar… I think as soon as you reach your pillow, you will slowly dream away, thinking about the Saif Ali Khan look-a-like…
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kavita_0026:
oreo you actually care about me — sniffs –*bawling*[:'(]
hug*
thank you
*send shiverssssss down me spine*
im allergic to hugz so u can take that back.
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Am Rani:
OH MY GOD!!!! I was sitting in the train this morning, and on the other side of the train, there was such a wonderfull, handsome, OMG, Saif Ali Khan look-a-like!!!!
I'm not such a big Saif fan, but this guy was… yummy!!! I just couldn't help myself, I've kept staring at him untill I had to get out… Aaaaaahhhh, sometimes delays are SOOOOOO nice (ok, that was random, but hey! This IS the totally random thread
)Am Rani ji!!!!!
You HAVE been in my thoughts… just wondering where you'd disappeared off to madame…
Oreo ji – allergic to hugs? Whaaaaaaaaat? Even OUR Khushi's jhappis?
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Am Rani:
OH MY GOD!!!! I was sitting in the train this morning, and on the other side of the train, there was such a wonderfull, handsome, OMG, Saif Ali Khan look-a-like!!!!
I'm not such a big Saif fan, but this guy was… yummy!!! I just couldn't help myself, I've kept staring at him untill I had to get out… Aaaaaahhhh, sometimes delays are SOOOOOO nice (ok, that was random, but hey! This IS the totally random thread
)Oh wowwwwwwwwwwwwww lol … well that was a nice treat for you huh… Amraniji!!! How are you? And Shakz!!!! Omg… you guys are back where did you guys go? I wasnt here for al ogn time until ike 1 week ago when i came back also…… wow..hey if i rememebred correctly before i left for that while – one of u guys said u got engaged – i believe it was shakz? coz then an engaged person who is sooooooo overly happy with her new guy probably wont be admiring a saif ali khan look alike and call him yummy lol
aliea – right back at you girl – gots to send more hugs back to oreo to warm him up lol – he's being so nice! — dont worry oreo – u cant be allergic to something as loving as hugs
n plus alie will throw a bundle of hugs for u so u wud get used to them -
serioComic: kavita_0026:
oreo you actually care about me — sniffs –*bawling*[:'(]
hug*
thank you
*send shiverssssss down me spine*
im allergic to hugz so u can take that back.
hugs for oreo for being so nice
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I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
Awwww Shweetoo, having a rough day today. Don't worry, the sun will set and will rise again with a new day. I know nothing can be done for what has to happen will happen- BUT… I can do a little something to cheer you up….
Love you lots n lots n lots n lots n lots…..
Mmmmmmmmmwah! *Bigggg Hugggg*
xxx
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
I love juuu Rani. These are the rough days. gah, I've been havin' em a lot lately. Insha'Allah everything will be just fine.
stay well yaar.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
I'm having too many of those recently, too…
Hang in there Rani………………..
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boo: RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
TO BOTH OF U
CHECK YR PMS
LUWYE
I'm having too many of those recently, too…
Hang in there Rani………………..
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
For My sweet Raniji.My love, do not worry about the day. Sometimes we have bad days but think of it as – “it will blow away soon” fashion – and remember
we are all here for you and here with you so come and let your feelings out and off of your chest
for feelings locked in never do u good
Hugs to you my darling – Cheer up – Here is a big HUG
Cheer up little angel – you will be fine – dont worry to much – cheer up – smIle – promise that you will smile after reading this!
love -kavi
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Scar face:
Ek voel baie baie moeg….
sad coz my fwend just resigned from work…
happy coz its wat she wanted to do for a while now
tired coz I partied the n8 away and am reallllly sleepy
elated coz my sis got an A level pass…she was really ill during her exams
Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.
impatient, coz I want this day at work to go by faster, need to go hommmmmmmmee..
blessed to have good friends and family….
grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth
okies will stop now….hahahahaha
Aww Hugs to all of my sweet sisters… Ali…have i ever told you that your speaking is like POETRY!!! I must learn from you
so intelligent! really..do you write poetry? whenever you write (even somethig normal) like up there , it is so deeeepawww….who thought you were a les…? maybe SHE WAS!
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Scar face:
Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.
grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth
1. LOL…. hahahahaha….. NOTHING againsts lesbians, of course… but just the fact that you almost fainted and felt irritated… LOL… what a compliment to you eh? LOL…. sorrysorrysorry….
I still love you!! Hey gaydar seems… in excellent condition… hahaha….(Man. STILL can't stop laughing!)
2. *snort*…. grateful?? for being able to have another STRESSFUL day??
hahaha…. ali…. you make me smile man…
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boo: RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
I'm having too many of those recently, too…
Hang in there Rani………………..
Girls…
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Right back at ya khushi
n everyone
Right back at ye
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~Khushi~: boo: RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I'm sad.
I'm having a horrible day and the worst isn't even over yet…this is gonna be a really long day. Ya Allah, please help me.
uff………….
*Takbeer*
I'm having too many of those recently, too…
Hang in there Rani………………..
Girls…
My darling… (LOL… that sounds uhm uhmm….
hahaha)You don't know how much that means to me right now….
And you too Kavi… man! Go check your PMs…
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Hey Ali! Whats up love
yes you DO ..N im sure every1 in this forum would agre with me that you write in a very very poetic way – very! n its beautiful it really is~~~ooooooo Gossamer is that person that u weer talkin abt y'day – i got confused lol
awwwwwww why art thou blushin – you know you're an intelligent one!
oooooooooooooooooo you go to clubs??? ooooooo she was in a club lol – aww..but how u klnow she thinks u r a ***? nnnnnnnn nah dont take it back
BOW when someone thinks ur hot lol coz u're lucky
me don hae pple telling me that often no guyz
-er nor girl – lol
love yah
huggies for u -
boo: Scar face:
Irritated coz this lady at this joint thought i was a ***,oh my gawd, I almost fainted.
grateful for being able to have another stressful day on this maddening earth
1. LOL…. hahahahaha….. NOTHING againsts lesbians, of course… but just the fact that you almost fainted and felt irritated… LOL… what a compliment to you eh? LOL…. sorrysorrysorry….
I still love you!! Hey gaydar seems… in excellent condition… hahaha….(Man. STILL can't stop laughing!)
2. *snort*…. grateful?? for being able to have another STRESSFUL day??
Hi ladies..
Kush Hun…how r u my dear??
kavs yep am online 😉
Boo well at least my err experience made u laff. didye check yr pm sweety??
I have nuthing against les or gay ppl too, but ME, I REPEAT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
CAN U IMAGINE MY SHOCK???
u knw when u are dancing, well when I am dancing, I am always running to ladies at intervals ( lousy songs )
to freshen up 😉 sooo dis lady starts chatting, saying to me : watya wasting time using more lipgloss coz u luk very cute jus the way u are
I smiled off coz, and continued doing my thing, then she starts telling me about herself and I am like ok ok ok ..shaking my head in response
but not really listening until she mentioned number…and I am like WHAT??
Didnt say bye was outa der in a flash
I didnt even get to tell Gossamer the full story coz we reached home only this am …my time
and yeah had no time to chat ….
honestly the men an women here are frikking MAD, totally mental, reminds me of cosmics assylum hahahaha
hahaha…. ali…. you make me smile man…
kidding … -
Sorry yaar… had to edit yr post… it was hard to find YOUR message in the middle of those quotes!!
Hope ye don't mind…“Didnt say bye was outa der in a flash” – hahahahah!!!!!!!!!!
You are absolutely freaking crajee…. completely mental I tell ya!! No wonder you have so much of love around you woman… *hugggggggggggggggggggggggggggssssssssssssss*
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Hey alia (
soz yaar, I keep getting confused with thy name!) how are uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? how do u do! help me cheer up these two depressed sweeties! Ima make the whole world KHUSH Woohoooo, BALLE BALLE on a FRIDAY FRIDAY, BALLE BALLE…… Love to watch you baby Go round round…round round ……..round round ……..round round *Khushi swirls round round *…….. Woooo, dizzy now!
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~Khushi~:
Hey alia (
soz yaar, I keep getting confused with thy name!) how are uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? how do u do! help me cheer up these two depressed sweeties! Ima make the whole world KHUSH Woohoooo, BALLE BALLE on a FRIDAY FRIDAY, BALLE BALLE…… Love to watch you baby Go round round…round round ……..round round ……..round round *Khushi swirls round round *…….. Woooo, dizzy now!
YAAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so emotional now………….. want to laugh my head off, and cry my heart out… sigh.
I wish I could be here with you guys right now…. riiiiigggghtttt nowwwwwww!!
Sigh… if only my wishes could come true!
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Scar face:
boo kavs, Kush and Yumin, Lets have a nice looong group hug ok
I wish Ness and mara, shaks, amz and ranz were here tooo
if am missing out names forgive, okies
boo no probs hun, edit all u want….wat makes me happy r8 now is dat I got u guys to laff
doesnt matter if its at my expense ( am kewl wud dis ) but at least it worked….
I HAVE LOVE AROUND ME????????? WHERE??????? WHERE???? LIAR BOOO
theres no luw here …..lol….thnks sweetz, U have LOVE AROUND U TOOO. dnt eva forget this okies….
aaand kavs, sooooo sweet my angel 🙂
Kush, dnt worry about watye call me, alia, alie, al, scarry….hahahaha
aaand its with pleasure I shall try to assist u with making these beautiful people forget their problems for bit when in our errrrr presence lol…wat say Booo???
as fo balle balle on Sunday, okies ANYTIME…..luw dat song….
Boo sweety. if u read yr pm, then u will knw HOW I FEEL about u being here with US or my being there with YOU GUYS……
more luw to u sweety….aaand hey those problems can wait for another day nah????
scarry ju rock yaar! *smiles*
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I feel so emotional now………….. want to laugh my head off, and cry my heart out… sigh.
i knw exactly how u feel my dear, aaargh definitely dat time of the month lmao
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kavita_0026:
OOOOOOO guys …cripezzzss!!!!!!!!!1 me gots to go
m sure these pple wont say this is online research for classwork hheheheee
love ya'll so much wish i cud stay u guys make me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy
love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
kavi
take care.
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kavita_0026:
OOOOOOO guys …cripezzzss!!!!!!!!!1 me gots to go
m sure these pple wont say this is online research for classwork hheheheee
love ya'll so much wish i cud stay u guys make me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy
love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
kavi
bye my darling…..lmao, Jees still sneaking around at college hey
luw u sweetness…
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Scar face:p>
scarry ju rock yaar! *smiles*
Hmmmmm thanks yumz for confirming this
U see Cosmic …as clear as day…..
I rock for sure…
Yumz, hw u doing hun?? didye get my msgs????
lol, hope things are beta?? mmwah
lol,yeah and Cosmic be calling people blur…
Who cares what he thinks anyways? You rock
….my considerable socks
bahaha!
Everything's going okayish yaar. usual stress and all, but all is good Alhamdulillah.
how abt ya?
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Sorry guys, but I just have to scream very hard, and since this is the thread “let your feelings out”…
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Yeah, that feels much better
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Scar face:
I feel so emotional now………….. want to laugh my head off, and cry my heart out… sigh.
i knw exactly how u feel my dear, aaargh definitely dat time of the month lmao
oye hoye!! this the “getting me back” part huh?
NOPE… not that time of the month… there's just so much sh!t going on… with intervals of so much of Love… I don't knw WHAT to feel but just feeeeeeeeel feeeeeeel feeeeeeeel all the emotions that come my way…. just let em flow through me, like the waves of the ocean….
no offence to whomever that gal is… but heck my face ain't like hers!
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Am Rani:I just sit here laughing, and my dad keeps asking what's wrong, hahahahaha. I'm laughing, ok, nothing is wrong! But I just can't explain how much fun I sometimes have, reading all your posts, and feeling all the “lurrvveee” being spread. Big kiss to all of you! MWAH!! (sorry Serio, just ignore)
Okies enough lurve… PMs!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Dii…
I love you oh so much. Ninja…keep smiling, hunnz. If Allah brings you to it, He'll take you through it.
Never lose faith and hope. I love you. and last night was superly duperly fun. Boo…
*hanging* You hang on as well, okay? Stay strong, twin ji. Just like the good times don't stay, neither do the bad times. Scarrrry…your pms are filled with so much love.
I'm sorry, but I won't reply right now, If I do, I'm gonna say things I don't want to say, I'll wait till the ghum wears off a bit. that goes for everyone I need to reply to…
kavita_0026:promise that you will smile after reading this!…and I did smile.
Kavita, hunnz… thank you. -
Hugs to all you guys… ahhhhh i love this lil teddy bear huggin this heart..he's so CUTE!!!
Thats why im sending the hugs to you guysoh my god guys i am so scareedddddddddd my exams are coming up and i am behind in studying im scared whts gonna happen if i dont study everything in time sniff oh gosh…!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.. im sure ur pray will help me through
I better go start burning the books!love you guys
kavi -
kavita_0026:Hugs to all you guys… ahhhhh i love this lil teddy bear huggin this heart..he's so CUTE!!!
Thats why im sending the hugs to you guysoh my god guys i am so scareedddddddddd my exams are coming up and i am behind in studying im scared whts gonna happen if i dont study everything in time sniff oh gosh…!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.. im sure ur pray will help me through
I better go start burning the books!love you guys
kaviHugs to you too yaar
My prayers are with you. You will do just fine don't worry. Study hard, drink coffeee and act stupid. lolll no jk dont drink coffee. im such a bad influence. I know you'll do just fine, it's good to be stressed cuz den you'll study harder than the test really is and you will definitely ace it. (Inshallah)Keep yo head up.
holla.
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Hey Guys! How are you all doing!
Yemen – what up! Awww thnx for the good luck charms… yeah u're kinda right …stress is kinda good to have then u'll work ur butt off to make it..i just..hope i can be able to do that right now!!! abt the coffee thing lol… ! u're not a bad influ whatchu talkin abt!!! im not such a big fan of coffee but yeah i already made some n drank it …geesh dun konw the last time i had coffee hehehe …tea's my ..cup of tea…lol..get it? sry my jokes are SO CORNY lol
yeah i hope im done w/ all the material then try to cram it.!!tnx alottt
luv — kavi -
hehe
yeah you will do great. Yemeni says so nd vhen yemeni says suttin…i dunno LOLnp
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boo:
Okies enough lurve… PMs!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Boo… It's NICE to receive some love… You can never have enough…
But since you prefer a PM… Go and check it!! -
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kavita_0026:
okay i am so f***ing pissed off
SO F***ING ANGRY DAMN IT
kavz, Swearing?? dats sooo NOT lady like sweety
….da exams fustration again huh??wish i cud help but my studies aint going sooo well either
heres a nice loong hugz from meee to ye
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Boo… It's NICE to receive some love… You can never have enough…
Me thinkz ze same same same Amzee
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Shakalaka Baby:
Sorry guys, but I just have to scream very hard, and since this is the thread “let your feelings out”…
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Yeah, that feels much better
yup for sure Shakzee, glad it made u feel better Yaar…
take it easy now, breathe in ..breathe out …
hope da h/aches gone..and dat dinner went well…
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Amzee, well a beeeeeg sloppy, wet 6 month ol baby kiss back at ye hun
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Marine:
Hey everyone how are my litle angels
Didi how are you. I miss you so much everything is cool on my end still waiting to hear from my brother.
But you sound so frustrated why don't you use a tree or something lol
Well i saw Sol yesterday and i was with a frined and totally egnored him lol it fealt so nice he had to say hi to me first lol MMUUUAAAHHHHAAHHHAAAHHHAA
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey luwie
fustrated?????? nope am not fustrated hun, just told the guys here watye said about using a tree and one of em said
** by the time they get to a tree, theyd lose cargo***** crazeee ppl here lmao
I shudve been more specific, theres no water…I need to wash my hands..
is he still at the prison??? damn…its been a while hey…
Sol, ****high five**** well dis gud u keepin yr kewl my darlin
no man is really worth agonising over as much as we do nah??
lol…
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Scar face:
I dnt suggest u go to one, not if I am not around to gaurd errr guide u lol….it can be a crazeeee place…
MUSIC…wateva makes my heart beat faster…I dance to anything that has a good beat…sound,damn wats dat word am lukin 4??
was thinking the same thing when I got to bed on Friday n8, then I heard balle balle on the radio an laffed out loud to my empty room
..thinking of kush lmao
dis place is def full of luw..
Thinking of my Jaanu and her balle balle huh? def. full of lurveeeeeeeeeee…………..
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oye hoye!! this the “getting me back” part huh?
NOPE… not that time of the month… there's just so much sh!t going on… with intervals of so much of Love… I don't knw WHAT to feel but just feeeeeeeeel feeeeeeel feeeeeeeel all the emotions that come my way…. just let em flow through me, like the waves of the ocean….
lmao, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat???no no no purleeez…dia aint da getting bak at ye part, in fact forgot about that the moment I posted it …
feeeeeeeel feeeeeeeeeeeeel feeeeeeeeeeeel away hun…am just hoping its more luw than shyt….lol
seriously though, hope things get better for ye, am sending ova sum luw to help give u the strength to
work thru this bad phase….
no offence to whomever that gal is… but heck my face ain't like hers!
LMAO ,AT YE BOOO
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Am Rani:
Boo… It's NICE to receive some love… You can never have enough…
Am Rani and Scar Face:
Chup kar, the pair of you!!!
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Hello chenna – sorry I dont know which song that is
Hey every1 what up! Oooooooooo marine – lol … u ignored sul – r u for realz?! omg yeah heck yeah let HIM say hi to u
oo ali abt the whole club things oooo u don recommend me go unless u're there to guard me huh lolz..dude is it that bad tho?
i mean…. whooo rent u scared .. i mean with druggers n hookers..n stuff?!yeah sry about the bad UNlady like lang – but i HAD TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT Sniffs….. n culdnt write so much in here so just put a sad pic
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Scar face:
yup for sure Shakzee, glad it made u feel better Yaar…
take it easy now, breathe in ..breathe out …
hope da h/aches gone..and dat dinner went well…
Of course dinner went well…
It was actually at the restaurant where my fiancé proposed to me And yes, it really made me feel better… I was just really pi.ssed of because my boss was giving me an hard time at work
But I know how to handle him now… whoehahahaha 
Headache is still around… How is yours??
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kavita_0026:
CHEER UP BUTTERCUP! *MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*
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Hey Kavita!!!! How are you?? Things are getting better at work now, but today my boss (a male) said some weird se.xual things to me and I really dunno how to handle with that
But like you said, I have to be careful before I say something about it… As a reflex I sticked out my tongue to him today, but afterwards I was like “OMG!! Did I really do that to my boss?!?!” lol… Yup, it was me who got engaged
It was really great to come back at the restaurant again… Every memory came back And don't worry about me, because my fiancé treats me very well… I'm really a lucky woman -
Scar face:
Amzee, well a beeeeeg sloppy, wet 6 month ol baby kiss back at ye hun
Hahaha, should that cheer me up??
Better no kisses for me today, I got the flu But thanks anyway, hahahaha -
boo:
Am Rani and Scar Face:
Chup kar, the pair of you!!!
Yup, indeed full of love, this place…
Boo: puleassssseee remove that line in you signature?!?!?!? The song has been in my head for ages now.. everytime I get on this forum.. *sigh*
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Shakalaka Baby:
Hey Kavita!!!! How are you?? Things are getting better at work now, but today my boss (a male) said some weird se.xual things to me and I really dunno how to handle with that
But like you said, I have to be careful before I say something about it… As a reflex I sticked out my tongue to him today, but afterwards I was like “OMG!! Did I really do that to my boss?!?!” lol… Uhm, Shakz?? When someone says something sex.ual to you… sticking out you tongue is not the best reaction you can give… He might get that wrong, you know.. And you REALLY don't want the man to get you wrong, do you??
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kavita_0026:
Awwwwwwwwwwww so it was you who got engaged!!!!!!! ooooooo yupper i know you are a lucky woman! congrats!!!!!!!!!!!
so schweetThanks yaar!!!
about the boss thing –whoa!!!!!!!!! he said sexual stuff to you? ARe you like KIDDING?! omg – your fiance is gonna kill him lol
I just won't tell him I guess… otherwise maybe he will!!
omg……. hehe im trying to picture u stickin out ur tongue at him after he said… something sexual… err… how strong was his sexual comment? n thaz just wrong of him dude!!
I sticked out my tongue just before he made that se.xual comment, not as a reaction to the comment… We talked about company clothes (which I don't have) and he said something about that jokingly…
Right after that he made some comment about my chest that he liked the view or something…
And I should add that I wasn't wearing anything that showed my cleavage… Just some normal V-necked sweater From now on I'll only wear turtle necks to work, for sure!!! -
Am Rani:
Uhm, Shakz?? When someone says something sex.ual to you… sticking out you tongue is not the best reaction you can give… He might get that wrong, you know.. And you REALLY don't want the man to get you wrong, do you??
Thanks for your well meant comment sweety, but I didn't do that after his se.xual comment on me… At that moment I just looked like “What are you saying? OMG!!!! I did misunderstood you, right?!”
And my colleague was like “big yuck!!” too… I'll send you an e-mail with the whole story asap… I definitely don't want my boss to get me wrong!!!! -
kavita_0026:totally true – sticking out your tongue was NOT the best response…. at that time!
I didn't stick out my tongue at that moment as I explained already, but I have a question for you… How DO you respond?? I mean… I let him know I really don't appreciate such comments when he makes them, and still from time to time he makes a se.xual comment again!! And everytime I feel myself getting red (because I really dunno how to deal with it) and I don't have lines back to shut him up… Really frustrating!!
Hopefully you guys can help me with some good advice!!!! I would be really greatful towards you -
Am Rani:
I got the flu
Aaahwww sweety!!! The flu has got you too!!! (there's some epidemic going around in Holland) I really hate to hear this…
Hopefully you'll feel better soon sweety!!! I'll try to send you an e-mail tomorrow from work to cheer you up!! -
Unique_princess:
shakz, yeah Im thinking same as kavi, if he makes anymore of those types of comments just tell him very sternly that you don't appreciate them and even though they be be in jest, you don't want to be hearing such comments and to keep it professional? Good luck with everythin hun x
Im SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW. WHY ARE SOME MEN SO ANNOYING EVEN IF THEY ARE THE ONES YOU LIVE WITH ARGHHHHHHHHHH
jeez, why can't I get them to knock before they enter my room?! I'm so damn angry. I'm going to put a lock on my door myself if I have to! *good luck me* or i'll get someone to do it! Ive had ENUF!
Aaaaw sweety, its sums we gotta live with, lol, been there, tried it and broke the door handle in the process, lmao Jeez
u guys just bring on sooo many memories 😉
reminds me of my bro, he will walk in when I am sound asleep, dreaming of Sonu 😉 and literally lift the matress and drop me off the bed
u wudnt believe how flippant annoying that can be, and he also has a habit of pulling my pillow from under my rested head
and hitting me with it until I am awake, ******sigh********** I miss him 😉
dats living with men nah….no one thinks of knocking before entering lol
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Shakalaka Baby:
Hey Kavita!!!! How are you?? Things are getting better at work now, but today my boss (a male) said some weird se.xual things to me and I really dunno how to handle with that
But like you said, I have to be careful before I say something about it… As a reflex I sticked out my tongue to him today, but afterwards I was like “OMG!! Did I really do that to my boss?!?!” lol… Yup, it was me who got engaged
It was really great to come back at the restaurant again… Every memory came back And don't worry about me, because my fiancé treats me very well… I'm really a lucky woman oye shakzee
sticking out yr tongue at da man will only make him want to go full force with this harassment hun.
Men are like that, they think weirdly …I knw its reflex coz I do dat sumtimes with da guys here but its
coz they know I am playful and theres A LOT of respect between all of us ….
Anyways, u must stop this now before it gets worse and it will coz if u dnt do or say anything at the onset it will be seen
in his favour when u do take it up…
Okies, first approach him and be very stern and firm about the fact that his behaviour is inappropriate and u
wud appreciate it if he stops all this sexual advances towards u…
give him a day or two, if it continues, tell him u will take it further…
if it still doesnt stop then do take it further, U CAN SUE the man
sooo do it the proper way, or when/if things get worse he will say u were encouraging him
sooo yeah dats my bit for now, will send u an email sooon
pls take it easy and be careful ok hun, this world is full of disgusting ppl like yr boss
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Yemenilicious:LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it does sumtimes yumin,
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kavita_0026:
as for shkz – if yr boss does that again to u tell him ur fiance is gonna kick his butt lol
let him know that u're TAKEN n let him know that thats a professional place n doin stuff like that is NOT COOLHahaha, your post made me smile Kav!!
But my boss knows I'm taken and getting married, and he's married too… But that doesn't help Some time ago I told to my colleague my b/f wasn't jealous… My boss overheard and said: “Oh well… in that case” *wink wink* then he hastily added: “Nooo… I'm just joking” So that won't do -
kavita_0026:n if he does it again i think you should strongly ignore him – or make it clear that you dont find it Entertaning or nice .. to be hearing wha the is saying if its sexual stuff
That's what Am Rani said to me too before… Just ignore him!! Too bad that I'm his assistent (so I have to work very closely with him every day)…
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Unique_princess:
shakz, yeah Im thinking same as kavi, if he makes anymore of those types of comments just tell him very sternly that you don't appreciate them and even though they be be in jest, you don't want to be hearing such comments and to keep it professional? Good luck with everythin hun x
Aaawww, thank you sweety for your advice and everything… I really appreciate that!!
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Yemenilicious:LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ugh! What a sleaze!
I'm sorry to hear that this guy is getting under your skin Shakalaka. But take heart, if you believe in karma, he will get what's coming to him!
A nice karmic kick to the face will do nicely!
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Scar face:
oye shakzee
sticking out yr tongue at da man will only make him want to go full force with this harassment hun.
I know I know… but it was just joking at that moment
Men are like that, they think weirdly …I knw its reflex coz I do dat sumtimes with da guys here but its
coz they know I am playful and theres A LOT of respect between all of us ….
I have that with a colleague (male) of mine too… But in that way, it's okay
Anyways, u must stop this now before it gets worse and it will coz if u dnt do or say anything at the onset it will be seen
in his favour when u do take it up…
Okies, first approach him and be very stern and firm about the fact that his behaviour is inappropriate and u
wud appreciate it if he stops all this sexual advances towards u…
give him a day or two, if it continues, tell him u will take it further…
if it still doesnt stop then do take it further, U CAN SUE the man
sooo do it the proper way, or when/if things get worse he will say u were encouraging him
sooo yeah dats my bit for now, will send u an email sooon
pls take it easy and be careful ok hun, this world is full of disgusting ppl like yr boss
Thanks for all your good advice Scarry!!! You're the best!!
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kavita_0026:
— thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u
Yes it was Kavi!
And *muaaaahhhzzz* back at ya!
BTW, was that you in the desktop photo w/ Harry Potter?!?!?!?! You're gorgeous!
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Nessa:
Ugh! What a sleaze!
I'm sorry to hear that this guy is getting under your skin Shakalaka. But take heart, if you believe in karma, he will get what's coming to him!
A nice karmic kick to the face will do nicely!
Hahahaha, your post really gave me a good laugh!!!
Thanks so much for cheering me up Nessa ji!!! That was just what I needed… -
kavita_0026:
alright i have my exams today!!!!!!!!!!!!1 arghhh!~!!! so much stufff to remember n still not finish studying!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah life DOES suck..at least right nowI wish you all the luck of the world with your exams Kav!!! Please let us know how they went… Good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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This is how I feel today! I'm just too exhausted!
Shakalaka Baby:Sorry guys, but I just have to scream very hard, and since this is the thread “let your feelings out”…AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you don't mind me borrowing Spicy Shakz!
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Hahahaha of course I don't mind… As long as it's you, it's okay
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Shakalaka Baby:Hahahaha, your post really gave me a good laugh!!! Thanks so much for cheering me up Nessa ji!!! That was just what I needed…
Glad I could make you smile sweets!
Just keep that mental picture (karmic foot to the grill) when you feel powerless!
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I know I know… but it was just joking at that moment
I have that with a colleague (male) of mine too… But in that way, it's okay
Thanks for all your good advice Scarry!!! You're the best!!
Wow, nobody will mess with you I guess… They're probably to afraid you'll sue them Sweety, I knw u were joking and I knw it was reflex but Men are Men, u bludy casually luk at em and they think u want to
go ski naked with em or sums lol…oh my did i just type that lmao sum more
Anyways, I want to be more detailed but will talk to u sooon ok, hopefully this weekend
just take it easy hun and am sowrie if I came off a lil rude or abrupt okies 😉
Well, I dnt give or try not to give any1 a chance to mess wud me hun..I remember when I first started in this company ..( in durbs )
I was warned about the crazee men, ( ERIC INCLUDED ) right, then a month or so later, this man made a pass at me over the phone, I went over to him
and gave him a loooooooooooooooooong lecture about respect and harrasment bla bla bla, we now have a lovely working
relationship…and no one else even bothered to make a pass at me after that one lol…
I am craze for sure but hate it when one person disrespects another like wats happening with u…
I wont sue anyone coz I dnt need to, its all about attitude, I may be an ice queen to all but I rather be that than have
a zillion men thinking I am easy, I will thump them soooo hard, they will faint and wake up thinking they are monkies or
jack a$$es which isnt far from the truth …..sooooooooooo NO no suing or violence, just plain words for me…
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Nessa: Shakalaka Baby:Hahahaha, your post really gave me a good laugh!!! Thanks so much for cheering me up Nessa ji!!! That was just what I needed…
Glad I could make you smile sweets!
Just keep that mental picture (karmic foot to the grill) when you feel powerless!
lmao, oh my ..Yuk Ness and damage her pointed heels in the process , naaaaha
not worth the effort I tellya lol
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Nessa: kavita_0026:
— thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u
Yes it was Kavi!
And *muaaaahhhzzz* back at ya!
BTW, was that you in the desktop photo w/ Harry Potter?!?!?!?! You're gorgeous!
whoooooooo I wish nessa!
n shakz i agree with nessa and the karma thing lol
guyz the tests were hard but i nkow i got an A in 1 of em yippeeeeeeee as for th other 1 well its not n A but i hope tis at least a B – or somethin
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Nessa: kavita_0026:
— thanks ness – well sure hope that 'buttercup' is referrin to both her and me … hehe muahz to u
Yes it was Kavi!
And *muaaaahhhzzz* back at ya!
BTW, was that you in the desktop photo w/ Harry Potter?!?!?!?! You're gorgeous!
whoooooooo I wish nessa!
n shakz i agree with nessa and the karma thing lol
guyz the tests were hard but i nkow i got an A in 1 of em yippeeeeeeee as for th other 1 well its not n A but i hope tis at least a B – or somethin
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lol. I'm practicing my spanish.
hmm…let's see….mis sentimientos…my feelings…(If it's even right)…my heart hurts.
I mean literally, it hurts. I dunnoe why. It better get better, or else! and…ummm…………………………I dunnoe. I'm confooozled. yep yep. *nods*
lol.
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lol. lost what, exactly? My perspicacity? no, i haven't lost that yet.
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U're doing just fine Kavi. Only it's buena suerte.
In fact, las dos hablaban correctamente.
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Scar face:
I wont sue anyone coz I dnt need to, its all about attitude, I may be an ice queen to all but I rather be that than have
a zillion men thinking I am easy, I will thump them soooo hard, they will faint and wake up thinking they are monkies or
jack a$$es which isnt far from the truth …..sooooooooooo NO no suing or violence, just plain words for me…
Scarry: you're not an ice queen!! You're just a strong independent woman, and that's great!! Be proud of that!
I wish I could be more firm from time to time
But hey, I'm working on it!! I'm trying to be more assertive this year and it's getting better little by little (even my boss himself said to me that they didn't need to teach me how to be assertive, because I already am… lol )… But sexual comments from my boss are still difficult to handle… -
Ohh thanks for the correction Ness!!!
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Wait 1st of all what is an Ice Queen? Do tell me you guys
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Shakz hun listen : U're a strong independent woman too n you gat so many pple that love you includin us n
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n that fine finace of yours . I dont know if you told your fiance as yet but I suggest you tell him and have him help you how to deal with what that jerk of a boss is doing 2 you > n yeah we all know that you're a hottie but that doesnt give your boss especially ! the right to harrass you sexually
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Being assertive is a good step to take to shun him of his stupidity n disrespect — > Hun —> You gatta make it clear to him that you dont appreciate the crap what he's doin to you coz it makes you feel very uncomfortable and he shud know that HE IS the wrong one coz you 're not supposed to be doing that in a professional place like that. So try being more assertive yes, and be Strong in your words, dont be all jokey coz they he's gonna take it all for a joke you gatta show him n be serious when u tellin him that its not aight for him 2 be pickin on u sexually n also tell ur fiance and ask him for advice coz after all he's the closest 1 u can trust n he loves u with all his heart so he'll kno whatz best for u… n dont blame me if after u tell ur fiance ( unless he knows already ) ur boss ends up run over with a van down the street or something..oopss sorry thats … cold..hehe…
So let him know juz let ur boss know that u aint gonna take it n it is really bothering u – or TEll a Co-worker how you feel and maybe they can tell ur boss about the problem if you cant tell him yourself — all the best — kav -
kavita_0026:
I am IN LOVVVVVVEEEEEEEE with these!!!!!!!!! I so so so so so so am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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kavita_0026:buene suerte mi amor!
aww! Thanks for the good luck, hunnz!
You're toooo sweet! Actually, it went very bad. lol. She's such a beezee to me!
You know what happened!??! After everyone presentation, the teacher told everyone what they did good and what they did bad, so u know, we can learn from our mistakes. But she didn't do it to me. So I was all like, “Senora, you didn't say anything to me.” and she looks at me funny, and says, “Oh. I forgot. Why don't you go up there and give your presentation again so I can do it to you?” I was like 
“No thanks.” Especially since she knows how much I hate the stage! What a beezee! [:'(] Nessa:In fact, las dos hablaban correctamente.woot woot! We rock, Kavita! (thanks Nessa!)
Unique_princess:Y iz lyfe such a b*tch sometimez…..????Because it's all part of the test, hunnz.
But I know you're strong and I believe in you, hunnz, you'll make it through. Remember your MSN display name? If Allah brings you to it, then He'll take you through it. So don't lose hope, Tayba ji, and just keep your head up.
I love you tonz.
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Hey honeyS , what up? Boooooo Im in love with em tooo!!! Had to put 'em here in the threads b/c they look sooo beautiful they really do..and they match with your sig pic Tayaba honey sometimes life just happens to give us the worse..n then we become all confused n sad n then we're hurtin n dont really know what 2 do but u know what – look inside urself – and do some positive SElf talk n u shall get through the moment b/c u r strong n i have confidence n u n i know that u can do n i know that u can get through b/c we're all here hopin for u… but u just have to have hope in urself and be strong and be positive and try to fight off negative talks n thoughtz…n i know all this cud sound easy but itz soo hard to do but at least try and let this be in ur consciousness Rani my shweetooo how are you? Yepp tnx nessa for the corrections (mine) hehe well I think I remember only a little spanish..un poco espanol (ha!) ; Awww Rani your teacher sounds like a #$^%& n Im gettin smoky offa mah chair coz she bein all mean 2 u coz its not funny n u don deserve it coz u're a good student n u're hard workin n i know u hold respect for u so at least she cud have given u back a response like the other pple…but do ya think she iddnt give yah a response coz it was 100% perfect..? coz then if thas why that'll be perfect!! if not..then …. i dont like teachers ilke that..who make fun out of people …i just never like when teachers do that..n some of them r like that ..n im smokin outta mah ears now coz i heard what yeh had to go through but dun worry hun … leave the past in the past..n work on tomorrow n show her that u r u.. n that u can do it n make it in her class n nothin getz to u
Love you guys, take care… Hey~ Rani you mentioned about msn ids /screen names..you guys wanna share em? I'ld love to talk to you guys any time if Im online … the only person i have pm is Marine..oh gosh wish she was here she has not replied in such long time! -
kavita_0026:Rani my shweetooo how are you? Yepp tnx nessa for the corrections (mine) hehe well I think I remember only a little spanish..un poco espanol (ha!) ; Awww Rani your teacher sounds like a #$^%& n Im gettin smoky offa mah chair coz she bein all mean 2 u coz its not funny n u don deserve it coz u're a good student n u're hard workin n i know u hold respect for u so at least she cud have given u back a response like the other pple…but do ya think she iddnt give yah a response coz it was 100% perfect..? coz then if thas why that'll be perfect!! if not..then …. i dont like teachers ilke that..who make fun out of people …i just never like when teachers do that..n some of them r like that ..n im smokin outta mah ears now coz i heard what yeh had to go through but dun worry hun … leave the past in the past..n work on tomorrow n show her that u r u.. n that u can do it n make it in her class n nothin getz to u
Thanks ji, i'm great. how are you?
My teacher is a beezee…well, I'm rude to her too, so maybe I deserve her rudeness.
and no, my presentation was absolutely not 100% perfect. If it was, I wouldn't have stage fright. lol. I forgot my speeeechy thing! lol. and I kept saying “and umm” lol. It was bbbaaaaad! haha. I'll tell you what I got tho. A? B? C? D? F? lol. Definately not F, Inshallah, cuz I don't deserve it. I think I'll get a B inshallah. I don't think she'll give me an A, and I don't deserve anything lower than a B. lol.
I'm so conceited. and yes, Inshallah, I'll be nice on Monday so she can be nice too. If not, Imma smack her upside da head. lol. No, I would never do that. Maybe I'll just be rude back, but not cross the limit, cuz then she might fail me. lol.
just don't worry, Kavita. i'll be fine. I can handle her.
and about the msn screen name thing. sure thing. I used to have it on my profile, I guess I deleted it? I don't remember. But I'll send it to you in a pm, okay? Talk to you soon!
haasini:true love says:I L U b'coz i wanna make u happyawwww!
Hey Haasini, welcome to the forum!
I hope you like it here. haasini:i recently had break up with my boy frnd and it very hard to forget someone i feel……………….. Then don't forget him. Cherish the memories you had with him.
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Haasini – Firstly – Warmest welcome to you – hope you feel some comfort in here
Okay honey – I know right now its hard to talk to anyone about this n even hard to think about it n its so confusing that you dont even know what to do
or how to feel or even how to act when it comes to dealing with this whole thing ; Just think about something – Why did you break up with him? Was it his fault or your fault ( the break up ) I mean if it is something he did that was extremely bad and you can never forgive him … then I know it will hurt you like… really bad. If not, see if you can talk t ohim about what occured and see if you can explain yourself and if he can explain himself about what
happenedAnother thing is… what do you think you had with him? LIke..Love? You yourself gave a definition – but you didnt say which one of it you yoursel
felt (with him ) And i truely thought your words (defintion of love n true love ) to be extremely teary sweetJust whatever it is, keep having hope and never give up on yourelf and your outlook on life b/c if there's a life there's a way n if there's a will there's a way
Good luck – come back n talk more with us – tell us more about yrself – we'll love to hear! *HUGS* — KAvita
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Kavita, I don't know what my grade is yet, she'll give it to us tomorrow, I think. But I'll let you know.
i would rather have an A, but since I know I did mess up on the presentation, I can't demand what I don't deserve, right?
and Kavita ji…I like the way you give your advice.
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Heyy muahz* lets hope u get an A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if not im sure it will be a good grade – dont sweat !!! u're a good student!
Aww abt the advice thingy…um..i just wish i cud have given myself advice the way i give it to other pple..welli dunno if its good advice that i give but i just try to help … n yesh i know it hurtz like hell to feel upset n …well hurt… n i'd alwys wanna see u guys feel better
jiiii YOU'RE awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Scarry: you're not an ice queen!! You're just a strong independent woman, and that's great!! Be proud of that!
I wish I could be more firm from time to time
But hey, I'm working on it!! I'm trying to be more assertive this year and it's getting better little by little (even my boss himself said to me that they didn't need to teach me how to be assertive, because I already am… lol )… But sexual comments from my boss are still difficult to handle… shakzee, I honestly never saw myself as above but thanks, and u know what u are as strong and have the willpower to ensure that
this situation is resolved in the way it should, just do as I say, and I promise u the man will NEVA eva think of making any sexual
( or other) advances towards u…if he does, then I will come on over to da Netherlands an kick his a$$, coz no one messes with my love ones…that my deary is
Scarry's promise 😉 ..
its not comfortable at all when u are subjected to verbal abuse like u mention, but u need to speak up sweety….FIRMLY
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Unique_princess:Y iz lyfe such a b*tch sometimez…..????
a wat?? a wat?? care to complete dat for moi Taybz hahahaha
am kidding sweetie pie, munchkin, honey buney,
heres a beeeeg hug from moi
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haasini:
i recently had break up with my boy frnd and it very hard to forget someone i feel………………..
DO U PEOPLE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE B/W LUV N TRUE LUV
love says: I L U b'coz u make me happy
but
true love says:I L U b'coz i wanna make u happy
Yup tell me about it…firstly congrats on the breakup, LUV sukz..literallly stinks and Me doesnt wanna be a part of it
okies , now dats out…its very sweet nah, but does one really know what is love or true love,
love is love and all kinds of love should be TRUE, if it isnt then its not love…its probably LIKE??
wat if u wanna be there and give your luv and ths person literally slams the door on yr face, I say to HELL
WITH HIM AND LUV AND AND AND…
okies that was more fustration lol…
now my dear, am sowrie to hear u lost yr love, but why may I ask are u asking this question??
do u think that perhaps u dont feel **true love *** for yr ex??
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Scar face:
Yup tell me about it…firstly congrats on the breakup, LUV sukz..literallly stinks and Me doesnt wanna be a part of it
Sorry to go all Boogedy-lecture-ish on u dear… but Love is with you whether you want to be a part of it or not…
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kavita_0026:
Shakz hun listen : U're a strong independent woman too n you gat so many pple that love you includin us (aaawww…
) n n that fine finace of yours . I dont know if you told your fiance as yet but I suggest you tell him and have him help you how to deal with what that jerk of a boss is doing 2 you > n yeah we all know that you're a hottie but that doesnt give your boss especially ! the right to harrass you sexuallyMe??? An hottie? You've got to be kidding yaar!!
But thanks anyways But you're right, because nothing gives my boss the right to harrass me sexually… I've told my fiancé and he was like “What the ….?!” He really wasn't happy with it either and suggested the same as you guys did… Ignore the man and tell him you don't like it when he does it again…Being assertive is a good step to take to shun him of his stupidity n disrespect — > Hun —> You gatta make it clear to him that you dont appreciate the crap what he's doin to you coz it makes you feel very uncomfortable and he shud know that HE IS the wrong one coz you 're not supposed to be doing that in a professional place like that. So try being more assertive yes, and be Strong in your words, dont be all jokey coz they he's gonna take it all for a joke you gatta show him n be serious when u tellin him that its not aight for him 2 be pickin on u sexually n
Today I was really assertive and I'm so proud of it!! My boss wanted to make some comment again (I think it might be a se.xually one) but he said “Oh know, I'm not gonna tell it…” With the implication of “please ask, and I'll tell you” But he had bad luck because I said: “I think that's for the best, so please don't tell…” I was so proud of myself afterwards
also tell ur fiance and ask him for advice coz after all he's the closest 1 u can trust n he loves u with all his heart so he'll kno whatz best for u… n dont blame me if after u tell ur fiance ( unless he knows already ) ur boss ends up run over with a van down the street or something..oopss sorry thats … cold..hehe…
Hahahaha, this part made me laugh so much!!!
Of course I won't blame you!!So let him know juz let ur boss know that u aint gonna take it n it is really bothering u – or TEll a Co-worker how you feel and maybe they can tell ur boss about the problem if you cant tell him yourself — all the best — kav
Thanks sweets for all your good advice!!
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boo: kavita_0026:
I am IN LOVVVVVVEEEEEEEE with these!!!!!!!!! I so so so so so so am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Boo… Those where MY lines… Pls don't steal them from me
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Scar face:
shakzee, I honestly never saw myself as above but thanks, and u know what u are as strong and have the willpower to ensure that this situation is resolved in the way it should, just do as I say, and I promise u the man will NEVA eva think of making any sexual ( or other) advances towards u…if he does, then I will come on over to da Netherlands an kick his a$$, coz no one messes with my love ones…that my deary is Scarry's promise 😉 ..
Aaaawww… thank you sweets!!
I'd love to see you come over and kick my bosses a$$ I can just picture it, lmbo!! And I'll try to think of your advice next time… Thanks again hunn!!its not comfortable at all when u are subjected to verbal abuse like u mention, but u need to speak up sweety….FIRMLY
I will I will… Like I've written to Kavita: I've just made a start today! My revenge will be sweet, because nobody messes with me… whoehahaha!!
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Hey guys…everyone! Shakz yeah thats the spirit!!!!!!! dont let this crazy boss of urs upset u too much
ali diii oh you hear from marine?! she has not even been coming here or saying anything in pm i dont nkow if she is alright
tell me if u heard from her
gotta go study guys my next test is tomorrow – gawd they come so fast one afta the other!!!!!!!
love ya'll
kav
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Hey thanks for all your comments guys, was just having a b*tch of a day! its one of those rules of life where ur extremely tired and the one person u dont want to meet, unfortunately bumps into u and u cant do anything about it at the point but go ARGHHHH lol. Im fine now though!!!!!
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Unique_princess:Hey thanks for all your comments guys, was just having a b*tch of a day! its one of those rules of life where ur extremely tired and the one person u dont want to meet, unfortunately bumps into u and u cant do anything about it at the point but go ARGHHHH lol. Im fine now though!!!!!
SUPER DUPER THEN..GOOD TO HEAR UR OKIES …MMMWAAAAAH
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Scar face:
Lemme explain a bit before I do dis..
One of my nephews has this way of laughing,
It sounds like
**heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ***
Lol …and when he does dis he has this wide a$$ grin on his face that makes u wanna
Hug him for dear life….dats what I wanna do now, laugh like him and then be hugged for dear life .. aam daaaaaaaaaamn exhausted….
Soooooooooooooo here goes:
hhhhheeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol
This is actually for Boo, thanks for making me want to smile whilst theres tears gushing out my eyes, yet strolling down my cheeks, yuk, feels awful
…coz u knw nah?? CHECK YR PM…
Oh well Bludy HELL headaches….
Dis sooooooooo damn Kold here……………………………
*****hugs scarry for life****Awwww!! That is really nice of you…
PM…. am checking now…
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ali – HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG
there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Scar face:
kavz da luvz…yup have heard from Mara
she is reaaaaaalllllllllllly reallllllllllllllly ..nore emphasise on the reallly …lol
BUSY…dnt think she is ignoring u hon okies…
she is okies…told her u asked after her, …..am sure she will contact u sooon
stay good nah….all the best with studies, catch up laterz sweety
lotza hugz
didi
Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i jjust chatted with marine yes she is busy with lot of stuff but yippeeeeeeeeeeeim so glad i heard from hjer!! at leat now i know she is alright n alive !
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Marine:
So welcome to our little family
To our family!
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kavita_0026:
ali – HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG
there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw my…..am speechless …seriously ….hmmmm wat did i do to deserve soooooooooooo
many HUGZ.????????????????????
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*GASPS IN SHOCK*
LOSING MAH BREATH NOWW need AIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun feel gloomy love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k i gave u the big teddy bear hug cuz u asked for huggies
as for the other huggies they were just extras coz… just wanted to give em to yah
*hug*
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Hahahahaha, I got the greatest offer today and it reminded me right away of you guys!!! My boss made a joke (a normal one) and I told him jokingly he had to watch out, because he was so close to me I could hit him. So he said: “Please, go ahead and slap me in my face” And he pulled his cheek towards me and said: “You'll be the first if you do it…”
OMG, that was SOOOO tempting!!! Especially after what he said to me before!! But I didn't do it… It was really tempting to just slap him in the face and I was really doubting if I should do it or not (he definitely wasn't expecting me to do it and it was a great opportunity
), but I behaved like a lady and didn't slap him Afterwards I had to LMBO because it reminded me of you guys telling me I should slap him hahahaha…
That was a reason too that made me think that maybe I should have taken advantage of the occasion Hahaha, I'm sorry to bother you guys with this, but I still have to laugh when I imagine how he would have reacted when I did really slap him in the face (and of course it would be a good slap
)!! Maybe next time I'll just hit him … a chance like this doesn't come around every day lol -
LOL shakB hun… see we're always in your thoughts (OK maybe not me, as I didn't say you should slap him… but you know what I mean!)…
Good on you for behaving like a lady…
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boo:
LOL shakB hun… see we're always in your thoughts (OK maybe not me, as I didn't say you should slap him… but you know what I mean!)…
Of course you're in my thoughts too Boo!!!
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You just said it hun… don't even want to think about it!
How was your day?
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Hey guys
I feel like crap 🙁 Im in bed now with my *wonderful* laptop (please don't shut down) – I've come down with food poisoning, been throwing up all night, and I collapsed in the bathroom in the early hours of the morning
so Im really weak right now, cant walk without feeling like im gna fall! so been either sleeping or coming on here. I better get off before I get told off for “straining my eyes” Take care x -
awww hunnn….
Get better soon…. (f)
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boo:
You just said it hun… don't even want to think about it!
How was your day?
You see? You did it again… I'm smiling!! My day was very busy but okay… how's yours??
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I hope you'll get well soon Unique!! Take care of yourself hunn…
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Unique_princess:
Hey guys
I feel like crap 🙁 Im in bed now with my *wonderful* laptop (please don't shut down) – I've come down with food poisoning, been throwing up all night, and I collapsed in the bathroom in the early hours of the morning
so Im really weak right now, cant walk without feeling like im gna fall! so been either sleeping or coming on here. I better get off before I get told off for “straining my eyes” Take care x -
hey ali
wots up missy
oooh yah going to party with some chinese pple eh
well glad to see the cultures mixin
j/k
hey me tooooooooo glad that its the WEEKEND! well like… aftrer my class thats cmoing up lol
right now gotta STUDY for a quiz for next class n do 1 report for next class
ttyl lovely pplez
kav
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Scar face:
ROFTLMBAAO,
wow wat an offer, am just glad u didnt slap the dude
Well actually I wish I did…
I'm sooo curious what his reaction would have been hahahaha!! But on the other hand… I couldn't look him in the eyes anymore if I had really done that… I think I would have gone searching for another job haha think of the consequences nah…lol he cud have then sued U…omg
I don't think he would have done that. He needs me… lol
well hon hope u well and things are better…
I'm okay… just rushed off my feet all week and this week is getting even more stressfull
But… I went shopping today and I bought the greatest stuff, so I'm very happy now hahaha How are you sweets??sending u sum luw
Here's some luv in return
het jy naweek baie geniet okies
I will I will… (you mean “have a nice weekend”, right? We say: “Fijn weekend” in Holland) Fijn weekend to you too Scarry!!!
mmmwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
hugz more hugz ……lol
Ahwww thanks hunn!!! Here are some more for you too
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Unique_princess:
Hey guys
I feel like crap 🙁 Im in bed now with my *wonderful* laptop (please don't shut down) – I've come down with food poisoning, been throwing up all night, and I collapsed in the bathroom in the early hours of the morning
so Im really weak right now, cant walk without feeling like im gna fall! so been either sleeping or coming on here. I better get off before I get told off for “straining my eyes” Take care x Awww Unique, that su.cks! Hope you feel better now
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Scar face:
Scarry se wereld …
I am sooooooooooooooooooo damn tired off everything that’s been happening lately, that I am at a point where I would literally like to leave this world or shut myself out completely from everyone and everything.
Time and again there are people out here who makes me question life and what is true and what is not…more importantly, who is true and who is not..
I am at a stalemate with this..
TRUST/HONESTY, believe me this is an essential tool to living a godamn decent life, if no-one had said this to you previously then its about time you begin thinking about what it is and how it affects us in our daily lives, with the people we love or come into contact with.
Why I interlink both trust and honesty?? Simply because I cant live my life without both, in order for any relationship by whatever name you call it, to succeed or prosper or ‘breathe’ there has got to be honesty and trust in it…without both from ‘both sides’ one cannot call it a mutual true relationship.. I agree with you completely hun, for any relationship to function, these are the vital bases it needs, without them, the relationship will merely fall apart…
Sooo here I am once more trying to figure out why people would lie to me or cause unnecessary pain and uncertainty and doubt?? Why are people so selfish like this?? I know this is life and there are such people out here in the world waiting to bring hurt into our lives.. and I also know that at times we bring this onto ourselves when we let such people into our lives, which brings me to my question?? How do we know who to trust?? I guess we don't. We just take a chance, because that is exactly what life is all about. Taking chances and yeah some will hurt us, but its all part of the learning experience. I know how it feels to have trust broken so very severely, so I know what you're going through, but I can assure you, it does get better with times, although the scars remain for a very long time… *hug* I could tell you to construct walls around your heart as a defence mechanism like I did for a very long time, but that won't help, it makes things worse because it blocks the good things from getting inside, also.
I am appalled and sick of it all, I really cannot take al
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…U know the drill!U & ur fam are in my thots!
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Well said!
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Ali! Whats wrong you are not alright!!
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Will send you an email on this a little later
love you alot hon
take care and please dont hurt yourself worrying too much
and just remember to keep hope and have faith
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Kavita…I pray.
My feelings:
I feel funny.
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Hi Khushi Rani Marine – Thanks.
Yes Marine i know what khushi is saying has alot of meaning…I ..understand it.. I mean in the first place hurting comes from soem deep love hidden some where…………………………………………………………………………………
Thanks anyway….
Love ,
Kav
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kavita_0026:
Can someone tell : What are ways that one can relieve PAIN from within themselves
go jump off the cliff
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Oreo – u better be careful what u wish for coz if it happens i will totally come back for you
marine ! Ack – forget about me please, dont worry about what I said I shouldnt have told it to you in the first place and now you are worry about me but just leave it alright..?
i am…………….. FINE okay
yes FINE
and you're right – i am human……………………………………. and thats exactly why we feel this much pain
Anyway hope you are alright
i love you di
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~Khushi~:Try to find love within the pain…. Pain from within is always because of Love. Try to keep faith on the love rather than in the pain that its inflicting…
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boo: ~Khushi~:Try to find love within the pain…. Pain from within is always because of Love. Try to keep faith on the love rather than in the pain that its inflicting…
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Marine:
No Kavs i'm glad you told me. I love you and I'm here for you as well as others but like i said i shouldn't have told you anything here I should've talk to you in YM i will so i'm here ok love.
And yah we all are human we all do one thing or another its just takes time to heal the pain that deep within you.
Hey marin *hug* you're the best ( totally !
No its okay, dont regret what you said here ( it was all indirect )
We will talk in YM
And thanks for being there and thanks fr the inspiration
And you are right
Time can be everything when you need it to heal you
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kavita_0026:
Will send you an email on this a little later
love you alot hon
take care and please dont hurt yourself worrying too much
and just remember to keep hope and have faith
omw Kavz, Luw dis Pic of Hanuman Baba, oye and theres Shiv & shakti as well, brings tears to my eyes sweety…
send me sum nice pics if have em…
Now me wants to sing the hanuman chalisa, which I actually dnt know how to….well the words of it ie..
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Kavita…I pray.
lmao, we knw u do ranz…it wudve been the first thing I thot of associated with u an Yumz 🙂
My feelings:
I feel funny.
like a bunny??? elaborate….want a Hug from Moi *****hhhhhhuuuuuuuuugggggzzzzz ranz for dear life ************
well hope it makes u feel alrite sweety…take care
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kavita_0026:
Ali! Whats wrong you are not alright!!
yup ….u got dat r8
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kavita_0026:
hey ali
wots up missy
oooh yah going to party with some chinese pple eh
well glad to see the cultures mixin
yup it was lekker hey, they gave us this really hard for me to pronounce perfume
***hmmmm, do they think i smell bad**** lmao
but thankfully Ness was there when i opened it up sooo she got the name r8..
oooohhhh and da FOOD …mmmm luwely, neva tasted more divine salads…yuuuummmmmyyyy
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Well actually I wish I did…
I'm sooo curious what his reaction would have been hahahaha!! But on the other hand… I couldn't look him in the eyes anymore if I had really done that… I think I would have gone searching for another job haha I don't think he would have done that. He needs me… lol I'm okay… just rushed off my feet all week and this week is getting even more stressfull But… I went shopping today and I bought the greatest stuff, so I'm very happy now hahaha How are you sweets??Here's some luv in return
i ill I will… (you mean “have a nice weekend”, right? We say: “Fijn weekend” in Holland) Fijn weekend to you too Scarry!!!
Ahwww thanks hunn!!! Here are some more for you too
xxxxxxxxxxx
Hey luwie
Hope u are well now..shoppping….lekker…cant get enuf of dat huh
I haven’t opened my gmail yet so am not even sure if u have written lol
Hows plans for the wedding going???
Thanks for da luw sweety…mmmwaaaah lotz more bak to u and the fam??
Yup, dat is my Afrikaans way of saying have a lekker weekend..
Hahaha…
Luwye
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Unique_princess: Scar face:
Scarry se wereld …
I am sooooooooooooooooooo damn tired off everything that’s been happening lately, that I am at a point where I would literally like to leave this world or shut myself out completely from everyone and everything.
Time and again there are people out here who makes me question life and what is true and what is not…more importantly, who is true and who is not..
I am at a stalemate with this..
TRUST/HONESTY, believe me this is an essential tool to living a godamn decent life, if no-one had said this to you previously then its about time you begin thinking about what it is and how it affects us in our daily lives, with the people we love or come into contact with.
Why I interlink both trust and honesty?? Simply because I cant live my life without both, in order for any relationship by whatever name you call it, to succeed or prosper or ‘breathe’ there has got to be honesty and trust in it…without both from ‘both sides’ one cannot call it a mutual true relationship.. I agree with you completely hun, for any relationship to function, these are the vital bases it needs, without them, the relationship will merely fall apart…
Sooo here I am once more trying to figure out why people would lie to me or cause unnecessary pain and uncertainty and doubt?? Why are people so selfish like this?? I know this is life and there are such people out here in the world waiting to bring hurt into our lives.. and I also know that at times we bring this onto ourselves when we let such people into our lives, which brings me to my question?? How do we know who to trust?? I guess we don't. We just take a chance, because that is exactly what life is all about. Taking chances and yeah some will hurt us, but its all part of the learning experience. I know how it feels to have trust broken so very severely, so I know what you're going through, but I can assure you, it does get better with times, although the scars remain for a very long time… *hug* I could tell you to construct walls around your heart as a defence mechanism like I did for a very long time, but that won't help, it makes things worse because it blocks the good things from getting inside, also.
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Nessa:…U know the drill!
U & ur fam are in my thots!
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Scar face:
wat da hell….
u guyz keepin secretz frm yr didi?? hmmmmmph
dnt even think of mentioning messenger this or dat to me
go flex yr fingers an type ….
now watevas going on …I want in on the BIG secret coz u guys have been fightin and am bludy damn curious and inquisitive hhehehehehehehe
love u guys and Kavs
CONGRATS on the great grades mmmmwaaaaah
my magic dust did the trick nah lol??
Ali! My love you are back! Overjoyed to hear that your family is doing well but my sympathy to those
who lost their lives or are still missing in the Lord name let us pray for their souls here today to be savedI am sorry to hear about your country side where this crisis took place but dont worry – the place can be replaced & fixed ; I am overjoyed that your family is fine the lord is good
no oh my gosh me and marine want you to get yahoo mesenger b/c i am SO dying to chat with you any time and i know she is tooo
but i know how it is …sometimes we all get sooo busy! thats okay at leat you come in BWL and on emaillove you no there is no secret my love – & what ever you think is a secret is all there for you & even marine to hear
btw, yes the magic dust DID HELP! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooff u betta stock up on dat coz i gat like alot of exams comin up soon hehehehe ima need extra this time lol
love you so much hun missed u like crazy!
marine — hi my love — tell ali that she needs YM again! lol will talk to you later & email
love you lots guys
kav
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Ali! My love you are back! Overjoyed to hear that your family is doing well but my sympathy to those
who lost their lives or are still missing in the Lord name let us pray for their souls here today to be savedI am sorry to hear about your country side where this crisis took place but dont worry – the place can be replaced & fixed ; I am overjoyed that your family is fine the lord is good
no oh my gosh me and marine want you to get yahoo mesenger b/c i am SO dying to chat with you any time and i know she is tooo
but i know how it is …sometimes we all get sooo busy! thats okay at leat you come in BWL and on emaillove you no there is no secret my love – & what ever you think is a secret is all there for you & even marine to hear
btw, yes the magic dust DID HELP! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooff u betta stock up on dat coz i gat like alot of exams comin up soon hehehehe ima need extra this time lol
love you so much hun missed u like crazy!
marine — hi my love — tell ali that she needs YM again! lol will talk to you later & email
love you lots guys
kav
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kavz da luvz,
my darling huny bunny,
hahahaha *****hugz******
thanks for the prayers and for yr thoughts…hmmmm emotionally I dnt think many people will be the same
for me…am glad I didnt visit the beach when i was there, but will be going for sure for Easter …will take sum pics but am sure things luk better now..
off coz yr didis magic dust works, u think I will send sum for niks, neva…am sooo damn proud of ye missy
***more hugz**** and will be sending u more magic dust as the year unfolds…promise..
was jokin bout the secret, I knw watye talking bout, got ye mails, sorry havent replied, am swamped here
and too exhausted to type by the time I reach home..u know all the damn house chores hahahahaaaaa
now didnt I tell u guys to NOT mention the yahoo messenger to me????
mmmwaaaaahhhhh…have missed u too sweety, uve been in my thots constantly especially when I was getting ym hair chopped off hahahahaaaa, seriously thot off u and our hair conv ….when we do get together will SHOW u the tricks of the trade….
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Marine:
lol didi i know ones she sees his teeth she will faint and that willbe the end of Kavs.
eeeeeyuk Maaara, dnt do dat to my poor Kavz u hear me…be nice now…..
so wats dat song again??? WHO LET DA DOGS OUT?? thankfully Cosmics safe back in his kennel …
There is nothing that we are hiding from you just couple of picture that i had shown her and we were just joking about it. and the other thing we were just discusing life. and if you get YM you will know what i'm talking about. Iwish i can send you that internet thing but i can't afford it.
WAT??? U didnt just tell the whole madhouse folkz that I am financially ruined did u??? LOL
Jeez will u be patient already….that YM thing aint the most important thing in my mind sweety. I speak to u
and even that is not enuf coz u DONT LIKE MY ACCENT…U said I sound like Bluh bluh or sums:-( but dis kewl u aint the
only one who said this….sooooooooooo me aint gonna call u or em anymore, not until I master the amerikaaaano
and Jamaican accent…lmao
chill for a while okies, i have a laptop dat requires a certain this or dat internet thingy majig..flip dnt know this computer
jargon…so am waiting for the dude from the computer place to call me once they have stock of whateva the hell it is I need
as for YM, forget it, am already being harrased by dudes asking for my hand in marriage, cant take anymore of this IM nonsense
on my gmail, imagine what will happen on ym..??
Maby oreo can sell part of his land give you the money lol.
DID U JUST TYPE THIS….MAAAAARA U FREAK …AM GONNA STRANGLE U…I PROMISE U
wat da hell does that pest Cosmic have to do wud my finance problems…???????????????
pleeeees dnt confuse da confused nah…if u wanna blow my top off, do it the right way…
is dis like labola time or wat?? dat he has to sell lands or planets or wateva, and how come I dnt know anything??
Kavs whats up hunn how are you doing? Yes i get what you are syaing i wouldn't reveal anything direct. But glad your fine and i will order her to get one.
DIDI GET YM OR ELES lol
yeah yeah order all u want…u two ……am NOT getting YM
or else WAT?? HUH HUH HUH …..LMAO
*****luw u 2 crazeeeee a$$ choti behens of mine **********
mmmwaaaaaaaaaahhhh
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Marine:
lol didi i know ones she sees his teeth she will faint and that willbe the end of Kavs.
There is nothing that we are hiding from you just couple of picture that i had shown her and we were just joking about it. and the other thing we were just discusing life. and if you get YM you will know what i'm talking about. Iwish i can send you that internet thing but i can't afford it.
Maby oreo can sell part of his land give you the money lol.
Kavs whats up hunn how are you doing? Yes i get what you are syaing i wouldn't reveal anything direct. But glad your fine and i will order her to get one.
DIDI GET YM OR ELES lol
please save me! why ya'll pickin on poor lil oreo though ha
oh yes marine showed me some pics inYM with her and some friends haha wont say wot their doin u ask her lol she'll tell u up front n omg marine is like SO GORGEOUS gawd those luscious lips damn girl u fine … n ooo the eyes!!! love the eye do!
hey wot thing r u talking to send on internet marine?
wuv u hun
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Marine:
Didi ok ok i get it wow don't et a ym n-e-way do those guys know that you don't swing that way lol. Well ok ok i will waith.
okies just had my dose of coffee so am STILL not really following u…………DID U JUST SAY i DNT SWING WAT WAY???
ARE U NOW TELLING ME AND EVERYONE THAT I AM A L.ESBIAN?????????
************faints*****************
this may explain a lota thingz nah?????????????
u watchye bak, am gonna getye….
And have you seen Oreos land he can offord to sale some and help you out.
Kavs we are not picking on you we love you darling.
hey don't go telling people about my picture j/k but thank you very much for the compliment.
Didi i will send you the pictured trust me you need to see them
Wat???????? u r beautiful…….aaargh dnt understand why u dnt think soooo …
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kavita_0026:
i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose
n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy
Kavita…
My two cents…
NOBODY can hurt you unless you let them… you're only as strong as you want to be, or as strong as you feel… and if you don't feel strong from within, NOTHING will change.. ya hear me girl? NOTHING will change. The strength has to come from within you.. and until you stop feeling sad and sorry that the world is not as perfect as you expected it to be, ain't nothing that will change honey…
There are some situations in life (believe me – I have been there myself of late) where saying, “Whatever” and moving the **** on is the best thing to do. But unless you can find the voice in your heart saying that it IS the best thing to do, life won't change.. you have to want to change. I have not a clue how old you are, and I don't care how old you are… but you are mature enough to deal with this, Kavita… from what I see, you are mature enough.. and that is all that matters.
Nobody can fight your battles for you. Do it yourself honey. Because I think you owe that much to yourself. And, if you don't mind my bossy words.. which you are under no obligation to follow (I HATE – with a passion – telling people how to live their lives.) stop seeing the world in a negative light (basically, if I may be a little rude and blunt, stop complaining and whining and groaning like it's everyone else's fault except yours… it may well be their fault, but it is first and foremost YOURS for letting their faults hurt you so much.). It won't get you ANYWHERE.
See, now you probably understand why I believe I am my only strength. Lol. Don't feel hurt or offended, OK? Not my intention.. 🙂
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kavita_0026:
Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!
LMAO…aaaw Kavz, hw r u luwie?? dnt worrie bout it…am kewl ..now let Mara explain what she meant…
amnot sure…must be my perverted mind nah?? lol….
lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!
okies nw Mara better send em pics to me…yup I keep tellin da dame dat shes gorgeous..
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kavita_0026:
Ali – ! Marine was saying alright she gets it you dont have to get YM b/c when we asked you you said okay you cant soo i guess she was just making a joke and say that you dont swing that way ( meaning..erm..you dont go in YM and chat and stuff? lol i dont know ask her ) but im 100% sure she isnt callin gyou a *** why would she do that!
LMAO…aaaw Kavz, hw r u luwie?? dnt worrie bout it…am kewl ..now let Mara explain what she meant…
amnot sure…must be my perverted mind nah?? lol….
lol i think marine knows she's beutiful lol marine do u?!!! yesh plzzzzzzz show ali ur pics ..i luv her pics i swear her lipz n eyes they're like soooooooo like beautifully made!
okies nw Mara better send em pics to me…yup I keep tellin da dame dat shes gorgeous..
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boo: kavita_0026:
i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose
n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy
Kavita…
My two cents…
NOBODY can hurt you unless you let them… you're only as strong as you want to be, or as strong as you feel… and if you don't feel strong from within, NOTHING will change.. ya hear me girl? NOTHING will change. The strength has to come from within you.. and until you stop feeling sad and sorry that the world is not as perfect as you expected it to be, ain't nothing that will change honey…
There are some situations in life (believe me – I have been there myself of late) where saying, “Whatever” and moving the **** on is the best thing to do. But unless you can find the voice in your heart saying that it IS the best thing to do, life won't change.. you have to want to change. I have not a clue how old you are, and I don't care how old you are… but you are mature enough to deal with this, Kavita… from what I see, you are mature enough.. and that is all that matters.
Nobody can fight your battles for you. Do it yourself honey. Because I think you owe that much to yourself. And, if you don't mind my bossy words.. which you are under no obligation to follow (I HATE – with a passion – telling people how to live their lives.) stop seeing the world in a negative light (basically, if I may be a little rude and blunt, stop complaining and whining and groaning like it's everyone else's fault except yours… it may well be their fault, but it is first and foremost YOURS for letting their faults hurt you so much.). It won't get you ANYWHERE.
See, now you probably understand why I believe I am my only strength. Lol. Don't feel hurt or offended, OK? Not my intention.. 🙂
wooooohoooooo Boo, and here I thot I was having a bad day…J/k Yaar…
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kavita_0026:
why do life have to be so screwed up some times, so confusing that you just have no idea as to what ideas to even have
why can guys lie so much & feel that it might be okay b/c that is what GUYS do & that girls are the ones that “have to be the decent ones”& why do girls always wrap around their emotions too extreme
i just dont know but its not wrong for someone to be wrapped around their emotions but its wrong for someone to play with them or hurt them on purpose
i just dont know what to say anymore or whatever
n im so scared of the world its unbelievable im invisible to the world however i wish if god can send me some magic to change all that n that i can become someone and show those who like to hurt me or show me that i am not the only thing that makes them happy
take it easy sweetness, me will send u an email by tom morn ok…dnt let it get u down hun..
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kavita_0026:
ali – hi how r u hun.. its okay abt the email thing i knoooo sometimes its so hard to reply n stuff when u're like totally loaded with all these crazy things to do its totally fine
n plus don worry abt tryin to reply to mah email gawd… sum1 reading them must be get so confused have no idea how to reply in the 1st place
yesh i m going to need some of that magic dust for my exams
n i wish u cud give me some so i cud sprinke sprinkle sprinkle all over my body so i cud become REFINED and beautiful as the wide open sky and wonderful as the deep blue sea and and and everything that is nice and so that i wont be invisible to the world any longer because at least some person would be forced to SEE me through their lenswhy did u cut ur hair hun?! or was it juz a shape up or sumthin? well i really wish we cud get together n with marine too n u guyz cud teach me all the tricks of the trade yesh yesh that wud be so magical ..being with u guys! oh gawd my heart wud melt n splatter all ova the place
abt the oreo thing — nooooo idont wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
right now…im so upset n maddened by gnawing feelings that wont stop biting into my flesh that is already bleeding ; dont know what to do now all out of hope but will sit here in this little corner i call my world and b e eaten away
kav
u knw if I were there, u wud be running for ye life for talking such crap…
now listen to me okies, your didi at this very moment has a major crisis to deal with, its not that i dnt know HOW to answer yr mail,
its just that I want to give u the right advise and am not even in the right frame of mind to think logically
sooo be patient with me hun ok
and dnt think that I have forgotten coz ur in my thoughts and duas all the time…
just know that i truly love u lotz ok…
***hugz****
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kavita_0026:
Ali!!! my sweetheart – its okay loveeeeeee dont go crazy ( just to send me an email )
i know things are up & everywhere over there so take care of those matters! we are only human there is just so much we can take, you know?
n i love u lots n thnkx for caring god bless you child
thankie for the hugzzz they wre so warm lol
here's urs *hugs [extra warm with a big splash a lurveeeeeee ]
luv yu
kav
gotta go write my essay now! hmmpfthanks but did u just call me child??????????????????????????
************faints**************************
bludy hell…
gud luk with da essay, if u need help, SHOUT out …
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tabzee so poetic!!!! aww hun *hug*
marine — yes sigh..boo is right & i've heard that… if you dont believe in yourself NO ONE will belive in you and i have to start believing in myself and being strong and showing the world that i am a person just like them and not UNDER them
love you guyz tonssssss
ali!
you will not go dancing b/c you have a pimple!!!?? oh come on – so you mean when you go dancing pple look at yr face ..i thought it was only dancingand besides one lil pimple is nott gonna scar yr beauty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ermm* marine* soo are yeh working on making that clock for tabzee?
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k luw am ALLLLLL yrs, lets talk…
our heart chooses whom to love, regardless of what our head tells us…
why ask god for answers when its all within u???
okies ..pm
mwah…
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Mara check yr pm,
ignore cliffhanger here
and listen to yr di
u aint DAT desperate, not when u have me to help sort through this
luwye
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1 more thing, I hope u feeling at least a lil better now??
mmmwaaaahhhh,
di
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serioComic:
stop?? thats not part of serio's vocabulary!
continue, go on, keep going, never give up…thats more like it.
wow thanks for the advice oreoji – u r showing such a warm heart these days!!!!! look … how nice he is..giving us inspiration .. continue…go on… keep going..never give up guys!
all thanks to our sweet oreoji
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sumtimes u go to distances to feel something for some1 & they just never seem to acknowledge it & u cant blame them coz they might say its not their fault that you are behaving in such ways ……….HMMPPH!!!!!!!!!!!! not their fault that they made you god darn fall into their comforty warm arms of love ey! argh! ARGH!!!!!!!!
firstly hun, with love u go the distance only because YOU want to for the person(s) u love ..it shud never be something demanded or u shud not feel
obligated to do so…and on that same token, one should not expect anything in return if one does go**the distance** for ther love…
am not sure if it makes much sense here but its just the way I think of it..of LOVE…
it really isnt their fault that U love them…thats absolutely true because no one screams out for love…it happens…
Sometimes one is a lil helpless when it comes to **whom the heart chooses*** to beat for…r8…
I dunnno, in this day and age, many people look at the outer factors of a person eg..the external beauty of one
therefore sometimes when one loves another, it is not always reciprocated …
am stopping here for now….sooo hope i have made a lil sense….
to me one should not feel compelled/forced into doing…it should FLOW…LOVE…..hmmm
no expectations…..
if i am going a distance to **FEEL** something for someone then I dunno…am seriously going to question myself as
to whether this LOVE is true/real….or if it is love in the first place…
sooo sweety, I dnt mean to sound harsh but ths is just my opinion/take on whatye had said above…nothing personal
to You or whats going on in yr life okies…
man oh man – ali – i dont know if you'r being sarcastic or as strong as a bull in reality
oh…errrrr a bit of both??? i guess
…lol…Jeez dnt call me a bull ok…but me have to tell my mom this, she has been annoying me about my tempers andmoodiness of late…BULL lmao…oh my lord…Kavs u are toooo much luwie…..
i know marine has been upset abt soem stuff & we've gotta be there for her!
she does Kavs, sooooo give her much love, support and warm hugz during this time okies…
luwye sweety
didi…
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Ali! I was saying some of those stuff in relation to alot of OTHER people's feeling and also your feeling maybe a little bit of Mine but i think you misunderstood me nope i think i KNOW you did..
sorry i was the boinker to say that
but 1 thing i must say — definitely NO expecting anything in return from a pereson if you love them – you will give yr heart & be wonderful to them leading to make their life easier & this shud make you yrself happy by itself …b/c you love that person & you want them to be alright
when i said 'distances' i dont mean you have to 'do work & struggle to love thta particular person' b/c then what u said wud be right…yu shud consider some questions of if yr certain abt the person or not
i guess by distance i sort of meant..the limitless heart
alright let me stop this CRAP
will talk to you later – kav
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Hmmmm I guess I did luwie, but Like I said
when I was writin/typing..I wasnt talking specifically about YOU, was simply responding to the words u wrote love…
me knows, me understands…
C RA P.???.. dont stop…why shud u stop????
wat u say isnt crap hey, if no one else bothers, I do and it does help me sooo yeah
goooo on if u want to k
me luwye
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I feel like crap…I remember the days when I would log onto the forum whenever I was upset…now this forum feels like a “stranger”
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:p.s. I hate it when I miss people
im sorry. he'll be back in no time Insha'allah
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Yemenilicious: RaNi iS ThE BeS:p.s. I hate it when I miss people
im sorry. he'll be back in no time Insha'allah
HE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -
RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I feel like crap…I remember the days when I would log onto the forum whenever I was upset…now this forum feels like a “stranger”
Aww ranz…! you need a warm choco covered huggie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hug*
aww dunt worry some of us are here! seeeeee -
kavita_0026: Yemenilicious: RaNi iS ThE BeS:p.s. I hate it when I miss people
im sorry. he'll be back in no time Insha'allah
HE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao…I miss my dad.
and thanks, Kavita…
Can someone tell me…what do you do when you start having problems with a really really really close friend but when you try to talk about it, the friend ignores you? and you don't know what to really say becuase you don't even know what the problem is?
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Scar face:
Can someone tell me…what do you do when you start having problems
with a really really really close friend but when you try to talk about it,
the friend ignores you? and you don't know what to really say becuase
you don't even know what the problem is…
Firstly doesn’t that just drive u crazeeeee, trying to figure out WHAT u had done, and it could be anything
that makes yr friend feel the need to ignore u sweetie…not necessarily what you had done or said hey..
I think you should just approach him/her and ask her/him what’s going on…
She is right, Rani… check your PMs twin ji… I love you.
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I feel as if no one cares. 'tis just how i feel…not necessarily true. =/
yumz
mah angel SCARRY CARES…always did, always will nah,,***hugz***hope u feel a lil better .sweetie..if sums bothering u ..wanna talk..u know where to find me..
Love u hun
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Scarz ji,
You're soooo sweeeet Mashallah.
Thank you so much
Love you too
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oye hun just tellin da truth..
me sends ye luw n more n hugz n more
schweeeeeeeeeeeeeetness, take it easy nah
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Awwwww
You take it easy as well hunz.
Thank you, I feel so much better
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Lekkkkkkkkker…..and I hope u feeel much more better as the minutes…hours..days
get wat am sayin
Oh boy….u wudnt believe this..but theres a a whole bunch of clowns in this office now
with lotz of balloons …
Jeeez I feel like I am in the middle of a carnival lmao…
wat da hecks happenin here …brb hun
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Roflmbo!!!!!!!! ahahahahaha
that's hilarious
BALLOONZZ ARE COOL! go and pop em all =P
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LOL ahahah =P awww he called ju pretty gal
OH DURBAN! gotcha
i miss home too actually!! bleh.
I really need candy, coffeee, cake, anything sweet…lol to stay awake and study
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da nerve of him huh?? lmao
I knw u doooooo…me feels ye
hmm lets see wat I have here…
chocolate??..
dat bit of candy…??
no cake
coffeeeeee…??
biscuits….??
can steal one of siph's muffins for ye..want sum???
Tell me watye want…will pass it ova …lol
watye studying???
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Any sweets
sorry you dont have to get up =Pim studying for Advanced placement exam for english =/
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Advanced placement ???
exam for english ????
wat is dis??…neva heard of this one before…..tell me more pls
am interested..
sweetz…..k…me will send em all to ye
Good luck with the studying luwie….
u will be in my duas off coz
….sooo lemme know when u get back yr results k -
Thanks Scar face and boo…
I DID talk to her, but there was a confusion between us, and when I wrote that post, I was waiting for her reply. lol.
I feel so bad now.
But everything worked out between us! Actually, there wasn't really a problem, I was just going psycho like always.
but
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Thanks Scar face and boo…
I DID talk to her, but there was a confusion between us, and when I wrote that post, I was waiting for her reply. lol.
I feel so bad now.
But everything worked out between us! Actually, there wasn't really a problem, I was just going psycho like always.
but
thank you…No need to feel badddd…
Childhood problem hai, kyun? KIDDDDINNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*runs away*
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*runs to Khushi's house, sees her making roti with her belan, runs up to her, kisses her on the cheek, grabs belan and runs away after boo*
childhood problem!?!?
I came out healthy, thank you very much.
(well, my twin bro does tell me he kicked me out, you think maybe that had something to do with my psychoness?)
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
(well, my twin bro does tell me he kicked me out, you think maybe that had something to do with my psychoness?)
I say it does.
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Scar face:
Advanced placement ???
exam for english ????
wat is dis??…neva heard of this one before…..tell me more pls
am interested..
didi this is for SMART PEOPLE haha
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kavita_0026:
didi this is for SMART PEOPLE haha
ROFLMBO! thaz funny.
who's smart? pshtttttttt
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you
of course
advanced placement student
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yeah u're kinda blushing i know it hehe
aww dunt die lol … wake up & study the wunderful material of ADVANCED PLACEMENT english for extra smart pple ..extra extra hear all about ittttttt
hehehe alrite lemme stop before you wanna totally beat me up
its okieee just study & have confidence! you will do wonderful i am sure
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LOL, ask Rani, when she compliments me, I'm like 'SHUT UP!'
Thanks ji, hopefully, It will go well. =)
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serioComic:if yuummmenilicious qualifies for advanced placement, then i dread to think of the future of americans!
Oh Lord! you cant ruin my confidence now!
blahblahblahblah
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Oreo…you're in trouble, you pissed ninja off.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Oreo…you're in trouble, you pissed ninja off.
pfffttttt….since when pissing off ppl became my concern?
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Since today
(OMG)
(lmao…ohh nooo)
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:heck no i aint on drugs boy, but u sure are on something…
ON top of the world? ON the right track? sitting ON a chair? yup..u got that rite!
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serioComic: RaNi iS ThE BeS:heck no i aint on drugs boy, but u sure are on something…
ON top of the world? ON the right track? sitting ON a chair? yup..u got that rite!
you're not on top of the world, nor are u on the right track…..
you wish!
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Yemenilicious:
you're not on top of the world, nor are u on the right track…..
you wish!
how would you know? since when u became 'me'?
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it matters to me.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:it matters to me.
And that's exactly why I said it
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serioComic:if yuummmenilicious qualifies for advanced placement, then i dread to think of the future of americans!
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Thanks Scar face and boo…
I DID talk to her, but there was a confusion between us, and when I wrote that post, I was waiting for her reply. lol.
I feel so bad now.
But everything worked out between us! Actually, there wasn't really a problem, I was just going psycho like always.
but
thank you…Am so glad it worked out for u and ur friend Rani! Alhumdulilah *hug*
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Yeahhhhh!!! Last Sunday I watched DDLJ untill 0.30 AM and it was defnitely worth the lack of sleep!!! *sighs*
PS: I cried so hard that my eyes where still swollen the next day… Even my colleague asked what I did during the weekend hahaha!! Thank God for the excuse of hay fever!!
She would have never understood that I cried so hard over a movie haha -
Hahahaha…. ohhhhhhhhhh. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh ShakB m'dear…. welcome to Bollywoodism!
You're officially a Bollyholic now… please collect your free movie ticket (valid only for Bollywood cinemas) on your way out.
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kavita_0026:
its so schweeettttt n sad n…schweeettttttttttt .
*snort*
That sounded hilarious!
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ok everyone, I want u guys to READ below properly ok…
RIGHT NOW…i wish i was in Durb, wud print this out and …lol…ok I wudnt..am just sooo damn angry….dats my feeelings for today…
it made me cry, coz it was actually sent by the MAN himself TODAY….Mr E…
CANT BELIEVE HE WILL SEND SUMS LIKE THIS
…BUT TRUE…MEN…
NO WAIT I MEAN…….E xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To All Married Couples and Singles Who Intend To Get Married
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand
and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me
softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't
talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out
what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory
answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn’t love her
anymore..I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had
spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt
sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take
back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried
loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her
cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had
obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing
something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to
sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did
not care so I turned over and was asleep again.In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She
requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
months time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out
of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going
crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd
request.I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
face the divorce, she said scornfully.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention
was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day,
we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding
mummy in his arms. His words brough -
boo:
Hahahaha…. ohhhhhhhhhh. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh ShakB m'dear…. welcome to Bollywoodism!
You're officially a Bollyholic now… please collect your free movie ticket (valid only for Bollywood cinemas) on your way out.
Hahaha, thank you Boo! I'll definitely collect my free movie ticket
This weekend I'm going to a Bolly movie again together with Am Rani (we're going to see “Kya Love Story Hai” – this time we really will ), so it will only get worse haha -
kavita_0026:
shakzz heyyyyyy soo gud to see u here been missing yah!! awwww DDLJ! watched it a while back…but wud watch it again…aw man its so schweeettttt n sad n…schweeettttttttttt .
hay fever..lol
Hey Kavita!!!!
I've missed you too!! I'm sorry I didn't reply to your last e-mail, but my life is so hectic at the moment… I'm working my butt off, and at home I also got so many things to do before my marriage, so I really have a lack of time to e-mail you… Hope you're doing better now since the last time we e-mailed!! Let me know soon what's up in your life, okay?About DDLJ… yes, it's true. You really feel different feelings while watching the movie… Love, anger, sadness and love again haha! You definitely have to watch it again
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Scar face:
ok everyone, I want u guys to READ below properly ok…
RIGHT NOW…i wish i was in Durb, wud print this out and …lol…ok I wudnt..am just sooo damn angry….dats my feeelings for today…
it made me cry, coz it was actually sent by the MAN himself TODAY….Mr E…
CANT BELIEVE HE WILL SEND SUMS LIKE THIS
…BUT TRUE…MEN…
NO WAIT I MEAN…….E xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aawww, sweety!! The ***!!
How could he even think of sending this to you??? He should have known it would open old wounds (which are probably not all healed yet)! I wish I was with you so I could comfort you… but since I'm not, I'm sending you a big digital hug to make you feel better *mwah* Please don't cry sweety, he's not worth it… -
Shakalaka Baby:
About DDLJ… yes, it's true. You really feel different feelings while watching the movie… Love, anger, sadness and love again haha! You definitely have to watch it again
DDLJ… is one movie one cannot watch when one doesn't have that special someone(s?) to love…
Trust meeeeeeeeeeee. It drives you crazy and sends you into depression. lol.
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Unique_princess:Am so glad it worked out for u and ur friend Rani! Alhumdulilah *hug* Thanks… I miss you
ninja, wats 14 days? wat r u talking about?
boo, lmao, i like the star! I've been meaning to tell you, but yeah i dunno why i didn't
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
ninja, wats 14 days? wat r u talking about?
im talking about AP exams jerk!
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Hahahaha…. Oreo ji and twin ji….
HAHAHA…. LOL….
It's a “Moderators” star…. I did tell Mukesh it was a little too big… but he didn't seem to want to do anything about it, so….
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lmao boo, i think we know what it is
mukesh is a pimp, he was right to not do anything about it and ninja, how was i supposed to know!?!?!? omg, when do i have to take it? errr sooo many stupid tests, i hate hate HATE DESPISE this year. grrrr
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:and ninja, how was i supposed to know!?!?!? omg, when do i have to take it? errr sooo many stupid tests, i hate hate HATE DESPISE this year. grrrr
loll i think same day… blah
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serioComic:it was a 'little' too big?? its freaking huge boogedy!! i can probably see it from the moon!!
Hahahaa… OK I stand corrected…
Hey, can anyone actually see the WHOLE star? Or is a part of it cropped out 'cos it's too big?
Reckon we should sign a petition and show Mukesh?
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Hahaha… I think my sig brings out a little more colour…
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Unique_princess:lol it brings summer =D im so happy right now. my dad just came back from america. he looks so tired tho so hes gone straight to sleep! I relly missed him! He brought me a dkny watch that he carried in briefcase the whole flight. lol awwh!
Alhamdulillah, glad he's home safely Tayba ji
awwwwwww dkny watches are hecka nice…Mubarak
your pops seems soooo coool!!
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Unique_princess:im so happy right now. my dad just came back from america. I relly missed him! I know the feeling, hunn, I can't wait till next weekend…
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Weekend!!!
*jumps with joy*
ajkfsakjfhsldkfhsdkljds#*&$()%&#rskhds
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kavita_0026:
ooof week end means more study study study and catch up ooff!
last night i was goign to study for my test that is coming up but i …erm..studied on the BED!!! and i SLEPT AWAY damn it sooo soooooon darnnn!!! it was too comfy to studyyy lol ..
sighs this just means more for me to study today & tomm!!! no more study on bed for me lol
LOL! awww, now you know
same thing happens to me i guess…
because as soon as i put my head on the pillow, im gone
thats why i think pillows are evil
Hope you do well on your exam
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
I feel like crap. grrrr. I hate this bushwa.
I despise it.
I wish there was a way out.
grrr
lmbo, a way out of talking to me jerk?
how dare you?!?!?!?!
*falls off chair*
*dies*
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lmao! you BUM! Why would I want a way out of talking to you?
Ur making me feel better. heeeeeeee (my stalker laugh)but seriously, I wish yeah, i dunnnnnnoe what i wish. actually i do, but yeah.
omg, I wonder if I can stay up all night…make sure i don't fall asleep on you. lmao and make sure i finish my stupid bum faced essay.
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LOL! you're such a loserrrrr
You wish what? that I do your stupid whorish essay for you?
MY FEETZ, keep dreaming
Its no problem for me, I don't sleep anyways!
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lmao! NO! I can do my own essay, thank u very much.
but of course, i don't mind if u wanna do it! lmao. no u bum, i have to do it. I wish…that people weren't such jerks…
yeah, psycho lady, u never sleep. I need sleep. remember? I love sleep… my life has a tendency to fall apart when i'm awake.
I feel dead if I stay up past 3, lmao I'm oh so sorry if I sound dead by then. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I can't believe u told ur mom that! lmao! ur so funny!
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haha! yeah you've been trynu convince me to do it for the past like…uhm….5 mins? =p
LOL I don't need sleep…for like 2 days…then ill collapse, then ill sleep for 5 hours the most…
and then continue the cycle again =p
im weird.
Told my mom what? that Im stupid? lol I am, and thats my vay of cheering her up….joking
we're so crazy…we're on the phone and its like 1AM…watch her jump me tonight!
And im being dead serious!
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5 mins? shut up, do u really think i would make u do it? with ALL that sleep u get? I don't think so bum, maybe if u were normal, that would be a different story.
u jerk! You NEEEEEED sleep! GO TO SLEEP! gosh, i got so happy when ur dad told me u were sleeping yesterday, but i slept same time u did and i woke up before u too, so that's good. lol. oh but wait, i slept after school cuz i was hekka tired cuz i didn't get enuf sleep for like a week….errrrr ninja, seriously, take care of urself.
Ur Abdullah needs to come fast or else imma kick his buttlol! it was so funny how u told her ur stupid. lol!
forget 1 am! She's gonna jump you when it's like 4 am and we're still on the phone!
omg i lub u oh so much
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I no needing sleeping buming
sheesh!
I will do hw, talk to you, and then get jumped because after that i'll be done for the day right?
If i die, then i was meant to die…right? lol
omg 4 AM!! ohhh myyyy Beloved Allah!!!!!!!!!
I lubjuuuu tooo
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yeah, i think my mom will kill me too…I better finish my essay, if i don't finish it and stay up hekka late, she'll “halaal” me.
true, if u die, u were meant to die, BUT you choose the manner in which u die, i don't think u wanna die from lack of sleep.
(why are u whispering?)
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yes, she'll halaal me. lmao
I'm whispering cuz i needa whisper, u don't needu!
I can't hear u, I have spaghetto in my ears. (Haylie is right, I think u should marry him too)
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aaaaaaaa maaaaa gawwwwww ur thinking
….dont hurt yourself jaan
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i ain't jealous of that name, i got my own prettiful names.
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sthu
im naming my son that. heck to de yeahhhhhhhhhh
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kavita_0026:oof you guys are already thinking about wot to name yer sons?!!!
hahaha! yeah…cuz she doesnt like that name so its gonna be my sons name!
heck yeah!
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yep yep, and i already got 2 names i like, so she can keep Zain.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
yep yep, and i already got 2 names i like, so she can keep Zain.
Zain is pimp!
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Yemenilicious: kavita_0026:oof you guys are already thinking about wot to name yer sons?!!!
hahaha! yeah…cuz she doesnt like that name so its gonna be my sons name!
heck yeah!
hmmmph guys guys guys tsk tsk tsk so yeh guys already talkin about SONS and stuffers?
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Yemenilicious: RaNi iS ThE BeS:
yep yep, and i already got 2 names i like, so she can keep Zain.
Zain is pimp!
keep saying that and maybe when u name him that, he will think so as well.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
keep saying that and maybe when u name him that, he will think so as well.
LOL so what?
munkiebum
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lol, baqarah
ok fine, it's not that bad of a name anymore, it's starting to sound nice
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Ya Qulbee
Ya Ninja
Ya lewanay
chishay de mata uway, bya wanaya yeh
pu lyara rasha =]
votever,
I AM NOT UR HEART, YOU'D BE DEAD BY NOW
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Nosyira:It's 4.30 am, and I really don't know what I'm doing awake at this hour!
I gotta get some sleep. But my eyes refuse to!luw awwww hey now wots on that mind of yers that is making you stay up this late hmm?
c'mon now tell tell
Remember to always take rest & relaxation techniques are always good to make you sleep well
Love, Kav
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kavita_0026:
yumminnn hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm take your advice rem you need rest rest rest tooooooooo
*looks around*
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kavita_0026:
hmm
Yemenilicious : *looks around…IN GUILT*
oh, u were talking to me?
blah
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Hahah yes i said YUMINNNNNNNNNNN hahaha
wot up with you? hmm yumin must comment on the beauty of that signiture pic of yours
I really do think that girl is wrapped in beauty and devotion!
i wonder what oreo thinks of her
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kavita_0026:
Anyway, I am going to study BIOLOGY STUFF NOW
Soooooo gotta go start my chapter on hmm ANIMAL ORIGINS AND THE EVOLUTION OF THE BODY
Yesh yesh, Got to start from NOW TO study for me finals…which for this bio..is like TONS OF STUFF
Anyway, Take Care
Love, Kav
good luck once again hunz
And thank you
xxx
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ahahaha hmm
soooo wot are yeh up to there yummin?
arghhh sittin here…staring at the ceiling! hahaha okay back to reading summm biology …hmm SPONGES ARE SO INTERESTING !
[SUREEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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lol, i don't feel like doing my homework
SPONGES ARE INTERESTING! YOU GOT THAT RIGHT!!!
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who lives in a pineapple unda da sea?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTSSSSSSSS
aklfjdslkfjdlkdsjf
he'z zi bomb
(coffee kickin in!)
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kavita_0026:
Spongebob is Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is the Bomb!
Patrick is weird lol
lmbo!!!! ju on crackkk Kavitaa
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*Gasps* Since when do I get accused of Being on CRACK when I say that spongebob is the most awesome sponge that ever existed! his lil pink star fish friend is weird lol but hmmmp makes yeh laugh when ya need a good one!!!
oh come on?! now u tellme which sponge in this world cares so much about citizens that he is absolutely DEvoted in ensuring their happiness … especially in the area of consumption & so motivated in becoming the BEST of the BEST sponge…notably…Employee sponge .. && is always there to entertain an extremely grumpy neighbor …come one now which spong has a SNAIL for a pet….and FEEDS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arf dont yeh ever see how his big eyes well up with tears when someone gets offended
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*Sigh* *deep breaths* *more sighs…
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Unique_princess:*Sigh* *deep breaths* *more sighs…*
whats wrong tayba jaan? *hugs*
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Tayba…
Yemenilicious:GRRRRRRRRRRRRI HATE THIS
I HATE IT ALL
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
SCREWWW THIS CRAP! Ditto jaan…I love you so much, habeebati.
Inshallah, we'll work together for that sincere smile.
I loved our conversation on aim today…
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I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[
Rani Jaan- Thank you so much hunz. I love you too.
I loved our conversation as well.
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Yemenilicious:
I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[
Rani Jaan- Thank you so much hunz. I love you too.
I loved our conversation as well.
Heyyyyyyy 1st of all this girl is so sweet (in yr sig pic) *shouts* BUT WHY DID YOU TAKE OFF THAT
Awesome pic that OREO ji fell in LOVE with? Hmmph? Dont you want him to have a chance to GAZE at his
lover eyes *runs like crazy*
btw ..who you miss and why did you write it so smallllllllllllllll hmmmmmmph!! me wonder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
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kavita_0026:
Heyyyyyyy 1st of all this girl is so sweet (in yr sig pic) *shouts* BUT WHY DID YOU TAKE OFF THAT
Awesome pic that OREO ji fell in LOVE with? Hmmph? Dont you want him to have a chance to GAZE at his
lover eyes *runs like crazy*
btw ..who you miss and why did you write it so smallllllllllllllll hmmmmmmph!! me wonder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
LOL! of course she's SO SWEET! she's my future daughter. duh?
I took the awesome pic off cuz this one is wayyyyyyy better. and who cares about oreo anyways =p
Kavita, stop wondering cuz votchu wondering is wrong.
I REALLY NEED TO HEAD TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!
okay byebyebyebye!
its gonna be crazy…i got no sleep watsoever. blah -
LOL! Kavita,
why are u sucha NERD?
WHO HAS FUN AT SCHOOL?!?! WHEN THEY GOT NO SLEEP ESPECIALLY?
*baba Ali moment* 'oooooh i know I know, NERDS!!”
….*puts hand on mouth* YEAHHHHHHHHH *end of baba Ali moment* LOL
acha BYE!
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Kavita
STOP SNEAKING ON BWL FROM SCHOOL
you bad bad girl!
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kavita_0026:
HAHA – I cant HELP IT JI
Hahahahahaha dont you know BWL is my smile of the day, my GIVING of the day!!!
And plus when my head is ToTALLY Tired of EARTHWORMS or lobsters —- its HELLO BWL !
Awww *hugs*
keep smiling ji
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tankuuuuuuuuuuuuuu for those smiles *cheesy smile*
btw, I just mixed like a teaspoon of instant grounded coffee in some milk….hmmmmmph taste good
I got to go study, else I will stay online forever !
Mi finals are coming up annd so much to remember, ESP. Biology ARGH!
*moving away from the computer* TEARY eyes I tell yeh! hahahahha
talk to you later yummmmmy luw you, kav
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Yemenilicious:I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[ me too…
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RaNi iS ThE BeS: Yemenilicious:I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[ me too…
*hugs*
I loveth your signatureth =P
=D
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kavita_0026:
My didi – me miss you so much luwie —
i knw…I mis u tooooooooooooooooo…
i see yr heart is flooded with emotions! take it easy on yer self
I am trying to …promise i am
Hun…yr ear??? whats wrong?
dis gone bonkers on me…lol..am practically deaf in one ear..and DONT get started on seeing a doc…
I will …when I get sum time ….
Di – you have a blind date? *gasp* — di, arent you scared of those things.
nope.. shud I be??? I CAN kick a$$ hey…believe it or not..an besides Its only a guy…wat can he do???…but get deaf as well
with all my screaming hahaha
.. I mean…you dont KNOW who
you are meeting up with? *gaspt* BE CAREFUL for pete's sake!yup true dis…I dont..and wont coz I didnt show up….was tooo tired and sick to go out last n8
soooo I didnt….anyways…was going to meet him at my fwends braai with a whole lota people
I know around me…soooo it wasnt anything serious as such ….just an introduction of sorts..
my fwend keeps bugging me bout this ***really nice muslim dude*** she knows an wudnt give up until
I said **yeah okies, do yr thing…go ahead…***but am not even interested in all this crap …
me luw you me miss you take it easy on yr self luw, kav
Jeeeeeez mum…I am trying me best u knw…cant help it if the flu and all the otha bugz like me a lot..
am irresistable to em..
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kavita_0026:
Anyway, I am going to study BIOLOGY STUFF NOW
Soooooo gotta go start my chapter on hmm ANIMAL ORIGINS AND THE EVOLUTION OF THE BODY
Yesh yesh, Got to start from NOW TO study for me finals…which for this bio..is like TONS OF STUFF
Anyway, Take Care
Love, Kav
oh my, Good luck with dat hun
I hated biology, I cudnt for the life of me concentrate on this subject..
hated the whole disecting and YUCK..just freaks me out I tell u
how do u manage the whole slicing of worms and looking at foetus'
etc??????????????????
am feeling sick now….so like I said…All the very best sweety 🙂 …
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Unique_princess:*Sigh* *deep breaths* *more sighs…*
yoga lessons again huh Taybz????
missing u luwie
take it easy nah…. -
Nosyira:It's 4.30 am, and I really don't know what I'm doing awake at this hour!
I gotta get some sleep. But my eyes refuse to!Noysi
wats up Luwie??? here….*******trying to shove sleeepin pills thru the screeen at Noysi*****
take em …will help..if it doesnt try Kavs remedy, drink warm milk ( yuk)
hope all is ok there hun??? if u wanna talk, holler k…am always here
sending u a warm love filled hug
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Yemenilicious:
LOL! Kavita,
why are u sucha NERD?
WHO HAS FUN AT SCHOOL?!?! WHEN THEY GOT NO SLEEP ESPECIALLY?
*baba Ali moment* 'oooooh i know I know, NERDS!!”
….*puts hand on mouth* YEAHHHHHHHHH *end of baba Ali moment* LOL
acha BYE!
who??? didye ask who???
Well I did…I had a blast….
have u ever met a person who was literally depressed for over a year AFTER she had completed matric???
well dats meeeeeee….dats how much I LOVED SCHOOOL…my high school, the grounds, the classes, the teachers ( except my bio teacher)
ALLL MY FWENDS…the fun we had….
no one understood my passion for schoool..
I LOVED SCHOOOOOOL…I wish i cud go back, the memories …sigh….
soooo when i tell u galz to have fun whilst learning…DO DAT…
u are supposed to create memories whilst becoming an educated individual
nooo need to become a bookworm,,, me thinks u guys just neeed to chillax a bit…
Look at yr school life with an open mind..enjoy these days coz huns when u walk into adult life..
the career world …things just SUX from thereon…but to be honest…I am enjoying the good and bad…
soooa lil change in attitude will work wonders…
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Shukriya ji
you're in my duas as well.
it's just…uhhh…
i shall try Inshallah.
***sigh***
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Scar face:
it's just…uhhh…
i shall try Inshallah.
well Yuminz, its obvious sums bothering u hun….just keep da faith nah
lotz more hugz sweety
inshallah, u will be safe and everything will work out fine…
Always,
Inshallah, Allahumma Ameen…
*smiles*
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kavita_0026:
and i m just hating everyone right now argh [except for you guys of course ] and ya'll know my 'everyone' is only like um like..1 person + my fam?
okay hate isnt a good word..to extreme and inaccurate… im upset about stuff and i dont know what to do with my stupid feelings that i Hate that are yacking at me and making my eyes tear up and the WRONG momentanyway i have to go – READ ..or atleat TRY
love, kavita
I'm sorry hunz.
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Yemenilicious: RaNi iS ThE BeS: Yemenilicious:I miss a certain special someone….oh so very much =[ me too…
*hugs*
I loveth your signatureth =P
=D
*hugs back and doesn't let go* thanks jaan…
*sigh*
I wish we could bring people back…into our lives…
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Yemenilicious:
yeah…i wish!
yea but thats what life's all about…. people come and go in your life…nothing's really eternal in this. we just take it as it comes, and keep going.
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Haylie(hayati):
yea but thats what life's all about…. people come and go in your life…nothing's really eternal in this. we just take it as it comes, and keep going.
thanks for going stooge!!
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Scar face: Nosyira:It's 4.30 am, and I really don't know what I'm doing awake at this hour!
I gotta get some sleep. But my eyes refuse to!Noysi
wats up Luwie??? here….*******trying to shove sleeepin pills thru the screeen at Noysi*****
take em …will help..if it doesnt try Kavs remedy, drink warm milk ( yuk)
hope all is ok there hun??? if u wanna talk, holler k…am always here
sending u a warm love filled hug
Lol! I think I really do need them now, Al.
It's 3 in the morn!Why, don't you like warm milk, Al? I don't mind but I'd prefer hot chocolate! Mmm
No worries, hun. I'm just stuck to the computer screen.
I guess I'm so used to sleeping in these hours that I won't feel sleepy if it's not yet 3. Oh my.
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Nosyira:
Lol! I think I really do need them now, Al.
It's 3 in the morn!Why, don't you like warm milk, Al? I don't mind but I'd prefer hot chocolate! Mmm
No worries, hun. I'm just stuck to the computer screen.
I guess I'm so used to sleeping in these hours that I won't feel sleepy if it's not yet 3. Oh my.
My kinda girllll!!
And hey – is it me… or is it your birthday in May or something? I seem to be getting a weird flashback…
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boo:My kinda girllll!!
And hey – is it me… or is it your birthday in May or something? I seem to be getting a weird flashback…
Help me out!!Oh did I mention it somewhere??
I guess I did…But yes it is
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Not too far Nosyira….
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Nosyira: boo:My kinda girllll!!
And hey – is it me… or is it your birthday in May or something? I seem to be getting a weird flashback…
Help me out!!Oh did I mention it somewhere??
I guess I did…But yes it is
My schweet Nosiii your birthday is coming up? When is it?!
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Yemenilicious:
My dad got back from New York today in the morning. His intention was to go and see his sick friend, who was diagnosed with Cancer…however, before my father even arrived at NY, we learned that the guy passed away. ohman, no one expected it to happen THAT fast. Subhana'Allah. Anyway, it's been 5 days since his death and I decided to call his wife today…(I didn't want to call right when it happened, I had no idea what to say).
So As I was talking to her, I couldn't help but cry. =/ her words got to me…she said things like 'his death is my loss more than anyone else's…he understood my sorrows…he was there..now, im alone, with 6 kids…” She's real strong in faith though, (Mashallah). She said that she was happy that even after her husband found out he had cancer, he never ever became weak. He never committed shirk even once. Mashallah.
Then she told me about the day he died. She said that she was supposed to go somewhere and as she was on her way, something made her go back, finding him laying in bed. He called her and told her to go sit next to him…and he said… “pls, my kids, don't let them suffer after my death…” She replied, 'don't say that, May Allah grant you health to take care of them yourself'…hours later, he passed away. It just got to me so much. My family has been through so many major loses, that I know just how bad it stings. *sigh* May Allah Ta'ala grant his family patience..Ameen.
Inna Lillahi winna ilaihi raji'oon.
Oh sweety….
Losing a loved one is never easy, is it?
I am lost for words, Yemeni… just accept this instead…? :
Find the strength inside you Yemeni… I know you have it. It will see you through life, shining like a candle in your soul.
Take care of yourself, OK?
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Thanks hunnz
I'm thinking…if it's getting to me THIS much…imagine his wife, no?
I think about them constantly…and i can never hold my tears back…
*sigh* I'll be fine, Inshallah.
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Oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..sigh…not sums one wants to read this early in the morning …
Yumz luw….
It certainly is crappy losing someone you love, worse when u have to watch em die..
My sweetness, I feel your hurt and pain and wish I was there to Give u this massive hug…
I send you all of my strength, watevers left in me and hope **inshallah** that
You and the family find solace knowing that he is in Heaven nah…I cant
say much coz I know the grieving process is a long and awfully difficult one…
Its sad, but its life r8…or death…
Oh well, ur in my thoughts n dua’s luw
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thank you much scarry ji.
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Yemenilicious:
thank you much scarry ji.
hun..tnx amongst sistas is not required
…neva forget this, I knw and feel yr pain ..I was thinking Yumz, about life and death and u know we always say that life is short sooo
live it, right??? but do we realllly go ahead and LIVE IT??
we dnt..well I havent …soooo am just thinking real serious thoughts
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Yemenilicious:
Thanks hunnz
I'm thinking…if it's getting to me THIS much…imagine his wife, no?
I think about them constantly…and i can never hold my tears back…
*sigh* I'll be fine, Inshallah.
thank you again, ji If I were a wife, and my husband died… I'd lose it. I think.
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If I were a wife, and my husband died… I'd lose it. I think.
booooo…
aargh stop talking bakwaaas hun….u wont lose it..I wont allow u tooo
u hear…stop thinking such thoughts now….
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boo:
If I were a wife, and my husband died… I'd lose it. I think.
You yourself said she's strong, na? awwww,
yeah she is strong…mashallah.
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Thank you, Kavz Hunz, you're so sweet.
It's written, God knows best, it's perhaps for the best, no? because he had cancer, in its late stages..so..yeah.
Thank you all. I really appreciate your kinds words.
….
“Don't seek anything other than contentment, because therein is the bliss and the comfort of your body. Then consider the case of a person who possesses the whole world, can he take with him in the grave more than cotton and a shroud?”
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Yemenilicious:
“Don't seek anything other than contentment, because therein is the bliss and the comfort of your body. Then consider the case of a person who possesses the whole world, can he take with him in the grave more than cotton and a shroud?”
I could not agree more with the part in bold…
But the latter part – if I may say so – I think that it depends on what 'the whole world' is. To some, it is their God, to others, their loved ones, to others, their job or the things they feel passionately about. One cannot physically take with him in the grave more than cotton and a shroud, of course, but one can take the memories of a life lived in the skin of one's self, na? But this is related to “contentment”. Whatever makes you content, is what you should seek, I guess.
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“Don't seek anything other than contentment, because therein is the bliss and the comfort of your body. Then consider the case of a person who possesses the whole world, can he take with him in the grave more than cotton and a shroud?”
my question, HOW does one KNOW wat wud make them content, wat is contentment, and it surely
depends entirely on an individual basis, like Boo mentioned below…
I dont even know what da heck I am doing here, AM NOT HAPPPPPPPY in this place…
driving me bludy bonkers… I wanna be around kids….I love em…wannna be out smellin
da roses and LIVING life like I used to …..%$#@&^^&*%$^$&
I definitely am NOT content…am about to literally EXPLODE…have sooo much errrr emotion in me I wannna
screammmmm with irritation ….I am not sure why I feel like ???
Wanna just pack up and leave this place….go off to some remote indian village and just dwell
am betting I wud find a lota content ppl there…
Whatever makes you content, is what you should seek, I guess.
and wat if what u seek doesnt bring u contentment but more questions, irritation, hurt and pain??
is MAN ever truly satisfied?? like seriously…I dont think soooo
many wud say
' yeah I dnt care bout materialistic stuff bla bla bla
but they tend to go ahead an work their asses off satisfying just that…materialism
then there are those who claim to dwell only through their god, but do they really…
ok wat da heck am I talking bout…nevermind, sowrri am thinkin one thing, typing another,
lotza mixed up/random thoughts circulating wanting to come outa mah head….
*&%^&$^%$&*&*&*($#$%^**&&*(&(*%#$@5 soooo like if I SWEAR out loud here
will u guys kick me off from the forum ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
am kidding….
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I dont think anyone can be completely content with life simply because our world is so materialistically (?) based that sometimes achieving peace within is hard. BUT you be content of yourself. Accepting your needs as needs and realising that will help you control the pain you feel because you will accept yourself as you are. If your angry, accept the anger and deal with it, positively. If your hurt then know that you're feeling it, empathise with yourself (am I making sense) comfort yourself by accepting the fact that you are feeling what you are feeling, question yourself if necessary, breath some fresh air and then move on. Life is full of experiences, experience them as Life and then move on. Take each day as it comes. Its the hardest but the simplest and the best way to survive, I think anyway…
LOL, no we wont kick you out- but I shall kick your backside for foul language!
Don't you dare. Breath and control the anger. Dance with me if you like, or use one of the members (not me! ) as a punch bag if you like (Oreo popped in my head just now…) but dont let anything hurt you so much so that it makes you miss out on the beautiful little things in life. Arre baba, smile na!
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Yemenilicious:
My dad got back from New York today in the morning. His intention was to go and see his sick friend, who was diagnosed with Cancer…however, before my father even arrived at NY, we learned that the guy passed away. ohman, no one expected it to happen THAT fast. Subhana'Allah. Anyway, it's been 5 days since his death and I decided to call his wife today…(I didn't want to call right when it happened, I had no idea what to say).
So As I was talking to her, I couldn't help but cry. =/ her words got to me…she said things like 'his death is my loss more than anyone else's…he understood my sorrows…he was there..now, im alone, with 6 kids…” She's real strong in faith though, (Mashallah). She said that she was happy that even after her husband found out he had cancer, he never ever became weak. He never committed shirk even once. Mashallah. My dad told us so many great things about him as well…i was like wow…Subhana'Allah. May Allah grant him Jannat…Ameen!
Then she told me about the day he died. She said that she was supposed to go somewhere and as she was on her way, something made her go back, finding him laying in bed. He called her and told her to go sit next to him…and he said… “pls, my kids, don't let them suffer after my death…” She replied, 'don't say that, May Allah grant you health to take care of them yourself'…hours later, he passed away. It just got to me so much. My family has been through so many major loses, that I know just how bad it stings. *sigh* May Allah Ta'ala grant his family patience..Ameen.
Inna Lillahi winna ilaihi raji'oon.
Inna Lillahi winna ilaihi raji'oon…
that's so sad to hear hunz, Im so sorry =( May Allah grant him the highest garden of Jannat. Ameen. May He give sabr to his family and friends. Just makes you think about this life doesn't it… Insha'Allah Allah will help the man's wife carry on and Insha'Allah her children will become her strength. Ameen. *hug* if you need anything im here for you. lub ju ninja x
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hey luwie
thank you for takin the time out to respond to my craziness…
I have had the worse few months ever 🙂 and TRUST me, I understand and can relate to every word u say
I just LOST focus on who I am and my values and beliefs etc..
seee I said u were my angel, like Boo is and Ness tooo and the rest of my ***angelic fwends***
if i cud , I wud reach out for u right this minute **if u were logged on *** and hug u
I am literally exhausted…***tooo much partying last n8 hahahahaa*** and stressed to even reply properly to above sooo
will let u know that it is deeply appreciated by me…
Life is full of experiences, experience them as Life and then move on. Take each day as it comes. Its the hardest but the simplest and the best way to survive, I think anyway…
oye trust me, I doooooooooooooooooooo…every sec of every minute of every day…
LOL, no we wont kick you out- but I shall kick your backside for foul language!
wooooohoooooooooooooo u will have to catch me first hahahahahaaaa
Don't you dare. Breath and control the anger.
beeen TRYING…wanna literalllly hit a walll..seriously…but will be fine
Dance with me if you like,
I will….get yr a$$ here quick…I wannnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa goooo dancing
my fwends are actually waiting rather patiently for me to fiinsh up ***work*** so we can go
out for sum fresh air..wannnnna *** with ???????… will keep u in spirit….wt say???
or use one of the members (not me!
) as a punch bag if you like (Oreo popped in my head just now…)Cosmic???? naaaaah me thinks I have given him enuf bruises to last a few lifetimes..pooorrrrr ol uncle
but dont let anything hurt you so much so that it makes you miss out on the beautiful little things in life.
dats like the 3rd time sum1 had said this to me today
Arre baba, smile na!
will be …later on….
thanks yaar, uve established yourself deep in my heart of hearts
sending u a warm hug
alie…errrr yr soni kudi ….:-) dis will take sum time getting used to !!!!
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my feelings….
well I have said this on a few occassions but the love and friendships I have developed
through this place has kept me logging on day after day after day…and what do u know
its almost a year since my first craze post….
Yup, have decided to just take offf for a short while…I LOVE u guys and the forum tooooo
much to say I wont be back coz I willllll….but neeed a break from it alll
theres toooo much confusion in my life and I have lost focus and cant seem to think clearly, logically, constructively these days…
Each person here, has contributed to some craze memories that will keep me company
I wanna SHOUT OUT a MASSIVE thanks to everyone for being such gentle, beautiful souls
this forum has thought me soooo much, opened my heart to sooo much love, I didnt, never thought possible…
I, in return send out my love to EVERYONE here and wish u guys n galz
all da best in life, in love…in watever u choose to do with yr lives…
be good, keep smiling, keeep it simple, know that someone ***reads…MOI**** Out here
***sounds like the x-files hahahaa*** will always be thinking offf ye and keeping ye in her thoughts and prayers…
live life….we only got this one chance
and with a deeeeep sigh…and a sad heart
I say gooodbye
am going to miss the love quotes
and the songs threads…ME luws MUSIC
let the beat go on an on an on and on
soooo I leave u with tonza hugz and sloppy kisses
close yr eyes, think of me..and move ye body to the beat of the music
the beat of ye heart,
Oh my gosh…I love u guys sooo much
mmmmwaaaaaahhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i leave u with :
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(let the music play baby)(music take controle)o na kar maan rupaiye wala bar bar ke na rajjebai na kar maan rupaiye wala bar bar ke na rajjeo na kar maan rupaiye wala bar bar ke na rajjebai na kar maan rupaiye wala bar bar ke na rajjeoooh aaah let the music playoooh aaah let the music playoooh aaah let the music playoooh aaah let the music play (play the music) -
sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
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Haylie(hayati):yea but thats what life's all about…. people come and go in your life…nothing's really eternal in this. we just take it as it comes, and keep going.
Only thing is…I wish I could do somehting, anything, but I can't do anything…I'll tell you about it later, hayati.
Unique_princess:Inna Lillahi winna ilaihi raji'oon…that's so sad to hear hunz, Im so sorry =( May Allah grant him the highest garden of Jannat. Ameen. May He give sabr to his family and friends. Just makes you think about this life doesn't it… Insha'Allah Allah will help the man's wife carry on and Insha'Allah her children will become her strength. Ameen. *hug* if you need anything im here for you. lub ju ninja x
You said that so simply, but it touched me so much, Tayba… Ameen. Ninja jaan
I love you so much, hunnz. I couldn't have survived these past few days without you. Thank you for everything, habeebati. -
RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Ninja jaan
I love you so much, hunnz. I couldn't have survived these past few days without you. Thank you for everything, habeebati. it was nothing ji -
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Unique_princess:sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
*hugs Tayba tight* It's okay jaan.
I say you go with the 'not giving a f*** what anyone says'
Because you know there's no way you'll hide in that cave….you're too special ppl will go looking everywhere for you
stay strong jaan
And im always here for you as well…keep your chin up, ok? Because ppl's words nor their actions will benefit or hurt you, na?only Allah ta'ala can do that. =]
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Unique_princess:sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
Tabz hon you dont seem okay…. Its good many times not to give a …..what anyone says esp. if what they say will affect you in such a horrible way…. stay inthat lil cave for a lil while…and take care of yr emotions esp that this time feels a lil vulnerable…. try to save yrself from pain but be cautious not to stay in that cave forever
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Unique_princess:sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
You're allowed a 5 minit break Princess, then you bring urself out of that cave!
As an artist/poet, you know that one needs to express oneself! Get to writing…
I'm here with much love, whenever, should ever u need me!
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Nessa… such encouraging words!
Artist? Tayba ji? Aap artist bhi hai? Sach?
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Yemenilicious: Unique_princess:sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
*hugs Tayba tight* It's okay jaan.
I say you go with the 'not giving a f*** what anyone says'
Because you know there's no way you'll hide in that cave….you're too special ppl will go looking everywhere for you
stay strong jaan
And im always here for you as well…keep your chin up, ok? Because ppl's words nor their actions will benefit or hurt you, na?only Allah ta'ala can do that. =]
I love youThanks soo much ninja, means soo much to me sis *hugz back* I was so stressed when I wrote that post. Your words are so true, no one should be able to hurt me. I love you too – hug x 100
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
*sigh*
aww hun *hugg* I know his this feels im going through it aswell. Just give your friend time and space and they will come back to you, and if they don't, then theres a reason for it hun. Reason, Season, Lifetime, yaad hai nai? *bigger hug* I love you and will reply to your email soon Insha'Allah x
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kavita_0026: Unique_princess:sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
Tabz hon you dont seem okay…. Its good many times not to give a …..what anyone says esp. if what they say will affect you in such a horrible way…. stay inthat lil cave for a lil while…and take care of yr emotions esp that this time feels a lil vulnerable…. try to save yrself from pain but be cautious not to stay in that cave forever
Hey hun, no I wasn't okay that day – really did have enough of everything at that time. I think I will use the cave for a while and take care of those emotions.. actually im feeling a little better right now but I need some more time there lol. I love the ending of what you said, I will be careful sweety. Thanks so much -hug-
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Nessa: Unique_princess:sigh. I want to just hide in a cave somewhere away from everyone. but then I want to go crazy and lose control and not giv a f*** what anyone says. but then I think of that cave and it seems like the best idea…
You're allowed a 5 minit break Princess, then you bring urself out of that cave!
As an artist/poet, you know that one needs to express oneself! Get to writing…
I'm here with much love, whenever, should ever u need me!
Thanks so much Ness! aww just 5 mins! what if I need longer..?
aah yes now that uni is over I will write my heart out lol. Thank you for your kind words sweety, I'm here for you always too. Lots of love xoxoxoxo -hug- -
boo:
Nessa… such encouraging words!
Artist? Tayba ji? Aap artist bhi hai? Sach?
Artist? nahin lol. Well I think Nessa means because I write poetry. I've been writing poetry for quite a few years now.. have a few books of them stacked away somewhere, I haven't really had a chance to look at them again in a while. I usually write when I'm inspired.. lol which is why I haven't written many poems in the past year, only a few. Will get to writing soon again hopefully
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
*sigh*
don't speak I know just what you're saying so please stop explaining don't tell me cause it hurts
….good song.
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Yemenilicious:
Haylie…youz psycho with your songs.
She's the one who posted the lyrics…just thought I'd let her know the rest of the lyrics and that it was a song..
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Unique_princess:aww hun *hugg* I know his this feels im going through it aswell. Just give your friend time and space and they will come back to you, and if they don't, then theres a reason for it hun. Reason, Season, Lifetime, yaad hai nai? *bigger hug* I love you and will reply to your email soon Insha'Allah x of course I remember, I also remember how much you made me smile that day…*hugs back and doesn't let go*
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Thank you, Hayati. It is a nice song.
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:
Thank you, Hayati. It is a nice song.
Matches my feelings. lol. yo feet
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kavita- i feeel yooooooooh
I feel like going outside now…and sitting under my “money” tree…as Rani and haylie call it
yet…im broke…
…but they claim that i carry hunnit dolla bills…
…pshhh…*rolls eyes*
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OhmyAllah! I just turned in my research paper! I can't believe I finished it in two days! Alhamdulillah! I feel oh so much better! The funny thing is, I was sooooo worried about not being able to write ten pages…and I ended up writing 15!!! including the title and reference page. I ALWAYS do that! I worry about the length of the essay, and I get worried that I might not have enuf pages, and I always end up doing more! lmao.I just hope she doesn't take off points.
Inshallah, I really need to get a good grade. I hope I do. AMEEN! Now, I have so much work to do this weekend! – write my outside reading book paper on To Kill a Mocking Bird or Black Boy, haven't decided which one yet. – finish reading last two chapters of Black Boy- Do Spanish Study Guide- work on Black Boy study Guide and the New Negro stuff- Update US History notebook- Take the SATs on Saturday (Imma fail!!!) Is that it? There was more a few minutes ago…I forgot. errr…This week was oh so horrible. *dies* -
OMG! GUESS WHAT HAPPENED?!?!!? In my Publications cla.ss, my computer was messed up, it would open up my user but not the other ones, so whe the lady came to fix the computer she moved my folder(it had all my clas.swork in it) and afterwards I couldn't find it. So my teacher told me he would look for it, he did, and he couldn't find it either. So yesterday I asked him what I'm supposed to do now and he's like “step into my office”(he's hekka cool, awesome teacher, and he likes me too! whoo hooo! lol anyhow) and he told me that he can't find my folder and there are two weeks of school left, so it's impossible for me to redo all that work. And the thing was, I was supposed to make a little portfolio thingy and put all my good work in there and make it all smancy fancy. But since all my work is missing, I can't do it. so he's like, “I guess you get an A” *dances* whoooooo hooooooooo! and I don't even have to make the portfolio! lol. well, he knows I do all my work and I did get an A in the class the last 3 quarters so he told me he knows I deserve it anyhow.
fine by me. lol. I just need to do my Final, Inshallah it won't be hard…….. HEEEEEEE!!!! -
RaNi iS ThE BeS:errr…This week was oh so horrible. *dies*
lol sooo sorry to hear…
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:OMG! GUESS WHAT HAPPENED?!?!!? In my Publications cla.ss, my computer was messed up, it would open up my user but not the other ones, so whe the lady came to fix the computer she moved my folder(it had all my clas.swork in it) and afterwards I couldn't find it. So my teacher told me he would look for it, he did, and he couldn't find it either. So yesterday I asked him what I'm supposed to do now and he's like “step into my office”(he's hekka cool, awesome teacher, and he likes me too! whoo hooo! lol anyhow) and he told me that he can't find my folder and there are two weeks of school left, so it's impossible for me to redo all that work. And the thing was, I was supposed to make a little portfolio thingy and put all my good work in there and make it all smancy fancy. But since all my work is missing, I can't do it. so he's like, “I guess you get an A” *dances* whoooooo hooooooooo! and I don't even have to make the portfolio! lol. well, he knows I do all my work and I did get an A in the class the last 3 quarters so he told me he knows I deserve it anyhow. fine by me. lol. I just need to do my Final, Inshallah it won't be hard…….. HEEEEEEE!!!! YAY FOR YOU!!!!!!
And – LOL… like big sister, like little sister… that sounds so like something Khushi would say… guess her sis is following in her footsteps! Hahahah…
OK, I confess. My sense of humour is not working right now. (And if Oreo is reading this – I just KNOW he is going to freakin POUNCE on that statement… sigh!)
And just one thing out of curiosity – whatever happened to backups of files?
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RANI! YAAAAAAAAAY! lol I love it when teachers goof up like that and give u As. I love love love love LOVE it! lmao!!
Boo: You're so cutee! lmao I was like
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Hai… what is with all the “lmao”s… tee eh why bee eh!!! Where have your ladylike (read: posh Londoner's) manners gone?
Oh oh oh! What IS that thing in My Fair Lady?
Oh oh! Hang on… imma Gogol it…
The rrrrrrrrrrain in Spainnnnnnnnnnnnn stays mainleeeeeeeeh in the playnnnnnnnnnn!
La la laaaaaaaa… I feel like singing in the rain outside… sigh! And it's not even raining.
What a glorious day it is outside, dah-lings… would you care to come with me for a pranceabout and general shaking of the ar.se in broad daylight in the streets of Mystery Land? Check it out: – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkEvy-9yVyQ
(LMAO… (hey IIII never claimed to have posh manners.
)… oh this reminds me of Friends… doesn't Ross – is it Ross? – sing this song at the end of one episode when he… ahm ahm… gets laidlucky ? Hahaha! Crazy.)I'm siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinging in the suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (8) What a gloooooooooooooooooooooreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuusssssssssssssssss pheeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaalinnnnnnnnnnnn I'm lmao-ing againnnnnnnnnnnnn………………….. La la laaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Sigh.
And I have not eaten ANYTHING in the past – oh… many hours.
Heavens help my future husband.
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boo:
Hai… what is with all the “lmao”s… tee eh why bee eh!!! Where have your ladylike (read: posh Londoner's) manners gone?
Oh oh oh! What IS that thing in My Fair Lady?
Oh oh! Hang on… imma Gogol it…
The rrrrrrrrrrain in Spainnnnnnnnnnnnn stays mainleeeeeeeeh in the playnnnnnnnnnn!
La la laaaaaaaa… I feel like singing in the rain outside… sigh! And it's not even raining.
What a glorious day it is outside, dah-lings… would you care to come with me for a pranceabout and general shaking of the ar.se in broad daylight in the streets of Mystery Land? Check it out: – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkEvy-9yVyQ
(LMAO… (hey IIII never claimed to have posh manners.
)… oh this reminds me of Friends… doesn't Ross – is it Ross? – sing this song at the end of one episode when he… ahm ahm… gets laidlucky ? Hahaha! Crazy.)I'm siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinging in the suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (8) What a gloooooooooooooooooooooreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuusssssssssssssssss pheeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaalinnnnnnnnnnnn I'm lmao-ing againnnnnnnnnnnnn………………….. La la laaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Sigh.
And I have not eaten ANYTHING in the past – oh… many hours.
Heavens help my future husband.
boo: LOLLL! I was laughing so much at this post of yours! that's how my uncle says my name he spells it out for some reason like a weirdo! hahaha!
my ladylike london posh manners? LOL they never existed! its so funny how people think londoners are meant to me posh and well mannered! We're so the opposite, sadly! lol. I think its just the accents (or so I've been told! lol) okay so wait let me make LMAO off posh – LM 'ar.se' O. lol im thinking of an episode of Friends I think in the last season where Amanda comes who has picked up a 'fake british accent' and she tells Monica that Pheobe was going to cut her out of her life and Monica and Pheobe start arguing and Amanda says “Oh! I feel like a perfect ar.se!” and Pheobe's like, “Well in America, you're just an ASS!” LOOOL! I loveeee Friends, whyy oh why did it have to end!!!!!
I love dancing in the rain too :p London's too hot for the rain right now so I just run through the sprinkler in the garden LOL. The neighbours think I'm crazy anyway
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That's it…Boo has gone round the bend! Nothing worse than an insane oracle!
Do u have fever, if so…how high is it???And Princess…errr, sorry…but you sound da poshiest! Especially when u're trying to whisper!
I'm just sayin…
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kavita_0026:Rani omg lol…there's an awesome teacher when you need one! OMG that teacher is super awesome! lol
I know, huh! He's super coooool!
But he calls me a trouble maker… lol. just today, he was like, “u staying outta trouble?” I give him a hekka cheezy smile and say, “like always.” and he just laughs. hahahahahahahaaaaaaa Haylie(hayati): RaNi iS ThE BeS:errr…This week was oh so horrible. *dies*lol sooo sorry to hear…
U bum, that is so not funny. Things are still not back to normal…
boo: YAY FOR YOU!!!!!! And – LOL… like big sister, like little sister… that sounds so like something Khushi would say… guess her sis is following in her footsteps! Hahahah…And just one thing out of curiosity – whatever happened to backups of files? Arrrr don't kill meee Rani – I am seriously curious… Thanks boooooooo! *chokes boo with a hug* lol. yeah, khushi and I like to talk like fobs.
and there were no backup filessssss! EVERYTHING was gone! Except photoshop and some ther stuff. Totally lost. *shrugs* as long as I get an A, i'm cool. I have too much to worry about right now, and taking one thing off of my list is sooooooooooo nice! Unique_princess:RANI! YAAAAAAAAAY! lol I love it when teachers goof up like that and give u As. I love love love love LOVE it! lmao!!lmao, the teacher didn't goof up though, it was the lady who was trying to fix the computer. lol. But hey, as long as I'm saved…
I LOVE FRIENDS! lol. funny thing is, my dad likes it too, we watch it together. It's just embarras.sing when the *ahem* parts come up. lol. -
*hugs Ninja*
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*hugs back*
i don't know…what we'd do without Rani, I love you habeebati
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lmao. U guys would have tonz of fun without me!
I love you too, qulbee! remember, keep ur head up, smile, and call me if u wanna yell at anyone. I'm ALWAYS here…hamesha(forever). *throws a pillow at ninja* (hehe) -
Not everyone is an expert in everything, are they?
Even I'm like that with very close friends.. my mind tends to turn into rock so that instead of absorbing everything that it encounters, it lets the thoughts remain trickling around the rock, until the thoughts are sorted out in my own head… and then let me decide if that thought is worth taking on board.
If I absorb every little opinion, I won't be able to look at other opinions as openly.
Blah. I doubt I'm making sense yaar.
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Don't. If you feel doubt, then let there be doubt. If the person is genuin then the doubt will erase on its own na? But, for that to happen, you have to stick around them, you have to “pretend” you trust them, but make sure you don't give yourself (your trust) to them entirely. Afterall, only a few names will pop into your head when you say trust….
Trust I think is linked to the kind of thinking you have, when I say “thinking” I mean the kind of person that you are and how accepting you are of other “kinds” of “thinkers”. I hope Im making sense…? And people usually tend to trust 'their kind of ' people. Also depends on what kind of trust it is…
Rani, I completely empathise with you… I too feel the same at times, and more so as life grows with me. Take it in a positive stride, as a learning curve and have faith that not all humans are the same, there will be a chosen few on whom you can blindly trust
My feelings….
Because of the kind of person I am, or am expected to be- certains times, like these, I feel that my right of being human is being taken away from me. To people around me, 'Ideal' is the word that comes in their head when it comes to me. I am human, I err. I learn, I fall, I learn, I defend- I live. That doesn't make me any less 'ideal' in that term does it? *sigh* the world differs… and I differ from it. Expectations, I hate. Hope, I believe in. People very wrongly mix these two up and it hurts to feel as Im less 'human' because of it. Im not, Im a God's child not God. If He can forgive me for my errors, If I repent for the wrong that I do, If I accept it – why does it devalue me as a person?
Life, you really cannot be defined…
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BOO-
You did make sense, hunn. So I'm not the only one who cannot trust…I hope we learn. I liked the trusting me, I don't like the doubting me…it makes me feel like i'm betraying my very close friends. But it'll all work out, I'm sure of it. I love you, twin ji. KHUSHI- Well, I don't know if I want to “pretend” that I trust someone when I don't, that'll just make me feel like a hypocrite…like I want them to be honst with me, but I'm not being honest with them…no, I don't think I want to do that, I'll just continue doing things as I'm doing them right now. It doesn't hurt that I can't trust…it's just something I have to solve myself and I'm sure it'll work out, Inshallah. But to tell you the truth, right now, the only people I can blindly trust is my immediate family. And when I say I trust, the first and only name that pops into my head is my sister. I love her so much, she's my everything. Other than her, I don't completely trust any of my other friends…and by trust, it's not just I tell them something and they keep it to themselves, it's everything… and dii…we are all human, we all err, so those who think you don't err, are erring themselves. So forgive them for being human. I love you, dii. KAVITA- I don't have a problem in forgiving people, in fact, I forgive people really easily, even if what they did cannot be forgiven. It's something I got from my mom, she also forgives very easily. It's very easy for me to forgive…the forgetting gets a bit hard sometimes. And believing doesn't make u look stupid, I'm telling you, I wish I could trust as easily as I did before…But like I said, it'll all work out. so keep smiling, hunn. -
Rani- I need to learn how to do that
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:lmao, I'm working on it too, we can learn together. DID YOU HEAR?!?!? DID YOU READ?!?!?!!? I GOT AN A ON MY RESEARCH PAPER!!!!!!
OHMYALLAH!!
YES I READ!!! ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS JAAN!!
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RaNi iS ThE BeS:KHUSHI- Well, I don't know if I want to “pretend” that I trust someone when I don't, that'll just make me feel like a hypocrite…like I want them to be honst with me, but I'm not being honest with them…no, I don't think I want to do that, I'll just continue doing things as I'm doing them right now. It doesn't hurt that I can't trust…it's just something I have to solve myself and I'm sure it'll work out, Inshallah. But to tell you the truth, right now, the only people I can blindly trust is my immediate family. And when I say I trust, the first and only name that pops into my head is my sister. I love her so much, she's my everything. Other than her, I don't completely trust any of my other friends…and by trust, it's not just I tell them something and they keep it to themselves, it's everything… and dii…we are all human, we all err, so those who think you don't err, are erring themselves. So forgive them for being human. I love you, dii.
When I say pretend, I mean to not give away trust completely because I know when you give away trust completely and it is broken, very few people can trust ever again, I stand as an example myself. When I say pretend, I mean 'test' – how else can you know that you can trust someone? When you are put through trying times and they do not leave your side and keep to your safety. I may sound cynical, but I dont think this is hypocrisy. People you think you kind of trust is parallel to you questioning whether they are reliable or not. In that sense, you still are sitting on the fence contemplating. If you feel thats hypocrisy than I guess it is. But I rather that than give my complete trust only for it to be broken and then to shatter me completely. It hurts me, a lot- knowing that I cannot trust, but I have to interact with 'these people' day in day out in my life. I cannot just turn around and say- I dont trust you so I wont have anything to do with you, that in my situation cannot be done, but ofcourse your situation completely differs mine. I'll put my trust out there- but not entirely because I dont think everyone can understand its delicate structure. I probably am sounding very negative here, but as I have grown and known- and rani you are at a very early stage in life, but I have begun to question whether I should let my trust be put out there only to be broken. It's like Im digging my own grave…
I love you too Shweetoo.
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Ranz congrats on that paper
And where people stepping on you is concerned..wow.. same as yummin… I must learn that [?]
I know what you mean to be stepped all over on. But to talk back I dont know waht its like – but I've seen other people do it
and sometimes the other person is like wahat you said…'are you okay today? whats wrong' its like they tink they have the right
to stoep on people and be RUDE?? They are not special to do that but when people tell them off bc they deserve it … all of a sudden its wrong?
Hi yummin
Hi khushi
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kavita_0026:
And where people stepping on you is concerned..wow.. same as yummin… I must learn that [?]
Hi yummin
I think it's a bit hard..right kavz?
and hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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Today I went to my old high school for my brother's interview there and I saw my old favourite teacher, and it was soooooooooooo nice meeting him after four years! He was so happy to see me and to see how I'm doing and how my life is since high school. I told him I graduate next year and to wish me luck and he said you don't need luck, you have always worked hard, and those who work hard don't need luck! awwwwww!! I was so happy!!! lol. He had to get up once during the interview with my bro and he's like oh my legs hurt I'm getting old, and I said “Sir! you look the same as you did four years ago!! Don't be acting now!” lol, hes probably in his late 30's now. He was telling my brother about my times there and about my cheekyness and my bro said he hated maths and loved English, the teacher was like, “it runs in the family I see!” lol he still remembers!. Man going past the old school halls and the canteen and the library and playgrounds and stuff brought back a countless number of memories!! High school days were the best of my life! Lol, in my mind I was playing back all those old memories as I walked through the grounds. Time flies!! Sometimes I wish I could go back to those days but I'm also happy to be here right now in this point of my life waiting for something beautiful to start Insha'Allah.. and If I went back in the past, it wouldn't let the future happen… school days were my days of naivety, innocence, blossoming friendships, falling in love lol. They were such carefree days, aaah those lazy hazy crazy days of summer!!!! its weird but even now when I see a cool evening and the sun shining through the window it takes me back to those days! and to those people whom I loved so much and still love so much lol..I had so many good times there, and I've learned so much since then about people, life, love and relationships.. and I'm so grateful for that beautiful period of my life! Alhumdulilah
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Yemenilicious: RaNi iS ThE BeS:lmao, I'm working on it too, we can learn together. DID YOU HEAR?!?!? DID YOU READ?!?!?!!? I GOT AN A ON MY RESEARCH PAPER!!!!!!
OHMYALLAH!!
YES I READ!!! ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS JAAN!!how would i say this…..oh yeah *balle balle!!* *hugs*LMAO! ur oh so cute! *pulls ninja's cheeks* thankkkkyouuuubuddyyyyyy!
~Khushi~:but I have begun to question whether I should let my trust be put out there only to be broken.oh, yeah, of course i'm gonna try to trust people and “test” them to see if I can trust them…and dii, don't let it hurt you, it's not ur fault if u can't trust someone, it's something that comes with time. I really don't feel bad I can't trust certain people because I know I can't trust them completely. But If I can't trust someone I KNOW I CAN trust, then that hurts…and ur not sounding negative diii, you never do.
And if u can't trust, then don't. You know what to do, give them a chance, give them time, and eventually, if that person is trustworthy, I'm sure you will be able to trust, dii. “khushiyon ko toh hai aana…” Na? I love you oh so much, dii. Yemenilicious:Rani- I don't think I'll ever learn…I've tried, but it's hard for me, to reply to ppl in a harsh manner.I've always went with, “best response to a fool is silence”… sometimes it's the best idea…and sometimes I just feel like I had to say something…you know? uff f f okie im done :pHabeebati, u seriously have to learn. U can't just let bums walk all over you and ruin your time. I mean, to certain people, it's just best to not say anything cuz some people won't realize…to ignorant, u know? But to some people, u HAVE TO say something. Especially if u staying silent is frustrating u…and u know what i'm talking about. You don't need to be “harsh” to let someone see how it is, just tell them like it is, but in ur manner, politely.
It'll work, trust me, habeebati. If not, call me up and I'll drill some sense into them. kavita_0026:Ranz congrats on that paperAnd where people stepping on you is concerned..wow.. same as yummin… I must learn that [?]I know what you mean to be stepped all over on. But to talk back I dont know waht its like – but I've seen other people do itabout the paper, thanks!
and just like what I said to ninja, u need to say the right things to the right people at the right time. But if staying silent is gonna bother u or ur lifestyle in any way, I say u open ur mouth… am i sounding harsh? <img src="https://www.bollywoodlyrics.com/cs/emoticons/emotion-7. -
Unique_princess:Today I went to my old high school for my brother's interview there and I saw my old favourite teacher, and it was soooooooooooo nice meeting him after four years! He was so happy to see me and to see how I'm doing and how my life is since high school. I told him I graduate next year and to wish me luck and he said you don't need luck, you have always worked hard, and those who work hard don't need luck! awwwwww!! I was so happy!!! lol. He had to get up once during the interview with my bro and he's like oh my legs hurt I'm getting old, and I said “Sir! you look the same as you did four years ago!! Don't be acting now!” lol, hes probably in his late 30's now. He was telling my brother about my times there and about my cheekyness and my bro said he hated maths and loved English, the teacher was like, “it runs in the family I see!” lol he still remembers!. Man going past the old school halls and the canteen and the library and playgrounds and stuff brought back a countless number of memories!! High school days were the best of my life! Lol, in my mind I was playing back all those old memories as I walked through the grounds. Time flies!! Sometimes I wish I could go back to those days but I'm also happy to be here right now in this point of my life waiting for something beautiful to start Insha'Allah.. and If I went back in the past, it wouldn't let the future happen… school days were my days of naivety, innocence, blossoming friendships, falling in love lol. They were such carefree days, aaah those lazy hazy crazy days of summer!!!! its weird but even now when I see a cool evening and the sun shining through the window it takes me back to those days! and to those people whom I loved so much and still love so much lol..I had so many good times there, and I've learned so much since then about people, life, love and relationships.. and I'm so grateful for that beautiful period of my life! Alhumdulilah
I love your nostalgia moments, Tayba….
Current feeling o'mine:
I feel lost. I feel so lost. Lifeless, soulless, lost.
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Current feeling o'mine:
I feel lost. I feel so lost. Lifeless, soulless, lost.
TIME WILL HEAL U SWEETNESS….
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Unique_princess:He was telling my brother about my times there and about my cheekyness and my bro said he hated maths and loved English
Well, what do we have here? SAME HERE! lmao.
Tayba, ur sooooo cute when u get all nostalgic! I lubb youuuu! Awwwww *blushes* Thank juuuuuuu rani-ooo (dun ask lol) I lub u toooooo! OYE u whooondeeedooo! when u gona reply to my email, mai doh din mai jaa rahi hu Insha'Allah! lol I won't be able to reply till July! xxxxxxxx
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boo: Unique_princess:Today I went to my old high school for my brother's interview there and I saw my old favourite teacher, and it was soooooooooooo nice meeting him after four years! He was so happy to see me and to see how I'm doing and how my life is since high school. I told him I graduate next year and to wish me luck and he said you don't need luck, you have always worked hard, and those who work hard don't need luck! awwwwww!! I was so happy!!! lol. He had to get up once during the interview with my bro and he's like oh my legs hurt I'm getting old, and I said “Sir! you look the same as you did four years ago!! Don't be acting now!” lol, hes probably in his late 30's now. He was telling my brother about my times there and about my cheekyness and my bro said he hated maths and loved English, the teacher was like, “it runs in the family I see!” lol he still remembers!. Man going past the old school halls and the canteen and the library and playgrounds and stuff brought back a countless number of memories!! High school days were the best of my life! Lol, in my mind I was playing back all those old memories as I walked through the grounds. Time flies!! Sometimes I wish I could go back to those days but I'm also happy to be here right now in this point of my life waiting for something beautiful to start Insha'Allah.. and If I went back in the past, it wouldn't let the future happen… school days were my days of naivety, innocence, blossoming friendships, falling in love lol. They were such carefree days, aaah those lazy hazy crazy days of summer!!!! its weird but even now when I see a cool evening and the sun shining through the window it takes me back to those days! and to those people whom I loved so much and still love so much lol..I had so many good times there, and I've learned so much since then about people, life, love and relationships.. and I'm so grateful for that beautiful period of my life! Alhumdulilah
I love your nostalgia moments, Tayba….
Current feeling o'mine:
I feel lost. I feel so lost. Lifeless, soulless, lost.
Thank you Boo! I love my nostalgia moments too (I think – still have to decide whether nostalgia is a good thing? Is it? cuz doesn't it make you sad kind of? but then it also makes you happy too… also makes you think about stuff, I am so going off on one here, lol back to the topic).
Aww hun why u feel so lost? *big hug* What's up?!
heyy reply to my PM cuz as I said to rani im off in two days on holiday so I won't be able to reply to anything for a while! lol! xx
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boo hunn…
im kinda going through that too…im sorry. im sure you have great memories with your friend sweets, and that's just how life is, but we don't seem to accept it…and I second everything the others said…except yeah…serio's
keep smiling
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OHHHH MYYY!!!! Scarz, THAT IS SCARRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh God, please YOU keep safe ok? Don't trust anyone! *scared for alie
* It's like you're living a thriller film…..doh!
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SenorJalapeno:I must have looked a comic figure- what with my pseudo-turban conjured out of a St. Michael's scarf, bare feet, sandals in hand, humming Phoolon Ka Taaron Ka- but I could have cared less. My feet may have ambled upon foreign soil but my heart was home.
Beautifully comical. Thank you.
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eish I think I am in love with this Jalepeno dude
he sounds like HOT pepper but wat da heck
like seriously …
ness
feel like having
and they dnt have choco pics here ..damn!!
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*faints dead away* rotflmao!
Daaaaaayyeemmmmm Zilla…the man just arrived! Give him a chance to unpack!
But he does have the gift of gab!
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Nessa:
*faints dead away* rotflmao!
Daaaaaayyeemmmmm Zilla…the man just arrived! Give him a chance to unpack!
But he does have the gift of gab!
My love belongs to King Fish! NOPE IF I LIKE SUMS, AM GONNA SAY IT, U KNW ME BY NOW
and when i want something / ( someone) ….ROFLMAABO…am definitely
gonna SHOUT IT out hahahahaha…so errr mr Spicy Jalepeno, watch yr back hahaha
***wats *** ova moi***
love the way he writes, veddddddddddddy impressive indeed….
not that I read through it all properly hahaha
ps: note to Mukesh, put on some LOVE emoticonies thingys here okies
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Scar face:
NOPE IF I LIKE SUMS, AM GONNA SAY IT, U KNW ME BY NOW
…so errr mr Spicy Jalepeno, watch yr back hahaha
rotflmao…poor guy!
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Scar face:
scared coz a friend of mine was almost murdered and everyone who works for my company is in danger…
more scared coz we have a huge suspicion the perpetrator is actually a friend of ours
***shivers***
Watch out for yourself Scarry… please, take care…
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Whoa… Senor…
Your signature… reminds me of Nitzah… sure you're not him in disguise? You might have not a clue what I'm on about… apologies for that!
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Hai… Ali has already asked you out for a coffee!
Platinum muse??
Senor… how did you come across this forum? 🙂
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It does sound melodramatic. But apology accepted.
The story behind my display picture:
This forum is the new version. There was previously an older version of the forum, which I guess one could compare to a black and white TV, if this version is the colour one… or rather, a green and dark green TV, since those were the hues that graced our computer screens. It was during that time, I first joined BWL… and I can honestly say – there are not a lot of people in the world who have experienced magic like there was in this forum (I don't disagree that other forms of magic were experienced by millions of people over the millions of years since which civilisation began, but none like this, I can assure you). I have no words to describe it.. it was the innocence, and – dare I say – sheer madness of those times, that I feel enriched by, in my own way. I feel honoured to have been a part of that madness, from my own corner of my universe, in my own way… and I can honestly say, unless I get Alzheimer's or some other illness that may cause me to forget what was once a part of me, I will for my part never forget the memories of these times. I may forget the details of the memories, and maybe (heavens forbid) even the members may slip slowly out of my memory when I am in my rocking chair and trying to remember the names of my own great-grandchildren, but I will remember that there was once this crazy girl inside me, who was pulled into another world… and truly loved and cherished each moment of the madness of the said world.
My display picture is merely an attempt to show these feelings. Though, admittedly, there is no need to.
And as for the two tiny people – they are from the movie Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge, which always has been very close to me… but even more so after we had moved to the new forum.
In essence, what you have described – “the self-crafted icon to the left, under your name says: Boo, Platinum Member, followed by five stars and what looks like two tiny people who must have escaped from Jonathan Swift's Gulliver's Travels: The Desi Version.” – is a part of me; it expresses my self – to an extent, however microscopic it may be – and the person I am.
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SenorJalapeno:
Seeing that one has but one life to live, it is important to ponder the meaning of life as it unravels itself each day in a myriad ways. Don't you agree?
Of course… but it is equally important not to lose oneself so much in the endless paths of such ponderings, that they lose track of the experience of life. Don't you agree?
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Nessa:
Please tell me this has nothing to do with the incident with ur door & gate a couple months past!!!! Report it to ur job as soon as possible!
Remember what I told you! Keep weighty objects beside you & swing with ur eyes open!
Zilla…you need to contact me. Sms me if u need! Got it???
Omw Ness, u do remember I hit my head with the hammer r8…after trying to keep it close by just
in case the darn **attempted burglers** tried to break into my apartment..its still right by my side..I laff everytime I see it and
think of dat night…***shivers*** Jeez have been thru a lot since I got here …
Off coz I will sms, u are on speed dial hey
my mum and u ..jeez..u have to meet her hun
and NOPE it has nothing to do with that episode
this is much more intense, cruel and very frightening Ness
I am thinking about ..seriously thinkin about just packing up adn leaving
coz i dont want more drama ..hahaha
I feel like the darn drama princess of sorts
will give u all the details soon..supposed to be kept hush hush, but am too pissed off not to vent a little
love ya
~~Zilla~~
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SenorJalapeno:
Boo, the people in the icon may be microscopic, but I have this deep seated feeling that there is nothing small about the size of your heart or significance of your thoughts. Of all the minor and major journeys in life that make up the JOURNEY that is life, the most important one is the journey into ourself where we ponder, probe and preview our soul and confront the adversity, cultivate the diversity, comfort the anguish and cheer the child in our lives. The more frequent and deeper the journey, the more wholesome our lives, our character and our relationships. You have a certain depth to your character and I for one am grateful you are a part of this.
totally agree with u Mr Spice for Life… she is an amazing young woman
and u shud be grateful to have an acquintance with her through this forum
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Scarzyyy…
…we just don't care, we just don't care, we just don't care…. LOL, I remember this song…!
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~Khushi~:
Scarzyyy…
…we just don't care, we just don't care, we just don't care…. LOL, I remember this song…!
we just dnt care …we just dont care…i seriously dont give a #$%**%#@@ anymore hahahaha
love u chicky….
gonna miss u a lot
come back soooooooon so we can sing together..
.***MUSIC FEEDS MY SOUL…, MUSIC MAKES MAH HEART BEAT FASTER,
MUSIC IS THE RYTHM MY LIFE DANCES TO ****
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SenorJalapeno:
Thank you in advance for all the erm stuff in the park. Did we get off that subject already? I dont want to. Ever.
My my my *shaking head* lookit here!
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SenorJalapeno:
Thank you in advance for all the erm stuff in the park. Did we get off that subject already? I dont want to. Ever.
My my my *shaking head* lookit here!
and I thot my flirting skills was non-existant hahaha
watye think of Jalepeno as a brother in law??
think it will work out??
roflmaabo
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Nessa:
Sure, bro-in-law it is…but only if I might flirt with Dhiren??? Woo hoo…sssssssmokin! lol
Ness NO..behave…
no flirting wud my baby Dhiren, besides am making some progress with the guy
aaan I hate this forum and its duplicate posts
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SenorJalapeno:
Saracasm is when I think of responsibilities such as taking out trash and giving the dog a bath. When it concerns snogs, I take things quite literally. Its convenient that way you see. Now for issues of greater gravity: How may I go about EARNING a snog? Is there a policy manual lying somewhere around here?
lmao..oh boy I am seriously starting to like u dude
watch yr back hey…
do u work??
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hahahaha…glitch in the matrix.
Forget that…go back to sparring with the Spicy One! I'll be still & learn!
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Nessa:
hahahaha…glitch in the matrix.
Forget that…go back to sparring with the Spicy One! I'll be still & learn!
Explain the glitch in the matrix ..am too tired to use my thinking skills
learn what.. traitor….dis dude is gonna make me fall in love with him
hahahahaha
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SenorJalapeno:
I know why you like the idea of parks. That John Legend dude put that idea in your head. I could blow a hole in my roof if you really want to stand under the stars that bad, but on one condition. You gotta explain to Mrs. C and her collection of felines why they have a gaping hole in their floor Lol.
watch yr tone when speaking about JL u hear
no, dnt strain yrself …imagine Mrs C fainting, then dying from witnessing wat she isnt supposed to ..
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Scar face:
Explain the glitch in the matrix ..am too tired to use my thinking skills
learn what.. traitor….dis dude is gonna make me fall in love with him
hahahahaha
Will explain later.
Traitor indeed…leave me outta dis!! lmao
He's conquering & u're not fighting! You're falling faster than Rome! tsk tsk tsk…
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SenorJalapeno:Lol Alie. The dog has a multiple personality disorder. I call him a variety of names. Sometimes I can see how confused he is. I call him by the names of all my math and language teachers in school. Yeah, yeah its an insult to the poor dog. Lol. I sometimes wonder if the devil concocted algebra as a means to frustrate humanity.
Alie??? since when are we on first name basis…seeing as we are…errr and I shud be calling u ???
Jeez dats mean hey…be nice to him?? her??
lets find a cute name for the lil one..hmmm
****thinking*****
As for algebra, lol…wat da hell does algebra have to do with this conv….
Hw old are u ???
If ur like 16 ( which is my actual guess) then I will be joining Cosmic using that bucket
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Nessa: Scar face:
Explain the glitch in the matrix ..am too tired to use my thinking skills
learn what.. traitor….dis dude is gonna make me fall in love with him
hahahahaha
Will explain later.
Traitor indeed…leave me outta dis!! lmao
He's conquering & u're not fighting! You're falling faster than Rome! tsk tsk tsk…
common u have to explain a lotta stuff to me 🙁
also u shud KNOW me…..
our lil secret..will tell U later..am busy trying to get this bill in order
but Mr Spice here has my complete attention hahaha
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SenorJalapeno:
Spoilsport Lol.
u better be talkin to Ness
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Mr. Spice called you by ur name. Where is ur caution girl??!!!! rotflmao
Use ur head…goddess! I'm outta here!
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SenorJalapeno:Im old enough to blow a hole in my roof and stand underneath it with you. Definitely not 16. I am the president of the local chapter of Geriatrics Anonymous. Does that answer your question. Oh, all the teeth in my mouth are mine.
Why does the Cheeni Kum tune come into my head??!!
Sigh..!
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boo:You guys – you're mad!
lol boo
we r just ordinary people, we dont know which way to gowe r just ordinary ppl …
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Scar face: SenorJalapeno:
Spoilsport Lol.
u better be talkin to Ness
I told u leave me outta dis! This is ur web (or most likely HIS)! Yup…I'm thinkin his! muaaaah!
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SenorJalapeno:Hi Nessa, I think someone is at your door. Perhaps you should go check. (I cannot fight for one's attention and fend off another's attack).
then u will need to acquaint yrself with Cosmic, hes an expert at it
Ness: Pretentious Indian Blonde…have u forgotten??? I am cautious
Mr Spice ..whose attention are u fighting for huh…
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Nessa: Scar face: SenorJalapeno:
Spoilsport Lol.
u better be talkin to Ness
I told u leave me outta dis! This is ur web (or most likely HIS)! Yup…I'm thinkin his! muaaaah!
thanks for having faith in yr sista
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SenorJalapeno:Hi Nessa, I think someone is at your door. Perhaps you should go check. (I cannot fight for one's attention and fend off another's attack).
Not attacking sir…by any means! This is the truth. My attacks are frontal.
I've attempted to extricate myself from the grasp of ur 'intended', but she will not let go. Tickle (her ears) a bit more…
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You can do whatever you wish to do.. it was but a thought.
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Scar face: SenorJalapeno:Hi Nessa, I think someone is at your door. Perhaps you should go check. (I cannot fight for one's attention and fend off another's attack).
then u will need to acquaint yrself with Cosmic, hes an expert at it
Ness: Pretentious Indian Blonde…have u forgotten??? I am cautious
Mr Spice ..whose attention are u fighting for huh…
hahaha…this is too too sweet!
Boo ma…I'm with u! Familiar eh?
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Nessa: SenorJalapeno:Hi Nessa, I think someone is at your door. Perhaps you should go check. (I cannot fight for one's attention and fend off another's attack).
Not attacking sir…by any means! This is the truth. My attacks are frontal.
I've attempted to extricate myself from the grasp of ur 'intended', but she will not let go. Tickle (her ears) a bit more…
Firstly I WILL start screaming ..INTENDED??????????
On a serious note, I wud rather spend all my time wud u ( an mah fwends ) than a wannabe snogster…
besides my kisses will only make him want more ..sooo me better back off now
or I will have another pooch..
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boo:
You're with me – but I've lost you, Nessa…
What?
yeah WAT already
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boo:
Why does the Cheeni Kum tune come into my head??!!
Sigh..!
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A-ha! Gotcha girl…
I know..! It really does sound familiar!
I take it you've had a chance to see the movie?
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Haaan ma. Saw & enjoyed!
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That “haaan ma” sounded so… lovely? I smiled without realising I was smiling.
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…glad to hear it. You haven't been smiling so much lately! Great to have that beautiful smile back!
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I'd LOVE some!
You don't know HOW amazing it feels… to be on the OTHER end of the whole pulling-out-a-chair-and-popcorn thing… for once! Sigh sigh sigh!
(And I don't just mean on BWL..)And talking of popcorn… I will hopefully be having some REAL popcorn soon enough – I am off to see Jhoom Barabar Jhoom later on today! And I've worked out that, when Khushi will be leaving for her holiday to India – as in, actually taking off… I will be in a cinema hall watching Jhoom Barabar Jhoom with the friend I've told you guys about!
What a funny situation to be in.. thinking about one friend who will be 'leaving' me, whilst sitting with the other friend who will also be leaving me!
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Nessa:…glad to hear it. You haven't been smiling so much lately! Great to have that beautiful smile back!
Ji… I haven't been so.. but I haven't been frowning either… just grumbling… hehe!
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boo:
You don't know HOW amazing it feels… to be on the OTHER end of the whole pulling-out-a-chair-and-popcorn thing… for once! Sigh sigh sigh!
(And I don't just mean on BWL..)And talking of popcorn… I will hopefully be having some REAL popcorn soon enough – I am off to see Jhoom Barabar Jhoom later on today! And I've worked out that, when Khushi will be leaving for her holiday to India – as in, actually taking off… I will be in a cinema hall watching Jhoom Barabar Jhoom with the friend I've told you guys about!
Let me know what you think of it. Saw it last week and all I could think was, ” Wow, Bobby Deol can really dance!!! Can't wait until he comes to NY!” lol
Make the most of your time ma…great friends are such a big part of our lives. Be it online or in person!
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SenorJalapeno:Quick someone (Not Boo or Nessa Lol) snog me silly please?
rotflmao…no worries Spicy One…u're safe with me! lmao
p.s. ur potential for a 'frontal attack' is quite slim.
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Nessa:Make the most of your time ma…great friends are such a big part of our lives. Be it online or in person!
And on that happy note, Nessa ji, I shall leave…
Must go now.. and the movie is in about three hours!
Take care guys… it's been fun!
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SenorJalapeno:My Rani is gone! But as I was once told: 'To Love someone is to wish them the highest good even when you know you are not the highest good for them.' I wish Rani happiness and temporary sorrow for myself Lol. Quick someone (Not Boo or Nessa Lol) snog me silly please?
Rani?? who da heck u calling Rani huh…
stick with Alie
as for snogging aka kissing
dnt even dare attempt to snog sumelse u hear
patience…haha
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SenorJalapeno:Im old enough to blow a hole in my roof and stand underneath it with you. Definitely not 16. I am the president of the local chapter of Geriatrics Anonymous. Does that answer your question. Oh, all the teeth in my mouth are mine.
Oh didi you are really treating this Senor Jalapeno like a Serio kinda dude
But geesh, Senor Jalapeno Sir Jalapeno Sir! Your style of writing is extremley impressive
But still tell na, how old are thou?
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boo:Random thought – I like the way Senor writes. Although it seems a little formal, I guess.
I know Its like…awesomely interesting! Sounds like one of them big newspaper articles which explains important and complicated subjects !
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SenorJalapeno:Mad? The most sane of people have moments of alarming insanity and the most insane of people have moments of extraordinary clarity. I am neither. I just seek to rendezvous with a stolen moment beneath the stars.
Whoaaa…what exactly does this mean senor jalapeno sir jalapeno sir!
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boo: Nessa:Make the most of your time ma…great friends are such a big part of our lives. Be it online or in person!
And on that happy note, Nessa ji, I shall leave…
Must go now.. and the movie is in about three hours!
Take care guys… it's been fun!
Booo have funnn darlin' tell us how that movie went!
Alright dudes ….whats a SNOGSTER????????????
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SenorJalapeno:
Yes! God give me patience and give it to me now. If possible give me also other things under thine stars Lol. As for snogging others…why would I want to?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh is it just me
or am i seein stuff about senor jalapeno sir jalapeno sir and alie didi talkin; bout snoggin and warnin abt snoggin others n sayin that they WONT snog others
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dum dee dumm dee dumm … arf?
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Senor Jalapeno Sir Jalapeno Sir! Wow your talent of speaking… god where did you learn to talk in this style? I too want to learn it! Haha
Oh I know why you would feel all jumbled with all of my questions : See I didnt visit my sweet BWL in quite a lil while soo here I am reading everyone's quotes and replying to em ; Oh ji how old are you certainly you cannot be a fossil… certainly you are not extinct..esle you would be a haunting ghost or something of that sort
Hm snogster is what what what…? Not sure I got that meaning …? Its a lucky guy who is in a relationship with someone beautiful but dont have any responsibilties for the relationship? Hmm I think that must be it….. Lower lip
… under the stars??? 
oye ji !! Who are you talking about surely not alie didi sounds like she was ready to bite your head off !Oh god you finally said it..'seduced' alright….guys i think its time to TAKE COVER!!!!!!!!!!!
Nice meeting you ji
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Oh geez ji , you really learned alot whilst growing up then I must say.
Snog is a kiss…. ? A meaningful kiss? Hm snog sounds like a negative word but hey.. not all that sounds something is like that thing
Where art thou from ji?
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Scar face:
Given up, lost all hope, Faith in the one thing I truly yearned for..
Never really wanted in my life but secretly wished for …
Can safely say that I believe myself to be free from the madness I once
Craved…
hmmm…don't give up yaar. no! NO! NO! NO!!!!!!! *stares at scarry*
and then *chokes scarry with a hug*
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kavita_0026:
No seriously.
Luw, PLEASE STOP WITH MY BEING POETIC…look at Senor wateva, makes me cringe every time I read sums he writes
aaaaaargh…can ye feel the jealousy hahahaha
Lol – EAT!! and RELAX… I hope you aint be stressing yourself out TOO much
ur kidding r8…off coz I am stressing..first I sent a container to god knows where
and lost +/- $ 60 000…roflmao..u shudve seen my face when i figured this out..but thankfully
we are tryin to amend the error..then we are synchronising from one system to a more **efficient** one and
its duplicating work ….%^%&$*&%%$%^*….I think I will become an expert on this seeing as I seem to have all the
darn major problems with my colleagues in the Usa, Portugal and UK…To name a few…
I cant believe how slow the americans are….lol..
then I seem to change things on bills that is actually illegal hahahaha
and and and ….
Will check facebook later
Mwahz
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Yemenilicious: Scar face:
Given up, lost all hope, Faith in the one thing I truly yearned for..
Never really wanted in my life but secretly wished for …
Can safely say that I believe myself to be free from the madness I once
Craved…
hmmm…don't give up yaar. no! NO! NO! NO!!!!!!! *stares at scarry*
and then *chokes scarry with a hug*
A lil too late yaaar,
have given up, cant explain hw i feel at the moment coz I feel all numb, feelingless
this usually happens, when am faced with a major crisis, I lock it somewhere deeep within and all feelings lost
coz I dnt wanna deal with it I guess…
I feel claustophobic, have lost FAITH in god, we seem to be at logger heads with each other now
me questioning and %^$%&$^&9 ANGRY and God?? am not sure…havent had any response hahaha
Am not sure HOW i manage to wake up in the morning –and YUK find I am still here….
hate it…hate this…
ur choking me??? oh my with soooo much love ???
am forcing myself not to cry at such affection shown to me…
I cant say I love right now, coz I cant feel sweety
but I have missed u a lot …and hope things are better on yr side
write to me sooon okies…
i miss our lil chats
hugz…as warm and tightly as I can hold u
take care of yrself toooo , know uve been having sum tough times
hope studies goin well and the family is doing well..
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Scar face:
oye, on da defensive huh **winks** WHY YES OF COURSE
mmmwaaaahhhhh…canye feeel dat sloppy kiss luw hahaha oo i can feel it..i can feel the power! lol
me misses u sooo much
heck I misss Mara tooo…dat chicky chopped off her hair, she luks sooo darn cute she cut her hair AGAIN?! n she told me she wanted it to grow back!
today, am feelin:
much more relaxed, coz I am almost done with mah work haha
happy coz I spoke to mum and she just make me laffff…..
she burned her lounge suite hahaha, dat cracked me up ..coz she treasures it sooo much geez you crack up when someone loses something they treasure? uhhhh uh hmm
loved coz well I just feel it haha
admired, coz dis dude said I luk errr sexi hahaha ioooooooooooo ali didi you gettin' eye up by guysssss who's the sexy mama in da house!
in da mood to dance ..coz coz coz
and irritated all at once, coz my urk headaches are back
content, for sum odd reason, i feel like this is hw things were meant to be..
hopeful, that a certain fwend finds the courage to express his love to another fwend
enriched, by the lil blessingz called family and friends
hm and its really interesting how this 'content, hopeful enriched' talk can be changed over night just because..MEN screwed it up… whew…. poor didi whats it with you and this….thing you call…MEN
Hey Senor J … by the way… you're not spanish are you..? either that or you like jalapeno peppers // ?
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hey luw…
wow, u CAN feel the power of my kisses
..hugz…love…great…at least it works for u 🙂
Lol, kavs the only reason mums sofas burning cracked me up was coz she is forever screaming at her grandkids to stop jumping and playing on it ..
And U have me on the other hand telling her **its just a sofa mummy** and she’s like
*Lyn, do u know how much that Lounge suite costs, bla bla bla ??**
Me laffing…**toldye to use yr money wisely, get sums yr grandchildren can have their way with and spend the rest of the money on a holiday ***
To that I usually get a response of …
*** u will have yr day***
Me: lmao..yeah r8…Hahaha…
soo yeah dats why I laffed myself silly, not coz other peoples sufferings make me giddily happy semorita…eish u shud knwo me by now man!!!
Kavi, yr didi aint a sexi mama hahaha, Jeez can only imagine Nessa's face when she reads this….heck..
well hun, it isnt men in general just one flipppant annoying MAN…whom I would love to kick errr ***more ladylike**slap
across the face…except I wudnt coz I am DAT damn nice…
Am not sure though, maybe I am allergic to this thing called Men?? hmm MAYBE hahaha
naaaah am kewl now sweety, was just reallllllllllllllllllly irritated at the time and where else can I vent out loudly other than here???
this guy though, I love him a lot right but he is just ellusive, fustratingly cold, irritatingly accusing, annoyingly flippant, I cant understand him, and
how can I if he isnt honest with me??? I trusted him only to find that he may have lied to me…upon hearsay…
when asked, he gives me the 3rd damn degree about talking about others..bla bla bla…
..damn…************huge siggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
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Hi alisha how are you? First of all I want to tell you thank you I received the package and I was so so glad – you are soo kind… now I get to boast to the air that I got chocolate all the way from Durban! You are too kind
As for replies – aww my I know you were not so cold as to laughat yr loving mom because she was sad her sofa got burnt ..ah my..well she need to def get another one to replace this one
or is it irreplaceable? Ohh so its a specific GUY hmm that makes everything more……better! hmm u seem like u kinda like him but geez he kinda seem to have a whole load of diff emotions flying round the place … n this whole thing abt him lying to u..are we talkin' lil petty lie here or like..BIG lie to make you really hurt ..?
love you tons alie i do
Senor Jalapeno – i didnt get the chance to reply to yr home post bc i had to go off suddenly..
sorry to hear that you're in such a fix with moving and all but I sure do hope that you find a good place
to live in … you can always tell us more if you want to let anything out we're here to listen … there may not be much that we can do but..we do listen … how about your parents ji? do you keep into contact with them? if you dont want to answer its okay…As for learning spanish … there must be other means to learn it unless you had wanted to learn it from that one particular person [?]
Take care Ji
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an u knw I neva swear
oh my gosh sweety
dat done, breathe…okay…now here goes
First and foremost, I have to admit I am exhausted sooo didnt follow much of what u were saying soooo if I get it wrong, forgive k
wrt this fella, let me thump him for u ?? pleeeeeesh hahaha kidding
okies seriously though..
Firstly, u said what u said most probably coz u were extremely upset and the conv just wasnt going right
but then u dnt need to apologise for calling sum1 a scum especially since he behaved like a damn ass in the first place…..
dammit, men…anyways, listen, the point is hun, he told u NOW about the chick from the past, I remember u telling me sumthing of the sort
but thats life….sooo he had another love, they confessed undying love to each other at one stage, at this moment, HE IS WITH U RIGHT….
he is trying to make things work with u…he mentioned marriage sooo dat probably means he is more than serious…and wants to spend the rest of his life with u…??? am not sure …be more specific on this….
as for telling u after marriage, now I wanna thump him for his cowardice but also remember u are the jealous type sweety, u know this..and he prob knows dis tooo sooo he didnt want THIS to happen, u getting all worked up and upset and hurt and screaming and cursing, soo he prob thought, **heck if we r married at least I wont lose her if she is told then** or maybe not, am just guessing here…Okay so he had a relationship, even I wud be envious if my guy had a previous relationship but knowing that he is now woth me, I wudnt want to lose him over jealousy and anger that is uncalled for…
U say u grew up but no u havent, I cannot explain to u hun coz he is yr first love… u wud want for u to be his first love as well but the reality is that u are not…
no 1 love is the same, sooo ensure that the one u have with him is the one he wants to be immersed in eternally….
damn woman, use that jealous streak of yrs at the right times….If he walks with another girl dont automatically assume he is cheating on u luw…We are all allowed friends of the opposite sex other than our partners…
If it bothers u soo much then speak to him in a mature manner, no tantrums as such, ask him who she is but do it appropriately…
wat da hell are u talkin about kavita….listen to me…u devoted yr love to him, u care deeply about him, u WANT to spend yr life with him…wat do u mean u gave him nothing….I told u that those lil things u did against yr folks knowledge isnt criminal – trust me hun….as far as I can see you are too much of a saint….
giving sum1 yr love in its entirety shud be sufficient and if he does not appreciate it, his damn loss…
Also hun couples are supposed to fight, it makes the making up afterwards part all the more errrr interesting…anyways…
a little bit of jealosuy is ok but an abundance or an overdosage of it will certainly kill the romance and u dnt want that, neither do u want a partner who is soo damn scared to be honest with u that he will simply hide a whole lota things from u for fear that if he does approach u with anything u will blow a fuse…
there should be trust in a relationship luw and if u dnt show him that u trust him .it will /may cause further strain…
One thing I can identify with, knowing and thinking about ** the man u love, loving someone else**….dammit thats the worse feeling ever ***hugs**
yet hun still remember he is with u…not his ex…
am confused about who is crying to whom about what exactly??????????????
As for the wedding, why dont u go with him, u dnt need to socialise with anyone, just be with him, show him that u have time for him and u may not like his friends but at least ur making an effort Kavz, sigh..
building a strong relationship is a
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hehe as for the tadpole thing..we use to catch them in the watery craters on the roads and put them in buckets and watch them transform to lil frogs
geesh …
Hey alie tell yr childhood stories! dont even hesitate…. !
Senor J – i agree..you tell us about these little nice times of your life which is like an extremely small part of yr life… magnified and extended by yr words
you can tell us more stuff…i mean..of course..if it doesnt hurt you too much [?]
how is your dog?
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what's up hun?
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what's up hun?
Jus wat I needed to see Yums, reallllly beautiful, dis lil baby, oh my word, I want my baby to luk just as cute…Ur alwayz here at the right time..holistically ..and as a lil sister My mood right now is a looong story, I am stilll soooo upset I am literally hot with temper…I doo seriously need a hug right now sooo thankshope u well and yr leg is better???? and the lil bro?? hw is he hun???Page 55 of 55 (820 items) -
im sorry to hear, sweets
im good. my leg is better and my brother is still a bum =p.
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I feel your pain. I had the same experience with my dog Hiro (short for Hirohito).
for HIROwt does hirohito mean ???
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Hirohito kind of sounds japanese
Aw didi ***hugs**** [:'(]yr story is soo sad..why do these things all happen …why did she had to go THAT way ?!! god..thats the thing that REALLY gets to you..to know that all of this could have been prevented..but it just happened anyway and left you with a broken heart
but what can we do….this life treats us and our pets so unfair sometimes
im sure our dogs all go to heaven …for being mans best friend… they deserve no more than to be in heaven
***hugs****
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Yemenilicious:“Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.”
I love this…describes me!
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Ness: Yemenilicious:“Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.”
I love this…describes me!
I really like this quote too
Along with this one : “Eyes that do not cry, do not see”
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i really like the last one too
i'm just not good at letting my feelings out…and when they pile up, im all suffocated. sigh…
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bleh.
im alrightyim not killing myself anymore…im taking it easy
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Yemenilicious:
i really like the last one too
i'm just not good at letting my feelings out…and when they pile up, im all suffocated. sigh…
u sure u not a guy yummnenilicious???
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serioComic:
i'll be sitting at this cafe overlooking the lake underneath the bridge beside the cherry tree across the field next to the farm house on top of the hill shadowed by the alps.
By the time you've finished saying that sentence, how will have the energy to go to the said meeting place?
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lol serio can imagine such places! *shock, horror*
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Yemenilicious:
i really like the last one too
i'm just not good at letting my feelings out…and when they pile up, im all suffocated. sigh…
… I know that feeling hun. It sucks 😐 you need to let it out though, in which ever form you find best. I used to cry, but now I box. I find it much better in letting frustration out. I go crazy at the gym lol. I also write poetry when I need to let something out. Hmm.. boxing/poetry lmao how far apart are they? crajee. Letting it out always makes you feel better. I'm always here should you need anything jaan. I love you
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serioComic:yeah, again. i see a confused person underneath that pretty eyes.
oye hoye! I'm loving this!
I knew I didn't introduce ninja to this forum for nothing! serioComic:lost, confused…it sends the same SOS signal to me.
i'll be sitting at this cafe overlooking the lake underneath the bridge beside the cherry tree across the field next to the farm house on top of the hill shadowed by the alps. see u later.
And the moment a guy is concerned by a girl's sad eyes…he's in trouble
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serioComic:
lost, confused…it sends the same SOS signal to me.
i'll be sitting at this cafe overlooking the lake underneath the bridge beside the cherry tree across the field next to the farm house on top of the hill shadowed by the alps. see u later.
hmmmm now WHERE have I seen those lines before…?????????
yums me suggest u stay away from the clutches of Cosmic…Baaad news More haraaaaam than u will ever know
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i am away, vot are ju talkin?
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serio's words… the PRETTY eyes… the confused person……………………………. the CONCERN…………. the INVITE to meet him in a place far far away [lol]
all this….. trying to put t his all together…cud it be telling a story
Oh my darling yummin…….. tell me whats wrong na? Dont kill yourself over anything… sometimes its hard just to be your age..just coming to know about new things in life… just knowing that things existed that you thought were never there…; Dont let anyone pressure you… try to find some … comfort within YOUROWN SELF .. i n your own space
Oh so you write poetry !! Wowwwwwww me wanna seeeeeeeeeeee som.. and you tooooooooooo TABZZZ me wanna see yr poetry !!..
ooo gawd..never thought of boxing yr feelings out..but whew…its mad effectivEE!!!
*super hugs to you gals*
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Talking of Tagore..
Where The Mind is Without Fear
Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high;
Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow domestic walls;
Where words come out from the depth of truth;
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection;
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way
into the dreary desert sand of dead habit;
Where the mind is led forward by thee into ever-widening thought and action–
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake. -
boo:
Talking of Tagore..
Where The Mind is Without Fear
Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high;
Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow domestic walls;
Where words come out from the depth of truth;
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection;
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way
into the dreary desert sand of dead habit;
Where the mind is led forward by thee into ever-widening thought and action–
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake.wow, its beautiful…hmm I feel love after reading this..for my people ..weird
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SenorJalapeno:
The morning sea of silence broke into ripples of bird songs;
and the flowers were all merry by the roadside;
and the wealth of gold was scattered through the rift of the clouds –
while we busily went on our way and paid no heed.hmmmmm
The repose of the sun-embroidered green gloom
slowly spread over my heart. wwwwwoooooowwwwwwwwww lol…errrrrhmmmm like sunkissed dew on mah lipsI forgot for what I had traveled,
and I surrendered my mind without struggle
to the maze of shadows and songs.**more smiles**
At last, when I woke from my slumber and opened my eyes,
I saw thee standing by me, flooding my sleep with thy smile. like this one or dat one???How I had feared that the path was long and wearisome,
and the struggle to reach thee was hard!yup it feels sooo wearisome…and excuse meeee just tol ..dis is sooo hmmmmm significant to me at this moment
sooo Senor jeee its not fair jeee that u will only pm boo with yr poertreee skills jeeee and leave the rest of us
common folk wonderin if theres any talent in u jeeee
soooo i suggest u post em here jeee …u agree jeee or do u want Scarry to use forceful tactics jeee
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*chokes tayba with a big fat Amreekan/desi/arab aunty style hug*
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lol *hugz ninja back*
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eww dont hug me.
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LOL I do i do…
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Aunty hug? no thanks, we're good. help? maybe…but no
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Yemenilicious:
SERIOus help- very strong maybe.
u called??
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and yet a 4th time
the day just gets better..oh joy
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Unique_princess:
I don't know how to describe how I feel right now. It's not sadness, yet its not jump for joy happiness. It's somewhere in between. So I think this will have to suffice:
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Phew! that felt better. I think I may be a headcase sometimes lmao.
LMAO… pardon me for saying this… but I read that as: SANta FKAC (f****ers) BAD.
NOW who's the headcase Tayba?
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Marine:
Boo seriously in what planet does your siggy work.
But i have to say its the cutest thing ever.
**smiles*** its is a cute siggy huh, reminds me of this :~~~how does a man run his fingers thorugh her hair??stiff with lacquersurprising to the touch,or gaze into eyesdripping black streaksdown her cheeks,or put his lips to petals of paint.Well, he does all this,but when her ……. come away in his handsits too much~~~ -
Marine:
Boo seriously in what planet does your siggy work.
But i have to say its the cutest thing ever.
Huh? What do you mean, in what planet does my siggy work? Jeez I'm apparently known as mystery woman not alien woman! (That's Yemeni in Mars, what say?
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Ahhh… I get you now, Marine… hehe! I have a secret daydream that, one day, someone (anyone… don't know who!) I love will do that for me… should I start dropping hints to all my guy friends now, do you think?
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boo:
I am feeling extremely annoyed. There is a firework inside me just roaring to explode in the form of dance, as Khaike Paan Banarswala from the new Don is pulsing through my various blood vessels… and all I can do right now is sit still and tap my foot.
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
LOVE FOR DANCE IS A CURSE I TELL YOU… A CURSE A CURSE A CURSE… SIGH!
chilllllllllll, sweets
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Wahaha! Another K3G thing… sigh! Where is Khushi when you need her?
Yemeni… tell me, have you seen a Bollywood movie yet?
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SenorJalapeno:
Love for dance is a curse? I have a bigger problem. I'm afraid if I dare dance, I will be cursed. So, rather love dance and curse oneself for being unable to dance, rather than love dance, be unable to dance and be cursed for dancing.
Ps: Please try not to tap too fast and too often. People might think you are a tailor.
*Anjali in K3G-like giggle… praying Khushi won't kill me…*
Wah… tussi bade mazaki ho, bade mazaki ho…
… aur cute bhi ho!
(See? See what happens to me when I start listening to upbeat songs?! Sigh!)
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SenorJalapeno:
Love for dance is a curse? I have a bigger problem. I'm afraid if I dare dance, I will be cursed. So, rather love dance and curse oneself for being unable to dance, rather than love dance, be unable to dance and be cursed for dancing.
Ps: Please try not to tap too fast and too often. People might think you are a tailor.
Huh?
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Scar face:
Siggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
I love love love k3g
Must remember to watch it again
Me is feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling
Michael Bubbles
Listening to QUANDO, QUANDO, QUANDO
Which reminds me of the other day when I was stretching and wanted something to keep my company. So, I popped the k3g dvd in my computer, shared some of the funny moments and stretched away. I just watched the beginning part. I remember when I first watched this movie, loved it soo much.
Who is Michael Bubbles? .. Bubbles? How .. sudsable.
I have to leave to go clean up the rooms now – And for some reason, BWL never allows me to log out; I have to ask Mukesh about that.
Love you di
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kavita_0026: SenorJalapeno:
Love for dance is a curse? I have a bigger problem. I'm afraid if I dare dance, I will be cursed. So, rather love dance and curse oneself for being unable to dance, rather than love dance, be unable to dance and be cursed for dancing.
Ps: Please try not to tap too fast and too often. People might think you are a tailor.
Huh?
i was thinking
hmmmm every skill …can be taught sooo ur prepared for dancing lessons Pepper ??
or u wanna sit in dat corner an sulk away ????
kavs, booo, u guys wanna help, am sure I cud use the assistance
wished Kushi was here, she cud be the tutor hahahahaaa, I meant dance teacher
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Ness:
Careful, you may break the sound barrier! kidding
You may share if you wish or just jump in (it's like jumping rope). Feel better.
yup MUST be my eyes playing tricks
u didnt just saaaayy…ROFLMAO
aaannnd u call Mara and I perverted ???? lmao
I bet u my last cent Senor is blushing from head to toe hahahahahaha
the cheek Ness lmao
sheeeeshhh cant lmao…ooopz
**deep breathes** okaaaayyyyyy
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I feel content, Alhamdulillah
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ok here's what i did..
i boiled some water…and i put it in a bowl and then i put a towl over my head and breathed the steam…my chest feels a lot better Alhamdulillah
im sorry, I hope you feel better soon, take care of yourself..
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its my duty scarry
well, you're in my duas…feel better ji
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Aww alie ..sorry to hear nothing is helping
The flu is still roosting in yr throat and…. nesting in yr lungs sigh.. i nkow with the cold there…. noses must be clogged up..chests.feel heavy…breathing hard…some nosebleed… throat feels like flue roosting in it !Listen here : TAKE REST.. dont say that you wasted yr week end in bed – YOU NEED IT , YOU ARE NOT WELL
DRINK JUICES TO INCREASE YR VITAMIN C INTAKE = orange juice is best
Deary you didnt poison yr self with milk and ginger… its GOOD FOR YR THROAT = my mom use to give tht to me and my siblings when we were younger..it helps clear yr throatTold you…gargle with warm water + squeeze of lemon = helps your throat out REALLY WELL
Use vicks..on yr chest its good… haven't heard of breathing steam/with vicks.but that sounds good…if it doesnt work..just rub the vicks on yr chest/neck
If you have any good flu medicine to help take away any headache or stuffy nose and all that..that should be good tooRemember lots of WATER, LOTS OF REST you hear? Love you now take care of yourself and take this time to dissolve yrself into yr resting state
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you're too sweet kavita…just too sweet.
thank you
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*absolutely confused*
What did I say????
I apologize from the bottom of my heart Senor ji if I said anything untoward!
And I never called you perverted…but Mari….YES!!!
EXCUSE ME WHEN I HAVE ANYTHING thats not perverted lol
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never mind
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Heyaz………. aw diii..cover up and snuggle in bed…and sleeeeeep
who's bothering you now with this thought…… who do we have to jump kick
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im feeling a lot better…
and I miss tayba…niggeritaaaa where are you???
i got your mssg
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Sounds as if it was a joke 'gone wrong', if you will. As yemizzle would say, “Chillllllllll!”
My feelings?
It is the first beautiful day since a 4 day 90+ degree heatwave followed by 3 extreme downpours with flash floods!
The sky is clear & blue. The trees are swaying in the breeze. Close your eyes and feel it on your face!
Feels good, na?
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Quote:Why do people bring others down?
I'm just too weary…..
i'll tell you why…it's because they're gay and have nothing better to do. And sometimes, it's their way of feeling better. people waste too much time bringing people down rather than improving their screwed up selves…
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..feel better
just chill yaar Yeah…I'm psycho…oops, I mean psychic! lmbo
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LMBO!!! psycho it is
woah…that was freaky tho…
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How did I know you'd chose that word!!! lmho!!
Not really freaky, it's what you always say!
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LOL!!
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yeah u can say so…
no kidding
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no, no coffee.
natural state
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Yummin..no coffee? In natural state? *gasps*
Senor J … wow, rainy day does seem to satisfy your sense
One q – are you an english teacher/ english major/ english professor / something else ?
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you should share some of your writings with us Senor ji
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Why do people bring others down?
I'm just too weary…..
aaawwwwww luwcuz u allow them tooo…sooo dont..simple as datmwahz..will chat soon to yenjoy the wedding nah…hugz~~aliea~~ -
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I'm pissed off
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I'm pissed off
lemme @ em Yumz…will kick a$$ scarry style hahahahafeel better yaar
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ok you'll have a lot of beating up to do scarry
i'll have fun watching!
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Thumma Thumma Ameen!!
Allah Ta'ala is indeed the best of Planners, and everything really does happen for a reason. I love how you're strong jaan
Masha'Allah. You know, im always here, ok?*huggles*
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*hugs Ninja baq* May Allah reward you well, I know you're always here.
I'm okay, really.
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I'm glad
May Allah reward you all good as well yaaro. My feelings: I AM SO FREAKING HYPER, EXCITED AND PISSED ALL AT THE SAME TIME…
GRRR I DON'T LIKE THIS ALSKJAS:ASladjsadsajdsdsajalk;djs;ldsjdas;ldsdsdas;ldjsa
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ok you'll have a lot of beating up to do scarry
i'll have fun watching!
Errrrr Okies Yumz, but do give me sum details on the recipients nah…me isnt built for fist fights hahahaha
but am told I have a killer luk…lmao…reminds me of em days when I used to accompany my lil sis to her modelling
classes and fashion shows…
tickets are priceless – so u wanna watch u have to sell a limb or arm, or watever u cherish the most…will make a deal with u guys..*winks*
Kavz, ask Yumz, sum1s buggin her sooo me jus volunteered to beat em up for her…no one messes with mah lil sista's r8..
n wat movie did u guys watch???
this breathing u guys are talking about??? so wat is it, like yoga lessons or sums???lol tell me more…wats going on here….
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ok scarry, im over it, let's not hurt anyone….
I feeeeeeeeeeel grrrrrrrrreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!
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Lol…thank god for dat…am in mah best dress today hahahaa
dont wanna mess up
oh and glad to hear ur feeling grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr8888888888888
about time
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and how are you feeling madam?
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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yessssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh
am missin Shakzee, amzee, boo and Kushi…hope they log in today
and am hoping I get all my dedications or final words b4 the day ends…
but it feels r8 hun…luw ths place but luw my mind more 🙂
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sighhh, okay yaar…okie, as you wish
will keep in touch insha'Allah.
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I hate it! I hate it soooooooooooooooo much when people act like they have nothing better to do besides letting others down! it pisses me off SO FREAKING MUCH! It's like get a damn life! Some people act like they're the best people in the whole wide world and have the right to go and say things to others and make them feel like they're worth nothing but crap. I was talking to Rani on the phone, and I was hella pissed. I've never been this angry in such a long time actually. I get frustrated easily, but i've learned how to control my anger. However, today…this person just got to me. And thankfully, I controlled myself while they were talking to me, I know it wouldn't have been right if i said something, cos it would have been rude and nasty. I know no one's perfect, this person's not perfect, neither am I, but when 'they' sit there talking crap about people who concern me, it makes me go errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! It's the truth, yes, the truth hurts, but we need to learn some damn manners, right? Calling someone up just to be nasty and say stuff that you know will bother them is not cool, not cool at all! Especially since it was so random, I haven't spoken to this person in quite a while. i didn't really care at first, but it was obvious they were rubbing it in…BLAH. people seriously need to grow up! I think before you go and find the faults in other people/races, you should look in the mirror, because you make mistakes too! And Simply, treat others like you wanna be treated.
haha, that was long. lol. phew its outta me.
Awwwww hun *big hug* see, some people are just EEEJIOTS. I don't get how people think it is okay to belittle other people just because they are different from others. What gives them that right?! And if they do have a problem with it, like you said, they need to have manners and not be so rude. I am glad you controlled yourself whilst speaking to them hun, May Allah reward you for that. I think that person needs to learn that no one is better than anyone else. We were all made from the same clay and we will all end up in the same way. No one is superior or inferior to anyone else. Don't worry jaan, I think these type of people are just here so that our patience can be tested. ILY
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Finally I am back in the forum. I am so freaking mad now.
Alisha… that girl calls him her BEST FRIEND. What on earth – who is she to possess him as such AND post pictures calling him her best friend.
And you know what, if he talks to me alisha, he calls me that girl's name so many times. Im so mad now I sent him a stupid message and you know what I am not going to call him back ever again and he said he wont call me back ever again either. Well fine! He said I only tell him about this whole story because I want to FIGHT with him. And I DONT. Why would I want to fight.
You know alisha, i swore to myself that i would NEVER make him hurt me again and i will never destroy my body and bleed and cry just because he has dealings with other people but i dont know what happened to meKavz, I know you have written this to Alie but may I offer some advice?
I know I don't know what is going on in this situation, but sweetheart please remember, never shed tears for someone who doesn't appreciate your worth. You're a gem. Don't harm or hurt yourself because of what he is doing to you. Think about how much you trust him, never mind the girl. If your instincts tell you that he is trustworthy then you have nothing to worry about. However, if he is constantly planting suspicion in you and you feel that he is not trustworthy, then don't let him cause you further hurt. And don't ever change the way you are to fit how someone wants you to be. You are a lovely, sweet and funny girl and you deserve the best. Always remember that. There is a saying that goes 'No guy is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry'. However, I don't agree with that. Everyone will make you cry at some point in your life, it is upto you however to decide who is worth your tears and who is not…
Feel better soon hunny *hug*p.s – was jus speakin to Alie and she said she's v.worried abt you n is still thinking of you and passes you her hugs!
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aww foberina. I think this person needs to sit down and realise how they sound. Maybe someone should tell them what they are doing. Many times people say things without realising how they sound. Sometimes things they think should actually be kept as thoughts. The idiots just don't realise that. Some people just can't point out the good in others, because they don't have enough good in themselves to recognise what is good. I hope that made sense! Like you said, Allah knows best. Feel better soon Jaan. You want more pencils to throw? Pens? Homie I'd buy you a whole stationary shop if it'd make you feel better!
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You are the sweetest Loserina everrrrrrrrrrr!
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lol. ILY miss Nazir Zaik =D
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Ninja, here's your pencil that you threw on the floor earlier. I sharpened it for you. Now, please write me a poem
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how dare you?! and why would i write you a poem…when you're SO rude…or even otherwise
oooohhhmmyyyvordddd *fobby accent*
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OK TO BRIGHTEN UP THE TREAT A LITTLE here is goes
well 1st and forth most. NESSA what is with you the menly movies hehehehehehehe try watching some dance movies or love story hehehehehehehehe
Why is everyone is so much tense people who brought you to this work your parents so they have the only to irritate you so please don't waist your energy on anyone else.
The one thing i learned these couple of day is that life is to short and to precious to waits it caring about dumb thing like men or women that irritate us.
SO LADIES AND GENTLEMEN HAVE FUN LEAVE LIFE AND HAVE FUN HAVE FUN HAVE FUN
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yes Marine, but sometimes, the person is blinded…as tayba said.
Tayba- I think you shud just keep reminding her, because i understand she just doesn't see where it's all going. Sometimes, no matter what you do, it won't go through to them…*hugs* I'll keep your friend in my duas Insha'Allah. I hope she realises before she gets too hurt
AMEEN!
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Also Princess, don't regret the outcome, no matter what that outcome may be. Remember that you did what you should have as a friend.
I had a friend who continued to ask for something that did not belong to them. When it was finally given to them, not only did it harm them, but I was 'implicated' for giving what they begged for! Needless to say it got 'ugly' for a while!
You are a sensitive soul and I'm sure you are feeling this situation deeply. Continue being a good friend and you will have nothing to regret or be ashamed of in the end of the matter.
Just my two cents!
Dammit I miss Boo ma!
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Finally I am back in the forum. I am so freaking mad now.
Alisha… that girl calls him her BEST FRIEND. What on earth – who is she to possess him as such AND post pictures calling him her best friend.
And you know what, if he talks to me alisha, he calls me that girl's name so many times. Im so mad now I sent him a stupid message and you know what I am not going to call him back ever again and he said he wont call me back ever again either. Well fine! He said I only tell him about this whole story because I want to FIGHT with him. And I DONT. Why would I want to fight.
You know alisha, i swore to myself that i would NEVER make him hurt me again and i will never destroy my body and bleed and cry just because he has dealings with other people but i dont know what happened to meKavz, I know you have written this to Alie but may I offer some advice?
I know I don't know what is going on in this situation, but sweetheart please remember, never shed tears for someone who doesn't appreciate your worth. You're a gem. Don't harm or hurt yourself because of what he is doing to you. Think about how much you trust him, never mind the girl. If your instincts tell you that he is trustworthy then you have nothing to worry about. However, if he is constantly planting suspicion in you and you feel that he is not trustworthy, then don't let him cause you further hurt. And don't ever change the way you are to fit how someone wants you to be. You are a lovely, sweet and funny girl and you deserve the best. Always remember that. There is a saying that goes 'No guy is worth your tears, and the one that is won't make you cry'. However, I don't agree with that. Everyone will make you cry at some point in your life, it is upto you however to decide who is worth your tears and who is not…
Feel better soon hunny *hug*p.s – was jus speakin to Alie and she said she's v.worried abt you n is still thinking of you and passes you her hugs!
Oh Tabzy thanks..its alright to reply..I was just…shouting through my fingers as I typed. Thanks for your advice on all that and you are right… I shouldnt let anyone hurt me because I am me I am myself and I should not hurt anywhere of me because I feel horrible about him and his associations. Another thing… you are so right I dont have to change myself to be like what other
expect me or want me to be. Thank you tabzee. Love you ~~~~ Hugs~~~~~~~~ p.s – you talked to ali on the phone hm? Aww man… i feel her hugs right now. I miss her around here but what is done is done and at least she is still through email and facebook. -
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well 1st and forth most. NESSA what is with you the menly movies hehehehehehehe try watching some dance movies or love story hehehehehehehehe
Sorry, but this summer is all about action! No sappy luuurve stories or corny dance films for me thanks!
aw is it cause there is no one to hold…..don't worry i'm there i will hugg you when you cry…well i willhave to fill some big shoes but i'll try
And call me i'm so busy i forget i miss you call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me call me
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Tabz if its real then i will tell you one thing. If you guys are really truly good friend then you will be able to tell each other what you are thinking. Me and my best friend we tell each other everything. If one doesn't want to do something then we tell each other and there can't be any hard feelings. You know what i mean.
I mean there has been lot of time times that she asked me to do or i asked her to do we didn't want to do it and we didn't want to say no. So we ended up swearing that this will never happened.
Cause best friends should be able to be honest with each other. You should be able to Tell her no without wondering if you hurt her feelings or will she still keep talking to you after you said no.
Thats why we can choose our best friends cause then we know if we need to say no there won't be any hard feeling if we say yes we will honor our yes.
I hope you understand what I'm getting at.
But if your thinking of doing it but you really don't want do it but tell her that you are only doing out of the sake for your friendship. And you do need to pt your feelings out on the table so its not a one way friendship i had that with a 10 year friend and i never said no but she took advantage of it so now i barely talk to her.
Hey Marine! Yes I completely understand what you're getting at. It does make sense and I know that we should be able to tell each other everything, and we do. Its just that she can't see what I can see because as Ninja says, right now, she's blinded by it. And now matter how much you describe to someone who cannot see, that picture in your eyes and mind can never reach theirs… if that makes any sense
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yes Marine, but sometimes, the person is blinded…as tayba said.
Tayba- I think you shud just keep reminding her, because i understand she just doesn't see where it's all going. Sometimes, no matter what you do, it won't go through to them…*hugs* I'll keep your friend in my duas Insha'Allah. I hope she realises before she gets too hurt
AMEEN!
Thanks hun *hug* I am just going to keep reminding her Insha'Allah. I guess this is something she will just have to go through…. and if Allah wills then I will be there for her through every part of it. I just hope she realises. Thanks for keeping her in your duas sis ily xxx
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Also Princess, don't regret the outcome, no matter what that outcome may be. Remember that you did what you should have as a friend.
I had a friend who continued to ask for something that did not belong to them. When it was finally given to them, not only did it harm them, but I was 'implicated' for giving what they begged for! Needless to say it got 'ugly' for a while!
You are a sensitive soul and I'm sure you are feeling this situation deeply. Continue being a good friend and you will have nothing to regret or be ashamed of in the end of the matter.
Just my two cents!
Dammit I miss Boo ma!
I will try not to regret the outcome! You can only warn someone so much right? At the end of the day its their life and the decisions they make are entirely up to them na?
Sorry to hear about your friend! That does suck
I hope they realised!!Thanks Nessa… yes I know that I am trying to as much as I can, but in the end whatever happens, I'll know I did what I could and this was just something that had to happen.
I miss Boo too! lol.
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Oh Tabzy thanks..its alright to reply..I was just…shouting through my fingers as I typed. Thanks for your advice on all that and you are right… I shouldnt let anyone hurt me because I am me I am myself and I should not hurt anywhere of me because I feel horrible about him and his associations. Another thing… you are so right I dont have to change myself to be like what other
expect me or want me to be. Thank you tabzee. Love you ~~~~ Hugs~~~~~~~~ p.s – you talked to ali on the phone hm? Aww man… i feel her hugs right now. I miss her around here but what is done is done and at least she is still through email and facebook.I am glad you realised Kavita. Never be someone you're not, if he can't accept who you are, then he doesn't deserve you. *Hugs back* luv ya 2. Yeah Alie rang the other day, she's been very worried for you hun! I hope you feel better soon xxx
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You guys actually talk about me?
Oh my, if you talk to alisha again tell her I am alright. I've already sent her emails and Im fine.
Love you Tabz ~hugs~
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My feelings now:
I feel stressed, but content at the same time. Stressed that I have to deal with so much at once, but content because I know other people go through wayyyyyyyyyyyy more than the small crap that's annoying me.
soo…
Alhamdulillah
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Right back at yeh
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awwwwwwwwwww! senor ji
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I walked “out” of a 'friendship' about a couple of days ago (perhaps this explains my choice of signature?).. after a little bit of crying, distraction, dancing and finally laughing… I felt as though I was born again. Everything around me, which I never seemed to notice, was magnified a hundred times over and smiling at me. I felt so refreshed, so new… exploring the whole world around me with a different lens, a lens that didn't have a huge shade of the said person whose 'friendship' I have walked out of. It was like a gust of wind had taken out all the old cobwebs, and restored my spirit back to the way it was.
Regrets are a funny thing. I do regret not having done the things I wanted to do, in this 'friendship' of mine. I do feel sad about walking “out” of it. I do miss the company, the times. But at the same time… there is nothing else at this point in my life, which could have had me feeling this refreshed again. Because this friendship was everywhere around me – in my thoughts, in my heart, in my mind… even in the people I see around me – I think “losing” it has helped to see everything in a new light again.
I feel free. I feel my true self again.
Maybe one day, I can look back on this 'friendship', and smile.. and think about the good times and sigh nostalgically.. but right now, I just feel so free. It is taking getting used to, in all honesty. Such a big chunk in my life is missing, I find myself with all this free time.. more space in my mind for other thoughts…
It is all good. A little bittersweet, a little sad… but good.
It is times like these I just stare, amazed, at how strong human beings can be. We don't realise it often enough, but we are strong. Even in the weakest of moments, if we are able to hang in there, hang on to a tiny ray of hope we see so far away from us… that is strength.
Sigh… I am rambling pointlessly.
I love you guys. Here is a poem which reflects my mood:
Love After Love
The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,
and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you
all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
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When referring to the topic of Weight and exercising: I was accused of 'wanting to be myself' when I hinted that I didnt show much interest to lose alot of weight. In reality however, I did have loads of interest in losing weight because I know I have to but I was trying to COVER IT UP. And I understand I should change but Im not exactly sure what it is for someone to say “I'd tell you what to do (and follow up on you on weight loss tips/plans) but you dont listen, (with strong, matter of fact tone) because you want to be yourself, you dont want to listen to no one”
it's not a shame to want to be yourself. In fact, confidence is required. I think that no matter what, the way people look at you depends on how you look at yourself. And change yourself because YOU want to see a change, not because someone else wants you to. It's funny, because when you try to please others, no matter what you do, they're never pleased. You're beautiful ji, really, you are
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Bismillah…
Allah (SWT) truly does guide… I have changed so much in the last few years… All because my mom sent me to the Masjid. Alhamdulillah for my mom. Madressa has changed my perspective on life… I used to do things according to Islam without even knowing the reasons for what I was doing… When my mom sent me to Madressa… everything changed. I actually understood the reasons for wearing hijaab… I understood Islam. And indeed, it is a blessing.
I began to wear the hijaab properly, I began to dress more modestly, I began to see Islam in everything that I did, I began to think about what I was doing, rather than following beliefs blindly, I began to cherish special moments and special people with all my heart, I began to praise Allah for what He gave me, rather than grieve over what He did not give me, I began to love people for the pleasure of Allah, and I gave up certain things for the sake of Allah.
Madressa brought me closer to Allah… And Allah showed me the path to Islam. I intended to become a better Muslim…but later on in my life, when I grow old and have nothing better to do with my life. But now, it's all about now. I want to change now, I want to become a better Muslim now, I want to get ready for my hereafter now. Only Allah knows if tomorrow is in my destiny. I don't know, so I'll do what I can today. I want to strive in the path of Allah today.
My intentions start and end with Islam. These past few days have brought me even closer to Allah (SWT)… Yesterday, I woke up feeling so happy, you wouldn't be able to imagine the depth of my joy… And I realized it was because I had come closer to Allah. Allah (SWT) says in a hadith, “O My servant! If you take one step toward Me, I take ten toward you.”
I know I was born into a Muslim family…but I feel as if I found Islam today.
I haven't felt this happy in ages…and it feels good. I didn't know who to share this amazing feeling with, so I decided to share it with everybody.
May Allah (SWT) keep my steps firm on the straight path, Ameen.
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Bismillah…
Allah (SWT) says in a hadith, “O My servant! If you take one step toward Me, I take ten toward you.”
I haven't felt this happy in ages…and it feels good. I didn't know who to share this amazing feeling with, so I decided to share it with everybody.
May Allah (SWT) keep my steps firm on the straight path, Ameen.
Awww! Alhamdulillah, I'm so proud. Masha'Allah, I see that change in you hun, I really do. That's exactly how i felt after i started attending Madrassa. It's a beautiful feeling, And Inshallah, May Allah guide us to strive to do better for His sake and His sake only. Allahumma Ameen.
was that the Hadeeth you were looking for? I love it so much! because it brings me closer to Allah Subhanahu wata'ala every time I feel like I'm slipping
Ameen to your dua hun, Thumma Ameen!
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Quote:May Allah guide us to strive to do better for His sake and His sake only. Allahumma Ameen.
Thumma Ameen to all your duas.
No, that wasn't the Hadeeth I was looking for, I just wanted to read hadeeth books randomly. lol. I had heard this hadeeth some time back, and I fell in love with it. It's beautiful.
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Anything – please tell us. Where you're from …what do you do in life as of this moment?
You should definitely find the Introduce Yourself thread and just introduce yrself there.
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Um thats true but I already know that bit of information
Its okay dont worry about saying more about yrself (unless you want to)
Its good to see a new member here!
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hmm I thought this place looked all gloomy and down and dull
soo decided to brighten it with my presence…:)
Add this to my clue list. I missed you so much here didi.
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awwww, ninja, me too!
lol. I just finished praying as well.
I thought I'd check to see if you emailed me since I'm not supposed to go on later. Saw that you didn't, so I came on here…now if only Tayba was here… lol It's 5:30 in the morning. lol. I feel so sleepy…
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I feel relieved that I am home now. My mom woke me up early so that my dad can teach me how to drive since there is not much trafic outside! Its scary without traffic anyhow.
Ninja, what is salaah? Prayer?
yes, kavita
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Yes. But it's not just to sit and supplicate. Salaah means to worship Allah (SWT) in a specific and prescribed manner which includes specific verbal and physical actions.
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yo my dad wouldnt let me go on the computer earlier…cos i had to do stuff for him.
i didn't really sleep, i read the whole time =D. go back to sleep hun =)
idiot, you don't suffer for ur dad.
You get so much reward. If you make your dad happy, Allah is happy. sheesh. I'm getting all preachy after Salaah. lol
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idiot, you don't suffer for ur dad.
You get so much reward. If you make your dad happy, Allah is happy.
Aww Rani!!! BEAUTIFUL.
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idiot, you don't suffer for ur dad.
You get so much reward. If you make your dad happy, Allah is happy.
sheesh. I'm getting all preachy after Salaah. lol
Yo Rani, when did i say i was suffering? HUH? didn't say anything of that sort, I love helping out
ahem ahem *cough* yeah!
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Wow! How nice. If I may ask, how long does average salaah take?
It depends on the individual and which Salaah you are making an intention for. Muslims pray 5 times a day. The morning prayer, in my opinion, is the shortest. But in general, Salaah might take about 10 mins or less.
But like I said, it depends on the individual. Like my mom, she will spend hours praying! Mashallah.
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idiot, you don't suffer for ur dad.
You get so much reward. If you make your dad happy, Allah is happy.
Aww Rani!!! BEAUTIFUL.
lol. Thanks? What I said is actually from a hadeeth. If you please your father, Allah is pleased with you. If you don't please your father, then Allah isn't pleased with you. So I got it from that. lol
There is another hadeeth about mothers…The Last Prophet of Islam, Muhammad (SAW) said: Jannah(heaven) is under the feet of our mothers.
And another one in which Muhammad (SAW) says that a child should serve/please the mother three times before he/she serves/pleases the mother.
(I put it into my words, so it doesn't sound as great as the original text. lol)
Ninja, yeah yeah, sure.
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Rani, WOW PULLED THE WEEDS FOR 5 WHOLE MINS!
why are you yeah yeah suring me? i lived with this, i learned to love it. lmao
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I hope you dont mind me asking these questions. Someday (soon) i'll really like to visit a mosque to see how it is. Are the 5 times (of the day) specific? Or can you chose any 5 times (Im guessing within a certain range)?
Of course I don't mind you asking, I'm getting reward for answering your questions.
So ask away. Yes, the 5 daily prayers are at a certain time.
But you can always pray extra anytime of the day except during Sunrise, Sunset, and Mid-Day.
But if you wanna see the Muslims pray with the imaam(person who leads the prayers in a congregation), then you must make it on time for the 5 daily prayers.
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Ninja – shush! I pulled HEKKA weeds in those 5 mins, thank you very much.
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But, you meant that a child should please the mother 3 times before pleasing the father[?]
Let me try to think of the exact wording of the hadeeth… okay, this is not exact, but I hope it's close:
A man came to the Prophet (SAW) and asked him, “Oh Nabi! Who is the most worthy of my care/affection(I'm sorry I don't remember the exact word)?” The prophet (SAW) replied, “your mother.” The man asked, “then who?” The prophet (SAW) again replied, “your mother” The man asked again, “then who?” The prophet (SAW) replied once again, “your mother.” The man asked yet again, and the prophet (SAW) answered, “your father.”
Does it make sense, Kavita?
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Rani- that's right =)
Kavita, that hadith is just emphasizing that the mother comes before the father for many many reasons…am sure you know them
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Kavita – Yeah, what she said! lol.
But let me add, Allah is the Most Merciful. So if you (not referring to you, I'm saying just in general) commit a sin, and you genuinely regret it, turn to Allah and ask for forgiveness, Inshallah, He will forgive.
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But let me add, Allah is the Most Merciful. So if you (not referring to you, I'm saying just in general) commit a sin, and you genuinely regret it, turn to Allah and ask for forgiveness, Inshallah, He will forgive.
(So long as you don't repeat your sins every time you ask for forgiveness). Alhamdulillah. “the best of sinners are those who (continue to) repent” -
Subhan'Allah
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According to Islam, you can get married after you attain the age of puberty.
If you like a guy, that's not sinful. What you do with him could be sinful…
no no, arranged marriage isn't a no-no. Forced marriage is a no-no. There is a difference.
You're welcome, Kavita!
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According to Islam, you can get married after you attain the age of puberty.
If you like a guy, that's not sinful. What you do with him could be sinful…
no no, arranged marriage isn't a no-no. Forced marriage is a no-no. There is a difference.
You're welcome, Kavita!
Hi Rani – Yes I meant Forced marriage is a no-no. Arranged marriages are okay if both the boy and girl are okay with it.
You can get married after the age of puberty:this is meaning you can get married over 12-13 yr of age right?
“If you like a guy, its not sinful” > What do you mean by 'like' here? Just looking at him and having a crush or really liking him even to the point where future engagement may be considered?
“What you do with him could be sinful” > What exactly is sinful that you can do with him? You[or Ninja] said that no touching/no dating before marriage. How then can you know if you like the guy? Im good with the no touching, but are you allowed to at least get to talk to him and to know hime better?
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Quote:You can get married after the age of puberty:this is meaning you can get married over 12-13 yr of age right?
Well, everyone is different. We don't all grow at the same pace. A friend of mineis 17, and still no sign of puberty. So it depends on the individual.
Quote:“If you like a guy, its not sinful” > What do you mean by 'like' here? Just looking at him and having a crush or really liking him even to the point where future engagement may be considered?
Yeah…it can be a crush, it can be an infatuation, it can be love…And when you want to get married to someone, you go to your parents and tell them. simple. It's just that cultures get in the way. In my culture, I could never go up to my parents and tell them I want to get married to a certain guy. Maybe I could tell my mom because she is so open-minded…but my dad…no way. lol. And in my culture, if someone tells his/her parents that he/she wants to get married, they think you can't wait to get in bed. Cultures are so annoying, I wish they didn't exist. lol
Quote:“What you do with him could be sinful” > What exactly is sinful that you can do with him? You[or Ninja] said that no touching/no dating before marriage. How then can you know if you like the guy? Im good with the no touching, but are you allowed to at least get to talk to him and to know hime better?
You don't need to touch a guy in order to see if you love him or not.
And about the talking…you aren't supposed to talk to him alone. You can talk to him if you have a chaperone with you. i'm sure that you know if a guy and girl get together and talk, at one point or another, they will discuss intimate things, and flirt. Flirting is a no-no.
For example, a friend of mine was talking to her finace on the phone and he said to her, “I can't wait to tear off your clothes.” That is definitely not allowed.
I hope I'm making sense? I'm horrible at explaining things.
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Quote:So, you're meaning to say that its okay if you go to your parents and say that you want to get married , they agree, then its fine?It's absolutely okay in Islam.
Quote:so you girls dont have boyfriends .. okay dont answer that i mean..not you girls! i mean..muslim girls – its wrong if they have them? alright flirting is a no no i hate those things too but…isnt it okay if its your fiance lollol. I don't have a boyfriend, Alhamdulillah.
It's just as wrong for a Muslim girl to have a boyfriend as it is for a Muslim boy to have a girlfriend. My culture allows a boy and girl to flirt if they are engaged. But there is no such thing as engagement in islam. It's not wrong to be engaged, but engagement leads to sinning. For example, most people sleep with their to-be-wife or to-be-husband simply because they are engaged. But what happens if one of them decides to break off the engagement? So no touching/flirting allowed till you are married.
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Its strange. I love my parents to death but I cant even tell them that.
That you love them? That's not bad. You're parents know you love them, whether you tell them or not. But if you would like to tell them, then I suggest you try. And try talking to them more often.
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aww hun -hug- why don't u tell them u do? Better out than in hun.
I mostly tell my mum more than my dad, but occasionally I'll let him know in my own way. Like the other day we were talking about the amount of reward you get in Islam, when you look at your parents with love. And my dad's like 'hey, look at me with love!' LMAO. I'm like, 'dad I always look at you with love, you just never notice cuz ur too busy doing something else at the time' he's like
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I dont know if they know thta I love them this much
I'm sure they do.
But if you really don't think so, then tell them. I always tell my mom I love her. I sneak up on her, hug her, give her a kiss, and say I LOVE YOU! lol. Or if we're sitting down, I sit next to her and put my arm around her. My dad gets jealous! LMAO! He's like, “stop hugging ur mom, ur not a lil girl anymore.” And I'm like, “You're just jealous” And he just laughs. lol. Or if I'm going to bed and my parents are sitting together, I'm like, “Good night! I love you!” My mom always says “I love you too” But my dad doesn't. lol. I remember when we were going to Pakistan and Afghanistan a few years back, we didn't go with my dad. It was me, my sis, my mom, my twin, and my lil bro. And my dad was soooooooo worried. He told me, “As soon as you get off the plane at every stop, CALL ME!” I'm like okay okay! lol. And It was sooooooooooooo hilarious! When we stopped in London, I went to the pay phone to call him, and before he hung up, he said, “Take care bachchu(it means child). I love you.” I was so shocked I didn't say anything in return. And I hung up and told my mom, “Mom, dad said I love you to me!” And she starts laughing like I'm crazy and says, “Of course he loves you. He told you all the time. He just stopped telling you recently.” And I'm like why? She just shrugs and says, “Everyone has their own way of showing their love.”
And Kavita, if you really can't tell them, then show them. Obey them, listen carefully when they talk to you, do special things for them when they don't expect it. They'll know.
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P.S. The funny thing about the pay phone in London was that it gave me back the coin I used to call my dad! I was like, “COOL!” lol.
That's cuz even our payphones are oh so kind over here
LOL.Your story was soo cute! aww!
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No one understands…
u k jaan??
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No one understands…
I'm sorry jaan
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u k jaan??
I'm okay, no worries scarry. it was just a feeling, still stalking me tho…thank you
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I'm sorry jaan
… Allah understands for sure though . I love you. I know He does, Alhamdulillah. I love you too, thank you so much for the greeting card. Certainly brought a smile to my face. xxx
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not wat i expected to read soo early in the morning..double sigh..
take care and be there for yr friends, its not going to be easy
..it only gets worseI WATCHED my friend and aunt die
so I can understand to an extent wrt what YOU may be feeling..
be strong
, u do have that strength within u and around u ( here, this forum and the rest of the people here ) and know that u , your friends and immediate families are in my prayer
take care and smile..just once
..for me:-) ~alie~
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Senor ji…I have never experienced what you are going through, so I can't even say that I understand. Just don't lose hope, stay strong, and keep smiling…if not for yourself, then for your friends.
I'm glad that you have this forum…it's a great place to let out your feelings. And I don't know about anyone else, but you haven't offended me. I don't mind the hobbit jokes.
Hayati –
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I understand what you're going through,my cousin died of cancer, and so did my grandmother …it's the worst thing that can happen to anyone. But I found it amazing how my grandfather cherished my grandmother's last days and made sure she was always happy and literally spent all the nights at her feet. He would sleep right outside her door, because she was basically unconscious the last 2 years. But he would talk to her and tell her how much he loved her…i would see her smile. It was so amazing how loyal he was.
Just hang on there Senor ji, I'm so sorry to hear I really am. Haylie said it all…Stay strong.
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Hyper? Sounds like you stand before the percolator and make coffee nervous. I am that way each morning. Do you know that the most expensive coffee sold around here is Yemeni Mocha? Reminds me of you each time I walk past that display.
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Senor, I hope you'e feeling better.
Ninja, I remember you telling me about your grandma and grandpa, it made me wanna cry…
Your Grandpa is super cool!
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Ninja, I remember you telling me about your grandma and grandpa, it made me wanna cry…
Your Grandpa is super cool!
yeah, Subhana'Allah. And when she got really ill…before she passed away, he would always say to us “If she dies, I'm gonna die after her, she'll take my soul with her” and we'd make fun of him and we'd say, “ahhh man, that's never happened except in movies” and subhana'Allah…she died the eid after Ramadhan and he died on Eidal-Adh-ha…2 months after her. That year was so horrible. we kept expecting to hear of more deaths. then after that my cousin died…then my dad's aunt…it was sucha sad year. *sigh* we're all gonna go…one day.
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Aww ninja
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Quote:Quote:Ninja, I remember you telling me about your grandma and grandpa, it made me wanna cry… Your Grandpa is super cool!
yeah, Subhana'Allah. And when she got really ill…before she passed away, he would always say to us “If she dies, I'm gonna die after her, she'll take my soul with her” and we'd make fun of him and we'd say, “ahhh man, that's never happened except in movies” and subhana'Allah…she died the eid after Ramadhan and he died on Eidal-Adh-ha…2 months after her. That year was so horrible. we kept expecting to hear of more deaths. then after that my cousin died…then my dad's aunt…it was sucha sad year. *sigh* we're all gonna go…one day.
Subhan'Allah…May Allah make us all as lucky as they were…to pas.s away on such great days…May Allah (SWT) grant them the highest stages in Jannah. Ameen.
and they say, “arranged marriages never work” *shakes head*
Quote:Rani ji, I am much better considering the circumstances. My friends however, are still hurting and terrified. So am I. But, I trust in God that He will prevail. Thank you for asking. May your kindness be a reason for a blessing unto you from God.God does everything for a reason. Just keep trusting.
I hope your friends recover soon, Insha'Allah. Scarrry – I'm so sorry, hunn.
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Scarrry – I'm so sorry, hunn.
erhmmmmm
to u sweety..But God does everything for a reason,
i knw
we all have to go someday.
knw dat too
It's hard to see a friend suffer such loss,
one of the worse feelings ever
I understand how helpless you must be feeling.
am not sure about that but thanks hun
But stay strong for her,
doing dat already
if you break apart, what will she do?
not much anyone can do I guess
Just be patient and stay strong.
am extremely impatient but trying to..tnx..strength..?????????????sigh
i need warm arms holding ME…double sigh…thank u ranz
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Quote:Quote:I understand how helpless you must be feeling.
am not sure about that but thanks hun
I do understand, hunn. I won't say I do if I don't understand.
I've been there, done that, and it feels horrible. In fact, I'm feeling like that right now. Quote:i need warm arms holding ME…double sigh…thank u ranzWanna borrow my Abhi? He's got amazingly warm and strong arms.
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Quote:Quote:Quote:I understand how helpless you must be feeling.
am not sure about that but thanks hun
I do understand, hunn. I won't say I do if I don't understand.
I've been there, done that, and it feels horrible. In fact, I'm feeling like that right now. aaaw ranz
am sure yr friend knows u love and want to be there for him/her:) sending u a warm hug love:)Quote:i need warm arms holding ME…double sigh…thank u ranzWanna borrow my Abhi? He's got amazingly warm and strong arms.
hmmm ….
Oh my Ranz, am speechless, u wanting to share Abhi’s arms with me…
But I want..erhmmm I just want one pair of arms around me belonging to …….will leave this blank……………….
And as much as I am appreciative of u sharing Abhi’s, it wouldn’t FEEL the sameL
Thank you sweety …
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Quote:aaaw ranz am sure yr friend knows u love and want to be there for him/her:) sending u a warm hug love:)
She knows.
I hope you're feeling better.
Quote:hmmm ….Oh my Ranz, am speechless, u wanting to share Abhi’s arms with me…
But I want..erhmmm I just want one pair of arms around me belonging to …….will leave this blank……………….
And as much as I am appreciative of u sharing Abhi’s, it wouldn’t FEEL the sameL
Thank you sweety …
lol. I was hoping you would say that, I don't like sharing my Abhi. But since you were feeling very upset, I thought I would sacrifice.
And Inshallah, one day, you'll have the arms you want around you.
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See? I'm very nice.
Quote:May it be so for you as well, Rani ji.Insha'Allah.
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See? I'm very nice.
Yes you are. Except when provoked. Lmao!
psht, even when provoked, she's not that mean.
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Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I smell something BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Hmmm it is…was sooo excited I had to type it up and spread sum smiles
*waiting for the news*
am busy writing u an email NOW..:) with mah news !!
p.s – take it light!
floating like a butterfly ..roflmao…reminds me of a song?? cant remember the name though hahaam just exhausted..lack of damn sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep..
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Quote:Quote:aaaw ranz am sure yr friend knows u love and want to be there for him/her:) sending u a warm hug love:)
She knows.
I hope you're feeling better.
having so much love and support around me…yup I feel blessed ..thank u ranz..sweetness *winks*
Quote:hmmm ….Oh my Ranz, am speechless, u wanting to share Abhi’s arms with me…
But I want..erhmmm I just want one pair of arms around me belonging to …….will leave this blank……………….
And as much as I am appreciative of u sharing Abhi’s, it wouldn’t FEEL the sameL
Thank you sweety …
lol. I was hoping you would say that, I don't like sharing my Abhi. But since you were feeling very upset, I thought I would sacrifice.
lol knew u brat:) haha its kewl I have a lil cute teddy to keep me company these days…
And Inshallah, one day, you'll have the arms you want around you.
insha allah the same 2 ye hun..
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See? I'm very nice.
Yes you are. Except when provoked. Lmao!
I have my moments.
Quote:Quote:See? I'm very nice.
Yes you are. Except when provoked. Lmao!
psht, even when provoked, she's not that mean.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! *gives ninja a biiiiiiiiiiig jadoo ki jhappi*
Quote:Quote:*waiting for the news*
am busy writing u an email NOW..:) with mah news !!
Hey! Not fair! I wanna know too! *pouts*
Quote:having so much love and support around me…yup I feel blessed ..thank u ranz..sweetness *winks* Alhamdulillah…Quote:lol knew u brat:) haha its kewl I have a lil cute teddy to keep me company these days…lol! awww!
Quote:Quote:And Inshallah, one day, you'll have the arms you want around you. insha allah the same 2 ye hun..
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oh that was so sweet of ya….
thanks dear…..
dont worry i m feeling much better now……….
in life u hv to console before u get into depression
thanks once again fr the bottom of my heart.
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in life u hv to console before u get into depression
DONT!!! ….go into depression..it is unworthy of yr presence…u need a hug?? am here,
u need to talk??, am here, u need anything
just holler…we r all here…well I am but am sure the rest of the guys will say the same…
life is too short and precious hun, seriously tooo precious to hover too much on things beyond human control..
TRUST that God guides u and will lead u outa this feeling of gloom..omw..wat da??
lol//sorry am not even
sure why I am lecturing u
my thoughts just has a mind of its own at times hahaha…Good to hear ur feeling better…
u wanna go get sum coffee, cake?? chill and take in life?????
thanks once again fr the bottom of my heart.
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AHHHHHH I'm missing so many people
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AHHHHHH I'm missing so many people
… *sigh*
yumz warmly…let them know they are missed
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Aww Tayaba! So much thought in those words you wrote up there…. All of those feelings will be able to come to life(with someone that is yours)..because you do have hope and faith in your heart.
Insha'Allah.Thanks sweetz. How are you? How's college? I start uni again soon – its my final year!!! WoooooooT!!!!!
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….. I feel love…hope… faith… joy… beauty… wonder…curiousity… happiness… sadness… elevation, bitter sweetness… freedom… compassion….
…. all locked up inside of me, waiting for the day I can share it with someone I whom I am able to call mine.
*sigh* Welcome to my world…
Ninja – there's no need to miss me, I'm right here!!!!
lol. kidding. lub u ji! Nessa –
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….. I feel love…hope… faith… joy… beauty… wonder…curiousity… happiness… sadness… elevation, bitter sweetness… freedom… compassion….
…. all locked up inside of me, waiting for the day I can share it with someone I whom I am able to call mine.
*sigh* Welcome to my world…
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*My feelings….I feel small. Not sad, but small.*
Ness: hmm hope this helps love **here’s me …crouching a lil so that Ness can climb
up onto my shoulders…..slowly picks myself up and stands tall** together we stand TALL!!
Hows dat hun?? U feel a lil better?? Just a little??
U aren’t small, Nothing about u is small,
Even your feelings ain’t small.
Ur a larger than life figurina.
.lol..Okay that shud do for now..
Love u J
Xxxxxxxxxxxx Unique_princess:….. I feel love…hope… faith… joy… beauty… wonder…curiousity… happiness… sadness… elevation, bitter sweetness… freedom… compassion…. …. all locked up inside of me, waiting for the day I can share it with someone I whom I am able to call mine.*sigh* Welcome to my world…
Boo/ Ranz & Taybz: Why wait?? Why not simply share all u have with everyone around u whom u love now,
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Quote:Ness, are you referring to a bad meaning of 'small' ? Like say..inferior? Probably not the case knowing you .. but if it is… cheer up hun.
Not inferior…insignificant. And thanks Kaveeeetah!
Quote:Ness: hmm hope this helps love **here’s me …crouching a lil so that Ness can climb
up onto my shoulders…..slowly picks myself up and stands tall** together we stand TALL!!
U aren’t small, Nothing about u is small,
Even your feelings ain’t small.
Ur a larger than life figurina.
.lol..Okay that shud do for now..
Love uU callin me fat???!!!!
Kidding. Thanks Zilla! I love u too! U know it! Princess & 99 – Thanks!
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Quote:Its Kava daba doo to cheer yeh up lol… cheer up….
Thanks Kav!
I appreciate your kind words!
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Quote:and well.. you're strong..we all know it ..stand strong..stand tall! ..Kava daba, even 'the strong' have moments of pure weakness! It will pass…
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Thanks Kav!
I appreciate your kind words!
Quote:dont let anyone get to you …Easier said than done
Quote:and well.. you're strong..we all know it ..stand strong..stand tall! ..Kava daba, even 'the strong' have moments of pure weakness! It will pass…
Aww! Feel better sooon darlin'. You need a super hug. Guys – pile up on her!
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Aww! Feel better sooon darlin'. You need a super hug. Guys – pile up on her!
okie IM READY! *pulls up sleeves*
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I feeeeeeeeeel sooooooooooooo freaking frustraaaaaateeeeeeeedddddddddddd!
**Quick search for my punching bags** Will send em over to you hun
I…*sighs*
Take care nah!!
**hugz**
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omg thank you! HURRY HURRY!!!!
My head is not working. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
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wats wrong with it…too much twitching I tell u …
u need some oil or sums ??
u wanna screammm….go ahead, am already deaf..like almost deaf…
jus let it out
watz wrong hun
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I wish I could scream!! But, I don't have the urge to anymore. i feel a bit better
It's funny, how in seconds, your mood can be totally ruined. I dunno. I'm weird. thought of something that ruined my mood and it's just…blah. I'll be okayyyyyyyy.
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I wish I could scream!! But, I don't have the urge to anymore. i feel a bit better
It's funny, how in seconds, your mood can be totally ruined. I dunno. I'm weird. thought of something that ruined my mood and it's just…blah. I'll be okayyyyyyyy.
Sorry you feel that way hun.
Hope you feel better soon.I feel that way right now too. I just wana scream and break stuff. I spent such a lovely day with a friend and then I got home and a few hours later my mood is ruined. I wanna get a flight out of here and go somewhere else and just sleep as much as I want and then when I'm ready, I'll fly back. *cries*.
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Ninja – *sending you a big comforting hug* Also attached is a purple flower … if at any time you feel you are being disturbed by negative, unwanted thoughts – picture a flower, see how pretty it is, imagine yourself smelling it and getting the sweet scent! p.s – It doesnt have to be a flower – it can be anything that you find positive, that you find yourself being drawn to.
*hugs back* Thank you so much hun
Quote:Aww you poor thing! We should all take a flight somewhere and meet up eh … wont be space for crying then, just laughing and ..eating alisha's homecooked meals,watching her dance … steal a lil sip of Ninja's favorite coffee … watch rani take a pic of her eye with a camera ..that flahses bright… watch you beat up senor jalapeno lol… watch oreo and nitzah hug lolz
LMAO! The last 2 cracked me up Kavita. imagine Oreo and nitzah hugging…lmaooooooo! no way!
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imagining SenorJ getting beat up totally cheered up ninja. it did the job, and that's what matters
thank you kavitaaaaaaa!
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…..and I do the beating too
Sorry Senor J, normally I am the superwoman but over here I am a puppet in Kavita's story, so watch out. I have to kick yo ass!
Kavz: thanks hun, that made me smile 🙂
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LOL *looks around* uhm didn't we agree to keep that thing about my stupid mistakes **PRIVATE**. you traitor! lmbo! jk
it made you smile so whatever. lmao…i dunno. i mean c'mon tayba he needed to pee. common sense jerk! lmbo
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LOL its more funnier when everyone knows =D =D =D
Well, did you see some wet patch of ground around him? He wouldn't move! what if some other bum tried to move in!
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awww don't worry hun, it will Insha'Allah! Ameen.
hey girl thanks for your ECARD! it totalllllllllly made me smile!!! I LOVED it!
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Ugh! i hate that show! For some strange reason, it disgusts me!
But that fez guy is funny. lolBut anyhow, I'm glad it made u smile, that was my mission.
I love you too. I have to go downstairs and talk to the counselor about my schedule. Pray that everything works out. i'm still in school, btw. It's 6th period, and since I don't have a sixth period, I sneek onto the forum. shhhhh! lol.
I'll be back in a few minutes, Insha'Allah.
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The first time I saw it, these two guys were being gay. It was nasty. So every time the show comes on, I'm like, “Can we watch something else, please?” lol. It is funny, but blah. *shrugs*
and I'm sorrrrrrry! I will reply sooooon! I PROMISE! lol. And what do u have to tell me? I wanna know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Man…life really is beautiful…
Have you ever had one of those days where you feel extremely happy, but you don't even know why? Those days are so much fun…I love it…
And then there are the days when you feel that everything is awful…
I'm having a feel-happy day…
It's amazing…but I'm so darned sensitive that the teeeeeeniest thing makes me upset. I mean, my day was going all happy happy joy joy and then I read something, not even directed towards me, and I get upset. Sheesh. I wanna see a psychiatrist…I need to get over this… I hope this doesn't haunt me to my grave…
My heart hurts…it feels heavy…
No matter how much I try…it never works…the feeling creeps in with a big boom…and the worst part is when it creeps in quietly…
Everyone has problems…I have those…and on top of that, I'm a problem to myself…
Sometimes it's so hard to follow your own advice…
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Sheesh! My human rights are being violated! Why do you have to mention me being beat up? What does that have to do with cheering up Ninja? Kavita ji, you and I have an axe to grind. That's it. Watch out! No more nice guy. Lmao!
Ohh, Im sooooo scared ! Ninja, hold me still please! Im shivering too much … I cant take it anymore.
At least you put a smle on my face though
And im glad that at least I made some people laugh…*ahem* and some people didnt
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lol what! ive never seen that episode!
hey im talkin on msn but no reply from u! i wanna call u! answer me! lol
OhmyAllah! You totally made my day by calling me! I swear, I was totally excited!
BANANAS!!! lol. And STALKER?!?!!?!? LMAO! I swear, I was like, “What's a stoka?” LMAO! I LOVE your britishness! We were talking for like 2 hours! Did you get in trouble? I hope not! lol. And it was hekka funny when you were all confused when I was talking to my mom in Pashto! lol! Aww…..Thank you so much for being there for me yesterday…I've only told 3 other people what I told you yesterday…Hayati, Jasmine, and R…I'm glad I told Jasmine, but since she doesn't really know …you know, so she doesn't understand it. I'm super happy I told Hayati…I don't know what I would have done without her advice..but I regret telling R…I wish she would forget everything I told her. lol. So after that, I was VERY careful about who I told it to…but it was so easy telling you…you're so easy to talk to! Thank you for listening… And I'll send you the “special” email after I reply to your email…acha? And GUESS WHAT?!?!?!? Hayati said YES! -
OhmyAllah! What is wrong with my teachers?!?!?!
I wanted to drop AP Psychology cuz he's giving us waaaaay too much work and I wanna be extra lazy this year. So I decided to drop, I had the papers signed and everything. But when I told my friend, she blew up on me! She wouldn't let me drop the class! She took my papers from me and talked me into staying! So I decided to stay…but yesterday, during 6th period (Tayba, remember how I told you I had to go down to talk to the counselor?) I decided to drop it. So when I went, my previous English teacher was there, and she was arguing with me! She didn't want me to drop it! And the counselor left it up to her to decide if I could drop it or not. So finally the teacher let me drop. I was excited.
Just a little worried about how my friend and my teacher would react..my friend was upset..and the teacher….I told him I was gonna drop the class, and he says, “well okay” So I'm thinking, “Good. I can leave easily.” But then he asks me why and he starts sweet talking me into not leaving! He's telling me how he knows I'm capable of the work and he knows I'm “intelligent” and I'm like, “I'm really not.” He's like, “You were my student last year, I've seen your work” and blah blah. Basically, he was saying hekka good things about me and telling me to stay. He told me I should give it two more weeks and so I say, “After two weeks, I can drop it?” He's like, “Well, I'm not gonna let you. I'm gonna make sure you stay. But yeah, you can drop it.” And he grins. So he made me go back to the counselor and made me re-change my schedule!!!! UFF!
SO when I came back into class, he was smiling at me and my friend was hella cheesin. Then he gives us pretzals as “data” and he says, “They're halaal, therefore you can eat them.” I'm like awww! tHanks! lol.
You know what he made us do!?!?!? He made us chew the tiny pretzel for 3 whole minutes! It was disgusting. ewww!
And I had told my other friend, April, that I was gonna switch out and I'll be in her class today. SO when she sees me, she's like, “what the hell? Where were you?” So I had to tell her how he wouldn't let me drop and then she got mad!
MAN! Everyone was all mad today!
Sheesh!
School is crazy…my teachers are psycho! *screams*
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lol what! ive never seen that episode!
hey im talkin on msn but no reply from u! i wanna call u! answer me! lol
OhmyAllah! You totally made my day by calling me! I swear, I was totally excited!
BANANAS!!! lol. And STALKER?!?!!?!? LMAO! I swear, I was like, “What's a stoka?” LMAO! I LOVE your britishness! We were talking for like 2 hours! Did you get in trouble? I hope not! lol. And it was hekka funny when you were all confused when I was talking to my mom in Pashto! lol! Aww…..Thank you so much for being there for me yesterday…I've only told 3 other people what I told you yesterday…Hayati, Jasmine, and R…I'm glad I told Jasmine, but since she doesn't really know …you know, so she doesn't understand it. I'm super happy I told Hayati…I don't know what I would have done without her advice..but I regret telling R…I wish she would forget everything I told her. lol. So after that, I was VERY careful about who I told it to…but it was so easy telling you…you're so easy to talk to! Thank you for listening… And I'll send you the “special” email after I reply to your email…acha? And GUESS WHAT?!?!?!? Hayati said YES! I was SO happy to talk with you. MAN it was GREAT! and dude its not STOKA! lol I was like oh crap! Im gonna have to spell this! LOL! That was so funny though! Nah I didn't really get in any trouble, my grandma was just like SLEEP WOMAN! rofl! Alhumdulilah. Aww Im sorry u got in trouble though! yeah man I was like hello, rani? are you speaking to me? n then in my head im like how can she be speaking to me, its another language! roflmao!. and hey sista u do not have to say thanks for anything. As I always say to ninja, its Sisterhood. I am so glad that you decided to tell me, and I love you for telling me too. I just hope I did enough to make you feel a little better. I will continue to do my best Insha'Allah. I did some research on what I was saying I was gonna research on. I will let you know through email soon, Insha'Allah?
and habeebati you MADE MY DAY by tellinf me that hayati said YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O.M.G! I am so excited!!!!!!!!!! Give her a hug from me! tell her I said THANKS!!!! *yaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!*
ninjaaaaa did you read this?!?! Hayati said yes!!! =D
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LMAO! And when you spelled it, I'm like, “OH! She means stalker!” LMAO! I LOVE YOUUUUU!
and I didn't get into too much trouble…just a lil , “STOP TALKING ON THE PHONE SO MUCH!” lol!
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AND I LOVE HAYATI! LOL! She always helps me out! lol. And she said not to do anything for her. lol.
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LOL you never hear the 'R' at the end of any word I say! hence = stoka! lmao.
lol sorrry! I was like so confused when you were speaking to your mum! I was speaking to myself in my head and to you on the phone. – man that made me sound so retarded lmao.
*hugs* ILY2. Insha'Allah I will continue looking through some books and asking around too. Don't worry jaan, you will get through this Insha'Allah. Ameen!
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lol. It's all cool about being confused.
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Hayati now says “you know” “blah blah blah” and “and this and that” cuz of me! lol. And I a thank you note is soooo sweet! but she said u don't have to do anything. lol. She's an amazing bum.
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I feel so happy…but sad at the same time. for some reason.
i feel so…alone. but then I think and I can just feel the environment of Ramadhan already…beautiful.
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It's like I've been living on a knife's edge…what with all this rain and lights flickering…must be a loose connection somewhere. Thank God I have plenty of candles. Stalker
That so does not sound like fun. Sorry you have to go through stuff like this, Tayba. I hope he breaks a leg or erm his neck and leaves you alone. Lmao!wish it wud rain here already….miss the rain..false hopes…lotza teasing…
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Scarry – It was sprinkling here yesterday! i loved it..I only wish it would rain harder..I am completely in love with the rain…
It's so weird…I just woke up like half an hour ago, and I'm already having a bad day…
cheer up huneyhmm i knw yaar..i really wud like to smell sum rain already..jnb is too dry and disturbing at the mo'
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It's so weird…I just woke up like half an hour ago, and I'm already having a bad day…
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I CAN'T STOP SMILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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smile or I'll call you…collect!
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Khushi – YAY!
KAVITA!
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i hate it you jerk i hate them jerk im glad i broke her stupid bell you jerk i broke it twice stupid bell im glad i broke her bell you idiot. you jerk you yell at me lik eim a stupid criminal when you go off an do the things you yell at me for and its perfectly fine you jerk you're her stupid best friend jerk but you are yelling at me for asking 1 qustion about it jerk when you yell at me for having another persons number inmy phone with whom i spoke to for 20 seconds or less … im glad i broke her stupid bell you jerk its broken that means that you can move it from ur vehicle jerk ..it was a mistake jerk but i realized that from the time u told me she gave it to u … must have been some weird body-mind connection and i snapped it apart…and mistakenly did it again JERKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK you jerk you jerk i hate it i hate you i hate her i hate them why dont you just have no stupid involvments why jerk why you jerk
That's what I like to hear! Let it out, hunn! I'm ready to read more if you need to let off some more steam.
I love you, Kavita!
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I CAN'T STOP SMILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hey everyone .. it sucks. Ninja – take care..im sending you a hug too … sigh… i feel as though im not worth giving this advice becasue im guilty of not taking it myself…but dont let anyone get to you … you're wonderful … dont let them hurt you. .. hugs..luv you…
Ranz..thanks ..i did check..gosh you are so nice..
me luw youAnd Tayaba I know you sent me a mesage I cant write now but sigh… I just.. love you too sighh
Diii ….
..thanks im giong to use your shoulder to cry on right now… you made me laugh though..about hitting him over the head with… an african made club..and ..its the way women greet men – wowwww i wish that was reality .. we would get to hit so much men over the head we'll be hitting some sense into them anyway. I love you diiIt all sucks. I cant concentrate I have a huge headache. You said not to make him see how i feel, well I think I did tht like 120%. I think thats a bad thing..according to you.. Well, he's having fun at his friends wedding at this moment .. good for him. Jerk. Idiot jerk. Idiot jerk german shepard jerk. I get yelled at for being strange I get yelled at just for asking a few questions. Everything he does is always correct but from the time if i say ..okay if i was doing the thing..then ha..i'll be the most evil person alive.
Well ilt all sucks. I cant think I cant concentrate I hate it all. I cant believe this.
Well jerk! jerk jerk jerk you idiotic jerk jerk jerkjerk idiot idiot idiot idiot jerk idiot idiot jerk jerk jerk jerk jerk idiot jerk jerk jerk jerk idiot idiot idiot jerk jerk jerk idiot idiot IDIOT JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JREK JERK JERK JERK.
I cant even stay because my brother wants the computer.
Thank you all for being so supportive. Yesterday I swear that all of the stuff inside of my body including my vital organs and blood was up to my neck being all ready to gush out of me I hate it I hate now.
Anyway I have to go. I love you guys so much you'll never know I say… you guys will just never know.
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Hey hunn, don't cry. It's okay sweety, letting it all out is the best option, and scarry is right, you always have my shoulder to cry on, sweety.
I'm here for you, hamesha. I understand what you mean when you say that he yelled at you when you did something “Wrong” but if he does the same, then it's okay. I have had that too, hunn. I don't understand why you're with him if he treats you like this. Love can make people do crazy things…And Scarry is right, take her advice. I love you, Kavita, I'm always here for you. And this forum is always here as well, vent out all your anger. It's not good to keep it in, because one day or the other, it's gonna come out at once, and it'll be ugly. So vent it out now, while it's still fresh, don't wait for everything to boil up inside of you and then explode…You don't know how worried I am for you right now, my hands are shaking while I'm typing…Take care of yourself, hunn. I love you.
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Diii ….
..thanks…for?? havent done much hun
im giong to use your shoulder to cry on right now…
do dat, shoulders are always available..wait letsee..okay..u can go ahead, no armani suits on today haha..me will join u as well
we shall cry like a duo of bag ladies who just got drench in rain… you made me laugh though..
yay was hoping u wud
about hitting him over the head with… an african made club..and ..its the way women greet men – wowwww i wish that was reality .. we would get to hit so much men over the head we'll be hitting some sense into them anyway.
i knw but it still wont work ..sighs…we can try though, will start with yr guy..then move on ..wat say??
I love you dii
i knw..back at u..i love u too hun..wish u cud pack yr bags and *** live with craze ol moi for a bietjie
i wud love dat for real….
It all sucks. I cant concentrate I have a huge headache.
wow..amazing…same here…know how u feel..at least u can have painkillers..me will have to wait:(
You said not to make him see how i feel, well I think I did tht like 120%. I think thats a bad thing
why is it??
..according to you.. Well, he's having fun at his friends wedding at this moment
so let him go ahead..what stopping u from having fun huh???
.. good for him. Jerk. Idiot jerk. Idiot jerk german shepard jerk.
chup with the name calling already..ur soo gonna regret calling him this…**winks** u know dat…
I get yelled at for being strange I get yelled at just for asking a few questions. Everything he does is always correct but from the time if i say ..okay if i was doing the thing..then ha..i'll be the most evil person alive.
waaaah?? not sure jaan, perhaps its the approach?/ the way u address the issues with him?? am with Ranz on this…
love is one thing right..but when the person u love starts treating with u such disrespect then u will have to think, really think about whether the
relationship is healthy and worth keeping. As far as I am concerned, there isnt any thing wrong with u as such, what u are going thru is the norm, there are thousands of young and old people who go thru the very stages u are at ..now…hun whilst am saying this i want u to knw that u have come a long way from that enclosure of yrs since I knew u and I am darn proud of ye **high fives kavs** baby steps..sweety, ur getting there..and I am here to help u as long as
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I love you dii
i knw..back at u..i love u too hun..wish u cud pack yr bags and *** live with craze ol moi for a bietjie
i wud love dat for real…. Mannnnnnnn! I wish diii ! Aw gaaawd.. think of seeing dii all day and cookin with her lol..dont blame me if i make you screw our lunch up..then we can go to some bushy area and stare and animals grrrrrrr! lol.. i know you're thinking about my 'misconception' of africa..but im talking about ..the parts where animals are..but wait…do they like..bite? i mean like…do they try to kill you? cos then…um… i would have to rethink
It all sucks. I cant concentrate I have a huge headache.
wow..amazing…same here…know how u feel..at least u can have painkillers..me will have to wait:(
Aww dii! Dont overwork yourself too much. Take rest!You said not to make him see how i feel, well I think I did tht like 120%. I think thats a bad thing
why is it?? I meant its a bad thing ..according to you? .. I mean to not let him 'know' … but then again if he doesnt know then he'd probably think Im still a cold person … i know it gets more confusing as i share more info ha
..according to you.. Well, he's having fun at his friends wedding at this moment
so let him go ahead..what stopping u from having fun huh???
Whadda you mean! What fun am I going to have? What fun can I possibly have? I dont really…define 'fun' as…really excited upbeat things..cos i dont get much of that… sigh..well the most fun I had during this time was … um… putting on lipstick and taking out pictures on my phone and camera. ..yeah while im sure he was ……..ah forget it >> oh yeah and then i came on BWL..but..sighs.. i thought i scare you guys cos..darn…i was feeling like… strange and angry upset and yelling JERK JERKJERK mentally ..constantly.. and sometime outloud.. good for him. Jerk. Idiot jerk. Idiot jerk german shepard jerk.
chup with the name calling already..ur soo gonna regret calling him this…**winks** u know dat…
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She IS beautiful. She just doesn't realise it. Rani, like I always say…. look at yourself through my eyes… only then you'll realise how beautiful you are, and what a wonderful person you are. You're special. Don't ever forget that! ILY
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When a woman 'feels' ugly, then it changes the way she looks, thinks and acts. Not permanently but at least for a while, unless she believes a lie more than she knows the truth- that she is beautiful. There are also exceptions to the rule. But, you, gorgeous, should not be worried. Not even the least. If your words and feelings are any indication, my heart tells me that you are one of the most beautiful people my eyes may have never seen. Smile! You add a little more warmth and a lot more light to the world around you. You most certainly do, to mine.
awwwwwwwwwwww!
That is sooo sweet of you….thank you. I want to believe you, I wish I could… but awwww… thank you…P.S. I like the way you wrote Jameel in Arabic for the subject… (everyone else, Jameel means
beautybeautiful) Quote:That was so very sweet Senor.
She IS beautiful. She just doesn't realise it. Rani, like I always say…. look at yourself through my eyes… only then you'll realise how beautiful you are, and what a wonderful person you are. You're special. Don't ever forget that! ILY
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I can't. I'm sorry… awww…I love you, hunn…I really do…I wish I could look at myself through your eyes…I love you oh so much… awwwwwww. Hunn, you're an amazing person, I love the way I am so comfortable with you… and I always come sooo close to believing your compliments.. I love you jaaan, don't forget that either. And don't worry, you better love me! lol. ILY93468349572304895734289!!!! Quote:RAni jaan you are beautiful and sweeet and loving and caring and I know from my heart ……. you can easily shine up a room! Love you!and so are YOU! For Allah's sake, you remind me of KAJOL! I swear, you are hekka beautiful! I'm fasting, so I can't li!
I wish you would belive me… how do I make you believe?!?!?!? You are gorgeous! and I love you… Quote:Another thing I have learnt is that one man's definition of beauty is another man's reason for nightmares. My uncle was not an attractive man, and my aunt was so beautiful you would feel like sneaking up behind her to see where she hid her wings. My aunt adored my uncle. She was truly and deeply in love with him. I remember once asking her, 'What do you see in Uncle? He looks like a Gorilla?' She smiled and said, 'Honey, I wish I could lend you my eyes.'awwwww… I truly believe in this quote: “You don't love her because she's beautiful, she's beautiful because you love her.” *sigh*
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I can't. I'm sorry… awww…I love you, hunn…I really do…I wish I could look at myself through your eyes…I love you oh so much… awwwwwww. Hunn, you're an amazing person, I love the way I am so comfortable with you… and I always come sooo close to believing your compliments.. I love you jaaan, don't forget that either. And don't worry, you better love me! lol. ILY93468349572304895734289!!!! yeh pyaasi pyaasi bahein, dekh rahi teri raahein…
Kisi din banoongi main raja ki rani…
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Meri aankh mein jhaank kar dekh loTumhein aaine ki zaroorat nahinHo bahut khoobsurat hoBahut khoobsurat hoBahut khoobsurat hoBahut khoobsurat hoChori Chori chupke se aayega vohAake tujhe le jaayegaChori Chori chupke se aayega vohAake tujhe le jaayegaYehi jeevan apna, yehi toh voh sapnaMaine dekha, tune dekha</ -
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Meri aankh mein jhaank kar dekh loTumhein aaine ki zaroorat nahinBahut khoobsurat hoChori Chori chupke se aayega voh
Aake tujhe le jaayegahum sab ne dekha….Bohot jald banegi tu raja ki rani!
awwww! Ameen! Aur tu bhi banegi apne mehboob ki princess!
Thumma Ameen! *sigh* this reminds me of
Tada kar aayega voh, tujhe mil jaayega voh…tera mehboob…
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My friend is showing me some bridal pics. *sigh*
Sab ki baraatien aayi, dholi tu bhi la naa, dulhan baanake humko raja ji leh jaana….
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You are beautiful Rani jaan … there is no doubt about it.
Would you stop with the Kajol thing alreadyyyyyyy …
I love youuu ~~hugs~~~
Heyy Tayaba ! How are you? What what, Rani are you match making? Exported from America lol ! How bout we find a guy here and then have Tayaba sent out so then we can see her too !
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Kavita ji, if I thought I was beautiful, I would have become a hair-stylist. Lol what are you trying to say about male hair-stylists?! Hm hm hm?! Hehehee Lmao! No, I do not think I am beautiful. I am blessed. I live the life of my dreams wide awake. God has brought better people in to my life and they all help make me a better man. I am unconditionally loved by exceptional individuals who could have chosen to bestow their affections on a much better person, but chose me instead. Aww ji ! It sound as though you just sort of put yourself down ( yeah hard to believe – I havent seen that much from you) However, Im sure they chose you because you are unique and they have good reason for the choice that they made and it was not forced upon them.. I am grateful.
See, the problem with thinking one is beautiful or handsome is that it is most often in comparison to another. Sighs..well its what other people say for heavens sake..oh she is more beautiful than her..she has more curves THAN HER OH THIS OH THAT…ack!! judging i tell you..not nice no no. Or, we restrict beauty to specific body parts: My face…my nose…my eyes…my hair…my ass ummmm is this one of your body parts that you think is beautiful
im joking…and so on. I believe our Father in Heaven is not in the business of making junk. 'Practice makes perfect' may apply to Homo Sapiens but absolutely not to God. With God, 'Perfect makes perfect.' This quote made me think sooo much ji … its more about what people have turned beauty into right… EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL but..people on earth just turn it into differnt things with different definitions… That is uncool. Everyone is beautiful and this will always be a strong belief of mine. The Scriptures say, that '…we were fearfully and wonderfully made…' and I believe them. I look exactly as my Father in Heaven made me (except for my nose ever since I broke it several times playing Soccer, or my ankle that I broke in a biking accident, or my left shoulder that I severely injured in a fall from a tree, or my right thumb that I broke more than once…they all look slightly different from the way they were made).
Another thing I have learnt is that one man's definition of beauty is another man's reason for nightmares. My uncle was not an attractive man, and my aunt was so beautiful you would feel like sneaking up behind her to see where she hid her wings. My aunt adored my uncle. She was truly and deeply in love with him. I remember once asking her, 'What do you see in Uncle? He looks like a Gorilla?' Poor aunty! How could you tell her such thing about her husband
She smiled and said, 'Honey, I wish I could lend you my eyes.' Awwwwwww ….. thats so sweet … The Bible says God would rather die than live without me (Gospel of John 3.16). I do not need another compliment or any other sort of assurance. I matter to Him who is from everlasting to everlasting and for no act of mine. That is what matters most in my life.
Oh, Kavita, you are beautiful. Your Father in Heaven sure thinks so. If you have doubts, feel free to pick an argument with Him, but be warned, He never loses an argument. Ahaha… or I can pick an argument with you for bringing that up. Im just joking ji … what ever you said.. I am in totaly belief. I believe everyone is beautiful. God must have made everyone great … after all , he
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Oreo! Shush it! The guy is old enough to be my grandpa!
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beautybeautiful)whoa. my baaad. Jameel (masculine) and Jameela (feminine) means beautiful. Jamaal means beauty. I realized that after I logged off.
(I hope I'm right, where is ninja when u need her?!?!)
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*Running to Rani, arms opened wide*
Im giving you a warm hug filled with love and comfort.
Aww honey! I can tell you not to cry because I dont want you to. But if it happens, Im here .. *surrendering my shoulders*Feel better my darling and dont be upset. I love you , we all love you.
By the way, who is this person who has caught your heart? Just curious…is it Abhishek again or…some… . other person..who shares the same zip code as you?
~~~hugs and kisses ..and love..lots and lots of love ~~~
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Quote:I feel like crying in someone’s arms… I need a hug…
**grabs em tissues** wipes rans eyes…**
wraps her up warmly in my embrace**No probs…cry…go on now…
**kisses ranz on the forehead** u will be ok jaan…
Mwah,
~~scarry~~
ps: love u lil one
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Kavita – *hugs Kavita tiiight* I love you for being here.
and no, he doesn’t share the same zip code as me…*rests head on Kavita’s shoulder* Quote:**grabs em tissues** wipes rans eyes…**wraps her up warmly in my embrace**No probs…cry…go on now… **kisses ranz on the forehead** u will be ok jaan… ps: love u lil one
*hugs scarrry tight and doesn’t let go* I love you. *covers face in scarry’s shoulder and cries*
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Tayba – Rani jitna pyaar aap se karti hai, utna pyaar aap Rani se nahi karti.
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Hey di !! OMG – Did you actually tell your little sister that? Okay I feel LIKE A TOTALLY BAD PERSON NOW. Man I made someone feel down .. or at least – sulk! with some negative feeling! Aww man!! Poor girl
I love you tooo diii buttt I cant believe you said this to your little sister.
Im glad that you saw her for your birthday though. By the way, how old is she?
Sighs,,, me love youuu but…Why did you do that ?
As for the silly thing.. its alrgiht..its just i've gotten the name SILLY ..yes HE tagged it on me..and of course he says it in a friendly/”lovigng” way but gaaawwddd im always called the silly one ..GET THIS… EVEN WHEN HE SAYS SOMETHIGN SILLY! lol hahaa
love you diiiiiiiiiiii
hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
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lol stop quoting Fanaa u! I lub u more :p awww I'm soooo glad I made you feel better!!!! and its not nonsense!!!! Keep smiling beautiful! xx
lol! I can quote fanaa is i want to!
And I'm glad u made me feel better too. hehe. and keep smiling? okay! …….. I love you! and I hope ur ready, imma call u in a dew mins!
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Tayaba Im glad you cheered Rani up!
And … its not nonsense hun … !
I love you, kavee!
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makes me feel really heart broken not to actually have u in my arms
dnt let go..u can remain here, safe in my arms for as loong as u wish…
and cry for as long a u want to….
awww hunn, it's okay, I feel better, really. Just having you say those words to me makes me smile! It feels good to know that someone cares…
Quote:reminds me of an incident of late…double sigh!!!ps: good to hear ur feeling a bit better my sweet angel ranz…
**hugs u sum more** mmwah
*hugs scarrry tiight* I wish I could make you smile…you're so nice…
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*HUgging Ranz!*
lol! awwwwww! *hugs kavee tight* I love you! U guys are sooo sweet! I can trust you guys to cheer me up when I'm sad.
Thank you for everything….lol. and I'm feeling much better now.
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ps: good to hear ur feeling a bit better my sweet angel ranz…
**hugs u sum more** mmwah
*hugs scarrry tiight* I wish I could make you smile…you're so nice…
You have no idea! She most certainly is!
And am glad to hear that you're feeling better 99!
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I will and thanks 99 *big bear huuuug*
I don't stay down for long!
Oho!!!! So u're a laaaazy hobbit! *snort*
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*hugs nessa tiiight and then tickles her afterwards*
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Fee fi fo fum, I can't rhyme!
Ow, you broke my scapula you lazy hobbit! hahaha
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Hey di !! OMG – Did you actually tell your little sister that?
erhmmm yup…
Okay I feel LIKE A TOTALLY BAD PERSON NOW.
waaahhh…??? why??? its not the end of the wereld deary
Man I made someone feel down ..
u didnt…jeeezzz….hun….
or at least – sulk!
okay yeah dat…but Tzzz luks cute sulkin hahaha so it aint a bad thing
with some negative feeling!
neva…she isnt like dat… she simply sulked a bit asked me a few q's bout u ..hugged me for dear life and dat was it…
Aww man!! Poor girl
waaahhhhhhahahaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…woah..have te tell her to come view this bit hahaha
I love you tooo diii buttt I cant believe you said this to your little sister.
why not..its how i feel..wats wrong with wat I said..like seriously..am a bit confused???
Im glad that you saw her for your birthday though.
me tooo except she was irritated that i wasnt my usual self…nothing they did made me feel any better
enuf of dat…
By the way, how old is she?
jus turned 23 ..lol..yeah and her being the youngest ..she is still the baba ..my baby…
Sighs,,,
why sighs???
me love youuu but…
okaayyyyyyyy theres always the buttt… i love u ..butttt…flipppp!!!
realllly
Why did you do that ?
do wat??
As for the silly thing.. its alrgiht..its just i've gotten the name SILLY ..yes HE tagged it on me..and of course he says it in a friendly/”lovigng” way but gaaawwddd im always called the silly one ..GET THIS… EVEN WHEN HE SAYS SOMETHIGN SILLY! lol hahaa
lol…its cute kavs…he better be saying it in dat adora
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Some days aer better than others, today isn't one of those days, but I'm alive!
am grateful dat u are …be strogn nah…**hands ova all my strength, love, massive hug, and more love to Ness***
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Dont be lost Diii *running with open arms *
I have a test in a few hours I dont feel like studying though sighsss but will go ahead and review the things I studied last night.
i love you diii please tell me how your doctor visits are going and how the tests are coming along
it'll be alright
take care and dont stress yourself out too much
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*throwing caution to the wind* lmao…yes, but only bcuz I'm such an inquisitive little lady!
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Well, he does pay attention!
Oh I remember ji! Wow! It did?! You must have great timing! Haven't thrown much these days ji, any suggestions?
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ness NAAAAH leave the hair
remember yr hair holds they key..it is wat will attract Senor more sooo towards youuuuu
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not dat he needs further erhmmmm invitations hahahaha
oh boy…
You're kidding me right? The director told me it was legs! Dang it someone get it straight!
I can't work under these conditions!
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I'm a sheep, I need a shepherd
“You're the weirdest person I have ever met.”
“You're useless”
“I wish I could get rid of you”
“What the hell are you gonna do with your life?”
“who will wanna marry you?”
“I wish I could die right now so I don't have to deal with you.”
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I wanna cry…I wanna let the tears flow…crying makes me feel better…but they won't come…
awww habeebati, I disagree with all of the above. Don't listen to any of that crap! And remember, people say all kinda things when they're angry, so whoever said this (and I think I know who it is) didn't mean it. *hugs* I'm here for you, and my shoulders are available, that is when Abdu is not on them.lol. kidding jaan
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I wanna cry…I wanna let the tears flow…crying makes me feel better…but they won't come…
holds my lil angel
scarry holding ranz love u hun
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Rani where are uuuu?! I am really worried about rani guys. I can't concentrate on anything and have been thinking about her all day… Today I was on the train and I was thinking about her and worrying and when I got off the train a girl complimented my abaya and we got talking and when I asked her name she said 'rani' (well not rani, but what rani's real name is) I was like
The irony…. lol. I even said to her 'ohhhh man I was JUST thinkin of my friend rani… how weird' and the girl is like ookaaay lol.I MISS YOU JAAN!
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OhmyAllah…I didn’t realize you guys would react like this. I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you guys. I didn’t have time to come online. I had even forgotten that I posted anything! When Tayba called and told me everyone was worried about me, I was totally confused! I’m sooo sorry! I hope you guys can forgive me…?
I hope you guys don’t mind if I reply to each of you privately? I don’t wanna bore the rest of the forum with my repetitive nonsense. lol.
But lemme just say…
The quotes that I posted up…they weren’t said to me in one day by one person…I was just thinking about all the things different people said to me over the week…and so yeah, I just posted some of them. I guess I shouldn’t have.
But it’s not that bad, I have had worse said to me…but it’s my fault…if I change…then life would become easier.
I can just say I’m fine and get it done with, but this forum is my refuge…and I don’t wanna have to fake a smile here as well…
I knew this was gonna happen… darr lagtha tha, itni saari khushiyaan, kahin ghum agle mod pe toh nahi…
What hurts the most is that I know I’m not perfect, no one is! But when I have my flaws (and I have a lot of them) shoved in my face all the time, it’s kinda hard to change. And I want to change…for myself, if not for others. But when random people expect me to do it overnight, it just makes it harder! And then I give up on trying to change…and that’s when things get worse…
I probably don’t make sense.
I’m sorry. I’ll go reply to you guys now. Check your pms, and if I keep in touch with you through email, check ur emails… Ninja – check our diary.
And don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.
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P.S. If you don’t get any messages from me, please wait, I may not have enough time to reply to everyone today. I’m just gonna go in order… I’ll do it as soon as I can, okay?
Thank you so much for caring…it means a lot to me, really. You don’t know how nice it felt to have those beautiful messages read to me by Tayba…I felt so loved… Thank you.
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OhmyAllah…I didn’t realize you guys would react like this. I’m so sorry! Dont be sorry Rani … we are here for you and you are free to vent and say all of your feelings. I didn’t mean to scare you guys. I didn’t have time to come online. I had even forgotten that I posted anything! When Tayba called and told me everyone was worried about me, I was totally confused! I’m sooo sorry! I hope you guys can forgive me…? No need to ask for forgiveness jaan – I am just content to know now – that you are safe and you are alright physically atleast…and that you came online and contacted us.
I hope you guys don’t mind if I reply to each of you privately? I don’t wanna bore the rest of the forum with my repetitive nonsense.
RANZ!!! How dare you say such a thing my little jaan? I dont mind listening to ANYTHING you have to say ..and nothing is BORING … if you have to VENT and let your feelings out … you have 100% right to do so >>> dont call the words you say nonsense…and dont call the words you say repetitive and dont call the words you say 'boring' jaaan… you can say the same thing a million times – if it gives you some relief to get it out of your chest … that right there is a blessing in itself.But lemme just say…
The quotes that I posted up…they weren’t said to me in one day by one person…I was just thinking about all the things different people said to me over the week…and so yeah, I just posted some of them. I guess I shouldn’t have.
So you mean more than one person said 'mean' hurtful things to you? Oh Rani ! I agree with Khushi so much when she said that she pity them. They ought to receive pity. You mean so much to me … I see so much great things in you my lil schweeet scweet rani jaan …and to think of others saying such mean things to you …just make me realize that its THEM … THEY are the mean ones rani.. THEY are the ones with theproblem love ..and I want you to be strong and be strong enough to not make them hurt you … not make them make you cry.But it’s not that bad, I have had worse said to me…but it’s my fault…if I change…then life would become easier.
I can just say I’m fine and get it done with, but this forum is my refuge…and I don’t wanna have to fake a smile here as well…No Rani – you dont have to fake anything here. BWL is your refuge and its our refuge and we are true to each other. I am here for you, we are here for you. To listen to you ->and even if we dont understand what you're saying or even if we cant do anything to help the situation – we are still here, we are stilling listening, will will still embrace you in your time
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Ninja – check our diary.
And don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.
Rani, I can't sign on
. private mssg me pls*hugs* I know you're going to be fine, Insha'Allah. You've learned to be strong, Masha'Allah. and I can so relate to what you're saying, I go through it, but it doesn't seem to bother me anymore…cos yeah, I'm used to it. lol. don't forget to smile.
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Ninja!
I havent seen you on here for quite a while. I hope everything is okay? Oh hun, dont make others bother you also … be strong jaan. I know you are. And remember…stuff is wrong with THEM if they want to upset others. I love you ~hug~
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Quote: So you mean more than one person said 'mean' hurtful things to you? Yes. Oh Rani ! I agree with Khushi so much when she said that she pity them. They ought to receive pity. There is no need to pity them… You mean so much to me sachi? You mean a lot to me too… I see so much great things in you my lil schweeet scweet rani jaan …and to think of others saying such mean things to you …just make me realize that its THEM … THEY are the mean ones rani.. THEY are the ones with theproblem love It's not them..and I want you to be strong and be strong enough to not make them hurt you … not make them make you cry.I'll try…
Although Im not sure about what you want to change, you sort of sound like me… >> always wanting to change to be better. …yes
But Rani – look at yourself – are you pleased with yourself? No. Answer that question. you are right — if you want to change do it for yourself I'm doing it for everyone. — do it becuase you know it will make YOU content and satisfied and better. It will. Nothing can be done overnight jaan… and I too hate it when people expects things to be done over night or over short periods of time..sighs.. but we are just humans. And I know sometimes we cant just go back to them and say .. “I could do it because I need time…and Im just human and I cant do everything so fast…and so and and so on” because sometimes they wont even be pleased. Oh, I wish I could tell the whole world that…but in my case, they just won't listen…I dont know who these 'people' are most of them are random people…but some are people I love… but I know you look up to your parents and that is wonderful. I think they are not your paretns though huh? … REMEMBER .. if you want to change change for YOU. Change for YOUR happiness, change for your better. I'm trying…You do make sense jaan. But I want you to know – its okay NOT to make sense. …
Its okay to say something so confusing that no one would understand:still say it if you want to, if you have the desire to let it all out. lol. Once I start, I won't be able to stop. Please be fine. I'll be fine… don't worry.
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And don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.
Rani, I can't sign on
. sorry! I changd the password cuz I couldn't sign on! private mssg me plsCheck ur pms, I pm-ed you the password. Sorry! *hugs* I know you're going to be fine, Insha'Allah. I will, Insha'Allah. Please keep me in ur duas.
You've learned to be strong, Masha'Allah. I have?…It was more like a “I had no choice” thing… and I can so relate to what you're saying, I go through it, but it doesn't seem to bother me anymore…I love you, hunn. Stay strong. cos yeah, I'm used to it. ugh…when will I get used to it? I've been going through this for 8 years now…there are times when I think I have gotten used to it..but the scars are too deep…I don't know if I'll ever be able to not let it bother me… lol. don't forget to smile. Seeing you smile makes me smile. I love you, hunn. -
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dear rani aka not the very best
deal with this u will, but the dark side u join must. and the secrets shall be reveal…
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You do not have to be sorry jaan. Ever! Even worrying about friends is a part of friendship! Did you see the sun this morning?????
Oh hunn…Did you forget to come to my house at night and steal all my ghum away? Because when I woke up that morning…there was no sun! All I saw was dark clouds pouring rain on us…but I loved it. Oh so much. Since I couldn't cry, the sky cried for me… I ran out into the rain and opened my arms to welcome it…I got drenched in the clothes I was supposed to wear to school. But I didn't change! lol.
And when I woke up this morning…still no sun…but no rain this time either…only dark clouds…
Looks like the ghum doesn't want to leave me, na?
But don't worry, I'll be fine, Insha'Allah.
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It's my party, and I'll cry if I want to! la la la you would cry too if it happened to you, why was he holding that beezee's hand when he's supposed to be mine? Like a queen with her king…so leave me alone for a while cuz i got no reason to smile. la la la la dee da da dee
lol that's all I remember.
Tayba jiiiiiiiiiiiii – screw them.
Our MSN convo was funny… “S” *giggles* lol. That's my favorite letter. dhood wali loves you tonz…
Don't forget to listen to our songs! And have a blast and screw them beezees!
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lol rani thanks. I did have a blast! I always love our convos
.Senor *waves* how you doing?
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Yes jaan I have felt and do still feel like that a lot. Its not a nice place to be. I am so sorry you feel that way. I am more sorry that people do not seem to realise your true worth. You are an amazing gem. You don't realise how much I respect you. I love you. You inspire me soooo much… I have become a better person after YOU came in to my life. Your wisdom, your insight, your friendship, EVERYTHING about you has a deep and important value in my life. You are not just my friend, you are my sister, and someone who helps and guides me. I appreciate you and I want you! I hope I can try and understand even. And if you still feel that I don't, then Insha'Allah I will always be here to listen to you and give you my shoulder. You already have my heart so I don't need to give that to you right now. I'm proud of who you are and I realise just how much you do for people. Allah is seeing it all, you WILL be rewarded Insha'Allah. Ameen, Thumma Ameen.
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Have you ever felt like you wanted to just…give up and not try anymore? For whatever reason, but for me, it's merely because when I look at the people I do my best for and respect so much, I find them to be very unappreciative and not only that, they show no care whatsoever! So, it's crushing me…and I feel unwanted all the time! No one seems to understand either…
…I don't want to give up, it's just not me. *sigh*
*tears*
Never… never give up, I mean. Ninja – you are a wonderful person, you truly are.. you have an awesome way of being random and I love reading your posts, O Wise One…!
.. I know it's too easy for me to say this, but please don't let anyone crush you. If they don't appreciate you, it is their choice na? (OK maybe they are not doing it consciously, so it is not really much of a choice..) You are a human being in your own right ji.. nobody – not even your nearest and dearest – can take that feeling away from you. Well that is my perception, I know. It is up to you if you agree with me or not.. but please take care of yourself Ninja. Believe me, I know I don't know very much about you, but I do know you have the strength to see through the bad times. You do. -
Imagine you and me on the beach… talking until we are too tired. Then sleeping.
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Senor Saab….!!
Well, – I mean – Uhhh –
*speechless*
Nessa ain't gonna join the dark side, I guess… it's much more fun being on the other side and watching huh?
(Rani loves it when I'm speechless lmao…)
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*cracking up laffin* Boo ma, oh Boo ma! Quite an invite, na?!
All the flirting I've been accused of lately!! *snort* If I accepted there may be a contract out for my head! lmao
FYI…I love when u're speechless, as well as *faints dead away*!
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First of all: I DON'T have conjunctivitis!!!
Second: Now we come to the 'bottom' of the invite! Why should I suffer your friends' less than stellar 'backfield'?! I would never do that to you ji!
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You guys are too much.. I have a hilarious cartoon image of Calvin and Suzy in my head right now… quarrelling…
*runs away*
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Yes jaan I have felt and do still feel like that a lot. Its not a nice place to be. I am so sorry you feel that way. I am more sorry that people do not seem to realise your true worth. You are an amazing gem. You don't realise how much I respect you. I love you. You inspire me soooo much… I have become a better person after YOU came in to my life. Your wisdom, your insight, your friendship, EVERYTHING about you has a deep and important value in my life. You are not just my friend, you are my sister, and someone who helps and guides me. I appreciate you and I want you! I hope I can try and understand even. And if you still feel that I don't, then Insha'Allah I will always be here to listen to you and give you my shoulder. You already have my heart so I don't need to give that to you right now. I'm proud of who you are and I realise just how much you do for people. Allah is seeing it all, you WILL be rewarded Insha'Allah. Ameen, Thumma Ameen.
x 10000000 for the sweetest duderina in my life. I love you. Feel better soon ..!awwwwwwwww! why you gotta make me teary, now!!! lol.
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Never… never give up, I mean. Ninja – you are a wonderful person, you truly are.. you have an awesome way of being random and I love reading your posts, O Wise One…!
.. I know it's too easy for me to say this, but please don't let anyone crush you. If they don't appreciate you, it is their choice na? (OK maybe they are not doing it consciously, so it is not really much of a choice..) You are a human being in your own right ji.. nobody – not even your nearest and dearest – can take that feeling away from you. Well that is my perception, I know. It is up to you if you agree with me or not.. but please take care of yourself Ninja. Believe me, I know I don't know very much about you, but I do know you have the strength to see through the bad times. You do.I'm listening to you, and not giving up. Thank you so much, boo.
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Quote:Dang it woman, in one fell swoop you insulted both cheeks. We are going to the 'fire dance' this weekend, which is just a fancy term for a bunch of men dancing naked around (at a respectable distance) a log fire. We yell and shout make ourselves a nuisance to the farming community a few kilometers away Lol. When we go into the 'Palengke' the next morning for breakfast, the older folk have this scornful look but the younger women giggle and blush.
dat dang it word again…
anyways just for u
YUK YUK YUK YUK YUK yukkkkiiiittttttttttttttttttyyyyyyyyyy YUK DUDE!!!
ITS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY TOOO EEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
AN PLS SPARE MAH POORRRR SOUL FROM SUCH DETAILS….
will only believe such sillllly imagined lies when I see proof that this is done!!
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Imagine you and me on the beach… talking until we are too tired. Then sleeping.
oh my God Boo…Oh my Dear God!! U shud be here witnessing my expression coz Words wudnt do justice to how this made me feel
'**thinks**years ago..vash and I ( always ) standing on the pier luking at the sunset, feeling the wind wildy caressing our skins…
this is wat Durban looks like..exactly..perhaps more stunningly beautiful..this is the view one will get when u are in a yacht..oh my gosh
I CANNOT tell u how much I miss home right now, how much i miss this view, how much i miss standing on the pier or sitting on those
rails that feels like its about to give way… or walking on the sand, shoes in my hand, laughing, carefree, eating ice cream..laughin sum more, how much i miss facing the wind on a yacht ..looking back at my beautiful city of Durban
feeling free…i wanna do that right now..just sink into the middle of the ocean ( on a yacht )
dammit…i feel sooo lost right now…
forget the beach Boo. When ur in Durban I am renting a Yacht or stealing my friends lil boat, and we are going to drift towards the ocean and then simply lay there soaking in the beauty of nature and watching life and talking..endless talking..hand in hand…
THANK YOU once more for KNOWING ..
I LOVE U
**Hands over the bucket to boo ** now for my massively choking Hug…..
I love u soo much for bringing back memories of me and MY LOST vash.. I told u
u remind me of her!!!!! and love u more for being u ….
Ps: TAYBA….wat da heck hun..ur also welcome to join, u KNOW u dnt even need an invite…..lets sail away..enuf space in there to have yr
**meeeee*** time ..
cheer up hunney…**hugs**
SIGH!!!
U guys are the bestest in die hele wereld
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Yeah, I know! Boo has that effect on others! Nostalgia is her specialty, right Wife #2?!
S'ok to cry…it doesn't compromise your strength!
Today is a good day!
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k I just went out to the ladies to touch up my erhmmm makeup and I walked right into the glass doors
lol..I started laffing and the security dude luked at me in a sorta weird way coz I guess most women wud simply shy away in
not mee though.. i just laffed l..
he says: **ur having a bad day huh**
me: **nope, more like a bad life**
dat just wiped the smile outa my face…
anywys…think of me now walking into a glass door..dats gotta bring a smile to ye face..nah??
Quote:S'ok to cry…it doesn't compromise your strength!
i know ma….I know…eish!! me feels like grabbbing u thru this flippant screen and squeeezin ye with my hug and love…
Quote:Today is a good day!Quote:Thanks for askin!yoh..wuts with da formality nah…me aint the president…yet…
Quote:No need to miss me, I'm right here! lollike I will stop…
hws mah angel?/ and wers the pics of her tatoos?? she promised:(
**sulks***
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Alie ji – it looks so much like Durban, because it IS…
I thought that was where you would like to be the most… Cry all you want ji… but promise me you will smile again, and mean it when you do! Bas!
Ness – Wife #2…. sigh! That nickname in itself is nostalgic…….
I really do have my head stuck in the past… (therefore my butt must be sticking out into the future… BAHAHAHAHAHA… what an image! I wonder what that would mean… I am heading for a erm.. 5h!tty future? LMAO… OK OK I will stop now… it's Senor's job to freak us all out… I get the picture…
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anywys…think of me now walking into a glass door..dats gotta bring a smile to ye face..nah??
yoh..wuts with da formality nah…me aint the president…yet…
like I will stop…
hws mah angel?/ and wers the pics of her tatoos?? she promised:(
**sulks***
Hell no!!! You walking face first into any type door doesn't even draw a chuckle! Is ur nose ok?
You? The president???? Oh heaven forbid!!!! ROTFLMAO
Our mobs aren't compatible! I've tried to send you photos of the wayward Scooter and her 'tattoos'! Uff!
Must email them or some junk!
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Ness – Wife #2…. sigh! That nickname in itself is nostalgic…….
I really do have my head stuck in the past… (therefore my butt must be sticking out into the future… BAHAHAHAHAHA… what an image! I wonder what that would mean… I am heading for a erm.. 5h!tty future? LMAO… OK OK I will stop now… it's Senor's job to freak us all out… I get the picture…
)*cracking up laffin*
Now that is a photo I would sell my firstborn to see! Well…maybe my little brother! *snort*
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it's Senor's job to freak us all out…
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it's Senor's job to freak us all out…
What the? Lmao! Woman, come by the lake over the weekend, and you will comprehend what 'freak' is all about.
Yeah, yeah, we're gonna scare all the fish away for sure..poor fish….yuk
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Can't put anything into my own words right now, so….
I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone..…… cries.
My dear Tayba,
This is for you…
I wanna run to you, oo,
I wanna run to you, oo.
Won't you let me hold you in my arms
And keep you safe from harm?
I wanna run to you, oo. (I'll run to you, oo)
But if I come to you, oo,
Tell me will you smile,
Or be sad anyway?(Don't you dare) Run away,
No, I need you there,
I need you there so I can wipe away your tears,
To dance away your fears.
No, if you only know how much…Giving you the rest of the huge bar of chocolate
,Boo………………………. *runs to Tayba*
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Alie ji – it looks so much like Durban, because it IS…
I thought that was where you would like to be the most… Cry all you want ji… but promise me you will smile again, and mean it when you do! Bas!
okay I am luking at this pic again..more like obssessively staring at it..Boooooo WERE DID U GET THIS FROM??
I simply cant believe this my dear, it is one of the sincerest acts of kindness and will never be forgotten…My DURBAN
( attempting to hug the foto ) lmao sigh!!!
me cant and dont make promises I may not keep my luw …:)
Quote:really do have my head stuck in the past… (therefore my butt must be sticking out into the future… BAHAHAHAHAHA… what an image! I wonder what that would mean… I am heading for a erm.. 5h!tty future?Roflmao wooohoooo lol okaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy erhmmmmm wow
not an image I wanna see ……lmao
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Can't put anything into my own words right now, so….
I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone..…… cries.
My dear Tayba,
This is for you…
I wanna run to you, oo,
I wanna run to you, oo.Then what are you still doing in mystery land, huh.?! Huh?!?! Come over! I have my awtr book and dvd ready
Won't you let me hold you in my arms
And keep you safe from harm?Of course I will… I need that so much right now… so so so much… I need to know it’ll be okay…
I wanna run to you, oo. (I'll run to you, oo)
But if I come to you, oo,
Tell me will you smile,
Or be sad anyway?I’ll smile that you’re here… of course! I wont be sad if the sadness goes… I pray it does…
(Don't you dare) Run away,
No, I need you there,I won’t run away from you. Ever.
I need you there so I can wipe away your tears,
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*hugs Tayba tightly* Oh oh oh oh, things will things will work themselves out! The sun will be brighter tomorrow!
*hugs Ness back* I hope so Insha'Allah. I hate being sad… but I can't help it right now. There has been no sun for two days now either
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I think I've worked out why on earth I am always bursting with joy and hyper when I'm around you Tayba… you make me feel that way.
Such a beautiful gift you have given me, girl… the least I can give you back is my love. (That sounds like I only give you my love because you give it to me or blah blah something silly and politicsy like that.. but you know what I mean! I LOVE YOU A LOT!)So much ghum man… what do I do with it all? I feel like packing it away into a little box (though, I doubt a little box will be huge enough for the amount of ghum I have to cram in there!) and throwing it off into the sea and then dancing on the beach. (I might even take a leaf out of Senor Saab's book…
ROFLMAO! Sigh!)Then it will be like a Lord of the Rings thing, won't it… the evil evil box of ghum… created by the Lordess Boo… oh but wait, I don't want to be Sauron. I guess it will be LOTR with a twist then…. some poor soul millions of years later will find that box of ghum… and will make it his – or her (
) – life mission to destroy that box of ghum.Then there will be a fight – happiness vs all the evil spirits of ghum (I don't believe in spirits, but let's just go with the flow.
)… the evil spirits are rising… there is so much ghum in the world, and it is up to the few khushi-ised people left on Mystery Earth to fight them and bring khushi into Mystery Earth for ever after.The battle is long and hard.. sacrifices are made (no blood is shed, mind you. Well DUH!! Spirits don't have blood to be shed… or do they?
), tears are shed, sweat is poured out of skins… and finally, the final battle comes. The poor soul carrying my ghum is very, very near Mount Gloom.. and there are pseudo-battles everywhere… spirits evaporating off the face of Mystery Earth one by one.. and the box is thrown into the huge roaring pool of melted chocolate in Mount Gloom. The ghum gets dissected into a million and one piece by the force of the chocolate.. and ghum is forever gone. So yeah… guys. If my theory does work out, you have nothing to worry about! Only a million-odd years to go before the ghum is gone.. let's hope the sun stays alive and our species continues to thrive and survive until then. -
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I think I've worked out why on earth I am always bursting with joy and hyper when I'm around you Tayba… you make me feel that way.
Such a beautiful gift you have given me, girl… the least I can give you back is my love. (That sounds like I only give you my love because you give it to me or blah blah something silly and politicsy like that.. but you know what I mean! I LOVE YOU A LOT!) Awwww! how sweet! Don't worry Boo, Insha'Allah I'll always stick with you, that way you'll always be bursting with joy! (not that I am sticking with you JUST so you can feel joy, okay that sounds so wrong LMAO. but you get what I mean right? You give me lots of joy too.. lmao Boo! look what you did now! I sound like you in the post you just wrote to me ROFLMAO!)
Quote:So much ghum man… what do I do with it all?
You give it to me, I'll throw it in with mine and then we'll find somewhere to dump it.
Quote:I feel like packing it away into a little box (though, I doubt a little box will be huge enough for the amount of ghum I have to cram in there!) and throwing it off into the sea and then dancing on the beach. (I might even take a leaf out of Senor Saab's book…
ROFLMAO! Sigh!)Then it will be like a Lord of the Rings thing, won't it… the evil evil box of ghum… created by the Lordess Boo… oh but wait, I don't want to be Sauron. I guess it will be LOTR with a twist then…. some poor soul millions of years later will find that box of ghum… and will make it his – or her (
) – life mission to destroy that box of ghum.Then there will be a fight – happiness vs all the evil spirits of ghum (I don't believe in spirits, but let's just go with the flow.
)… the evil spirits are rising… there is so much ghum in the world, and it is up to the few khushi-ised people left on Mystery Earth to fight them and bring khushi into Mystery Earth for ever after.The battle is long and hard.. sacrifices are made (no blood is shed, mind you. Well DUH!! Spirits don't have blood to be shed… or do they?
), tears are shed, sweat is poured out of skins… and finally, the final battle comes. The poor soul carrying my ghum is very, very near Mount Gloom.. and there are pseudo-battles everywhere… spirits evaporating off the face of Mystery Earth one by one.. and the box is thrown into the huge roaring pool of melted chocolate in Mount Gloom. The ghum gets dissected into a million and one piece by the force of the chocolate.. and ghum is forever gone.Okay Boo, LOL at your imagination there missy! I can almost imagine the in-between bits where you talk to yourself. Have I told you there is a girl in my class who reminds me SO much of you that I can't stop staring at her and wondering if you look anything like her. (She probably thinks I'm a freak but w/e
).Now with the ghum box. Rofl you reminded me of the myth of Pandora's Box!!! hahaha!!
Also, if there's a “pool of melted chocolate” then WHAT in the world is it doing in 'Mount Gloom'!!!!!!!!!! Chocolate is meant to be comforting, woman! (until it gets you fat. Damn that delicious treat). Alsoooo, the ghum doesn't deserve to be thrown into the melted pool of chocolate!
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LOL!! ROFL!! Tayba jaan… you crack me up! (In the nicest of ways!
)I thought you were actually trying to sound like me on purpose.
Lmao… aww Tayba that is such a sweet thing you do!
Stare at her and think of Boo (oh this rhymes).. lmao… awww! How exactly does she remind you of me? Does she go round saying she lives in Mystery Land too? Lmao…Oh I thought about that too… why on Earth melted chocolate is in Mount Doom… and then I realised, it's a bit of a Harry Potter-ish twist. Treat the 'evil' with 'love' and the 'evil' is gone. Like, you know, in the book, it is about love and how that helps Harry, etc… just like that only the good things can get rid of the ghum. Er. That made sense in my head – I swear! Lol!
Chocolate liquid fight!! Ohmydays that would be AWESOME..
See you got me all excited just talking about it. I guess I should wait until Senor Saab comes in here and helps us get more excited about chocolate (thinking of what Nessa said to him… “Talk dirty to me. Read the menu.” ROFL!).. LOL hehe!Well I just realised – in that case, a chocolate liquid fight might not work… lmao bahahahaha we'd all be squirting at ourselves in an attempt to eat (drink?
) the chocolate… My, what a sight THAT would be!How can you have any chocolate LEFT Tayba? Lol oh gosh… that sounded rude didn't it. I'm making you out to be a greedy pig with the chocolates.
Sorryshorry I didn't mean it like that! I have a chocolate chip cookie next to the laptop right now. 🙂 I am in heaven. BWL and chocolate and IM-ing a friend who always lifts my spirits… yay!And oh Tayba ji – lol! That sentence made me laugh… I had a cartoon image of Tayba all angry, with steam coming out of her ears and a very, very frowny, red face going, “Million odd years MY FOOT!” Hehe!
Where could we throw it? I'm telling ya girl, Mount Gloom it must go into.
But we might need something else for Mount Gloom… and not a pool of melted chocolate. Oooops. Or we could throw it into outer space? But then I feel mean doing that… poor aliens gonna be all ghummed up and they won't respond to our calls!OH MY DAYS TAYBA GET UP AND DANCE TO JADOO WITH ME!!! Come onnnnnnn!!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=YIqp_U2YU3U
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Rofl, nooo I wasn't trying to sound like you on purpose. As I was writing that I realised what was happening LOL.
You know, I have NEVER even spoken to the girl but there's something about her that reminds me of you soooooo much. I don't know what it is! I can't seem to explain it. lol I'll have a think about it and tell you. Her name is Rosheen I think. She's British but she looks German or Polish. Actually the way she dressed in the last class made her look French. But she is from here because the teacher made us tell the whole class where we are all from at the beginning of term lol. She's short, of a petite nature and really pretty Masha'Allah. But its not her appearance that makes me think of you, well it is a little but that's just crazy cuz I have never seen you! lol. (Wow that sounds so weird to say because I feel like I've known you all my life
lol aww I luv ya!) I don't know what it is that reminds me of you!!!! lol this is so crazy. I was actually thinking that if I ever happen to be in mystery land (where ever that may be) (maybe I've already been there without knowing) but we could have walked past each other without ever knowing! lol how strange! When I look at her I wish she was you sometimes. It would make the class a WHOLE lot more interesting lmao. But then I wouldn't know if she was you! I'd have to wait for her to do something crazy like talk to herself all of a sudden really loudly, or I'd have to wait for it to rain and then follow her to see if she begins dancing . Or check her work to look for immaculate spelling and punctuation LOL. Sighh! I don't think Rosheen has any clue as to what Bollywood is even! lmao maybe I shouldn't talk to her. She may take away the Boo-ness I see in her . There's this other girl called Chantal who reminds me of Nessa. I think I told Nessa once lmao. Ooooh Harry Potter style!!! lol. Boo! leave all the 'evil with love' thing to J.K. Rowling! rofl! lets just take our chocolate pool away from Mount Gloom/Doom and move it to Mount John Abraham. ROFL. He was on tv today
. Senor Saab is coming no where near our chocolate pool until he is properly dressed! LOL!
Awww I love that song!! *dances around with Boo* – you know dancing in the chocolate pool sounds more fun lol. But we'd be burning and putting on calories at the same time roflmao! oooh and I have lots of chocos left over because I am trying to be health conscious! lol! and partly because I'm trying to save them for when I am free and can relax with a good book and my chocolates. My brothers are trying to eat them though! I know it! because I see one less everyday. The fools think I don't know. lol.
Ok now to get rid of this ghum….What gets rid of ghum? I know! How about we put all the well wishes and prayers we have recieved over the years from our family, friends in 'real' life and friends on the forum alll in one big mountain… it will be symbolised by a beautiful smelling white pearly gas, and then we let out the ghum which will be a foul black colour. Then slowly the two will battle and the black ghum will start going gray and be overpowered by the gas of 'duas and prayers' which will finish off the black ghum and restore sunshine over mount gloom, and then we will rename it Mount BOOM BOOM BOOM! PARTAYYY! (okay that was so gay but you get the jist right?!) lmao. Ghum will never stay when we have the prayers and wishes fr
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I wish i was bludy dead already
I dont WANT to be here sooo why the heck doesnt god take me
am seriously fed up of it allllllllllllllllll
am exhausted to the brink of madness and seriously cant and dont want to go on
one hour on the fone with a certain someone and this is how they make me feel
I truly cant go on… i wish I could just disappear or die..yeah I SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
want death but its not coming my way
my mood earlier today:
Have u eveer been sooo kush for no apparent reason??Well I feel that way, I am soo darn happy I am radiating light throughout the officeBeaming like the stars in the sky, would’ve wanted to compare my kushiness to the moon, sigh!! Chand aur chand..lmao
Am sooo crazilicious happy, I am hoping nothing/no one dampens this spirits..heck to hell with ppl ..Am not going to allow zeeee darkness to enter hahahahahaha
but I did let someone get to me…
I truly cant see any reason for my existance
dats how I bludy well feeel right now!!!
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Alie – no no no………….
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Lebh?
I love this game… ! He ha! Teeehehehehe….
x
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lmao.
Blah.
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Scarry…. go die. No seriously, go do that and set your self in the list of the many who go ahead and declare themselves slaves to grief.
I have had times where I have wanted to be dead too… But Scarry please please please please PLEASE believe me when I say, it will all add up and “treat you right” at the end of it all. And If I may say so, I am living example.
Not to go too much in depth at the moment, but I would have been dead a long time back had I not decided to hold to people who love me rather than the ones I love but turn the blind eye on me. Im not saying every single person will have a happy life, it just doesnt work like that. Its a yo-yo, so take it as one. Sometimes you need to step back in life and be able to laugh at your own situation.
No matter how pathetically stupid the situation can get…
And if not anything Scarry, don't even blink with the thought of death passing your thoughts… please? You have people unknown to you out there in the world and in here, in our world – who love you. If you cannot spend an hour with that person on the phone, no problem – just let them be… but I promise we will share your silences here. Happily and anytime. I pray I say this and it wont go back on me, but I hope this remains – forever.
Khushi x
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Not to go too much in depth at the moment, but I would have been dead a long time back had I not decided to hold to people who love me rather than the ones I love but turn the blind eye on me. Im not saying every single person will have a happy life, it just doesnt work like that. Its a yo-yo, so take it as one. Sometimes you need to step back in life and be able to laugh at your own situation.
No matter how pathetically stupid the situation can get…
Yep. *noddy nod nod*
If you can't laugh at yourself, who else can you laugh at?
Cry all you want, but don't ever fall… unless you're falling in love, of course.
And believe you me, the only way anyone can fall is if they see through their own eyes that they have fallen… so instead of looking down at grief, look up at the skies of joy.I know I know… easier said than done (oh believe me when I say this…). But look for beauty, and you shall find it.
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Remember our virtual date last night and smile and wonder how people do if im gona call you or not. I love you!
.Man someone is singing so loudly outside lol. I know the day's nice but its 9:17! my mind is still asleep! Mummy ninja im only going to hand in my paper. I'm not going to the class where time STOPS. Need to go library and get some books for next paper. SIGH! will have to confuse you tomorrow! rofl. Hope you're feeling better habeebati.
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Remember our virtual date last night and smile and wonder how people do if im gona call you or not. I love you!
.Man someone is singing so loudly outside lol. I know the day's nice but its 9:17! my mind is still asleep! Mummy ninja im only going to hand in my paper. I'm not going to the class where time STOPS. Need to go library and get some books for next paper. SIGH! will have to confuse you tomorrow! rofl. Hope you're feeling better habeebati.
I love you too!
*hugs tayba and then smacks her* you skippppppppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Jumu'ah Mubarak jerk! rofl no…Jumu'ah Mubarak sis!! bahaha ok that sounds better
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hahaha tayba!! i remember that…he was like “gimme the dictionary, what does loserina mean!” LMAOOOOOOO!!
Scarry!!! im so happy to see you online, ji!
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Scarry!!! im so happy to see you online, ji!
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Firstly. am NOT suicidal..Jeeez..u guys sound like I am going to kill myself or sums
like dat!!!
2ndly didnt know there were any responses to my posting ..only saw em now…
dnt have time to reply or say much..just wanted to say ..thanks…for being here
this place is hopelessly lovable, and each one of u are as much loved tooo..
Kush n ranz n kavz – pls check yr pms
yemz
u b awrite..scarry says sooo, and soo it shall betayba
i love u …cant wait to see my pressies:) an u slapped me?? woah watchye bak deary..kidding!! Boo
n a kiss an another MAAAASIVE hug – pagli..stay strong hunNess
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Kush n ranz n kavz – pls check yr pms
Babe – No PM from ya
Try again? Mmmmmmmwah!x
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Babe – No PM from ya
Try again? Mmmmmmmwah!noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
sigh!! k will send to u shortly
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LOL Erm,…. it maybe because you are spelling my name wrong – it misses the 'h'
Khushi
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dammit..I just ripped the damn skin off my flippant finger
shykes and its bleeding like hell now……
me feeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllsssssssssssssssssss pain
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Quote:Dii !! My loveeely my lovely my lovely!!
kavs my pyare kavs….
I miss you.
i miss mee too..lol I miss u too kiddo
I have so much confidence in you that you are strong.
thank u …
I dont want anyone to hurt you though !
shyte happens nah…
Whatever it is, you can get through it – you know it, we know it – and you + us … big force hmm !
lol..unexpected I tell u ..shukriya my jaan
I love you diii and I miss youu soo much.
I love u too kavita
Please keep yourself well. Pleasee
okay mummyI will check my pm just now.
check again, just replied to you 🙂
smile nah?? pleeezzzzzz
love u
okay kavs, am off…al wants to meet me in town sooo me have to hurry outa here
have a super duper weekend
relax an stop stressing already
me luws u much much much like cadburys chocolate:)
hehehehehe
thanks for being here and listening and mostly for making me laugh
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'I'm done with my complaining for now. Thank you.'
You crack me up. Lmao!
Why, thank you.
Well, I sure would like to throw away culture just about right now. Grrrrrrr. When will they understand!?!?!!? Treat them equally! grrrrrr.
Quote:I was royally pissed,LMAO! I'm totally gonna steal that!
I have always wanted to ride on a bike…with john!
Damn, he looks super sexy on that… *drools*
Quote:On a separate but serious note: Poor hubby. Never gonna know what put his lights out. Lmao! Rani, if you holler, I'll promptly hire a couple of cheerleaders with incandescent pom-poms and come cheer for you while you put his lights out! Go Rani! Yay!
Excuse me!?!? You calling my hubby poor?
Imma smack the old offa you if you say that again. And no thank you, I prefer to “put his lights out” in private.
lol. go rani? that's right, go me!
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MAN! I thought grownups were supposed to be more mature and wise than us!?!?!? What the heck is going on??!!? Kids are waaaaaay more understanding than them! grrrrrrrr
I know I'm gonna sound like a whining lil kid, but I don't care! I've had enough! grrrrrrr
WHAT THE HECK!!! Why do boys get whatever they want but just becuz I'm a girl, I get only clothes?!?!?! SO NOT FAIR! All my life I have never gotten what I really wanted, besides clothes. And I can't just walk around naked, now can I?!?!
All I want is an ipod. It's not my fault if my sister suggested she get me the ipod touch and now I'm all excited for it!
And my twin grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr he was all like it's expensive blah blah and on and on and then he goes and gets himself a PSP the NEXT DAY! He makes my sister go to like HEKKA stores so he can get it! And I have to wait! WHY?!?!?
My stupid twin got a Playstation when he was like super young, I never complained. I didn't want one anyway. And he's always buying games for it and stuff and that's like hekka money! And he gets freaking 80 dollar shoes and 60 dollar shirts and jeans! I settle for the cheapest outfits I can find cuz I would rather have my twin buy himself the expensive things cuz he's so into them and I don't care, as long as I'm comfortable in my clothes.
And now……….when I want an ipod (been wanting one ever since they came out) no one but my sister is willing to get me one! “It's so expensive” WELL I can't help it if it is!
They go and buy my twin EVERYTHING he wants, price doesn't matter no more. and he can do w/e he wants! He can go to his friends house and not come back till like super late and no one is gonna say anything! He can use the computer all night and no one will stop him!
but if I wanna go to my friends house, answer is no, if I want to use the computer for more than 2 hours, answer is no, if I want to buy and ipod, answer is no!
Why oh why oh why!?!!?
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Man, when I have kids, Insha'Allah, I'm not gonna make a difference between my daughter and son. and if my hubby does, he's in trouble!
okay. I'm done with my complaining for now. Thank you.
Hee-e-eey Rani,
Tum jo gussa bhi karo to mujhe pyaar lagta hai…. jaane kyun?
I'm not being much help, I know… but I just feel like dragging you off into a field and dancing to this song with you… maybe I'll let you borrow my iPod…
LMAO KIDDING!!! It's yours… for the day. Sorrysorrysorry I know you are going to kill me now… I can see the local newspaper headlines (WELL!! I'm not famous enough to make national or international news headlines rofl..) now… “Twin kills twin on field”…… I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! I totally mean those lyrics… tum jo gussa bhi karo to mujhe pyaar lagta hai… jaane kyun?
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Quote:Hee-e-eey Rani,
Tum jo gussa bhi karo to mujhe pyaar lagta hai…. jaane kyun?
I'm not being much help, I know… but I just feel like dragging you off into a field and dancing to this song with you… maybe I'll let you borrow my iPod…
LMAO KIDDING!!! It's yours… for the day. Sorrysorrysorry I know you are going to kill me now… I can see the local newspaper headlines (WELL!! I'm not famous enough to make national or international news headlines rofl..) now… “Twin kills twin on field”…… I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! I totally mean those lyrics… tum jo gussa bhi karo to mujhe pyaar lagta hai… jaane kyun?
hee-e-eey shona, hey shona!
You lil saali! come here! *runs after boo and tackles her to the floor then tickles her like crazy, steals her ipod and runs with it* hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I wanna dance! my cute twin ji, you totally made me smile and giggle with that! I love youuuuuuuuu!
STUPID FOOL! Bewakoof! I won't kill you for an ipod! after dancing with you like crazy, i would tie you to a tree on that field and run off with your ipod! hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
*pulls twin's cheeks* I LOVE YOU!!!! Jaane kyun? Kyun ke mai teri twin hoon!
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I want to be pretty like everyone else
Why is there such thing as being stupid pretty. I wish everyone was the SAME on the 'pretty scale' Im glad Im invisible ! But when I really need to show someone something … it can never work.Stupid things SUCK
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lol..Jeez womanQuote:I want to be pretty like everyone else
Kavs wats wrong with the mirrors in the US huh?? will send u one from here
U ARE BLUDY BEAUTIFUL SILLY WOMAN
why da heck do u think otherwise?????? **slaps sum sense into u ***
Quote:Why is there such thing as being stupid pretty.huh???
Quote:I wish everyone was the SAME on the 'pretty scale'they are…
Quote: Im glad Im invisible u are?? are u ???since wen?? do i have like xray vision then???
Quote:But when I really need to show someone something … it can never work.woah..wat do u wanna show and to whom missy ?? huh?? lol
**spreads sum magic dust all over Kavs*** ur a beautiful angel
stop being sooo darn negative silly madam
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I want to be pretty like everyone else
Why is there such thing as being stupid pretty. I wish everyone was the SAME on the 'pretty scale' Im glad Im invisible ! But when I really need to show someone something … it can never work.Stupid things SUCK
OH NOOOOOOOOOO YOU DIDN'TTTTTTT!!! what are you talking woman?!!?!?!?! you are pretty! *dies* if you're not pretty, then what exactly is pretty?! HUH?!! OhmyAllah! Kavitaaaaa keep that chin up high, cos you're a gorgeous lady! -
Quote:LIKE RIPPING MY HEART OUT AND HANDING IT OVA TO THE SALVATION ARMY
DON'T DO IT!
They'd sell it for way too cheap!
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Oof! You guysss !
You wouldnt say that if you saw me in real life.
When I was talking about 'showing it' to someone… its that I dont have any 'IT' to show! But I want to.
Confusing.
I know – I like this time because of the season – its my favorite couple of months of the year. And plus – I cant wait until it starts snowing! They've already decorated the streets with christmasy stuffies yay..
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I have a request you guys, please please please please please please please please please please please keep me in your duas. I need everyone's prayers so much right now.
Dont' worry, I'm not gonna die, or at least, i don't think i'm gonan die…well not physically at least.
Just please keep me in ur prayers.
Thank you.
always. always. always. I love you. Allah is there.
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lmao ooooh gosh Senor ..reaalllyyyy I am ..errrr I dunno wat to say to this except tell u that theres a broad smile on my face
for reasons I cant really share here hahaha
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Oi Kavita ji, how in the world did you get a picture of my future ex-wife? She looks stunning doesn't she? Sigh!
lmao ooooh gosh Senor ..reaalllyyyy I am ..errrr I dunno wat to say to this except tell u that theres a broad smile on my face
for reasons I cant really share here hahaha
Oh wait, I m just seeing that Senor wrote future ex-wife !! Lol, yesterday I thought it said future wife!
BTW, what could future ex-wife possibly mean?! Oh please, she is too good for you !!
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kavs..**kisses kavs with mah glossed up, sexi lips ***hope ur feeling better munchkin?? **hugs**
Aww… the sound of munchkin makes me feel better
Oooo – someone's looking reall hawwt with that glossed up sexxified lips .. be careful with that smack though..i don wanna be the one responsible for some of that sexy gloss wiping off…too soon!
me luw youdii n miss u..utake care of yrself hun..get rest..and dont sterss yr self out too much
*hugs and kisses*
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Let me cry out tears that have no ending to them…
My baby!! My jaan! Cry if you must,but I want you to know that they will come to an end. Agreed with Alishia.
Cry if you must to let out anxiety, and pain. But stop when … even some of it has left.
I dont want to see tears in those beautiful eyes of yours. And for a pious,sweet,innocent person like you, wrapped peacefully under a [ninja
hijab … I'd never wish anything to harm you!Fight it off jaan! Be strong! Im here for you – we're here for you. *sending you a million warm comforting hugs and kisses*
Keep your head lifted to the clouds.
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Just to let you know that all is okay with Rani now! Alhumdulilah. Relax
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Taybaaaaaaaaa! I love you!!! Thank you for letting everyone know.
Quote:*runs to her twin and holds her hand tight… and hugs her**kisses boo's hand and hugs her tight*
Everyone, I'm fine.
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah!!!LMAO! You guys, during my third period Law Enforcement class today, I called Tayba to let her know that everything went by fine, Alhamdulillah in class! LMAO! But it was too loud in there, so I went to the bathroom. I was only in class for like 5 mins! I was in the bathroom talking to tayba for the rest of the period! LMAO! But when I went back to class for like the last 3 mins, he didn't say anythign to me at all! And when class was over and I was walking out to the door, he smiled at me! LMAO! I love him! he's a cuper cool teacher!
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Ta'aali.
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kavs..**kisses kavs with mah glossed up, sexi lips ***hope ur feeling better munchkin?? **hugs**
Aww… the sound of munchkin makes me feel better
**smiles***
Oooo – someone's looking reall hawwt with that glossed up sexxified lips ..
who?? **luks around** lol u such a pagli lil one *hug**
be careful with that smack though..i don wanna be the one responsible for some of that sexy gloss wiping off…too soon!
u lil witch ..aarghh I give up on ye …am gonna me givin yeh lotza glossy sloppy kisses from no onwards
me luw you dii n miss u..
lol…am in yr face all the time, screaming, shouting and giving u such a hard time with being yr didi and u
STILL miss me n love me?? okay then lol….I wish u could visit here so I can spoil ye rotten…my angeljie
utake care of yrself hun..
I am ..u do the same ..take good care of uuuuuu
get rest..and dont sterss yr self out too much
aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh pls pls pls STOP saying that..u sound like my mummy now ..and everyone else here
am not fragile…lmao …an NOT stressed..hehehe
*hugs and kisses*
mmmuuuuwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
u feel dat my jaannnnnnn.. I love u tooo much much much…love in my dil for u
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booooooo! MAN! I swear, last night I was telling my sister how when Kajol sings that part I used to think she was saying, “main chali, balke khafa” And then later I thought she was saying, “main chali, banke khafa” And then just recently, like a week ago i think, I realized she was saying, “banke hawa” !!!! LMAO!
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At this moment,
I feel comforted
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Pray for her and her family please…
Quote:Her dad had a triple heart-by-pass on Monday morning……I know hun
, she and her family have been in my duas since u told meinsha allah, he will come through this and heal ….
your selfless love, duas and thought is wat counts at this moment, one doesnt necessarily need to be there physically
in order to BE THERE for the people they love..I know wat u are going thru and feel yr pain, fustration and irritation to an extent..
and yep my words may not help coz it just doesnt when ur the one going thru this……hang in there, weekend is almost near my jaan
and when ur hugging her, give her a hug from me tooo…
I will ensure her family gets most of my attention during my prayer times…
I wish now, to be with u ….coz I KNOW how u feel and want to hold u close coz as much as u wanna be there for yr frend who hurts, ur also hurting and need support…a hug
theres a reason for everything…this will pass..have faith..and keep on praying for his recovery
love u tayba…
pls pls pls pls pls pls take care of yourself my darling….am already worried bout u ….now more sooo
sigh!!
pls keep me updated u hear…pls pls pls do..u knw i wont be coming in here from next week sooo pls sms or sums
one more massive hug
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*hugs tayba tight* don't blame yourself for anything jaan, it's how it's meant to be. Allah is there for her always, and your intentions definitely count. She and her family will be in my duas…Insha'Allah.
smile, na! be her shining light
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Hey Princess!
Your friend and her family will definitely be in my prayers!
Goes without saying that you will be kept in my dil & duas as well!
I feel:…odd & small!
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I feel:…odd & small!
you're neither.
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I feel:…odd & small!
must be dat pygmy costume
..crampin yr style nah…Fact: Ur far from Odd
, ok maybe a lil bit odd hehehe an definitely not small my darling
…Huge heart – amazingly massive soularms big and long enuf to wrap me up in warm hugs
..wats small about thatur allowed to feel it though
( yup godessa gives u perm ) hehehefeel better soon
..sorry bout yest..was in one of mah crazeee moods hehelove u
feel better u hear…
and call me…
**waiting**
~alie~
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whats jaldi?
quick
Quote:yea lolz! im like..hmm alfonso hmmmmm mayen..couldnt she come up with a better name
anyway hehehehee ..neway alfonso probably gave it away to the guy that u were jokin…not that alfonso is a weird name or anything!!! no offence against anyone who' s name is alfonso am soo busy with work it isnt even funny
I have to get all my vessels in order before I go on leave jaan
I truly didnt have time to come up with a better name hehehe
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WHAT WAHT !!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *YELLS – STEAM coming out of my ear!!* I dont got to concentrate whilst PRINTING STUFF!! gawd ..WAS SO happyt o see u online..its all good..im done printing.. u not buggin me u actually made my day better
n i just said paperwork to sound smart lol.didnt u see my *ahem ahem*
luv u hun
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I feel:…odd & small!
you're neither.
Didn't expect anyone to respond to that!
Thank you Ninjitsu!
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I feel:…odd & small!
I always thought of you as the complete opposite Ness ! You are surely grand in my eyes.
Feel better hun and dont let crazed people affect you .. we all know you're strong..keep that chin HIGH
Thank you Kava Daba!
It's interesting to find others' perception of us. Thanks for the vote of confidence.
Working on the chin part…think I've been sucker punched!
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I feel:…odd & small!
must be dat pygmy costume
..crampin yr style nah… Shut it! lmao
Fact: Ur far from Odd
, ok maybe a lil bit odd hehehe The truth will set me free! *snort*
an definitely not small my darling
…Huge heart – amazingly massive soularms big and long enuf to wrap me up in warm hugs
..wats small about that
ur allowed to feel it though
( yup godessa gives u perm ) hehehe No perms thankyouverymuch!
feel better soon
..sorry bout yest..was in one of mah crazeee moods hehelove u
feel better u hear…
How can I NOT hear you Oh Bossy One?! *runs away laffin*
and call me…
**waiting**
~alie~
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ur allowed to feel it though
( yup godessa gives u perm ) hehehe No perms thankyouverymuch! jaan – I meant u have my permission 🙂
good to see u smile
love u
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I know what you meant mom!
S'ok, you'll pick up the pace!
I'm not smiling! I never smile! I only grimace…remember that!
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I know what you meant mom!
mom:)
S'ok, you'll pick up the pace!
Sowrie must try and keep up , my new affirmation
I'm not smiling! I never smile! I only grimace…remember that!
nah nah nah ..u smile for sure jaan
I love u
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Quote:Working on the chin part…think I've been sucker punched!
*looks for nessa, finds her, gently lifts up her chin, gives her cheek a loud kiss and runs away* I lub you, ji.
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Nessaaa .. aww hunn ! Dont say thatt .. you are grand to all of us , I can bet on it.
Hmmph – who was the lil idiotic organism who sucker punched you? Tell up ! Because we all gonna gang up on him
Luv u hun …stay well … and I know life has many 'sucker punches' but I still want you to try your best to lift that chin to the stars
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But, the food business is over.
I feel SOOOOOO EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ordered a SAMPLE of Everyday minerals for my face a week ago and it came ! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I'm going to try it in an hour !! I hope it works good I've been waiting for it !! Yupppieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Okay sooo the colors are way off lol im soo bad at picking colors ! But Hey I CANT WAIT TO TRY IT !!!
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I feel… I feel… I feel like I don't want to stop feeling, but I wanna feel no more.
Jaan! That statment reveals that you feel very confused… Dont lose your head. I love you .. It'll be alright
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Hey girls,
Just wana say thank you for your kind words and prayers. I'm pretty much emotionally exhausted right now. I didn't get to visit my friend on Friday either. Anyway, I will reply to you all individually soon Insha'Allah. For now, know that I love, value and appreciate all three of you very much. Stay wonderful
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Well… the so called 'mineral makeup' .. dont even know what to say .. I didnt see no difference ..and plus the colors were so bright for my face I suck at picking colors I told you! Anyway.. I was all excited but .. Im glad I didnt get over excited b/c that woudl have really ended up in over disappointment. Stupid stupid stupid advertisments !
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Anyway – Natural stuff ..always goes! Gotta start putting milk on my face at night! Lol – ali ..i know you'd make a comment about you drinking milk not feeding it to your face! But… it makes my face better .. AT least I hope it will
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Nessa –
Tayba –
Kavita – Yes, natural always works.
AND LMAO @ your description of running around the trees in a dupatta! awwwwwwwwwww! Ur so cute. Quote:Quote:I feel… I feel… I feel like I don't want to stop feeling, but I wanna feel no more.
Jaan! That statment reveals that you feel very confused… Dont lose your head. I love you .. It'll be alright
I'll figure it out.
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i remember ali saying something about this same movie type dupatta thing …
dont know..why ami thinking of it! and especially with the BAD guy trying to umm abuse me lolz~ and then i'll BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN THAT'LL BE AWESOME lol im such a psycho!
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My wailings can make the earth quake ji?
*WWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
If you think you can do better… be my guest.
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I forgot my friend's birthday
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lol! Tayba, just don't forget mine.
Boo – me too
Ninja – Keep smiling, jaan!
Oreo – shut up
Kavita – I love it when ur happy.
Scarzee – I'm beautiful? waaaah? You have never seen me
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Oreo – shut up
Hahahahaha!!!
You really think he is going to listen, jaan?
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It's because you are…well…weird!
lmao Hey beautiful one! What it do?
My feeling: Today is a good day.
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Walu!
OMG – yo'ure back! Where were you hiding!!!!!! I feel :
IT ALL SUCK.
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.. but now Im watching Dhoom Tana from Om Shanti Om
That girl is so pretty! And SRK .. aw gosh… *HARD COLLAPSE*
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What happened? .. Ohhh as I was saying… SRK… he's the best man! I think Im too obsessed with him
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It's because you are…well…weird!
More facts about our Ninjitsu? I so need protection. Erm anyone know the hotline for the FBI Witness Protection Program?
LMAO!!
hahahaha….
LOL!!!
how does being weird make me dangerous tho? waaaah?
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Everything really is stupid! But most of all, PEOPLE are stupid. I mean seriously man, what in the world is so hard to understand about SECRET?!?!!? If I tell you something, and I say its a secret, that means you keep ur big nastee mouth shut up about it! YOU DO NOT GO AROUND TELLING EVERYONE! I tell you because I feel I can trust you and then you go and betray my trust by telling every person you see!?!?!? I mean what the heck!?!?!? is ur problem man?!?!
I hate them kinda people.
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Happy holidays.
I have oh so much work to do in these holidays… and then next semester is dissertation semester…. *faints*
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I feel betrayed. I DESPISE it when I trust someone sooo much and they easily go and break my trust like it's nothing. it freaking stings. darn it.
I don't want to go to my chemistry class. someone please, hurry and tell me I don't have to go!!!!!!! -
i m so sad that frnds r never loyal n pretent to me a lot…
after all i m not a fool… its equivalent to being rude…
plz stop it…. i cant take the preassure anymore….
i care for u, y treat me like ***….
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i m so sad that frnds r never loyal n pretent to me a lot…
after all i m not a fool… its equivalent to being rude…
plz stop it…. i cant take the preassure anymore….
i care for u, y treat me like ***….
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Awwwwwww hunnie..its the way life is nah
In life, not all friends will be loyal to u or sincere and true, this is a reality u should accept
However, in life there are a few people who will always be true to u in whichever way they can
I do hope that u find this small array of folk, and keep them safely locked up in yr life, sharing
Lotsa love, happiness – the good and bad together…
Heck if all else fails, u have the forum and yr friends here, there are many ppl in this forum who are
Sincere, true and extremely great friends….
We are always here to listen, advise, should u require any and simply be there by yr side yet not…u knw wat I mean
As for Me, all I can offer u is my love, duas and support, watever it is ur going thru, I pray that God ensures u have enuf strength to help u through this phase of uncertainty
Wrt yr friends whom u doubt…. I say listen to yr heart, head and deeper still yr soul, u will know whom to trust and whom to let go off…
From me ..a massive hug my sweethart
Luw always
~alie~
ps: a lil secret my angel…dnt have expectations, they will break yr heart, go on caring and loving yr frends, but dnt always expect the same amount of love in return….coz everyone is unique and expresses themselves in their own way…
not sure if this makes much sense to u 🙂
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i m so sad that frnds r never loyal n pretent to me a lot…
after all i m not a fool… its equivalent to being rude…
plz stop it…. i cant take the preassure anymore….
i care for u, y treat me like ***….
12cu
Awwwwwww hunnie..its the way life is nah
In life, not all friends will be loyal to u or sincere and true, this is a reality u should accept
However, in life there are a few people who will always be true to u in whichever way they can
I do hope that u find this small array of folk, and keep them safely locked up in yr life, sharing
Lotsa love, happiness – the good and bad together…
Heck if all else fails, u have the forum and yr friends here, there are many ppl in this forum who are
Sincere, true and extremely great friends….
We are always here to listen, advise, should u require any and simply be there by yr side yet not…u knw wat I mean
As for Me, all I can offer u is my love, duas and support, watever it is ur going thru, I pray that God ensures u have enuf strength to help u through this phase of uncertainty
Wrt yr friends whom u doubt…. I say listen to yr heart, head and deeper still yr soul, u will know whom to trust and whom to let go off…
From me ..a massive hug my sweethart
Luw always
~alie~
ps: a lil secret my angel…dnt have expectations, they will break yr heart, go on caring and loving yr frends, but dnt always expect the same amount of love in return….coz everyone is unique and expresses themselves in their own way…
not sure if this makes much sense to u 🙂
Hi Alie,
well i feel much better after reading ur comments…
yaar in life whn it comes to F'ship i always fail….
dont know y….anyway i do not accept anything but at least dont pretend to love me.
i hv a gd frnd (a guy) my best buddy n now since he has a gf…he forces me to accept her…
but i cant… i mean i just cant tolerate her, she is much younger n always talks when she shld not…
even in his family…no one really likes her. i just like my best buddy but i just cant tolerate her…
its not Jealousy becoz this is not the 1st girl in his life….
never felt this way b4. she always wants me to put her in…i cant.
she tells me that she loves me n when i come to know she talks abt me…
y? she wants me to accept her, but how can i do it when she cant accept me…
she tells things abt me that has nothing to do with her….i do not do that to her….
now becoz of her… i hv fought with my frnd…things hv changed… i hv just let it go…..
lets c how sincere my frndship was, in n will be…..
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I feel betrayed. I DESPISE it when I trust someone sooo much and they easily go and break my trust like it's nothing. it freaking stings. darn it.
I don't want to go to my chemistry class. someone please, hurry and tell me I don't have to go!!!!!!!Hey beautiful…
The feeling sucks, doesn't it?
But tell you something… if you give someone something as precious as your love/faith/trust, etc… you have to accept the consequences too.. what they do with it is up to them, isn't it? Unless they gave you their word, of course…
Sigh… THIS I learnt the hard way… if only life was as simple as reasoning it out in your head before your heart gets damaged!
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watch your thoughts, they become words
watch your words, they become actions
watch your actions, they become habits
watch your habits, they become character
watch your character, it becomes your destiny
in the search for me, i discovered truth
in the search for truth, i discovered love
in the search for love, i discovered God
and in God I have found everything!
Head up Buttercup!
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I agree with everything you've said except for the last line. Buttercup?
Think Pink, Ness. Think Pink. Lmao! Alie, remember, you can't and shouldn't hurt brothers.
Lol! Whew!
Ur r8 Bhai Senor anna… I cant and shudnt hurt my brothers r8..its not ladylike..my sisters are always telling me this
except does Alie ever EVER listen and follow rules and wats seen as the norm?? NEVA.. am sure u follow where dis leads to…
Roflmao..Did a stranger whom uve never met – whom one day decides to include u in her life and respect u as a brother….
tell u how much she loves u??? coz I do..u craze crack pot of a brother..I owe u a massive hug for saying soo little but bringing out my smile and
laughter…..I think I am going to really cry now…
u guys truly bring my sanity amongst all the caos and darkness in my life
i wanna thank u Senor Bhai…for bein u and bein here at the time I need **someone** the most…….
Dragon has lost her fire..dat sparkle..SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: I THINK U ARE JEALOUS OF MY BUTTERCUP NIC..
DNT WORRY NESS AND I HAVE NUMEROUS ENDEARING TERMS WE CALL U …JUST NOT ANY U KNW OF HEHEHEHEHE
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watch your thoughts, they become words
watch your words, they become actions
watch your actions, they become habits
watch your habits, they become character
watch your character, it becomes your destiny
in the search for me, i discovered truth
in the search for truth, i discovered love
in the search for love, i discovered God
and in God I have found everything!
Head up Buttercup!
I knw hun but the pain lingers ..digs deeper and u knw everything soo I dnt have to spread it on the forumlove u …
the only thing that keeps me from going off the rail is GOD…
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Quote: I knw hun but the pain lingers ..digs deeper and u knw everything soo I dnt have to spread it on the forum
love u …
the only thing that keeps me from going off the rail is GOD…THEN U'RE ON THE RIGHT TRACK!
Biiiiiiiiiig hugs back at ya! Bear hugs back at ya!
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I feel like people are avoiding me, because they are trying to forget me or erase me from their lives. They are my sand – the more I hold on to them, the more they seem to be running away. I am sick of this game. I wish they would just f.uc.k the he.ll off. Stop sending me mixed signals. I don't have the patience to dance along to your bullsh.it any more. Do you hear me loud and clear? Why does a relationship have to go your blo.ody way? Why not mine, for a change?
I just want to run into my friend's arms and cry in his arms and lie there forever under the stars on a rooftop somewhere in India. He makes me forget my crazy world, and for that very reason, he makes me feel so safe. He also makes me laugh so sincerely, no matter how rubbish I am feeling. And he, who has never once said I love you to me in all our year and a half of acquaintance… I can feel his love so much more than those idiots who've been telling me they love me so friggin' much.
When will people stop messing with me? This is not fair, and the morons blo.ody well know it. Urgh.
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HUG***
BOO….
i love u …
truly doo angel
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Dii..Im here for you if you ever need me *hugs* I love you and… I know sometimes life can feel miserable and be a total mess … Go measures to look for your inner strength, find it and consume it wisely … in your times of greatest need…like now… I know you have it in you ..You are a strong woman I tell you! Will keep you in my prayers .. Keep your chin up .. show the world that proud woman and absorb in their reaction … I love you!!
As for you being exhausted…sleep sleep sleep..rest rest rest…and take a nice warm shower..or do the bubble bath thing that you sometimes doooo .. and relaxxxxx…listen to yr inner voice ..let it speak to you ..and let it put you to sleep!! *hugsssssssssss*
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I am so tired of essaying =( my head hurts, I'm sick of coffee, my toes are cold even with socks on, my head feels light and faint. My eyes hurt. I need sleep…. it's 5:19 am and I only got 292 words out of a 30000 word essay. It is due on Thurs and then I have a 3,500 word essay for Friday – and I don't get it and the teacher hasn't emailed me back to let me know if I have an extension yet. *sigh*
AHS JHFJE HFJE HFJDNFJ FJFJOSL;DKLS BH4
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somebody.please.do.my.freaking.work.for.me.
I am so tired of essaying =( my head hurts, I'm sick of coffee, my toes are cold even with socks on, my head feels light and faint. My eyes hurt. I need sleep…. it's 5:19 am and I only got 292 words out of a 30000 word essay. It is due on Thurs and then I have a 3,500 word essay for Friday – and I don't get it and the teacher hasn't emailed me back to let me know if I have an extension yet. *sigh*
AHS JHFJE HFJE HFJDNFJ FJFJOSL;DKLS BH4
.*tears*
erhmmmmm NO.. well letseee now…maybe just maybe u shud consider throwing out the sweets and sticking to the diet ur supposed to be on, then u will achieve sum result…in the aftermath???wat I mean is…sleep when ur suppose to, and instead of intoxicating yrself with coffee, indulge in sweet dreams, spend the days given to u actually concentrating on writing your essays instead of filtering thru territory that will distract u
instead spread that hammock in yr garden and relax…have sum tea and insha allah u will be inspired to complete the essay…
just my 2 cent worth!!!!!
ciao
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The days given to me are spent either at uni or looking after my grandma's needs, or trying to keep the noise my brothers make down. The nights are all I have. Therefore I can't indulge in sweet dreams, and must flitter in those territories.
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It's winter and raining and so I can't spend the time on the hammock in the garden, even if I wanted to lay in the rain.
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Dear Tayba Jaan
My post was supposed to make u
and not Sigh!!!!
Surely your folks can ensure that u have some free time during the day and off coz keep yr brothers from bein unruly??
afterall this is yr finals and u definitely need the space and quiet right??
anyways…all else fails..come over here…
u can spend yr days at my flat…I dnt have a garden *yet* but theres a lovely summer breeze from the balcony..shud u wish to leave it open ( the door ie ) and I apparently have the most amazingly comfy chair….
am thinking..my study table is facing the window soo u have an even better view of the beautiful blue skies ….and puffy white clouds drifting by
lazily…..one cant fail but to draw inspiration from this sight!!!!
u have a selection of **calming** music u can listen to as a backdrop….
am just thinking…..this can actually work to yr advantage…am sure u will meet those deadlines and insha allah get those A symbols ur prone to acquiring…
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**shrugs**
wat a day!!!!
I feel Greeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
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somebody.please.do.my.freaking.work.for.me.
I am so tired of essaying =( my head hurts, I'm sick of coffee, my toes are cold even with socks on, my head feels light and faint. My eyes hurt. I need sleep…. it's 5:19 am and I only got 292 words out of a 30000 word essay. It is due on Thurs and then I have a 3,500 word essay for Friday – and I don't get it and the teacher hasn't emailed me back to let me know if I have an extension yet. *sigh*
AHS JHFJE HFJE HFJDNFJ FJFJOSL;DKLS BH4
.*tears*
You'll do well…you ALWAYS DO!
My help: try adding lots of 'very's and 'really's! lmbo
Miss you! 🙂
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Last night…
“I don't like you. I don't give a s h i t about you. I hate the s h i t you do. You're annoying. I HATE YOU. you hear me? I HATE YOU. I don't want to have anything to do with you.”
“You don't understand. that has nothing to do with hating you. I can still tell you whatever I want. I can get in your business all I want, and I will. But I hate you. I hate you, but Imma still get in your business and say anything I want to you. I can do whatever I want.”
*sigh* Why do you hate me so much? I haven't even done anything to you. How is it possible that you have so much hatred in your heart for me? when you have done worse things to me but I have never hated you as much as you hate me. And I can never hate, nor will I ever want to hate you.
Last night, for one second, I wanted to hate you. I wanted to run away from a place where everyone hates me. I wanted to run so far away that if I ever thought of coming back, I wouldn't be able to find my way back. I wanted to run far enough so that I never miss you or think of you. I wanted to hate you so much that I would never be able to forgive you.
But I can't. I don't have that much hate in my heart and may Allah (SWT) keep it that way, insha'Allah. Ameen. I only hated you for a second, and may Allah (SWT) forgive me for that.
Go ahead, hate me, but I see that you're wrong. I don't hate you for the painful words you said to me, I only pity you. I pity you because you are ungrateful for the things people do for you and in return, all you give them is pain. Hate me, but I can never hate you. Hate is so strong… I have never hated anyone, and I don't intend to make you the first one. I have already forgiven you, I cannot NOT forgive you… a couple days from now I will forget the tears you made me cry, I'll forget the pain you made me feel, and I'll even forget the words you said to me. Because that's just the way I am, Alhamdulillah. I don't want to walk around with those words stuck in my heart, Alhamdulillah that Allah has made me so forgiving.
It was people like you that made me hate and pity myself. It was people like you that I lost all the self-confidence I had in me.
Maula mere, Maula mera dil yahi bola, yaara raaz yeh Usne hai mujh par khola – ke hai ishq mohabbat jiske dil mein usko pasand karta hai Maula mera…
Allah loves those who have love in their hearts. I don't understand how you will ever become close to Allah with all that hate in your heart… you need a miracle. May Allah (SWT) give you that miracle. May Allah (SWT) guide you and fill your heart with love, insha'Allah. Ameen.
Forum members (You know who you are): It is because of people like you that I have learned to love myself. It is because of people like you that I found the self-confidence I had lost a long time ago. It is because of people like you that I have learned to not let people's hateful words hurt me.
Boo: I love you for being my twin.
You don't know how much I needed you last night… I felt so much better after I thought of you. You are so amazing, and I'm so proud to call you my twin… I love you. I didn't even have to talk to you to feel better, just thinking about you and how much I love you and how much you love me too made me smile and wipe those tears away… Please don't ever leave me. <img src="http -
Quote:Because I know you know what I mean when I say this – they are humans too. They are living life too. They are learning too. They make mistakes, they act insensitive, they act cruel and cold…. whatever. Their life, up to them. They may learn, they may not learn. But you do your bit and you do it damn well, OK? You don't give up on them, but don't expect anything from them. However many promises, however much love you've given them – it doesn't matter. Life is life. They will live it the way they want to. I'm not asking you to give up on them, but I'm asking you never to give up on yourself until you die. If not for yourself (because I know how important this is to you), then for your God.
These words are beyond beautiful…
Ninja, I second everything boo has said. She's completely right. I know exactly how you feel, I've been through it. Just look at my post before yours and you will know.
And we can't change ourselves overnight. You won't change so quickly. Trust me, I've been like this for about 8 years now. It takes an angel like Tayba to help you through this. Allah will send you your angel too, jaan. And sometimes, you can be your own angel. I'll say the rest in an email, acha? So check our email account.
And boo jaan, I'm learning to be more confident.
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Boo- A thank you really isn't enough to show you just how much I appreciated your words but it's all I can do right now…
Thank you soooooo much hun, thank you for being so amazing.
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that made me smile.
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Glad to have been of assistance Ninjitsu!
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Do you have any relatives in South Jersey?? The flirty kind, like yourself?
I pull into my local crack den (coffee house
) and have a game of chicken with a monstronsity of a vehicle! It's no 'car' to say the least! I walk quickly inside, wondering if this person saw my turn signal. When the smell of coffee hits me, the 'incident' is quickly forgotten! As I'm standing at the register a man walks up behind me and tells the clerk to charge me double because I stole his parking space. My heart lept into my throat and I turned toward a huge grin & big green eyes. I smiled back and pushed his coffee cup toward mine and tell the clerk to 'ring it up'. the look of shock on his face is hilarious! As we exit, he says, “Thanks I should have my spot stolen more often, my name is Marcus.” and hands me a business card. I tell him my name and he says, “You are very beautiful.” and walks to his hellish vehicle while I stood dumbfounded! WTF???? Men! I'm still dumbfounded by the way…
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To show us truly what love is!
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lmao…so you say!
Anyway…it was more eerie than ego stroking.
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Why are the ones we love so far? I freaking hate this distance.
Second what Ness said.
I love you.
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Yemz:
trying is better than not…keep well hunney
Tayba: I 3rd wat Ness said
Ness: Did u call him??? U shud…yr excuse: **well was just checking if ur one of em losers who carries fake biz cards in the hope of looking hot** oh well sums to the effect..my brains are chewed now..cant think of sumthing awfully smexi to say to dude who got yr nerves in a wreck..hehehe
Senor: forget the airport anna…u have it all here..in the beautiful form of Ness…lol
she makes ye tingle huh..lmao…okaaay..flirting sux..I dunno HOW TO>???? an fools who try to flirt with me..well I begin frowning like the lady in yr story..sooo guess it doesnt work on everyone….
I feel…..impatient…
Am going home for the weekend:) yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy
but the only flight I got was on Sat morning at 7am..sigh..
so am wondering if anyone will notice if I rock up clad in my Pjs…lol
knowing me…I prob will go ahead a wear my Pjs…
adios
my hommies:)
Ps: Anna..u read my email?? wat u think of my theory?? huh?????
u better reply soon…
Ness: Still waiting for yr addy
Tayba: Yrs tooo???
Like send it over this year pls…
Yemz: If u see Ranz….pls give her a hug from me okay..thanks
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Rani:
Stare Mashey! Stange yeh? You know what? Tame khobe ke wali dale, and in it te khkwale wey just like in real life
. Za taasre meena ka wum sooooooooooo muchhhh!! Waley? zaka tame der kha marguray yeh! Kha? <3 Khuday pa maan.. -
LMAO! TAYBA JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! I love you oh so much, chandni! Your Pashto is off the hook, Masha'Allah! You even speak it so well! Masha'Allah Masha'Allah Masha'Allah! lol.
Zuh khayem, thu tsange yeh? Yeh tha khobe ke zuh khkwale wum? Keep on dreaming, baby! lmao!
Au zum taasra dera meena ka wum! Tola na kho thu kha marguray yeh! Khuday pa maan. Allah de mal shi.
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someone told me I make them nervous… is that a good thing or a bad? lol can't figure it out
.Either way…it's a good thing!
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BIZARRE laughter???? Now I'm intrigued!
What up Kava Daba! How's the schooling?
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Charming and cute I say!
Unless of course, it was last week!
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Man!!!! Can I clear a room or what???? Sheesh!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take care Kava Daba!
Can't visit him. From what I hear, it's invitation only! rotflmao
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Dios te bendiga Senor!
Sleep well!
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You have no idea! The kind of crap that came out of my mouth in the presence of beautiful people or in front of large crowds when I was young. It still does, but lets make fun of the past, not the present. On the fifth anniversary of my brother's death, my parents had a thanksgiving gathering in our home (Mom said it was thanksgiving because my brother was in a better place and we could not argue with her logic).
After a few words from our Pastor and a few more from people who should have never been given a microphone, my Dad asked me if I would inform everyone that dinner was served. I asked him how do I say it and he asked me to say: 'Good evening! May I have everyone's attention please? Dinner is served. Thank you.' Guess what I said? 'Good evening! May I have everyone's dinner please? Attention is served. Thank you.'
I laugh now, but it hurt for a long time thinking of all that laughter.
*CACKLES with laughter*
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Quote:I had the most wonderful time in here today! Thank you Boo and Ninjitsu! Thank you God for blessing my life with friends! I so do not deserve them but am so very grateful! I am off to dinner. Have a great evening/morning everyone. Ciao!
enjoy your time getting fat!
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Then I'd pass my eyes around for the others to see you! Though I'm sure they see what I see!
Every 'fumble & crack' wrapped in that humility, make my eyes smile!
uhmmmm …I dnt think others will c what u see ..wateva da heck u guys are taslking bout..the sentence just didnt make sense to mee….
wat I see is love..but then again..am I drama queen Right….
wat wud i knw….
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Then I'd pass my eyes around for the others to see you! Though I'm sure they see what I see!
Every 'fumble & crack' wrapped in that humility, make my eyes smile!
uhmmmm …I dnt think others will c what u see ..wateva da heck u guys are taslking bout..the sentence just didnt make sense to mee….
wat I see is love..but then again..am I drama queen Right….
wat wud i knw….
Hmmm…I wonder…
You don't see humor, self deprecation, humility, intelligence, calm, dedication? I can't speak for the others, but I'd bet my last chocolate bar, they see the same!!
Call it what you wish Alie, but I 'see' things when I look at all of my friends on the forum and I do not apologize for it! It's what draws me to them, yourself included!
I read somewhere that the mouth speaks what's in the heart. If you see love in my words & actions, perhaps you should check your own heart.
None of this was said negatively. In fact, it couldn't have been said more positively!
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I fourth it!!!
This is so not fair! All the cool people leave the forum and retarded ones are stuck to this place like glue! (lmao. hope someone doesn't include me in the list of retards!)
This makes me sad.
Just when this forum is getting unboring again! Diiii – Shona mere shona, rona nahi rona…
Boo – Dey doh mujhe dey doh saare ghum…
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Be careful what you wish for, hunn. If you suffer from amnesia, what will I do? I don't want to lose a twin.
I'll be honest with you, there have been times when I wished to start life freshly. Like suffer from amnesia and whatnot. Sort of like take a break. but You have too many beautiful memories with too many beautiful people to wish for amnesia, jaan.
Give it some time and you'll gain the strength to move on.
And main hoon na. I'm just a PM, email, MSN away.
I love you, twin ji.
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This is so not fair! All the cool people leave the forum and retarded ones are stuck to this place like glue! (lmao. hope someone doesn't include me in the list of retards!)
This makes me sad.
Just when this forum is getting unboring again! Exactly. There was so much laughter here the last couple of days – I found myself actually laughing out loud. Everything here is done in jest, but right now, you could cut the tension with a knife.
I am sad about all of this too. Really puts a downer on all the laughs!
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WHAT?!?!?!!?!!?!? THIS SUCKS!
I know Rani, the forum was starting to feel like before again! no joke! Just when I start logging on the forum again! why o why?
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In the interest of self-preservation, I need to say what I have to say as fast I could say it and leave as fast as I can:
As most good things in life, this, I'm afraid has to come to an end. In the few months that I have been a part of this forum, I have experienced kindness, compassion, understanding, generosity and have received the gift of undeserving friendship from strangers around the world. I am very grateful. After considerable thought, I have decided that it is best that I leave. I do not know if this is permanent or temporary. Perhaps time will tell.
I wish you all the very best in life. Thank you for the wonderful memories.
Ciao
Senor
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In the interest of self-preservation, I need to say what I have to say as fast I could say it and leave as fast as I can:
As most good things in life, this, I'm afraid has to come to an end. In the few months that I have been a part of this forum, I have experienced kindness, compassion, understanding, generosity and have received the gift of undeserving friendship from strangers around the world. I am very grateful. After considerable thought, I have decided that it is best that I leave. I do not know if this is permanent or temporary. Perhaps time will tell.
I wish you all the very best in life. Thank you for the wonderful memories.
Ciao
Senor
U cant okay
U cant leave…
I don’t want u to go..
Just don’t
Simple as dat..
Am gonna start singing*** pls don’t go..dnt go…pls dnt goooooooooooooooooooooo
I want u to stay, pls remain…where u belong..pls dnt go….
……… now am gonna sing
**dnt u dare go breaking my heart….u said u wudnt soooo dnt go…dnt leave….
Pls stay……for a lil while much more than longer*********
Guys pls help me here okay……….
Senor Anna..u cannot leave…..okay
Am more than panicking at yr news…my heart is breaking..no my already broken heart cannot take any more
Super glueing soo u just cant leave…
If not for anyone else then me..coz I love u and want u to stay okay pushed monkey u have to ….
Or I will go craze and start eating bananas then I will braid my hair and live on trees and singing
Sway with me whilst swinging from branch to branch looking for u
Ness & Kavi:
I told u guys not to tease me..coz I may fall in love with him and then he will break my heart
Now seee whats happening…exactly what I said…..he is breaking me heart hommies
Anna u cant goooooo…noooooooooooooooooo …u cant
U CANT
U CANT
U CANT
Besides like I said to u ..if its my posts then:
Am sorry
But brothers and sisters are allowed to fight with each other even over the most annoyingly petty stuff
I just wasn’t thinking yest Sam…..pls accept my maaf…I really am sorry if it was my silly bickering…
**thumps Senor anna on the head**
if this is actually the reason for yr goodbyes coz it’s a silly reason….My random outbursts..heck I have said worse to u..u knw dat….sooo why leave now…
It cant be mee..right??<img src="https://www.bollywoodlyrics.com/cs/emoticons/emotion-42.gif" alt="Confused"
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Ninja letting her feelings out well on MSN:
Kullu man 'alaiha faan says:
you know what, I've been holding it too long. i needu freaking pee!
Tayba says:
ROFL
Tayba says:
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but u gota decide dude….forum faltoos or prison dudes
those two shouldn't even be in the sentence together!
I know that's right Ninjitsu! lmao
And can you believe someone is matchmaking???
Bwaahahahaha!Princess ILY x infinity!
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Ninja letting her feelings out well on MSN:
Kullu man 'alaiha faan says:
you know what, I've been holding it too long. i needu freaking pee!
Tayba says:
ROFL
Tayba says:
why do u say things that make me want to post it on the forum!??!!?
.I sympathise with her…. R O F L!
Tabz you have that effect on people! Seriously!
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In the interest of self-preservation, I need to say what I have to say as fast I could say it and leave as fast as I can:
As most good things in life, this, I'm afraid has to come to an end. In the few months that I have been a part of this forum, I have experienced kindness, compassion, understanding, generosity and have received the gift of undeserving friendship from strangers around the world. I am very grateful. After considerable thought, I have decided that it is best that I leave. I do not know if this is permanent or temporary. Perhaps time will tell.
I wish you all the very best in life. Thank you for the wonderful memories.
Ciao
Senor
I cannot at the moment explain why, but I understand Senorji….. Sir, I haven't spoken to you much but you have brought life to this forum. May I take this opportunity to thank you for spreading sunshine in our momentary lives here at this forum. Thank you. The best of wishes to you.
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Kullu man 'alaiha faan says:
you know what, I've been holding it too long. i needu freaking pee!
Tayba says:
ROFL
Tayba says:
why do u say things that make me want to post it on the forum!??!!?
.I sympathise with her…. R O F L!
Tabz you have that effect on people! Seriously!
I MAKE PPL WANA HOLD IN THEIR PEE?!?! LMAO
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INCLUDE??
Oh sweet 99, you just may be #3 or #4!!! lmbo
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so senoray…remember the rules of the prison…make war not love. and never ever, bend it like beckham!!
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In the interest of self-preservation, I need to say what I have to say as fast I could say it and leave as fast as I can:
As most good things in life, this, I'm afraid has to come to an end. In the few months that I have been a part of this forum, I have experienced kindness, compassion, understanding, generosity and have received the gift of undeserving friendship from strangers around the world. I am very grateful. After considerable thought, I have decided that it is best that I leave. I do not know if this is permanent or temporary. Perhaps time will tell.
I wish you all the very best in life. Thank you for the wonderful memories.
Ciao
Senor
U cant okay
U cant leave…
I don’t want u to go..
Weren't you the one that told him to go????????????????????????????????????**dnt u dare go breaking my heart….u said u wudnt soooo dnt go…dnt leave….
Am more than panicking at yr news…my heart is breaking..no my already broken heart cannot take any more
Super glueing soo u just cant leave…
If not for anyone else then me..coz I love u and want u to stay okay pushed monkey u have to ….
Aren't you the reason his leaving I'm sorry no offenseNess & Kavi:
I told u guys not to tease me..coz I may fall in love with him and then he will break my heart
Now seee whats happening…exactly what I said…..he is breaking me heart hommies
HUH????????????????????????
Am sorry
But brothers and sisters are allowed to fight with each other even over the most annoyingly petty stuff
OK well let me get this clear your in love with him yet you guys are brother and sister???
It cant be mee..right??
Besides wat wud the forum be wothout u???
Plain..boring and not something to look forward to… GLAD TO KNOW WE MATTER TO YOU DARLING</e
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that wasn't funny. ok it was, I don't feel like laffin.
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I feel used.
What????*imitation of lion from Wizard of Oz*
Let me at em, leeeet me at eeemmmmm!
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Quote:Quote:We all love eachother it should stay like that no one falling in love with anyone cause then this is what we get.
*sniffle* But…but…I'm in love with someone here!!!! And it's yooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!
THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF YOUR LOVE. SORRY BUT I DON”T LOVE I JUST CRUSH
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ohhhh thaz not gooood! lmbo!
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*imitation of lion from Wizard of Oz*
Let me at em, leeeet me at eeemmmmm!
rofl, Ness, I love you!
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ohhhh thaz not gooood! lmbo!
lol i know but that how i am lol i don't love maybe one day hehehehe
how are you doing?
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Hehe … why dont you go for it then! Or you wanna tempt him and wait until he makes the first move?
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THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF YOUR LOVE. SORRY BUT I DON”T LOVE I JUST CRUSH
You can't hide what's inside freakazoid! You luurrrvvessss me!
And stop cluttering up the forum with these useless emoticons! SHEESH! lmao
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I'm so tired of waiting… sometimes my tears just fall..
x infinity…!stay patient.. Allah has perfect timing!
I love you.
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Aw Tayaba – *hug* Are you alright there?
Marine! Hiiieee !!! Haha..you dont love you just crush huh…CRUSH on what exactly ?
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SCHOOL IS GAY
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My feelings: yyyyyaaawwwwnnnnnnnn!
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Ninja
. Feel better soon beautiful. I love you .Boo – *slaps boo* then *hugs her tight and doesn't let go!* Get thoughts like that out of your mind okay? This life we have been given is way too precious to throw it away jaan. Think of people who have terminal illnesses, I have watched someone die fighting cancer, fighting time. Stepping into the unknown could be even scarier then living through this life. You have a life jaan, and InshaAllah there's still time. Time to fix things, time to learn from things, time to move away from things, time to come closer to things. And oye, main hoon na? hum sab hain na? It's okay to feel broken jaan. It's okay to feel like you can't drench anymore love and strength out. It's okay to be tired. I'll give you the love and strength. We all will. Just like we've always done. I know how much this forum means to you. You will get through this jaan. Remember, you're not alone. You have many who love you fiercely. *wipes Booness' tears* It's fine if you want to crumble jaan. I have lots of superglue
. We'll put you back together. I know these tears won't stop if I tell them to, so please let them out jaan. And when you're done, you'll feel a whole lot better already. Everything comes with a solution hun. Sometimes its not the solution we want, but it's the solution that'll help the situation. You too will find a way out of this darkness. I have lots of torches too . Just ask Ninja. We've been torching our way through tunnels till we find the light that leads us out. *Pulls Boo's hand* come with us jaan. We'll find a way to be happy. I promise you, beautiful. One day you will be wake up, and realise you're okay. The pain will be gone, and you'll know that you'll be just fine. I promise you that again. Just like I did before. Till then, Taybaness has her arms open each time you wanna breakdown . We'll get through this together. Tayboo 4eva! Zindagi mai koi bhi kami ho, aankhon pe zaraa si namii ho….aansu na bahanaa tum, dukh na utaana tum, haar na jaana duniya se…. rehna na gumsum, haske batanaa duniya se:
Aayege phir se din khushiyon ke, badlay ga yeh manzar….
.I love you.
T………………..x
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Tayba… words just fail me.
Kabhi khushi kabhie gham…. Karan Johar sure has got it right.
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My eyes hurt from crying and I don't want to face another day ever again. I've never thought about suicide so seriously before……. but maybe it is better than all this, despite all my preachings to my friends if they ever feel suicidal…………? I gave a fair number of people so much of love and strength when they needed it…. and I feel like I have no more love and strength left for myself. I am too f.cuk.ed up.
*hugs boo too and doesn't let go*… I second Tayba, hun.
Jaan, When you feel like you don't have anymore strength, you're not looking hard enough.
. Because you do, you have us at least. And we appreciate you mysterywomanji. We do. You know that whenever you need anything, all of us will do whatever we can to be there. Even though we're stretched out all over the place and we're so far away from you (from what we know ), our hearts are oh so close to you, boo, habeebati. . I mean that. I've felt oh so helpless and weak so many times, and it's so hard getting over feelings such as those, because they often tend to keep haunting me. And I have also felt alone. But, you know that with this forum and the gorgeous people in it, one learns to stop crawling and stand up. Because we know that the love here is honest, Alhamdulillah, because these days, honesty among people is very rare. It's okay to cry and think of yourself as weak, because knowing you boo, after those tears, you will start again, stronger than before. The beautiful words you've kindly advised me with will forever be in my heart…and even if one day circumstances force me to depart this forum, I will never forget them. Because they are engraved in my heart, they felt honest to me, I accepted them fully. I love you, hunn. You have enough love and strength for your beautiful self… I promise you. And for now, take my strength… have my love…you deserve it. <3Ninja……….x
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Dear Boogedee woogedeee
U CANT DIE !!!!! DATS AN ORDER
Why????????
give me one VALID reason for your wanting to comit suicide, to end it all
To end yr life…to simply stop existing..Just ONE reason..a valid one..
Dats all for now…
Huggzzzz
PS: Just something…***My strength is my weakness and my weakness my strength***
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i told u to stay off those drugs, didnt i? its ok…just do nothing for the next 1 hr…it will be out of yr system by then.
Cho chweet!!
Aap bhee naaaa!
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i told u to stay off those drugs, didnt i? its ok…just do nothing for the next 1 hr…it will be out of yr system by then.
Cho chweet!!
Aap bhee naaaa!
ok my mistake….its not the ninja who is on crack, its boogedy!!!
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ok my mistake….its not the ninja who is on crack, its boogedy!!!
the ninja!
I'm oh so pimp!
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See Oreo!?!?! I not lie! Thees girl get berry happy ven ju talk like that. Look her biiig grin becuj ju make her special peel.
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See Oreo!?!?! I not lie! Thees girl get berry happy ven ju talk like that. Look her biiig grin becuj ju make her special peel.
whatever it is that u are taking……..give some to me too!!
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I take milk! It's alll minnee! I NOT GIVE U ANY! ITS MINE!!!!!
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whatever it is that u are taking……..give some to me too!!
BITE YOURSELF! lmbo
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I feeeeeeel extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra happppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Rani, I lub uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Tabz, I lub uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! And I hope ju feeling better habeebati!
Ness, I lub youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, and I miss you too woman!
Boo, I lub uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, beautiful!
Oreo, say no to drugs man! get high on candy! it's safer!
Senor Buddha buttwipe idiotic jerky fool, get your butt back on the forummmmm!!!
Kavz, I hope I didn't annoy you the other day, but you know I'm right
!Scarz, womannnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! sigh!
Khushi, I hope you're khush
Marine, I hope ju not partying too much!!!!
okay I'm done, I'm sooooooooooo high. lol
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Sigh!
I have been thinking about all my friends and how much I love them a lot too.. over the past couple of days.. Nessa's post about her having the best friends and me arguing her point must have caused it. I don't know.
I feel so grateful, though. A warm feeling of gratitude that only your loved ones can fill you with. I can't explain lol… it means a lot to me, never being alone. Lonely… now that's a different thing.. but it feels so nice to know I am not alone.
Aaaahhh must be all this V-Day crap… making me think……….
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Ninja, jaan, you didnt annoy me! I was actually asking you and Rani the same questions because I wasnt exactly sure what was going on with Senor. I think I get a lil bit of whats happening … I just wish Alishia and Senor would both come back!!
*hugs* – lolz, Im glad you're sooo happy! Better let yourself be engulfed by it, while it lasts!Lol, Boo, dont over think on this V-Day crap ! I dont know why there's a special day for this, I think its stupid! I mean, Valentine's Day should be like everyday, shouldnt it? You should share your love and care all the time … ugh, what am I saying!
Okay, time to get to school ! Yippeeeee …………….. NOT!
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I feeeeeeel extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra extra happppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Tabz, I lub uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! And I hope ju feeling better habeebati!
Alhumdulilah that you're happy. May it always stay. Ameen, thumma ameen!
I love you too, and I am feeling better, Alhumdulilah. I just have a headache right now
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It's killing me to watch you kill yourself this way. At times, I hate that I'm not a part of your life… but then, even if I were… you would go down this road anyway.
Where did you go? oh jaan….
I pray that you recieve guidance everyday.
Tabzy kitty
sent you an email angel…
keep the faith…
al I can offer..at this moment..
my love and a massive cyber hug
ur always in my duas…
Alishia
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Mr. Fine-and-dandy….
I am so glad to see your self again! Really. Maybe because it's a familiar thing… seeing you here… brings back memories of happier times. I don't know… am trying to work it out, though.
I am not the best of people to have a conversation with right now – I am too too emotional and I will blabber whatever nonsense comes to my head. Going through a madly mad emotional-rollercoaster-time right now.
When you say you 'hate' someone, or think that they (she) are (is) a 'b****'…. and you know really, deep down, that they're NOT.. but for all you care, for your intents and purposes, you still 'hate' them anyway not hate hate, but 'hate' hate (if you get what I mean?)… do you feel guilty? I don't particularly feel guilty. I think I'm just doing this because it's an aspect of my life I can control, you know? I actually have a say in liking this woman (or not, as the case is..).. and somehow, I think in my subconscious, that makes me feel better. Rather, 'better', in inverted commas. Because when everything else is slipping away from your hands as quickly as sand would, I think it's human nature to try and look for some stability… something they can control. Maybe in our subconscious, at least. There's a certain sort of… satisfaction… I think. (?) In being able to speak for yourself and make decisions yourself and have life go your own way, for once. Because – believe you me – not a lot else in life is going my way. Rather pathetic, I bet you're thinking.. if the only thing in life that is going my way is my dislike for The Other Woman.. I'm thinking the same thing, actually. It's like I'm trying to find my way through a dark room…
Sometimes being childish, stubborn and immature helps, in its own way. Strange, isn't it?
Ahhh you WERE warned, Senor!
I have this habit of grabbing the people I LOVE and holding them really tightly ..whenever I feel words can do nothing to help…
and many times I am told to simply bugger off..but I still hold hold tightly soo if that didnt help heres another round…
Angel face, I was watching my music dvd the other n8 …I had on my fav pjs…myl egs were on the poles of my bed…( have this 4 poster bed thingy ) and I am facing a rather odd angel trying to eat woolies tin roof ice-cream and watch my songs….
there was that song from LAAGA CHUNARI MEIN DAAG..dnt knw the name of it…but this is the one at t
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worried. very very worried.
dnt be coz everthings gonna be alrite now..yup everythings gonna be alritebesides dnt add wrinkles with worry on dat gorgeous face of yrs
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It's killing me to watch you kill yourself this way. At times, I hate that I'm not a part of your life… but then, even if I were… you would go down this road anyway.
Where did you go? oh jaan….
I pray that you recieve guidance everyday.
Tabzy kitty
sent you an email angel…
keep the faith…
al I can offer..at this moment..
my love and a massive cyber hug
ur always in my duas…
Alishia
I'm fine, Alhumdulilah. I got your email, and I replied to it too. Thank you for caring, you're also in my duas. . -
Nope, just remembering what I had missed the past few weeks
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Felt good to the core, like a hug, didn't it?
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You may not believe this, or find it funny (
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Khushi is very very sad to leave. I will miss this place so much. Writing random things, getting random responses – Singing according to my mood… *sigh*
You may not believe this, or find it funny (
?) – but I feel like I'm leaving an empty home…. and have tears in my eyes. No one is online at the moment and I want to see all you right now….. all of you. booohoooohooooo….khushi has left us…..noooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! less 1 target for me to pick on. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh whyyyyyyyyyyy must this happened??
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Khushi is very very sad to leave. I will miss this place so much. Writing random things, getting random responses – Singing according to my mood… *sigh*
You may not believe this, or find it funny (
?) – but I feel like I'm leaving an empty home…. and have tears in my eyes. No one is online at the moment and I want to see all you right now….. all of you. booohoooohooooo….khushi has left us…..noooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! less 1 target for me to pick on. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh whyyyyyyyyyyy must this happened??
Happened??? Lmbo, Boo will have a field day when she sees this!
and it is not less 1 target, it is one less target! lmao!
.Khushi, Rani
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Khushi is very very sad to leave. I will miss this place so much. Writing random things, getting random responses – Singing according to my mood… *sigh*
You may not believe this, or find it funny (
?) – but I feel like I'm leaving an empty home…. and have tears in my eyes. No one is online at the moment and I want to see all you right now….. all of you. booohoooohooooo….khushi has left us…..noooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! less 1 target for me to pick on. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh whyyyyyyyyyyy must this happened??
Happened??? Lmbo, Boo will have a field day when she sees this!
and it is not less 1 target, it is one less target! lmao!
.Khushi, Rani
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Well that explains it all!!
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Well that explains it all!!
lmao!
serio is in no mood to fight back. the void left by khushi and rani is too much to bear.
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Well that explains it all!!
lmao!
serio is in no mood to fight back. the void left by khushi and rani is too much to bear.
Lmao light weight
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I dont give a ***
I DONT I DONT
I DO I DO
I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW
*holds Kavz*
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*holds Kavz*
*holds yummeni holding kavz*
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*holds yummeni holding kavz*
uhm, excuse me? where'd you come from? *lets go of kavz and vanishes*
Kavz, call me when this dude is finished holding you!
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somebody is using the jumper technique i see….niceee…i'll catch up with u soon
we gotta get some things straight anyway, so make sure you come prepared to fight!
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He aint holding me lol, he holding you!
Yesh, if ya'll gonna fight, just let me know ahead of time so I can get some popcorn for myself and the other members
And oh yeah, Ninja I 'll save some of the goodies for you so you can eat when you're done kicking oreo's butt
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He aint holding me lol, he holding you!
Yesh, if ya'll gonna fight, just let me know ahead of time so I can get some popcorn for myself and the other members
And oh yeah, Ninja I 'll save some of the goodies for you so you can eat when you're done kicking oreo's butt
What! the only reason he 'held' me was because I was holding you! He wanted you to know he was there por ju, babez! He better hop off before I chop off his hands!
I don't want goodies, kicking Oreo's butt will be the ultimate reward! lmbo
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*cracks up* – looks at Ninja in a weiiiiiiiiirdddddddd -are-you-serious way – he held you because he wanted to be there for me? lol ah ha ha ha
Sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeee … Im sure thats why he tried to steal some Ninja love!
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*cracks up* – looks at Ninja in a weiiiiiiiiirdddddddd -are-you-serious way – he held you because he wanted to be there for me? lol ah ha ha ha
Sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeee … Im sure thats why he tried to steal some Ninja love!
LMAO! Oreo just needs a really hard kick! I just wish! lol!
He's here 'holding' me when I want to kick him and then when a chick goes and creates a whole thread for him he tells her to go away! Oreo doesn't tell girls to go away! He invites them to his special lil asylum! *raises brow*
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It's so annoying how the smallest, most ignorable things ruin my mood in seconds! I hate it!
told u to stay away from ppl like not-so-unique princess!!
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You know I rock your world! looserrrrrrrrrr
Ninja – I love you jaan. Don't let losers get to you. Cuz they be losers. Feel better luwer and email me if you needu let it out. *hugs*
love,
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You know I rock your world! looserrrrrrrrrr
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! lol
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no bumwipe! jur mum!
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*Hugs* I'm sorry jaan
.But its good to be lost in one sense na? We are like travellers in this world… we make dua and inshaAllah Allah will pave the way for us. I'll help you as much as I can jaan. I love you beyond words.
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*hugs tabz back* sometimes it's definitely a good thing to be lost. Sometimes I wish I was alone for a while.
I feeel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freakingggggggggggggg frustratedddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!
why do peeps like to piss me offfffffffffffffffff
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Quote:My huge-est problem in life is that when i love someone, its one of those hard to let go of feelings…and loving each one here albeit the fact that this is just a forum, an open space, a place many individuals happen upon by chance or word of mouth, a place that may not necessarily hold truth and honesty as always openly advertised…a few traits I hold dear in my life…and automatically expect reciprocated from anyone who calls themselves my friend, or professes their love for me…Why is it that you are talking about truth and honesty? You are the same person who left the forum, then came back with a new name, and once we figured it was you, you changed it back to your old name. If you can do that, why can't any random person log onto the forum with a fake name and fool us into trusting him/her? And once we trust him/her, he/she goes and breaks our trust?
Now, I don't care what personal reason you had to do that for, it shouldn't be acceptable that you lie to us like that.
Why do you think we can't trust the forum and its members? Because of people like you.
Before, you just annoyed me, now you straight up piss me off. And I don't care what your opinion of that is. In fact, your opinion isn't worth anything to me anymore. And if you feel the same way about me – cool.
So before you point your fingers about truth and honesty, make sure your hands are clean.
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lets get readddddyyyyyyyyy toooooooooooooooo RRRUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
for this i wud need 2 bags of popcorn, 1 bowl of chips, some coke on the rocks and my favourite reclining sofa…aahh….bliss!
LMAO! sheesh Oreo! I thought you'd be the 'good guy' in this case! WHAT A SHAME!
Rani – I wanted to reply to that too! you go girl! Because most of the time, the forum is all about honesty and truth!
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Here is something true… I miss the Loonies. Just wanted to get it out. Oh and one other person who surprised me with a nice little SMS and made me wander out of a meeting…trouble was I forgot my feet in there and annoyed my Boss who later chided me for being too old to day-dream. Its all your fault. But, I loved the SMS. Gracias mi amiga.
Firstly, LMAO! Buddha!
Secondly, you idiotic loserific bum! Where were you?! Tayba is going to beat your old butt! lmbo!
Let me welcome you back while I can, LOL!
Tayba, you may kill him now!
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I feel all sick and icky.
stupid flu!
Feel better soon.
I'm just getting over 5 days of fever, chills and other unmentionable bodily functions…lost my voice too!
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I don't mean to ruin the forum with my rudeness the minute I come back, but I need to say this. I just hope someone doesn't go snitch on me to Mukesh ji! lmao!
Quote:My huge-est problem in life is that when i love someone, its one of those hard to let go of feelings…and loving each one here albeit the fact that this is just a forum, an open space, a place many individuals happen upon by chance or word of mouth, a place that may not necessarily hold truth and honesty as always openly advertised…a few traits I hold dear in my life…and automatically expect reciprocated from anyone who calls themselves my friend, or professes their love for me…Why is it that you are talking about truth and honesty? You are the same person who left the forum, then came back with a new name, and once we figured it was you, you changed it back to your old name. If you can do that, why can't any random person log onto the forum with a fake name and fool us into trusting him/her? And once we trust him/her, he/she goes and breaks our trust?
Now, I don't care what personal reason you had to do that for, it shouldn't be acceptable that you lie to us like that.
Why do you think we can't trust the forum and its members? Because of people like you.
Before, you just annoyed me, now you straight up piss me off. And I don't care what your opinion of that is. In fact, your opinion isn't worth anything to me anymore. And if you feel the same way about me – cool.
So before you point your fingers about truth and honesty, make sure your hands are clean.
I agree. This forum is about truth and honesty. No one seems to have given anyone a reason to distrust the other here on the forum. Except for the multiple accounts you made which had decieved us into thinking you were someone else… and then you didn't really offer an explanation as to why you did that… we overlooked it. Until you made this comment..
I've found friends here who are more true than people I know in 'real' life. Sure this is a forum, but everyone knows that the relations we've made here are beyond special. I'm sure you know too. It would have been different if you were referring to the honesty of any given member outside of the forum, but your post specifically referred to the forum. And that is why I felt I should address this, as the only dishonesty I have seen in the forum was when you became 'mama pegasus'… I'm sorry.
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Quote:lets get readddddyyyyyyyyy toooooooooooooooo RRRUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
for this i wud need 2 bags of popcorn, 1 bowl of chips, some coke on the rocks and my favourite reclining sofa…aahh….bliss!
shoot man, I do all the hard work and u sit there and enjoy?! gimme some too!
Quote:Rani – I wanted to reply to that too! you go girl! Because most of the time, the forum is all about honesty and truth!lmao. I go girl! woooot!
I love u!!!Quote:Here is something true… I miss the Loonies. Just wanted to get it out. Oh and one other person who surprised me with a nice little SMS and made me wander out of a meeting…trouble was I forgot my feet in there and annoyed my Boss who later chided me for being too old to day-dream. Its all your fault. But, I loved the SMS. Gracias mi amiga.The loonies miss u too! And u didn't love my email!?!?
traiting buddha! or is it treacherous? vutever! Quote:I agree. This forum is about truth and honesty. No one seems to have given anyone a reason to distrust the other here. Except for the multiple accounts you made which had decieved us into thinking you were someone else… and then you didn't really offer an explanation as to why you did that… we overlooked it. Until you made this comment..You go girl! *hi5*
She should have been told all this a long time ago. *shakes head*
I love you, Tayba.
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Here is something true… I miss the Loonies. Just wanted to get it out. Oh and one other person who surprised me with a nice little SMS and made me wander out of a meeting…trouble was I forgot my feet in there and annoyed my Boss who later chided me for being too old to day-dream. Its all your fault. But, I loved the SMS. Gracias mi amiga.
Maybe you wouldn't miss me if you replied to my email, you stupid buddha!!!! Imma jump you!!!!!!!!!! ((I miss you too)
(but Im still gona kick yo butt)
<3
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I don't mean to ruin the forum with my rudeness the minute I come back, but I need to say this. I just hope someone doesn't go snitch on me to Mukesh ji! lmao!
Quote:My huge-est problem in life is that when i love someone, its one of those hard to let go of feelings…and loving each one here albeit the fact that this is just a forum, an open space, a place many individuals happen upon by chance or word of mouth, a place that may not necessarily hold truth and honesty as always openly advertised…a few traits I hold dear in my life…and automatically expect reciprocated from anyone who calls themselves my friend, or professes their love for me…Why is it that you are talking about truth and honesty? You are the same person who left the forum, then came back with a new name, and once we figured it was you, you changed it back to your old name. If you can do that, why can't any random person log onto the forum with a fake name and fool us into trusting him/her? And once we trust him/her, he/she goes and breaks our trust?
Now, I don't care what personal reason you had to do that for, it shouldn't be acceptable that you lie to us like that.
Why do you think we can't trust the forum and its members? Because of people like you.
Before, you just annoyed me, now you straight up piss me off. And I don't care what your opinion of that is. In fact, your opinion isn't worth anything to me anymore. And if you feel the same way about me – cool.
So before you point your fingers about truth and honesty, make sure your hands are clean.
I agree. This forum is about truth and honesty. No one seems to have given anyone a reason to distrust the other here on the forum. Except for the multiple accounts you made which had decieved us into thinking you were someone else… and then you didn't really offer an explanation as to why you did that… we overlooked it. Until you made this comment..
I've found friends here who are more true than people I know in 'real' life. Sure this is a forum, but everyone knows that the relations we've made here are beyond special. I'm sure you know too. It would have been different if you were referring to the honesty of any given member outside of the forum, but your post specifically referred to the forum. And that is why I felt I should address this, as the only dishonesty I have seen in the forum was when you became 'mama pegasus'… I'm sorry.
MEN I COULDN'T”T HAVE PUT IT BETTER MYSELF………… But yah i need a pack of beer for this lmao.
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I am sorry. Because I have been hurt by this type of dishonesty before. Seriously hurt. Beyond imagination.
*holds tayba* I know. I'm sorry too. Stupid idiotic losers these days.
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Awww my lovelys [Ness and Ninja] … feel better soon *hugggs*
Btw, Nessa, how have you been?! [besides the chills and fever
]Thanks Kava Daba!
I've been ok, thanks. How about you?
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Quote:Make mine a Jack Daniel on the rocks Oreo I'll be the chips and dip you get the papcorn….Ness you can't bring anything to the party???darn girl didn't know u were cheap lmao.
I'm not cheap, I'm frugal and whaaaa????
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I am sorry. Because I have been hurt by this type of dishonesty before. Seriously hurt. Beyond imagination.
*holds tayba* I know. I'm sorry too. Stupid idiotic losers these days.
*ready to hold Ninjitsu, holding Princess, but sees Serio on his way* lmao
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*ready to hold Ninjitsu, holding Princess, but sees Serio on his way* lmao
LMAO!
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Lmao. Girl, why ain't you asleep?!?! huh!?!?! or wait, did you sleep and wake up!??! lmao Im so confused.
Got your emails, will reply soon InshaAllah. I loverz ju.
Dude, I slept horribly horrible. Stupid nightmares won't leave me alone. I got two disturbed hours of sleep.
You better reply soon, who you think you iz!
just keeding, I lovez you more!
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wtheck why do you keep getting them nightmares for?!?!? *hugs fish* Did you sleep on your right side and say kalimahs?
I think I iz your mum. Shut up and be good lmao.
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*ready to hold Ninjitsu, holding Princess, but sees Serio on his way* lmao
LMAO!
*grabs Ness and Princess and walks away, leaving Oreos butt behind…alone. But aparently he has spotted a hot chick and is following her* Great, now we can hold each other freely! sheesherz! In all honesty, all I had to do was throw a footie ball! Hmmmm…that gives me an idea!
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wtheck why do you keep getting them nightmares for?!?!? *hugs fish* Did you sleep on your right side and say kalimahs?
I think I iz your mum. Shut up and be good lmao.
I keeding too
I love ju morest. <3Wherever Boo is this second, I know her nerves are going wild! lmao
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wtheck why do you keep getting them nightmares for?!?!? *hugs fish* Did you sleep on your right side and say kalimahs?
I think I iz your mum. Shut up and be good lmao.
I keeding too
I love ju morest. <3Yeah I did… stupid crap lol
Oh lmbo, I gotta show forum the pimped out icon I made for you! lol let me go find it
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Lmao! Imma make you an arabic one. one day. But stupid photoshop makes arabic writing look all weird. I gotta learn the trick first!And I love you akthar!
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wtheck why do you keep getting them nightmares for?!?!? *hugs fish* Did you sleep on your right side and say kalimahs?
I think I iz your mum. Shut up and be good lmao.
I keeding too
I love ju morest. <3Yeah I did… stupid crap lol
Oh lmbo, I gotta show forum the pimped out icon I made for you! lol let me go find it
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Lmao! Imma make you an arabic one. one day. But stupid photoshop makes arabic writing look all weird. I gotta learn the trick first!And I love you akthar!
LMAO. I LOVE that icon. Whenever I log into facebook, I see it and grin. Did you get mine btw??!!!!
vuts akthar? more? cuz if so then I love you akhtharest lmao.
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lmao. Ah I miss herrr. When she comes back I'm going to give her a paragraph of incorrectly spelled words, as a welcome back gift
. We should put one together and PM her! It would make her day!
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I'm not cheap, I'm frugal and whaaaa????
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Girl! Don't be sorry! You take that back right now! You're being honest here! She doesn't realize how many people she can hurt by her dishonesty and how many people might even leave the forum because of the dishonesty they see in it due to her!
I am sorry. Because I have been hurt by this type of dishonesty before. Seriously hurt. Beyond imagination.
Exactly. She should be sorry for being dishonest, jaana.
There isn't any reason why you should be sorry. Take it back now. I love you so much, Taybanzle. Keep the chin up.
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…..True. Fine, I take it back. I'm only speaking what's in my heart and mind, and you're right…. I shouldn't have to apologise for that.
.I love you too Randon.
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Yes, I am right.
I love you oh so hekka very much more!!!
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I don't mean to ruin the forum with my rudeness the minute I come back, but I need to say this. I just hope someone doesn't go snitch on me to Mukesh ji! lmao!
Quote:My huge-est problem in life is that when i love someone, its one of those hard to let go of feelings…and loving each one here albeit the fact that this is just a forum, an open space, a place many individuals happen upon by chance or word of mouth, a place that may not necessarily hold truth and honesty as always openly advertised…a few traits I hold dear in my life…and automatically expect reciprocated from anyone who calls themselves my friend, or professes their love for me…Why is it that you are talking about truth and honesty? You are the same person who left the forum, then came back with a new name, and once we figured it was you, you changed it back to your old name. If you can do that, why can't any random person log onto the forum with a fake name and fool us into trusting him/her? And once we trust him/her, he/she goes and breaks our trust?
Now, I don't care what personal reason you had to do that for, it shouldn't be acceptable that you lie to us like that.
Why do you think we can't trust the forum and its members? Because of people like you.
Before, you just annoyed me, now you straight up piss me off. And I don't care what your opinion of that is. In fact, your opinion isn't worth anything to me anymore. And if you feel the same way about me – cool.
So before you point your fingers about truth and honesty, make sure your hands are clean.
I agree. This forum is about truth and honesty. No one seems to have given anyone a reason to distrust the other here on the forum. Except for the multiple accounts you made which had decieved us into thinking you were someone else… and then you didn't really offer an explanation as to why you did that… we overlooked it. Until you made this comment..
I've found friends here who are more true than people I know in 'real' life. Sure this is a forum, but everyone knows that the relations we've made here are beyond special. I'm sure you know too. It would have been different if you were referring to the honesty of any given member outside of the forum, but your post specifically referred to the forum. And that is why I felt I should address this, as the only dishonesty I have seen in the forum was when you became 'mama pegasus'… I'm sorry.
MEN I COULDN'T”T HAVE PUT IT BETTER MYSELF………… But yah i need a pack of beer for this lmao.
the tribe has spoken (tho one is busy drinking beer than anything else) and have decided that we need to boot out someone from the bolly island. unique…i know this is tough for u but hang in there..u can swim rite? but on 2nd thots..mebe we can still keep u arnd here for the time being 😉
so to the one booted out: we can do this the easy way or the hard way…easy way, just walk to the plank and jump off the ship. hard way…i will let senorJ recite his 101 stories that will last roughly about 3 days and 14 hrs, before u eventually walk the plank. yr call.
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the tribe has spoken (tho one is busy drinking beer than anything else) and have decided that we need to boot out someone from the bolly island. unique…i know this is tough for u but hang in there..u can swim rite? but on 2nd thots..mebe we can still keep u arnd here for the time being 😉
so to the one booted out: we can do this the easy way or the hard way…easy way, just walk to the plank and jump off the ship. hard way…i will let senorJ recite his 101 stories that will last roughly about 3 days and 14 hrs, before u eventually walk the plank. yr call.
1) Why don't you just say that you don't want me to leave?
.2) I actually like listening to the buddha's stories! I know I'd choose the hard way!!!
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Woaahhhhhh…hmmm…BUSTED!!!..Jeeez u guys..am all red faced with guilt here!!!
Am gonna try an roll my responses to everything pertaining to me and my lack of honesty and trueness and and and …on this thread..not that wat I say matters ..**as per hearsay:)** .neva da less………..
First and foremost, Its about time u guys figured me out.. I mean theres just a period of time one can pretend being all sincere and nice and all things good…right!!!
Wat was I gonna say..Oh yeah….u guys forgot to include the following in your list of descriptions…
From Deceitful, to dishonest, untrustworthy, untrue, conniving, manipulative, evil minded, synical, ferociously brutal, cruelly inhumane, sadistically aggressive, viciously nasty and a mind player to booth!! Which to me relates to just one thing..evilness..everything ScarFace aka, Scarry, Aka Alishia Aka Alie is…
There!!! Its said..U guys got me man!! I dunno wat to say ..I FEEL elated now that I can finally stop pretending to be that seriously annoyingly nice and too good to be true Alishia…
That said:
Ranz: I 2nd Yemz, u goooo girl, for telling it like it is, for being true to how u feel…and yeah u guys shouldve told me at the onsett about these feelings u feel…am really appreciative that u took the time to point these **attributes ** of mine to me now:)…
Tayba: I agree with Ranz, Never be sorry for the way u feel, or for what u believe to be the truth and right…sooo pls dnt apologize, just go on being honest…
Yemz: u once changed yr nic on Facebook, I remember asking u why ..u answered….Thats my reason as well..whether u care to believe me or not, is your choice…but hun, ..did u do that as a means to play vicious mind games on the people u call friends?? No need to answer me…**winks**
Mara: Oye luw, why didn’t u approach me sooner when u felt this way?? U know ( knew ) u can always approach me about basically anything..right?? Well guess not…hmmm…shykes wats with all the alcohol promotions going down…? eish
Nessa: Ur right this is the MOTHER of all ironies, one I shall retain as a lesson:) … I agree ..u are by far the most honestest person I have ever had the pleasure respecting as my sister…continue being u…
Senor Anna: Stop teasing…ie stop teasing Cosmic, U KNOW theres nothing there….good to see ur still the same!
Cosmic: Leh….**drops an oreo crumb and a half eaten popcorn in his mouth* dats all ur getting ….wrt leaving…no thanks… I will leave in my own terms, when the time is right…until then ..grin and bear my presence !!!
Oh one more thing!! Mr Tribal counselor…good to hear thoughts of me chills u to the spine…wahaaahahahaaahahahahahaaa…
Kavi: all that color?? 🙂 good to see u happy like this angel….keep the emotion going strong…Life is amazingly great…
It’s the lil things that brings great pleasure …
I think that’s all I have to say ….for now….
a good attempt at covering one's a$$ but which failed miserably. pls try again. oh wait…dont bother.
ooofffffffffff BUSTED again….
nah, I prefer my a$$ exploited like above…seeing as u care soo much about my assets…liabilities..wateva
this is my day job…
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99: Was wondering when you'd make it on!
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Ninja is the the most honest person I have ever met. Don't you ever dare try to call her dishonest again. You are insulting her beautiful personality by even comparing yourself to her, so don't you ever dare compare what you did with what she does. got it? get it. good. I've known her longer than you have, and I know her way better than you do. Plus, I have had the pleasure of knowing her off the internet (people like you ruin the honesty in the internet). If honesty could take the form of a human, it would take Ninja's form. Don't you even dare try to apologize to her, I know she'll forgive you if your sorry was sincere, but you aren't worthy of her forgiveness.
That's exactly it: If honesty could take the form of a human, it would take Ninja's form. And I know she'll forgive her too. That is why I am saying, they aren't in the LEAST comparable. I don't think anything on this forum has ever angered me more than when she called my sister dishonest. I'm literally shaking with rage right now.
No one has the right to call our sister anything but honest, jaana. When I started to read her post, I was thinking, “How childish and pathetic can she get? I'm ignoring all this.” But when I came to what she said about Ninja, I swear man, she couldn't have angered me more if she had said something about me, but Ninja! She's like the epitome of honesty and purity and beauty! I was boiling with anger and I couldn't even let it out because I was with my family. I was dying to get to the computer to reply to it.
Ninja, my beautiful habeebi, I love you so much.
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Quote:99: Was wondering when you'd make it on!
Angry posts aren't complete unless I get to say something.
I love youuuu! Was just waiting for a chance to get away from family so I can properly reply.
I miss you, how are you?
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Quote:Angry posts aren't complete unless I get to say something. I love youuuu! Was just waiting for a chance to get away from family so I can properly reply.
I miss you, how are you?
I knew it was just a matter of time!
I love you & miss you too kid!
Some days r better than others. Today was shyte!
To read this filth and see yet another innocent person get the shaft from this chick is too much!
I've given her venom waaay too much attention and now I'm finished with it! Take care guys.
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No one has the right to call our sister anything but honest, jaana. When I started to read her post, I was thinking, “How childish and pathetic can she get? I'm ignoring all this.” But when I came to what she said about Ninja, I swear man, she couldn't have angered me more if she had said something about me, but Ninja! She's like the epitome of honesty and purity and beauty! I was boiling with anger and I couldn't even let it out because I was with my family. I was dying to get to the computer to reply to it.
Ninja, my beautiful habeebi, I love you so much.
The only reason I replied was because of Ninja. She has all of my respect. Every last drop of it. And she doesn't deserve this ***.
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Thanks for that Marine! It means so much!
I was really dying with anger, but thanks to Nessa, I cooled down. I realized that some people just aren't worth it!
Well i'm glad that Nessa was able to calm you down.
But to be honest i was waiting for firework lmao i'm so evil
The one i love about all this is that we all can see who's real and who's fake.
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Well i'm glad that Nessa was able to calm you down.
But to be honest i was waiting for firework lmao i'm so evil
The one i love about all this is that we all can see who's real and who's fake.
I'm glad too! I was still intending to go ninja style, but the forum wouldn't let me in! lmbo!
Everything happens for a good reason man!
That's true, but it's soooooooo annoying when people just refuse to admit it!
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OK OK yaar don't have a cow I'm admitting it I'm psycho to lmao
No but i know what u mean. you r the best double kicker so i'm glad u couldn't go Ninja style up in here
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Hunn, you deserved all that and much more. And you should know how I feel about you, didn't I make it clear last night?
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Excuse me, who are you talking about? *raises eyebrow*
I'm pretty sure he means you. I'm the air-raid siren!
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Excuse me, who are you talking about? *raises eyebrow*
I'm pretty sure he means you. I'm the air-raid siren!
That lil wench! I do not laugh like that! … do i? LMAO!
Nessa… thank you for making me smile.
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“We don't truly know what it is we want, until we can not have it.”
grrrrrr! I've never been so emotionally retarded before!
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I'm pretty sure he means you. I'm the air-raid siren!
That lil wench! I do not laugh like that! … do i? LMAO!
Nessa… thank you for making me smile.
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“We don't truly know what it is we want, until we can not have it.”
grrrrrr! I've never been so emotionally retarded before!
1. I don't think you sound like that…but then again, I don't think I sound like an air-raid siren. rotflmbo
2. Stick around, it gets worse! lol Seriously, things will get better. I promise.
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There's no room at Ninjitsu's…Gollum (seriomonster) is there, remember? He ain't lettin you near his 'precccioussssss'! bwaahahaha!
And Hijaab Woman (name has been trademarked) has denied your request on several occasions! Boo hoo for you!
Hey 99 you ready with that stick?!
You hit him low (lmao) and I'll go for the throat! LMAO @ how reasonable you sound ji!
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Lmao! Well, Rani has no choice but to hit me 'low' because what the Almighty has bestowed upon her life abundantly in beauty and charm, He has withheld in erm 'inches' so… Lord, I have the giggles. As for you, gun-giggle-girl, you better watch it when you go for my throat, you are gonna get it right on the kisser and it ain't gonna be pretty.
99 – You gonna let him get away with yet another short crack?! I think it's time you done him in!
Senor ji – You're such a polite & well spoken old man (insert 'gun giggle'). Was that a threat of violence or something else?
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A mutiliation party? Goaash, what mind you have!
But now that you mention it dot dot dot
Be afraid dot dot dot [stares] be VERY afraid
And me? – I'll kick back and enjoy the show!!!
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'…I don't think I sound like an air-raid siren…'
You are right and you are wrong. Lmao! Occasionally you do sound like an air-raid siren, but often you do sound like a sub-machine gun. You may disagree all you want, but, I heard you giggle. I never forget. Rani on the other hand, has one steam-powered shrill whistle of a laugh like one that comes off a pressure cooker just before your biryani is done…
Hello ladies! Just in case you feel like throwing a little 'mutilation party' you know where I live. Come get me. Lmao! Ninjitsu, save me some space in your basement. I coming to hide. Tayba, guard the door.
pssssht! u said my cough makes me sound like a man!!! Imma let rani straight through!!!! *kicks serio off his seat and sits next to my boo*
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sof course are those who sport hijaabs and a certain someone who laughs like she's got a sub-machine gun stuck in her throat].PS: I notice that Boo is around. Had to make a quick correction, or I would have to suffer the sinister stroke of the ever-present red pen.
Really? I love summer!!! even with its stickyness and bugs, everything is so beautiful and full of life! The poor trees have been naked for way too long!!!!
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LMAO! I want to beat you up and buy you coffee at the same time! My face is all like and then it goes to “awww” and then it goes back to the and then a You lil buttwipe of a jerk! You're lucky you live so faaaaaar away from me, or else I would smack you upside your head when you're drinking hot coffee and make you spill it all over your precious lower self! Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
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LMAO! “make you spill it over your precious lower self” hahahaha! Coffee could turn out to be an enemy for you, buddha!
.Rani – one day when things are easier inshaAllah we'll fly out and surprise him. The three of us =D lmao, talking of surprises, this reminds me of the convo on the phone just now when we were talking about a surprise forum party and how it would be so fun LMAO! *giggles*
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LMAO! “make you spill it over your precious lower self” hahahaha! Coffee could turn out to be an enemy for you, buddha!
.Rani – one day when things are easier inshaAllah we'll fly out and surprise him. The three of us =D lmao, talking of surprises, this reminds me of the convo on the phone just now when we were talking about a surprise forum party and how it would be so fun LMAO! *giggles*
lol. You better take his address or we'll get lost! He prolly won't be home, that waitress-chasing loser. We'll be ringing the bell and no one would answer! oh, poor guy will prolly have a heart attack if we show up at his doorstep! lolllllllll IT would be so much fun! We can steal his cane and hide it under his bed! LMAO!
lol, forum party sounds like fun… didn't we already have one? For boo? her surprise bday party? lmao!
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LMAO! “make you spill it over your precious lower self” hahahaha! Coffee could turn out to be an enemy for you, buddha!
.Rani – one day when things are easier inshaAllah we'll fly out and surprise him. The three of us =D lmao, talking of surprises, this reminds me of the convo on the phone just now when we were talking about a surprise forum party and how it would be so fun LMAO! *giggles*
lol. You better take his address or we'll get lost! He prolly won't be home, that waitress-chasing loser. We'll be ringing the bell and no one would answer! oh, poor guy will prolly have a heart attack if we show up at his doorstep! lolllllllll IT would be so much fun! We can steal his cane and hide it under his bed! LMAO!
lol, forum party sounds like fun… didn't we already have one? For boo? her surprise bday party? lmao!
rofl waitress chasing or skinny dipping at some lake. We'll wait till he comes home lmao. Then we'll play knock down ginger on his door. (That's when you knock and run away and make the person keep coming outside his/her house to see who it is). LOL it would be soooo fun. He'll come out all the way on to the road to see who the hell he is. Then ninja will sneak in. Then I will, then you. And then we shut the door on him. LMAO.
.Yesssss booos bday partaaaaaay! I remember now! but that's not what I mean! I mean everybody online same time to shout SURPRISE! damn it wont work on the net :p you all needu come to london jerks
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Yesssss booos bday partaaaaaay! I remember now! but that's not what I mean! I mean everybody online same time to shout SURPRISE! damn it wont work on the net :p you all needu come to london jerks
The budda is so shameless he'll go skinny dipping with some waitress! He better hurry up cuz I am so impatient! We'll sneak in his house if he's not there and take his food and watch tv lmao!
lmao, we all can't be on at the same time, it's like impossible! hahaaaaa! London? I wannu come london!
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Yesssss booos bday partaaaaaay! I remember now! but that's not what I mean! I mean everybody online same time to shout SURPRISE! damn it wont work on the net :p you all needu come to london jerks
The budda is so shameless he'll go skinny dipping with some waitress! He better hurry up cuz I am so impatient! We'll sneak in his house if he's not there and take his food and watch tv lmao!
lmao, we all can't be on at the same time, it's like impossible! hahaaaaa! London? I wannu come london!
*excited*Lmao skinny dipping with the waitress. I bet she's from Starbucks, where else do they know him so well! lmao!
Yeah lets raid his fridge, (you better store ferrero rocher cuz we're nuts about them!) and watch somethin funny on his tv =D Powerpuff girls! *remembers the poster Boo made last year* *giggles*
Jaan nothing is impossible. We can make it work somehow!!!!! Some of us will just have to be up in the late hours of the night. I'm always up so this time someone else can stay up
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Quote:Lmao skinny dipping with the waitress. I bet she's from Starbucks, where else do they know him so well! lmao!
Yeah lets raid his fridge, (you better store ferrero rocher cuz we're nuts about them!) and watch somethin funny on his tv =D Powerpuff girls! *remembers the poster Boo made last year* *giggles*
Jaan nothing is impossible. We can make it work somehow!!!!! Some of us will just have to be up in the late hours of the night. I'm always up so this time someone else can stay up
. And if its my surprise party, then I should be up to see it . You fool,, why are you telling me about my surprise party? It's meant to be a surprise. Haaaa! 😛Yep, it's the red-haired one from Starbucks! lol.
He better have Ferrero Rocher! The three of us love it sooo much! He better have three diff boxes or else we'll be fighting over them! HAHA! OH YEAH! POWERPUFF GIRLS! LMAO! I remember the poster! LMAO! I LOVED IT!
LMAO! I'm not having a surprise bday party for youuuu! so shut ur trap!
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Quote:Quote:Lmao skinny dipping with the waitress. I bet she's from Starbucks, where else do they know him so well! lmao!
Yeah lets raid his fridge, (you better store ferrero rocher cuz we're nuts about them!) and watch somethin funny on his tv =D Powerpuff girls! *remembers the poster Boo made last year* *giggles*
Jaan nothing is impossible. We can make it work somehow!!!!! Some of us will just have to be up in the late hours of the night. I'm always up so this time someone else can stay up
. And if its my surprise party, then I should be up to see it . You fool,, why are you telling me about my surprise party? It's meant to be a surprise. Haaaa! 😛Yep, it's the red-haired one from Starbucks! lol.
He better have Ferrero Rocher! The three of us love it sooo much! He better have three diff boxes or else we'll be fighting over them! HAHA! OH YEAH! POWERPUFF GIRLS! LMAO! I remember the poster! LMAO! I LOVED IT!
LMAO! I'm not having a surprise bday party for youuuu! so shut ur trap!
I prolly won't be able to come on, how horrible does that look? No host? LMAO! We'll do it when I get my hubby to buy me a laptop, teekh hai?!!? LOL yes please seperate boxes of ferrero rocher! aisha brought me some last week and I just gave one to my mum and none to my brothers lmaooooooooooooooooo I LOVE IT!
that poster was soo funny! I love shrekkerz!!!
Ohhh *nods head* I get it. You want me to be non-chalant about this….. *sure there's no birthday party, sallllll coool* *hums* =p
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Quote:Quote:99 – You gonna let him get away with yet another short crack?! I think it's time you done him in!
lmao!
I got no choice but to let him get away with it, he's so darned far away that my threats don't scare him! lol. Before this stinky buddha, no one eber called me short. You know what'll frighten him? You being all nice & sweet! That will just about terrify him! Bwahahahaha!
Give it a shot…then…pounce!
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Reading all this madness… looking back on my time on the forum… I never once thought, before I came to this forum, that I would be so loved by such crajees from all sorts of random corners of the world……….
And I never once thought I would be made Moderator (…….. such are the levels of my Faltoo-ness huh? ) – I still remember the day, Mukesh asking me… it was…I belong here.
It makes me beam with pride sometimes, to know that I am part of a forum. My forum family. Not many feelings as special as this in my life, that I can honestly tell you. When I look at the people around me… it makes me smile… to think that I have found a whole new dimension to the word “friendship”, that they may not have seen……… it's like my little secret place.
There are so many different types of friendships…. as Khushi has once so rightly said to me (paraphrased), “You can't name the type of friendship, but you can feel it.. you know at which stage you are at…” (or something like that)… … I have various friendships at various stages in my life, but this… this place, this forum… it turns everything topsy turvy and inside out… perhaps because it is in a place that is sacred to me – our hearts, that it is all so beautifully muddled up… short girls kicking buddhas and kicking people off cinema seats and surprise parties of words and images of skinny dipping men… sigh! I have no words for how much I love this forum, and how much…. much… richer… it has made my life. Truly. The more of life you see, the more 'it' all makes sense to you… the more… well, to me anyway… the more you begin to find your place in this world. And I have seen – and am seeing – so much of life in this forum…. where do I even begin to express my joy and gratitude?Bah…. you've caught me in a pensive mood… sorryshorry….
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Skinny dipping is either a private affair or selective affair with people who share similar appendages…think erm many 'gongs' but no chimes…just splashes. What's that name Gollum has given you?
Just so you know, its not the 'red haired' one, its the 'auburn' haired one. Have no interest in carrot tops. Still stalkin Ginger eh?
PS: Nessa, quit getting the girl all riled up. Imma smack you. So much violence! ROTFLMAO!!!
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Reading all this madness… looking back on my time on the forum… I never once thought, before I came to this forum, that I would be so loved by such crajees from all sorts of random corners of the world……….
I belong here.
…. where do I even begin to express my joy and gratitude?
Bah…. you've caught me in a pensive mood… sorryshorry….
1. But you are!
2. Yeah ya do! (my best Joey Tribiani impression!
3. I think many, if not most of us, feel the same Boo.
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! I think we do, don't we (feel the same..)? Where's the closing parenthesis on point # 2 miss? You three (The Powerpuff Girls lmao… love you too donkey jee!
) should take a camera with you (or better still, a camcorder..)… ohhhh the look on his face when he sees you three on his doorstep…. damn, imagining a surprised buddha is probably just as hilarious as the real thing! Oh gosh I have just burst out into a beam…. Sigh!
Sometimes (*touchwood*), I think: there's nothing a moment in the madhouse of BWL forum can't cure!
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LOL… I was thinking about all this phone-talk when I was washing my hands about half an hour ago… and I burst out laughing there and then lmao… thinking of the conversation between Rani and Tayba…
Rani: Senor doesn't sound American.
Tayba: Yes he does.
Rani: Senor sounds like Nessa.
Tayba: Nessa is AMERICAN.
Lmaooo!Oh, and Tayba darling… Jalapeno?? Seriously?? I cracked up at that Rani LMAO… first thing I thought of was, “You fob.”
Ahhh reminds me of the time I first talked to Tayba on the phone (She was the one I lost my.. euhmm.. BWL phone virginity to…
)….Sigh!
We were compleeetely hopeless! We just went, “Hello” and then burst out laughing… seriously!… for about a minute, minute and a half… just laughing/giggling away… and every time we tried to say something, we just burst out laughing some more…. oh gosh, just thinking about that time is cracking me up now…
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'I would smack you upside your head when you're drinking hot coffee and make you spill it all over your precious lower self!'
I've actually spilt coffee on myself more than once, though, never on my 'precious lower self.' As much as I do not see any opportunity for me to erm deploy the Admiral, I would rather that he be erm raw than blanched. ohmy! Shut uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup!
'Before this stinky buddha, no one eber called me short.'
First things first. I do stink. Had to rush from playing tennis to the office to get some things sorted, and by the time I finally got to leave the place, it was smelling like salted squid. blah. u loser
'He prolly won't be home, that waitress-chasing loser.'
That is correct! I never bring them home. My mother would say to us when we were young: 'The girl you bring home is the girl you are going to marry.' So, I've developed this 'See but do not touch' and 'Flirt but do not fiddle' window-shopping philosophy that has thus far served me well. Oh, by the way, I do not 'chase' waitresses…just baristas. It's the coffee in their hands…I swear! lollllllllllllll pagal
'The budda is so shameless he'll go skinny dipping with some waitress!
Nope. Skinny dipping is either a private affair or selective affair with people who share similar appendages…think erm many 'gongs' but no chimes…just splashes. you know what, buddha? Ur a loser!
'Lmao skinny dipping with the waitress. I bet she's from Starbucks, where else do they know him so well! lmao! Yep, it's the red-haired one from Starbucks!'
Starbucks, Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf, Figaro, San Francisco, Seattles Best, Cibo…I'm popular wherever coffee is brewed within a few miles of where I live. Just so you know, its not the 'red haired' one, its the 'auburn' haired one. Have no interest in carrot tops. auburn? don't matter, ur still a loser.
PS: Nessa, quit getting the girl all riled up. Imma smack you. No pouncing. I just went skinny dipping. God knows where your pounce may leave you erm hanging. Lmao! That sounds like me
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LOL… I was thinking about all this phone-talk when I was washing my hands about half an hour ago… and I burst out laughing there and then lmao… thinking of the conversation between Rani and Tayba… glad we could make you smile.
Rani: Senor doesn't sound American. I never said that! I said he doesn't sound British!
Tayba: Yes he does.
Rani: Senor sounds like Nessa.
Tayba: Nessa is AMERICAN.
Lmaooo!Oh, and Tayba darling… Jalapeno?? Seriously?? I cracked up at that Rani LMAO… first thing I thought of was, “You fob.”
lmao! Even i cracked up when she said it! Then she goes to her brother, “Rani says it's not Jalapeno, it's halapeno” Ahhh reminds me of the time I first talked to Tayba on the phone (She was the one I lost my.. euhmm.. BWL phone virginity to…
)…. LMAO! Me too! Sucha playa, that tayba. Sigh!
We were compleeetely hopeless! We just went, “Hello” and then burst out laughing… seriously!… for about a minute, minute and a half… just laughing/giggling away… and every time we tried to say something, we just burst out laughing some more…. oh gosh, just thinking about that time is cracking me up now…
*giggle* Sigh! I'll never forget that moment… Lmao! with us too! I was so nervous thoo! hahaaaa… but we heard our voices on msn before, we were singing songs to each other… -
Quote:Nessa …………! I think we do, don't we (feel the same..)? Where's the closing parenthesis on point # 2 miss?
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Rani: Senor doesn't sound American.
Tayba: Yes he does.
Rani: Senor sounds like Nessa.
Tayba: Nessa is AMERICAN.
Wooooow! rotflmao I'd love to listen in on one of your convos.
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…just because you already have!!! *rolls eyes*
Hey! What's up Houdini! lol How do you do?
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Sheesh…I'm not liking ur neighborhood. When I visit, please check me into the nearest 4 star.
Mmm…French Banilla! Had some mixed w/ Hazelnut this morning. Did Ginger 'build' it for you? lmao
Firestarter…hmmm…me likey! lol Me? What was I 'trying' to have done to you? *eyes wide with innocence*
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Yeah…you and that homemade slingshot on neighborhood watch! *snort* “Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men?”
As my mom would say, 'Put that thing away or you'll put an eye out!” Hmmm…why was it always an eye?
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Dii, guess what?
I love you!
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1st day of classes after the break
D'ooohhhhhhh!
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Quote:Lmao! Sorry Rani, it was funny. Run Boo Run!
Hah…I wonder which one of us will be faster at running.. lmao!
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The Shadow! Come near my neighborhood woman, and the slingshot would be the least of your worries…now, I do not know your mother, but could it be that she read Treasure Island one too many times and fancied an eye patch? Oh, Ginger says 'Hello.' Well, not really to you, but she was 'extra' friendly today. Lmao! Double 'Oh,' just in case you would be around the lake next weekend, perhaps you would be able to catch a glimpse of other things that 'lurk' in other places. Do not bring children. Its an R-18 sort of environment.
lmao Senor & Ginger sittin in a tree…
Hey have her give you one of those overpriced mugs! I love those mugs!
Thanks for the warning…no lakes in my future! *SHIVERS*
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Ness, nope, there will be no tree. Thank God. Ginger is not 'tree' material. She is just 'coffee shop polite flirt and get the hell out of there' material.
Boo, I know who will run faster- the one who fears Rani more, which, naturally would be me. Lmao! I'd probably knock you over on my way to 'far far away.'
Meeru India lo vunte eepatiki cheppu to debba tagiledi… lmao!
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Ness, nope, there will be no tree. Thank God. Ginger is not 'tree' material. She is just 'coffee shop polite flirt and get the hell out of there' material.
Omg … *laughs* …… then realizes how wrong that sounds!
Well, at least you paint smiles on her face with your so called 'polite' flirting! That should be good enough to make you feel good about yourself
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Quote:Well, at least you paint smiles on her face with your so called 'polite' flirting! That should be good enough to make you feel good about yourself
So kind of him, isn't it? Just spreading the…erm… love! *snort*
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Am trying to imagine Saif Ali Khan tripping a Rani-shaped hobbit… lmao lmao lmao!
LMAO! I can SOOO imagiiine thaaaat!
Quote:trips rani while she runs. yesssss!!!
You saala! Just wait and see! Imma turn you into Govinda if you trip me one more time! *throws a bucket at oreo*
Quote:Boo, I know who will run faster- the one who fears Rani more, which, naturally would be me. Lmao! I'd probably knock you over on my way to 'far far away.'LMAO! Euuugh the only problem is that I'll be laughing so hard I won't be able to run no more!
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siiiiiiiiigh… love this feeling
Ness…
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I have not seen even one of those films.
I need to catch up on a lot of things.. a lot of my 'missed' life from a year ago…OK I'm being a brook again.
How are you today?
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I'm so glad I'm able to laugh freely now… LMAO! By the way, whyyy do you insist on using capital 'L's for your 'lmao's and 'lol's…
(I'm trying the sad-smiley-approach here LOL…)The rain sounds are fantastic, aren't they? Definitely sounds you can lose yourself and your thoughts to.
I like this quote from Harper Lee's book, To Kill A Mockingbird… I have a crush on Atticus Finch, by the way. I think he's one of those silently sexy types… in my head, anyway. lol.
“I wanted you to see what real courage is… It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.” Harper Lee (1926 – ), To Kill a Mockingbird, 1960.
I'm feeling it right now.
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Silly headache. stupid head ache
Stupid heart. greedy heart
Silly world. messed up world
Stupid him. beautiful him
Sigh. *smiles*
I can do this.. *touchwood* Yes… I can do this. Alhamdulillah.
I love you…
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Silly headache. – I hope your head is better now!
Stupid heart. – As I would say in Arabic – Salamtik! – I don't know how to translate that.
but… I love you. Gimme all your pains. <3 I'll borrow them for a few days – weeks.. months even. Silly world. – This world is so freaking silly. More so these few days!
Stupid him. – <3
Sigh. *sighs with boo*
I can do this.. *touchwood* – of course you can, you're… BOO!
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Quote:I wish I could hold you right now… You can hold me for 10 whole mins on Sunday INSHA'ALLAH! Yaa Allah please let us meet! Ameen! Thumma Ameen!
I hate how people make it so hard for us to even see each other. When we're so close to each other. *sigh* Insha'Allah Saturday…
Habeebati, you know how much you mean to me. I'll do anything, expecting nothing in return. nothing.Exactly…
I want to cry too…It'll be okay insha'Allah. In the end, everything turns out good insha'Allah. I promise.
I'm sorry jaana, I called you back just about 2 mins ago but ur mom was using the phone. My sis took too long on the phone, I'm sorry!
Oreo – shut ur trap.
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tears of happiness actually, realizing that u gals are truly a wreck!
What a true hater! We're happy the way we are! you're just jealous!
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Lmao! I thought it might bring you unprecedented joy! As for 'licking' I think my middle initial should be 'L' because I've received more lickings in life than anyone else I know. That which does not kill us only makes us stronger.
I say that too! I must have picked it up somewhere, in my subconscious… it's so true! -
Ninjalicious –
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Ninjalicious –
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Lmao! I thought it might bring you unprecedented joy! As for 'licking' I think my middle initial should be 'L' because I've received more lickings in life than anyone else I know. That which does not kill us only makes us stronger.
I say that too! I must have picked it up somewhere, in my subconscious… it's so true!thats just part of kanye west's stronger lyrics. senorGay…stop copying and pasting and making this kids believe it was yr wise words!
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tears of happiness actually, realizing that u gals are truly a wreck!
……………………. more business for your mental asylum ji?
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thats just part of kanye west's stronger lyrics. senorGay…stop copying and pasting and making this kids believe it was yr wise words!
I love the way you two diss each other. It's oh sooooooooooooo………amusing!
I love that quote as well!
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diss each other?? nooooooo!! really?? nooooooooo…
we are buddies…u know the movie dosti? well..we are not like that
u knw batman and robin? well…we are not that too.
starsky and hutch? not that too.
hmmm…well…ok..
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if u want to become a kid back, look no further than ppl like rani and ninja…they talk silly most of the time. shesssshhh!
whaaaaaaaat? we talk silly?! US?!
REALLY?!
REAAAALLLLYYY???
REALLYYYYYYYYY????
………………..O.K.
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whaaaaaaaat? we talk silly?! US?!
REALLY?!
REAAAALLLLYYY???
REALLYYYYYYYYY????
………………..O.K.
yes really. we could have renamed this place to Sillywood instead but thank god for ppl like senor and me. we balanced out the sillyness. and no, im not talking about u Ness.
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yes really. we could have renamed this place to Sillywood instead but thank god for ppl like senor and me. we balanced out the sillyness. and no, im not talking about u Ness.
uhm, okay, Oreo. Keep thinking that.
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Quote:Oye! Why are you dragging me into this? The girls know where I live. Lmao!
I'm certainly not haunting you JUST for that!!!
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yes really. we could have renamed this place to Sillywood instead but thank god for ppl like senor and me. we balanced out the sillyness. and no, im not talking about u Ness.
Wahahahaha!
Sillyness…. Silly Ness…. Sillyness…. Silly Ness…
OK I'll stop sounding like a broken tape recorder floating down a brook…
But LMAO!
ETA:
Although technically, it's 'silliness'….
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*sigh* This tunnel is too long and the light keeps eluding me…..
………………….. manzil se behtar lagne lage hai yeh raaste….
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It may be dark in the tunnel, but you have so much of love with you….
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…. welcome to my side of the world.I was thinking about this yesterday… perhaps the problem is that we think the past should be left where it is – in the past… but maybe, with certain personalities (like mine, for instance… there is a reason Nessa always says I take her down Memory Lane haha…!), the problem is that we try to stuff the past in that old cupboard labelled 'Past', but it's in our present, too… it's in our existence now, too… and instead of making these memories a painful reminder of what was, why don't we use them as our strength? Just like we accept khushi and gham with open arms, can we not accept the past and the future with open arms too?
And on that thought, I have to leave you Senor saab….
Gosh, it must be so late for you! Not feeling sleepy?G'nite anyway for you!
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oooooh! Cat fight, I like!
Quote:Ameen, thumma thumma thumma Ameen to us meeting on Sunday!
I love you!
Thum thumm thumm thumm thumma Ameen! Ya Allah, please let us meet! Ameen!
I'll bring the movies insha'Allah and you lock your door and we sit and watch! You can let your littlest sister in cuz she says she loves me!
I LOVE it when kids love meee! And I love you too! Quote:dnt be surprise that the younger (ahem ahemmm) folks like myself LMAO! Dream on, duuude! can actually be nearer to the grave than ppl like yrself. not that im saying u r old..lets just say elder by 1 or 2 decades 🙂 Hahaaaaaaaaaa! Buddhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
if u want to become a kid back, look no further than ppl like rani and ninja…they talk silly most of the time. shesssshhh!
And oye! Silly talking is fun, you should try it some time na! It'll help with that asylum duty you have.
Quote:I so not saying anything. Lmao! Where is Rani when you need her?Main yahaan hoon yahaan hoon yahaan hoon yahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. eugh. I shouldn't be singing this song to a buddha.
Where is your sexy son, Abhishek? Lemme talk to him, please? -
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*sigh* This tunnel is too long and the light keeps eluding me…..
Raastein mil jaate hai, manzile mil jaate hai… Tum se hi… Tum se hi…
You'll find your way jaana, kyun ki yeh zindagi bohot laambi hai.
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Quote:…. welcome to my side of the world.
I was thinking about this yesterday… perhaps the problem is that we think the past should be left where it is – in the past… but maybe, with certain personalities (like mine, for instance… there is a reason Nessa always says I take her down Memory Lane haha…!), the problem is that we try to stuff the past in that old cupboard labelled 'Past', but it's in our present, too… it's in our existence now, too… and instead of making these memories a painful reminder of what was, why don't we use them as our strength? Just like we accept khushi and
ghamghum () with open arms, can we not accept the past and the future with open arms too?We can…
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At times… when I sit and think about the past… about the way things were, about how they changed, about all the people who decided to walk out… I realize, that even though I'm still refusing to accept some things, that things are best this way. That what seemed like happiness back then, was nothing but an illusion I was living… an illusion that came to an end too late and caused the most pain…
*sigh*
Suffering is a gift from Allah (SWT), in it is hidden mercy… It gives us more chances to do more good deeds. Remember that Allah (SWT) tests those whom He loves.
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Jihad is hard hun, and after the hardship…. Allah's reward will be more than enough… it will be equal to the hardship…
I'm here…
I'm sorry habeebi. I wish I didn't hurt you. I don't know who will be able to give me the love I need. No matter what I do, no matter where I go, no matter how hard I try, Ninja, the fingers just point back at me. It's me. It's my fault. I can't help but hate myself.
I'm just striving for the day I can look at myself with just a little respect.
I know you're here, and I love you for that. Thank you for being my rock…
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I'm sitting here thinking of my twin, wishing she was here with me… and then I remember the words she said to me a few days ago and I realize she is sitting right next to me… She'll be there when I go to bed with tears in my eyes… She'll be there to hold my head in her lap and smooth my hair away from my face and dry my tears. She'll be there with me… along with all my other beautiful friends.
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I feel like crying till there are no tears left…..
I wanted to find a pic of someone crying in someone's lap… and came across this and had to chuckle!
Tayba…. I love you. I'm here.
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It seems that I'm nothing in people's eyes… my feelings don't even matter…
But you're so much in my eyes. And everyone respects you so much. Your feelings matter to me and to so many other people. If certain people don't care, they will, insha'Allah.
I know it's hard, but insha'Allah everything will work itself out in the end. Till then, If Allah brought you to it, He'll bring you through it. I love you, habeebati. -
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I wanted to call you today, but I got stuck at College all day today with my buddy Zee. got home at 8! We ate sooo much tho! lol!
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It seems that I'm nothing in people's eyes… my feelings don't even matter…
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In the past three months or so, two people I am good friends with have commented to me that I am lucky/blessed to have such good friends around me, and that listening to me talk about them makes them wish they had such good friends too. When my second friend told me that, I told him that he was the second one to have made a comment like that to me, and he was teasing me saying, “You keep count?!”.. haha! But it's kind of hard to forget such comments, because on both occasions, I did not have a clue what to say in response… I still don't know what to say lol.
But I'm digressing. The point is, it just made me realise how far I've come. From that little seven year old girl with no friends and lonely lunchtimes, to picking myself up… picking my messy life up and doing something about it. I had my reasons for having no friends (and that is a long story and involves too much mystery-revealing!
Ha ha ha… kidding. I don't know what I'm kidding about actually.. possibly the fact that I think I am important enough to have been able to say that which I know I am not… oh gosh, I am babbling bakwaas again…). If someone had said to me back then, that I would have love beyond words… I… well hell, I don't know what I would have done! Probably I'd have stared at them and wondered what the hell was going on lol.I have seen – experienced – loneliness before. I have experienced being left out of things before. I don't know if it's more or less than the misery other people in the world (some of my own friends, even..) have had to go through, but hey… who's quantitising?
And to hear people say that I have such wonderful friends in my life to me… for other people to actually be sad that they don't have what I have – especially since I have been in the same place as a little girl… it just… feels overwhelming. I can't explain it. I am not saying I get pleasure out of seeing other people sad or lonely (hell no!), or that I feel special only because other people have told me I am special (feeling special comes from within and all that jazz, you know… )… but… that… it… how do I put it… it just gave me another reason to realise how far I have come. It sort of gives me hope… in a funny way. It taught me that you have within you the strength and the capacity to live life the way you have dreamed. I know it will not always work out (and how… sigh.), but it's just amazing… I am here now… but who knows where life will lead me in two years' time…?It funny because two years ago (well, nearly two years ago), I was saying how I don't know where I will be in two years' time… maybe I will change my mind and believe that SoulMates do exist… who knows… (ha ha ha….! Sigh!) the point is, the opinions we have now, the thoughts we have now, the life we lead now… may completely change in time. It's important to remember that, I think. Someone I deeply love(d), always used to ask me, whenever I expressed an opinion to him, “Is that so? Do you really think so?” …. and I would always reply, “I don't know ji… this is just me – now… my opinions, my thoughts, my feelings – now.. at this point in time… who knows what will happen in the future…” .. and funnily enough, I also always used to say to him, “I don't know what the future holds and I don't care what the future holds – I love you now and I love you so much…” Sigh. Madness. Time. It changes a lot of things.
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Lately, I have been feeling weaker than ever. Weak… in every way I was considered “strong” in. I feel that the fact that everything around me is falling apart, has made me get caught in between it all… which was the one thing I tried to avoid.
I feel so weak as a friend… I feel so weak as a daughter… I feel so weak as a person… and most importantly, I feel even weaker as a Muslim… And of course… that is my main problem right now…
I need to renew my Imaan…
Sweetheart, read that beautiful email you sent me that time I felt weak in my Imaan. It helped me, InshaAllah it'll help you too. I wish I could advise you more on how to strengthen your imaan, but I feel like I am drifting too
. But we realise this, and InshaAllah Allah will never let us waver away from Him. Ameen. We can always help each other, jaan. . I love you for the sake of Allah…..You are not a weak friend…. I see how much you do. I appreciate how much you do. I love you for everything you do. You have my heart, so look inside it, you'll see what I think of you. You help me strengthen myself, never ceasing to amaze me. How can my source of strength ever be weak? You have my duas with you, you have Rani's duas, you have duas of your friends. You will surely be successful in everything you do, InshaAllah. Ameen.
Hun, sometimes things need to fall so we can get a chance to start again. I'll help you pick up the pieces for as long as I can, InshaAllah. I have seen all that you do, you are not a weak daughter. In fact, I need to learn from you. You make me want to be better. I've always said this, I'll say it again….
When I get married and have a child, I want her to be exactly like you. InshaAllah, ameen!!! Thumma Ameen x 1090248394802932094
I love you, my ninja star
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Lately, I have been feeling weaker than ever. Weak… in every way I was considered “strong” in. I feel that the fact that everything around me is falling apart, has made me get caught in between it all… which was the one thing I tried to avoid.
I feel so weak as a friend… I feel so weak as a daughter… I feel so weak as a person… and most importantly, I feel even weaker as a Muslim… And of course… that is my main problem right now…
I need to renew my Imaan…
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Lately, I have been feeling weaker than ever. Weak… in every way I was considered “strong” in. I feel that the fact that everything around me is falling apart, has made me get caught in between it all… which was the one thing I tried to avoid.
I feel so weak as a friend… I feel so weak as a daughter… I feel so weak as a person… and most importantly, I feel even weaker as a Muslim… And of course… that is my main problem right now…
I need to renew my Imaan…
… but if our imaan prevails, we'll always do our very best. We'll be the strongest of Muslims and we'll survive the Greatest Test. Insha'Allah. Ameen – Thumma Ameen.
You're in my du'as, I love you.
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Sweetheart, read that beautiful email you sent me that time I felt weak in my Imaan. It helped me, InshaAllah it'll help you too. I wish I could advise you more on how to strengthen your imaan, but I feel like I am drifting too
. But we realise this, and InshaAllah Allah will never let us waver away from Him. Ameen. We can always help each other, jaan. . I love you for the sake of Allah…..You are not a weak friend…. I see how much you do. I appreciate how much you do. I love you for everything you do. You have my heart, so look inside it, you'll see what I think of you. You help me strengthen myself, never ceasing to amaze me. How can my source of strength ever be weak? You have my duas with you, you have Rani's duas, you have duas of your friends. You will surely be successful in everything you do, InshaAllah. Ameen.
Hun, sometimes things need to fall so we can get a chance to start again. I'll help you pick up the pieces for as long as I can, InshaAllah. I have seen all that you do, you are not a weak daughter. In fact, I need to learn from you. You make me want to be better. I've always said this, I'll say it again….
When I get married and have a child, I want her to be exactly like you. InshaAllah, ameen!!! Thumma Ameen x 1090248394802932094
I love you, my ninja star
I read it jaan… and I suck at taking my own advice. But it did make me feel a little better. Ameen to your duas my dear princess, Thumma Ameen.
You have no idea how much it helped to know that I'm not a bad friend to you… You do so much for everyone around you… I would be so blind if I didn't see that and tried my best to repay you… What I do for you is nothing… you're just so awesome, that you see it as something big.
JazakaAllah so much… I know we'll be able to help each other through this… just like we've always done.
I love you so much.
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Dearest jaan, first of all I want to say that I totally want to steal Tayaba's idea ……….. if I ever get a daughter, I want her to be exactly like you too! You know why? The honor and the way you live up to your parents, is golden. And your ways, attittudes, personality – I find them to be nothing but P-u-r-e. Your faith in God is way beyond what one can be able to describe. It is not too late to regain your territory. Step those hesitant feet upon what you feel you should be reclaiming.
Now, I dont know whats going on between you and your friends for you to feel like a weak friend … but surely, in my eyes, I truely believe anyone should be lucky to have a friend like you! Remember to express your opinions and feelings to your friends, so that misunderstanding won't be an obstacle. And as a daughter? You feel weak? I feel faint when you say such things … I fear that it is only through the skewed perception of yours .. that you are seeing it this way. I find it hard to believe that a daughter like you would do/think anything to let her parents down! I dont want you to be too hard on yourself where matters are concerned.
It can feel that its very hard to bring yourself together and can take many sleepless nights and daydream days … to finally feel secure … just to realize this period of security is another temporary phase…. So, knowing this…. I want you to fight through these weak points and put trust in yourself and faith in your heart that you can do it, you can do whatever you like, Realization and passion will get you to the highest peak!
I love you and Im here for you *hug*
Kavita…. I told you how much your words helped. Thank you so much.
I love you too, and I'm here too. *hugs back*
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… but if our imaan prevails, we'll always do our very best. We'll be the strongest of Muslims and we'll survive the Greatest Test. Insha'Allah. Ameen – Thumma Ameen.
You're in my du'as, I love you.
Thumma Thumma Ameen
I love you beyond words, habeebati.
I miss you…
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Ninjaaaa daaarliiing, haylie and I wanted to come over yesterday. Iono why she couldn't, but Aamir and his family came over yesterday and spent the night and left just a while ago, so yeah.
ooooh! lol! When we were going to Sunday school yday, my mom was all like in the car, “I miss Ninja, we haven't seen her for so long! Why don't you invite her over? She doesn't have school tomorrow, na? (meaning today)” And I'm all like “I wish she would come!”
I had soooo much fun with Aamir and Aaliyaah (his lil sis – she'll be turning 1 in june insha'Allah we're gonna partaaay! Insha'Allah!) tho! On Saturday we went fruit picking (Our neighbors are from the philippines, they're super nice. they don't like the fruit so they get happy when we go to pick them! =D) and then afterwards I had to wash the car while everyone enjoyed the fruit we picked! but anyhow, I was super sick my stupid throat was killing me and then I got the cough today and stupid runny nose! but anyhow, we went to sun valley mall this morning, it's super nice! lol! and then we had a bar-b-q and then afterwards they had to head home cuz aamir's daddy had to go to work.
But Alhamdulillah, I wish you coulda came! IT woulda been so much fun!
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I wish I wasn't so shallow…
I wish I could do more for my friends…
I wish I didn't feel like this…
I wish I could care more…
I wish I… I just wish.
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I wish I wasn't so shallow…
I wish I could do more for my friends…
I wish I didn't feel like this…
I wish I could care more…
I wish I… I just wish.
You do more than you know for your friends… It's enough that you brighten our lives with your presence. Wishing that you could care more proves that you do care.. at least enough… & you're not shallow.I love you.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to help make you feel better.
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I wish I wasn't so shallow…
I wish I could do more for my friends…
I wish I didn't feel like this…
I wish I could care more…
I wish I… I just wish.
I wholeheartedly agree with Ninjitsu! What more could you possibly do??? You do so much already! And for some of us *clears throat noisily* there's much work to be done!
Taking on the weight of one's friends is quite an undertaking. Pace urself. Oh and it isn't a crime to make them/us “Walk it off!” as my old softball coach used to say! I'm always thinking of you kid!
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Ouch. It's easy to say I want to change, but it's hard to actually do. If it makes you feel any better, I'm trying.
. I know just how much you try. And as Nessa's siggy says… “desire is the starting point…” – And you have that.I love you…
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Buddha, Ninja, Nessa – Thank you…
You guys are right. I can only do so much for my friends, and I do what I can. If they don't appreciate it, then it's not my fault. I'm sick and tired of blaming myself for everything. I'm sick and tired of it. I can't take it anymore. I feel like I'm always saying sorry for things that are out of my control!
I'm sick of being ignored. All of my friends have ignored me at one point in time when I opened up to them. If I had something to say, they just brush it off, ignore it, or reply to it hekka weirdly like “oh.” I mean what the heck? If my own friends can't help me get over my stupidity, then who can? All of them have ignored me, except one, and maybe that's why I call her my only hope? And then there is another “pending” one…
I know I have flaws, I know I make mistakes, but for how long, how long, will I keep blaming myself? I'm the only one who ever says it's my fault wholeheartedly. I'm the only one ready to apologize. I'm the only one willing to forgive. I'm the only who tries to be a better friend. I'm the only one who cares enough to talk about it. I'm the only one who wants things the way they were before everything got messed up. I'm the only one all alone.
(Well, I'm not the only one, as in only one, but I'm the only one out of the people I'm thinking about in my head.)
What is wrong with me? I sit here blaming myself for everything that goes wrong and everyone else is sitting there agreeing! Why is everythign my fault? How is everything my fault? It can't be! I try and I try and I try, why don't things get better? Because you can't play tug-of-war with one side pulling the rope, I need someone else to pull on the other end to even things out! No matter how “perfect” I get, things won't get better unless the other side shapes up.
I'm sick and tired of being the punching bag or the secret box or the stress reliever. I'm sick and tired of being the ugly duckling.
My friend… she calls me every time she needs to talk, I listen to her, I advise her, I help her, and that's it. She asks me how I am, I'll say I'm not okay, and she says “oh.” That's it. What thaaa?
I have another friend who comes to me and pours all her secrets into me as if I'm some box and gets the ease she needs from me and returns. Why can't she listen to some of my secrets? Why is it that every time I have something to say to her she runs the other way?
And another friend, who comes to me when she's in a rage, let's it all out on me and then leaves! No sorry, no nothing! Just a lil “thanks. I feel better now” and a giggle and then poof – gone.
Why is it that with all these people I can sit and listen to them for hours and adivise them for hours and care for them for hours and only focus on them for hours and when I ask for just a few minutes in return, suddenly they have some place to go? Or suddenly they have nothing to say but “oh.” (For Allah's sake! OH?!?)
I'm not saying I hate doing this, I love helping my friends, I love to be there for them when they need me, I really do love it. Don't get me wrong, nothing makes me feel better than knowing I've helped ease someone's pain somehow. But what kind of friendship? I don't feel like I'm their friend, I feel like a counselor or a therapist or something.
All I'm asking for is a friendship, where I give some and take some. Because it hurts when I'm the only one giving. And I'm
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I love you…
I love you too, habeebi.
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I love you too, habeebi.
And I know you know how much I try, because you see me trying. You're prolly sick of me talking nonsens to you all the time! ! And I love you for caring so much. Jazakallahu Khayran. I'm not sick of anything… you know that. And I'm upset that you said such a thing.
And I hope I wasn't one of the people who ignored you… sorry if I was.
waiyyakumul jazaa.
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I'm sorry for hurting you, habeebi. It wasn't my intention. I felt that you might have been getting sick of it, but since ur not, Alhamdulillah.
And it's okay.
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Rani…
I didn't mean to hurt you jaan… but what I was trying to show you was, the feeling needs to come from within you. No one else can find your peace for you… and unless you yourself walk through that path, the little 'I Wish' stones will forever remain stuck in your shoes. If you wish for so many things – rightly, fairly, justifiedly.. or not.. who am I to judge.. – then you need to go through it yourself, to realise…
Am I making sense?
I don't know what you will realise. Maybe you are a perfect person already. Maybe there are some things you want to change. There is nothing wrong with either… what is more important, is that the voice is from within you. If you can't be happy with yourself, if you can't be at peace with who you are – then what is the point of it all? Is it justice to yourself? Is it justice to your God? Is it justice to your family, friends, loved ones?
I want you to be happy, jaan… if it means 'changing' then so be it… it not, then so be it too… but the energy has to come from within you.
I don't know.. these are just my thoughts… I love you. You don't have to agree.
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boo, i know hunn.
The energy does come from me. I want to change for the better. But in the meantime, I just wanted to complain, is all. Change doesn't happen overnight…
I love you too, shnookumz.
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I wish I wasn't so shallow…
I wish I could do more for my friends…
I wish I didn't feel like this…
I wish I could care more…
I wish I… I just wish.
Rani, you are a wonderful friend! And in this forum, all of your great qualities are never concealed *hug*
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http://youtube.com/watch?v=qd7_ndP2N7E
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VnjMp_5qXPs&feature=related
Sigh…
Donkey tum samjhogi… couldn't stop thinking about these parts all throughout! Really, so – sigh.
I haven't been floating like this in ages.
Just wanted to let it out…
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Rani jaan… I've spoken to you about this over the phone and on MSN too… and you know the way I feel, at least I hope you do. Feelings are never in our control, so no, you shouldn't blame yourself. Things will work themselves out, it's the cycle of life… this too will pass & InshaAllah you'll come out of it stronger and wiser. Ameen thumma ameen. I love you
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http://youtube.com/watch?v=VnjMp_5qXPs&feature=related
Sigh…
Donkey tum samjhogi… couldn't stop thinking about these parts all throughout! Really, so – sigh.
I haven't been floating like this in ages.
Just wanted to let it out…
Main Samaj thi hoon Shrek…. the beginning of it… it is so beautiful…. Indeed, as Aamir says in that youtube video… 'Ab tumhe darr lagtha hai….'
Siiiiiigh! I love you Shrekoobooness <3 (I make up a new one each time lmao) .
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The things… the places… the people that I used to find comfort in are now the cause of my discomfort. And I don't know how to change it…
It'll change… Be patient with yourself… It won't stay this way.
Believe me, I've gone through the same feelings. Believe in yourself…. and you'll realise that if you don't want it to stay that way… you'll subconsciously get over it… sooner or later. Don't worry about anyone else, don't worry about what they want/need from you. This period… is yours. Love yourself but at the same time… compete with it. Our nafs isn't as strong as we make it… we just need to realise that.
And I'm here… as long as Allah lets me.
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I don't have words to describe to you what I felt when I read that. The tears welled up in my eyes and the minute I told you that on MSN, they rolled down, as if they were happily looking for the freedom they wanted, as if they were tired of being caged inside my eyes. And then you said *wipes Rani's tears* and I smiled through the tears and wiped them, thinking you were doing it.
I love you.
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🙂 No matter if people don't smile back… the fun is in giving… especially when you can't hold the smiling in yourself for long and you're longing to just splash the whole world around you with the drops of your smiles…
I love that feeling… and trust me, I get it SO often when I'm out on the streets and I'm thinking about BWL and our madness… sigh! I can't help but beam out to strangers and and and…
Ahhh BWL BWL BWL….Meri sanson mein from Aur pyaar ho gaya is such a beautiful song. I love Alka Yagnik's voice in this song… I just… it… it's so… so… ah well, I am biased. Oh, the feelings this song teases out of me!
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Well atleast your giving smiles is self serving.
hehe if only those street walkers knew where those smiles were coming from
well, the important thing is that you're soaking into the experience!! and thats the way to go hm?
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So …. SAM *grins* … you have a sorta natural 'im smiling' kinda look? How interesting ^_^
So … even when you're sad… you appear to be ..happy? Whoa there Sammy
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Hey little one.
Thanks for being a part of my 'force field'.
It's been accomplished!
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Hey big one! lmao.
vutt thaaaa very bad opposite sounding thingamajigger! Thanks isn't necessary, I only did what a friend would do.
I'm glad I could be a part of that shield… Alhamdulillah!
I LOVE YOU!
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Hey big one! lmao.
I LOVE YOU!
Oye kiddo, that sounds all kinds of bad! rotflmao
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Nessa! lmao! shhhhhhhhh!
BTW, I called back after ju called, did u get my message?
Tayba – I'm sorry hunn… I love you.
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I know that feeling well.
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Nessa! lmao! shhhhhhhhh!
BTW, I called back after ju called, did u get my message?
Yeah!!! I called a minimum of 4 times, but kept getting the vm. Figured ur phone hated me
!!! rotflmaoI'm done with you…kidding kiddo! I'll drop you an email. We can synchronize another clandestine meeting!
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I'm done with you…kidding kiddo! I'll drop you an email. We can synchronize another clandestine meeting!
Bwahahaha!I'm so sorry! My phone is sooo stuuupid! Grrrrrrrrrrr! And it's so annoying when I don't get to it and someone else does and then I wonder who called and when they put it down I check the caller ID and if it says “Unknown number” or “private number” I get so frustrated cuz I don't know who it is! LMAO!
If you want, you can call me now, if not, then you can try tomorrow same time you tried today? and I'll go check the email in a sec.
AND U BETTER BE KIDDING!
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you're MALA…cause u're a girl…I think!
But you're not really mala!I shall leave the rest for ur happy buddha (a chinese take-out on the corner*snicker*) to refute!
It was great talking with you today! Thanks muches! Love you infinity!
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Noooooooooooo it's mi malo! Cuz i'm saying my bad, not that i AM bad…
LMAO! OHMY! I'm correcting YOUR spanish?!!??! I have hit insanity! My happy buddah is nowhere to be seen! so i win!
It was great talking to you too! I love you infinity times two! But where are you going? That sounds like parting words! lol. STAY! or better yet, come on msn!
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Noooooooooooo it's mi malo! Cuz i'm saying my bad, not that i AM bad…
LMAO! OHMY! I'm correcting YOUR spanish?!!??! I have hit insanity! Yes you have cuz it's STILL INCORRECTO! rotflmaoMy happy buddah is nowhere to be seen! so i win!
He's like the wind. Blows in, blows out, tumbles over things! lol He'll be in to refute your claim in no time!It was great talking to you too! I love you infinity times two! But where are you going? That sounds like parting words! lol. STAY! or better yet, come on msn!
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It's perfectly fiiine! I'm giving it a lil rani twist.
And naaa, he'll prolyl come and give us a totally random story and blow out again. lolll he can't disagree with me…
MSN does sound good, but I don't see you. Where are youuuu??!!?
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You are right, Rani, I could never disagree with you. lmao Such a kiss up!
As for Ness and her wisdomous words about me blowing in and out and tumbling over things…woman er BIG woman Everyone is big standing next to 99…except for mayhaps Ninjitsu! lmao
you'd better quit talking smack or you'd be the one tumbling over things…Lmao! Yahooooo back to the threats! *siiigh* U're so eeeeeasy ji!
Miss you Nessa Ji! I miss you too Senor Samwich Ji!
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Buttwipe, good buddah.
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If one day you feel like crying, call me.
I don't promise you that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you.If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stay, but I can run with you.If one day you don't want to listen to anybody, call me.
I promise to be very quiet.But if one day you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me, perhaps I need you.
*hug* I love you.
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I love it when you do things I want you to do without me knowing LMAO! Sorry I couldn't speak when u called, omg manic. Sigh…. Aisha's gone. Another farewell…. I miss her already. I wanna cry…
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Rani, you graduated? Congrats!!!
I feel relaxed … listening to 'Doli Taro Dol' with Salman and Aishwariya
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oh sick…. Yeah come inshAllah, Im free middle of the weekish… n yeah I found da video, everythingz set.. I shall cook ya a meal n we can dress up Whey! Photoshoot+Pandoos for next week andd Picnic afta? ( bare skint ) Hay fever kinda calm alhamdulilah!!!!!! x – This is our new chating place Lol, now I remember this place, you dont have to get excited tho 😛 x
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CHEERS lady! I'm so very proud of you. You worked so hard and you truly deserve it!
Take this
and 
this! lmaoI love you! (And will call you in 10 mins!) lol
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Ninja… I can't believe I wasn't around when you were here…
I miss Ninja so much. I was talking to Haylie today about Ninja and I started to tear because she was so far away from me… I don't remember feeling this helpless. I was always able to reach her. We were always a phone call away from each other when we couldn't reach each other on MSN or if email was taking too long. The day before she left, I told her that it still wasn't hitting me that I wouldn't be able to see her for a whole summer and that it would hit me when I go to call her and realize she's not home… She's miles and miles away from me and I need a card to call her, I need to dial millions of numbers to reach her and I'm not even able to reach her cuz of the crappy connection and because her thing isn't connected…
I talked to her once after she got there. I didn't get a chance to tell you guys because I was barely online. But she was good alhamdulillah and giggling and laughing and going crajee with me like usual… Alhamdulillah.
*siiigh*
I was always able to get to her on the phone… We talked almost every day… When she would write a post in the let ur feelings out thread, I would call as soon as I could and talk to her about it, but now… *siiigh*
I miss her.
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I just got the message…
CHEERS lady! I'm so very proud of you. You worked so hard and you truly deserve it!
Take this
and this! lmaoI love you! (And will call you in 10 mins!) lol
Nesssssssss!! Thank youuu!!!!!!! Lmao I loveee the 'You would be squished' piccy!! Awwww! *squishes Nessa*
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Ninja… I can't believe I wasn't around when you were here…
I miss Ninja so much. I was talking to Haylie today about Ninja and I started to tear because she was so far away from me… I don't remember feeling this helpless. I was always able to reach her. We were always a phone call away from each other when we couldn't reach each other on MSN or if email was taking too long. The day before she left, I told her that it still wasn't hitting me that I wouldn't be able to see her for a whole summer and that it would hit me when I go to call her and realize she's not home… She's miles and miles away from me and I need a card to call her, I need to dial millions of numbers to reach her and I'm not even able to reach her cuz of the crappy connection and because her thing isn't connected…
I talked to her once after she got there. I didn't get a chance to tell you guys because I was barely online. But she was good alhamdulillah and giggling and laughing and going crajee with me like usual… Alhamdulillah.
*siiigh*
I was always able to get to her on the phone… We talked almost every day… When she would write a post in the let ur feelings out thread, I would call as soon as I could and talk to her about it, but now… *siiigh*
I miss her.
I miss her too.
I love you, Rani.I know how you feel, kind of. I know for you it was easier to be in touch with Ninja so now that it's hard to be in touch, it must feel beyond horrible. Sigh.
I know… I used to talk to her every night on MSN for so long and sometimes on the phone too. Now it's so hard to get in touch with her and it sucks… there's no phone line or much internet access. She's closer yet she's gone further. Sigh.
I miss her a lot too… but she has our duas na jaana and she lives in our hearts always. I love you jaana, I won't say feel better because I know missing someone doesn't go until they are back in our lives. So here's duaing that she comes back very very soon.
. AMEEN! THUMMA AMEEN!**huggssss**
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Thumma Ameen…
I was complaining to my mom yesterday about how I missed Ninja and wished I could talk to her and she goes “me too” every time and I'm like grrrrrr on the inside “you don't understand, if YOU miss her and want to talk to her, then imagine ME!” lol. I didn't say it to her, but I felt it so badly…
This reminds me of something Rahim Khan said in the Kite Runner: “…it always hurts more to have and lose than to not have in the first place.” I had another dream about her last night. I already told you about the one the night before, how Haylie and I were talking to her – I don't remember if it was face to face or on the phone. In the one last night, she called me… we were talking and talking…
May Allah (SWT) be with her and ease her of any pain, insha'Allah. Ameen – Thumma Ameen.
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Kavita, what's wrong hunn?
*siiigh* I hate that when I try to do something right, I end up doing it wrong.
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Kavita, what's wrong hunn?
*siiigh* I hate that when I try to do something right, I end up doing it wrong.
*tears*… I feel the exact same way. I feel so fed up of being me.
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F****** retards!!
*SCREAMS LIKE A FIEND!
Hey Babe ******grabs kavs and holds her****
I have missed u soooo much young lady…soooo much …soo much anger?? am here ..talk to me sweety..who is annoying u to the extent of u using such grammar huh??
and retards?? Kavs dats a bit harsh nah??
hope ur feeling much better since u posted this…. **worried luk on face***
hug..
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Kavita – awwwww! lol! The first time I danced in a wedding (danced in public, actually) was at a Yemeni wedding! my friend took my hijab, tied it around her hips, dragged me on the dance floor and wouldn't let me go till i danced, so i danced! lmao. To Arabic and English music! LMAO! I was so shockkkedddd! I couldn't beleive it lmao! But it was fun!
Tayba – I love you.
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Kavita, what's wrong hunn?
*siiigh* I hate that when I try to do something right, I end up doing it wrong.
*tears*… I feel the exact same way. I feel so fed up of being me.
Tayaba *hug* I hope that somehow you are shown the good light … of knowing that you are truely a wonderful girl
Alot of times I get the feeling that I wish I was someone else too
Some things we cant change; and if we really cant change 'em, our topmost job is to start accepting them
For the things that can be changed; you can try to twist and turn a few twigs and observe the outcome. And if you like what you see, maybe you can do it more often.
You just have to remember that … when ever you've tried 'something else' make sure 'you' as yourself is assimilated into the 'new' thing … so that you can feel that you are in your own skin and you can feel comfortable and happy about whatever change took place
Love you tons *hugs*
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Raja Raja… aaja aaja… Intezaar kills. At least we have hope…
I love hope. Sometimes hope is all that takes me through the day… I've never lost hope… I've come close… but at the end of the day, hope is something I can't lose even if I wanted to… Because all Allah (SWT) has to do is say “BE” and it shall be… Subhan'Allah, Allah (SWT) works in such amazing ways… -
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Now I dont think i'll ever be doing that again..but at least I can say I've danced outside before ..if that make much sense..
even .. ..at yr di's wedding….…good to hear u had soo much fun dear…an all this time u thought u cudnt dance…told u everyone dance…..
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Raja Raja… aaja aaja… Intezaar kills. At least we have hope…
I love hope. Sometimes hope is all that takes me through the day… I've never lost hope… I've come close… but at the end of the day, hope is something I can't lose even if I wanted to… Because all Allah (SWT) has to do is say “BE” and it shall be… Subhan'Allah, Allah (SWT) works in such amazing ways… …so faithfully sweet! Ameen, thumma ameen!
I've adopted your words to the point of startling unsuspecting Muslims with whom I come in contact! I said insha'allah to a friend at a restaurant last night and a couple next to me just stared. Then the woman smiled. I asked if I'd pronounced it correctly and she said yes!
I love u 99!
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Kavita, what's wrong hunn?
*siiigh* I hate that when I try to do something right, I end up doing it wrong.
I didnt get to throw my word in here
Rani – the thing that should satisfy you and make your heart content is the fact that you tried your hardest to do something the right way. Not all the time we get exactly what we want or exactly what we plan for. Some people dont even try. Regret comes the hardest for them – because 1. They'll never know how things would have turn out if they had tried their hardest and 2. They would not be able to live knowing that they did try their hardest even if things may have turned out in the wrong way.
So, find it somewhere in your thinking to allow yourself some heart's content that you did try your hardest and your intentions were good ones
Quote:Quote:Now I dont think i'll ever be doing that again..but at least I can say I've danced outside before ..if that make much sense..
even .. ..at yr di's wedding….…good to hear u had soo much fun dear…an all this time u thought u cudnt dance…told u everyone dance…..
Haha..oh yeah you know i'll be trying mah hardest when your wedding comes around! lol … yeah i thought i really couldnt dance … but the thing is… I really cant lol .. I was totally stepping from side to side. At the end of it all, my mom told us(me and my siblings) that its good that we tried but we all looked like we were exercising!! [like aerobics] hahahaaaaaaaa
But I tried right~!! Gosh! And the 1st time…. it was fun though
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Ameen, thumma ameen!
I've adopted your words to the point of startling unsuspecting Muslims with whom I come in contact! I said insha'allah to a friend at a restaurant last night and a couple next to me just stared. Then the woman smiled. I asked if I'd pronounced it correctly and she said yes!
I love u 99!
awwwwwwww!
I love you tooooo Nesserz! *squeeeeeeeeeeeeeezes Nesserz into a tiiiiiiight hug* OH NO! IM SORRY! I didn't mean to choke you! I only wanted to HUG YOU! LMAO! I LOVE YOU! Quote:Rani – the thing that should satisfy you and make your heart content is the fact that you tried your
hardest to do something the right way. Not all the time we get exactly
what we want or exactly what we plan for. Some people dont even try.
Regret comes the hardest for them – because 1. They'll never know how
things would have turn out if they had tried their hardest and 2. They would not be able to live knowing that they did try their hardest even if things may have turned out in the wrong way.So, find it somewhere in your thinking to allow yourself some heart's content that you did try your hardest and your intentions were good ones
awww thank you hunn.
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I wish… it wasn't so hard to talk… Others can talk easily and openly… I can't. It hurts. It hurts knowing someone else is able to do that… and I can't. They must be special…
Na.nge pero pe angaaron chalti rahi… Ley chal vahaa jo mulk tera hai, jaahil zamaana, dushman mera hai…
The words will come to you jaan… just get them out of your heart – even on a piece of paper… and then try to formulate them in a way that you'd be able to say it face to face to whoever you wanna say it to?
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Tayba – you misunderstood, it isn't about that.
Maybe you weren't misunderstood? I love you.
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It was a two way thing, but aise cheeze dosto ke beech hoti rehti hai. There's no friendship free of these situations…
I love you too Geet!
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They feel overwhelmingly good after the bad days, na? And it makes being grateful for those moments of peace so wonderfully amazing, na? I love you. Oh so much. May Allah (SWT) grant you with so much peace so that no matter what happens, you'll be able to say today was a good day at the end of each day. Ameen – Thumma Ameen. -
Haan ji, they most definitely do! A good day makes the bad days worth it…sometimes.
I love you too shorty. Shave your feet and I'll let you sit with me. lmao *ducks & runs away*
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I understand, but insha'Allah, one day… na?
And oye! Imma sit next to you in those nasteeeee feet you sent me! Then Imma send em back.
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How can you miss someone who was never really yours? How can it hurt this much? How can you still love them after knowing such a big truth about them? How can they even enter your mind? How can you miss what was not even real?
………….How how HOW? ……………
Sometimes… sometimes I really effing hate nostalgia. It can kill a person.
I wish I could just switch off for a while… without taking her with me everywhere.
I know. And I'm sorry you had to suffer for something wholly unnecesary! Nostalgia is such a bee-yotch sumtimes, na?I'm here with 2 ears, should you need them.
I'm helping my friend with his father's funeral, but my time is your time! Be well.
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I saw pics of Angie and Brads kids Ooh my..I didnt really see them yet..they are twins right?
omw…I soooo wanna get married now now and have as many beautiful babies ahh di… you shall, you shall
as for Brad ( am not a fan of him ) but my gosh he luks hot hey..it must be that beared look he has…looks sex.i ..lol Im NOT a fan of brad pitt either!! Im still debating how they could call him the most sexiest guy? I mean…seriously? pshhhtt
I feel SAFE..and I may be alone but am grateful for the beautiful people in my life.. Thats right… embrace the good things you have!
who continously reminds me how blessed I am…
am still thinking babies now ….cant wait for December 🙂 yay! december! I cant wait either! 🙂
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I saw pics of Angie and Brads kids Ooh my..I didnt really see them yet..they are twins right?
omw…I soooo wanna get married now now and have as many beautiful babies ahh di… you shall, you shall
as for Brad ( am not a fan of him ) but my gosh he luks hot hey..it must be that beared look he has…looks sex.i ..lol Im NOT a fan of brad pitt either!! Im still debating how they could call him the most sexiest guy? I mean…seriously? pshhhtt
I feel SAFE..and I may be alone but am grateful for the beautiful people in my life.. Thats right… embrace the good things you have!
who continously reminds me how blessed I am…
am still thinking babies now ….cant wait for December 🙂 yay! december! I cant wait either! 🙂
pagli
okies almost done. .check yr mail ..hugs galore…mmmmmmmmmwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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She was real to you.
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Tomorrow is my first day of College. Ninja was supposed to be with me. We were supposed to take classes together. But she isn't back from Yemen yet.
I miss her so much. It's been waaay too long since I haven't spoken to her properly. I miss those days when we called each other everyday. How I'd call her mom and try to get her to be less annoyed (she didn't like the fact that we talked every day) by talking to her in Arabic. It didn't work. How Ninja would get scared every time she called my house and my dad picked up. I still remember the night we stayed up till 5 a.m cuz my dad was in Afghanistan and how her dad was all chilled out and was telling her mom something like, “Relax, what's the big deal? She's talking to Rani.” The days we planned to meet each other and how our parents almost always ruined our plans. And how when we did meet, we'd hug for like 10 minutes! And how I'd call afterwards and ask if her mom was mad and she'd say, “yeah, but it was worth it.” And the day I was singing to her on the phone and her dad heard and gives her a funny look and she said something like “she's singing me a love song.” And then she'd giggle on the phone and be like “my dad thinks we're gay.” And the day I was in her room and her brother walked in the room with no shirt on and ran super fast as soon as he saw me and Ninja and I cracked up and couldn't stop laughing and her siblings looked at us and laughed as well. I miss her late replies, her late laughs, her screaming at the kids, her screaming at me! I miss her.*siiiiigh*
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How can you miss someone who was never really yours? How can it hurt this much? How can you still love them after knowing such a big truth about them? How can they even enter your mind? How can you miss what was not even real?
………….How how HOW? ……………
Sometimes… sometimes I really effing hate nostalgia. It can kill a person.
I wish I could just switch off for a while… without taking her with me everywhere.
I know. And I'm sorry you had to suffer for something wholly unnecesary! Nostalgia is such a bee-yotch sumtimes, na?I'm here with 2 ears, should you need them.
I'm helping my friend with his father's funeral, but my time is your time! Be well.
*hugs back* Thank you
And yes, Nostalgia really is a bee-yotch at times . S'ok though, that's life na… good days and bad!! Today is better! Thank you for this post and I'm also sorry to hear about your friend's father. I hope the funeral brings you and them comfort . -
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Hey hun, Im sorry to hear that you feel this way …
How can you miss someone who was never really yours? It seems confusing hun, but I guess it is possible … eventhough the person was never really yours …… the bond that you formed with them (even if its in your mind/thoughts/emotions) can last forever … and sometimes we find..when that person is absent… our mind/emotions/thoughts constantly remind us of them …… and it can hurt alot right? Think of the positive side..? You made a good relationship with someone..you created a bond…that will have a lasting effect on you. Dont feel too discouraged … day by day, you will see how much stronger you will become.
How can it hurt this much? If it hurts that much ….. I wont doubt the pain; If it hurts that much … I cant take it away … but I can listen… Im here if you need me!
How can you still love them after knowing such a big truth about them? How can they even enter your mind? I know exactly how you feel on this one .. I've had a horrid experience with someone … and the truth is… Im guilty of it and I cant even explain why .. up to this day .. how that person could enter my mind over and over….after I know what they did to me; I just dont understand hwo it works..and WHY i cant just tell them to get lost; I guess… sometimes, the past has to be left in the past .. and I will tell anyone this : If you realize that what happened in the past is affecting your life soo greatly and even dangerously, then dont stay knowing that person … just give yourself some space .. trust me… it will be really hard … to be with that person, live with that person, go out with that person…if you have this sorta…hatred type thing going on deep inside of you..
How can you miss what was not even real? IT doesnt have to be real for you to miss it; people miss various types of emotions when they are not feeling them; people miss thinking about certain things; people miss thinking about things that they made up … it doest have to be real for you to miss it … but if you understand that you miss it this much… can you try to go back to it? If you cant… maybe you can let it live with you forever … and day by day, you will be able to live easier without it.
Im here for you if you need me*hug* Dont bottle up your feelings
Kavi… thanks so much for your advice. I may not be able to express it, but I smiled at your words and it made me feel a little better. I'm sorry you've had an experience that made you feel similar to what I felt that day. I pray that you are able to move past it without letting it hurt you. *hug*
No, I can't go back to what I was missing. But that's okay. Sometimes things that are done can't be undone. It's just the way life is sometimes, na?
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Tomorrow is my first day of College. Ninja was supposed to be with me. We were supposed to take classes together. But she isn't back from Yemen yet.
I miss her so much. It's been waaay too long since I haven't spoken to her properly. I miss those days when we called each other everyday. How I'd call her mom and try to get her to be less annoyed (she didn't like the fact that we talked every day) by talking to her in Arabic. It didn't work. How Ninja would get scared every time she called my house and my dad picked up. I still remember the night we stayed up till 5 a.m cuz my dad was in Afghanistan and how her dad was all chilled out and was telling her mom something like, “Relax, what's the big deal? She's talking to Rani.” The days we planned to meet each other and how our parents almost always ruined our plans. And how when we did meet, we'd hug for like 10 minutes! And how I'd call afterwards and ask if her mom was mad and she'd say, “yeah, but it was worth it.” And the day I was singing to her on the phone and her dad heard and gives her a funny look and she said something like “she's singing me a love song.” And then she'd giggle on the phone and be like “my dad thinks we're gay.” And the day I was in her room and her brother walked in the room with no shirt on and ran super fast as soon as he saw me and Ninja and I cracked up and couldn't stop laughing and her siblings looked at us and laughed as well. I miss her late replies, her late laughs, her screaming at the kids, her screaming at me! I miss her.*siiiiigh*
Sigh indeed. It's been Seventy Eight days and counting…. but InshaAllah soon she will be back. I really miss her too. Beyond words… I called today but her voice was distant and the line was bad. Sigh!
Come back soon, you crazy fish!
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Kavi… thanks so much for your advice. I may not be able to express it, but I smiled at your words and it made me feel a little better. I'm sorry you've had an experience that made you feel similar to what I felt that day. I pray that you are able to move past it without letting it hurt you. *hug*
No, I can't go back to what I was missing. But that's okay. Sometimes things that are done can't be undone. It's just the way life is sometimes, na?
Thank you for being there, it means a lot to me
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Hey Tayaba, Im glad I made you smile. Thank you for your prayers, I've also prayed for me to -forget- about certain things and to let my heart be pure … and thank heavens, I have sensed a large change.
I know life can be..unfair sometimes… but what can we do, sometimes we cant do much. Be yourself and do what you can do.
*hug*
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I 'leave' the forum for a while, but I have never once left you guys… your madness always jumps out at me at the most random but beautiful of times!
I was looking at a view I once described to Nessa, telling her I wished she was here and we could have just sat down with a drink and talked… and I smiled and thought of her.
I saw Vivah the other day… and thought of Rani and Khushi, then of Ninja.
Tayba… well. She's Tayba. She's a donkey.
She's always there.I was in India and saw so many 'Sam's painted on the walls… most, if not all, of them in a Christian context.. and I thought of guess who!
Oreo.
Oreo cookies! I kept seeing so many references to 'twin' somewhere… oh YES! I remember now.. it was on facebook… whenever I look through the bumper stickers (oh boy, I love the bumper sticker application… hours and hours of fun!
), there always seems to be something or the other in reference to twinship… and who do I think of other than my twin… Hehe!I also once saw a bumper sticker (don't know what the sticker itself was.. can't remember..), made by a Khushi Something… and I thought of Khushi.
I saw some shipping truck with one of the companies that I think Alishia works at or something… and I thought of her!
I think of you guys all the time dammit. You crazy bunch of people.
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Grrr! I'm very annoyed!
Someone I would have liked to talk to on facebook chat has JUST gone offline the moment I am online on it!! Grrr! I'm thinking of Tayba….
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Senor saab! Do I detect a hint of sarcasm in that thank you?
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Tayba… well. She's Tayba. She's a donkey.
She's always there.Lmao. Thank God for my species, we're available world wide =D
I'm glad to be always there
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After a crazy restless and tearful night, I somehow felt a sudden urge to watch Hum Tum and cry. Oh, how I loveeeeeeee Bollywood!!! I ended up giggling and chuckling and awww-ing and laughing and clapping-and-laughing… 🙂
I kept thinking of you, Rani because… duh! Rani.. 🙂 But also because I know how much she loveeees the movie… and especially that drunken scene when Karan talks of Rhea's tears and how they hurt him.. I kept going “Awwww!” and thinking of you all the more because you posted that scene in the favourite scenes thread thing… and I kept thinking of you!
Really wish you me and Tabz could've watched it together… it would have been SOOOO much fun!Now I'm watching a little bit of KANK… and I'm reminded of Khushi. Sigh.
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Tayba…
I love you, stay strong jaan.
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I love you, stay strong jaan.
…I second that!Third…
I love you so much, jaana. Remember Noor's quote? He'll teach you how to fly, jaana. May Allah (SWT) grant you and your family sabr and may He grant your amma the highest stages in Jannah insha'Allah, ameen thumma ameen. -
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Tayba…
I love you, stay strong jaan.
…I second that!Third…
I love you so much, jaana. Remember Noor's quote? He'll teach you how to fly, jaana. May Allah (SWT) grant you and your family sabr and may He grant your amma the highest stages in Jannah insha'Allah, ameen thumma ameen. Fourth…
I love you. Take care of yourself, jaanana..
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Ninja… I agree with you.
Sometimes it is so hard not to let all of the world get you down, and to believe that one day your time will come… your moment of glory will surely come…
Faith is one life-long test and a comfort zone all at once. Isn't that funny?
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Ninja, I so agree with you, sadly *cries*
But, I think the thing to save us … is trying our best -and- acknowledging that we are doing so
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Thank you girls. I love you
Kavita gives some good advice there above.
Ninja, I love you.
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I wonder if this is what it feels like to be on the verge of a break down. I actually do feel like nervously laughing.
It's ok Tayba. Find a solitary spot and let it out! I use my bedroom closet.
As odd as it may sound, it's a release valve. You need to release the stress somehow and crying isn't the only way.
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LMAO! I crackedddd upppp when I read that! ILOVEYOU!
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Kavita… wow indeed. Hunn, please talk to someone who knows more about this problem so you can get some help. If no one knows, then please tell someone who can help. It's not very healthy to go through something that's making you feel like this all alone. I'm here for you if you need me.
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I'm not one to hold too deeply what others think of me. Someone once told me, “People can say anything to anyone at anytime about me! I just can't be bothered!” I've held onto those words for sometime.
I guess my feelings today are of sadness. Sadness for those whose noses are so far in the air or heads are so far up their backsides, that they can't see the ground to take a step forward. Self absorption makes one dependant.
My 2 cents.
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Haaaaaaaaaaaaaha! You guys know fully well I pretty much wear my emotions on my sleeves (whether that is a goood thing or a bad thing is another issue completely… and no I shan't bore you with a long rambly 'faltoo' post on that…
)… you guys know when I'm up and you know when I'm down… but right now, all I want to do is shout from the top of my head… (and sigh.. I wish Khushi was here… she would have noticed all the Small Things… ):~ I AM IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! ~
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Today Ninja showed me something that was really upsetting. It's about a disasterous event that tore apart a Yemeni family in America. A gas explosion tore their mother apart from them, and these children are really very young. The siblings were injured and one suffered major burns. People from around the world have been donating money in their aid, and a woman has created a website to share their story and to help collect money. This Eid they were presented with some of this money.
If you want to check the website out:
http://alghaithigirls.blogspot.com/
Like Ninja said, it really does make you remember how bad others have it.
Pass the link on if you can please
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Haaaaaaaaaaaaaha! You guys know fully well I pretty much wear my emotions on my sleeves (whether that is a goood thing or a bad thing is another issue completely… and no I shan't bore you with a long rambly 'faltoo' post on that…
)… you guys know when I'm up and you know when I'm down… but right now, all I want to do is shout from the top of my head… (and sigh.. I wish Khushi was here… she would have noticed all the Small Things… ):~ I AM IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! ~
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AND I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!
This is no fair, I no like love triangles. lmao I am so happy for you, twin jiiii! !!!!! Nessa –
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Sometimes it takes a LOT of patience and strength and understanding to see your guy with his arms around other women. A LOT. And even more of faith and trust.
I don't think the fool realises how lucky he is to have me.
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I think Im coming down with a cold
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Sometimes it takes a LOT of patience and strength and understanding to see your guy with his arms around other women. A LOT. And even more of faith and trust.
I don't think the fool realises how lucky he is to have me.
Lmbo jaan I love u!
He's so beyond lucky!!!!! <3
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Sorry for the post flood guys, I didnt realize when that happened, and I cant delete them.
It ALL times take a whole lot of patience and strength to see your guy touching up some woman because they are his friends and/or they value each other.
I have surely grown where that type of 'strength' is concerned
But watch him get a worse case paranoia when he sees me and some guy having 0 space between us
This scenario is yet to come, but I already know what it will end up into!
The world just aint fair
Aww hunn… no the world isn't fair… people act like idiots all the time… but it's life na? We have to deal with all types of situations. Of course it takes a lot of patience… there's this quote I really love …..
“… and she held him in her arms, not knowing she was holding my whole world….”
I love it so much… I think every girl understands this sentiment.
Be strong sweetheart, and know that you're a gem and life will be fair to you too. Happier days will come, one day he'll realize how it made you feel too… what goes around always comes around!
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Sometimes it takes a LOT of patience and strength and understanding to see your guy with his arms around other women. A LOT. And even more of faith and trust.
I don't think the fool realises how lucky he is to have me.
LOLLY! I agreeeee, he's damned lucky to have a beautiful crajee and wonderfully amazingly sweet daaarling like you!
ILY! Quote:Quote:Sorry for the post flood guys, I didnt realize when that happened, and I cant delete them.
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ALL times take a whole lot of patience and strength to see your guy
touching up some woman because they are his friends and/or they value
each other.I have surely grown where that type of 'strength' is concerned
But watch him get a worse case paranoia when he sees me and some guy having 0 space between us
This scenario is yet to come, but I already know what it will end up into!
The world just aint fair
Aww hunn… no the world isn't fair… people act like idiots all
the time… but it's life na? We have to deal with all types of
situations. Of course it takes a lot of patience… there's this quote
I really love …..“… and she held him in her arms, not knowing she was holding my whole world….”
I love it so much… I think every girl understands this sentiment.
Be strong sweetheart, and know that you're a gem and life will be
fair to you too. Happier days will come, one day he'll realize how it
made you feel too… what goes around always comes around! Ditto! Keep the chin up, Kavita! Things will coem out all right in the end, insha'Allah!
Quote:Woah, I suddenly feel so tired… my energy is so low these days
… I feel numb inside.awwww
hunn, I'll give you my energy, I have an overload of energy at the
moment as it is! Insha'Allah things will become easier habeebati.
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What would you do if the person you loved cheated on you? With someone you both knew? Someone who is always out with you in that group of friends?
Sometimes we have to figure out who is worth all the pain and who isn't. And in my opinion, he isn't. But you have to figure that out for yourself, and I make dua that insha'Allah you find clear answers to all of your questions, habeebati. Don't just focus on how much you love him, focus on how much love you have in you and if he's really worth all that love. And you have a whole lot of love in you. Remember that, shnookums. I love you oh so much, twin ji.
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Don't just focus on how much you love him, focus on how much love you have in you and if he's really worth all that love.
Wah!
Well said twin ji, very very very very very well said. I never saw it like that.
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Don't just focus on how much you love him, focus on how much love you have in you and if he's really worth all that love.
Wah!
Well said twin ji, very very very very very well said. I never saw it like that.
I am, after all, your twin.
lolly, I'm always here whenever you need a new perspective, boobz! *pulls jur cheeks* I love you.
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Quote:I don't want to break up with him, I really don't… I really don't…
Oh lord. My life is going to have a big empty hole in it all over again.
Sigh.
Someday, someone will thank him for letting you go…
Ily.
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Someday, someone will thank him for letting you go…
Ily.
Sigh. Geet, I love that quote. Its on my forum profile
..Quote:I don't want to break up with him, I really don't… I really don't…
Oh lord. My life is going to have a big empty hole in it all over again.
Sigh.
Coco Shrekky…
'Pyaar se hai badi kya kasam….?'
You made the right decision, and even though it hurts like shyt right now, you will get through this and become stronger. Stronger than last year, stronger than this year. You will make it because you deserve to be happy, you're not the one who did anything wrong, he was. His life should become an empty hole, not yours. Because he's the one who will carry the pain of knowing he ruined something beautiful with his own stupid hands. You deserve a man who knows how to treat you as well as you deserve to be treated. And we will find him together, whenever you're ready… aao milo chalo?
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*Holds Geet* I'm sorry you feel this way habeebati…
Tum mujhe apna maanti ho agar
Yun khafa hoke na jhukaao nazar
Mushkile apni majburi
Ho, de do mujhe saari be-nuri
Pareshaaniyan bhi do, hairaaniyan bhi do
Nige-baaniyan bhi de do de do naaAnd if you feel you can't, then I'll just keep holding you. Na kuch kar sake toh dua hum karenge…. dua hum karenge
. You know I love you… x
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I've never felt this broken.
This useless.
This helpless.
…insignicant emoticon! But you know I'm here!
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lolly i'm in a good mooooooood!
Tayba – thankieeez!
ily2! Boo – it's a confusing story lolly but ily!
Neesi – ILY! lolly ur so funny! I know u are, thank you sooooo much hunn! ILY!
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I'm in a super goooooood moood! I was soooo blah yesterday. crappy ***. Wanted to go hide in a cave, planned to, was going to, but then Hayati (Haylie) called!
I love that bum oh sooooo much! She unknowingly changed my mind about the cave. lolly She calls me and is like “I haven't spoken to you in so long! (We hadn't spoken in about a week) I need my fix of Rani” And I laugh even though I had no idea what a fix was but I was sure I heard something else so I'm like “what? ur fix of rani?” lolly and then she explains to me how it's like when them peeps take drugs or w/e and I'm like “so i'm a drug now?!? :O” and she's lollying and is like “yeah!” (wtfish? this is the third time i've been called a drug!) and then she's all randomly “I love you” and I'm like “Ily2 girl” and she's like “I love talking to you!” And I'm like “what?” (Haylie usually isn't all this lovey-dovey ish lolly) and she's like “okay, Imma be really sappy now. I love talking to you. You're my only friend that I can go to expecting results and I always get them. With everyone else they're all blah (she didn't actually say blah, i forgot what she said exactly but it meant blah lmao) but with you, I can go to you and get the results I expect” or I think she said need… lolly but yeah basically that, it was soooooooooooo sweeeeeeet! I was alll “awwwwwwww” lmao and she said this other day to me, “I love you so much (she usually says ilysm right before she gets into a rare sappy mode. lmao) You're the only one I can call when I'm about to die and you're all like 'Insha'Allah' and fix it” and i'm like “I say insha'Allah to u dying? ” and she lollyies and is like “no, u just make everything alright, u fix it.” lolly the girl was making me teary hehe.
I think i'm hiiigh! lmao, i'm in SUCH an AWESOME mood! Alhamdulillah! ily haylie!
lolly, yeah just wanted to share that with u guys.
heheee i feeel sooooooooooo SPECIAL! Feeling special is so awesome! Especially since I know she meant every single word she said to me!
aaaaah that was JUST what i needed to hear!
lolly
I love myself! I'm super coool! *giggles* I'm hiiiiiiiiiiiiigh! LMAO!
okay i go before i make a fool of myself… if i haven't already lmao!
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wow I didn't think you'd remmeber every word I said and I actually forgot about it til now haha
It feels weird to be quoted, but awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I'm glad I was able to better your day to that extent.
I love the number of happy faces you put in the post, thats hilarious
11 super happy faces, and 2 squigly-cross-eyed faces. It was fun counting them
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lolly ILY HAYLIE!
I didn't remember every single word, thass why i used the blah! lmao
and yes awwwwwww i know! ILY!
*pulls ur cheeks* hehe, I pulled jur cheeks at sunday school last sunday! lmao wooooooot! and ur a bum u actually counted them! lmao! one of the many reasons why ily!
i like how u called them super happy faces. ilysm!
p.s. it's so awesome to see u on the forum!
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I miss him, and he's out there having the time of his life, his arms around a gazillion women. How is this FAIR?!
I need a break which I'm never going to get.
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Quote:I miss him, and he's out there having the time of his life, his arms around a gazillion women. How is this FAIR?!
I need a break which I'm never going to get.I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you eventually learn to trust yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. – – – Sometimes you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve. – – – Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
If he's having the time of his life, let him. He doesn't even know what he's missing, what he's letting go of for a few days of fun. One day he'll realize how much you loved him and regret all of his mistakes. But that day you'll be waking up with the man that already knew what he held when you were in his arms. And jaana, you deserve someone who knows your worth. and jur priceless my shnookumz!!!
I love you oh so much, twin ji. Hang in there, jaana, you'll make it through. I'll be with you… jaise tera aasmaan…
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I miss him, and he's out there having the time of his life, his arms around a gazillion women. How is this FAIR?!
I need a break which I'm never going to get.
He took you for granted. He's busy collecting stones and the stupid fool doesn't even realize he's lost a diamond. You're worth so much more.
I need that break too. Really wish it were possible jaana. But we just have to learn to dance in this rain till then. I love you!
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1. I've been invited to a wedding.
2. it's in Turkey
Why should something so beautiful and exciting cause feelings of dread?
I'm absolutely miserable!
aww jaana… I wish there was something I could do to make you feel less miserable… Insha'Allah when you go, you'll have such an awesome time you'll feel silly for dreading it… ameen.
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So am I.
I'm sorry…
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For Rani... I love you... *hug*
--MALE--
Duniya mein kitni hain nafratein
Phir bhi dilon mein hain chaahatein
Duniya mein kitni hain nafratein
Phir bhi dilon mein hain chaahatein
Mar bhi jaaye pyaar waale
Mit bhi jaaye yaar waale
Zinda rehti hain unki mohabbatein
Zinda rehti hain unki mohabbatein
--CHORUS--
Aah aah...
--FEMALE--
Mar bhi jaaye pyaar waale
Mit bhi jaaye yaar waale
Zinda rehti hain unki mohabbatein
Zinda rehti hain unki mohabbatein
--CHORUS--
Aah aah...
Taken from the orginal BWL lyrics website...
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Mehhhhhhhhhh.
Loooooooonely.
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Wanna talk about it ji?
I know exactly what you mean… but so oddly, I'm at peace now.. I don't even feel the NEED to say eff you any more… :/
I'm listening to the new version of Bachna Ae Haseeno… it ALWAYS makes me want to get up and dance!
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lol I think you'll know exactly how I feel cuz its what you went through and what you wrote about on Dec.15th. Go check. I really hope you know what I'm talking about
It just feels so damn good to put my middle finger up and say “you know what…. EFF U!” lmao. Aaaah I love you Shrekkerzzzz!I'm so happy you're at peace, yaaay! *hugs*
I have a cold. My brother said I sound like a duck. Lmbo. I always sound like a duck when I have a cold!
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Exactly. It's not arrogance (as most people seem to think it is), it's…… the result of long days and longer nights taking their toll on you.
Blah. I don't know what I am blabbing.
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Yeh ishq nahin aasan,
Bas itna samaj lijiye…
Ek aag ka dariya hai,
Aur doob ke jaana hai…
Wah? Wah? *giggle*
Oh how I miss Khushi.. and KABHI KHUSHI KABHIE GHAM!! I HAVEN'T SEEN THAT FILM IN AGES!
And you know, so randomly yesterday… I thought of the Village Lounge Nitz created… only he could come up with something like that…
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Good old trip down Nostalgia Lane, huh?
I loved the whole of “Lyrics Corner” <3I miss Shereena and Aman's banter. LOL it was hilarious!
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I KNOW!! Hahahaha… and Nitz and Oreo's comments on their conversations going “what language is this!!” LOL… hehe… it took a while for me to understand what they were on about sometimes…
hehe! And Lisa with her hammock… man I want a hammock! -
*flies over to Tayba's house*
I want garam garam samosas please!
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of course! and some Cadbury!! and KKHH in the dvd player!
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Let's watch something new, ji…
New year, new start and all that jazz… yaknow…
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Ok but we will still watch A Walk To Remember seeing as SOMEONE has only seen bits of it on *gasps* YOUTUBE!
and then we'll read Twilight together and discuss Edward Cullen's absolute sexyness. *FAINTS*
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WHO IS THAT SOMEONE!!! LEMME AT THEM!! How could they NOT watch all of it!!
(erm…. *sheepish grin*)
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Quote: WHO IS THAT SOMEONE!!! LEMME AT THEM!! How could they NOT watch all of it!!
(erm…. *sheepish grin*)
LOL pathetic attempt SHREK, PATHETIC ATTEMPT!
We will so watch that movie together!
Now go buy Twilight at its marked price! Do not go and try to find a desi discount anywhere, you will not find it! Oh wait! Amazo does it cheaper around the world! Go to amazon and buy the whole saga! and then ring me so I can discuss with you how Edward Cullen is so perfect and how unfortunate it is that HE IS NOT REAL
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Quote: WHO IS THAT SOMEONE!!! LEMME AT THEM!! How could they NOT watch all of it!!
(erm…. *sheepish grin*)
LOL pathetic attempt SHREK, PATHETIC ATTEMPT!
We will so watch that movie together!
Now go buy Twilight at its marked price! Do not go and try to find a desi discount anywhere, you will not find it! Oh wait! Amazon does it cheaper around the world! Go to amazon and buy the whole saga! and then ring me so I can discuss with you how Edward Cullen is so perfect and how unfortunate it is that HE IS NOT REAL
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LMAO.. I'll just borrow it from the library… one of these days!
Uh huh honey honey… and now I'm about to see what you mean to me…
Oh I LOVE music!!
I was so intrigued by this whole Twilight malarky I tried to watch the film online lmbo…
Unfortunately, I couldn't seem to find a full version anywhere and I was feeling too lazy to search any further…My new year's resolution is to read a lot more of everything and learn as much as I can… which fits in nicely with your trying to make me read Twilight series! Does anyone have any?
Oh, and doesn't the Bella girl in Twilight remind you a little of Hermione Granger in Harry Potter? (My days I am going to DIE of shame if someone tells me she actually IS Hermione Granger off Harry Potter…
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Oh I definitely am going to get the book sometime
-Before I ever watch the movie!- Movies spoil it!
And the Twilight girl looks nothing like our dear own Hermione Granger! Although, she is beautiful!
And damn, You – Know – Who killed Cedric, and the dude made it even better in Twilight!!
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I am SO hungry and feeling SO stressed… and yet, I am not stressed. Man… this kind of stress I can handle… give me a heart ache and I completely crumble!
Tayba ji OK OK I will read the books first!
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I am SO hungry and feeling SO stressed… and yet, I am not stressed. Man… this kind of stress I can handle… give me a heart ache and I completely crumble!
Tayba ji OK OK I will read the books first!
not bad boogedy…it rhymes! fallin in love has definitely done u some (very very minor) good.
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Glad my falling in love has been given your seal of approval, Mr. Oreo… that has been my dream all my life…
I'm listening to Tom Jones' Sex Bomb… loooovely song!
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*siigh* I'm home again.
It feels weird to come here after so long… for my own selfish reasons. It's weird that I've been annoyed at everyone for staying off the forum for whatever random reasons and now I've done the same. lol. Actually, it's not funny, it's sad. But at the same time… it's nice. I used to come here when nothing made sense, when I was lonely, when I needed some love, when I was tired of my life. And now, once again, I'm here again for those same reasons. Maybe, just maybe, not everything has to change… Quote:Oh how I miss Khushi..Me too… Me too. One of the main reasons why I came back… needed to re-read those old and beautiful pms.
Quote:(erm…. *sheepish grin*)*satisfied sigh* Twin moment ji.
I was on FB a while ago and I said those exact words to a friend… well maybe not exact, lmao I said *sheepish giggle* LMAO But anyhow, you were also on my mind as I was logging on and here you are… magically putting a smile on my face just like the old days. I love this place.
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Quote:*siigh* I'm home again. It feels weird to come here after so long…I love this place.
I concur…on both points.
Coming home feels 'odd', yet I love it here. Quite the cnnundrum. hahah
Thanks for finding me today and bringing back the memories of being stared at in public places because of my ridiculously loud laugh! hahaha I love you!
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Quote:Quote:*siigh* I'm home again. It feels weird to come here after so long…I love this place.
I concur…on both points.
Coming home feels 'odd', yet I love it here. Quite the cnnundrum. hahah
Thanks for finding me today and bringing back the memories of being stared at in public places because of my ridiculously loud laugh! hahaha I love you!
Man u need to stop using words I don't understand! I'm too laz to google it you know! It's a lot easier on the phone cuz then I can just ask you for the meaning! lol cnnundrum my foot!
and why do I feel like you spelled it wrong? lmao it looks wrong. oh how I love you too sweetheart! -
*deeeeeeeeeeeep breath*
(I'm doing as it says on the box…)
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Quote:Quote:Quote:*siigh* I'm home again. It feels weird to come here after so long…I love this place.
I concur…on both points.
Coming home feels 'odd', yet I love it here. Quite the cnnundrum. hahah
Thanks for finding me today and bringing back the memories of being stared at in public places because of my ridiculously loud laugh! hahaha I love you!
Man u need to stop using words I don't understand! I'm too laz to google it you know! It's a lot easier on the phone cuz then I can just ask you for the meaning! lol cnnundrum my foot!
and why do I feel like you spelled it wrong? lmao it looks wrong. oh how I love you too sweetheart!Aren't you in college…you know 13th grade??? lmbo
Yes, it is misspelled…mayhaps you need to invest in a G1.
I love you too. <3
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Relieved, grateful and blessed..
Hey, I was going to reply to your “~now~” post yesterday but I ran out of time and could only make one post. I'm glad to see that you are better now, but if you still need to talk or let it out, then I'm here for you. Don't hesitate to pm me.
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*deeeeeeeeeeeep breath*
(I'm doing as it says on the box…)
What box!?!?
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Quote:Quote:Quote:Quote:*siigh* I'm home again. It feels weird to come here after so long…I love this place.
I concur…on both points.
Coming home feels 'odd', yet I love it here. Quite the cnnundrum. hahah
Thanks for finding me today and bringing back the memories of being stared at in public places because of my ridiculously loud laugh! hahaha I love you!
Man u need to stop using words I don't understand! I'm too laz to google it you know! It's a lot easier on the phone cuz then I can just ask you for the meaning! lol cnnundrum my foot!
and why do I feel like you spelled it wrong? lmao it looks wrong. oh how I love you too sweetheart!Aren't you in college…you know 13th grade??? lmbo
Yes, it is misspelled…mayhaps you need to invest in a G1.
I love you too. <3
Hey hey hey! Just because I'm in the 13th grade (I CALL IT THAT TOO BTW! LMAO) doesn't mean I listened during all of the previous 12 years!
and why do I need to invest in a G1 for?!? Those phones?!?! Stop confusing meee! lmao oooh u did the <3 thing, I never liked that much lmao but it looks cute on you! hehe ilyTHREE!!! -
Hey girls..
Does being a woman stop you/scare you about doing certain things?
I'm not talking about the whole suppressed-because-you're-a-woman-and-your-family-don't-think-you-deserve-an-education type thing, or the whole sexism-in-the-workplace thing… but… does it scare you sometimes, to go out into the world and do as you will, because you're worried about the things that can happen to you as a woman?
Put it this way – would you be able to walk the streets of Mumbai at night time on your own? And would you feel more confident doing that if you had a male chaperone with you? (Not that it's as simple as that, cos stuff can still happen but… you get what I'm trying to ask… I hope… lol)
I dunno… sometimes, it just seems like there are so many things out there to experience, but you need a silly guy with you to do so… or if you're rich enough, a bodyguard will do.
Lol.. seriously though… thoughts, anyone?
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Does being a woman stop you/scare you about doing certain things?
I'm not talking about the whole suppressed-because-you're-a-woman-and-your-family-don't-think-you-deserve-an-education type thing, or the whole sexism-in-the-workplace thing… but… does it scare you sometimes, to go out into the world and do as you will, because you're worried about the things that can happen to you as a woman?
Put it this way – would you be able to walk the streets of Mumbai at night time on your own? No, I would be hekka scared! lol And would you feel more confident doing that if you had a male chaperone with you? Yes, I actually would! Definitely! (Not that it's as simple as that, cos stuff can still happen but… you get what I'm trying to ask… I hope… lol)
I dunno… sometimes, it just seems like there are so many things out there to experience, but you need a silly guy LMAO @ SILLY GUY! with you to do so… or if you're rich enough, a bodyguard will do. I want ABHISHEK!!!
Lol.. seriously though… thoughts, anyone?
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Does being a woman stop you/scare you about doing certain things?
I'm not talking about the whole suppressed-because-you're-a-woman-and-your-family-don't-think-you-deserve-an-education type thing, or the whole sexism-in-the-workplace thing… but… does it scare you sometimes, to go out into the world and do as you will, because you're worried about the things that can happen to you as a woman?
Put it this way – would you be able to walk the streets of Mumbai at night time on your own? And would you feel more confident doing that if you had a male chaperone with you? (Not that it's as simple as that, cos stuff can still happen but… you get what I'm trying to ask… I hope… lol)
I dunno… sometimes, it just seems like there are so many things out there to experience, but you need a silly guy with you to do so… or if you're rich enough, a bodyguard will do.
Lol.. seriously though… thoughts, anyone?
Yes, it scares me. Because as independent as I want to be (and you guys know how much being free means to me), I know that if a group of guys came up to me with the wrong type of thoughts, I would freak out. I would feel safer if I had a man with me, as he is physically stronger than me and I'd feel protected. But it does really get to me, in fact it irritates me so much that there are things out there I'd like to experience but I'd never ever be allowed to experience alone… I don't think I could walk the streets of Mumbai alone at night… I can't even walk the streets of London alone at night! lol. Sadly. Blaaaah! I guess that's why my dad never let me study abroad. Now that is one experience I would have LOVED to be a part of. BLAH! And still stupidly, I look for jobs overseas
. Ah dreams! Let's take self defence classes. Learn to kick butt. lol.
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I know what you mean about it getting to you and irritating you… it's the SAME with me (any surprises there?
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HAHAHAHAH….Try couchsurfing.
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ilytoooo!
The other day, I cried for the memories of being hopelessly in love… it wasn't a painful tear-shedding session, nor a tears-of-joy-flowing-from-my-eyes kind of thing… no, it was more just laughing at the memories and my innocence and then crying for the beauty of them.
I am so, so, SO Iris from The Holiday….
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I am so, so, SO Iris from The Holiday….
OMG! SO AM I!!!!! I was just telling this to Asma the other day! LOL aaaah another similarity Shrekkerz!!! <3333 lmbo.
And that Ba$tard from the newspaper… HE reminds me SO much of…. well, you know…
The way Iris would do everything, run around after him… just for a smile from him. Ahhh! Lmbo poor thing!!!
*sigh* I LOVE U BOO!
oh and by the by… Jude Law is well fit. Lmbo
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I love my family oh so much.
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THANK you! FINALLY someone who agrees with the total hotness that is Jude Law.
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Hey, I was going to reply to your “~now~” post yesterday but I ran out of time and could only make one post. I'm glad to see that you are better now, but if you still need to talk or let it out, then I'm here for you. Don't hesitate to pm me.
Hi Rani,
Thanks for yr thoughts dear..means a lot to me..can I ask that u make a small lil dua for me:) thanks
will keep yr offer to talk in mind for future…take care of yourself ok and inshallah I hope all is well with u 🙂
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THANK you! FINALLY someone who agrees with the total hotness that is Jude Law.
lol are u surprised that I agree?
sorry I missed u on gmail earlier hun, didn't realise I left it on.
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I wish you could be here and have cheesy curly fries (with BBQ and mint sauce… don't you dare go “ewww” on me like everyone else does – I'll have you know it's a kickass combination!!) with me, Tayba. There's no one else in the world I want with me right now but you… sigh.
Don't break… main hoon, na?
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I wish you could be here and have cheesy curly fries (with BBQ and mint sauce… don't you dare go “ewww” on me like everyone else does – I'll have you know it's a kickass combination!!) with me, Tayba. There's no one else in the world I want with me right now but you… sigh.
Don't break… main hoon, na?
*Lets the tears flow in Shrek's arms…*
Those simple and beautiful words mean so much to me right now. I really needed to hear them because I feel so alone. I love you so beyond words. And that sauce sounds perfect. Because I'll be sharing it with you.
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Hey, I was going to reply to your “~now~” post yesterday but I ran out of time and could only make one post. I'm glad to see that you are better now, but if you still need to talk or let it out, then I'm here for you. Don't hesitate to pm me.
Hi Rani,
Thanks for yr thoughts dear..means a lot to me..can I ask that u make a small lil dua for me:) thanks
will keep yr offer to talk in mind for future…take care of yourself ok and inshallah I hope all is well with u 🙂
Of course I will make dua for you.
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I feel like I'm breaking.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, but I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.
Quote:I really needed to hear them because I feel so alone.
Dear friend, please don't feel like you're alone. There is someone who is praying for your peace of mind (Sakeena). Hoping joy is what you'll find.
I love you.
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scratch that – i feel awesome!
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I miss so many people and so many things that it hurts.
Filhaal, I miss Khushi and lover ji…
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And how quickly the tears turned into smiles and giggles as I read another one of her posts… I remember that night so well… what a beautiful night it was for both of us…
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Booooooooo awwwwwwwwww hai hai main sajdke jawaaaan kudiye!
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OMG GUYS RANI IS ACTUALLY A GENIUS!! SHE KNOWS THE TUNES OF SONGS BEFORE SHE'S EVEN HEARD THEM!
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pffft… trying to tease me huh? How about this.. I take a twist on the “kids say the darndest things” saying, “RANIs say the darndest things” and she goes, “Oh wait I'm confused… was that actually a typo? Rani says?”
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Of course I'm a genius! I'm oh so clever!
and OYE! chup kar! I didn't know you were trying to be a copy cat!!!!!
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*siiigh*
I feel overwhelmed and helpless and tired and sad. And I'll smile throughout it all because no notices I'm fooling them with my broken smile.
But when no one else even notices, Allah knows. Jiska koi nahi hota, uska Khuda hota hai. He who has no one, has God.
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Quote:nobody, and I mean no-f***ing-body can ever, ever hope to love you as much as I love you. Ever. I adore you beyond words, sentiments, the universe and Shah Rukh Khan himself. I live for you, I breathe for you. Every single goddamn step in life, I take because I know that is what you would have wanted me to do. Every single thing I do, you are always there, always… your voice in my head, muttering my name and love beyond expression.
You will always be loved by me. How can I not love you, you who understands and knows me so well, you with whom the world just stops… how can I not… how…
Maybe one day, one sweet day, you will realise how much you have come to mean to me. How much influence you had on this little girl's life, and for the beautiful better. How this girl who can be construed as mad in every sense of the word, still cherishes those innocent letters of conversation between you and her. How they are her most favourite possession in the whole word… a few words, typed in gay abandon, across a screen… how that is all she ever looks to and looks back on.
Maybe one day you will understand, how you gave me the biggest gift I could ever want – life.
I know you, mister. I know you want to see me fly through the open skies, I know you never meant to break my heart and crush my dreams……….. and believe you me, I will. I will be happy and I will be the craziest.
Because I love you and I want you to be happy, just like you want me to be happy.
Maybe one day, you will see. You will understand my love for you cannot even begin to be matched by anyone else… not even yourself.
Awww twin ji…
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Quote:Every single thing I do, you are always there, always… your voice in my head,
How can I not… you… you with whom the world just stops… how can I not… how…
Maybe one day, one sweet day, you will realise how much you have come to mean to me. How much influence you had on this little girl's life, and for the beautiful better. How this girl who can be construed as mad in every sense of the word, still cherishes those innocent letters of conversation between you and her. How they are her most favourite possession in the whole word… a few words, typed in gay abandon, across a screen… how that is all she ever looks to and looks back on.
Maybe one day you will understand, how you gave me the biggest gift I could ever want – life.
I will be happy and I will be the craziest.
I want you to be happy,
Maybe one day, you will see. You will understand my… cannot even begin to be matched by anyone else…
[… and that's why I'm different.
Thank you, Haylie. I love you.] I feel you, twin ji…
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This time last year, I was paining over him. One year later, and I am still paining over him. I'm so so so scared I'll go back to those old days of crying every day for a good eight or nine months, not even one day without tear drops adorning my torn, painful self.
I was watching something on DVD, where the guy just says to his wife at the end of the conversation, “I love you”… and that made me realise how much I missed hearing those words from a guy. I missed their warmth, their comfort… I missed them so much.
You've come a looooong way sweet Boo! And you become stronger each day. This day isn't a set back, it just dreaded nostalgia! You and nostalgia are quite a team!
Stay strong lovely and drop me a line anytime please. I've missed this place…AND THE GREEN IS BACK! WOO HOO!! lolOh…and, I love you.
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I was JUST thinking, as I was opening the BWL page (before it even loaded..) about how I should drop you a line, asking you how you have been… and then I see this.
Thank you, Nessa. Honestly – thank you. I guess pain fogs your perspective sometimes, and I needed to hear these words from someone from outside the fog… 🙂
Oh dear… I am sounding like I'm at an AA meeting or something! Although, you know… there really should be one for lost loves!! LLA…
I love you too…
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I've been thinking the same thing for the past week…about you, I mean!
Anything to bring you outta the fog!
Will pm you my personal email addy…man I missed you and that red pen! lmbo
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This time last year, I was paining over him. One year later, and I am still paining over him. I'm so so so scared I'll go back to those old days of crying every day for a good eight or nine months, not even one day without tear drops adorning my torn, painful self.
I was watching something on DVD, where the guy just says to his wife at the end of the conversation, “I love you”… and that made me realise how much I missed hearing those words from a guy. I missed their warmth, their comfort… I missed them so much.
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How funny, while you're feeling numb, I am on the other side feeling a rush of emotions for loves past come slowly but surely back towards me… like a wave that I know is going to form when it hits the shore… and I can only keep using all of my mental willpower to stop it from coming but I know one day or other, my heart will snap from all the tension of the stretching it has been doing, and the waves of tears will come crashing down on me.
And I wish to be numb numb numb to it all… enjoy the numbness sweetheart, use it to your advantage… feelings may be good and all, but sometimes if life were to give you a magical pain-numbing cream, you just gotta grab it with both hands and rub it all over all the wounds of the past and the present.
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Quote:How funny, while you're feeling numb, I am on the other side feeling a rush of emotions for loves past come slowly but surely back towards me… like a wave that I know is going to form when it hits the shore… and I can only keep using all of my mental willpower to stop it from coming but I know one day or other, my heart will snap from all the tension of the stretching it has been doing, and the waves of tears will come crashing down on me.
And I wish to be numb numb numb to it all… enjoy the numbness sweetheart, use it to your advantage… feelings may be good and all, but sometimes if life were to give you a magical pain-numbing cream, you just gotta grab it with both hands and rub it all over all the wounds of the past and the present.
I feel you.
Dil hai toh phir dard hoga, dard hai toh dil bhi hoga.
I cannot emphasize that line enough. I love it so much. I love you so much.
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[Taking a small break from my break to come to this haven of mine. Why? Because sometimes we need to do things to keep ourselves sane.]
She sits in the corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped up in all the promises
no one seems to keep.Sometimes when you need to hear those words the most (I love you), you're the one that ends up saying them first.
Promises shouldn't be broken…
It's so easy to make promises, to say you'll be there for someone… but it's actually showing up that matters the most. I've had so many people tell me they'll be there for me… but when it was time to fulfill their promise, did they show up? Forget showing up, they couldn't even offer a mere “I love you”.
I have so many emotions, so much pain inside of me that I don't know which one to take care of first. But you know what? Dil hai toh phir dard hoga (If there is a heart, then there will be pain), dard hai toh dil bhi hoga (if there is pain, then there must be a heart). Because Dil toh aakhir dil hai na (a heart is, after all, a heart), meethi si mushkil hai na (it's a sweet sort of hardship).
This test that we call life, it's also a game. And I'm still alive.
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Quote:If ur referring to me above, I'm sorry I couldn't get to you sooner sweetheart…
BELIEVE ME sweetheart – the world has PLENTY of beautiful things I know… 🙂, and one day – one damn fine beautiful sweet day – you will find your inspiration Insha'Allah! 🙂 , your own beautiful secret to life that will stop you from EVER being sad again Insha'Allah… 🙂 … you HAVE TO have faith… life is WAY WAY WAY TOO SHORT for you to EVER lose faith… I haven't lost faith… I've just lost my strength for the moment. And yes… yeh zindagi bohot lambi hai, aur humare paas waqt bohot kam hai. I know, sweeti, I know.
I can't pull you out of this sadness. Heavens know I wish I could, but I CAN'T. Only YOU can do that, sweety… only YOU can come up with YOUR OWN SWEET INSPIRATION FOR LIVING… and the most BEAUTIFUL thing will be, that you came up with it YOURSELF :)… that would be beautiful, wouldn't it? This sounds like something I would say… I guess I just needed to hear it from my twin, my reflection… 🙂
. Sometimes we look outside our own selves for love and comfort, that we forget there is always, always a welcome place in our heart for ourselves. Oh jaana… I need to find that welcome place… I'm too tired of looking and not finding anything 🙁 *rests in boo's arms*FIND IT, sweetheart… whatever it is that's getting you down – DON'T let it get the better of you. I'm trying… I promise you, I'm trying like I've never tried before.
You are a BEAUTIFUL person. Discover yourself. This is one of the most beautiful and sweetest thing someone has said to me recently. I love you oh so much.
Boo! LOL I was NOT referring to you! Yes, I did have certain people in my mind while I was writing that, but you did not come up, twin ji.
I will repy to your emails soon insha'Allah
I love you. Seriously, I love you.
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If this isn't love, I don't know what is….
If you ever leave, baby you would take away everything, the good and the bad…. how do I live without you? How do I breathe without you?
How do I… how do I… oh how do I live without you? I need you with me…
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I am MAD
I HATE certain people
hates too deeply negative jaana.. ur way too strong and pure for such a feeling.. wish I was there with u- physically-… just holding u…I wish I could say I feel hate even after wat happened ..but I dnt… we cant blame ppl and circumstances for the experiences they bring into our lives right…
I feel stronger after last week.. I feel like a part of my soul had been snatched away.. although my flat has excessive security I find myself waking up in the middle of the night scared and tip toeing into the lounge to see if the house is safe…
Do I hate the ppl who had caused me to feel sooo afraid of being in my own home?? No… Whatever their reasons were for choosing me as their target…only GOD KNOWS… I think u just need to vent a lil..scream, shout…speak to someone and get it outa yr system…
if all else fails u and i can go mad together..
just knw that I am there with u..in yr Dil, ur in my duas, my heart and r a part of my soul…no matter what the situation is that is causing u to feel this way… U will outshine it and emerge a stronger woman…I feel a lil annoyed that I cant communicate with u properly now…
take care of yrself hun….
replace the negative feeling of hate with LOVE.. coz love is the only.. the constant … the all of everything…
see everyone and every situation with love….difficult I know, but try to…
Love u
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Let your feelings out …
Do I even feel anything?
Maybe not
Or maybe Im just avoiding everything
And it feels as though Im not feeling anything
But in reality, I am [?]
Im not even sure.
When will I be able to be a better person?
To do all that I wish/need to do?
But does it even matter? Do we really have to 'do' all these stuff to survive?
I guess we do.
Because, not doing it makes you feel like things arent right and something needs to be done!
oh wow. I feel you. I don't know what to say. Will a hug do? *hugs tiiiight* Chin up, sweetheart.
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Hey Rani, thanks hun. Im okay now. How have you been?! How's Ninja?
As for the Shakespeare business that you brought up, what a good question.
I guess we have to see the glass as half full and see the wellness in all endings.
But sometimes that may be hard to do
Shakespeare, you know I love you! But exactly what happens if all things dont end well?
I'm glad you're feeling better jaana.
I don't know how Ninja is, really. Sorry. No, I think you're right. We do have to see the good in every ending. Because everything happens for a reason. So things end for a reason. We may not know the reasons for them right away, but eventually we will.
Patience is virtue.
Thanks Kavita.
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I'm glad you're feeling better jaana.
I don't know how Ninja is, really. Sorry. No, I think you're right. We do have to see the good in every ending. Because everything happens for a reason. So things end for a reason. We may not know the reasons for them right away, but eventually we will.
Patience is virtue.
Thanks Kavita.
Hey Rani, its okay … I guess we have to make ourselves feel okay no matter what … like those words Shakespeare used … maybe we just have to accept our situation, see ourselves as well and try with that.
You're right. Everything does happen for a reason. And many times, we are blinded to the reason. But there's a reason, even if we dont know it.
How have you been these days my darling? And how come you dont know how Ninja is *stares* I know the two of you are close as butter and bread! I hope things are okay with her though.
~Hug~
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Whenever I used to feel lonely and tortured, I used to come to the forum… way, way, WAAAAYYY back in those old days…
… and now I am feeling lonely and totured… so here I am.
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Quote:Hey Rani, its okay … I guess we have to make ourselves feel okay no matter what … like those words Shakespeare used … maybe we just have to accept our situation, see ourselves as well and try with that.
You're right. Everything does happen for a reason. And many times, we are blinded to the reason. But there's a reason, even if we dont know it.
How have you been these days my darling? And how come you dont know how Ninja is *stares* I know the two of you are close as butter and bread! I hope things are okay with her though.
~Hug~
Yes, WE have to make ourselves feel okay. Trusting ourselves, having faith in ourselves is key. It so is.
Blinded we are. But soon, we will see.
I've been miserable.
Someday, somehow, I'll make it out alright. I just didn't hear from Ninja, but she's good, alhamdulillah.
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Whenever I used to feel lonely and tortured, I used to come to the forum… way, way, WAAAAYYY back in those old days…
… and now I am feeling lonely and totured… so here I am.
Sigh.
Aaah Twin ji, our twin things really touch me.
Same here, darling, same here. I love you baby. We'll be okay one day.
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*hugs back*
I miss Khushi.
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*hugs* It'll be okay, jaan. It always is in the end, we just have to deal with the middle stuff, waiting for the good ending. I guess you could say that the wait is the hardest part. Waiting… intezaar quite literally kills. I've never been very good at it.
Patience. We have to practice patience… like Edward!
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I am so miserable.
I have to say this.
I cried so much that my heart literally hurt. I couldn't breathe properly. My eyes stung with the tears. I couldn't stop. the tears kept coming in painful sobs that shook me completely. I finally had to stop. I had spent too much time in the bathroom, 30 minutes crying, and I was afraid someone was going to wake up and knock on the door. It was hard to stop, the tears weren't enough, I had more locked inside me, but I forced myself to stop. Good thing too, cuz my sister woke up to use the bathroom and I had to go the opposite way so she wouldn't see my puffy and red eyes. Then I ran back to the room in the silence and covered the evidence in the darkness of the night.
I woke up to find that my eyes were still red and puffy. And they still sting.
It hurts.
My baby, that was a terrible night for you, that is certain…Im so sorry you had to go through all that pain. Remember what we said Shakespeare's quote probably means? We have to make ourselves feel better. I know life is a total byotch sometimes. I know. I know. I know. Trust me. I so know. If I could have taken away some of your pain that night, I so would have. Im no magician to solve problems or move mountains, but I will listen to you if you ever ever need to talk about anything, and I repeat, anything.
Im sending you some hugs to take you through all these emotions … wherever they stemmed from. I know you are a girl of strong faith. May the good Lord see you through rough times.
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Hey, quoting is working today!
But argh, BWL wont let me edit my posts, else I'd add this up there.
How bout a chuckle?
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I miss her too.
I am feeling so confused and messed up and crazy…………… but happy that it's SOMETHING to feel, as opposed to nothing…
Hey hun, I dont want to sound like a broken record or anything, but I know life can be a total beeyottch at times. But try your best to live above all the badness. As Im writing this, Im saying to myself, 'you give advice, but dont take it yourself!'. That shouldnt stop me from giving advice, however.
I know how its like to feel NOTHING. And I know how it can feel good to actually feel something, even if that something is kinda bad. At least you're finding some pro about feeling what you feel. And if this has to get you through it, continue to see things on the brighter side. Chin up. I hope you do feel better about things. ~~Hugs~~~
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Quote:I'm not going to give up. These m*f*ers can go to he.ll. URGH.
Thats the spirit! Be strong. Even if you have to curse them a million times in your mind! Hug.
I just wish I had someone to see me through this… a guy, someone who'll hold my hand but oh well… if sailing solo is what I'm given by life, then sailing solo it will be!
One day he'll come along. And you'll probably look back and say, 'that wait was so freaking worth it!'. Its best to find some scum bag right now than to wait a little while, and find a good guy.
Sigh.
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I'm not going to give up. These m*f*ers can go to he.ll. URGH.
I just wish I had someone to see me through this… a guy, someone who'll hold my hand but oh well… if sailing solo is what I'm given by life, then sailing solo it will be!
Sigh.
I second Kavita. He'll come along and once he does, it'll be worth the wait, he'll be worth every guy that passes you by.
And, i'm not a guy, but if you say, i can borrow my twin bro's clothes (he's going to be in Afghanistan for a while anyway!) and hold your hand pretending to be your Raj until the real thing comes along?
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Quote:My baby, that was a terrible night for you, that is certain…Im so sorry you had to go through all that pain. Remember what we said Shakespeare's quote probably means? We have to make ourselves feel better. I know life is a total byotch sometimes. I know. I know. I know. Trust me. I so know. If I could have taken away some of your pain that night, I so would have. Im no magician to solve problems or move mountains, but I will listen to you if you ever ever need to talk about anything, and I repeat, anything.
Im sending you some hugs to take you through all these emotions … wherever they stemmed from. I know you are a girl of strong faith. May the good Lord see you through rough times.
Yeah… we do have to make ourselves feel better. We did say that, na? And i'm trying. but I never was any good at doing things by myself.
I know you would have taken my pain away if you could have, I know it. Thank you. For everything. What about you, sweetheart? Here you are going around showering everyone in need with hugs and love and strength… but what about you? I may be broken beyond repair right now, but I like to think I'm strong enough to help you in some way, even if it's just to listen as well. If there is anything I can do for you, I'm here.
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And, i'm not a guy, but if you say, i can borrow my twin bro's clothes (he's going to be in Afghanistan for a while anyway!) and hold your hand pretending to be your Raj until the real thing comes along?
Awww, how sweet of you Rani lol
And Boo can be Simran
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And, i'm not a guy, but if you say, i can borrow my twin bro's clothes (he's going to be in Afghanistan for a while anyway!) and hold your hand pretending to be your Raj until the real thing comes along?
Awww, how sweet of you Rani lol
And Boo you can be Simran
Yeah… we do have to make ourselves feel better. We did say that, na? And i'm trying. but I never was any good at doing things by myself.
I know you would have taken my pain away if you could have, I know it. Thank you. For everything. What about you, sweetheart? Here you are going around showering everyone in need with hugs and love and strength… but what about you? I may be broken beyond repair right now, but I like to think I'm strong enough to help you in some way, even if it's just to listen as well. If there is anything I can do for you, I'm here.
Rani, you dont have to say thanks. Doing things ourselves can be real hard. I know that for sure. If you know anyone with some good advice on motivation and strength on doing that, let them give me a call! I guess we have to try … our best?
What about me? Emmm…. Its okay. I like to shower others with hugs and love and strength
I do appreciate your selfless thoughts of wanting to help in any way. So kind of you! Well, you are a kind person . Anyway, not to worry about me right now. Im okay. At least, I make myself see that I am.So, how's everything? Hows your summer so far?
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cheer up gals. the worst is yet to come!
oooooo-ooooooh Im soooo scaredddd-dddd-dddd-dddd *shivering*
Well look who's back! Oreo Schmoreo
Just when I thought you made it over that cliff ! hehe How have you been?!
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sorry to dissapoint u 0026 but if its a cliff that u r seeking, i will gladly lead you to one Awww, you'd do that for me????!!! you maddd nicee
i've been better, bad, terrible, and all other emotions that u could possibly think of. Geeeshhh, how come? all those creatures on the other side of the cliff arent treating you right?
and hw hv u been? if good then its my duty to make it worse
Wow, he actually asks! i've underestimated your power sir! i've been fine i've been fine.. Dont bet on making me feel worse buddy, of all the things that can make me feel worse, you're definitely not one of them! and ehmm, dont take that as a compliment!
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The complexity of my situation is that I'm like Kajol in Kuch Kuch Hota Hai… even if the perfect guy does come along, I'll just keep thinking, “But… he's not him… he's not my God…“… sigh. Ae dil, chalega, ab na koi bahana…
I know how it feels to miss someone. Trust me, I miss him too. More than I ever thought possible. But… what can we do?
I love that line… oh so much. The way she turns to hide the pain on her face… priceless… <3
Then I'll be your Aman… The one who loves you so completely… but not the one you're waiting for. I've played Aman in real life in more ways than one, anyway, so no biggy.
And then, when you find your Raj…
I'll be the one singing to you and be the happiest among the crowd for you.
Khushiyaan jitni hai, sab dhoond dhoond ke laau, teri doli ke sang kardu saari re… I love you, twin ji!
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Quote:Rani, you dont have to say thanks. Doing things ourselves can be real hard. I know that for sure. If you know anyone with some good advice on motivation and strength on doing that, let them give me a call! I guess we have to try … our best?
What about me? Emmm…. Its okay. I like to shower others with hugs and love and strength
I do appreciate your selfless thoughts of wanting to help in any way. So kind of you! Well, you are a kind person . Anyway, not to worry about me right now. Im okay. At least, I make myself see that I am.So, how's everything? Hows your summer so far?
I hope things turn out better than your dreams for you.
But just remember, I'll be here if you need me. Summer is HOT! it's burning! yuck. lol
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I hope things turn out better than your dreams for you.
But just remember, I'll be here if you need me. Summer is HOT! it's burning! yuck. lol
Thanks jaan. Hug. Yeahh, its beginning to get hot over here too! But the real summer hottness isnt here yet! Oh and those snapshots from KKHH are pretty, but I dont know what that line means? (the one that Boo quoted) Can you translate it for me? Thankks
Quote:Quote:I miss him. A lot.
You know what? Boys suck. Let's just get a cottage together in Switzerland and forget they exist. Assholes.
True that. Can I come too?
By the way Tabz, how are you? How have you been hun?! Missed ya.
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I miss him so much… it kills.
Maybe I'm imagining things… but as long as it makes me feel better, I don't give a damn.
Because I feel like he called for me… and I answered…
…*goes off humming to herself*…
You know what, these lines remind me of the way that girl in SaawariyaI acting. I really thought she was going crazy.
But um, Rani, is there a guy we, or should i said 'I' dont know about?
Not like im nosy or anything. Im not. Its just that, I dont think I remember you ever writing like this on here. About some 'him'. HmmJust please, dont make yourself go biazzare over some lil boy. Because in the end you will figure out that it wasnt worth it! Especially if he's not here for you. Hug.
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Dude, it was boiling over here yesterday and the day before! lol enjoy it! I don't like summer. Thanks, i captured them from youtube, so not that great! My friend borrowed my KKHH DVD
lmao i'm going to watch it in boo's, Khushi's, and my name as soon as I get it back from her! Aye dil, chalega, ab na koi bahaana.
Oh heart, no excuse is going to work now.
Gorri ko hoga, ab saajan ke ghar jaana
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You know what, these lines remind me of the way that girl in SaawariyaI acting. I really thought she was going crazy.
But um, Rani, is there a guy we, or should i said 'I' dont know about?
Not like im nosy or anything. Im not. Its just that, I dont think I remember you ever writing like this on here. About some 'him'. HmmJust please, dont make yourself go biazzare over some lil boy. Because in the end you will figure out that it wasnt worth it! Especially if he's not here for you. Hug.
OMG I saw Saawariya a few days ago three times in two days! HER NAME IS SAKEENA! I'm so HONORED my lines reminded you of her! I'm in lvoe with the name Sakeena. It means peace of mind.
She was going crazy, but then again, when does intezaar ever NOT make anyone crazy?*siiigh*Yes… there is a guy. He's not some little boy. Even if it was for just a few moments, he made me feel more loved than I ever thought possible for someone like me. He gave me so much… and left me hoping for so much more. I'll be forever grateful to him. Shukriya, shukriya mere piya. Jitne soye khaab the, sab ko jagaa diya… Thank you, my beloved. You awoke all the sleeping dreams in me. This song… *siigh*
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Yeah her name is Sakeena, right! Yeah but um, she was going like crazy-mad-pagal-mental, and it was starting to scare me
Aw Rani, there is a 'him'! Aw hun. Only we know what people mean to us. Hope things get better if they haven't as yet.
It wasn't scaring me… it felt familiar.
yes, lol there is a him
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There is a him. Omg! Oh Rani, how I feel to hug you in my arms! You're growing up! You're growing up. There are many experiences you have to go through and many things you have to face. I just hope that good things come your way. ~hug hug hug~
Btw, good to hear that there's not another outside 'she' for him!!! The 'she' for him may be closer than you think!!!
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ahaha! I'm not growing up! I'm falling apart!
There has been a him for 617 days. You tell me how much that is in months, i'm not good at math. Naaaah i don't think i'll ever be the “she” in his life…
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cheer up gals. the worst is yet to come!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! Look who's here…. now it's really Bachna Ae Haseeno (watch out you beauties…) huh?
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Oh geesh. I know how it can be when its all boiling ughhh. Sighs… Good luck! Its been so rainy for the past few weeks here. The sun is starting to work now though, its prolly gonna get really darn hot soon.
Thanks for the translation. But what does gorri mean? lol. My hindi sucks. Im guessing gorri means like..heart? but isnt that dil? bride? thats dulhaniya. emm.. maybe gorri is another word for heart or bride…?
LOL!!!
I take back what I said to you completely Rani… I think we've got a new contestant for giving-Sapno-a-run-for-her-money… hehe!
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LMAO!
*starts singing and dancing*
BACHNA AE HASEENO LO MAIN AAH GAYA
OMG OMG OMG OMG! RANBIR KAPOOR IS…. sexy! when I watched Saawariya a few days ago, i actually paid attention to the towel song and… he's sexy!
LMAO BOOOO thats our song in a way Remember!?!? Saif and Shah Rukh singing in the award functions “Neela neela oh neela neela” LMAO piya piya oh piya piya!
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Oh geesh. I know how it can be when its all boiling ughhh. Sighs… Good luck! Its been so rainy for the past few weeks here. The sun is starting to work now though, its prolly gonna get really darn hot soon.
Thanks for the translation. But what does gorri mean? lol. My hindi sucks. Im guessing gorri means like..heart? but isnt that dil? bride? thats dulhaniya. emm.. maybe gorri is another word for heart or bride…?
LOL!!!
I take back what I said to you completely Rani… I think we've got a new contestant for giving-Sapno-a-run-for-her-money… hehe!
LMAO I'm fine with that! LOL
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I miss him. A lot.
You know what? Boys suck. Let's just get a cottage together in Switzerland and forget they exist. Assholes.
HAHAHAHHAHAA!! Did you read my MSN name or are you just psychic Tayba??!! That was mine and my friend's plan too LMBO… we were gonna have a *** marriage and then live in the mountains in Switzerland… and we were gonna shoot any guys that come within shooting range of ours… lmbo. Only… my friend has a boyfriend, so he's allowed. And if I ever have a boyfriend, he'd be allowed too.
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OMG. I CANNOT believe the forum censored out the word “les.bian”…
… I am shocked… who the hell created this software??!! I have a bone to pick with them… And yes, that was the marriage we were supposed to have… lol.
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Rani – I love you.
You're too sweet.And YUCK Ranbir Kapoor… yuck!
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Rani – I love you.
You're too sweet.And YUCK Ranbir Kapoor… yuck!
sweet for what? oh hehe the KKHH thing lmao anything for you, my love.
Ranbir is SEXY!you YUCK! you're NOT Sexy!
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OMG. I CANNOT believe the forum censored out the word “les.bian”…
… I am shocked… who the hell created this software??!! I have a bone to pick with them… And yes, that was the marriage we were supposed to have… lol.
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Saali… you're laughing at me huh?!
But seriously… gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr… who the hell CREATED this thing man…
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I miss him. A lot.
You know what? Boys suck. Let's just get a cottage together in Switzerland and forget they exist. Assholes.
HAHAHAHHAHAA!! Did you read my MSN name or are you just psychic
Tayba??!! That was mine and my friend's plan too LMBO… we were gonna
have a *** marriage and then live in the mountains in Switzerland…
and we were gonna shoot any guys that come within shooting range of
ours… lmbo. Only… my friend has a boyfriend, so he's allowed. And
if I ever have a boyfriend, he'd be allowed too. So we're kinda breaking the rules already… oooops. Hahahahah! <3LMBO that was YOUR plan too? Damn we're good LOL. No I just have a thing for the mountains in Switzerland… too many SRK and other classic '90s movies made me fall in love with that place.
HEY MISSY! No boys allowed hokay! Your boyfriend can only come if he brings us the wood for the fire and then agrees to sleep outside in a tent near the mountains. We'll give him a bucket to pee in. kthanks.
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Naaaah i don't think i'll ever be the “she” in his life…
You never know !
Quote:Quote:Oh geesh. I know how it can be when its all boiling ughhh. Sighs… Good luck! Its been so rainy for the past few weeks here. The sun is starting to work now though, its prolly gonna get really darn hot soon.
Thanks for the translation. But what does gorri mean? lol. My hindi sucks. Im guessing gorri means like..heart? but isnt that dil? bride? thats dulhaniya. emm.. maybe gorri is another word for heart or bride…?
LOL!!!
I take back what I said to you completely Rani… I think we've got a new contestant for giving-Sapno-a-run-for-her-money… hehe!
And what is that supposed to mean missy ! What does 'sapno' mean? lmao
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LMAO!
*starts singing and dancing*
BACHNA AE HASEENO LO MAIN AAH GAYA
OMG OMG OMG OMG! RANBIR KAPOOR IS…. sexy! when I watched Saawariya a few days ago, i actually paid attention to the towel song and… he's sexy!
LMAO BOOOO thats our song in a way Remember!?!? Saif and Shah Rukh singing in the award functions “Neela neela oh neela neela” LMAO piya piya oh piya piya!
Rani, traitor! haha
Ewwwwwww Ranbir? When I saw that towel song, I was lke EWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwWWWWWWWWWWw, I was watching it with my brother, Im like Ewwww!!! Aint nobody wanna see yo butt !! Cover that uppp! lolz
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Sure thing Kavz!! Get packing =)
I've been okay hun, you know how it is… life is a rollercoaster. I'm learning to breathe again =)
How have you been? I've missed you too. Your posts around the forum have been making me smile <3
'Course, Im almost done packing ! Im sorry to hear things havent been going smoothly there for you. Hugs. Hope things get better soon. Im proud of you for taking a pause and 'breathing again'. I've been alright. Just home…relaxing…the summer months. Glad to hear that I've brought a smile to someone's face
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Aww… they will get better inshaAllah, ameen thumma ameen. Yeah I realized how important it is to feel like you can breathe again. Baby steps… =)
Sounds good! Those lazy summer days are what it's all about! I've been lazying about in the garden today too, lying down on the swing and reading 'My Sister's Keeper' by Jodi Picoult. Have you heard of it? The movie is out but I didn't want to see the movie before I read the book.
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Aww, thats right. Baby steps can take you FAR.
Yeah, Im pretty much chillaxing right now for summer.
Yes I've heard of the movie, with Cameron Diaz. I wont watch it. It looks too sad. Its always great to read the book before the movie!
I want to start reading Twilight. I didnt see the movie yet or anything. But I've seen some pple reading the book, and they were so glueedd to it! It must be good. I havent been doing much for the summer so far. Some reading wont hurt.
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Let me know when you're done packing! Don't bring anything made for summer! It's freezing by the mountains
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Chup Silver Surfer! Go surf your way over that cliffff
done that soo many times. its yr turn now.
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Aww, thats right. Baby steps can take you FAR.
Yeah, Im pretty much chillaxing right now for summer.
Yes I've heard of the movie, with Cameron Diaz. I wont watch it. It looks too sad. Its always great to read the book before the movie!
I want to start reading Twilight. I didnt see the movie yet or anything. But I've seen some pple reading the book, and they were so glueedd to it! It must be good. I havent been doing much for the summer so far. Some reading wont hurt.
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Glad to know you're relaxing! I've only just started reading it, and I'm hooked! Yeah books are usually better… except for A Walk To Remember where I think the movie is just as good as the book
The Twilight Saga of books are AMAZING! I love them. Read!!!
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Let me know when you're done packing! Don't bring anything made for summer! It's freezing by the mountains
.Im done! Waiting on you.
Right right, winter gear! A ton a clothing and some hot cocoa packets!Girl I was done ages ago! All I needu put in is my blanky and a good book and I'm set! Oh and I think I need some 90s SRK bollywood CDs so I can re enact some 'Tum paaaaas aaaayeeeeee' scenes with my Boo on the mountains. LOL.
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It's been six months today since we last spoke. I've survived for six months. It's been six months without the sound of your laughter. It's been six months since I heard you smile. It's been six months since I heard your soul piercing voice. It's been six months without you teasing me. It's been six months without you unknowingly encouraging me. It's been six months since my dreams seemed to be just around the corner. I've survived for six months.
I wonder how you are. I wonder what you do everyday. I wonder what you think of each night before you fall asleep. I wonder what you think of each morning you wake up. I wonder what you do through out your days. I wonder what it is that you now laugh at. I wonder what makes you smile now. I wonder if you're happy. I wonder if your dreams and goals are still the same. I wonder if you're closer to your dreams right now. I wonder… I wonder if I'll ever be a part of your dreams. I wonder if you still believe our souls are as connected as you used to say. I wonder if you recognize me. I wonder if you still think as highly of me. I wonder if you still think about me. I wonder if you even remember me. I wonder if you have come to realize that I was truly never worthy of your high thinking, of your innocent praises. I wonder if you dislike me. I wonder so much about you…I make dua for you. I ask Allah to grant you the best of both worlds. You are always a part of my prayers.
When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations , it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. – Bella Swan – Twilight.
Thank you for everything you have given me.
Amen to that babe. It's not even been six days for me and already I feel like a lifetime has passed… in which he's gotten married and had two kids, already… of course.
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Girl I was done ages ago! All I needu put in is my blanky and a good book and I'm set! Oh and I think I need some 90s SRK bollywood CDs so I can re enact some 'Tum paaaaas aaaayeeeeee' scenes with my Boo on the mountains. LOL.
I'd say we could sing but….. we wont have the magically appearing music out of no where experience . So Kavita you play it from the cottage and me and Shrekky here will make believe okie? hahahah I'm high.HAHAHAHA… you pagal!!
When you kept going, “REPLY TO MY HIGH POST…” I was like, “Wth? Does she mean a post that's at the top of a page on the forum?!
“……. so I start looking… and I find nothing! And now I realise it's THIS one hahahaha.. crazy cuckoo child.It sounds like a plan babe.. BUT IF WE FIND YELLOW FIELDS YOU'RE TURNING INTO MY RAJ THAT'S IT!!!
HA… I find something funny… how come us girls complain and complain about boys but Oreo never divulges in his love life huh huh?
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I NEED TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT!!!!!!! :
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I'm having so much difficulty concentrating of late… I can't work out why it is, and it is scaring me to death. It's like… I can see where I am going to head if I don't concentrate, but yet… I can't. Is it just this day and age, when we have a million and one distractions such as our phones, Facebook, MSN, T.V., music, movies, the forum, etc? (Though I really shouldn't put the forum in that category, the forum actually HELPS me to focus, for some odd reason!! People in real life are just trouble. lol.
) Or is it just me? Why don't I feel motivated to work hard any more? I used to be able to work for hours on end (ha.. no really!), I used to take pride in my work. Now… I just don't care. Am I following the wrong career path? Why is it so hard to work hard? Hard work always makes for a more fruitful life, I have always believed that. Hard work – despite throwing you into the irritatingly noisy, grinding cogs of monotony – opens up a whole new world of creativity; it really does allow you to open your mind, and feel all that more refreshed for having worked hard. It opens you up to new lessons and new thoughts, and clears out the cobwebs of old confusions. I still remember the feeling of having achieved something through hard work. Despite being in a stuffy room indoors, it felt like my body was physically soaring through the open fields… I could literally smell the feeling of freedom, the fresh grass and the open winds around me.
I feel sad – more than anything else, I feel sad that I seem to have… well, lost my mojo. I feel sad that my intelligence (goddamnit I know I am one intelligent person)… (OK I don't have a clue why this is coming out in italics! But anyway…) seems to be rotting away and more horribly, I am not even doing anything about it. I KNOW that intelligence needs to be looked after and nurtured well, like a plant, for it to grow… and yet, I am seeing myself neglect it and I don't seem to be that worried about it.
Perhaps it's a feeling of complacency… but I don't have a clue! I mean – for me TO be complacent, there has to be SOMETHING for me to even feel PROUD of in the first place, right? And I have not – no I have *truly* not felt proud of myself since about oooh, three years ago? How much longer can I hold on to the success of something that took place three years ago?Maybe it's just laziness. I have always been the first one to admit to my own faults, and this is no exception. My father always, always says to me, “Sometimes you just have to get on with it… there's no alternative to just biting the bullet.”… and I think I am still having so much of a problem realising that sometimes you actually HAVE to work hard to go places in life. Maybe it's because I have been using my intelligence thus far, and while it's somehow or the other just about getting me through, I'm beginning to realise that intelligence on its own is never enough – both for the dynamics of how the world works, and for your own personal growth… it HAS to be nurtured with hard work, it just has to. There's no alternative to it. I guess it's just sometimes, I wonder what the hell turned me into a lazy, lifeless, unimaginative slob… surely the men in my life could not have affect me that much? :/And I know that I have a disadvantage, and that I have to work twice as hard as a 'normal' person would have to, maybe I'm just sick of working hard all the bloody time?I don't know. I'm as much a mystery to my OWN self sometimes as I am to anyone else.(If anyone actually came this far in read -
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……….. we don't have Hrithik or Shah Rukh Khan (OH that they would VISIT THE FOR0000000000 UM!!! SIGH!!!!! IMAGINE HOW AWESOME THAT WOULD BE!!!!), but we do have an Oreo for you…. no not the biscuit type…
Who is Oreo??
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Oreo… ha, you've met him…
I hate cats hahahahahaha… no offence to your cat or anything, but I despise cats… with a passion!! I am scared to DEATH of them and I hate the way they glare at me and I am absolutely convinced they all want to kill me with their horrible little claws…
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Oreo… ha, you've met him…
I hate cats hahahahahaha… no offence to your cat or anything, but I despise cats… with a passion!! I am scared to DEATH of them and I hate the way they glare at me and I am absolutely convinced they all want to kill me with their horrible little claws…
Hahahaha I love the cats, they are my life, I can`t live without them.
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It's been six months today since we last spoke. I've survived for six months. It's been six months without the sound of your laughter. It's been six months since I heard you smile. It's been six months since I heard your soul piercing voice. It's been six months without you teasing me. It's been six months without you unknowingly encouraging me. It's been six months since my dreams seemed to be just around the corner. I've survived for six months.
I wonder how you are. I wonder what you do everyday. I wonder what you think of each night before you fall asleep. I wonder what you think of each morning you wake up. I wonder what you do through out your days. I wonder what it is that you now laugh at. I wonder what makes you smile now. I wonder if you're happy. I wonder if your dreams and goals are still the same. I wonder if you're closer to your dreams right now. I wonder… I wonder if I'll ever be a part of your dreams. I wonder if you still believe our souls are as connected as you used to say. I wonder if you recognize me. I wonder if you still think as highly of me. I wonder if you still think about me. I wonder if you even remember me. I wonder if you have come to realize that I was truly never worthy of your high thinking, of your innocent praises. I wonder if you dislike me. I wonder so much about you…I make dua for you. I ask Allah to grant you the best of both worlds. You are always a part of my prayers.
When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations , it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end. – Bella Swan – Twilight.
Thank you for everything you have given me.
Amen to that babe. It's not even been six days for me and already I feel like a lifetime has passed… in which he's gotten married and had two kids, already… of course.
TWO KIDS??!? NO THEY ARE HAVING 20 KIDS!
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I'm having so much difficulty concentrating of late… I can't work out why it is, and it is scaring me to death. It's like… I can see where I am going to head if I don't concentrate, but yet… I can't. Is it just this day and age, when we have a million and one distractions such as our phones, Facebook, MSN, T.V., music, movies, the forum, etc? (Though I really shouldn't put the forum in that category, the forum actually HELPS me to focus, for some odd reason!! People in real life are just trouble. lol.
) Or is it just me? Why don't I feel motivated to work hard any more? I used to be able to work for hours on end (ha.. no really!), I used to take pride in my work. Now… I just don't care. Am I following the wrong career path? Why is it so hard to work hard? Hard work always makes for a more fruitful life, I have always believed that. Hard work – despite throwing you into the irritatingly noisy, grinding cogs of monotony – opens up a whole new world of creativity; it really does allow you to open your mind, and feel all that more refreshed for having worked hard. It opens you up to new lessons and new thoughts, and clears out the cobwebs of old confusions. I still remember the feeling of having achieved something through hard work. Despite being in a stuffy room indoors, it felt like my body was physically soaring through the open fields… I could literally smell the feeling of freedom, the fresh grass and the open winds around me.
I feel sad – more than anything else, I feel sad that I seem to have… well, lost my mojo. I feel sad that my intelligence (goddamnit I know I am one intelligent person)… (OK I don't have a clue why this is coming out in italics! But anyway…) seems to be rotting away and more horribly, I am not even doing anything about it. I KNOW that intelligence needs to be looked after and nurtured well, like a plant, for it to grow… and yet, I am seeing myself neglect it and I don't seem to be that worried about it.
Perhaps it's a feeling of complacency… but I don't have a clue! I mean – for me TO be complacent, there has to be SOMETHING for me to even feel PROUD of in the first place, right? And I have not – no I have *truly* not felt proud of myself since about oooh, three years ago? How much longer can I hold on to the success of something that took place three years ago?Maybe it's just laziness. I have always been the first one to admit to my own faults, and this is no exception. My father always, always says to me, “Sometimes you just have to get on with it… there's no alternative to just biting the bullet.”… and I think I am still having so much of a problem realising that sometimes you actually HAVE to work hard to go places in life. Maybe it's because I have been using my intelligence thus far, and while it's somehow or the other just about getting me through, I'm beginning to realise that intelligence on its own is never enough – both for the dynamics of how the world works, and for your own personal growth… it HAS to be nurtured with hard work, it just has to. There's no alternative to it. I guess it's just sometimes, I wonder what the hell turned me into a lazy, lifeless, unimaginative slob… surely the men in my life could not have affect me that much? :/And I know that I have a disadvantage, and that I have to work twice as hard as a 'normal' person would have to, maybe I'm just sick of working hard all the bloody time?I don't know. I'm as much a mystery to my OWN self sometimes as I am to anyone else.(If -
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I hate cats hahahahahaha… no offence to your cat or anything, but I despise cats… with a passion!! I am scared to DEATH of them and I hate the way they glare at me and I am absolutely convinced they all want to kill me with their horrible little claws…
lmao twin thing, lovely. I am also scared of cats. I don't hate them, I'm just scared of them. Pretty convinced they will jump on me and kill me with their claws as well. lmao everyone makes fun of me for it, but i can't help it.
I was at someone's house a few days ago and this little girl brings out a cat from out of nowhere, and she's holding it in her arms like its a child and she's grinning at me and says if I want to meet her whatshisface… i forgot the name lmao but anyway, so I was about to jump onto the couch, then i remembered they could jump and i just backed away into the corner and told the little girl, “OMG PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY! I'M SCARED!” LMAO the poor girl took the cat away looking dissappointed.
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I understand,
I like hear his voice but I am afraid. May I call you Lyn?
Yeah, the voice is lovely, but the fear is there nonetheless. I understand. Although, I'm not afraid anymore. I do feel like he's speaking to me. I probably have gone insane. I pretty much am delusional. But it's okay. I don't mind. I'm not afraid. I'm at peace with him. I've been at peace with him for a long time now. I just miss him. A sweet sort of missing.
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May I call you Lyn?
Yeah, the voice is lovely, but the fear is there nonetheless. I understand. Although, I'm not afraid anymore. I do feel like he's speaking to me. I probably have gone insane. I pretty much am delusional. But it's okay. I don't mind. I'm not afraid. I'm at peace with him. I've been at peace with him for a long time now. I just miss him. A sweet sort of missing.
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Thank you, Lyn!
awww well hopefully your suffering will end soon.
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Yes, of course! You can!
Hmmm THE lovely voice !! I want to hear it
, but I don´t want to sufferyou don't want to suffer? then dont waste any more time..head to the asylum at once!!
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Why do I feel like he's speaking to me? I swear I feel like he's speaking to me. Have I gone completely insane?
insane in the membraneLook whose talking
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Why do I feel like he's speaking to me? I swear I feel like he's speaking to me. Have I gone completely insane?
insane in the membraneLook whose talking
whose? its cypress hill's
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Why do I feel like he's speaking to me? I swear I feel like he's speaking to me. Have I gone completely insane?
insane in the membraneLook whose talking
whose? its cypress hill's
Don't play dumb! I was talking about you!
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Yes, of course! You can!
Hmmm THE lovely voice !! I want to hear it
, but I don´t want to sufferyou don't want to suffer? then dont waste any more time..head to the asylum at once!!
………………. to suffer even MORE?!
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HAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!
WHOSE??!!
Rani you did NOT just say that…
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Thank you, Lyn!
awww well hopefully your suffering will end soon.
Haan! I want too!
Thanks!Quote:you don't want to suffer? then dont waste any more time..head to the asylum at once!!
once more : What did I do??
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HAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!
WHOSE??!!
Rani you did NOT just say that…
What's wrong with it? It's not who's. It's posed to be whose… it's possessive na? Whose voice… I don't know what's wrong with it Boo. -
You're welcome Lyn! And lol don't worry! Oreo doesn't hate you. He's just like that around here. Don't take what he says to heart.
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You're welcome Lyn! And lol don't worry! Oreo doesn't hate you. He's just like that around here. Don't take what he says to heart.
Serio is Oreo?? hmmm
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We're just used to calling him that, the nicknamed was penned for him by an OLD, OLD member from easily five or six years back… WOW! It's been THAT long?! -
Hey Joselyn, thats just how Oreo/Serio is with everyone. If he disses you, brush off what he says, or, it wont hurt to diss him back muhahaha
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Hey Joselyn, thats just how Oreo/Serio is with everyone. If he disses you or anything, brush off what he says or it wont hurt to diss him back every now and then muhahaha
hahaha Don´t worry! I´m relaxed!
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Hey Joselyn, thats just how Oreo/Serio is with everyone. If he disses you or anything, brush off what he says or it wont hurt to diss him back every now and then muhahaha
hahaha Don´t worry! I´m relaxed!
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My twin is right… Lyn is a beautiful nickname for you!
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You are lucky.
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My twin is right… Lyn is a beautiful nickname for you!
I love that, it sounds all possessive. “My twin.”
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That's cos you're mine. Duh!!
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I'm having so much difficulty concentrating of late… I can't work out why it is, and it is scaring me to death. It's like… I can see where I am going to head if I don't concentrate, but yet… I can't. Is it just this day and age, when we have a million and one distractions such as our phones, Facebook, MSN, T.V., music, movies, the forum, etc? (Though I really shouldn't put the forum in that category, the forum actually HELPS me to focus, for some odd reason!! Well, thats because the forum is special
People in real life are just trouble. lol. ) Or is it just me? Why don't I feel motivated to work hard any more? I used to be able to work for hours on end (ha.. no really!), I used to take pride in my work. Now… I just don't care. Are you getting that 'I dont care feeling' too? Where the freaking heck does it come from? And how the hell does it manage to overcome us ???? Afterall, we are productive when we care about what we're doing. We PROGRESS when we actually care about how much it means to progress and how much it means to fall backwards, or stay in the same place.Am I following the wrong career path? Why is it so hard to work hard? Hard work always makes for a more fruitful life, I have always believed that. Hard work – despite throwing you into the irritatingly noisy, grinding cogs of monotony – opens up a whole new world of creativity; it really does allow you to open your mind, and feel all that more refreshed for having worked hard. It opens you up to new lessons and new thoughts, and clears out the cobwebs of old confusions. I still remember the feeling of having achieved something through hard work. Despite being in a stuffy room indoors, it felt like my body was physically soaring through the open fields… I could literally smell the feeling of freedom, the fresh grass and the open winds around me. I wish you all the best with finding that inner freedom again *hug
I feel sad – more than anything else, I feel sad that I seem to have… well, lost my mojo. I feel sad that my intelligence (goddamnit I know I am one intelligent person)… (OK I don't have a clue why this is coming out in italics! But anyway…) seems to be rotting away and more horribly, I am not even doing anything about it. I KNOW that intelligence needs to be looked after and nurtured well, like a plant, for it to grow… and yet, I am seeing myself neglect it and I don't seem to be that worried about it. Heck yes you are an intelligent person! Look at the way you write ! You still got it Boo dear … You are still the same great person we've all come to know. If you feel you lack something, or you are on the path of lacking something … do you think, perhaps its just because you're not actively /usingdoing that 'thing'? … referring to whichever 'work' you were always taken up with.. Try to start a new project. I know it may be hard, but you'll see – that you can do it. If only you start, you will finish it. Its not that you've lost something. You've still got it. But maybe you're not making it visible to yourself. Its like a brilliant proc
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What if we have no feelings to let out?
Anyone experiencing that right now … ?
I'd really really wish to know?
I don't know… I have a lot of feelings, just having a hard time describing them or wording them. Maybe you're having the same problem and you're just mistaking it for no feelings?
Nope, its not that I cant explain them or have a hard time describing them.
Quote:You are lucky.
Maybe I am. Its so weird how 'extremes' are always bad. Feeling things to the point where they're killing you, is bad. And not feeling things to the point where you cant connect with anything, is also bad. Why the heck cant we find out place in between that dumb continuum?
But I'd kinda say that you're lucky. At least you're kinda feeling something. And its gonna get you somewhere.
One of my professors was once talking about test taking anxiety. He said that some anxiety is NEEDED, it must be there. If the person has absolutely no anxiety and dont care a %$& about taking that test, its guaranteed that that person will do really bad. And if the person has way too much anxiety, they'll just be too nervous to do anything, and they'll also do really bad. Again, the extremes. At first we found it weird that he'd say that some sort of anxiety is needed/essential. But after he explained what he was trying to say, he made it very clear that without no anxiety, a person would be careless and unsucessful. I guess what Im trying to say here is that the no anxiety state is that 'i dont care' state, and it gets you no where.
But what does this have to do with me not feeling stuff? Gooosh. I guess I dont care either. lol.
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Kavita – thanks hun
Muchos appreciated, am touched that you actually went through all of that paragraph by paragraph… How is the no-feelings thing treating you?
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No problemo
Em, I dont know. I guess it was going on for quite some period, it all feels so normal!
Damn, it does. I dont even know why I brought that up.
How's it going over there?
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Your professor is right – my father always says that too.
But then again, a 76 (yes, really!!) year old Philosophy student (!! I know!! I have SO much respect for the guy…) I was talking to was saying to me how, if we didn't have extremes, we wouldn't have as strong a hold on our perspective of where we stand in the spectrum… he says he likes the extreme stuff some philosophers write because he can study their viewpoint and say “No, I don't agree, that is total nonsense.”… and it helps him to understand and appreciate HIS OWN perspective in the spectrum a lot more… am I making any sense here? lol..
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That's cos you're mine. Duh!!
LOL I got nothing to say to that, I'm speechless.
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My twin is right… Lyn is a beautiful nickname for you!
Yes, I like it! Twin?? ohhh I have a twin too!!
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Your professor is right – my father always says that too.
But then again, a 76 (yes, really!!) year old Philosophy student (!! I know!! I have SO much respect for the guy…) I was talking to was saying to me how, if we didn't have extremes, we wouldn't have as strong a hold on our perspective of where we stand in the spectrum… he says he likes the extreme stuff some philosophers write because he can study their viewpoint and say “No, I don't agree, that is total nonsense.”… and it helps him to understand and appreciate HIS OWN perspective in the spectrum a lot more… am I making any sense here? lol..
Wow, a 76 year old Philosophy student!! Thats… wow!! Yes you are making sense. And he's right too. I guess there is some positive thing about extremes
… but that is in, some cases, not all.Quote:Quote:My twin is right… Lyn is a beautiful nickname for you!
Yes, I like it! Twin?? ohhh I have a twin too!!
I met her on internet!!*Ahem* Is everyone doing this now?
And, Lyn is a cute nickname!
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Ha… he's a great guy. We had long discussions about all sorts of issues.
Who knows, maybe I'm close to his age, anyway… Hahhahaha…
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This is about Sam, in case you lot don't get it…
Little Girl Lost… Little Girl Found
It is a cliched phrase,
yes: “a little bit of kindness goes a long way”, but as with most (if not all)
cliched phrases, it is so goddamn true. I am still
trying to, and have been doing so for the past several years, work out if I am
being too innocent and naïve for… 'believing in people too quickly'. (It's in
inverted commas because I don't believe in people too quickly – I need
my reassurance – and yet, I do. But that's another topic in itself.) I
don't really know, still. I guess our definitions of “innocent” and “naive”
change with time and growth, and so there's never really just one answer for
it.Whatever it may be – holding on to hope, naïveté, or simply just taking things
as they are – the feeling of believing in people is so amazing, so timeless. The
feeling of being touched by kindess, knowing that there are truly beautiful
people in this world who can move the entire universe to make you feel just as
beautiful, and all this just with the simplest of acts – I have no words for it.
Forgetting the actual act itself for a second, I feel priviliged, so damn
special just knowing I have experienced one of those beautiful,
precious moments in life. It really is amazing what a little bit of kindness can
do – it has the power to evoke, change and kill a whole spectrum of emotions and
thoughts… can you think of anything more powerful than that?Over the past couple of days, and especially so since this morning, I have been
feeling so small and useless and tiny and insignificant-in-a-bad-way and
worthless and pointless and lifeless. The twisted, tortured kind of pain that
can be felt in your abdomen has been festering within me so much, I almost
couldn't bear to unveil the wounds. And for some reason, there was only person I
could think of who could lift me up again, and lift me up in a real and
beautiful manner. I don't know why I thought of him, but I did. I guess on
hindsight, it's because of his ability to say things as they are, and see the
beauty in almost anything and anyone. It's his wisdom, I guess. His wisdom is
all the reassurance I need to believe in him. The way he says the words and the
way I can just feel the truth resonating in them. Very, very few people
make me feel this way, and out of all the gloriously random bunch, he is up
there quite near the top.So, searching through the mire, I decided to read some old PMs, dating back
to well over a year ago. I cannot explain how reading his words made me feel. I
wish I could, but I actually physically cannot even get myself to start typing
(!)… being in the right place at the right time is sometimes so crucial, and I
could not have been in a more perfect place at the perfect time; his kind words
brought tears to my eyes.“The Bible says 'though mourning may
last the night, joy comes in the morning.' I believe you were made for better
moments than these, and that your character is being refined in the momentary
crucible of pain.”“The Bible is right – I have always loved sunrises for
that very reason… they always manage to somehow make life look better after a
long night, don't they? Maybe because I allow them to make my life better, that
they do. Maybe the magic of sunrises is in me itself. Who knows? I love
them.”Life sometimes seems to m
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I feel so useless and worthless and pointless and lifeless… I could do with him pointing out what a wonderful girl I am… ha. Sigh.blinded by someone who utters sweet and comforting yet fake words…i feel sorry for you.
u dont need him to point out…u shud know yrself.
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Hey, boo !
The life goes on!! come on smile! Remember : You have one life, one oportunity! You can´t be sad!!Woww I can´t believe, Serio says: I feel sorry for you!!
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You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yohahaha I love this song!! If you have one shot, why don´t you use it?
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blinded by someone who utters sweet and comforting yet fake words…i feel sorry for you.
u dont need him to point out…u shud know yrself.
Hai hai…. *feels da lurveeeeeeeee*
I do know myself I kick some major butt, but sometimes I need to hear it from someone else… and he came to mind for some reason. ahahahhaha… seriously though… you think i didn't think of that? i dunno… what he said makes sense and on that, and just for that alone, i judge him… i don't care who he is or isn't or who he might be or might not be… one of the BEST, BEST (I am not even kidding here) pieces of advices I have ever received was from your loverboy Nitzah himself – in the BWL forum awards, when he gave me the Kiddie Award (I still remember to this day…), he told me, “Don't lose the kid in you”…
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OMG YOU AND THE COMICMEISTER HAVE MUSICAL TASTES IN COMMON?! *faints*
I'm fine… I just have my melodramatic moments, is all
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This is about Sam, in case you lot don't get it…
Little Girl Lost… Little Girl Found
It is a cliched phrase,
yes: “a little bit of kindness goes a long way”, but as with most (if not all)
cliched phrases, it is so goddamn true. I am still
trying to, and have been doing so for the past several years, work out if I am
being too innocent and naïve for… 'believing in people too quickly'. (It's in
inverted commas because I don't believe in people too quickly – I need
my reassurance – and yet, I do. But that's another topic in itself.) I
don't really know, still. I guess our definitions of “innocent” and “naive”
change with time and growth, and so there's never really just one answer for
it.Whatever it may be – holding on to hope, naïveté, or simply just taking things
as they are – the feeling of believing in people is so amazing, so timeless. The
feeling of being touched by kindess, knowing that there are truly beautiful
people in this world who can move the entire universe to make you feel just as
beautiful, and all this just with the simplest of acts – I have no words for it.
Forgetting the actual act itself for a second, I feel priviliged, so damn
special just knowing I have experienced one of those beautiful,
precious moments in life. It really is amazing what a little bit of kindness can
do – it has the power to evoke, change and kill a whole spectrum of emotions and
thoughts… can you think of anything more powerful than that?Over the past couple of days, and especially so since this morning, I have been
feeling so small and useless and tiny and insignificant-in-a-bad-way and
worthless and pointless and lifeless. The twisted, tortured kind of pain that
can be felt in your abdomen has been festering within me so much, I almost
couldn't bear to unveil the wounds. And for some reason, there was only person I
could think of who could lift me up again, and lift me up in a real and
beautiful manner. I don't know why I thought of him, but I did. I guess on
hindsight, it's because of his ability to say things as they are, and see the
beauty in almost anything and anyone. It's his wisdom, I guess. His wisdom is
all the reassurance I need to believe in him. The way he says the words and the
way I can just feel the truth resonating in them. Very, very few people
make me feel this way, and out of all the gloriously random bunch, he is up
there quite near the top.So, searching through the mire, I decided to read some old PMs, dating back
to well over a year ago. I cannot explain how reading his words made me feel. I
wish I could, but I actually physically cannot even get myself to start typing
(!)… being in the right place at the right time is sometimes so crucial, and I
could not have been in a more perfect place at the perfect time; his kind words
brought tears to my eyes.“The Bible says 'though mourning may
last the night, joy comes in the morning.' I believe you were made for better
moments than these, and that your character is being refined in the momentary
crucible of pain.”“The Bible is right – I have always loved sunrises for
that very reason… they always manage to somehow make life look better after a
long night, don't they? Maybe because I allow them to make my life better, that
they do. Maybe the magic of sunrises is in me itself. Who knows? I love
them.”<br -
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This in its self shows what a beautiful person you are.
*smug grin on face*
*runs away before she can catch me and whack me one…*
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This in its self shows what a beautiful person you are.
*smug grin on face*
*runs away before she can catch me and whack me one…*
I so did that on purpose. No joke yaar. Lmbo
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Boo, once again, your thoughts are a reflection of mine.
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I could really, really, REALLY, REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY use Senor Saab's comforting words right now…
I feel so useless and worthless and pointless and lifeless… I could do with him pointing out what a wonderful girl I am… ha. Sigh.blinded by someone who utters sweet and comforting yet fake words…i feel sorry for you.
u dont need him to point out…u shud know yrself.
*Ahem* Im sensing some jealousy in the air
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Ohh girls, I undersatnd how you are feeling, but the life is beautiful!! Look for the wonderfull thingh that the life has. Ok, lets go!
This song is for you!!: KHABI KHABI GIRLS!
Kabhi kabhi GIRLS!! zindagi mein yunhi koi apna lagta hai
Sometimes in life, GIRLS, just like that someone seems like your own
Kabhi kabhi woh bichhad jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai
Sometimes GIRLS, when they are separated, it seems like a dream
Aise mein koi kaise apne aansuon ko behne se roke?
In such, how can anyone stop their tears from flowing
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can someone think everything’s going to be okayKabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi na khushi aur na mazaa
Sometimes it seems there is no happiness nor fun left in life
Kabhi kabhi to lage har din mushkil aur har pal ek sazaa
Sometimes it seems every day is difficult, every moment is a punishment
Aise mein koi kaise muskuraaye kaise hans de khush hoke?
In such, how can someone smile, or be happy and laugh
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can they think everything’s going to be okaySoch zara jaan-e-jaan tujhko humein kitna chahte hain
Think dear, how much we care for you
Rote hain hum bhi agar teri aankhon mein aansoo aate hain
If there are tears in your eyes, I/we cry too
Gaana to aata nahin hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hain
I/We don’t know how to sing, but yet I/we sing
Hey, GIRLS.. Maan kabhi kabhi saare jahaan mein andhera hota -
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I'm the only one stopping myself… the questions come from me, so where else will the answers stem from?
I think thats the answer to pretty much everything.
Hey Joselyn, how're you doing today?
Did you watch Kabhi Kabhi ? Or do you just like the song?
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I like this song!!! Its lyrics says the true!!!
I am fine, thanks kavita!!!
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Yup, alot of people like it.
Im okay, thanks for asking.
How's your vacation so far? Having fun?
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Hmm I have 4 weeks for vacations!!…I hope that this vacations will be special!!
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I hope you enjoy your vacation … any plans?
Where do you live again?
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Kavita, it's funny that you mention understanding yourself and who you really are. Because after all this time I've spent in this world, I still haven't found myself. I have a problem. I don't know myself or rather, I'm unsure of myself. I don't know who I am or rather, I'm unsure of who I am. People are always telling me what kind of person I am, who I am, what I am. Of course, I don't mind it, I actually like it because it's information; I find out things about myself that I never knew or never thought of. And that's what bothers me. The fact that I don't know who I am but all these people seem to be so sure of who I am. The fact that I use it as information to find myself bothers me. I like knowing what people think of me, I really do. It's just that I wish I knew myself, that I understood myself, that I find myself on my own. And it hurts because I use their negative opinions to shape who I think I am and throw away the positive opinions into the never ending pile of doubts. I have so many doubts. It kills me. When I'm trying to find myself… all I see are the negatives. When I try to think of something positive, like I was thinking about how strong I am, I immediately push it aside into the doubt folder and the moment passes by. The moment is gone, I don't think I'm strong anymore, I think I'm really weak. But I'm so happy that I could sit there and write about my own strength for a change. Even if the moment passed, at least there was that moment and at least I have it written down. And that's another problem, the moments don't last too long. Usually they last a few minutes. But the strength moment lasted for a while and I had enough time to write it out before it passed. And when I do think of positives, if someone tells me I'm not strong, I'll consider it, because my doubts are so strong that I won't be able to fight for my positives. I feel that some people unknowingly take advantage of the fact that I'm so unsure of myself. Or maybe it's not that they take advantage, maybe it's that they are able to get away with labeling me as such and such because I'm so unsure of myself. Whatever it is, I'm mad at myself for being so unsure of myself. It hurts so much to not be able to defend myself because of my countless flaws and doubts and unsurety (I don't even think this is a word lol) of myself.
Kavita…
I used to be as naive as you. I used to believe that nothing should be left unsaid. I don't leave anything unsaid to myself and I don't want anyone to leave anything unsaid to me, but I know that I must leave many things unsaid to others. You don't know me enough, Kavita. Once you see me close enough, you won't like what you see. I just turned on Chalo Jaane Do to listen to it like you told me to… but it's only making me sadder because I can do that with everyone. I forgive and forget so easily. I never hold a grudge. I never hold anything over anyone's head. I never stop speaking to anyone. I don't stay upset with people for too long. I don't punish people severely for the wrong that they may do. But I'm the exception. I don't forgive myself. I hold grudges against mys -
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This song is for you!!: KHABI KHABI GIRLS!
Kabhi kabhi GIRLS!! zindagi mein yunhi koi apna lagta hai
Sometimes in life, GIRLS, just like that someone seems like your own
Kabhi kabhi woh bichhad jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai
Sometimes GIRLS, when they are separated, it seems like a dream
Aise mein koi kaise apne aansuon ko behne se roke?
In such, how can anyone stop their tears from flowing
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can someone think everything’s going to be okayKabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi na khushi aur na mazaa
Sometimes it seems there is no happiness nor fun left in life
Kabhi kabhi to lage har din mushkil aur har pal ek sazaa
Sometimes it seems every day is difficult, every moment is a punishment
Aise mein koi kaise muskuraaye kaise hans de khush hoke?
In such, how can someone smile, or be happy and laugh
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can they think everything’s going to be okaySoch zara jaan-e-jaan tujhko humein kitna chahte hain
Think dear, how much we care for you
Rote hain hum bhi agar teri aankhon mein aansoo aate hain
If there are tears in your eyes, I/we cry too
Gaana to aata nahin hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hain
I/We don’t know how to sing, but yet I/we sing
Hey, GIRLS.. Maan kabhi kabhi saare jahaan mein andhera hota hai
Hey GIRLS, believe for a minute that there is darkness in the entire world
Lekin raat ke baad hi to savera hota hai
But it’s only after night that day comes<span st
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Awwwwwww Lyn that is sooo sweet of you! I actually really love this song and really needed it!
Thank you… so much! Muchas gracias senorita! Ohhh señorita?? I like it!!! Your spanish is very good!!
So…. De nada, no te preocupes todo estará bien! ( It´s ok, everythingh´s gonna be okhi haha) -
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Awwwwwww Lyn that is sooo sweet of you! I actually really love this song and really needed it!
Thank you… so much! Muchas gracias senorita! Ohhh señorita?? I like it!!! Your spanish is very good!!
So…. De nada, no te preocupes todo estará bien! ( It´s ok, everythingh´s gonna be okhi haha) -
I live in Perú and my vacations will be in Perú!!
yes, I get the movies…
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Awwwwwww Lyn that is sooo sweet of you! I actually really love this song and really needed it!
Thank you… so much! Muchas gracias senorita! Ohhh señorita?? I like it!!! Your spanish is very good!!
So…. De nada, no te preocupes todo estará bien! ( It´s ok, everythingh´s gonna be okhi haha)lol it used to be a lot better back in high school, now it's sooo bad because I get no practice speaking it! lol
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I am feeling sooooooooooooooooooooo uplifted and freeeeeeeeeee and HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY because I am just so incredibly hopelessly in LOVE AND ADORATION of my beauuuuuuuuuuutiful country… and I just feel so much…. damn joy just being a part of my country………… I can't explain this feeling – love for your family is one thing, love for your friends another, love for your job another, love for your lover something entirely different…. and love for your country? How do you define that? How do you trap it in words? How do you quantify it in thoughts? I can't… I don't even have the words to express how damn fond I am of my country. I love it I love it I love it… the feeling comes from within – the warmth from the heart and the delirious joy from my tummy (you know what I mean?)…. I just adore it. She's my mother, my source of comfort, my home, my soul, my heart…. It is a part of my living breathing soul and I am not exclaiming that I love it (I can never find words enough to exclaim that), I am exclaiming about the joy *I* feel from loving my country so much!! I can't explain it… this warmth.. this excitement… this.. feeling of pride… this madness… AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No country is perfect – and trust me I am the first one to whine and moan and complain and do-nothing-about-it (as every good citizen does… lol) about my country, and I can b.itch about its state for hours on end – but at the end of the day, I believe from the goddamn bottom of my heart, that my country is beyond words explaining its beauty. Not saying other countries aren't, and heavens only know what a c.rap.hole my country is – but it is still so freaking wonderful and I am in awe and admiration and adoration of her. She's beautiful. I truly do consider her my mother – she has always been there for me when I needed her, ALWAYS had her arms open wide and in her seemingly infinite wisdom, ALWAYS managed to comfort me and soothe me… I love my country so much and the joy I feel at KNOWING I love my country so much is just so, so, SO damn wonderful I had to 'let my feelings out'.
I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OVERCOME WITH JOY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Man, I'm SO “excited” right now that I almost feel tempted to screw this Mystery Woman thing and reveal my identity just so I can scream it from the rooftops (er, forum-green-wall-tops) how happy I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! I love my country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Haha I'm so happy you're happy my lovely!
mao @ the whole “screw this Mystery Woman” thing! Enjoy.
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Quote:Ohh girls, I undersatnd how you are feeling, but the life is beautiful!! Look for the wonderfull thingh that the life has. Ok, lets go!
This song is for you!!: KHABI KHABI GIRLS!
Kabhi kabhi GIRLS!! zindagi mein yunhi koi apna lagta hai
Sometimes in life, GIRLS, just like that someone seems like your own
Kabhi kabhi woh bichhad jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai
Sometimes GIRLS, when they are separated, it seems like a dream
Aise mein koi kaise apne aansuon ko behne se roke?
In such, how can anyone stop their tears from flowing
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can someone think everything’s going to be okayKabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi na khushi aur na mazaa
Sometimes it seems there is no happiness nor fun left in life
Kabhi kabhi to lage har din mushkil aur har pal ek sazaa
Sometimes it seems every day is difficult, every moment is a punishment
Aise mein koi kaise muskuraaye kaise hans de khush hoke?
In such, how can someone smile, or be happy and laugh
Aur kaise koi soch le everything’s gonna be okay?
And how can they think everything’s going to be okaySoch zara jaan-e-jaan tujhko humein kitna chahte hain
Think dear, how much we care for you
Rote hain hum bhi agar teri aankhon mein aansoo aate hain
If there are tears in your eyes, I/we cry too
Gaana to aata nahin hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hain
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Kavita, it's funny that you mention understanding yourself and who you really are. Because after all this time I've spent in this world, I still haven't found myself. I have a problem. I don't know myself or rather, I'm unsure of myself. I don't know who I am or rather, I'm unsure of who I am. People are always telling me what kind of person I am, who I am, what I am. Of course, I don't mind it, I actually like it because it's information; I find out things about myself that I never knew or never thought of. And that's what bothers me. The fact that I don't know who I am but all these people seem to be so sure of who I am. The fact that I use it as information to find myself bothers me. I like knowing what people think of me, I really do. It's just that I wish I knew myself, that I understood myself, that I find myself on my own. And it hurts because I use their negative opinions to shape who I think I am and throw away the positive opinions into the never ending pile of doubts. I have so many doubts. It kills me. When I'm trying to find myself… all I see are the negatives. When I try to think of something positive, like I was thinking about how strong I am, I immediately push it aside into the doubt folder and the moment passes by. The moment is gone, I don't think I'm strong anymore, I think I'm really weak. But I'm so happy that I could sit there and write about my own strength for a change. Even if the moment passed, at least there was that moment and at least I have it written down. And that's another problem, the moments don't last too long. Usually they last a few minutes. But the strength moment lasted for a while and I had enough time to write it out before it passed. And when I do think of positives, if someone tells me I'm not strong, I'll consider it, because my doubts are so strong that I won't be able to fight for my positives. I feel that some people unknowingly take advantage of the fact that I'm so unsure of myself. Or maybe it's not that they take advantage, maybe it's that they are able to get away with labeling me as such and such because I'm so unsure of myself. Whatever it is, I'm mad at myself for being so unsure of myself. It hurts so much to not be able to defend myself because of my countless flaws and doubts and unsurety (I don't even think this is a word lol) of myself.
Kavita…
I used to be as naive as you. I used to believe that nothing should be left unsaid. I don't leave anything unsaid to myself and I don't want anyone to leave anything unsaid to me, but I know that I must leave many things unsaid to others. You don't know me enough, Kavita. Once you see me close enough, you won't like what you see. I just turned on Chalo Jaane Do to listen to it like you told me to… but it's only making me sadder because I can do that with everyone. I forgive and forget so easily. I never hold a grudge. I never hold anything over anyone's head. I never stop speaking to anyone. I don't stay upset with people for too long. I don't punish people severely for the wrong that they may do. But I'm the exception. I don' -
I FEEL like Repunzel ..I KNW if I let down my hair u would have the nerve to climb up to rescue me
..I miss u my hero
my jaan… my gorgeous Grey,blue greeneyed heroI feel …
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khabi khushi
Khabi Ghum
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Di, you came back to the forum! Hugs
Im worried about you
How are you?Im sorry that what you're dying for, is at such a great distance
Hugs, a million trillion gazillion huge lovable comforting HUGS, just for you
And btw, you should let your hair down … lookin all hawtt and purrrty, there's no doubt that he'd do anything to rescue you
Aww, I wanna humm that song to you too !! hug ~~ Isnt it from Kabhi Kabhi, with Amitabh Bachhan?
Its good to see you on the forum again. I've been coming here often recently.
Love you. Take care of yourself. I know you're paining.
Boo~~~~~ Its Grrrr-eaaattt to see you feeeling sooo elated
Live the moment!!! And I hope it lasts for a long time !!!
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Arre wah…. Shreya Ghoshal has a BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL singing voice… I'm NO expert on singing, but I just feel like there's something missing from her voice, though? I don't know…
I mean, she's no Mariah Carey or Whitney Houston and I know they are different genres to compare, but you know what I mean?
I mean – Whitney and Mariah.. I CANNOT for the life of me find their voices ANYTHING less than perfect, but… meh… is it just I need to get attuned to her singing voice? -
Whitney Houston is a GODDESS. LOVE her.
LOL people always seem to have mixed views about Mariah Carey… I think she has an absolutely angelic voice.
I think it might just be my laptop speakers after all.. hahahaha…
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Whats a bholi si surat? The only bit I know about Bholi Si Surat would be emm that song from Dil To Pagal Hai.
Mariah Carey has a sweet voice. Yeah, im guessing alot of pple would like looking at her > she's revealing
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Ur in my duas
.. when the time is right u will be able to understand yourself and forgive yourself for wat u perceive to be a wrong ..remember **a wrong ** is only a perception of what a person makes it to be… In my humble opinion..how can u not know who u are if you do not express and experience all of lifes **characteristics*** …so a long explanation shortened… no one is ever truly wrong…… as wrong would indicate that wat u were thinking, acting out or doing was not right….and if u were truly feeling, thinking and doing something u believed to be the right thing as apposed to wat another thinks is right or wrong… why then does that become a wrong..Dnt mean to be intrusive…and certainly dont mean to upset u or anyone soooo yeah…
hope lifes turns out as its destined to for u Rani..take care
You're not being intrusive. *sigh* Scarry, please check your PMS, I'm going to PM you after I post this comment up. I didn't completely understand what you meant, but I know you mean well, thank you for the duas
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lol it used to be a lot better back in high school, now it's sooo bad because I get no practice speaking it! lol
But what exactly does no te preocupes mean? todo estara bien means everythings gonna be okay, si?Haha I practice my english everyday in the forums, but I don´t dominate the english 🙂
NO TE PREOCUPES : Don´t worry !!
TODO ESTARÁ BIEN : everythings gonna be okay
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Haha I practice my english everyday in the forums, but I don´t dominate the english 🙂
NO TE PREOCUPES : Don´t worry !!
TODO ESTARÁ BIEN : everythings gonna be okay
Hmm… how would I say this… Tus ingles esta muy bien! Is that right? lol Where do you live again? hhmmm Donde tu vive?… lol I don't remember how to say where do you live. I know I read it somewhere in one of the threads but I can't remember the answer.
Yeah, I had a feeling that “no te preocupes” meant don't worry. that's why I asked because you didn't translate that part, just the last bit. hehe I'm proud of myself.
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Whats a bholi si surat? The only bit I know about Bholi Si Surat would be emm that song from Dil To Pagal Hai.
Bholi si surat means “an innocent face”
I couldn't resist translating
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Hmm… how would I say this… Tus ingles esta muy bien! Is that right? lol Where do you live again? hhmmm Donde tu vive?… lol I don't remember how to say where do you live. I know I read it somewhere in one of the threads but I can't remember the answer.
Yeah, I had a feeling that “no te preocupes” meant don't worry. that's why I asked because you didn't translate that part, just the last bit. hehe I'm proud of myself.
Your english is very good : “Tu inglés está muy bien” or ” Tu inglés es muy bueno” ( Your answer is perfect)
Where do you live? : Donde vives? or Donde vives tú?
I live in xxxx : Yo vivo en xxxx
Yes!!! You must be proud of yourself!!!
ANd You right, Kavita!!
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Hmm… how would I say this… Tus ingles esta muy bien! Is that right? lol Where do you live again? hhmmm Donde tu vive?… lol I don't remember how to say where do you live. I know I read it somewhere in one of the threads but I can't remember the answer.
Yeah, I had a feeling that “no te preocupes” meant don't worry. that's why I asked because you didn't translate that part, just the last bit. hehe I'm proud of myself.
Your english is very good : “Tu inglés está muy bien” or ” Tu inglés es muy bueno” ( Your answer is perfect)
Where do you live? : Donde vives? or Donde vives tú?
I live in xxxx : Yo vivo en xxxx
Yes!!! You must be proud of yourself!!!
Aah I messed up with the Tu, I said Tus instead! lol still good, right? woot!
Yessss! Donde vives! I remember now! lolll And you live in peru! Tu vives en Peru, si? lolly thanks Lyn! -
Hehe You need practice and you will speak like a spanish girl,Tu español es muy bueno!
De nada!
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hehe like a spanish girl, that sounds exciting!
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hehe like a spanish girl, that sounds exciting!
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hehe like a spanish girl, that sounds exciting!
WHAT? Do you like a spanish girl??
I am confused!!Lyn! LOL NO! I was just repeating what you said about me being able to speak like a spanish girl once I practiced my Spanish. The thought of speaking fluent spanish sounded exciting.
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Rani, I stil have my bit to share (about what you wrote to me)
I was going to do it right now, but I have to go ugh!
Until then, stay safe hun.
Love you
No problem hunn! Whenever you have time, no sweat!
You take care hunn
Love you too ♥
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hehe like a spanish girl, that sounds exciting!
WHAT? Do you like a spanish girl??
I am confused!!hahahahahaha!! aww!! hahahahah!!
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Ohhhh thanks to god!! I was scared!!
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I'm sitting here thinking of my twin, wishing she was here with me… and then I remember the words she said to me a few days ago and I realize she is sitting right next to me… She'll be there when I go to bed with tears in my eyes… She'll be there to hold my head in her lap and smooth my hair away from my face and dry my tears. She'll be there with me… along with all my other beautiful friends.
I don't remember this… but it makes me smile.
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This is my Jihaad. I'm striving to struggle with myself right now.
Everything will work itself out in the end. I promise.
I love you.
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I don't remember this… but it makes me smile.
u gettin old…just accept the fact.
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Don't worry… she isn't quite there with you and your walking stick yet… (or wait, was that Baqtiar? Or Senor?
my days I am confused!! there was SOMEONE with a walking stick…. but I remember the chaddis they could only belong to one person ) -
Oreo I ain't old. I'm still young
abhi toh main jawaaaaan hooon boo lmao baqz had the chaddiz and senor had the walking stick he refused to use lmao
… i think. lmao
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if he doesn't have anything, can i christen him wih reading glasses?
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Quote:Quote: recently a friend had said to me that all the answers I ever need is already in me and dat whenever I feel soul troubled I should end my night with all the questions that have been eating at my heart all day…and dat all the answers will be revealed to me in my sleep because thats when WE ARE MOST ATTENTIVE and when we actually listen to the voice of God…
Ur in my duas
.. when the time is right u will be able to understand yourself and forgive yourself for wat u perceive to be a wrong ..remember **a wrong ** is only a perception of what a person makes it to be… In my humble opinion..how can u not know who u are if you do not express and experience all of lifes **characteristics*** …so a long explanation shortened… no one is ever truly wrong…… as wrong would indicate that wat u were thinking, acting out or doing was not right….and if u were truly feeling, thinking and doing something u believed to be the right thing as apposed to wat another thinks is right or wrong… why then does that become a wrong..Dnt mean to be intrusive…and certainly dont mean to upset u or anyone soooo yeah…
hope lifes turns out as its destined to for u Rani..take care
You're not being intrusive. *sigh* Scarry, please check your PMS, I'm going to PM you after I post this comment up. I didn't completely understand what you meant, but I know you mean well, thank you for the duas
Hey Rani,
I had actually explained wat I meant ( regarding the first paragraph of my post to u) but then I deleted it coz it was too personal for the forum… I wanted to tell u… wat u basically already know..that watever answers u seek, watever is worrying u and needs to be cleansed from yr troubled heart…its already in u… sometimes in our daily lives, the outside noises blocks us from connecting with our inner self/spirit and with the messages from God..
In yr search dear, to find all the answers u seek, all u need to do is look within, ( trust me thats a pain in the frikking a.ss statement…) one of the ways for doing this is praying to and asking for clear guidance and help from Allah before u go to bed, ask for the healing u seek, the answers to yr questions, the healing of yr soul, the forgiveness, watever it is u feel u are in doubt of..ask Allah to bring u the answers in a way u will be able to understand ..
i am not sure if this makes sense now
, and I cant really explain here soo if u want, I will reply to yr pm and hopefully explain myself better…take care of yourself
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Di, you came back to the forum! Hugs
Im worried about you
How are you?Im sorry that what you're dying for, is at such a great distance
Hugs, a million trillion gazillion huge lovable comforting HUGS, just for you
And btw, you should let your hair down … lookin all hawtt and purrrty, there's no doubt that he'd do anything to rescue you
Aww, I wanna humm that song to you too !! hug ~~ Isnt it from Kabhi Kabhi, with Amitabh Bachhan?
Its good to see you on the forum again. I've been coming here often recently.
Love you. Take care of yourself. I know you're paining.
I LOVE U pagli, since when did i leave?
thank u for yr strength, yr wisdom and yr love..hugggs kav back…really tightly coz I dnt wanna let u gooo
oh gawd
( in yr accent ) i was lookin out my bedroom window brushing my hair while watching the wind have a wave effect on the water in the bay( feeling like repunzel coz my hairs grown soo darn long now ) …I was just thinkin hw.. yeah if I had to let down my hair, he would grab it and try to haul himself up instead of using a darn rope..hehehehe dat brought tears and a smile to my face…ur such a bugger…stop worrying..the worry frowns wont go well on yr face..smile ..coz the wrinkles from a smile looks much more sex.ier…
Yup amitabhs movie with Srk and Kajol…… I think I will go home and watch Bhagban or something teary ..I need to cry again & sleep..am sooo sleepy…and hungry…again
an angel once whispered to me that theres always healing after the pain, sunshine after the rain, rainbows from the storms..sooo am waiting
sitting here and silently waiting..with u by my side
sendin u one warm lovefilled hug to make up for the gazillion u send me hun… dats all the strength I have for now…
yesssss…. its good to see U back posting on the forum
been laughing my as.s off here…thanks for the smilesDying j
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so what did serio have?
if he doesn't have anything, can i christen him wih reading glasses?
I've ALWAYS imagined Oreo with big geeky reading glasses … no, seriously…. always have! No! no big geeky reading glasses! thats more for u! actually u do sound geeky boogedy.
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But… the big geeky reading glasses were MADE for you…. *sobs*
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So I went on google to find a picture of Saif with geeky reading glasses and stopped breathing when I saw this:
This is such an amazing picture! She looks stunningly magical! And he looks hot in a cute way. If only he wasn't smiling so big, they could have made the pic all perfect… aaah I'm in love with this pic! I can't wait to find good lyrics to go with it so I can photoshop it! OMG I'm SOOO excited!
I want her dress…
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Ew please! Nitz as shahrukh/aman?!?! Wouldn't that suit oreo better? Cuz even though aman was all rude and crap, he turned out to be super helpful and kind and caring when necessary? but yes, ur chashmish!
LOL what is up with u and kal ho na ho these days?!?!? and dude it didn't give me one pic of saif with reading glasses! But i don't mind, i love this picture… *faints*
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Hahahahhahaa…. Saif is obviously not cool enough for our Mr. Big Geeky Reading Glasses Oreo saab here….. obviously. Clearly.
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LOL… ahh poor Oreo….
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Hey Rani, I wrote my bit on what you had said earlier. But I didnt realize that it would be sooo-sooo long! Sorry I think I over did it and now you have to read loads … (well of course if you chose to read it).
Its really long and I've decided to send it in through pms … so you can read it there.
I had posted it up, and I tried to delete it but I realized that there is no 'delete' option in the 'edit' tab … sooo, that would explain me posting a dot
Anyway – It was fun reading the translation of that song! I alwys like it hehehehe, now I know why Rani was acting so mean to him. Well, he deserved it!!
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But what translation are you talking about? Rani was being mean to who? and who deserved it? lolly
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OH! LMAO The gore gore song! hahahahahahhahahaaaaaaa yeah its a fun song, isn't it?
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Oh mi goodness child! The song!! Yes! The one that you posted very beautifully with translation
Its such a fun song!! hehehe … girls … ganing up on … guy(s), whats not fun about that!
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LOL Oye, I'm not a child
And btw, I didn't translate it, I did, however, fix the parts I thought were wrong or not good enuf LMAO Yep yep, that's ALWAYS fun!
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LMAO Kavita I just saw your pm, I thought you were exxagerating, but it really is an essay long! lmao i love you!
No one gives me the time of day anymore to write me long a$ letters! I totally over did it!
Im sorry. I decided not to post it on the forum to bring any embarrassment and anger anyone that I'd be writing essays on all the forum space . I dont even know if it all made perfect sense lol. Anyway, when you're done reading it, tell me? I have to delete it! Well, you get the long a$$ letter cos you're special Or cos.. I was punishing you with my lectures! lol. Alright thats not gonna happen again … im sorry, I guess I just got a lil uncontrollable I love you too jaanu -
Forum!
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Kavita! What do you mean let you know when I'm done reading it so you can delete it?!?!? You're not deleting it! I LIKED IT! Don't delete it lmao. Next time I need it, I can just go back to my pms and read it there and remember how awesome you are! If you delete it imma sooooo smack youuuu!
And you did not overdo it, i liked it, it made perfect sense to me and I'm going to reply soon! Please don't delete it lol And no one would get angry at you for writing essays all over the forum space, they'd have to get past me to get any anger to you. It wasn't too much at all jaana! It was just right! I love you so much you little psychologist! LOL Have you ever thought of being a therapist or something? You're into all that psychology, think about it. -
Well … I was um … just um gonna delete it cos … um I totally overdid it lol. Fine, you can keep it.
No future overdoing it like I did today.
Lol, um, actually Psychology is my major right now.
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lol whooo hoooo thanks jaan-e-mann!
I wouldn't mind future overdoings.
Really? wow you're doing great then! Why do you want to change your major? Are you in college or Uni? What year are you in? how old are you again? LMAO
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Well I knew that I wanted to go in a field where I could help people. And in Psychology … of course, thats helping people but … mentally, emotionally. Im kinda thinking that I need to go in a field where Im helping people physically. I think I'll switch my major and see how it goes.
Im in college. Well right now we have summer break .. and I have like a month and a half more. How old am I? I can be an old aunty for all you know!
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My mother had a mini stroke.
What happened hun? Is your mother alright?
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My mother had a mini stroke.
Yr families in my duas hunnie
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I feel so miserable. I miss him so much. I'm so stupid. I went and started thinking everything through from when we met and I read our latest conversation to each other and now i'm miserable and i miss him so much and crying doesn't help right now and this sux and life is so stupid and i want to know why. damn it i want to know why.
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Yr families in my duas hunnie
I hope yr mum gets better soon….. I cant even find the words to express wat I feel..Your family is in my prayers too Rani. I do hope your mother recovers well. Im so sorry to hear that this has happened. Love you hun
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Di? I think we both keep getting disconnected from gmail : I dont see you there anymore. Why does gmail disconnect so often though? Sighs.
Love you di
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My mother had a mini stroke.
What happened hun? Is your mother alright?
She had a mini stroke. This is the second time this happened. The docs say that its possible she may have another one and that it may spread. Thank you for the prayers, sweetheart. She's… better…
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Dear Rani,
I dont really know what to say to you, I can understand what u are going through though, last december my friends mum had a stroke which left her paralysed from the head to toe on her left side… it was a really difficult time for everyone in her family as am sure it is in yours dear
What I can say is that with Faith and prayer, miracles do occur, I HAVE seen it and experienced the same, sooo keep on making dua for her ( as would i ) ..am sure she will recover fully from this..
With patience, faith and therapy, my friends mum can walk with some help now and she is gettting better by the day… sooo hang in there Rani
your mum will be fine… Sending you more strength and love dear rani, take care of yourself as well ok.. and please let me know of your mums progress..ur in my thoughts…
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She had a mini stroke. This is the second time this happened. The docs say that its possible she may have another one and that it may spread. Thank you for the prayers, sweetheart. She's… better…
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Rani, Im so sorry to hear that this is going on right now.. My friend's grandmother had a stroke sometime back and it left her unable to move for a while. But she is getting better with each day, and can move her limbs now. Which is wonderful. Likewise, I just want to tell you to keep praying, keep strong … your mom will get better. You and everyone at home must take care of her more now. But with each day, she will progress. Im glad to hear that she is doing a bit better. I will pray for your mom and your family hun. Dont give up, dont lose hope. Hugs
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Thank you, Kavita.
You're welcome my dear. Keep that chin up.
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which only resulted with you being called an idiot and a moron (by the other person),
what would you make out of this … ?
lol it depends on the situation and the way the idiot and moron word was used and how close i am to the person. but i'm guessing i'd just be like whatever and get over it
You okay jaan?
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Hey cutie! 😉 Cute eyes, cute voice 😉 hehe
It was so coooool talking to you last night hun!
Anyway, as for your reply to my question I asked up there …
Well, when I wrote it, the incident had just occured and I was feeling kinda pissed lol. But now looking back on it, I'll say I agree with you. It definitely depends. Anyway, the person is close to me. And I got upset because of something that person said. Anyway, I should have known better !!
Lol, yeah Im fine. No problem with it now. Its so funny how when we're mad and we come here to post, then later on when we're cooled down and we read back what we wrote when we were angry … its so funny how we see it so differently. Well, thats probably cos we got over it anyway.
How have you been, cutie
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lol you bum! you're the cutie!
and cute eyes? i'd like to think my eyes were at least gorgeous in that pic! LMAO it was cool talking to you tooo! a little embarrassing on my side, but still fun! as long as you're fine now and don't have a problem with it.
mmhmm anger is like that na. you don't really mean everything you say, nothing makes sense, the only thing that makes sense is that you're angry, and once you're all cooled down, it's just not completely the same anymore. Anger is one letter short of danger. that's what i've always believed because i've experienced anger like no one else (well not really but u know what i mean). I'm not too good with anger…
I've been okay, how u been my darling?
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wahahahahahahaha I guess in that respect we are so untwinlike Rani jee
I get pissed off and irritated, but that's at a shallow level – I CANNOT even REMEMBER the last time I was actually angry in the deep sense of the word… hahahaha, my exboyfriend said thanks to me because I apparently showed him how to unleash the feeling of anger that he felt so scared to show out…
However the heck that worked. lol.Anger if it has a basis is understandable but getting irritated at the simplest, tiniest of things just gets annoying after a while. I always wonder how they can bear to be so angry throughout so much of the day. It's quite scary. When do they smell the flowers and stare into the sky and appreciate music? But I guess the good thing about Short Fuse personalities is you know when their fuse will blow out more predictably than you can the Long Fuse wale.
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You didn't understand, my darling. We're completely twinlike. When I said I have experienced anger like no one else, I didn't mean that I have been the angry one, I meant I have experienced what anger does to someone. The anger was in someone else, not me. I am not at all an angry person. Never was, never will be. When i said I'm not good with anger, I didn't mean i'm an angry person, I meant that I don't take anger well when it is directed at me, or someone else for that matter. Angry people… I don't take angry people well.
You should know, boo. I showed you a poem called, “Your Anger” that I wrote myself. Anyone who has read that poem of mine knows how much I'm not into anger and how I'm not an angry person at all.
I am just like you, twin ji. I'm a short fuse wali. I get irritated very easily. I get irritated at the simplest and tiniest things. I have said that on the forum before, too, that I get irritated very easily. If that's called anger, then it's anger. But I never thought of it as anger, because it only lasts for such a short time. And I can't remember when I've ever felt deep anger. I do remember though, some weird anger I felt a while ago. but that anger was covered in deep hurt. Now that I look back on it, I see that subconsciously I was tired of all the pain and hurt that I retaliated by being angry. It wasn't real anger. I was angry at myself… for being so upset.
And when I do get angry, the irritated at tiny things angry, I get over it super quickly that I get surprised it was ever there in the first place. You know that song, Ek ladki ki tumhe kya sunaau dastaan” from Mere yaar ki shaadi hai? Remember that line he says “hai khafa, toh khafa, phir khud hai woh maan bhi jaati hai.” – The word khafa in this line is meant to mean anger. It basically means something to the extent that when she's angry, then she's angry, but then she gets over it by herself. That's so me.
I never did understand how people can carry so much anger in their hearts. I could never do that.
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Alie di,
im sending a hug just for you.
Its hard to say 'chin up' so Im just going to say
try to make yourself happy with the things that you have
and keep trying to make yourself, your outlook on life, better
“Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me”
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lol you bum! you're the cutie!
and cute eyes? i'd like to think my eyes were at least gorgeous in that pic! LMAO it was cool talking to you tooo! a little embarrassing on my side, but still fun! You do have pretty eyes jaanu
It wasss cool hearing you! And you sang for me! Nawww, not a need to feel embarrassed!! lol. It was fun as long as you're fine now and don't have a problem with it.
Yeah, Im good now hun mmhmm anger is like that na. you don't really mean everything you say, nothing makes sense, the only thing that makes sense is that you're angry, and once you're all cooled down, it's just not completely the same anymore. Anger is one letter short of danger. that's what i've always believed because i've experienced anger like no one else (well not really but u know what i mean). I'm not too good with anger…
Yeah, you're right, you're right hun. I know after we cool down, its all good again. Anger isnt good.
I've been okay, how u been my darling?
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Aw Alie
Me love you too.
Thanks for the hug.
Now, Im sending you some!
Hugggssssssssssssssssssssssssss
More hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
And some moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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I miss my friend… bloody idiot went off on holiday…
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Aw hun, the time can seem forever when a loved one has left huh
Its gonna be okay. It should mean much to you that they havent left forever but they'll be back … (I hope)
We're here for you
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I know it hurts.
Sometimes we have to go through some pain to understand our true feelings … which will then help us to work on things ( self and self perception included) to feel even a bit better.As for some people being cruel, if you're talking about being in love … it can be the worst pain if you love/like someone and they dont love/like you back. I dont know if thats what you're referring to … but … that does suck. But you have to realize that that person is out there living their life, and you shouldnt let them interrupt yours. Also, you must accept .. although its hard (at first) … that everyone has a right to their feelings. I have this belief … its that, if both people dont like/love each other … the relationship will go no where in the long run. I have no idea if Im making the right connections between you and your feelings. If Im not, im sorry just umm .. ignore this.
I know you're probably not talking about people in general but … question …. why cant everyone just be nice to each other? Why are some people so mean and nasty?
I hope you will be okay hun.
Dont take it too hard on yourself. You dont deserve it. Let your strength grow in times like these. I know you're staring at the screen like … yeah, sure..like thats gonna happen. I guess what I mean is that … let your strength grow after this bout of sadness/helplessness.
Love you. Im here if you need to talk about it.
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No, the people being cruel wasn't a reference to being in love shove. I don't know if I'm going to be okay. Thank you jaan, ur so kind, mashaAllah.
Speaking of the one you like being cruel. I'm so mad at him. How can he “lead me on” so beautifully like that and then stop talking to me just like that? I mean I dreamed it would work out, he WOVE some of those dreams HIMSELF, put those dreams in my mind HIMSELF! And then, left me standing there in the middle of the road, while he went Allah knows where! It's like taking me to the highest mountain, showing me the world, and saying, “this is what you can't have.”
Okay, fine, so I'm not REALLY mad at him, and that he's given me sooo much to even be upset about being left hoping for more. When life offers you a dream so much beyond your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve. And that's not what I'm grieving over. My pain lies elsewhere. It's just that I WANT to be mad right now. You know how sometimes you just want to fight? Yell it off at someone? Take all that sad energy and direct it in anger and then when you're spent, just slump into a ball in the arms of the person you chose as a punching bag? And you only choose really close ppl to you as punching bags.
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Rani
Im not even sure what I can say right now to bring you some comfort. I just know that Im here for you if you need to talk, vent, release. The forum is here for you. You know we'll listen.I just, I dislike seeing that you are being so so so hard on yourself. I know it is your feeling, but I just … I feel in my heart that you are being too harsh on yourself and this is causing you to pain even more.
About 'leading you on' … sighs, so is this what had happened?
I dont know why people do that hun. But sometimes, maybe its the other person who has been perceiving the actions as 'leading on' … but Im not sure which is true in your case.I feel down that your life is being interrupted so much by this. By someone who isnt there for you, by someone who is off in the world, doing his own thing, living his own life, doing his duties, just living life how he likes : and all of this without you. And yet, you are here, living life with him, for him, by him, even though he is no where around you or close to you. You see him, you feel him, you hear him, you dream of him, you yearn for him. But, Rani, is he somewhere else in the world, doing the same for you? Of course I dont know the answer … but do you know it?
If there is anyone who knows the feeling of 'just wanting to fight' I think it would be me.
I have gotten in much trouble because of this feeling of mine. And it has eased down alot over time. But, I know how it feels. It feels good, doesnt it? Despite the anger that it may cause in other people, it feels so good to us, because finally we get to 'be free' with what we feel, and what we feel is painful and angry and sad and mad and to translate that into the words that we speak … it comes out as this 'fight' type of thing. When last did we joyfully expressed our sad, painful, angry feelings ? To think of it … that can come off kinda strange hmm.I wish the other people would understand what it is like for us. And to not see it as us being idiots who can't shut our angry mouths.
And I also know what you mean when you said you just WANT to be mad. I know how that feels. Sometimes, the same goes for, I just want to be emotional/sad (for a while, for THIS moment in time). Because it means something to me. And I need it. I guess … our little moments with ourselves and our feelings … allow us to get into good touch with what we really feel..deep down inside. Denial and force and suppression will have to take a break some time.
So Rani … I dont know why I keep going on like this, I know its not helping you but .. I just want to say to you that .. if you need to just feel something, for a while, for a moment in time, feel it and feel it to the fullest. Because sometimes it is through these times, that we understand ourselves better and admit some things to ourselves. Also, Rani, I just want to say that friendly comfort, nice words, all of these things that your friends, family may say to make you feel better, may help you, but ulti
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Kavi, no sweetheart, I'm not being too harsh on myself. Others are harsher, trust me.
And lol no, that's not what happened. He didn't really lead me on lmao He did kinda, but i'm really glad that he did.
lmao actually he once said to me to stop leading HIM on! lmao Kavi, let me clear some things up. I'm truly at peace with everything that happened between me and him. I WANTED to stop talking to him. It was like an answered prayer. I'm not REALLY mad at him, I just wanted to be mad, and I picked him to want to be mad at. I have no reason to be mad at him. He has given me so much. He helped me like myself during the time he spent with me. He's given me more than i thought I deserved, more than I thought was possible for me. It's just that I miss him sometimes and i just wish I knew how he was and what he was up to. I guess you can say I wish I could stalk him. lmao I do know where he is right now though. Our story is like the song do pal from veer zaara. It really was something that lasted for do pal (two moments) and in those two moments he gave me more than I asked for and I'm really really at peace with him. I don't know WHY he stopped talking to me, but I feel that since I couldn't stop, Allah helped me by having him stop, because he's a lot stronger than I am. See? Even in that he helped me. I DO wish I knew why HE feels he stopped talking to me though, like his reasons. But its not enough to make me not feel at peace with HIM. He's not really interupting my life. llike i said, my pain lies elsewhere. And I don't think i'm interrupting his life. Like I said before, I don't even know if he still thinks of me, if he even remembers me. But it's okay, because the time that he DID give me was more time than I thought any guy would give me. And not just time, but the attention, and the care, and the liking, and the dreams, and the sweetness. Everything with him was more than I ever expected. I don't grieve over that. I just miss him, is all. I hope that makes sense? lollyThank you though Kavi. you don't know how much your concern and care helps me through out all this.
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I miss my friend… bloody idiot went off on holiday…
Life SUCKS!! LOL *innocent look*
I love you!!! =D
I'M BACK NOW! =P
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I miss my friend… bloody idiot went off on holiday…
Life SUCKS!! LOL *innocent look*
I love you!!! =D
I'M BACK NOW! =P
I just reread this and cracked. up. I HATECHU LMBO
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I'm acting hot and cold, hot and cold and I feel like a b.itch but it's all so BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm acting hot and cold, hot and cold and I feel like a b.itch but
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Did it get any better hun? Boo –
Sighs, what can I say to this … is there any way that you can possibly get him back?Tayba –
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Nerves are good Tayba, we like nerves.
And I'm SICK of men. And no Kavita, I can't. lol. Saddest story of my life.. haha!
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Nerves are good … if its very limited. If its too much then
it is horrible.Uh hm, men can be rather strange creatures. You know, the fact that you wrote 'haha!' after mentioning the saddest story of your life shows that you are strong and you can move on, you can move forward and be happy. Well, thats how I see it. I guess I see it like that because it reminded me of a time that I totally laughed at myself after messing up and feeling kind of embarrased about something that I wished never happened. I do admit though, your situation is more serious.
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It is not like me to say this but :
I feel down. I feel kinda sad.
I HATE that u feel like this hun..when I am so happy u are sad?? wtf??? Life can be such a darn huge ass.s b.itch sumtimes…sigh!!! open yr arms…am sending u all my happiness and warmth…(save a lil for me to help keep me from falling under again)
I love u …
I feel like spreading my wings and flying, soaring through the air, the wind in mah face, when I reach u..will glide down gracefully scoop u up and we can just go sit on a cloud and chill… wat say?? u interested
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Dont get this wrong for a split second : Despite how I feel (personally), I am so so happy for you and your success. I know how much it means to you. And I know that right now, it means everything to you. And I am delighted to share such a happiness with you.
Are you usually this willing to give up all your happiness?! Keep it, keep it, keep it I say ! You deserve every drop of it.
Actually though, happiness is not the thing that I should be in dying need of. Strength, courage, COURAGE. [?] Somewhere along those lines.
Courage
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1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.
I never thought the dictionary would be so on the point.
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Dont get this wrong for a split second :
Despite how I feel (personally),
I am so so happy for you and your success. I know how much it means to you. And I know that right now, it means everything to you. And I am delighted to share such a happiness with you.
not as delighted as I am to have u share this with me..
Are you usually this willing to give up all your happiness?!
I ABSOLUTELY am and will give up all my happiness in a split of a second
.. my happiness..wat is my happiness..its seeing and feeling the joy & bliss in the lives of the people I love..and from life as a whole..thats were my happiness springs from..
so yr happiness is my happiness ok.. theres a huge difference between, feeling joy, success happiness and gratitude my angel
Keep it, keep it, keep it I say ! You deserve every drop of it.
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Actually though, happiness is not the thing that I should be in dying need of. Strength, courage, COURAGE. [?] Somewhere along those lines.
strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..
in times when we really need it to help us deal with a situation or experience, it surfaces in the forms u would least expect it to..
theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel, I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences..
I am always always with u, always my love…whenever u need comfort warmth, support, my arms to hold u, just think of me and am there…
I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed c
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Feel better soon Kavi, I know you'll be able to get through it, I've seen your strength hidden behind the words you write here…
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Nerves are good Tayba, we like nerves.
And I'm SICK of men. And no Kavita, I can't. lol. Saddest story of my life.. haha!
LOL yeahhh we like nerves… cos those nerves were like *EEEEEK!!!! I HAVE BUTTERFLYZ AND ITS NOT COS OF THE DENTIST!!!!* LMBO
*siiiiiiiiiigh* =)
….. MEN
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Hi di, please for the sake of heaven dont say that you'll give up all your happiness like that, geesh!
Quote:strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..
Why does this sound familiar?
*head down*in times when we really need it to help us deal with a situation or experience, it surfaces in the forms u would least expect it to..
theres no need to go searching for something u already possess my angel,
Perhaps there is need to search when you cant really find it anywhere. Or rather, its not a need to search just for the sake of finding, for the sake of existence … its the need to find it so that you can use it because you need to use it.I think u shud allow yourself to feel your purest feelings but also remember how far u have come and tell yourself that *this to shall pass** in order to grow, develop and evolve we need to go through such trials and experiences.. This too shall pass? I wonder. It can stay like this if I allow it to. Or at least, it wont pass after quite some time.
I am always always with u, always my love…whenever u need comfort warmth, support, my arms to hold u, just think of me and am there…
I will comfort u with in an embrace with the help of a cool breeze, or through the ruffles of the wind in yr hair, I will keep u warm in my embrace with the help of the suns sparks, I will guide u with the help of the moon through the lines of the stars, I will be in melody of a birds song or the whisper of a leaf that falls, I will be there when u walk pass a café and smell the inviting aroma of a tantalising brewed coffee.. u get wat I am saying right?? am always with u.. in yr dil, walking with u, sharing yr discomforts and yr comforts, your happiness and sadness…
and many more of those < Gosh, speechless < I must tell you right now though, your writing is beautiful.You should become an author. <span style="FONT-SIZE:
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oh chup man..
have u not heard of **the more u give, the more u receive??** besides wat da frikking hell am I gonna do with all dis happiness on my own?? why not give it to the ones I love?? Besides am saying it in a selfish way coz I KNW the more of my happiness I give to everyone, the more I recieve soo yaaaaaaahhh…. its just the way I am..now stop arguing an open up yr arms and receive some of mah craze frikking happiness..u knw u got it when u start hummin in the middle of the street or u have a smile plastered on yr face or theres this feeling of floating inside of u and all around u…..let me know once the loves reached u k.. am trying to send it via instant delivery heheheheh..Quote:strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..
Why does this sound familiar?
*head down*why indeed…coz u had been drilling this in mah beautiful head since god knws how long ..now its yr turn lmfo
and u knw wat..its my experience that tells u ( Miss Wise one ) that those words are 100% true ok….Quote:how does one knw bravery if not faced with a situation that challenges one to be brave Maybe one doesnt quite know it because he/she was faced with a certain situation, and couldnt really do much in that situation.
sometimes not doing anything is bravery on its own kavi…trust me on this..in life with our challenges and experiences as humans we tend to believe that every action deserves a reaction….NOT… not in my life and opinion…being brave can sometimes mean..simply not doing anything.
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strength & courage are qualities we are all born with honey, deep within us lies dormant our abundant resource of both courage and strength..
Why does this sound familiar?
*head down*
why indeed…coz u had been drilling this in mah beautiful head since god knws how long ..now its yr turn lmfo
and u knw wat..its my experience that tells u ( Miss Wise one ) that those words are 100% true ok…. How true! I've had people tell me that I should start taking my OWN advice. I've said the above to you, to Rani, I believe I've said it to Tayba. I was absolutely certain that it was that way. But its really, really … DIFFERENT, when you try to do/think something on you own/for your self. Geesh. Quote:Scarface: sometimes not doing anything is bravery on its own kavi…trust me on this..in life with our challenges and experiences as humans we tend to believe that every action deserves a reaction….NOT… not in my life and opinion…being brave can sometimes mean..simply not doing anything…thats strength on its own, showing u yr ability to deal with a situation in a manner that doesnt provoke ..sooo being brave doesnt necessary mean… u have to go literally bash someone up to prove ur strong … lol, I hope being brave doesnt mean that you have to beat someone up! Anyway, I do agree with you : sometimes, SOMETIMES, brave is doing nothing and staying quiet, and accepting. This is not the bravery that I am talking about now however. At other times, bravery means that you need to do something, SOMETHING, anything. In these cases, doing nothing can end up taking you at a zero end/no good end/unsuccessful end/ no where end.
how does one feel couageous if not faced with another situation that questions yr lack of or the need for courage.. Alright. But what would you say one would feel if they are faced with these situations and they are unable to do much ? You dont even have to answer these questions.
the fact that ur aware theres a situation that calls for u to be courageous is an act of being courageous in itself ( and this is just my silly opinion ) <span style="colo
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Sent u an email…in response to above…love u lotz
I feel Nauseous, hazardously in need of internal retrospection !!!
Am craving for another 12 hours under my duvet..
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Feel better soon Kavi, I know you'll be able to get through it, I've seen your strength hidden behind the words you write here…
Tayba –
I hope you were able to calm those nerves of yours?
I was!
They were good nerves… Like butterflyz! Hehe. How are you now hun?
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(everytime I say Alie, it reminds me of The Notebook, since I've watched it lately )Stay good Forum, stay good.
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*Use of very bad language alert.*
= Me when I found out about this bullshit.I am SO MAD RIGHT NOW. I CAN’T EVEN. FUCK YOU, CW! FUCK YOU RIGHT IN THE FUCKING FACE.
I FUCKING WAITED PATIENTLY SO LONG for the 28th, and FUCKING CW had to go and DELAY the Supernatural midseason premiere to FEB 4TH?!? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME CW?!? BACK THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW! THAT’S GONNA BE TWO WHOLE MONTHS of WAITING! HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA DO THAT?!? I DON’T DO WAITING! HOW, CW?!? HOW DO YOU MAKE SUCH STUPID DECISIONS LAST MINUTE!?! I don’t fucking care if stupid vampire diaries and Nikita had no viewers – THAT DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN RE-AIR THEM OVER MY SHOW! WTF. This fandom is fucking batshit crazy, CW better be scared at all the emails they’re getting. FUCK YOU VAMPIRE DIARIES AND YOUR FUCKING VAMPIRES. JUST BECAUSE YOU STUPID SHOWS CAN’T BE INTERESTING ENOUGH TO GET VIEWERS! OR HAVE VIEWERS SMART ENOUGH TO RECORD THAT SHIT FOR THEMSELVES THAT THE CW HAS TO GO AND KISS ASS AND RE-AIR YOU! I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL ANYMORE. This is the dumbest shit I’ve ever heard! After all we’ve done for you to get spn the recognition it deserves on YOUR stupid channel, THIS is what we get?
I had such a wonderful week, and was so looking for this Friday to put a nice end to it, AND CW HAD TO GO AND RUIN IT!!! I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW THAT I’M BANGING MY KEYBOARD AND I LOVE MY LAPTOP, IT’S MY BABY – BUT THIS IS HOW MAD CW MAKES ME! FUCK YOU, CW! We’ve already waited so long, we don’t want to wait another week!!! Vampires and nikita are going to be up against american idol every stupid thursday, what are you gonna do then, CW? Supernatural survived a packed thursday night for 5 whole seasons and these bitches can’t even keep their shit together for their first 2 seasons? CW does NOT deserve to have such an amazing show on their network! You know what, CW?
This can’t be happening… *sits in the corner, rocking*
– This is me right now. No joke.
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@RaNi iS ThE BeS wrote:
*Use of very bad language alert.*
= Me when I found out about this bullshit.I am SO MAD RIGHT NOW. I CAN’T EVEN. FUCK YOU, CW! FUCK YOU RIGHT IN THE FUCKING FACE.
I FUCKING WAITED PATIENTLY SO LONG for the 28th, and FUCKING CW had to go and DELAY the Supernatural midseason premiere to FEB 4TH?!? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME CW?!? BACK THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW! THAT’S GONNA BE TWO WHOLE MONTHS of WAITING! HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA DO THAT?!? I DON’T DO WAITING! HOW, CW?!? HOW DO YOU MAKE SUCH STUPID DECISIONS LAST MINUTE!?! I don’t fucking care if stupid vampire diaries and Nikita had no viewers – THAT DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN RE-AIR THEM OVER MY SHOW! WTF. This fandom is fucking batshit crazy, CW better be scared at all the emails they’re getting. FUCK YOU VAMPIRE DIARIES AND YOUR FUCKING VAMPIRES. JUST BECAUSE YOU STUPID SHOWS CAN’T BE INTERESTING ENOUGH TO GET VIEWERS! OR HAVE VIEWERS SMART ENOUGH TO RECORD THAT SHIT FOR THEMSELVES THAT THE CW HAS TO GO AND KISS ASS AND RE-AIR YOU! I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL ANYMORE. This is the dumbest shit I’ve ever heard! After all we’ve done for you to get spn the recognition it deserves on YOUR stupid channel, THIS is what we get?
I had such a wonderful week, and was so looking for this Friday to put a nice end to it, AND CW HAD TO GO AND RUIN IT!!! I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW THAT I’M BANGING MY KEYBOARD AND I LOVE MY LAPTOP, IT’S MY BABY – BUT THIS IS HOW MAD CW MAKES ME! FUCK YOU, CW! We’ve already waited so long, we don’t want to wait another week!!! Vampires and nikita are going to be up against american idol every stupid thursday, what are you gonna do then, CW? Supernatural survived a packed thursday night for 5 whole seasons and these bitches can’t even keep their shit together for their first 2 seasons? CW does NOT deserve to have such an amazing show on their network! You know what, CW?
This can’t be happening… *sits in the corner, rocking*
– This is me right now. No joke. = Me tonight.WILL SECOND THIS…. i KNW THIS IS UNRELATED, BUT I WANT TO SAY A **BIG FUCK U TO LIFE***
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You do know she’s a moderator on here too, and that she can whoop your ass on any posts she doesn’t like
Not saying Alie would use her moderator powers for ehm.. evil purposes or anything but yaknow
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@boo wrote:
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You do know she’s a moderator on here too, and that she can whoop your ass on any posts she doesn’t like
Not saying Alie would use her moderator powers for ehm.. evil purposes or anything but yaknow
Oh Wow…. !!! you must’ve heard this in hindi ‘Jab saiyaan baney kottwaal tou darr kaheka…” 😆 well when the Mod is in my pocket than i can say whateva i wish i can hehehe…
and hey there never use to be any mods in here….. 🙄
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@boo wrote:
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You do know she’s a moderator on here too, and that she can whoop your ass on any posts she doesn’t like
Not saying Alie would use her moderator powers for ehm.. evil purposes or anything but yaknow
lmao yup i WOULD abuse these powers
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Life is so unfair. lol.
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Awww Mukesh ji that’s real sweet! You are right, it is the users. I noticed the new infusion of green.
Nice one! It is difficult to resuscitate the forum when everyone has their own lives to lead on top of everything else, I guess.Ninja – I miss it too, but let’s not dwell on the past.
I’ve been thinking about this a lot of late – why do people dwell on the past so much? And HAHAHAAH I’m one to say this but WHY do people WHINGE dear GOD ON EARTH!!!! I whinge so very much though, so I *really* can’t complain… but a true whinger whinges about everyone else whingeing so… I’m right on track, yes? 😉
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hahahahahahah…. LOL, love it!! The ‘similar to baseball’ is how I describe it to the uninitiated too 😆
Yesterday, Manchester United won the Premiership League (or Championship League, I have got NO clue which one is which… it’s so CONFUSING yikes! :P) and it made me think of Oreo soooo much! Not because he supports Manchester (as far as I can remember) but because he supports Liverpool (yes?) and I know my little share of Liverpool supporters and they do NOT get along with Manchester LOLOL.
🙄 So I was thinking about how he might be just a tad upset for the coming week… 😛 Manchester also beat Liverpool in claiming the title for the 19th time, whereas in the past Liverpool had been the record holders with holding the title 18 times so it’s another fresh round of showing of their ‘glory’. Which made me LOL all the harder… sigh, men and their football! I love the game, but I just don’t get the point of supporting teams when they swap and share their team members a lot… I mean, who are you supporting then really? 😕 but I guess I get the whole loyalty to support thing so maybe that’s it…It’s the same with the IPL (Indian Premier League) in cricket – players are just used as toys that kids keep mixing and matching with in teams and it’s crazy!! But I guess it sort of keeps the “suspense” element alive, as a team that was really rubbish two years ago will be doing really well now… is anyone else following this? I am only briefly following it, cannot be bothered until it comes down to the top eight or maybe even four! Then the fun and drama and suspense begins
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The Canucks are 1 win away from the Stanley Cup Finals!!!! Get it done boys!
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Man U vs Barca this weekend
……. WHY am I getting into this?!?!
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MY BOYS ARE OFF TO THE STANLEY CUP FINALS!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! Great job Canucks! You deserve this, we deserve this, this city deserves this!!! What a fantastic feeling
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ha ha you been to the movies recently then? i LOVE popcorn at movies – sweet popcorn 🙂 always need something to chew on while watching th film… i also like putting my feet up on the chairs in front of me LOL… such a rebel i am
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